Tila Tequila: The Spiral That Never Ends | Deep Dive

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[@aoife-ne7ot]

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[@ItsaKindOfMagic86]

Tila wanted fame thru being outrageous and attention seeking, when she was losing it due to the growth of social media she took a deal to be a representation as their "avatar" of their depicition as a "far Right" conspiracy nutter so they can push their narrative. So painfully obivious but ppl cant see how it is so manufactured becuz of their own confirmation bias. So sick of the mediaLies controlling the fragile social fabric with these paid puppets acting out on social media. And ppl just buy into it and fall for it as legit? wtf!? or she is just a gigantic troll for clicks and more attention. Well it serves her & media goals from the looks of it. Disappointing ppl lost the ability to question the farce social media portrays in this world

[@emacias1473]

I felt so bad for the little girl having to be in the car with her mom acting crazy.. you can tell she's used to it too.

[@DMRJ53]

Same

[@TheSoftestGirlYouKnow]

Me too! I was watching that part just feeling so sad for her... I hope she's in a supportive environment and is able to work through her childhood trauma to become a happy adult.

[@djwalkerfemaledj]

Little girls she has two daughters

[@itsjust_Q]

@@djwalkerfemaledjno she doesn’t, she only has one daughter.

[@SpicyPlur]

Omg and the fact she did it in a blackcent

[@taylorg2320]

Post aneurysm Tila sounds exactly like my friend's schizophrenic ex boyfriend. There's a really specific pattern of nonsensical thinking that you can recognize after you've seen someone go through it. It bothers me that people make fun of it when she desperately needs intervention.

[@pheeuh]

Yes 😢

[@LorraineVirginie]

Honestly I don’t know how much she could even be helped… she had an aneurysm and her brain was clearly affected by it…

[@MrAyeru]

I completely agree my brother has schizoeffective disorder, and the pattern of random religious, and extreme beliefs is right on with it. She apologizes after she's not manic and then goes back into it.

[@ania5038]

I really don't think it was the aneurysm that caused the change. I think she would have spiralled into now either way because the entertainment industry tends to chew people up and spit them out real quick. She was already making outlandish statements before like essentially claiming to have popularized the internet and bisexuality.

[@jessicacollins4042]

Yeah 🙁 its sad

[@msdixieblues]

As a partially deaf person I just wanted to mention that you both have great speaking voices and easy to follow your information. Thank you.

[@DeepDiveProductions]

Oh my goodness thank you so so much✨ you made my morning💓

[@MaryLoveJane]

Yeah I was really bummed there was no closed captioning option on this video but they speak clearly enough that I can still enjoy it 🤩

[@Zazzysylvester]

Sad that she isn’t receiving the helps she needs. She seemed super sweet and genuine in her early days.

[@jcsub294]

exactly

[@Cantetinza17]

She was drugged up in her early years. That's why she seemed sweet.

[@Samantha-vj4sd]

It was probably a front bc she knew how to manipulate ppl into liking her

[@LalaaCherry]

I think she took too much acid, ghb, Molly, ketamine,somthing

[@ghost_type_eevee7]

It’s hard to give help to someone who does not want it or disagrees with others assessments of what is going on.

[@Hanavannin]

I had no idea she spiralled so much. It was like one day she just disappeared, didn't realise she was out here doing the absolute most. Her poor daughter.

[@yeetnama9094]

She just told the truth about the Jews. Then POOF gone....bc the Jews TOTALLY don't control the industry, that's a conspiracy theory

[@twindrill2852]

I can’t imagine the horror stories her kids will share when they grow old. Living with a parent as unstable as Tila is a bonafide nightmare, and I hope that they can be taken away from her before she irreparably damages them.

[@ragnhild2674]

I didn't even know she has kids 💔

[@q-wer-ty]

@@ragnhild2674she has 2 kids

[@krystinaxxlea]

@@q-wer-ty I'd hope the father's would fight for custody but who knows.

[@MaraJadeSkky]

@@krystinaxxlea he has tried to get custody but the county is very pro-mom regardless of the reality. Such a shame. A family court judge shouldn't have a bias, it should only be about what's in the childrens' best interest.

[@krystinaxxlea]

@@MaraJadeSkky I would say I agree with you because I went thru similar shit when I was a kid. But now a days I know alot of dads who've recieved full custody of their kids so the court system has started to realize being sexist and assuming all mothers are good mothers isn't reality and is coming to an end. Slowly but it's happening. So hopefully they are successful in the future. Personally my dad fought 11 years for custody and literally got it when inwas 17 and my sister was 15. It was a fight he never stopped fighting for and it only happened because I went 007 and found proof to give the judge.

[@mandapaige1]

Her talking about the death of her supposed fiancé is so detached. It’s obvious she is on something but she is so distance from any real emotion. This is very sad

[@CaraHTheRealCie]

Having worked for many years with people suffering from dementia, I feel that the brain aneurysm she suffered caused catastrophic changes in her thinking process. Her religious outbursts are also similar to things said by people living with untreated schizophrenia. Sadly, it's unlikely she'll ever be normal again. I have compassion for her, but it would be difficult to be in the company of someone saying the things she says.

[@jeeess9979]

yeah and Im sure Britney Spears has dementia too

[@lynnlynn9124]

@@kimcoderoni3495 I agree that extreme cases of bipolar can cause the delusional behavior, but some of the patients I speak to seem coherent and realize that the behavior was delusional, once they are out of that state. The primary delusions for schizophrenia (in the US) are religion /Jesus and government related, but that could be that it is just because those are often two major things on the news or in people's lives. Maybe in an Islamic country, the primary delusions involve Mohammed or Allah. Regardless, it definitely seems to be along the lines of bipolar or one of the schizo disorders esp schizoaffective which is a combo of schizophrenia and mood disorder eg bipolar.

[@jg4624]

I have similar work experience and can also say that delusions can be caused by brain damage . Some people with dementia or post stroke ect can develop delusions thoughts due to cognitive abilities being affected. They can become very naive, gullible, unreasonable (unable to process information) and reckless )lack of risk awareness). All of this can contribute to them becoming delusional.

[@Jenvlogs404]

I agree with the reIig part only, especially ones in deserts or caves, but why is this one always let go yet so many viIe history or texts against it, and it’s one of the oldest and unique roots.

[@alexandrapettibon4575]

​@@jeeess9979 why do you think that? I think Ms Spears is using drugs heavily which is making her act unstable.

[@krystinaxxlea]

Her making videos while driving in the car, with her kid, screaming about how she's jesus' wife is so disturbing. I'm actually worried about her kids.

[@arielsoracle3631]

She made a video recently where she implied her daughter got molested by a man in her care but then deleted it after getting dragged. Someone needs to call CPS.

[@ahuyx]

tila is a combination of addiction, outsiders taking advantage of her, and health reasons. seeing her now is sad i honestly feel terrible for her

[@longlivebeans]

Never underestimate the power of traumatic brain injury. It doesn’t excuse her disgusting behavior or views but it definitely adds a thick layer of context & nuance. If you’ve ever known someone who has dealt with TBI, you know how dark it can get.

[@Sofianova17]

I feel like I missed something when did she have the brain injury? I watched the whole video but don’t remember this 😭

[@ickyvicky-pc51de]

@@Sofianova17 27:40 she had a near fatal brain aneurysm due to an od

[@jbates725]

@@Sofianova17 I didn't see that anywhere either.

[@Sofianova17]

@@ickyvicky-pc51de ohhh ok thank you I appreciate it! I must’ve been distracted🙃

[@sumer3270]

@@Sofianova17 i think the commenter might’ve been confusing an aneurysm with a tbi

[@kaydiglawson7767]

It's so sad to see what has become of her. I'm older so I remember her in her prime. Fame is to hard for a lot of people.

[@taylormacneil6239]

Same. It’s really sad

[@breezyb5536]

“Too hard” is such a good way to put it.

[@LaLaLopez1999]

It’s unnatural. Every celeb will crash and burn sooner or later. Some have a longer run than others but it always end the same way

[@jessikajynx]

Tila tequila is such a sad story. I met her at her book signing and she was so nice. It makes me wonder if she just snapped or was her thought process always off?

[@chloegianna3837]

I think the brain aneurism forever changed her braib

[@jessikajynx]

@@chloegianna3837 after watching the full video I thought "well that answers my question."

[@Cantetinza17]

I think it was always a little off, but I think that anurisem did the final bit of damage.

[@tabortoothtiger7580]

@@chloegianna3837 Yeah. I know that a couple of concussions from football can literally alter who a person is. My brother had a brain bleed in his frontal lobe that healed on its own by the time they found it, and it caused irreversible damage and changed a lot of his personality. He still struggles with PCS today at 31, when he had those brain injuries at 16 and 17 during high school football. He got addicted to meth because it "helped" the headaches he had because of the injury. So several decades of drama and trauma for the rest of us in the family. So really, I can imagine that a brain aneurysm would be a complete personality altering issue. So many stories of people with head trauma or brain injuries that have completely changed in personality from what they used to be. People seem to not realize just how much brain injuries can alter a person's whole life.

[@selaphim9941]

They did the same thing they did to Kanye - as soon as they want you cancelled they MK-ULTRA you so you can do it yourself - both all of a sudden became alt-right hitler sympathisers as soon as the media couldn't gain off them the way they wanted

[@krystinaxxlea]

Her saying Casey had issues in an interview while Tila is stumbling over her words and slurring is just ridiculous. She needs to get honest with herself.

[@enkidu213]

Both can be true statements.

[@krystinaxxlea]

@@enkidu213 that's what I'm saying....she's obviously under the influence while talking about someone, who can't defend themselves, drug abuse. They were both obviously using but for her to act like she's sober when she's obviously not while talking about the supposed love of her life's and her substance abuse is the problem

[@queenofpents3442]

Man she started out a hustler, personable, and business savvy to absolute nuts. That a tragedy.

[@elisa-beary]

This is heartbreaking. Truly. I’m so sick of people in the media continuing to make a mockery of people with such clear mental health issues that have just seen and been through too much. Growing up in a cult during her formative years, to Hollywood, to the death of the person she wanted to marry around anyone love was clearly what she was seeking. All of it documented, judged and mocked. Who wouldn’t crack eventually? Gonna watch the Casey Johnson next.

[@danieller665]

Exactly. She is very very ill, she had a traumatic brain injury. People cling to very bad and delusional things in that state of mind. I truly feel so sad for her.

[@ville666sora]

Exactly. I'm sick of seeing people treat celebrities/famous people as if they aren't real human beings. Like they're solely just entertainment or a product.

[@trashbasket11]

How old are you guys? If you're old enough to have been on MySpace you should be old enough to remember Tila was a violent mean person that would lie about every single detail of her life for attention. She wore nazi costumes well before her health issues.

[@Red1Green2Blue3]

She's an actual Nazi lol I'm sure your sympathy could be better spent elsewhere. Plenty of people go through extreme traumas without becoming Nazis.

[@schiffelers3944]

After also having seen the Casey Johnson case video - not sure Tila is fully innocent in the passing of Casey. I also feel sorry for her daughter who was in the backseat of the car in one of the videos.... I also feel sorry for Tila, and the life she had that was so formative and influential to her as she is now. I with all you said up to: All of it documented - in part by herself. I do agree again with the: Who wouldn't crack eventually.

[@nateclipps]

One thing I’ve noticed with people who fall down extremist pipelines is that their *typically* unstable. A lot of speakers/ or “leaders” for these extremist groups like to pray upon young or mentally unwell people. And I see it with Tila a lot, and it’s sad to see. I really hope she gets the help she deserves instead of using social media as some form of therapy.

[@tochiagu]

It reminded me of Kanye. Sad to watch...

[@ania5038]

It seems like both Kanye and Tila are bipolar. I obviously don't know for sure but they both have a lot of bizarre beliefs especially in themselves and their self-esteem.

[@ville666sora]

True. It seems that people who develop these types of beliefs later in life do so as a result of mental illness or some sort of trauma, usually, while people who have held these beliefs for their entire lives are usually raised that way.

[@peachy_lili]

@@ania5038 I'm not the only older millennial in this comment section who definitely remembers a fully different Tila in the mid-00s. wild, yes, but thoughtful and at least -relatively- down to earth. this person she is now is not who she was and it's not an act, you're right.

[@lalakuma9]

@@ania5038 She's not just bipolar. She literally had brain aneurysm.

[@trala8911]

Wow, that footage of her raving with the kiddo in the backseat is absolutely heartbreaking 😔

[@MrMsLoveLee]

Right, the daughter didn't even blink an eye at her mom talking all crazy! 🤷🏾

[@picahudsoniaunflocked5426]

Nothing is ever going to convince me Dr Drew ever acts in good faith & is the last person who should have access to someone in need of help. I don't know much about him but he just gives major Creepy User-of-Other-People Vibes.

[@karabartley]

You should have watched celebrity rehab, he genuinely did care. I had the same idea and obviously a lot of stuff is for TV but he was very compassionate with people. He retired because he was tired of watching his former patients die, but addiction has a huge mortality rate as it is, which I think speaks volumes. He's definitely an odd dude but in a room of bad people, he's the voice of reason.

[@La-PetitMort]

​@@karabartleyif he cared he'd help them off camera and not exploit their illnesses

[@karabartley]

@@La-PetitMort he tried, he literally made house calls and shit if they were patients on his roster. He asked them to stop filming when Seth Binzer was smoking crack on top of the rehab and was visibly upset that they were filming. It was AWESOME TV, however I always remember his disapproving face. Exploitive or not, he drew a line and it was commendable. You can't save everyone, again, why he retired.

[@amber-jade1938]

Then you don't know much about Dr. Drew Pinsky. He genuinely cares as much as he can as a human, and an addiction doctor

[@lucguay4235]

Great documentary! Tila was the original influencer, or the blueprint of how to do it, i always said it. She is a big part of 00's pop culture. But that downfall is just ....really terrible and sad.

[@CoolBoiStevo722]

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[@michellesakura1]

losing Casey, drug use and nearly dying 3 times. yeah she's been through a lot of shit. I clearly don't agree with her antics but it's hard to not feel for that. Can't believe she rose and fell soooo hard

[@mynameisreallycool1]

Wow. Just wow. Tila Tequila walked so Kanye West could run. I was NOT prepared for the Nazi stuff. I really didn't know much about this woman, aside from her reality show and her relationship with Casey Johnson (and I only found out about her because of your other video you made about her).

[@AstrologyIllustrated]

that was my immediate thought.... honestly its weird that they go crazy in the same way with the same weird historical references... like there may be an actual conspiracy here... or something we dont understand about psychology, idk crazy...

[@nikkibyrd703]

Ye and Tila Tequila are not the same.

[@deprimada3560]

@@AstrologyIllustrated Drugs are not kind on the brain

[@justintime6242]

@@nikkibyrd703 The n@zi thing is kinda crazy though. That parallel is a bit unnerving. Like honestly out of all the people in history, why revert to that particular person?

[@fluffedsquirrel]

​@@justintime6242Many conspiracy theories contain that element. Tila and Kanye probably went down a conspiracy theory rabbit hole and started believing everything to be "facts" instead of just "theories". It happens to a lot of non-celebrities too. When they go into full "conspiracy mode" they start to appear crazy to everyone else.

[@muchachx8067]

i really do hope she starts getting the help she needs. young tila tequila seems really nice and honest and just trying to be genuine.

[@Fryjnkk]

She was saying inflammatory offensive things on twitter wayyy before the aneurysm. I remember her antics and weiiiird posts from like 2009

[@Lilyso4895]

She was proud of turning people to sin. What is good about that?

[@courtneymsx]

​@@Fryjnkk yeah I think she's always had mental issues, the aneurysm just escalated it

[@peachy_lili]

@@Lilyso4895 lmao if being bisexual is a sin then I'll see you in hell, Sonia.

[@smolandlargealiens8810]

I used to love watching Tila. I was a little too young to realize what was going on. Now as an adult, I realize just how scary the situation is. She has literally abused her daughters on live (hitting them, screaming at them and threatening to beat the day lights out of them) and the fact that people still donate and give her money makes me absolutely sick. She needs to have her children taken away, they don’t deserve to live a life like this

[@lynnlynn9124]

Why does she need GoFundMes if her husband Jesus is giving her trillions?

[@smolandlargealiens8810]

@@lynnlynn9124 good question 🤣

[@karacoconutag]

I'm so worried for her daughter. And every child who must live with unstable parents.

[@Caeljharden]

Wow. It’s so crazy that Tila invented bisexuality.

[@queenzentertainmentinc.6338]

😂😂😂😂

[@Cantetinza17]

In her own mind she did.

[@g1lol]

and the internet!!

[@Sofianova17]

Hahahahah this is gold. I was born before that show happened and am bisexual so she really must be the bride of Christ. I’m going to thank her for using her holy powers to make me bisexual.

[@DutchIsraeli]

Yeah I was screaming at that! 🤣

[@litneyloxan]

I used to love Tila when I was younger and living my best life on myspace. When I saw what she started turning into I was absolutely shocked and at such a loss for words about her change.

[@hannahboebanna]

I remember her from MySpace and MTV a while back. I definitely didn’t expect the last segment of this very detailed and well edited video. Thankyou :)

[@courtneymsx]

I remember following her every move on MySpace (I was a teenager and was so easily influenced), I hate hearing about how bad life has gotten for her 💔 and with children too, I cleaned my act up after having a kid. You either step up to the plate and mature up when having a kid, or you keep going down that sad spiral, it's so so sad.

[@danderson8431]

While she’s definitely been through some stuff, and has had a rough life. However, the fact that she openly hates Black Women makes me, A Black Woman, feel safe with returning that same energy back to her.

[@hollib3900]

I’m with you! 🙌🏾

[@syria0110]

I, as another black woman, support this decision and I'm with you my sista ✊🏽

[@NCcatlady]

Also a lot of people go through trauma… it doesn’t excuse racism or being hateful to anybody who is just existing

[@freelanceopportunist559]

Don't lower yourself to the level you're complaining about

[@beautygirl0725]

I honestly don't think she does...I think she can't let go of the past and get a "real" job, I think the drugs permanently messed up her brain, and I think she's looking for attention by saying what she knows will get views. She's an incredibly smart person, and just because she did a lot of drugs, and doesn't make the smartest decisions common sense wise, she knows what's going to make her money even if it brings drama and negative feedback, and thats being problematic. That's what she's literally always been known for.

[@MaraJadeSkky]

The sheer amount of hate in that woman's heart...it's tragic.

[@nikkis7375]

The fact that (it says online) she still has primary custody of her daughter and is raising her with her hateful beliefs is so sad.

[@shayneysmith1017]

I remember her show like yesterday.. I was in middle school. She definitely made being openly gay/bisexual "cool" in my world. I know plenty of girls that started "coming out" or at least questioning their sexuality shortly after her show got popular. Her show surely had something to do with it becoming so popular or mainstream to share your sexual preference. Now here we are today.

[@miriahherzog8326]

I ain't even going to lie I was watching . And yeah, she definitely made it cool, although I recognize now it was so very toxic how she presented it.

[@goodgolly4726]

Same

[@EnchanterBitter]

I feel for her She really is trapped in that delusion. It might be drug induced psychosis. Happened to me for a month after I got laced drugs. Absolutely crazy experience because no one can convince you what you think is reality, actually is not. But this is years and years. Hopefully she gets better, some people don’t come back from it. And this is also why I always say, THERAPY! THERAPY! THERAPY! Not forever, but sometimes we need someone to help teach us and walk us through our emotions and thoughts. A therapist isn’t someone you “pay to care about you” You’re paying someone to help you take care of your mental health in better ways. Starting to become emotionally aware is such a beautiful thing. Emotional intelligence is extremely important . BREAK GENERATIONL CURSES Be aware and try to learn and change. It’s super hard. It’s not a race, and it’s never easy. It’s the little victories that mean the most 💖

[@thatsubthegoddessgirl]

Also been through drug induced psychosis and I totally agree. NOBODY can tell you what you believe isn’t real. The headspace is wild and reality even LOOKS different. So glad it went away with therapy and acute meds. So happy you recovered too. Everything you say is 1000% humbling and right. Thank you for your comment 🎉 Genuinely pray for Tila. She seems to be showing a lot of psychotic symptoms😢

[@HalfAssEffort]

Wow…well said.

[@AstrologyIllustrated]

i love that you mentioned generational curses.... her family was in a religious cult so there's definitely a connection there.

[@mafeuk]

She basically made it cool for bisexual or gay people to be shown in television with few or none judgements. Crazy how that drug overdose made her turn completely into different person.

[@peachy_lili]

agreed, people joke but her popularity was the first time I finally felt comfortable being openly bi around other people

[@ssfghjgghhgrdcbbnmjgddxcggg]

​@@peachy_liliTammy Faye did it way before lol

[@pheeuh]

I feel so bad for her. I’m sure her aneurysm caused her dramatic personality change. I hope someone can still help

[@lg403]

How do you get that? I heard mostly older-ish people get that

[@christina28272]

OH god do I feel for her kid. My mom had a bipolar episode when I was 9 and I was sooo scared driving in the car with her.

[@lai0801]

I love how the beginning is dramatic and then it gets all calm

[@Deaundra]

Tila songs are etched in my brain! She really did have an impact. So sad where it's gone

[@Luciaonlinee]

ironically, her being brought up buddhist is funny because the story of sidartha is very similar, a very protected sheltered wealthy prince who became independently intrigued by the world outside the protective gates of his little estate that his parents kept him protected in. idk the contrast of her story in the beginning and siddarthas is apparent to me. she had that buddha like mind in her, she wanted to find her own truth and realized that no matter what, her problems were always gonna follow her. shes a lot more intelligent than people think. she just kinda fell down the rabbit hole of fame and it got the best of her

[@owninfools23]

oh my GOD. i used to be OBSESSED with Tila Tequila in the myspace era. my 14 year old ass had a CRUUUUSSSHHHHHHH. i watched her reality show and everything too haha. obviously with everything that’s come out over the years, i can’t even call myself a fan anymore.

[@spiritqueen1978]

Deep dive never fails when it comes to making great content. 💖 Love this channel 💖

[@margaretstarks471]

Trust me we all saw it coming we just were selfish and watched her downfall for entertainment.

[@lucathesadman]

Tila Tequilas a “shot at love” is one of my earliest memories of raunchy reality tv (also reality tv that showed some level of queerness) and I was LIVING for it. I used to watch it on my family’s box tv late at night after I would shower (I hated showers as a kid) and the only channels we had on the upstairs tv was teletoon at night (also why I watched South Park as a kid) and MTV 😭 growing up in the 2000s (not born in them but actually growing up in them as a late 90s baby) was such a wild time

[@stevenousleyII]

Girl, you always know exactly who I'm the most interested in you taking a deep dive on!! I cannot express to you in words adequately how much this genuinely entertained me throughout the entirety of this video, lovely XX Steven PS you have an absolutely lovely speaking voice

[@sunnilucas9924]

This is so well done I thought I was watching Netflix doc series when my husband asked what I was watching 😂👀🔥

[@hellothisisirina]

Its amazing how she ran away from her family to be "free" but when her life got difficult she came back to cultism to keep herself alive

[@puffpax666]

Hope the brief Snooki mention is a sign that a Snooki deep dive is coming uwu

[@Kyy625]

Here for this!!

[@so-calledpunk323]

I need it.

[@megank3900]

Always love your deep dives! Watching her ranting with her daughter in the car and the rambling about religion reminds me of my childhood with my mom who has schizo-affective disorder. It seems so clear that she is unwell and everyone is focused on exploiting her instead of helping her. I do hope her daughter makes it out okay in the end.

[@bee1411]

Same here, mine’s got the same condition. The car was always the worst, because there was no escape from her. :(

[@kcdguides-j3q]

​@@bee1411 That's so sad. I'm sorry you had to go through that.

[@DigitalDevil]

Used to be a huge fan. Had a crush on her growing up too because she was the first openly bisexual I saw on reality TV at the time, so yeah... This is just depressing.

[@taylorrogers8337]

You guys are the literally one of the best KZbin channels. It completely makes my day when I see that you posted!! Thank you guys for the hard work and amazing content!!

[@Jennzelnick]

I had no idea she spiraled like this. Wow. I wondered where she went.

[@Jadelovesyoutubevids]

same this was such a good watch but i’m literally sobbing cryinng because it’s just sad. but entertaining and interesting to see that this can happen to a human:(

[@monroe3831]

@@Jadelovesyoutubevidsdrugs and brain damage can do insane shit to a person tbh,watching this i see a lot of myself in active addiction having spiritual psychosis

[@smokeasmrme]

i really think she was extremely abused through out her time in the industry... and it finally broke her. so many woman try to come out about their abusive famous bfs/ sport players and they never get heard an the men get protected... though the thing she says nowdays are beyond.. i still will always feel bad for her and know something had to have made her crack and now shes just mentally unwell

[@MPPG663]

Right. I think women aren't honest about the mental damage that comes from entering the s3x industry and talking about how "liberated" they feel.

[@ssfghjgghhgrdcbbnmjgddxcggg]

The abuse of drugs gave her an aneurysm, that's why, Tila was vocal about what was going on in her life and she seemed to be really honest about her life, it's just that people don't really understand how much an aneurysm can change the perception of a person, I think it's not that deep, she didn't have a strong system around her and that's what led her to her downfall

[@benjaminfowler5465]

You did a great job the editing and we are learning so much!

[@heatherk1321]

I remember her downfall! I also remember being in like 7th grade during her dating show and calling the tila tequila hotline talking to probably 20 something year olds. Yikes 😬

[@sunnydayforever119]

I actually feel bad for her, I don't think she was a bad person, I feel like the industry is a dark, and dangerous world to be a part of , especially for vulnerable people like her. You did a great job on your video 😊

[@AC-bk1jg]

I’f you are racist you pretty much are a bad person like what is wrong with you guys for completely ignoring this and wanting to feel bad for a Nazi.T his her karma

[@Life-oo2tr]

Thank you for making this video. I’ve been concerned about Tila for awhile now and really wish she could receive and accept help. Growing up, I almost only saw white, blonde haired, blue eyed rich women in media. Though Tila isn’t the best role model for a young teen, I really related to her. Not just culturally, but also her hustle to improve her living situation and to have a better life while watching her Asian parents struggle. Tila was seen as hot, she was on Playboy, and I would have never even imagined that an Asian woman would ever be considered sexy since I grew up being made fun of for my Asian features. It’s really sad what she’s gone through. The celebrity life is not for everyone and when surrounded by the wrong people, I think you can really hit rock bottom. I think the death of her fiancé really affected her. I really hope she can get better one day.

[@lynnlynn9124]

It seems like she has a good deal of hate for black and brown people, going so far as to travel to white nationalist conventions. Along with her other delusions, she doesn't seem to think she is included in the groups that they hate and that she espouses hate toward . Nothing in her past can negate the garbage she spews now.

[@andreannelea7664]

You guys need more followers!!! One of the best channels on KZbin.

[@macias9]

I had no idea all this happened to her, terrifying… hope her child is safe

[@kt114]

So sad. Psychosis from drug abuse? Regular psychosis? 🤷‍♀️ I hope she gets help and can recover if that’s the case. I feel for her daughter more than anything.

[@lg403]

Overdosed and had an

[@al.s.3277]

Not to defend her or anything, but she had an aneurysm. And it’s not like she kept getting it checked and seen. Her aneurysm was bad, and the effects can be very drastic. I mean, it can change a whole person. And it didn’t help that she was drinking and doing drugs, so, that’s that.

[@rosesavoy9035]

This woman was exploited to the tee and mocked many times by the industry and media who hated on her. Its hard without any support the drugs for sure causes major psychosis.

[@strawberrylime33]

I would love to see a deep dive into eteri tutberitze and her teaching methods. It's not well known by the general US media but damn, that whole drama could be a Netflix reality show!

[@townfool4682]

girl I did not expect to see that name here lol I completely agree though, especially considering how well Paola La's videos on Team Tut have done

[@sunpi]

Her music would have blown up on tiktok now

[@taylorgayhart9497]

I’m really proud of the internet for not giving her anymore attention. I had no idea she had kids, the last I heard about her she was praising Hitler, and since then it’s been fairly radio silent. So often people acting this way gets them constant attention, and I’m sick of people being infamous for their problematic behavior.

[@YardenGolan704]

I'm a Jew and a granddaughter of a Holocaust Survivor and actually, I'm truly not offended. I feel sorry for her and her child because she needs mental health help. Someone to help her.

[@alexandrapettibon4575]

That's understandable It doesn't bother me either but I feel bad for her drug addiction plus her mental health issues

[@EgyptNile]

you as a individually don't speak for the whole community. its disgusting what she said nevertheless, and mental illness doesn't excuse it even myself being bipolar and multiple illness i would never use that as a excuse to be racist. yes, she need help but racism and being a nazi never ok.

[@brighteyes7591]

@@EgyptNilewait until you find out that mental illness varies in severity in every individual person 🤯 extremist beliefs and delusions are very common for people with manic/psychotic disorders.

[@artsyebonyrose]

@@EgyptNile they never said they spoke for the community. they're quite literally speaking as an individual in this comment

[@fluffedsquirrel]

YES, was waiting for this video since your Casey Johnson vid 🙏

[@ofeliasantoshistory]

She would’ve been so huge right now on platforms like TikTok and tumblr. This is such a tragedy.

[@GabeReptar]

This is very chilling to even watch, really... Out of all the Deep Dives I've watched, this one was intriguingly different scary & down right crazy!! Lord I pray for Tila as well as her daughter 🙏😇

[@huggyprincess]

Would you consider doing a video on the girls from Teen Mom? I’m hooked on this channel

[@lizoliver6193]

This editing is *chefs kiss*

[@potts995]

She’s essentially disabled for the rest of her life and will never be able to have normal employment ever again from drug use. She needs a lot of support just to get by daily and I feel worst of all for her daughter living through her mother’s spiral. It’s so sad but hopefully others will learn not to go down the same path of drug abuse from Tila’s example.

[@carlatoppins8567]

I remember my daughter watching her show from being her friend on My Space. She was brilliant in utilizing her SM status to Segway her career into Hollywood fame. She was a 'Keeping Up With The Kardashians' trend in the making and definitely started a trend. You did your homework on this in displaying that fact here.👍🏽🙂💙

[@rilleygriffin]

I forgot about Lady Sovereign until I just heard that opening beat!

[@gloriahufnagel5556]

Your reporting is really interesting.. the way you all tell the story, even I I can’t stand a person, I want to know .. that’s saying a lot.. good job guys!

[@ThatsMrsMF]

Omg.. speechless after watching this, I had no idea this is what happened to her. Prayers for Tila's daughter, that poor girl.

[@Amanda-je1dv]

I feel like we need a part 2

[@elizabethjpaxton]

I think there's a clear distinction, in behavior, between pre-aneurysm Tila, and post-aneurysm Tila...This woman is obviously struggling with her mental health, and could probably use some compassion and understanding from the World, considering. Just read the ridiculous nature of some of these offensive claims, they are laughably absurd, at best! Unconscious cries for help and attention? It just makes me feel unbelievably sorry for her, really....Get well, Ms. Tequila!❤️‍🩹

[@Bunnie333]

AGREED

[@cassandrasanchez4584]

I love all your deep dives I swear

[@brittanyykitty]

Omg I’m so happy about this upload!!! I used to watch Tila Tequila when i was in junior high lol

[@throughthedin]

She invented the internet and then she invented bisexuality! Thank you Tila Tequila!

[@kingworm7168]

*Thunder Thien Christ

[@angelicaguerino]

You cannot invent a sexuality. I was openly bi (the first in my high school) 4 years before her show. I would never think I invented it or that others didn’t come before me. Tila mainstreamed bisexuality she didn’t invent it.

[@sopapiabruce6429]

@@angelicaguerino obviously their being sarcastic

[@aurora6920]

She also invented neo nazi, adopted by aliens, hate black people, hates immigrants.. she invented so much toxic things.

[@Omnibushido-]

@@angelicaguerino Ooooh okay , this whole time we all thought she invented it. Thanks for clearing that up, oh Wise One.

[@elisebrodeur-jacobs5215]

this was so good, y'all 💕

[@kristinb3093]

Wtf. Her poor daughter sitting in the back seat, while her mother is ranting & raving is so so sad. She didn'teven react to it because it probably happens everyday. It's normal life for her & that's horrifying. I hope she's ok, poor thing.

[@rebekah1180]

I watched A Shot at Love. I liked her. It’s sad to see…I think she’s super sensitive, plus the drug use, medical issues, mental health. I just pray she gets the help she needs and is willing to do the work needed to get better.

[@jillb3072]

I miss ya Jakeyonce doing your drag race content too, but I'm proud of you growing, I'm 38 and Tila was on TV as i was a teen and i know there's a quite an age gap between us!

[@jillb3072]

i was a teen and young adult in my 20's

[@andyexe2213]

I feel so bad for her kid 😞

[@trashketchup1497]

15:29 the way the reporter keeps saying "tequila" as if it's her actual last name is killing me 😂😂

[@snail7722]

Just finished the video it was so good

[@justicecampbell3892]

I used to like Tila, I sympathize for her now. I hope she gets the help she needs and I hope her being so broken hasn't transferred to her daughter. But let's be honest, she was never a 'mega star' or an 'international TV star' - She's *always* been a D lister, *at best.*

[@FlightsoFantasy]

And here I thought "A Shot At Love With Tila Tequila" was just a middle-school fever dream of mine. Sad that it was the beginning of something so much more...

[@missmalynn18]

Love me or hate me - the intro song! What a throwbackkkkkk

[@FrootLoopz88]

YESSS 🙌🏻 Even Tila's song where she says "if you ever leave me, I'll fn k¡ll you" I like that song too!!!! Ngl

[@missmalynn18]

@@FrootLoopz88 you must be my age then 😂

[@FrootLoopz88]

@@missmalynn18 well I'm a 90s baby so.... What about you??

[@missmalynn18]

@@FrootLoopz88 89 so basically yes lol

[@jacqueline4777]

Thank you for the new video! You never fail to disappoint. Congratulations for putting out such amazing work. Hope you're getting your bag from KZbin!!

[@puffpax666]

"You never fail to dissapoint" ??

[@jacqueline4777]

@@puffpax666 lol sorry I shouldn’t comment when I’m baked! I meant to say something like “please” or “delight” 😝

[@puffpax666]

@@jacqueline4777 ok that makes more sense 😂 i was like, the tone of your comment sounds otherwise nice but that line caught me off guard 🤣

[@nicolemeneses3323]

It’s so sad to see her kid in the back seat of the car, social services should really investigate her

[@Bei671]

Great editing 👍 I remember when she was popular back in the day. I didn't know all that happened to her after. I hope she's doing much better these days.

[@kaitierae]

There's a youtube account called "tila tequila aka queen esther", if that's really her, unfortunately she's still completely unhinged

[@Bei671]

☹️

[@pixiehopper8]

I feel so bad for her daughter…

[@JM-mr6pz]

I needed this so bad, youtube is so dead and lame lately

[@CaraHTheRealCie]

Not your fault, but I wish that channels discussing adult topics for adult audiences weren't forced into bleeping out words for fear of being demonetized. I'm 57 years old. I know about suzzabluzz (putting an end to one's own life) and Hizzblatt (the German dictator.) It's almost like KZbin is run by a bunch of superstitious twelve-year-olds who think if you say Bad Things, those things will appear like Bloody Mary.

[@kacibeaverwestbrook1744]

I've been waiting for this!!!

[@nikkis7375]

Thank you for sharing this video. Wow. So sad. I really can’t fathom how something happens in someone’s brain to make them think and act like this. Or how they could be helped to undo that if that’s even possible. 😔 I was 13 in 2007 when tila did her dating shows and she was one of the first girls I had a crush on as a baby gay.

[@frogBISCUITS]

wow I had no idea tia invented the internet AND being bisexual. What will she invent next?

[@townfool4682]

antisemitism, apparently

[@angelicaguerino]

She didn’t invent bisexuality she just made it mainstream

[@ssa-yp9jt]

@@angelicaguerinowoosh

[@Tula.]

She invented being Nazi🤯