Corey, I admire you so much for having the courage to make this video. It's great that you did. Your message is important. You don't tell anything that I couldn't have guessed, from hints you have dropped in various videos I've watched. Know that you are not alone in your pain. I have one child that's been in deep depression for several years and who is finally working out of it and starting getting feets on the ground again. I have another close relative who I personally sat guard on ,like you described, and both driven to and picked up from psych wards as necessary. Believe me, I know a lot of what you've been through. You might be on the other side of the ocean and living another life, but you're still a part of my life too, and I do care about you. Even if we only interact in comments on the Web, we can touch each others lives. I became a very sudden widow, after more than 40 years companionship. In just half an hour, without any forwarning my life was completely changed, socially, finansially, in all ways. My children , though legalt adults needed my support. The depression child, who had just about started making progress took an even deeper downspiral. Life was tough. One way for me to find some solace and relief was that I literally stumbled onto YT and music videos. I told you before, Geoff and Misty Mountains was my first and then there was no going back. I do other things in life than just warching reactions, but they still are a stapla of my life and give me pleasure. Just as the, I dare call it, friendships that I through the years eastablished with various reactors and fellow watchers. I even have a Pen pal I met through comments on a mutually admired artists. I encourage you to listen to the artist Dirt Miller. There is much life experience ans succour on his channel, as well the music of Avi Kaplan. Warmest thoughts sent your way.❤❤😊
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Thank you for sharing. I respect you more than I already did. One of if not my first regular reaction commenter. I appreciate you so much. I'm taking steps to heal and work through it.