Thoughts of Suicide

[@TommyGMcGee]

It’s really cool to hear you express these thoughts in such a transparent and vulnerable manner. It’s powerful

[@UNRELEASEDMUSICPLUGTZ]

What you said

[@Mrbeeeeaasst]

Tommy g

[@mrmachine3167]

hi tommy i like your videos haha

[@roarzplayz8422]

Tommy You A Real One For That G😭

[@add69420]

Big Dawg🦍💪🏼

[@colorgreen8728]

“I didn’t want to be famous, I wanted to be accepted” I think we can all relate to that

[@iiijackl8471]

Nope

[@colorgreen8728]

@@iiijackl8471 you must be pretty lonely then

[@kalentho2137]

@@colorgreen8728 calling someone lonely on a video like this is crazy. especially after ur comment, wow

[@shadypielover]

Nobody can relate to that but famous people lol what are you on about

[@rawdoxbin]

just want the money

[@jaybanny4922]

“Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems” Robin Williams. I know life can suck, but we all love you lofe. Your health is the top priority to all of this.

[@Buglover36]

So sad because he ended up committing.

[@jaybanny4922]

@@Buglover36 he needed his own advice, very sad

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up.

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up.

[@CyborgFish]

@@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld who tf you telling to shut up and why are you saying it multiple times in the same thread? weirdo

[@jennamichelle2040]

My boyfriend and I used to watch your videos on his TV after a long day to help us unwind. He took his life in April of this year. I hope you keep doing what you’re doing because you really did make a difference

[@BehaviouralGenetics]

I’m sorry to hear that. I can’t tell you how much that really breaks my heart. That’s why I tell everybody about the movie *You Are Not Alone: Hope for Your Depression* on KZbin. Hope you are well.

[@HPLovesCraftsCat]

You're already riding another man acting like you're sad. no one cares

[@angelhardass]

My condolences to you, thats so heartbreaking.. i wish this world was depression free😪

[@ericerlandsson08]

I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your boyfriend, I hope that you're doing well now 🙏

[@HPLovesCraftsCat]

@@jennamichelle2040 who asked

[@helloearthlingbot8394]

Lost my dad to this, it doesn’t fix problems it just passes it on to others.

[@HaterNW1997]

I’m so sorry

[@OddlyFamiliarStranger]

I’m so sorry to hear that

[@FireJ24]

I hope you have found peace, very sorry to hear that

[@NathanSmith-rh8uv]

You got the heart of a lion stay strong!!

[@helloearthlingbot8394]

@@FireJ24 I have actually! It was rough, in and out of hospitals and jdc, but then I came to a realization when my brother talked to me that” he’s gone and it was his choice “ at the time it hurt but I know my dad would want me to go school and see my succeed and not hurt anymore. He was just tired and was going to lose his house.

[@KingofmyDomain]

Very deep stuff here. My brother committed suicide. Don't do it. You'll hurt too many people.

[@selvinvarela9756]

my condolences to your brother

[@gilbertgriego7279]

Stat strong brother don't ever get down you got to do more now for you and your brother my brother just passed away on the 5th it's all love

[@BEBEBOILOL]

rip too your brother

[@bruhmoment7071]

yayy

[@Theeno.11]

@@bruhmoment7071 bro ur fucked up

[@souljaboytellem.]

One of the worst feeling is actually achieving the thing you were working so hard for and realize it isnt actually that great

[@ImKXG]

I hope the 6 pack is worth it

[@MacDeece]

@@ImKXGhealth is wealth

[@nydeatha9220]

@@ImKXGof beer

[@blpworld]

@@ImKXG its not, but keep up with the lifestyle

[@Comeswoopfam]

@@ImKXGIt’s not, Eventually you won’t care to have it

[@Zorag6]

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[@Versomme]

These all suck

[@callum-ll8sp]

🐐🙏❤

[@Motionzz_tv]

You forgot Jesus

[@MookaMG]

​@@Motionzz_tv 1. Allah ☝️

[@Dylan48474]

@@MookaMGJesus is 1

[@isac8475]

you dont understand how much this video is going to impact so many people, the rawness and realness, this is what the world needed today

[@bretrendon6275]

⬆️

[@NickBushta]

It really made me realize that I should just keep pushing

[@Aurora_Animates]

❤❤

[@rosysanchez7823]

Gay

[@tamaratalbert9147]

@@rosysanchez7823what?

[@Nick-nh1xl]

I don’t usually comment on KZbin videos, and I know this comment will most likely get buried among the others. This video spoke to apart of me that I didn’t know was there. I don’t usually cry because of anything that I watch, but hearing Ben talk about this topic struck something in me. We love you ben, I wish the best for you

[@bradyloken1575]

He literally said everything I’ve been scared to say.

[@xxkillertitan1144]

real shit tho

[@IIlIllIlIllll]

word

[@Sanchez71461]

I usually don’t comment either but this brother needs some love man…

[@sneakydeechey7210]

I don’t usually cry either..this situation is no different

[@jcru102]

Suicide doesn't end the pain, it only passes it to others.

[@taylor_sanders]

That's honestly so true

[@iitz_ronin]

this is facts. suicide is never the answer

[@Miserablekid]

Yes

[@daemondjordan2435]

if you are dead how would you still be in pain lol

[@mattcary8075]

@@daemondjordan2435it passes it off to others

[@stevenlara8619]

Damn lofe. 39 year old man here that you brought to tears. Sorry you’re going through this bro but I will say your brain changes as you get older. I have had the same feelings and I can say at this point in my life it’s gone. I had a ton of success in my early 20s life yourself and I kept pushing because I was not happy. Lost it all in my early 30s. And it made me a better person. Life is hard but the journey is what makes us in the end. Stay up bro

[@Jaybird209]

LIFE OVER FUCKING EVERYTHING!! I’m a 48 year old man, was in a motorcycle accident 8 years ago, I’m in a wheelchair with a C-4 spinal cord injury, I can’t do anything anymore besides sit around and watch my wife and kids do it, I can’t afford to by my wife anything anymore, I can’t help my kids anymore, I lost my freedom, and it sucks! I tried to take my life twice and both times my wife or son came out and stopped me! I realized that if I succeed that I would’ve hurt my wife and kids and not just myself, I realized life is to damn precious, and I want to be around! I enjoy your videos and they crack me up! I hope you get the help you need young man because we need Lofe (LIFE OVER FUCKING EVERYTHING) in this world! STAY STRONG BUDDY! 💪🏻🙏🏻

[@mazzyfangs]

i hope you are ok

[@ggggy6054]

@@mazzyfangshe is ok he the man!

[@ggggy6054]

Respect for hanging in there bud and respect to your family, they must really love you!

[@icey516]

I cant imagine what you have went through, you have a great family respect🙏

[@treythegamer7291]

Really inspiring

[@tristennault124]

genuinely the most heartbreaking video i’ve watched in a minute

[@MrBeanieWeenies801]

I was crying and cumming

[@tbhphonzy]

real

[@stizzy.1872]

We gotta help these Young people honestly as young men too

[@fikks7106]

Damn what did you watch before a minute

[@kirku8114]

What he needs is to get himself to Ukraine asap! He'll find a purpose there in the foreign legion!

[@keeganshields-q4b]

my boyfriend and best friend aj committed suicide a year ago. he loved your videos so much and you both have such a specific energy to u. we watched ur videos constantly and ive just now got the strength to watch again without him. u remind me of the feeling of when he was here. so comforting. ur such a brilliant person and u mean a lot to so many people. not that that changes the thought process truly. but its important that regardless of the hopelessness of the state of life, u know how much u really matter. thank u for every smile u brought to his face that i got to see and feel. when nothing else is working, change absolutely everything. maybe the uncomfortability of unfamiliarity could keep you around by driving you to reach a comfortable state again. its not too late to start completely over. but it would be too late if you weren't here anymore. idk i appreciate u. my best friend appreciated u. try to stay strong

[@DREX0RSALT]

I have no words that will soothe your pain, I only have words to express my sadness for the loss of your friend I’m sorry. I am not completely sure but I believe I lost a friend to suicide too, he had terminal cancer you don’t get to come back from and was an online friend so I only got told by his brother he maybe committed but he has passed for sure. I know the pain of loss and I’m sorry it had to happen to you and put you through that pain. ❤

[@pirate11-vn8im]

My condolences to ur boyfriend, may he rest in peace

[@CreatorHub2024]

My deepest condolences.

[@Didnt_ask69]

lmao

[@hexit7221]

@@Didnt_ask69what’s wrong with you

[@slevpy]

Video was beautiful. You touched home with a lot of points you brought up. I know how it is to deprive your self of help in fear of losing respect, or in fear of people not taking you serious. “Throw on a smile and wave at the camera like a winner”. I still to this day haven’t gotten the proper help I need. You inspire me fr.

[@luisthereal]

Change the phrase bro. “Lover Of Fucking Everything.” Gotta live this life with love. Start with loving yourself more, loving others and loving that everyday you have a chance to grow. Our minds try and put us down but we’re here and alive. That means there’s still time to fight back with love

[@ChristThroughNate]

This comment is so real

[@BigBrotherBrody]

That's fire

[@MegurRBLX]

i love fucking everything

[@cristown]

This Needs To Be Pinned

[@ghostish365]

Lover Of Fucking Everything

[@PaulRodriguez9]

I’m a little bit older than you Lofe. But a few years ago, I was so depressed and was drinking a lot everyday. One day, I woke up and decided that it would be my last day on Earth. I planned on hanging myself. Being drunk i texted two close friends my last goodbye. They immediately called my sister and she came in and helped. Anyway, a couple days later, i was at a fast food restaurant and an old man was handing out cards. He gave me one, when I read it, the card read “you matter”. I almost broke down crying, man. Hang in there bud. Don’t let these intrusive thoughts win. If I can make it and still be alive today. So can you and whoever else is reading this. If anyone is depressed and suicidal, please reach out to me. I’ll listen.

[@IsabelWe]

Glad you’re still here ❤

[@nataliaaahhhh]

I’m so glad you’re still here

[@imsoo96]

🫶🏻

[@thaatscrazy]

I'm 36 now. When I was 25 I had a step daughter. The mother and I broke up. A couple months later, she said she doesn't want me to be the father. I was there since she was a newborn, she called me daddy, she obsessed over me, and I obsessed over her. She was my first true love. When she was taken from my life, I was going to kill myself. I had no meaning before her, she became my meaning to life. A friend immediately took me 5 hours away to a rented house on the beach. I had made up my mind, I'm doing it, I'm going to get drunk, lay on the beach at night, put a suicide hole in my belt, and wrap it around my neck. I was leaving the bar, I couldn't walk straight I was so drunk. I was walking to the beach to end it all. I sat at a bench under a light pole at the entrance to the beach, to listen to the ocean, and stare at the moon lit ocean. I just wanted to take it all in. I have tears streaming down my face. I look at the ground to space out, and I see written on the bottom of the pole "Jeff, we love you" My name is Jeff. I started sobbing, and I walked back the house. I have 2 daughters now, and they are the greatest thing to ever happen to me. Thanks to my ex step daughter, I was an even better and more prepared father for them.

[@cam_mich]

@@thaatscrazy Glad you are still with us man. Life is always worth living no matter how bad it gets and I am so happy to hear you are in a better place 🙏

[@OliviaGrace-s8h]

you openly talking ab suicide/mental health in men is such a powerful thing especially since your audience is mostly young teen boys. A few years back i lost a father figure to suicide and it was heart breaking… it still is to this day and honestly yes there were warning signs but not alot of people took him serious as most the people close to him were men. They would shut it down because he was a man. He left a note and it had a line about how weak he felt but he had to do it. He was and still now is the strongest man ive known my whole life. He fought in afganisthan,had 4 kids of his own and raised 4 more that werent his, he never complained about helping around the house or doing anything to help my mom even though he worked 12 hour shifts + a 2 hour drive home. My point is that im so glad you are putting it out there and talking about mens mental health and how overlooked it is because i really think that wouldve helped him and others. Youve for sure helped many fans,strangers, and people close to you without even knowing sometimes. Stay strong Lofe and just remember you are loved.❤

[@BIGLON-cf1ul]

@@OliviaGrace-s8h I hope lofe reads your statement! IT might help him!

[@KAPStheRapper]

you are loved. im so sorry for your loss, god is with you

[@supernintendo7579]

Weak

[@KAPStheRapper]

@@supernintendo7579 your not funny.

[@KAPStheRapper]

@@supernintendo7579 your disgusting i rebuke you

[@TypicalTyphon]

Lofe = Love Over F*****g Everything. Not Loser. Never think about that. We’ll forever love you man, no matter what.

[@Jack-iw7ds]

Lots of fucking ebola

[@fxzzy890]

8:04 “hope I’m not dying” that’s proof you don’t wanna end it man you just wanna end the problem, don’t do it bro we all love you.

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

depression don't exist ☠💀

[@jaslynn9010]

@@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld don’t be inconsiderate it does

[@Gm3mk]

@@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld💀

[@echoo7000]

@@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld ragebait used to be believable

[@garrett1334]

to me lofe means live on for eternity, because what you have uploaded and the people you have impacted will last

[@Welovekratos]

amen brudda

[@YottaBite]

This is so real!

[@Loriddian]

Goated comment 🏆

[@3clipser]

I hope he sees this I wish we could pin this. I love it it's such a beautiful turn around from where he began

[@boycleric]

couldn't have said it better

[@freddyz7629]

this video will save so many lives, this is how so many people feel right now and it really helps to know that your not alone

[@duckface238]

No ones not gonna kill themselves from watching a KZbin video lmao

[@llIllv]

@@duckface238your a child any little thing can help as lofe said he didn’t kill himself due to 1 fans conversation

[@belalmasudy3549]

@@duckface238 hes saying the spread of awareness and the knowledge of a youtuber like lofe experiencing these problems makes people feel like they arent alone

[@arcadelove9]

@@duckface238 you clearly lack comprehension

[@Mayci_lynnsharpe]

i know this may seem just another comment in your thousands of the comments you get, but i've been watching you for a couple months, and i know thats not really along time. but you have changed my perspective on life. im not just saying this because your a youtuber, i mean it. you have overcame social anxiety, improving in mental health, and you've helped me through anxiety and i am so outspoken now. i feel so very confident because of you. your a great person and i look forward to getting home to watch your videos. i get a huge boost of confidence and my whole goal in life is to meet you. even if its just a hug or a photo, i would be the happiest person on earth. you probably wont see this comment but we love you ben. im so glad you have made it so far. stay strong. i'll always be a fan and i'll be here forever. we love you. your doing great.

[@the1andonlyd46]

that guy who stopped you at the gas station is quite literally God showing you that wasnt the way. thats trully amazing. we all love you Lofe

[@devonrotharmel9620]

*Ben

[@Naruto31132]

Let me just preface by saying I know there probably wasn't any malice from your comment. You're trying to help and be supportive. It's nice and lovely. Thanks. On the other hand, and it's probably just an agnostic atheist in me thinking this but, it feels wrong seeing this. To me, it wasn't God. It was just another person. It doesn't have to be God to have that interaction, a meaningful conversation. It can even be me and you. Just someone. When it feels lonely to that extent, and you're putting this much pressure on yourself to produce a meaningful future, you need to be reminded that you're just a person, and that's okay. More than enough. We're a cosmic rarity in it of itself. We can be meaningful without having to try so hard to avoid being a meaningless existence. Not held to anyone's standards or expectations or some celestial entity's design. The suffering that this is slices into a depressive loneliness rotten with low self esteem and existential reflection of ambition. That guy, without any divine help or essence, saved him from an end. He was nothing special, because people are inherently special and capable of saving others, without needing to try. There's no meaning to any of it, nor intervention, and there's beauty to that meaningless yet real positivity, help, life, love and happiness. We're human and worth is a construct that doesn't have to exist to be compared to others or accepted by others. To be raised on a pedestal or hated by other meaningless humans, it's all meaningless. So we can make a meaning to our own life however we choose to, at our own pace and mercy, with no one to answer to but ourselves. And when we respond negatively to our own design, we may need help from any normal person doing their own normal thing just like us. And we help back whenever. Wherever. I'm not putting this here to lecture anyone, more so leaving it here to, like you, help anyone that took this message and felt worse from it, or more pressure, not knowing exactly why. We can then scrap whatever design we made, recreate or improve it and repeat forever. Our time is finite but our impact is made, however meaningless. Because meaning means something different to everyone. And when we're gone, our version of meaning has ended. The impact can be super small to us or as large as we want. It's okay for it to not exist. It's okay if its not what we thought we wanted. We lived with what we were dealt with. That's our meaning, so don't pressure yourself so hard.

[@classiccuneyt]

@@Naruto31132 I ain’t reading all that……I’m happy for you tho / I’m sorry for your loss

[@TrampConnoisseur]

@@Naruto31132take it to a publisher

[@Cardbrd]

@@Naruto31132 I think what the first guy was getting at was that it was overall part of God's plan to have that guy step in to keep him from it, but i see how your perspective is valid from your worldview. God bless bro.

[@jasonbrassell7161]

I don't usually comment on videos much at all, but I watch every single one of yours. I'm just being honest and up front with you here. You have a purpose in this life. You are needed on this earth. You are wanted. You are talented and you may not realize it, but you use your talent for good. Your purpose is to be the voice for people (especially younger people) that are going through the same things as you are. You have the platform to help so many people and you have already helped so many people. Part of that is making people laugh. You may be the only thing that day that gives someone a reason to smile and make them think that life ain't so bad. You're their outlet to help make them forget about their trouble for at least a few minutes. Hell, I'm 47 and watching you and others on here helped me through the death of family members. It gave me at least a few minutes in the day where I could laugh and release and I knew everything would be okay. You talk about being accepted, which is 100% understandable. 289,735 views and over 6500 comments in 6 hours shows you are accepted. People don't just watch you for entertainment. People are obviously drawn to you. When I watch, I can tell you're a genuine person. The way you interact with fans and the way the guys on your videos look at you and interact with you shows that you're accepted.

[@Jaiden1636]

I fw you unc

[@Ren-em1xk]

Beautifully said❤

[@nahh7024]

100%

[@sawyermadeit]

No matter what Lofe, we will always support you. We built this community for a reason and your health is top priority.

[@TitanIII]

Fr your a legend dawg

[@j3xand211]

​@chrisscott532 Man I hope you're okay, no reason to post this brother. Have a good day, think about what you say ❤

[@Twitch3starkylen]

@@chrisscott5324/10 rage bait

[@shootmepls]

@@chrisscott532 ur mad childish

[@rayyanshaikh5591]

no matter what lofe, i'll always only watch your prank videos and i'll always skip the yap sessions. its been 3 months lofe, please upload another prank. nobody wants to hear your thoughts are suicide. the only thing you need to know is that suicide makes you a pussy. should've been a 2 second video, not a 20 minute one. anyways, im waiting on another prank vid. stay blessed bro 👊

[@viskeyss]

this video is absolutely beautiful and it makes me feel like im not alone and i hope you know you arent alone either lofe, you probably wont see this but i hope you are doing absolutely amazing lofe

[@porkchungus2597]

This tore me up. My dad took his life 3 months ago. Anyone that struggles with these thoughts, know that you are loved. Be the person that’s there for others instead of the one that left them. And if you don’t have people to be there for, go find some people and live a full life with them

[@Didnt_ask69]

lol

[@stevehwang6779]

@@Didnt_ask69wym by “lol”?

[@StopLookingAtMeFucker]

I’m so sorry u went through that. I completely agree with what u said tho. I love you ❤️

[@Didnt_ask69]

@@stevehwang6779 they literal sense of the acronym - "laugh out loud."

[@DevinBookerFather]

​@@Didnt_ask69 you're pathetic and I hope you know that.

[@xan8123]

He’s literally crying out for help right in front of our eyes and it sucks, because theres not much we can do other than make supportive comments. I hope you keep good friends around you.

[@dougieb_]

Exactly how I feel right now, hope he’s okay mann

[@shiven513]

This is really concerning, I hope he's okay.

[@sneakydeechey7210]

Don’t be lazy, there’s lots u can do

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up.

[@anaccount7923]

@@FieryHornsoftheNetherworldBro thinks he’s cool💀

[@eltravos99]

Man I can tell by your face just simply visiting your old high school is bringing back and making you experience some hard memories. I experience the same thing. I'm in your corner brother. Nobody was ever in my corner either. Not even my friends. They'd turn on me in a split second if they were pressured to. The only back I had was my own. But we're all in your corner together now. That's something you built.

[@NMOMA1]

Don’t do it. My 22 year old son made that decision. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about him. He would be 26 today. Just remember there are people who do sincerely love you. Spend time with those people.

[@BenCastillo-xt1pn]

I’m sorry for your loss.

[@ericerlandsson08]

Hey man this comment really broke my heart, I'm so sorry for the loss of your son and I share my condolences with you. I can't imagine how difficult that must've been and how strong you had to have been. This comment may not mean that much to you but I hope that you're doing better now, and that you know how proud of you he is 🙏

[@LendMe-v4e]

So sorry your making me cry for your loss and hurt..I have boys and I hurt for you.

[@NMOMA1]

@LendMe-v4e thank you

[@youwillsee911]

That conversation you had in the gas station was a fucking sign that you are needed brother! You have been created here to help people and you are doing that everyday without maybe knowing it! You are needed!

[@Screamingforvengeancee]

❤😊

[@sunnyn4685]

--- I'm not a subscriber, but over the past few years, I've noticed your videos popping up in my feed. The first one I saw was one of your pranks, and then another where you shared a milestone update about your life. I just came across another one of your videos, and I wanted to say congratulations, even though I don’t watch your videos regularly. I’m not entirely sure what your channel is about, but I’m always drawn to the way you share your life updates. It’s inspiring to see how humble you remain despite all your success, and it’s clear how much your fans resonate with you and love following your journey. Seeing you reach 500K, 1 million, or even more subscribers is incredible-it’s amazing how many lives you’ve touched. If I’m being honest, I’ve come to enjoy your videos, so thank you for that. I’m looking forward to your next life update.

[@antisocialone]

Not trying to be that guy but if you really wanna show you care you could at least subscribe. It helps him even if it’s just a tiny gesture to you. Your words were beautiful though and I wish more people had your outlook and heart for others. Don’t ever stop being you!

[@sonb0t]

@@antisocialonechill

[@user-qw1rt2im4y]

@@sonb0tnah he’s right. Lovely message, but the best and easiest way to support is to subscribe. Costs nothing monetary to a subscriber, only 10 seconds of time.

[@bsbsantana]

@@user-qw1rt2im4y literally said looking forward to your next update and they like the videos, maybe they did subscribe and just didn't feel the need to say so. stop bitching lmfao

[@YeetIsHere]

@@bsbsantanahe’s not bitching lol

[@jumprangle768]

Random 38 year old who happens to watch every lofe video…I feel everything you’re saying so hard. Especially about being a man and not wanting to talk to anyone. Thank you so much for sharing…there’s so many of us who deal with these things, hearing someone we see be so successful and seemingly in such control open up does so much. We love you man. Seriously, this is life changing stuff and gives a lot of us the help we need to make it through another day.

[@chaseray7321]

I hope someday as men we can all agree that most of us are going through shit and just pretending we aren’t and start being open about it. Mental illness is not weak.

[@Lobotomies4sal3]

Hey man, I just thought I’d say that I love you and I’m proud of you. Don’t give up.

[@oghash4912]

38 club 🙌💪I love lofe!

[@joseE98557]

I’m with you man. It’s nice to hear others are going through it too. We got this shit.

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up

[@kaidendreyling3670]

Shi made me cry😭 We all love you lofe!! Stay strong!!!

[@davidstockman1456]

Lmao

[@Screamingforvengeancee]

@@davidstockman1456😒🤔

[@TheShowTimeElites]

I’ve attempted to end it all a couple of times. The last time was the worst and I ended up in a facility for a week. I told my self I will never come to this place again, I got a job, had a baby girl, and trying to buy a house. My wife’s dad self deleted himself and it ruined her and her family so I could never do that to my daughter. I’m committed to being the best I can be for my daughter and for myself. I still slip up from time to time with bad habits and bad thoughts, but they only last a short amount of time. Keep pushing guys don’t self delete no matter how much pain you’re carrying cause it will just be passed on.

[@peroelchingon2723]

Hang in there buddy. You got this!

[@lofi2729]

god bless u man

[@TheCoreBreakdown]

Good shit bro, keep standing on business 💯

[@dieofficial-w9v]

not in a rude way but how do you fail

[@Im-lost-pleaese-help]

Ive got a question man, i had a online friend like a couple months ago, he used to talk about suicide alot and i liked being his friend for a while but he made me feel like shit when i compared myself to him and he acted like he was my better version of me, so i got rid of him and left. Do you think i should go back, do you think he did it?

[@lib.777]

Lofe was being real here, just because you make it doesn’t mean you’ll be okay. No one talks about that enough.

[@visionlol4769]

neon gravestones by twenty one pilots is a beautiful song and good commentary on this exact issue

[@KrynosYT]

Tired of hearing this bullshit, it’s a hell of a lot better than being poor and suicidal. Stop using richness as an excuse

[@visionlol4769]

@ru5ty829 most out of touch response I've ever seen. If you don't know what he's going through u have no right to speak on it. Money is not the answer to everyone's problems and through his actions he doesn't give a fuck about a dollar. Wtf are u talking about his life hasn't been affected by inflation, that's completely irrelevant and seems that ur projecting ur own issues. You can't snap out of a feeling of despair and displacement simply by "donating to a good cause" and "staying positive." That's great advice bro just stay positive. He's making hella money but obviously that's not fulfilling. He's also said time and time again he's been going through stuff as a kid and he's felt this way for a while, and I don't understand how anybody attempting to take their own life is cringe. Grow up and show some emotional maturity.

[@risenplus_]

kzbin.infoRxB0upHOAZA Yall keep, Turning to the things of this world, trying to become your own God of your life doing it your way. When this whole time u could have gone to the Source, the King of Kings which died for us so that we may be in relationship with God and be real with him Jesus wants ur heart not ur religion or good deeds. Luke 15:7 I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance. kzbin.info/www/bejne/pJS4eYVsZ99lntk

[@EFFFOLoL]

As a 15 year old kid I feel the exact same way I remember writing a note about how I was gonna commit and my mom found the note and started crying and in that moment I realized life is to precious to just give up. I appreciate you lofe because you have helped me through hard times and I hope you never feel the need to wanna do something like that

[@wisewordsfromaiki5487]

I’m glad your still here. God bless you brother!

[@Nic134]

At 15? You need to buckle up buddy. This life thing is only gonna get harder. Get off social media…

[@igotdropped3timesbyzykzs]

15? tf wrong with you, your parents are probably still taking care of you, next generation is COOKED. get off the internet

[@shaybe8373]

@@Nic134 agreed

[@EFFFOLoL]

@@Nic134yeah I’d say it’s the course of a couple years I have had to grow up faster because of things in my life. I never have had a normal childhood let’s just put it at that. And the fact that I grew up fat did not help with that but I’m glad to say I have lost a significant amount of weight I used to weight 190 and now I’m 125 and started doing weightlifting and wrestling which has saved my life yeah but I’m not really on social media like that because I decided I’m not gonna let people control me yk I hope life gets better and if someone is reading this there is some much more to life than video games trust me I would know if you are broken down build yourself back up life is just a game of Jenga you have to use old blocks to build a new tower

[@jesuscrockpot]

I've struggled with thoughts of suicide a lot. Since 14 I felt like I had nothing going for me at all in life. I was bullied, beat up, etc. I thought no one cared or thought anything of me. I have attempted many times, and wrote many notes. I struggle pretty bad with my anxiety, which doesn't really help with my insecurities either. I'm now 17, and in a happy relationship with my girlfriend, who is the light of my life. I just want to say this, to anyone struggling with suicidal thoughts: Please, think this through, "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." -Robin Williams. So please, please, get help, and talk to someone. It may not feel like anybody has your back at times, but trust me, you will always have someone there to help you get the help you need. Thank you Lofe, we dont know what we would do without you.

[@ericerlandsson08]

I'm sorry to hear that you had suicidal thoughts before and that you struggled with your mental health man at such a young age, but I'm also glad that you never did act upon them and that you found a girlfriend and got the help that you needed. I'm happy for you man, even if we've never met, and I hope that you stay strong out there brother 💪

[@shiesty-zw4mz]

We love you lofe

[@EMxPE]

im in high school rn and ive been so depressed. ive been suicidal. i fell into addiction. im spiraling. seeing your success has been a real motivation and hearing you be so open and honest is powerful asf. love you man

[@jasonwe6er]

You’ve got time homie. Find beauty in the simple things life has to offer. Take it one step at a time. Little win after little win. U got this

[@pooconsumer]

me too brotha❤❤

[@bloodstain369]

it gets better. and then it gets worse. and then it gets better again. and maybe itll get worse again…but i promise itll get better after that. Coming from a 27 year old who went through hell in middle and high school. Parents always took my phone and electronics, couldnt leave the house. No car. Just alone with my thoughts all day every day until i became an adult and changed things myself. and im STILL dealing with stuff by myself. but it does get better i promise

[@beaverbank9823]

Your too young gotta stay hard

[@EMxPE]

@@jasonwe6er thanks. really means a lot

[@treverwayne9298]

Dawg im happy you could speak about something most us men can’t

[@gruesomevirus]

Love you bro we're in this thing together. and I hope whatever it is you're doing today you can feel some peace and happiness because you deserve it.

[@shade-fwy]

Don’t do it man. You changed my life and gave me so much confidence. Your videos taught me that life is never that serious, and it has led me into meeting a lot of people and being able to embrace myself. I truly appreciate you for putting your feelings out on the internet like this, it’s not easy.

[@kevinandrade1422]

The fact that most of us can relate to him just goes to show we have to stick together and find someone to talk and not bottle those feelings cause it really takes a toll on someone ❤

[@thegrislybennet3439]

Lost a cousin a year ago today. This video hits man. He was 15 and we weren’t close but he’s still apart of our family unit. Losing him was quite the punch in the gut. It’s very brave and vulnerable to open up about these things. Glad I’ve been here for the beginning and here for this. You’re truly one of the realest human beings on this app. I’m glad you’re still here Ben. We know you’re grateful. Thank you for opening up to us fr.

[@zakg7680]

I’m sorry to hear about your cousin bro may his memory be blessing and may he rest in peace and power 🙏

[@Luke-b8d]

thank you for your honesty and courage. i’m 21 and have felt the same way since i was 14. i resonate with everything you’re saying. i wasn’t going to click on this video because this topic is sometimes too much for me. i just couldn’t get myself to not watch a little bit at least. after watching, i have to say i feel better because of you. you are like a “messiah”. i’m not traditionally religious. but the fact you have this platform to make a change, and you use it for good is amazing. you should ABSOLUTELY give yourself some god damn credit. don’t ever do anything someone you love will hurt over for the rest of their lives. this FEELING we have is something all of us need to bear, together. thank you so much

[@justjay956]

I’ve been disabled and two prosthetic legs since 11 months man. Keep your chin up, I look up to you man.

[@globaled1694]

u have my word imma slap god when i see him for u doing u like that

[@Parker.rose1]

aye proud you still here bro. keep your head up too, and i hope many blessings come your way.

[@j2theosh6969]

Keep moving forward my boy you got this shit!!!!!

[@HighlightWorkshop]

best wishes

[@Alinaskz]

May Jesus be with you. You’re strong and loved. Every beat of your heart has a purpose❤️❤️❤️

[@redyoutb88]

My dad commited suicide. We never saw any sadness in him and were all confused he never talked to anyone. its strong of u to do, cause there will always be someone to help

[@Oneway_Ethan1]

@@Noahp-l3osame happend to me to bro keeps yall head up

[@paulo0651]

Who found the corpse?

[@cesruhf2605]

Yeah but there should be some signs of someone being unwell. I don't know how it's possible none of you didn't notice a thing

[@cesruhf2605]

@Noahp-l3o yeah op didn't know + he was confused. Kinda weird

[@redyoutb88]

@@cesruhf2605 idk if ur taking ablut us being stupid for not realizing someone is unwell. Depression is almost impossible to notice. Cause a grown man would do anything to keep his tears inside him. Its the world making it like this. Otherwise men are weak

[@ARKKNlGHT]

I hate how some people are being jerks about you not uploading and not caring about how you have suicidal thoughts and are depressed

[@felloffabridge]

Exactly people just don’t realize that he is still a human, a human with feelings, people just get so selfish and disrespectful with people who have lives outside of social media, he deserves nothing but the best and unfortunately not everyone has been the nicest to him when he’s trying his best

[@ikilledu999]

@@felloffabridge very well spoken

[@shupgames]

That's just how people on any content creation platforms are 😕 It sucks

[@lindenknights88]

Theyre parasocial weirdos

[@giggitygoo21]

yeah dude forreal your real fans care about you and havent even noticed. we all have real lives and "real life" is weird as you get older.

[@kinganti-nut7338]

We love you Lofe. Prioritize yourself, dont worry about putting out so many videos for us. We care about you as a person and your health, more than we want you to post videos. We love you so much bro and we want you to prioritize making yourself happy and loving yourself more than putting out the next video. You might feel alone, but you're never alone in this man. People who are completely switching up on you for taking a break to heal and work on yourself truly don't care about more than your videos. The people who love you are always here bro, you're never a burden to anyone. Its good to talk about these things with people who care about you. You offer so much to the world bro, even if you don't realize it. Youre an inspiration to so many people and we want the best for you. The past will always catch up to you if you run from it, you have friends and family to help you face the past. You're never alone. We love you so much man.

[@OG20001]

I just wanted to say that I truly appreciate you for uploading this video. It can be hard to tell people how you’re feeling. I struggle with that myself. Intrusive, negative, ruminating thoughts that are going on LITERALLY every second of the day and telling someone is so hard because you don’t want people to worry or you don’t want to be a burden to them. But you just shared with hundreds of thousands of people, that is immense strength. When I go through those horrible states of depression I tell myself that it is temporary and that every glimps peace and happiness that I KNOW I HAVE are always worth living for. Friends, family, in your case millions of fans. They are worth living for. You are strong, you are loved, you WILL get through this LOFE.

[@2smg]

This really hit me man, I relate to everything, and I do find comfort with you. I don't think this comment will be seen by anyone but if you are reading this, keep pushing, don't give up. I have been extremely close so many times and I do believe there is light at the end.

[@dripzz506]

Yo I’m a huge fan 2smg I’m sorry you felt like this

[@Deadstew]

Your channel is Brainrot a

[@Deadstew]

@@dripzz506lying to urself no way u actually enjoy this dudes content 💀💀

[@dripzz506]

@@Deadstew bro people got different Intrests hop off🙏🙏

[@Deadstew]

@@dripzz506ur not a real Human

[@Jfreerz]

“LIVING OVER FUCKING EVERYTHING” flip the narrative brother. Love you keep it up!

[@qSynccc]

Love that

[@CivilianRick]

LIVE IT UUPPPPPP

[@savannahj7767]

omg this comment deserves more likes, love that

[@SplaffyTaffy]

Hey man, I live in your neck of the woods too. I’m a first responder in the twin cities, and this year has been terrible. While not involved in the call, I had the misfortune of watching the final moments of the cops and firefighter from Burnsville. I saw my face in those men. When the MPD cop died in may, after sitting on an overpass for the procession, one of my favorite nurses took his life the next morning after that shift. This week, another medic took his life as well. All of this to say, I’ve struggled with some dark thoughts but I’ve witnessed the tail end of it when that pain is transferred and amplified to everyone who loved and cared about you. So we have to keep going, for family, for our pets, our lovers. Reach out to professionals, or don’t (like I haven’t), but at least talk to those you care about. You’ve got tons of us who’d be willing to talk I’m sure.

[@Kosmix_inc]

hey lofe im 24. turning 25 this year. you have always been able to make me laugh even in my dark times. we all love you and we appreciate you! you are an inspiration to many!

[@blackot009]

this tore me up, good cry. I had a similar story back in 8th-9th grade where I was so sad in my life, that no one cared for me to where I thought suicide is the answer, I saw your content during my mid freshmen year and didn’t realize anyone could be going through something similar like me, thank you for saving my life lofe. im so glad those fans were at that gas station, thats god telling you that your more than what you think you are lofe, lots of people love you, never give up

[@zackf1918]

Definitely pushed me to the point of tearing up a bit as well

[@dean6978]

Lofe please do not end your life. I had a friend in middle school end theirs and I think about them every single day. She had the same positive fun energy you did but at home felt horrible and I never knew. If I had known what she was going through even at all or suspected she was having those thoughts I would have dropped everything to help and it eats me so bad that I never helped because I couldn’t see through the smile. I’ll be in your corner lofe I’ll fight for you, talk, anything bro. Come down to Florida or bell I come up to you and take your for a flight. I go to college in Florida for aviation and have my pilots license. I’d love to help you out mentally and fight this battle. Please don’t give up.

[@aowowoiae]

It's not your fault, of course you would have said something if you knew but how could you have known that something horrible was gong to happen. Damn this comment section has me crying

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up.

[@ProxyCrip]

@@FieryHornsoftheNetherworldwho spit in yo cereal bro

[@ohiostatefan1667]

@@FieryHornsoftheNetherworldbot

[@ajb_503]

You’re not alone. You explained exactly how I feel.

[@spiffy2258]

My cousin committed suicide 3 months ago and it hit our family hard! Being the guy I am I’ve never talked to anyone about it and just hold it inside. I appreciate you lofe.

[@TheReaper1557]

No one will will think you're weak for grief of horrible things. When you hold people close to your heart and care. You would be hurt when they leave abruptly. Everyone mourns a loss of a loved one

[@Bugsthefarmer]

You have to open up man. Bottling emotions, sorry if this sounds insensitive, is probably exactly what your cousin did. You’re not alone. Reach out and discuss your pain. Talking about pain is the only way it will ever go away.

[@yesirthisisit1452]

Ur soft buddy u got everything u can ask for in this world

[@PugNaq]

my cousin did that to. I even talked to him the day he did it. Nothing seemed wrong but he was set. PLS TALK TO SOMEONE!!!

[@sym2796]

@@yesirthisisit1452and I assume you know him personally to say this?

[@HooliganChristian]

a lot of people who are depressed, use that self hatred to fuel them and reach the success that they were striving towards to get them out of the despression. once they get there, they realize it doesnt change much and then theyre left with everything they ever wanted and nothing to make them feel fulfilled. the worst thing a depressed person can do is reach all their goals and still be depressed

[@auston911]

your comments matter thank you hooligan your a friend to the channel

[@CreatorHub2024]

Amen Hooli.

[@drewbie4014]

But isn’t that winning though? Now that you’ve taken care of your dreams and goals you can truly focus on fixing the things that aren’t as simple as going to the gym or getting money. Tackling your inner demons is great but don’t let life run you over while you do that.

[@drewbie4014]

Great comment regardless btw, just sharing my perspective as someone on the grind 😅

[@Hennannice]

hooli

[@icuxo]

Lofe, the fact that you uploaded this, the fact that YOU brought yourself here today, at our young ages just goes to show that you aren't done yet, you haven't finished. It's only the beginning at this rate and it can only get bigger and better from here. Look at your supporters, your fans, your friends, and family. You got here, you built this. You made the effort to upload this video to explain the situation to us and honestly it probably gives a lot of people a sigh of relief that a lot of people are in this together. You lock in, you can do it. LOFE can do it.

[@33Ӡ]

didn't read what you said but joe biden is our savior of this world and we need more people like joe biden

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

depression don't exist 💀

[@scegex6500]

@@33Ӡ god is good

[@Zero1._]

​@monsimiarl idk how mentally troubled or bored u have to be to be going on half of these comments and being wierd, but honestly I hope ur okay.

[@ThatsHarshNBA]

Lofe, I’ve been watching u for a bit now and this shit made me cry. I’ve had some of those feelings too but (thankfully) I’ve never gotten to that point. Lofe me and other supporters of yours can relate, just remember you’re not alone. You’ll probably never see this but thanks for posting and making my day. -That’s Harsh

[@IvanovBelov]

Praying for you brother

[@Qwinge]

Amen as we should, let the lord be with him and not let him go

[@BaldingSince1999]

Wow. Your prayers have probably completely wiped out all the bad feelings he had before. Why don't you people pray more often??

[@BaldingSince1999]

Another cultist virtue signaling.

[@IvanovBelov]

@@Qwinge amen brother

[@joloth6977]

⁠​⁠@@BaldingSince1999we will pray for you too hope all is well god bless you

[@Kaiandherfloof]

You’re not alone, I dealt with this from age 13-17, put myself in the ICU at 15 and now at 19 I’m achieving things that I never thought I would achieve I didn’t even think I’d live past 15 it’s okay to not be okay and you inspire so many people rather you realize it or not we’re always going to be here to support you

[@effortless4588]

That os beautiful very proud of you you should be proud of yourself

[@IsabelWe]

Glad you’re still here ❤

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up

[@Didnt_ask69]

lmao

[@maremonade4622]

Hearing you say that you don’t bring anything of value to this world really touched my heart man. I’ve had feelings like that all the time and people have even mentioned that line to me. After watching this, I want you to know that you have made an impact on the world, a big one at that. People’s life has been changed because of you and I bet all those changes are for the better. Thank you so much for everything you have put out into the world. You’ve changed me for the better. ❤

[@440-fishermandrock8]

You are extremely gullible 😢😢😢 He's doing this for viewers 🤡

[@michaelgirma6838]

Every time your video appears on my feed, I get goosebumps. You've brought me so much joy through your videos and adventures. Your resilience is inspiring-stay strong, my friend. I know you'll find your way.

[@Dylan48474]

Anyone going thru stuff like this know that YOUR LIFE MATTERS. ❤️

[@re_striker3431]

It took me 4 years to realize that. It is really tough to go through and I wish the best for anyone struggling with it❤

[@Plug491]

LMAO 😂😂😂 nobody loves u

[@Plug491]

You really think yours matters? Lmao😂

[@KkLmao-yn3yq]

@@Plug491damn bruh

[@Dylan48474]

@@Plug491 were does all your hate come from? Telling someone that there life doesn’t matter is crazy man

[@TheChillinCloud]

The guy at the gas station wanted a picture with you, that’s a reminder that you’ve achieved a lot You’re loved by many people, even the guy in the bathroom, a friend or a random person, you made them laugh in that moment, and they left that moment with a smile after something you said

[@XavierHernan712]

Yes he puts a smile on all our faces, bros to goateddd 🐐 at a young age!!!

[@ericcroas9074]

I want express my empathy for what you are dealing with. It actually takes great strength to be transparent in your vulnerability, and it is the reason I have been following your channel before you even had 100k subs. At 51, I am old enough to be your dad, but your videos have made laugh, made me reflect, and at times made me want to reach out and offer you a hug and words of encouragement. I want to tell you that you are enough, you are loved, and you are having a great impact on so many people. I would also recommend finding a therapist you feel comfortable talking to and letting them help you to navigate through the dark thoughts when they are gnawing at your brain. Young man, I am sending you positive thoughts, prayers, and energies. I do hope that you happen to see this message or that someone else is able to relay it you. You still have a lot of life to live, so do whatever is best for you and know that you have people pulling for you.

[@GobigOrange901]

I’m proud of you bro your not alone just remember people do genuinely appreciate you and love you man love watching your videos

[@Spxct]

You got me through one of the worst times in my life. I got into a car accident in 2022 and was unable to leave the hospital and couldn’t do anything for myself. You brought joy to me and my mom. Thanks bro.

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up

[@GardenGuy1942]

Well some people are STILL IN THE HOSPITAL.

[@yv7826]

@@GardenGuy1942 hope we all get over it

[@GrayRatty]

I tried to commit suicide a year ago, my room mate saved me, told me how you matter no matter what to someone, there are always better ways to solve temporary problems.

[@alonzoa9533]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/pJ3RZoOueZ6rmposi=3GjQQmGAcTS0ttt9

[@cacamedaddy]

bro if u ever need someone just to talk to let me know bro. i might not know you bro but you commenting suicide isn’t the solution. you matter fr bro and you are right there are better ways to solve temporary problems. Your roommate is very nice and cares abt you.

[@DepressedTwinsfan]

I'm glad you are still here with us

[@Didnt_ask69]

lmao

[@macswanson5248]

@@Didnt_ask69bro what

[@battygoth222]

hey hun i just wanted to say i am living proof that things get better. sometimes life deals us cards that put us through situations that are just too hard for us to handle sometimes, but that’s to prepare us for the future to eventually make us stronger human beings. time is your best friend and with time i can assure you things will be just fine. The only way forward is through. Keep moving and keep pushing. I am so proud of you of how far you’ve come and so very proud that you made it through yet another day even when things are hard right there is amazing. The fact that you decided to open up that you still choose to make it through another day just goes to show just how strong you really are. please take all the time you need to yourself and turn to your friends family and loved ones wherever you are whatever you’re going through just know we love you and you’ll always have us by your side. i’m proud of you ben.

[@cream1]

thank you for writing this for him

[@HyderMonkie]

😭

[@IsabelWe]

Very well said! Glad you’re still here ❤

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up.

[@magical8013]

I've had a really crazy life, I've come from a broken family where everyone of my family members have used hard drugs, I used to do drugs with my mom. Moved out at 15 and been homeless on and off most of my adult life because of drugs. I've done 9 years locked up between jail and prison. There was a time I was living in Las Vegas and I was an alcoholic. Waking up shaking and throwing up and walking to the methadone clinic. I honestly did not want to live anymore. There was nothing for me, I either was going to rob a store and go to prison for the rest of my life or end it with drugs. Thank God, I started to pull out of it and got sober. I had a daughter and a son and they are my light. I don't want to be what my parents were to me so I'm a great father, it's so nice to see my kids growing up and watching them have everything I didn't have. It almost gives me my childhood back. Just think whenever you feel like you're having a hard time, it can be a lot worse and there's a lot of time in life. Those feelings will pass and good feelings will come.

[@KodKlapz]

“You can’t hit a target if you don’t know what it is” Not knowing what you want to do or be as a person can really fuck you up mentally, you have to be proud of yourself and believe in something

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

Russia>usa depression

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

Russia>usa depression

[@rel7254]

that’s what makes everything fun btw

[@melissadavis4981]

This has been me for the past 5 years... no goals or plans of the future. It's just been chaos for the most part. I just keep thinking one day I'll figure it out... but if I don't keep going that day will certainly never come.

[@taylorliem8095]

You saved a lot of people with your past videos Ben, and now you just saved a lot more. You are soo loved and cared about man. Take all the time you need to find out what makes you happy. You are the brightest parts of soo many people’s days. A true light man. Using your platform for good is what the world has been missing. You found your purpose bro.. everything you went through led you exactly where you’re supposed to be. This world is a better place because of you. Thanks Ben.

[@jaay210]

My cousin committed suicide back in 2022. He was 32 & had 7 children. Killed himself outside his mother’s house. Left a lot of people hurt. He really thought nobody would care if he was alive or not. I wondered what he was thinking & how he was feeling the last hours leading up to him killing him. me having to deal with losing a loved one has definitely changed my mind about life. I’ve once tried to kill myself back in 2018.. long story short brother.. don’t do it. depression doesn’t last forever. life is too short to want to be gone already. 🙏🏻❤️

[@jaay210]

@Punchmadedev. I definitely don’t care what you had to say keep it moving

[@jaay210]

@Punchmadedev. just seen you’ve commented on like three other post on the same video.. 😂 find something to do other than that.

[@gordonramsey6079]

@@jaay210Dont listen to this guy, hes a bot or just a attention seeker. Sorry to hear about your cousin and very glad you didn't kill yourself. Life has many amazing things! You are imporatant and loved by many! ❤❤❤

[@colonelcomfort]

@Punchmadedev.found the edgelord y’all

[@Maddoggy]

​@Punchmadedev.Your music sucks ass

[@brandonisnotavail]

You have a fan for life right here man. I’m glad that fan said whatever they did to you. We would all be in some pain without you brother. Thank for you being authentic and truly yourself for the rest of us to see. Much love lofe ✌️

[@BraxtonBougie]

“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10 We love you and most importantly God loves you man, praying for you brother

[@chrisboyadjian3837]

Amen

[@k.7235]

amen❤

[@kingethxx]

Amen

[@neversleeps2543]

My best friend shot him self a week ago. I knew him since elementary school and we are both in our twenties. Keep your head up gang. Life is precious.

[@转]

my deepest condolences ❤️🕊️

[@nabilyimer]

sorry to hear blood.

[@Anakin-Skywalker.]

Sorry brother stay strong

[@CH-oi2ep]

I’ve been struggling with these thoughts for a while and sometimes they feel like urges. I came across an old video of me first learning how to walk and there was just so much life in her eyes, so innocent, so much potential, so much happiness, and in that moment I thought “I can’t do this to her”. I’m currently just trying to keep it pushing, and I’m doing it for the little kid in that video. I want her to be happy. This year has been a lot easier than the previous. To anyone else also struggling with these dark thoughts, please keep pushing through. Life can be ugly but it can also be beautiful. Whatever it takes just give yourself a chance to experience that.

[@LandoComandoYT]

That’s a bueatiful way of thinking, make that kids life the best they ever had ❤

[@Ren-em1xk]

Very true ❤

[@cyberhax2480]

Reading this made me cry.

[@w1z4rd9]

You are beautiful

[@KentuckyBaseball]

I ain’t reading all that

[@faze_spector]

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way, but I'm really glad you reached out. I know things can feel overwhelming, and it's hard to see past the pain right now. But your life is incredibly valuable, and the world is a better place with you in it. You have a unique purpose that only you can fulfill, and there are people, even ones you may not have met yet, who need you in their lives. You are important because you bring something special to the world. Maybe you can't see it right now, but your experiences, thoughts, and actions have a ripple effect that touches others in ways you might not realize. Even on your toughest days, your strength and resilience inspire others. Please don't hesitate to talk to someone you trust or reach out to a professional. There is no shame in asking for help. You don't have to go through this alone, and there is hope, even when it feels far away. Your story is not over, and better days are ahead, even if they seem distant right now.

[@grantmartin2002]

Hey Lofe. Thank you for talking about this. I've had similar feelings for the past 3 years. The overwhelming feeling of emptiness, or lack of feeling entirely rather, can be unbearable. There have been times where it was so bad, I could have won a billion dollar lottery, and I would have felt NOTHING. I still feel that way kinda. The complete lack of feeling in general is almost worse than pain at times. No excitement, no sadness, no happiness. Basically dead. Can't even think straight either. But I do think it will get better, because there have been moments where it is better. We will figure it out bro. Focus on your friendships, relationships, make experiences, go in nature, feel, love. Surround yourself with happy people. There is so much more to do in life. Make sure your health is optimal. Work hard. Work towards something bigger than yourself. Maybe it is a family in the future, maybe it is an organization that tries to improve something you deeply care about, and of course, this KZbin channel. The impact you have on people is immense my man. You've already done so much, you have no idea. You are not a loser, not even a little bit. I understand you feel like you are, and me telling you you are not might not help, as there may be no inherent reason why you feel that way and thus reason may not be applicable here, but everybody watching this agrees with me that it is fucking absurd to think that. I bet you not even one person would even fathom to think of you in that way about you here. I swear to god I am not just saying that. You worked your ass off everyday to build what this channel is, and you have made millions of people happier in the process. And you haven't even tapped the surface of your potential bro. There is so much shit that can be done. Well get through this brother.

[@chaseray7321]

I can attest you will make it through. If I did, you will. I really thought happiness was an impossible goal for me. That I’d die alone despite the friends I had. I never could have imagined a few years later I’d hardly even think about the fact I used to be depressed.

[@IsabelWe]

Glad you’re still here ❤

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up.

[@grantmartin2002]

🤏

[@Lamall3001]

Lost my mom a little over a year ago. I was fine for months & it just recently started hitting me. Constant depression, sadness, and anger. Everyday I battle with the thought of killing myself but haven’t been bold enough. I keep telling myself one more day. Just get better 1% each day. This video was cool & needed for me personally to know that I’m not alone no matter what time in my life I may be in. If anyone read this I love you. It will get better stay prayed up & keep pushing.

[@kayb6161]

I hope you also know that people love and care about you, and your life is well worth living. Difficult roads will take you to beautiful places, stay strong

[@skryptofv]

rest in peace

[@stxxms6674]

May your mom rest in peace. I know what you mean, I lost my dad 2 years ago it’s weird how those first couple months just don’t feel real, then It just starts hitting you randomly

[@skryptofv]

@@stxxms6674 my condolences to you and your family

[@christian_710]

I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you can find peace someday.

[@MrGoat-bg2jw]

Men being alone is the worst thing a man can do. Men need each other especially for something like depression or suicide etc... I love you Lofe God has put you here for a purpose. Keep on the grind my man!!!

[@hehasnolips1371]

Next minute you bully other men for being a certain weight,race, sexuality,class,having certain beliefs

[@BlowOnMyMagicFlute]

Wdym? ​@@hehasnolips1371

[@liamhaarrt]

that’s why i crave to be loved by a woman. god created men to be with a wife

[@Sigmagooner1]

@@hehasnolips1371not the time

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

shut up

[@AaroMeza]

u give me a sense a hope lofe u rlly changed my life i relate to u on so many levels keep grinding playa u deserve everything u got coming your way 💪🏻🫂

[@mulletman210]

I’ve been putting off watching this video since it came out but I’m glad I finally did. I feel you Ben, I feel your struggle, I feel your pain. As a grown ass adult who has two beautiful children, a life that really isn’t that bad I struggle constantly with these thoughts. I appreciate you sharing your thoughts, your story and your experiences. Somehow it’s comforting knowing I’m not the only one. I’m not the only one who feels like this and has been feeling this way for years. Thank you for being you, thank you for being here, thank you for being LOFE.

[@BehaviouralGenetics]

We all have problems but yet you’re still here. You’re a fighter. You have two beautiful children. That is meaningful. Thousands of people have thoughts like yours and it’s so true you are not the only one. The movie *You Are Not Alone: Hope for Your Depression* on KZbin is only one example. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Never give up.

[@zenith_8184]

thank you lofe I’m 14 and I felt like this video was just speaking to me personally and I just want to thank you so much for every time you’ve made me laugh and it makes me feel better to know that I’m not alone

[@kingethxx]

Big ups bro. Your young, u can get out of darkness. You got this

[@Moli05]

Hope it gets better for you bro. I'm 19 and also feeling the same way

[@Gyup523]

Find purpose, it’s good to face em directly but training whenever it’s mma boxing jui jutisu bodybuilding and prioritising ur health mentally and physically will help, it did for me, remember bad foods give bad hormones, bad hormones give bad moods

[@chaseray7321]

I’m tearing up bro. People don’t understand no amount of money or fame can bring true happiness. As cringe as it sounds, it comes from within. I know the journey brother, the least I can tell you is the hopelessness you feel is a lie. You will get through this and be happy. It’s a long self journey but it is worth it. From, a guy who thought he’d never make it but did.

[@IsabelWe]

@@chaseray7321 glad you’re still here ❤️

[@IsabelWe]

Glad you’re still here ❤

[@sneakydeechey7210]

@@IsabelWethe amount of times I saw u say that…

[@IsabelWe]

@@sneakydeechey7210 more than one person should feel appreciated.

[@chaseray7321]

@@IsabelWe Thank you

[@deucebtc]

Hey lofe i don’t know if you’ll ever see my comment but me and my bf watch your videos alll the time. I’m commenting off his account right now, my friend killed herself this year and I already struggle with my own mental. and the pain is unbearable when someone you know does that. I know the pain can be unbearable for you too and that’s why you have felt the need to or had thoughts, please never forget this fan adoresss you! And we love you lofe you got this and I’m so proud of how far you came it’s amazing take as much time as you need or any breaks you need, but please never leave us on purpose. Even though idk you I would be crushed! I think a lot of your fans would and that means something, it means your GREAT. you are not a loser of fking everything! your funny and cool to me we love u.

[@WBN007]

Hey Ben aka LOFE . I lost my dad to suicide in 2019 it’s something a struggle with everyday. Just know there are lots of people that love you. Just remember a fix to your problem will be a lifetime burden to those you leave behind! I know you can’t just flip a switch and turn off your feelings but just take it one day at a time. Btw I’m a 46 year old man that loves your content. I don’t normally comment but I felt the need to say this words to you! Stay positive stay strong mentally! ❤

[@lukasmaschmann4891]

The biggest reason you’ve gotten as famous as you have is because you are being yourself. You gotta remember that many people are getting famous and not being themselves but when I watch your videos I feel there’s certain authenticity in your personality. Remember that all your fans love you at the end of the day and that your mental health comes before anything else brother.

[@Zeus-vi5zk]

Exactly people who don’t act like themselves always change who they are for people to make themselves feel accepted, all lofe did was grow into a bigger and better person and hasn’t realized it yet since the start of the yt journey

[@TheFoobMan]

Yeah treating random people like trash for money…really inspiring🥺

[@PartnaDem]

Facts

[@megamanwins2016]

Yea we don't care about constant videos we care about you lofe

[@jeffjones3145]

oh yeah yeah 😔

[@m4rzm4r]

fighting tears this whole video. the whole thing was so relatable

[@NJTxProductions]

If u ever need help call someone, and if u are too scared to do that i can always help. stay safe

[@Ross-px9iy]

​@@NJTxProductionshelp? I'm a loner with no friends, only child, both parents dead, don't do drugs or drink but lost in depression and anxiety every day. Not working right now and nearly broke. If you asked anyone around me they'd never know because I always put on a fake smile and don't want to bother anyone with my problems. How dare I? Everyone else has problems too why should I be the selfish one?😢 Most vulnerable I've ever been. Not sure if I feel better saying it out loud because it doesn't help anything I'm still friendless and broke beyond belief. Fml.

[@theelitev]

i was shedding tears while watching this because i been through the same as lofe and going though it now, it’s truly heart touching for lofe to share

[@theelitev]

@@Ross-px9iy I been through the same almost. I lost 3 my family members in 2021 due to covid and natural death, one of them was my mom she died from covid she only lived 12 days on the ventilator. And the time i was 14. And before my mom passed it was my uncle and after my mom passed it was my grandpa. and only person i got now is my dad but he is getting older. before my family passed i been bullied through middle school up till high school but i dropped out because how bad i been bullied and i believe i developed ocd from all the trauma i been through and bullying ever since my moms passing its been hard only im trying my best to work hard for my dad and people around seem to be fake can’t trust anyone these days. after my moms passing i was obese asf weighing 225 at 5’5 now i’m 180. But it motivated me so much and now im trying my best to keep my mom alive in me and make her proud on who she created. make your parents proud! keep them alive in your hearts. keep putting effort in a getting a job try your best everywhere soon enough you’ll get there. Anything is possible in Gods eyes so please make your parents proud and make a difference around you and touch other’s heart as well.

[@Penguin-gq7mp]

I feel you bro​@@Ross-px9iy

[@ThatguyLuke96]

So many of us are fighting this same mental struggle but no one talks about it. Very glad you spoke about this man. Much love being sent to you!!

[@Holystuffz]

I’ve been feeling so useless, helpless, unwanted after the one friend I had for 10 years dropped me for a dude she knew for 4 months. I’m 24, turning 25 soon. I don’t know what I want in life at all, and after losing my friend, it’s amplified. I clicked so fast on this cuz your suicide talks have always calmed something in me just to hear it’s not just me. U matter Ben, I’m so sorry you’re feelin the way you are.

[@kingplays5369]

Hope you are doing okay, I’m sure things will get better! ❤️

[@felloffabridge]

I hope you’re doing okay, God is always with you and he has much better things for you and it takes ups and downs to get there, please be strong, you are so loved

[@kellieford833]

and YOU matter....remember that!!!

[@Professional8866]

I’m poor, lonely virgin, zero friends, and never had a girlfriend. But I will never end my life because I love myself to much.

[@PuppetOfMastersMTL]

⁠@@Professional8866You got time to change all of that. Keep your head up and just grind.

[@thebosstaco6870]

“Sometimes, life is like this tunnel, but if you keep moving on , you will reach a better place” -Uncle Iroh

[@rockstarballer]

Avatar be saving lives fr 😢

[@JesusSaves02]

"Allow yourself to slip into despair and you'll surrender to your lowest instincts. In your darkest times, hope is something you give yourself. That is the meaning of inner strength"- The goat, Uncle Iroh

[@Theproduct03]

Not sure where I heard it or if I made it up but I once said to a friend “sometimes it feels like there’s no light at the end of the tunnel, but that doesn’t mean there isn’t, sometimes tunnels are curved but there’s still an end”

[@sneakydeechey7210]

Lemme guess this quote stopped u from committing at the last minute which u were totally gonna do

[@FieryHornsoftheNetherworld]

depression don't exist

[@myleslewis7300]

“Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems” This quote means so much. Lofe we love you even if its hard your gonna be ok. We got you.

[@AnOwlDownByTheRiver2]

Ive been scared to watch this because im scared of how much i will relate to it. but im watching it now and im grateful. I love you lofe and rhis is helping me sm rn.