(This Might Be Ren's Deepest Song) Ren | REACTION

[@shawnchapdelaine2089]

REN is fire...when you have a artist that makes people cry and show full emotion you know thats a real talented artist...love REN

[@peterwilliamson5953]

'an artist ' sorry pedantics , Ren will rule the world philosophically , psychologically and spiritually he has millions of followers who have virtually adopted him into their family , he is a great power and rightly so .

[@sydneexxceasy9063]

Only seen one reactor not cry but she gave me weird vibes. Very robotic and analytical

[@sydneexxceasy9063]

​@peter williamson true ren is my son brother and friend lol. Nobody messes with our ren

[@Colleen_OH]

Ren posted the following about this song on June 1: "Today I want to write something beautiful and eloquent but I’ve been staring at my computer screen for the past 10 minutes blankly. So I’ll just write. Today, the 1st of June is my friend Joe’s birthday. I first met Joe when I was 8 years old, my friend Josh said I had to meet this guy, so we both walked over to his, it took about 10 minutes from my house. I was greeted by this kid covered head to toe in freckles, he grinned at us, climbed onto the back of his sofa and screamed “Swanton Bomb!” then front flipped off the top and landed right onto his back on a stone floor. He lay still for a moment, twitched a few times, then got up, grinned at us, brushed himself off, and did it again. This was Joe. He’d do anything to make people laugh. He ended up becoming one of my best friends. He was there when we stole our first cigarettes out of his mums pack, way too young. He was there when I had my first kiss, with a girl twice my size on the back of the 42 bus. He was there when I first got so drunk I threw up in the woods after drinking as much white lightning Cider as we could. I was there when he did his first backflip on skates, and saw him do a 720 off of the pier cave, that moment became legendary. Joe was the funny one in our friend group, he’d make us laugh till it hurt. No one had a bad word to say about him. It was impossible not to like him. Usually we put celebrities, athletes and actors on pedestals, turn them into role models and admire them from a far. The person I admired was Joe. Him and Sagar knew every word to the songs id write, we’d get drunk at parties and they’d be singing along as loud as they could. It gave me a lot of confidence back then. On Christmas Eve 2010 I was sitting in a pub with Joe, he’d been feeling low after a couple of consecutive break ups. He tried to check himself into a mental health outpatient facility a few weeks earlier but they turned him away because he didn’t have an appointment. He turned to me and said that sometimes he wished he could just walk into the sea and keep walking. He said it in a kind of half joking throw away comment type of way, then took a sip of his drink, walked over to the juke box and put Dig by Incubus on. If I knew that was the last time I’d see Joe id have hugged him, told him how much I loved him, how much I looked up to him, how much we all loved him, and I wouldn’t have left that pub. I didn’t know that, so I finished my drink, said happy Christmas and left. Two nights after Christmas I got woken up by a phone call at 3am, it was my friend Ella. She told me Joe was on the Menai Bridge, a large suspension bridge connecting the main land to the isle of Anglesey where we lived. He’d been on the phone to her in tears saying goodbye. He told her to tell everyone he loved them. I pulled on my clothes as fast as I could and started running toward the bridge. It was up a hill. I lived about a ten minute walk away, I could run it in five. As I ran I started dialling then redialing his number. The line was busy, which was a good sign, it meant he was still on the phone to someone. As I got about halfway, the busy tone changed. It told me the line was out of service. I got a sinking feeling and picked up my speed. I arrived to the bridge minutes after I left my house. It was deafeningly quiet. I was the first person to arrive. I got there probably about 2 minutes too late. Joe’s body was never found. Initially we refused to believe he was gone. The coastguard came out that night, with boats, and helicopters. Me and my friends spent the next 10 days putting up missing posters everywhere we could, walking up and down beaches with flashlights, getting about 3 hours sleep a night. When you’re walking up and down a beach with a torch when its dark everything looks like a body. We still haven’t found Joe. As his birthday came around, I wrote a song, freckled angels, a song I dedicated to Joe which I sang in front of his friends and family. A charity football match was put on for him, raising money for the RNLI where I won two bottles of wine in a raffle, I drank them both as quickly as I could, naturally, turned to my friend and probably slurred something along the lines of “This is the last time I ever drink” That was 12 years ago, I haven’t touched a drop of alcohol since. My first ever album I named Freckled Angels in tribute of one of the best people I ever knew. Skip forward some years. I’d been sitting on this song I wrote a few years ago. It always felt a little incomplete. It was going to be my next release, but I was dreading it because of this feeling of incompletion. I decided, very last minute, to do something about it. I sat by my piano, and the rest of the song fell out of me. I hadn’t thought about Joe in a little while, and the song initially wasn’t going to be about him, but the words all fell out of me. I wrote and recorded a whole 2 minutes extra, recording each part as I wrote it. Tears spewing out of my eyes pretty much the whole time, and decided not to do my usual thing of perfecting each line, I just recorded every line as it came. This will be my next release. You can turn on notifications by following the link in the comments below During this campaign I will be raising money for the RNLI, the group of brave men and women who spent hours tirelessly looking for Joe after the night he went missing. I'll also be donating 50% of the profit on all copies of the 'Freckled Angels' album directly to Joes family as a nice surprise gift. I will include links to the RNLI donation page below where 100% of the money will go to support them, I will be travelling to the UK later this month to make a music video, and have carved out a couple of days where I will travel to my home town on the isle of Anglesey to present the royal national lifeboat institution with a cheque of all the money raised."

[@camcur55]

The song Freckle Angels is about Joe Hughes. Read the post from Colleen

[@shannonstradford6518]

Thank you for putting this in the comments, I don’t think I would have had access to them otherwise and it feels important to have this with the song. Peace ❤

[@gena_unknown]

Thank you so much for posting this. It’s such powerful insight

[@TheTaffy84]

Ren is the one true artist of our time

[@2BNamedL8r]

I believe he is the illest of our time.

[@DjAether8]

@@2BNamedL8r You know he meant it as literally ill-est. Since he's been ill for quite some time, but yes illest as in great as well.

[@1982chiXu]

I don't think I've ever come across an artist that can evoke emotion like Ren does. How to be me (live) and Freckled Angels are two other songs that are close to this.

[@timsmith3921]

Ren is a genius empath, there is no doubt in my mind. I'm sixty one years old and I have never heard this depth of talent ever before in my life. Thank you for covering Ren. You are a great person yourself Jamel.

[@happygolucky8449]

We are privileged enough to see a star coming up with a message and so much power in his lyrics I feel blessed enough to watch the ascension

[@CPTM1]

Ren is someone the world needs to spread the message in a raw form to get the word out about mental health, depression and suicide. I know their have been other artist who have done all that, such as Logic, but none of them had that raw emotion. They didn't cry during the recording and leave it in. It is the second time he has cried on a song. The first one was about Joe, his bestmate, and he cried in that, too. I have seen people leave comments on Ren videos on how he has helped them to finally reach out and get the help. I can't wait for Ren to blow up soon. Proud of the guy, man.

[@richardhuff1256]

Yes Freckled Angles. He sang it at Joe's funeral so he wrote it at the time. Also him and Chinchilla on How to be me.

[@michaelleaver1766]

The guy has a gift and in turn is a gift........Long may he continue to bless our ears and eyes as well as make our minds/hearts consider others......

[@5siggi]

Difficult subject for sure! Ren did an interview with Rolling Stone magazine that came out today. He said in the first paragraph, “Dark topics don’t always have to be ugly and there can be a lot of beauty and richness to be found in those moments,” “Sometimes by facing them fearlessly maybe we can understand them better…”

[@deejayturtle]

6:48 Your face right here says it all. Peace, love, and empathy to all who read this.

[@JonNo86]

Ren posted about his friend Joe and the full background behind him and Joe's friendship and what happened to him. This next part is a direct quote from his comment for added context on this song... "Skip forward some years. I’d been sitting on this song I wrote a few years ago. It always felt a little incomplete. It was going to be my next release, but I was dreading it because of this feeling of incompletion. I decided, very last minute, to do something about it. I sat by my piano, and the rest of the song fell out of me. I hadn’t thought about Joe in a little while, and the song initially wasn’t going to be about him, but the words all fell out of me. I wrote and recorded a whole 2 minutes extra, recording each part as I wrote it. Tears spewing out of my eyes pretty much the whole time, and decided not to do my usual thing of perfecting each line, I just recorded every line as it came. "

[@dccorallo]

This song tells the affect of suicide on those left behind It’s brilliant

[@alexiaspaedt-mcintosh5311]

Ren is a special human for sure. This song is incredible and so powerful. I have cried time!

[@AD270479]

The album 'Freckled Angels' is about his friend Joe who took his life in 2010. This ending is about Joe. Ren got a call from a friend at 3am one morning, telling him Joe was on the local bridge about to end it. Ren started heading to the bridge running as fast as he could. He was trying to call Joe on the way but the line was constantly busy, then as he was getting to the bridge he tried calling again to be told the number was out of service, his heart sank & as he got on the bridge there was no sign of Joe, and as it says in the song, he's never been found.

[@candice3559]

Never ending...

[@charlottejennex8820]

So very sad, my heart broke for Ren when he told us that story. 😢 . We love you Ren. ❤

[@kiwigirljacks]

I just can’t even imagine that,. Running to save a friend and not being able to get there in time. The heartbreak that must have come from that….😢

[@ssabucca]

The story behind this. From Ren I first met Joe when I was 8 years old, my friend Josh said I had to meet this guy, so we both walked over to his, it took about 10 minutes from my house. I was greeted by this kid covered head to toe in freckles, he grinned at us, climbed onto the back of his sofa and screamed “Swanton Bomb!” then front flipped off the top and landed right onto his back on a stone floor. He lay still for a moment, twitched a few times, then got up, grinned at us, brushed himself off, and did it again. This was Joe. He’d do anything to make people laugh. He ended up becoming one of my best friends. He was there when we stole our first cigarettes out of his mums pack, way too young. He was there when I had my first kiss, with a girl twice my size on the back of the 42 bus. He was there when I first got so drunk I threw up in the woods after drinking as much white lightning Cider as we could. I was there when he did his first backflip on skates, and saw him do a 720 off of the pier cave, that moment became legendary. Joe was the funny one in our friend group, he’d make us laugh till it hurt. No one had a bad word to say about him. It was impossible not to like him. Usually we put celebrities, athletes and actors on pedestals, turn them into role models and admire them from a far. The person I admired was Joe. Him and Sagar knew every word to the songs id write, we’d get drunk at parties and they’d be singing along as loud as they could. It gave me a lot of confidence back then. On Christmas Eve 2010 I was sitting in a pub with Joe, he’d been feeling low after a couple of consecutive break ups. He tried to check himself into a mental health outpatient facility a few weeks earlier but they turned him away because he didn’t have an appointment. He turned to me and said that sometimes he wished he could just walk into the sea and keep walking. He said it in a kind of half joking throw away comment type of way, then took a sip of his drink, walked over to the juke box and put Dig by Incubus on. If I knew that was the last time I’d see Joe id have hugged him, told him how much I loved him, how much I looked up to him, how much we all loved him, and I wouldn’t have left that pub. I didn’t know that, so I finished my drink, said happy Christmas and left. Two nights after Christmas I got woken up by a phone call at 3am, it was my friend Ella. She told me Joe was on the Menai Bridge, a large suspension bridge connecting the main land to the isle of Anglesey where we lived. He’d been on the phone to her in tears saying goodbye. He told her to tell everyone he loved them. I pulled on my clothes as fast as I could and started running toward the bridge. It was up a hill. I lived about a ten minute walk away, I could run it in five. As I ran I started dialling then redialing his number. The line was busy, which was a good sign, it meant he was still on the phone to someone. As I got about halfway, the busy tone changed. It told me the line was out of service. I got a sinking feeling and picked up my speed. I arrived to the bridge minutes after I left my house. It was deafeningly quiet. I was the first person to arrive. I got there probably about 2 minutes too late. Joe’s body was never found. Initially we refused to believe he was gone. The coastguard came out that night, with boats, and helicopters. Me and my friends spent the next 10 days putting up missing posters everywhere we could, walking up and down beaches with flashlights, getting about 3 hours sleep a night. When you’re walking up and down a beach with a torch when its dark everything looks like a body. We still haven’t found Joe. As his birthday came around, I wrote a song, freckled angels, a song I dedicated to Joe which I sang in front of his friends and family. A charity football match was put on for him, raising money for the RNLI where I won two bottles of wine in a raffle, I drank them both as quickly as I could, naturally, turned to my friend and probably slurred something along the lines of “This is the last time I ever drink” That was 12 years ago, I haven’t touched a drop of alcohol since.

[@seanhoare7639]

What Shakespeare puts over in four acts Ren does in four minutes. Genius...

[@lindasalaki9404]

Lost my best friend 15 years ago to suicide, never seen it coming. I miss her every day 😢

[@lajoyous1568]

💜💜💜

[@BrandonWestfall]

If you haven't listened to Freckled Angels you absolutely need to. It's a tribute he wrote to his friend Joe Hughes (which this song is also about).

[@Jos-mc8lx]

At some time yesterday Ren dropped a Tweet and said he was trending at number 1 on YT...a first number 1 for him ever ! Yup this song is all I managed to think about ...I sleep, eat , work 'Ren Suicide'...my mind and thoughts are in a trillion different places ...binge watching reactions to this masterpiece and read peoples stories... insomnia sucks !!!

[@kbab3333]

Such a deep song. The other song about the same topic was How to Be Me. It was recorded on that bridge.

[@MizCriz46]

It's an amazing, hauntingly beautiful song but it was not recorded anywhere near that bridge. They are on a rooftop or balcony.

[@doughill2616]

Ren is a world treasure

[@chefstar72]

One of the most important voices of this century.

[@realbworld]

Spot on….. the final verse was added a couple of weeks ago. Joe, his mate from Wales….. a piece of all of us is wounded by loss. Ren is cool.

[@Aurora-cv5to]

Ren wrote Freckled Angels for Joe right after his death. He named his first album for it, and continues to give 50% of the profits to Joe's family. 50% of this one will go to Joe's family too. He's recently said that he's headed back to the UK shortly, and will be stopping over in his home town in Wales. He has collected funds that he will be presenting to the rescue organization that searched for Joe.

[@NOLAgenX]

This hits me hard. Ren perfectly captures the soul-wrenching grief I feel after 4 years since I lost one of my closest friends. The grief is worse because to this day I still ask why, and wonder how I could have helped more. Ren really is a once in a hundred years artist. The man bares his soul and touches millions.

[@rudyb.]

Thanks for a great reaction. I’m not crying, I’m chopping onions…

[@hairball7529]

REN wrote an excellent song for anyone who's lost someone..."Precious" by The Big Push

[@zerofox3d]

As others have said, read the story then re-listen and that last verse hits even harder. The first two verses are really Ren describing the dark times he experienced, how those thoughts crept into his head. The last verse is just a visceral outpouring of Ren’s grief and regret over his friend Joe’s death. Grief is bad enough, combine it with regret and it’s something which will never leave you. Your sentiment is correct, we all have to have this guys back because he’s really really special 👍

[@peterveste6976]

thank you for reacting to this, sending big love from the UK to you and your family ❤. Ren is starting a movement of love ❤❤❤

[@UMPeeps1348]

That ending man So brutally raw, in the comment section of his video he details the story behind it. Its tough to talk after that i feel ya man!

[@candacemay7187]

Ren has done several interviews with KZbin reactors - Knox Hill and Black Pegasus included. He goes into great detail about his life and about Joe.

[@jamescrane9218]

How much more material is he sitting on ? He wrote most of this ages ago..prerecorded all these great one take videos before treatment...who knows how much he has written or what that is during the time since. What a prolific artist, staggering quality all the time. Can you imagine this man at Glastonbury?

[@Dragonartykay]

The Last 4 months, I have never cried so much in my whole life. I have had a hard life. RENs songs,music, lyrics are just opening up my mind to what I have been through. Ren is just so amazing. Thank you for your reaction. It’s about his friend,who did the title listen to RENs freckled Angel and how to be me. They are both about his friend.

[@donaldduck2139]

I'm old and not into Rap at all, except for one or two over the years like Coolio's Gangsters Paradise for instance, this guy got me straight away...from the very first seconds in the first vid I seen of his which was Hi Ren...he's awesome

[@sabrinaevans8746]

I just sat and cried thru this

[@travis73940]

For a young guy he has an old soul.

[@5siggi]

Unfortunately, pain and suffering will do that

[@francesdoll4039]

The second part was written only a couple weeks ago, after the Knox Hill interview Done regular with AI and animation added later. BTW just got off long twitch. He is fine. He was checking on us.

[@d2ndborn]

his song How to Be me is also written for Joe. As well as Freckled angel

[@Tessimistic420]

An ready to cry again. Truth hurts, laugh when in pain. People look at me like I'm the joker often lol❤️

[@petebrown6356]

Agree - I think the video production is getting overlooked, it's excellent.

[@stuartturkington826]

Brilliant review of this song 😮

[@alikitcat]

His spoken voice is so beautifully powerful with the emotion it’s intensely connective, when you can connect vulnerability to that intimate level it’s healing he’s got a healing aura 💜

[@bmol32]

His song freckled angels is song he wrote about his friend Joe who took his life. He sang the song at his funeral

[@aaronb.4830]

I've noticed him say he feels like a conduit or a vessel for channeling spirits. I totally feel that.

[@TeresaGrimes-qp9ic]

THANK YOU! BROTHER IM LESS THEN 24 HOURS AWAY FROM DOING MY 3RD STINT! KEEP THE FLOW GOING! WE NEED YOU! KEEP IT RAW! SIC GIRL, SIC GIRL! TOMMARROW IS MONDAY, I APPRECIATE Y'ALL. KEEP IT UP SO WE DONT FEEL SO ALONE.💜🌻🤗

[@frankcousins6479]

Love to you from the Scotland Jamal... Thank you for all your honest and compassionate thoughts and sharing these. Ren is just unique in how he defines his pain and how honest and open he is - for the right reasons. No retention, just pure honest emotion

[@timothyjohnart]

You are a beautiful human being Jamel....Peace and love from Australia.

[@ainemcintyre8910]

Just checked at uk/ireland time at 8:49pm.and hes no 14 trending now. Amazing video.think this will be one of my favourite songs from Ren.🙂

[@debbiegreene4771]

Freckled angels is also very powerful, that is about the same friend . Also the end of how to be me.

[@benstarmes6356]

Hypnotic, powerful, masterful and raw. An amazing piece of work! Re other songs, at least the last verse of 'How to be me' (Live) with Chinchilla touches on this.

[@iandavison3704]

Listen to Rens freckled angel it is dedicated to his friend Joe as is this song who he is describing his fate at the end ..nice reaction

[@SR-71BlackbirdA2]

A beautiful homage song about Ren's very close, childhood friend Joe, who committed suicide by jumping off from a bridge. Sadly, they never found his body.

[@dantallman5345]

The visuals are really enigmatic. They look sort of like AI graphics but it must be a human artist making this hit so hard. Glad to still be around to experience Ren’s art and the widening circle of other great independent musicians this has led me to.

[@tjmctube]

It's artists using the AI Stable Diffusion. It's noted in the ending credits.

[@rennnicholson6633]

He made a album name freckled angel i think...it was named after his friend.

[@jerrykeck1494]

DAMN, that one got me. Lost a friend like that when I was 12.

[@livibam]

Once in a life time talent.. a true student of the game.

[@lisayoung4987]

Thank you for your Reactions Ren Thank You for Helping Me Understand more and See People Differently. Spread the Love Folks

[@dimitrasotirakoglou2553]

His vulnerability touches me deeply ❤

[@DefinitelyNotBender]

Yes, he has a whole album about Joe called “Freckled Angel”. Also his song “Hard to be Me” with Chinchilla is a tribute to Joe as well.

[@Jmack6969]

Love your reactions, you keep it real and honest.

[@chilly6470]

Why won't people just say words anymore? It's beyond ridiculous. It is what it is. And we all have to deal with stuff in life. You can't make things not happen, just because you won't say it. "Suicide" is just a word but, it needs to be talked about and not just censored.

[@5siggi]

Ask KZbin about that!

[@kdavidreeves]

Great reaction to a great video. Very moving and important message here.

[@sydneexxceasy9063]

Ren has that weird ability to word things in a way that punches you in the throat. You are left out of breath and speechless

[@goomymf]

"How to be me"with chinchilla was filmed on the bridge Joe jumped from. Thank you for the reaction. Rip Joe.

[@Shellytrifle.]

Omg very powerful, should it be played in schools ❤

[@noelward1367]

The song "Freckled Angles" from that album is directly about his friend Joe. The album version uses takes where he couldn't hold in his emotion, making it even more powerful. There is a live version where he is clearly holding in the emotion. Love Ren & I really enjoy your reactions. Thanks, man

[@jeffmartin_UK]

Thank you for this reaction. Brilliant.

[@NashaWriter85]

Because of this song; every time I get *those* thoughts in my head...I think about my Dad (who is practically my best friend and a wonderful father) in Ren's position...and *those* thoughts stop immediately. Now I'm getting help for *those* thoughts and I wish I could thank Ren personally.

[@im2yz4u17]

Great reaction Jamel/Jamal, I appreciate your words at the end.

[@gena_unknown]

This is not just music it’s poetry! Glad to see a someone with actual talent ❤

[@lindasalaki9404]

REN is powerful

[@joguipo]

Paused at the tenth second. The ad you get if you watch this in Spain is for El teléfono de la Esperanza (The Phone of Hope). Funny; cause 24 years ago I was late like a jerk (phoning). Big love from Spain

[@Peacetrain66]

So raw and real!

[@mark_white.]

When you look at the water and ready to jump ...You are looking at the breaks in clouds reflecting on water ...THUS ​"Falling through the cracks of the night sky . Ty ren

[@gcarap]

Yes, Freckled Angels was also about Joe Hughes (RIP), as was the last line of How To Be Me with Chinchilla.

[@tylerlove2052]

I watched the video yesterday and have only watched a couple reactions to it as it’s a lot to process. Sure someone mentioned this but he added that last part after the song was done and they managed to add it, including the video portion. It’s so well done and I have no idea how he even gets through that last part 😢

[@helenajrgensen3157]

This is a rough one. I thought it was brutal, it was beautiful and most importantly it was important! Just the fact that he repeats the word Suicide so many times - because it's a subject we have to deal with. That he uses the first 2 verses to tell about how he himself has thought about it; but that it was like there was never "the right time" - Also from there move on to what it did to him that his friend Joe committed suicide. It makes an enormously painful impression. I love Ren and I found this track his most brutal, but also his most vulnerable. I love the lyrics and I love the visual expression ❤

[@WharfRat4]

One day I'm going to write a song titled "Hell Ren!?" because every time he fucking nails me. What a great talent!

[@Microdave75]

This song hits he so hard I've been crying since I first heard it when Ren dropped it

[@justinatest9456]

Freckled Angels and How To Be Me are also both about and for Joe Hughes, his childhood friend.

[@Av3rageD4D]

Thank you for doing this one Jamel, Ren has no bounds, as his health gets stronger, the world won’t be able to ignore him. 2nd coming of Eminem in my opinion. Great reaction, and thank you. Have a great day!

[@davidcook7301]

How to be me with Chinchilla touched on the same friend

[@elenaorujev3494]

So raw and heart wrenching!

[@debrashrider4062]

The actual song "Freckled Angels" is a tribute to his friend Joe, which Ren wrote and performed at his funeral.

[@KingdomheartsSTARWARS]

Great reaction video bro :) really sad stuff though i feel so bad for ren. i will be praying them and for those who lost someone close to suicide. MY co worker killed himself i think. Im not really sure but why was our boss crying a lot when she was telling all of us that he passed away. I also wanna point out her lost his father the last of his family shortly before he passed away. I also remember this dude walking up to me before asking me how im doing and i said im doing good and when i asked him how he was doing he made a weird face and didnt say anything. most likely he did kill himself. my co worker seems to think so he told me before. I got really sad a few times about the guy suicide is really scary and dark and depressing

[@rosspierkowski6161]

Watch 'How to Be me" and 'Chalk Outlines' if you haven't already. Similar themes.

[@larryc3860]

To Jamel and all viewers.......above all, keep 'Joe' ( R.I.P ) in your prayers.....we share Ren's pain........

[@stevepreece2931]

Bless you man its hard ❤

[@peterkirby2771]

Ren obviously blame’s him self for not getting to his friend in time and thinks he should have seen the signs . We all have lost someone and we would have said and done things differently.

[@janetkenny1735]

I think he said ' bruise' as I a mark a bump to the skin leaves

[@louise11854]

see' freckled angels'. always enjoy your channel.

[@MegaEaglelover]

It was the interview with Nox Hill that made Ren put the end lyrics in the song 🎧

[@The_Oracle_of_time]

The bridge he jumped from is just a few miles from my house

[@waxingmiracle]

Great reaction thanks.

[@Rickro72]

Freckled angels he said was a song about Joe.

[@BoredBro2zzz]

Does it tho I feel like I drag every one around me I take up space for the better ones

[@sch7194]

Why are we so afraid to face difficult topics...you can say the word...SUICIDE is real & we need to open the door of discussion & be real about its profound effects on those left behind...life is a blessing...if your living a happy one ?

[@sydneexxceasy9063]

He has 2 other songs freckled angel and how to be me. It was he best friend named joe hughes. He got the call at 3am from a fellow friend and ran as hard and fast as he could to reach the bridge. If he had been 5 min faster he woulda been able to reach him in time. Its guilt he has lived with for 10 years

[@Aladinsarsipius]

Freckled Angels and How to be me are both about Joe and Rens Reaction to Joes death A few other reactors have interviewed Ren for their Channels I am sure he would be open to chatting to you, He has Mentioned you in some of His Instagrams And thanked you for putting his name out there