Yes, he’s been very selfish and didn’t see anything wrong with screwing other people. Yes, he kept a lot of secrets. A lot of the time he kept a distance between us. He was hot and cold. He had a lot of people in his life. He’d disappear every now and then and I did start to feel resentful. Right now I don’t think I’ll ever see him again. I have cut cords with him. You are a really gifted reader! Thank you!