TLS Handshake Deep Dive and decryption with Wireshark

Warning! We go deep in this video to explain how the TLS handshake is completed. Warning! This is a technical deep dive and covers a lot of detail including SSL decryption and discusses RSA, Public and Private Keys, symmetric key exchange and lots more.
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00:00 ▶️ Introduction
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06:27 ▶️ Potential Problems with Hashing/man in-the-middle attack
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10:09 ▶️ Prerequisites continued
11:51 ▶️ Symmetric Encryption
12:45 ▶️ Asymmetric Encryption
17:00 ▶️ Private and Public Keys
20:05 ▶️ Signatures
21:55 ▶️ Protocols
22:50 ▶️ SSL/TLS Handshake, Client Hello and Server Hello
28:35 ▶️ Client Hello and Server Hello in Wireshark
34:09 ▶️ Certificate
35:12 ▶️ Server Done
35:35 ▶️ Server Hello, Certificate, Server Hello Done in Wireshark
36:51 ▶️ Client Key Exchange
50:26 ▶️ Client Key Exchange in Wireshark
51:39 ▶️ Client Change Cipher Spec and Finished/Encrypted Verification
54:08 ▶️ Server Change Cipher Spec and Finished/Encrypted
56:10 ▶️ SSL/TLS Handshake in Wireshark
57:44 ▶️ Decrypting a PreMaster Key with a Private Key in Wireshark
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// Wireshark pcap // davidbombal.wiki/tlsedpcap // Ed's TLS course // davidbombal.wiki/edtls49 Use coupon code: "BombalTLS" to get for $49 // MENU // 00:00 ▶ Introduction 02:11 ▶ How SSL/TLS is shown in a browser 02:40 ▶ Pre-Requisites 05:15 ▶ Data Integrity/Hashing 06:27 ▶ Potential Problems with Hashing/man in-the-middle attack 07:32 ▶ Message Authentication Code 10:09 ▶ Prerequisites continued 11:51 ▶ Symmetric Encryption 12:45 ▶ Asymmetric Encryption 17:00 ▶ Private and Public Keys 20:05 ▶ Signatures 21:55 ▶ Protocols 22:50 ▶ SSL/TLS Handshake, Client Hello and Server Hello 28:35 ▶ Client Hello and Server Hello in Wireshark 34:09 ▶ Certificate 35:12 ▶ Server Done 35:35 ▶ Server Hello, Certificate, Server Hello Done in Wireshark 36:51 ▶ Client Key Exchange 50:26 ▶ Client Key Exchange in Wireshark 51:39 ▶ Client Change Cipher Spec and Finished/Encrypted Verification 54:08 ▶ Server Change Cipher Spec and Finished/Encrypted 56:10 ▶ SSL/TLS Handshake in Wireshark 57:44 ▶ Decrypting a PreMaster Key with a Private Key in Wireshark 1:03:15 ▶ Where to get in contact with Ed to learn more // David's SOCIAL // Discord: discord.com/invite/usKSyzb Twitter: twitter.com/davidbombal Instagram: instagram.com/davidbombal LinkedIn: www.linkedin.com/in/davidbombal Facebook: facebook.com/davidbombal.co TikTok: tiktok.com/@davidbombal KZbin: kzbin.info // Ed's SOCIAL // Twitter: twitter.com/ed_pracnet KZbin: kzbin.info/door/KmU-GKiukM8LYjkJFb8oBQ // Ed's TLS course // davidbombal.wiki/edtls49 Use coupon code: "BombalTLS" to get for $49 // More detail on Ed's KZbin channel and website // Asymmetric Encryption explained from a Practical Perspective: www.practicalnetworking.net/practical-tls/rsa-diffie-hellman-dsa-asymmetric-cryptography-explained/ RSA Algorithm: kzbin.info/www/bejne/hqKbmIGYq8uUpa8 DH Algorithm: kzbin.info/www/bejne/gYnUYWlrjtejn7c Practical TLS - Crypto & SSL/TLS foundation: kzbin.info/aero/PLIFyRwBY_4bTwRX__Zn4-letrtpSj1mzY // MY STUFF // www.amazon.com/shop/davidbombal // SPONSORS // Interested in sponsoring my videos? Reach out to my team here: [e-mail] Please note that links listed may be affiliate links and provide me with a small percentage/kickback should you use them to purchase any of the items listed or recommended. Thank you for supporting me and this channel!

[@PracticalNetworking]

David! It was a ton of fun doing this video with you! Thanks for the opportunity! I love sharing some of the wonders of the SSL and TLS protocols =). Cheers!

[@dhirajverma8600]

CIA triad is about confidentiality integrity and availablity. Not authentication @ some where around in video at 3 to 4 min u mentioned it incorrectly..

[@PracticalNetworking]

@@dhirajverma8600 Some people put "authentication" in "Integrity". Some people list it as it's own service (as I did). This was intentional because achieving all three requires separate processes, which I use to frame the rest of my course picking apart TLS/SSL (that is in fact where these slides are from, is my TLS course).

[@davidbombal]

Thank you so much for sharing your knowledge with all of us Ed!

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Heading over to your channel 😀

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[@Noobinski]

OMG! After 25 years I finally got my head around how those handshakes work and how security is done. Thank you very much, gentlemen!

[@stepankarel903]

Awesome to see Ed on your channel, he is without any doubt one of the best networking teachers I came accross. Especially him and Jeremy helped me a lot in passing my CCNA - actually just today!

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Thank you very much David for having Ed from practical networking on your show.I am very delighted to see him with you

[@Frack_Black]

Great to see this collaboration with Ed, been following his channel for a while now. He has a very good, natural, delivery style and hits all the detail without cluttering it up with unnecessary info. Fair play David for throwing some exposure his way.👏👏

[@PracticalNetworking]

Hi Frack =). Thanks for the kind words. It was loads of fun to do the collab with David !

[@alokrajput13]

@@PracticalNetworking Great explanation

[@kylechavez3841]

David this type of content is amazing. I am loving these deep dives you are doing with other SMEs. This content is extremely helpful and I greatly appreciate you working out offer code deals to get content from the SMEs at a discount. Just purchased Ed’s TLS course and Chris’ wireshark course. Super excited to go through both of them! Keep these deep dives coming, the real world examples and the heavy usage of wireshark packet captures to demonstrate what is actually happening is VERY helpful. There are lots of resources online and offline with all the basics, I appreciate you diving into how things really work so we can get a better foundation to design and troubleshoot from. Keep this up, I’m looking forward to more protocols and more deep dives!

[@PracticalNetworking]

Cheers, Kyle. Happy to do more of these =)

[@kamalpreet9850]

Amazing , I dont think so anyone can explain TLS with this much detail and in such a simple and crisp way. Love your work David and Ed. I never comment of videos but this one has made me to to comment and follow both of you!!!

[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed this, Kamal. Cheers !

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Wow... I'm simply blown away with this content---between this and Chris Greer, I am learning so much about how networking works---beyond what I've learned in my career in the support trenches. I'm going to have to watch this one again--equipped with a notebook, and then go hit the site and buy the full course to expand that knownledge. Thanks for doing this, both yourself and Ed Harmoush!

[@davidbombal]

You're welcome Dwayne!

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Congratulations David and Ed on your awards! And thank you for this enjoyable and informative lecture.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Thanks Geoffrey! Cheers!

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Cheers Avinash. Kind of you to say! Glad you enjoyed the course.

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Glad you enjoyed the video Sourav!

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Cheers, Sourav!

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Disagree, they are decrypting their own data using private key. 😂 . If they can tell how to get private key of another server then I agree wid you.

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Two masters of the game right here. Ed's channel is absolutely superb. TLS, OSPF, NAT etc can be quite complicated but he makes it so easy to absorb without leaving any stone unturned. Can't reccomend it enough. Been waiting for this collab. Cheers both 👍

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Thank you!

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Thank you Devid and Ed Harmoush :) for this video 🙏 I think this is the only video on KZbin that explains the TLS handshake in such detail.

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Immediately subscribed to Ed after the first 10 mins of the video. He is so good at explaining the concepts. Thank you David for sharing this collab.

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David again thank you so much for making the analogies and simplified explanation. Thank you to your guest as well, absolutely brilliant presentation. David you chime in at the perfect time.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed it, Millacent. Cheers!

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It is great to meet ed, It has been always to complicated topics when I was in school. Loved it !!

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By far the best video on TLS ive ever seen. Amazing.

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[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed it, Justin!

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I had in-person course with Ed, he is absolutely a very very talented instructor, I still remember the day he taught us about subnets, networking stuff, he just made all the things very easy to understand. Glad to see Ed again here!

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[@Thebanday]

Watched many Videos on TSL/SSL but the way you explained and even demonstrated with Wireshark was just great.. Thanks for this video

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The best explanation I have ever come across about TLS. Thank you

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Even after being in this area since last century it's always refreshing to see a well presented, easy to to follow, informative presentation by people who you can tell know their subject matter inside and out, well done both, thoroughly enjoyable video.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Thanks for the kind words =). Glad you enjoyed the presentation!

[@Odim65]

Now it's the about the 7th or more round to watch this and I think I have really decrypted the idea on this !!! Many thanks David and Ed. Keep the deep dive coming.

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I got inspired by David’s positivity to give IT a try about a month. Am in classes now, found Ed H about a week ago and joined his discord. A great teacher!!!

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Hey Kaizen =) Welcome to the world of Networking! ^_^

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The content is so good! I learned so much!! Absolutely appreciate the efforts made to come up with this Technical Deep Dive video

[@prasannaiyer6615]

Great video David and Ed! I would like to dig deeper on: 1. The client key exchange (the inner aspects of it) 2. Certificates Thanks for the video! Keep on posting more content.

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Certificates would be fun to pick apart =)

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[@PracticalNetworking]

Thank you, James =)

[@macbethmabena9816]

Once again Mr David thanks so much. congratulations for hitting 900k followers. you have helped a lot of people. we really appreciate

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Great Explanation, one of the rarest to have such deep understanding on TLS

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A really helpfull video. You deep dive videos are really good, I always enjoy watching your videos.

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Spectacular video. I will probably sign up for Ed's online SSL/TLS course. Thank you both.

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Quality time spent. Thanks David!

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Thanks David and Ed 👌Superb stuff. Very few guys can simplify and explain in so much depth.

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Great video!!! I had recently been diving into these concepts more on my own and it was nice that you just happened to post this video lol I am definitely going to re-watch!

[@PracticalNetworking]

Great timing =)

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Easily one of the best IT related videos I've ever watched....and I've watched hundreds as an online IT student.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Thank you for the kind words, Robert. Glad you enjoyed this !

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Commendable efforts. Greatly elucidated. Excellent work. Excellent dissemination. Bow down to the knowledge and to the ability to express effectively.

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Thanks for taking this topic, I was very much interested in knowing more and more about the SSL/TLS handshake. This video really helpful.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed it, Harshit =)

[@davidogedegbe1591]

This was a blast. Appreciate the technical analysis.

[@WesBowman]

Nicely done, David and Ed! I wish I can force most IT pros to review this video... very useful explainer!

[@davidbombal]

Thank you Wesley! Much appreciated!

[@PracticalNetworking]

Agreed =). Glad you enjoyed it, Wesley!

[@mohammedissam3651]

I I’m an IT tec programmer and already know this , however I watched it whole it’s informative and simplified with real world examples , I do use my own encryption tho! “You can’t make the whole world be helpful like these guys !” most of us are lazy. I searched topics and found him XD

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Sir, I bought your wireshark course. I think you are the best teacher on this platform.

[@davidbombal]

Thank you Jayson!

[@chriskirkpatrick5331]

Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! Content!!! One of the best and easy to follow explanations of this subject I’ve seen! Thanks David and Ed!

[@PracticalNetworking]

You're welcome, Chris! Glad you enjoyed it!

[@abdullahquan7663]

Ed Harmoush is the best instructor in the world. I purchased his TLS course last year & could not be more satisfied - highly recommened

[@amitpatil1900]

Awesome stuff, enjoyed lot, looking forward to see how Pre-Master secret shared with DH, Thank you both!!

[@raymondhernandez266]

Looks deep enough on my end. Happy to see the references to the individual Request for Comments (RFCs) in Ed's slides.

[@davidbombal]

Thank you Raymond!

[@PracticalNetworking]

=) This was only scratching the surface! ;)

[@adedejiemmanuel1]

Thank you David and Ed.

[@freestylebeginner]

THIS PRESENTATION IS LEGENDARY MATE

[@Nationalist04]

I have read this comment literally on 100s of videos on KZbin, but this one i am writing down in straight from my heart. Best video on TLS , i could understand it easily with so much details in it.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Thank you for the kind words, Rahul. Glad you enjoyed it =)

[@zoranzasovski]

Crystal crisp explanations, just like Chris Greer. Really enjoying this videos of yours David!!! To continue further with Ed, perhaps DH overview and what are common issues with ssl where things might get wrong...Cheers!!!

[@PracticalNetworking]

[@joerockhead7246]

Good stuff, David, & Ed. Thank you.

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Thank's for this david,nice video 🔥🔥,keep going

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I've learned more from David than any school. The knowledge bombs he has been dropping are just off the charts.

[@davidbombal]

Thank you Ricardo! Sharing is caring - especially knowledge 😀

[@roshangraikar]

Thank you so much for taking up this and making it so simple. I know it is not that straightforward but the concept explained is the best way possible. Not sure if anyone could have explained it better than you did..

[@PracticalNetworking]

Thank you for the kind words, Roshan. Glad you enjoyed it.

[@jairunet]

Excellent topic and very very detailed explained I will also need to watch this whole video in sections there is so much good information on it that Ed needed to explain quickly I imagine because of the time constraints. We definitely need to have him back with a series of videos instead. Thank you again, Ed is in my opinion one of the smartest ones I have seen on your list of guests and you have had very brilliant engineers on your channel Neil and John Hammond, WireShark Chris, and now Ed for TLS and other network topics explained the right way.

[@PracticalNetworking]

[@zer0day463]

This guy is life saver xD. Amazing way of explaining stuff using simple layman analogies

[@MrBitviper]

awesome video as always david. love to see stuff like this thanks

[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed it =)

[@radhakrishna2501]

Thank you David and Ed

[@alexmcclead7012]

Loved this TLS Handshake. I've been learning about https and tls for a while.

[@jayrajgoyal9369]

Very methodically explained. Thanks to both Ed and David.

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This is practical networking. I subscribed his channel. Coz his explanations & teaching methods are such an amazing. Sorry david, your skills are best but this guy is even better.

[@zachfenton608]

That was wonderful. Great conversation.

[@mikethompson7406]

I'm only 31 minutes in but this is the one video that finally made me feel comfortable with what's going on with certs!

[@makal4966]

This was really usefull and very clear explained thank you David and Ed.

[@PracticalNetworking]

You're welcome, Makal. Glad you enjoyed it!

[@ehcankur]

Ed has so much of knowledge, that i can see , from all that i can say that dialog If I know even half of what you know, my little mind will explode

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[@tristix3721]

This is so useful as content. Thank you David and Ed.

[@davidbombal]

Glad you think so!

[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed it, Trist!

[@tristix3721]

@@davidbombal Recently, my company forced me to fix a lot of vulnerabilities on the web server and one of it is related to TLS and SSL. This course is just right on time for me to have an idea what TLS / SSL are about. My thanks again.

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this was just awesome lecture, i have learned a lot TLS and SSL, thank you.

[@TheBendixSA]

This was damn well done thanks David and Ed learned a lot from this!

[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed it =)

[@peachycaper]

I used Ed's Subnetting and ACL videos when I was prepping for my CCNA. They were excellent and would highly recommend.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Thanks Jamie. Glad they helped you =)

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Great session. Ed from practical networking is awesome!

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Thank you for this kind of video very detailed information about TLS. I enjoyed watching it. :)

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this is brilliant! learnt a lot today!

[@petercumiskey3188]

Brilliant Tutorial guys. Will definately take a look at the full course.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Cheers Peter. Glad you enjoyed it !

[@drakouzdrowiciel9237]

I feel like I have a much better understanding of TLS now, thanks to this video.

[@anthonytheslav9887]

deep was counted 346 times in 24 mins . truly got deep quickly deeply . I kid , great vid! thx so much

[@theanonymous6198]

Hey bro can you help me to decrypt my handshake plz I have tried almost all the thing like aircrack all kali linux wordlist, guthub, crackstation, hashcat, hashcat rules and also brutforce attack a entire weak on Google cloud

[@ruhsata]

Thank you David and Ed for this very useful video

[@PracticalNetworking]

You're welcome, Ruhide!

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Thank you

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@@tristix3721 Oki bro

[@faran4536]

Thanks for the great content David 💯🛐

[@davidbombal]

You’re welcome!

[@Most_liked_videos]

TLS, Cryptography, Session mgt, Tunneling everything explained in a single session.. amazing superstuff

[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@MaximusIA]

Many thanks for this demo ❣

[@sergioeduard4422]

This is awesome. I would love a deeper dive into this, as deep as it can get. I will check out his channel to find more but please consider another video with him, thanks 🖤

[@PracticalNetworking]

We're doing a video soon on Certificates =)

[@Pteromandias]

This is the best presentation I've seen on this subject. In fact I wouldn't have minded even deeper delving into this, and every time David said "Let's not get too deep into this" I was like no, I want to hear more! I will definitely be adding this channel and also Ed's to my subscribe list.

[@PracticalNetworking]

Glad you enjoyed this =). Consider the course if you want to go really deep on all this stuff. It's easier to go deeper when the foundation has been properly laid.

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Great video and precise explanation!

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It was great! Thanks Ed & David! Finally I got the point!

[@PracticalNetworking]

Wohoo!

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@@PracticalNetworking I have just started your SSL/TLS training! Recommenended for everyone!

[@lienn8032]

Excellent session! Thank you.

[@rajneeshrai1781]

Love to see another episode of this series...

[@PracticalNetworking]

David and I are in discussion to do another one later this month ;) Stay tuned!

[@shreyassridhar8460]

good video!! exact syllabus for my uni exam as well

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I feel slightly bad, cause you're giving us such EPIC information and education here!

[@ketansharma6955]

This was absolutely awesome, I was not able to understand a lot of it, but what I did, was awesome.

[@theanonymous6198]

Hey bro can you help me to decrypt my handshake plz I have tried almost all the thing like aircrack all kali linux wordlist, guthub, crackstation, hashcat, hashcat rules and also brutforce attack a entire weak on Google cloud

[@dariom9931]

That's my TLS teacher! 😂 Go Ed !

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Hi David sir ! Nice to meet you again with a good video #bombal

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Thank you for this enjoyable.

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Great stuff. Sure, more of this is appreciated

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This is great. Loving this