TOP 5 WORST FEARS WHILE in PRISON

[@lockdown23and1]

Going live on my other channel right now! Let's get it link below kzbin.info/door/f7Y_QwjdVH-tQ97yPGQaPA

[@scottmartin7042]

Damn Death.. I thought at first you were talking about taking a shit. I was like damn is taking a dump that serious in prison?

[@amirahkukan782]

It's not just any guy that knows how love can shatter your heart death. It's a human hazard of living. The worst pain on earth. I'd rather get shot Tbh. Never again..

[@amirahkukan782]

Bring Josh on, his face is irrelevant. I'm interested in his story. Definitely bring him on

[@scottmartin7042]

@@amirahkukan782 nah don't write off love. I've been where ur at. It truly sucks and I might sound like a complete sucker right now but, when u finally find the one, it's worth all the pain and suffering. Real talk...

[@jarrenlumpkin5178]

Damg😱

[@Merserissugoi]

this channel is the most addicting rabbit hole ever

[@stuliw272]

It truly is and I'm not even a jailbird

[@vitamenc1334]

Honestly bro

[@dalt91]

Facts. Been here for years.

[@jeffreybrown3405]

frfr been here since 2018

[@BirdBraind410]

Hell Yeah. I’ve been hooked from day 1. N I’ve been watching since the beginning. You can just recognize that he’s genuine n REAL. N that’s extremely rare now a days

[@Real_Richmond_510]

My worst fear when in prison was to never get released due to what happens inside

[@mikejohnson2713]

Bull shit u sound like ba movie lol

[@stephen8996]

@@mikejohnson2713 which one are you replying to? The original comment isn't bullshit, ppl die and get life sentences in prison all the time. Second comment isn't bullshit either, I've seen dudes do the same, I've even seen ppl hang themselves before their release date because they didn't want to leave. No movies, just real life that you wouldn't understand or believe if you haven't witnessed it

[@ygdbanksairitout5148]

John Smith day on god some ppl really want to be in prison, dude said lying lol half the ppl in the komments never been to county

[@maryhungi1329]

Ruthless Richie and John Smith I definitely second that. I haven't been to prison or jail but I worked as a nurse in a state psych hospital. In no way or form am I comparing the two but I've seen patients mess up their discharge coz theyre so accustomed to being institutionalized. And some are homeless with mental illnesses such as schizophrenia and bipolar self medicating with illicit drugs (I'm not blaming or judging. Just shedding light) and end up overdosing. They're taken to the ER and brought to psych hospitals or jail. Once they're stabilized and put on the right medication and ready for discharge, they freak out coz they don't want to be out on the streets homeless.

[@erickingston4913]

Yes sir

[@diydustin8404]

I've done 6 months, 9 months, and a few 30 days in county jail but my dad has been in prison since 2001 and is doing a 40 year bid here in Florida and your videos have helped me know some of the things he goes through because he doesn't really talk about things in prison he always just wants to know about our family and talk about us... he was a US marine for 12 years or so. He never got in trouble and lived a stand up life and is a man with strong morals and very proud. If there is anyone that DOESN'T belong there its definitely my daddy. I hate that hes in there but he killed a man.... but your videos also help me not want to ever go to prison... I just want to raise my kids and live a honest life. Hopefully my dad sees this side of the fince before he dies. Hes in a good camp now he said. (Avon park)

[@angusseletto1511]

Man I'm sad to hear your story....I hope you see your Dad as often as you can and he's freed sooner than later❤

[@flrichardson398]

Can’t go a day without watching what you bring to this channel! Bring the guy on that went to prison at 16 and got 20 years (1) !

[@silasben-zoheth2639]

'You can love someone but still build up a wall....' Amen to that. Tried to explain that truth many times.

[@CashensPowerwashing]

when you dont know how to fix a certain situation that makes you or both of you uncomfortable then most times we humans tend to put up an emotional wall to "protect" ourselves. anyways its something ive been working on myself. i notice myself doing this from time to time and its a natural thing we do but it sucks. hug your loved ones and friends and family before its too late yall. just lost my grandma on july 12 and its been the hardest shit ive ever had to deal with. much love from st louis Missouri ✌

[@johnswaim3919]

FACTS

[@Strathaczar]

I went to Marine Corps boot camp in 1999, and number 4 is just as true to service members as it is prisoners. Mail call is a godsend and anytime you got a piece of mail it made your day. Although most service members are only away from their families/loved ones for months or a year/year and a half overseas compared to prisoners serving years, it still weighs just as heavily on them as it does prisoners. Your mind always plays tricks on you thinking your significant other is cheating, especially when you haven't heard from them in a few days. I can absolutely relate to that scenario.

[@justinjacob2944]

I watch these before work so I know where I'm headed if I snap Haha

[@MaryTheresa1986]

Me too! I can't go to prison because I'm fat and love home cooked meals too damn much!

[@martinprince7773]

Justin Jacob same

[@thinkbeforeyoureact2988]

🤣😂🤣😂

[@1deep499]

I need to start doing that myself...thanks bruh 👍🏾

[@scottstone1475]

My biggest fear is knowing what I can turn into. I feel like the Hulk waiting to snap and turn 7 ft and green.....id rather just be home with the family... If I went in I know I would never get out so I don't go out much. Lol. Truth be told

[@stevenhair6156]

One thing that makes you successful on this channel is your ability to talk about your fears as well as many other topics a lot of guys would not talk about. You are as real and you most likely are in every aspect of your life. Keep up the great work.

[@HappyQuailsLC]

Would you do a video on your tattoos and their meaning?

[@MC-rf8sx]

He always speak truth I respect that looking out good dude.. 1

[@ironrangerw6r1]

Hey man. I've been watching ya for about a year and a half. And really glad to see you doing well with this KZbin stuff. Congrats and keep up the good work

[@AmericanMadeAdventures]

This one was a hard reminder of losing my Uncle, cousin, grandma, dad and mom all while I was locked up. Not an easy thing at all.

[@peeron6829]

Hope you stay out for good now Bless you

[@jonhutchinson2902]

Jesus christ. What did they all die from or were you in for 20 years. Like God damn sounds like thr plague

[@PawgSlayer]

"Shit, I got 1 year left nd someone tell me to put in work. i be gone by 2am, they aint gonna see me ever again" 🤣🤣😂🤣 im dead lmao

[@Yashin184]

lmfao samee i was like YEA ME TOO

[@iKADAJx]

That shit was hilariuos!

[@Zazzaro703]

Every time I hear you talk about the dump game I think about the move from the undertaker called The Last Ride 😂.

[@Mr92cadi]

Alot of peoples last ride for real

[@mannyy4240]

Chokeslam from hell

[@336ncbenzo5]

Naw that kurt angle body slam 3 in a row

[@strongocho]

you better tuck that chin and try to take the slam on your back. good luck though. even then it is gonna knock the wind out of you and dude is probably going to mount you and smash your head into the ground with his fists.

[@calebjusticee]

TOMBSTONE WASTED

[@blakeferguson5322]

Definitely get the masked dude on here. If he's wearing a mask it probably means everything is true and he doesn't care about recognition.

[@simonestaunton257]

Agree 100%

[@horrorfiend7694]

Or it means he's......batman! Lol

[@steelerjayful]

Thank you for keeping it real. You are always 100 with your remarks. I watch you almost every day and learn something every time I see a video. Hopefully I never end up in jail or prison but if I do I’ve got you and your knowledge that you passed on to fall back on.

[@336ncbenzo5]

My biggest fear is something bad happening to my family and i wouldn't be there to protect

[@notfortheclout1181]

That's not your biggest fear. That's all you think about at first.

[@336ncbenzo5]

@@notfortheclout1181 that would be on my mind everyday not just at first. Especially if I'm active inside having to do shit that would push my date back

[@notfortheclout1181]

@@336ncbenzo5 yeah.. you would think that. (I would think about it everyday) But you can't. At first was the key. You have to learn to let it go. You weren't a great protector to get locked up. Now you're stuck and can't control a thing. You have to let that go. Or you will be putting in work. You have to learn to control your thoughts and emotions. Edit* if that makes sense?

[@336ncbenzo5]

@@notfortheclout1181 how much time have you done? Jail or prison?

[@notfortheclout1181]

@@336ncbenzo5 I haven't done much time. Went straight to max a yard though. So it was a new experience for me. And that's what I was taught by the ones doing long bids. "Can't let the streets eat you up". You can't control what's out there. But out there, I was near the top of the food chain. Before I fell. And most of us lived like law abiding citizens. Unless something needed to happen. Prison was a whole new ball game. And most people don't gaf about you when you and your money are gone. It's real hard to get past the lack of control at first. But you have to.

[@johnkidder440]

So Sorry To Here About Your Brother Its Hard Brother When You Lose Any Family Member But Losing A Mother And Brother like I did The World Is just Not The Same..Prayers to ya Brother.. Keep up the Great Talk Love It And Your For Real 100%..

[@fradafeltcher]

Dump game! Swear I was just thinking about one of your older videos you talking about this. Dump game is stuck in my head for ever!

[@toriyoung7591]

Thats why basic fighting skills are needed to not let that happen. Granted I'm built like a pitbull will strong af legs so easy for me to say 😂

[@arianaespinoza5465]

Amazing insight you got, love these videos! Been binge watching your channel for 3 days now lol

[@ycguerrier26]

Love will make you do crazy things.. when the heart goes heavy, the mind wont function...

[@nolanforcier1796]

Yo, most honest I've ever heard you speak Josh. All respect and nothing but. I relate on every level of everything you say. It takes the hardest of times, to survive, to reach the greatest of your own life. Keep preaching. I'll always keep listening and relating.

[@Al-ks2ym]

Death get Andy Roy on the show he’s a pro skater that did time in pelican bay back in the day

[@flcl01]

Easily could be one of the best stories on this channel dude is a character

[@prestige2000rider]

1) A whole world within a world. Straight up honest man !

[@dimmn82]

This actually brings up a solid question from me. How do other inmates react if someone loses someone while they were in prison?

[@MAtRiXAgEnTFoXMuLDeR]

As someone that lost someone while you was doing time I can say that everybody was very respectful and asking me if I was okay and guys even giving me hugs. Now I was cool with everybody mostly so yeah but the one thing he doesn't share on this channel is although there's alot of POS savages incarcerated there's also alot of really good dudes...

[@amandahussey3256]

Great topic! Re: Losing a loved one. You don’t get to say goodbye if you’re on death row either....even if you’re innocent!

[@whynawt]

1!! Idk why you even gotta ask smh bring em on

[@colinbradfield72]

Hey, this is one of the best, especially when you started talking about the whole Girlfriend wife thing. That’s super hard but I think it’s something every inmate deals with that. Has someone outstanding relationship before they going

[@tearnyscribner9146]

No matter who u are or how big u think u are,THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE BADDER!!!!!

[@gekko516]

The thought of losing a loved one and it might be selfish but the fear of my friends, my girl moving on and living their life without me scared the shit out of me.

[@ReyAllDayDotCom]

1 bring him on. Maybe see if he’ll compromise on being blurred out

[@billhammond2116]

I still write two men I played pinochle with. I know how much letters mean. And it means as much to me because it helps me remember where I was. I got out in April of 2020. I have a good woman and a good job. I am truly blessed. I even thanked the judge for giving me my time. Not sure if I could have gotten clean and been ready to stay that way without a two year break from the streets. Keep up the good work Josh, I enjoy your humor and how you keep it real.

[@Bkmorris216]

My step son....last time in lost his sister. My eyes were opened when I was trying to get him out for funeral....... they would allow him 15 min at casket.... no family contact and we would have to flip the bill for guards and transportation....a ton... couldn't get it done. He's in for non payment of child support.... not violent. A damn shame.!!!

[@stevemtc1]

B.k. Morris you mean because he’s behind on child support and couldn’t go to the immediate family’s funeral.

[@Bkmorris216]

@@stevemtc1 He was in for being behind on child support (even though child is over 18 now). And prisoners in Ky can only get a 24 hr leave for funeral, under excort, no contact (anyone), and 15 min at casket then had to go back. For that 15 min it would have cost us thousands

[@pyrusmcdougz3730]

You are a real dude ! I respect people who are real with themselves. Any other dude would be acting tough saying to never snitch wether the reason, when they would.

[@VeChainStacks]

1 but you gotta confirm on your end. He can't be hiding his identity from you. Can't have another liar

[@mskila]

I love your channel! May God continue to bless you and your family! Much love and respect. Keep up the good work! ✊🏾😉

[@km86901]

Death what is the possibility of getting some merchandise to CAPE TOWN SOUTH AFRICA

[@samuraisorrow9916]

hey the 502 sends love bro keep the good content up man . one of my favorite channels right here .

[@clevelandcbi]

According to my cuz, 1. Butthole 2. Staying 3. The 4. Same 5. Size

[@toriyoung7591]

Lmfao my dad had a friend that his brother got onto drugs went to prison then ling story short got his head bashed off a wall then big black bubba gave him stitches then he saved his medication in the hospital and killed himself.....Which its funny but fucked up and I feel bad for the guy No one deserves thag

[@ygdbanksairitout5148]

Hyprist 217k dude in a prison in Vegas name big pretty lol

[@thisusedtobeme]

@@toriyoung7591 the only way your story could be funnier would be if it happened to you.

[@anthonydilullo5794]

I liked the episode where ur daughters were saddened when u were gonna toss their tablets in the can, only to hear em scream with their new phones with ur picture on the screen. U do good work man.

[@edmiddleton4999]

1 bring him on and interview him. See what he has to say. It could be a great story

[@matthewgilliam5755]

Preach it my brother. Good content Death. Always enjoy listening to you. Keep it up.

[@haleynwilliampiatchek7929]

Yo showing respect been watching for a min keep pushing

[@daisyduke8139]

Your a very wise man Death!! Appreciate you helping people with your experiences!!!

[@nextari]

BiG UpS one of the best yet, honest straight talk about life.

[@randallsmith6506]

1.°°° Really enjoy this show.. My wife wants use her pass on him😂😂🎉

[@scottstone1475]

Lucky Josh.

[@dyrdek]

Yo josh I’m rewatching all your vids now finally got caught up and now I’m bored gotta get all the info back thru the brain keep it up !!

[@faridpoutine3647]

Love it 🤙🏻🤙🏻

[@adrianwiltshire9563]

Yes, bring him on. Great content!

[@planetian7173]

1. 1. 1. 1💀. Don't forget bout Hendrix. He had a mask kinda💀

[@jeromevinessr9496]

#1 keep up the good work bro 👊 23&1

[@karlchilders5420]

I always thought that getting taken in the backside like a Naval Officer was the top fear.. :)

[@strongocho]

5:44 that shit is so intense. Imagine thinking "one of us is never going to see this get untied"....

[@-DexterMorgan-]

1 especially if the other dude can say mask is good people

[@scorpionsaloon4169]

@10:52 I knew old Jody was going to come in to play. Good vid, Chef Death.

[@traviskyle3100]

Just blur his face its would come out better and then you could still connect to him. It will make you flow with him alot better if he's just blurred. Love the videos man

[@kingmares9798]

Just subscribed love and enjoy your videos😄

[@kikimcqueen8459]

I vote yes for interviewing mask guy

[@docd-monik4380]

The thing I'm most thankful for is that I was fortunate enough to be able to tell my mom how much she meant to me and will always mean to me, before she died. And I held her hand while she went. It was the worst day of my entire life and the hardest, most painful thing I've ever been thru, and I've been thru everything from being locked up to being homeless and sleeping in alleys, drug addiction, been beaten down and cut, even shot at. But *nothing* sucked as bad as watching mom die...BUT, I would go thru it all over again if I had to, because at least she died knowing how loved and appreciated she was and she was surrounded by the people she loved the most.

[@bernadettewilliams7697]

1 I watch crime shows that block out faces no difference on utube!!!! Let him tell his truth how he wants to tell and there is always paperwork that proves his story for the most part!!

[@mistygood9123]

I just wanna say ty for something so simple. The fact of how important it is for your loved one getting a letter. My man has been in sense nov 2015. He’s in Quehanna boot camp now. We were going strong w/ the letters for a good while. My life became more n more chaotic. Movin’ place to place. I will be honest i also became lazy. Relying on phone calls. Then when we didn’t have that the kiosk. My life became more chaotic dealing w/ family issues. Relying on the kiosk sure hasn’t served its purpose of reassuring him of all the love that i truly have for him. It’s gotten to a point where it’s making more serious issues between us. Him trusting me is a huge one. I literally have no time for any other man in my life. I’ve at least been here and will always be riding for him no matter what. My life still isn’t as settled as it could be. My depression gets in the way of things and i shut down. I finally got to the point where i can actually calm my mind and have that peace in order to write him again. This message actually stuck in my head. It hit me and i thought back to when we were actually writing letters. I truly understand that importance of that remembering of all the 6-8 pg letters i use to write. Im truly hoping i can turn this around w/ this paper again. Bring it to where it once was. I watch alot of your videos hoping to better understand things from his prospective and it has helped so much. Ty for all the much needed important info 💯💯👍🏽

[@xeaclareallen7974]

Even though I'm in the west coast prison system I love watching your videos cause your hella authentic (not to mention hot af)

[@DonaldRodgers-e9r]

I enjoy your content, I’ve been in and out my whole life. With 2 long stretches my first one 8 and hopefully my last one 12. I see that like me you still had some values and morals even when you were conducting your criminal behavior. Keep up the great job, thank you.

[@Solbeautyy]

1. Would like to hear the dudes story,,, yeah we won't be able to see facial expressions and all, but would still be interesting and a very unique video to have someone with a mask .💀

[@michaelparker9378]

Yo Death! You got me hooked on that 'Game of Thrones'. On Season 3 now. Thanks.

[@narutoneil11]

Early as hell lets gooo!, hope your day is going good death!

[@bigbeck3553]

Why does everyone call him death??

[@Macolicious88]

Big Beck his channel was originally called deathibring

[@Macolicious88]

Chimi Babasosa his channel was originally called “death” I bring. Key word being death.. that doesn’t answer your question ? Lol

[@Macolicious88]

Chimi Babasosa hahaha. Oh wow. Yes lol now I get you. My bad

[@archangel5627]

1 for yes! I’m absolutely intrigued! Whether it’s true or not if he needs to wear a mask, his story has to be a crazy one!

[@christopherzamora6672]

1...only if u get to pick the mask?!?! Haha

[@Little_Italy768]

Ol Death Always Giving Us That Solid Content #1

[@nolan2340]

Let’s get those ghost stories!

[@JorgeHernandez-zi3fu]

At 8:24😂😂sound exactly like sum i would say haha

[@rosetownstumpcity]

every once in a while i come back to the old videos and i just have to say.... god damn this is a great channel

[@djcodyt217]

1!! Bring him on ASAP! Excited to hear his story!!

[@antonioslifestyle4678]

I can sense the emotion in his vibe when he speaks in 11:35 . Love this channel man, you can definitely influence so many young dumb individuals with the way you tell your stories.

[@tommyd1655]

I did a bit in three different prisons the final seven months in solitary at the super max at oak park but honestly during my entire bit i feared one thing that being a phone call from home informing me that a family member has died fortunately it never happened to myself but I seen it happen countless times to fellow inmates and I seen even the most hardened inmate break down and cry

[@elpollo8950]

-- 1 -- just joined in the last few days and DAMN ... shout out from So Cal keep up the REAL TALK

[@jimmybrookins1354]

GOOD MORNING JOSH, I TOO LOST MY TWIN BROTHER TO AN OVERDOSE WHILE I WAS LOCKED UP, ALTHOUGH SAD AS IT IS,AT LEAST HE'S NOT SUFFERING FROM THE AGONY OF DRUG ABUSE AND ADDICTION. I MYSELF CURRENTLY HAVE 3 YEARS SOBRIETY FROM 22 YEARS OF HEROIN AND METH USE.,I, M TRULY SORRY ABOUT YOUR BROTHER, BUT PLEASE KNOW THAT GOD LOVES YOU VERY MUCH AND I ENJOY YOUR VIDEOS EVERY MORNING!!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY JOSH,AND GOD BLESS YOU AND UR FAMILY MEMBERS AS WELL!!.!!

[@mimIsra1]

You are a very affectionate person. I wish you well, and respect what you do with your vlog.

[@toolband1992]

Thanks for a very profound, honest and real fears that you try to allay but must be so hard. Ohh and a yes/1 to have the 'Father' of that kid who had been through absolute hell! Take care. :)

[@shawnsteed4140]

Bring him on the show, he should be a great inspiration to people who think it can't be done= One!!!

[@misterfive8158]

1 why not bro.. I think we'd all love to hear this.. Keep it up brother

[@jimidelgaudio2630]

I'm gone by 2am LoL Love your channel

[@ChalkandIron]

This episode hits, my mom passed away when I was locked up in VA on a 7 year bid. Tough times

[@jimferriter8813]

Never been to jail or prison and hope I never go there, but these videos still speak to me. Keep succeeding big dog

[@johnjanssen4532]

Hey Death, how's Grizzy doing? I rewatched your old episodes and said a prayer for him

[@dabayabado5098]

Death always shares good content love ur videos keep coming

[@maddisonsullivan5806]

Great video man!

[@andracadicecrawford4256]

Yooo bro, the eyes don't lie! And yours are def not lying!

[@gordonwright5324]

awesome video man !!

[@kathyborthwick6738LakotaEmoji]

1. - story is the most important and Major Respect either way- prefer not -however, it’s this man’s call!

[@sergiogm3137]

Make a vid about San quintin state prison

[@amedved1]

I'd be interested to hear about womens prisons. Or anything about Utah and the prisons here. I've spent time in county but I know its totally different. I've been binging your vids I love your content keep it coming

[@michellewomack3419]

1 bring him on! Good video as always Death 💯 Have a blessed day🙏

[@torylangley3747]

ayy man love your videos. something i haven't heard you talk about before is how you sleep when u get to jail. the way you put your mat and the way you face while sleeping is important. atleast in philly it is. especially if you are in a dorm you better make sure you are sleeping feet to feet with the person across from you.

[@freedomchasers8318]

1. Letters are very powerful especially when they don't come out at all. Lockdown 24/7 😭🙅🏻‍♀️💔

[@someguyontheinternet-]

#5 is literally the worst on the list. Fighting, assaults, new charges.... everything else is nothing compared to being incarcerated and losing someone you love. In prison, you don't always have the ability to grieve, you aren't around your family, you don't have any alone time.... for a person going through that, seeing everything being "business as usual" and/or smiling or anything else except what you are feeling will make a person become bitter at the whole world. When you're in an environment full of negativity and you've had a serious loss and your heart is really hurting, sometimes making someone else feel pain is their only reprieve. A personal hardship can very easily become a very volatile situation, especially in a close-quarters environment.

[@wilkelley9319]

Great Bridge boi checking in

[@morallybiased1772]

When you detach from habits you will feel it . Energy is real. Your comfort zone, something changed therefore you change.

[@sean7625]

My big brother passed when I was in I looked up to him to him he was bad back then but he had a good job watching his kids bought a house 6 months later I went in and then a year later they told he passed that was hard can't say goodbye can't go to the funeral but they showed me a video of his funeral when I got out it was tough to watch

[@gregreeb4729]

Sorry for ur loss