This song definitely hits different when you get out of a toxic relationship and try to move on but those memories are still there. No matter how hard you try to forget the past ALWAYS peaks through somewhere and leaves you disabled at times. But we gotta adjust our crown 👑 and keep it pushin’! Thank you for ALWAYS keepin’ it real with your “bars”
@tangied26943 жыл бұрын
‼️❤️🩹
@cassiecooper31253 жыл бұрын
Especially when you have a child with the abuser it really hurts but I don’t want my son to not know his dad so I have to deal with him on a weekly basis
@kayleeholloway75913 жыл бұрын
Felt this when I just got outta toxic relationship💔. Gotta keep y’all heads up ladies 🤞🏼🤷🏼♀️
@kaysanbradshaw02293 жыл бұрын
The healing after is is amazing so keep healing and glowing🌞😌
@LittlexThinqs123 жыл бұрын
Me right now I just got out of a toxic relationship you are so right about that I can’t stop thinking about the memories
@natashasantiaga4573 Жыл бұрын
This song hits hard when leaving a narcissistic toxicity type relationship 😢
@lakishiaharrell9047 Жыл бұрын
I swear
@brittanymarie92637 ай бұрын
Absolutely
@Doubles8 Жыл бұрын
THANK YOU THIS WAS VERY MUCH NEED IT❤ 5 yrs of abuse 💔💔💔 BUT GOD 🙏🏼🤍 am thankful grateful blessed to be alive healing it’s only been 7mths of breakup some ppl ask y you ain’t leave the most hardest shit to do n where am from cops n just the state it’s self don’t give a fuck about Domestic violence I had to protect my family but it was the most 😢😢😢 ladies love on ya self don’t give to much of ya selves n love it stared off all gd until I seen the demon side Ty
@aasiyah-j5o Жыл бұрын
this songs hits so deep when you think of it in your perspective
@smwargang2753 Жыл бұрын
For me I was only 14, he took everything away from me, my free spirit, my happiness, my self convenience. We were together for 6 1/2 years, and he never changed. He hurt me in many ways than one. Even though I'm no longer with him, I'm still never the same.
@rebeccastauffer70763 жыл бұрын
Sad how many women can relate to a abusive relationship! All we wanted was love .
@Brianna-jj2kn Жыл бұрын
Exactly
@chrystalalbarran5594 Жыл бұрын
That part 💯💯💯
@chrystalalbarran5594 Жыл бұрын
How deeply I needed to hear this song thank you
@TashaniqueBeckford Жыл бұрын
Emotional abused 😢
@anthonyhill4943 Жыл бұрын
You know what i can relate
@queenkstella Жыл бұрын
just got out of a toxic and abusive relationship of 5 years , there was a lot that I was in denial about while in it that I’m actually seeing now , he scarred my heart and now I’m scared to love again. I’m done this time . But the hardest part is we have a child together so I’ll never fully move on because he still has to see his daughter and have a relationship and that brings back trauma for me speaking to him and seeing him. I wish it wasn’t this way but this song keeps me positive ❤
@jodisarabia254710 ай бұрын
I wish I had this song to listen to when I was going through bad relationships but I have young daughters I'll be playing this song for them .
@sandyphutseevong60203 жыл бұрын
I’ve been waiting for this song to drop… to help me get through all this break up… been with him for 5 yrs and finally let go… couldn’t deal with the abuse anymore… verbally and physically
@a10ash423 жыл бұрын
You deserve love not pain
@sandyphutseevong60203 жыл бұрын
Thank you. And no I don’t. But apparently his words exactly was “if you were prettier and lost a few pounds I wouldn’t be treating you like this” “you’re exactly my biggest down fall”
@a10ash423 жыл бұрын
I love people for who they are and their personality
@a10ash423 жыл бұрын
And I love you soldier keep fighting the good fight
@a10ash423 жыл бұрын
Life is harder without you
@christalcamberg68783 жыл бұрын
Absolutely does hit different when u been in a toxic relationship and survived to tell about it I love it
@hairypoppinsgaming Жыл бұрын
One squad family. We love you from the start ❤
@adriansoto50183 жыл бұрын
This song fucken hit bruh 😭😭😭😭
@oliviapressnell31343 жыл бұрын
Song hit so close for me. Going through a 4 yr marriage -divorce n this song makes sense
@crystalbabyangerstein1696 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely love this song after a toxic relationship pick up you’re crown you’re a queen king to all of us guys and girls
@NatashaRoss-c5b10 ай бұрын
Dam this song hits that soft spot hard Be the QUEEN U R CUZ SOMETIMES U GOTTA DO WHAT'S BEST 4 U ITS GONNA HURT LIKE HELL BUT BE SO WORTH IT 1 DAY
@JulioGonzalez-ns1bk Жыл бұрын
To yall ladies out there going Tru an abusive relationship remember yall are queens and yall deserve nothing but the best! Keep yall head up yall are beautiful queens!! You have the strength to ok getvoutvthat relationship for every queen there a king everything will fall into place all in due time shine bright!!
@williamrivera4522 Жыл бұрын
This shit hit different when your in a similar situation
@chrissybabyee73573 жыл бұрын
One squaddddd 4life😈
@lauraandujar41303 жыл бұрын
Finally I can play it on blast story of my life but music like this is my therapy keep up the great work you do god continue to bless you with your amazing talent 🔥🔥🔥🎧🤍💯
@KINGBEACH123 жыл бұрын
Yes he does got a talent and
@auhishabaker58712 жыл бұрын
I'm 41 and hate you being so young to pull letters into words pushing into lyrics so deep that hits my heart or that my heart felt every words in this. Either way my 15 yo brought this song to me. And play it on repeat most days. Love it so much.
@mybabyn0072 жыл бұрын
This song definitely have u thinking different bout yo next relationship
@kristybatzer30393 жыл бұрын
Got out of an abusive, toxic relationship earlier this year and this song definitely hits home
@taayyytaayyy3 жыл бұрын
This hit hard asf when you get out of a mental abusive relationship. Cause that is a different kind of hurt 💔🤕
@aliciazaragoza12813 жыл бұрын
I'm adding this to my workout playlist this shit is real. It hurts so freakin bad. Ugh i hate crying but i know it's the best way to heal...
@alienhitman13 жыл бұрын
You got this and you are one step closer ☺️
@sararoark7108 Жыл бұрын
@@alienhitman1l
@lalaleal22373 жыл бұрын
I’m currently in a toxic relationship and lm finding the strength to walk away. Its not physical abuse but this emotional abuse is seriously killing me. It’s no lie that it’s hard. God help me please!
@christinafrazier902510 ай бұрын
emotional/mental abuse in my experience is for sure the hardest forms of abuse to deal with. I pray to God that you also get the strength to walk away✨
@brittanymarie92637 ай бұрын
You can do it! Run! Heal ! ❤️❤️🩹
@ryleighmother90011 ай бұрын
I love this song it hits different ❤❤❤
@elektragamble55683 жыл бұрын
Domestic violence awareness. Hope this song helps a lot of people. #1squadfamily
@danellewilhoit76293 жыл бұрын
This song is the shit for real.... I've with this guy been with for bout 6 years now. Met him when I was 16.. he wasn't abusive at first. But then ends up changing all of sudden. Is physically and mentally abusive now... And it's harder to leave when it doesn't start from the beginning like that. Like they mask themselves at first of someone their not. Then years later show the real person they are...He says he blames his father. And he is only like this because he watched his dad beat his mother growing up. But I don't see that as an excuse.. I also grew up with a father that was physically and mentally abusive towards me , but he ended up changing..Some say that's why I stay in this relationship.. Is because I'm used to it.. I feel it's normal, because of how my dad was to me growing up.. My father was in his 60's when he changed... So I always believe the guy I'm with will... It's so fucking hard. I tell myself everyday "I'm leaving, fuck this I'm done." But I CANT GET MYSELF TO TRULY DO IT. I feel like I need him in my life for whatever reason it may be!..... So everyone who ever truly left, and did it even though it was hard... You are strong.... I wish I could be like that... I just wish he could change.. God Bless all...
@babyboo686968693 жыл бұрын
You did that King. Keep pushing forward and never give up.
@myacalvillo3713 жыл бұрын
Amazing song 🎶 finally it’s outt ‼️‼️Dude Staying on Repeat 🔂🥺Hit me into my heart
@InesNkenga Жыл бұрын
I’ve never been in a abusive relationship before, . I have been in a relationship where I had no love. I was always giving I was always there for the people I didn’t mean to me we were both screaming and each other, and into those woman who has been in abusive relationship I am very very sorry. You guys deserve better. You guys deserve the world and I’m so glad for those people who decided to get out of the relationship to focus more on them self. Some Self up and encourage others to-each other as well. Stay blessed and thank you for the artist for thinking about that because of a woman I’m thinking about it as well my mom as well.
@zoecollazo50483 жыл бұрын
He’s the 🐐 for this song ♥️
@tottywat3 жыл бұрын
1 Squaddddd 💪🏾💯
@killuazoldyck73503 жыл бұрын
Iv been waiting for this song to drop to help me get over my abusive ex
@hegedusmate98443 жыл бұрын
Im just waiting for him to blow up and go viral
@brittanymarie92637 ай бұрын
So sad to see how many of us just wanted love… I’m sorry for all the ones here that have hurt in your heart, I hope we can all heal
@carterwhitlock48783 жыл бұрын
Counting down for this amazing song to drop & get me through this breakup, & stay strong enough to not go back!!
@KINGBEACH123 жыл бұрын
Yessss me to Carter this break up has been rough but tottywat he my respect he makes damn good music tbh it's unbelievable,
@AshleyHughes-so1un Жыл бұрын
I know that’s rite
@angellove13454 күн бұрын
I love this song I am crying 😢right now and every time I leave an abusive relationship this song hits so hard.
@jadahutchings24833 жыл бұрын
This song still hits a different way 😭😭💔💔
@KINGBEACH123 жыл бұрын
Man gotta say #jess.L, ik shit be hard, but I'll never do u like they did u beautiful, I love you with all my strength and power, with out u I'm like a remote with out it's batteries, it sucks we ain't together rn with all the memories we have, ik u truly love me and u know I'm truly loving you, I love you so much J.L
@jessicalowery31223 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much ! I love you ❤️😔
@KINGBEACH123 жыл бұрын
@@jessicalowery3122 I love you
@zoyabullard47303 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS SONG THIS SONG IS DEFINITELY HITS DIFFERENT WHEN U JUST COME OUT A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP ON G I HVAE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SONG TO COME OUT
@destinylawhorn3903 жыл бұрын
This song was much needed!!!!!
@pasheahaht70962 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. Going to court soon for the abuse and to fight for full of my kids. He’s still in jail right now but 3 years and my kids seeing it and I finally have the strength to fight .
@Caro-qb6nu Жыл бұрын
Going through the same thing abused physically, mentally, and financially. 7 years, 2 kids. Going to court against him, I left him one year ago, and he has been in prison since. I still receive messages from his friend and family. Whatever I do, they still find me.. i hope one day it will all be in the past..
@mikeyquintana34783 жыл бұрын
Tottywat is an amazing person his songs comes from his heart
@sadespivey755 Жыл бұрын
I love this song and he said everything I felt fr
@pauulara41763 жыл бұрын
Tomorrow work out this song defff on replay idcccc 😔😔😔
@brittanybrigman17733 жыл бұрын
Heard this song from TikTok! Thank you it’s hard going through things in life with a relationship! Was only good from the start. ! This song hit home run. I love it all.
@carolinamaes7932 жыл бұрын
JUST GOT THIS FR TIKTOK 🎶 I LOVE THIS 🙌 🔥👑
@marinaandelkovic2898 Жыл бұрын
2 years on and I never thought I’d listen to this song in the same mental place as I did when it first dropped… will always be grateful for you writing this and sharing it with the world. I wish you could understand the incredible impact it has.
@Mitsuki.S-c7j3 жыл бұрын
Yo I really love this song so much- I’m just a 16 yrs old artist that plans on drawing this out. I hadn’t had my own personal bf that’s physically done this to me,but I’ve seen it with my own eyes and been a little through it. Sadly- I think of my mom when I heard this first before me. My mom isn’t perfect-..but she tries her hardest everyday and gave me opportunity when she didn’t have the same. Again,I thank you for making this. ❤️
@dannithoupos82172 жыл бұрын
This hit deep 😭
@carolgasper1710 Жыл бұрын
Magnificent. You brought a smile to me. 😊 Thanks.
@KINGBEACH123 жыл бұрын
Amen shout to tottywat amen, love this song already
@KINGBEACH123 жыл бұрын
That's why I treat a women with respect
@keatonrogers39703 жыл бұрын
Saved my life bro, I was gonna leave this world tonight untill I found you about a hour ago. I need more bro!
@ginger56492 жыл бұрын
Damn this song hits home for me
@6677kara3 жыл бұрын
I need an hour version of this song
@zahraal-sultani95653 жыл бұрын
Played this at night and it really made me remember a lot, the feeling is unexplainable… I love this song 🥺
@Jasmine-sb8oq Жыл бұрын
Hit right in the feels exactly what I’m going through right now I hope everyone’s better. ✨
@TheJwp89 Жыл бұрын
Me and u both i fuked up real bad wish we could turn the hands of time to fix one screw up and just continue from there
@hannahtrigg43632 жыл бұрын
Just seen this on your tiktok & had 2 listen 2 the hole song. This hits hard when been in a physical & mental abuseive relationships. I'm out of them now but the pain they did still is there. No matter how try & for them & move on.. a lot of people forget there is after pain that they still cause. So needed 2 listen to this is true feelings.
@Meowmeowbyebye Жыл бұрын
I love this so much. ❤️🌻
@Meowmeowbyebye Жыл бұрын
3 listens in a row while I glare at him on the couch. 🤣
@johanna39803 жыл бұрын
I saw this on TikTok and downloaded it and now and it's become my #1 song now
@jordynengland9474 Жыл бұрын
This song is so good & shows so much.
@dominiquewilliams88943 жыл бұрын
This song definitely hit hard ❤️
@jadamckinney4453 жыл бұрын
Dis been on repeat since it dropped its fye🔥🔥🔥🔥
@tottywat3 жыл бұрын
Glad you like it💯🙏🏾
@jadamckinney4453 жыл бұрын
@@tottywat yea i do it really helps how i feel
@jenm99433 жыл бұрын
been on repeat nonstop!!!!
@brittanyward94063 жыл бұрын
This song always helps me throw my bad days.. makes me cry when I listen to the lyrics this the shit real its like its me sing this song but yu sang it for us girls 😍😞😣
@Neytirifan12753 жыл бұрын
Here i am on the bus just bobbing my head to this song
@chasemedicinecrane29533 жыл бұрын
Dis is da best one yet 🔥🔥🔥
@vegamedina2893 жыл бұрын
What is this language u type? This is gone sounds? Phhhht
@lazyraggs_official3 жыл бұрын
bro u inspired me to start rappin about my actual life and tbe things i go throu onna daily basis..preciete you bro🙏🇿🇦🇿🇦🇿🇦🇿🇦
@Veronica_2103 жыл бұрын
Here before this blows up 🙏🏽❤️ Love your music!
@tottywat3 жыл бұрын
Letss blow it up💪🏾💯
@wafflejustme38973 жыл бұрын
1squad 🔥
@86sparkles3 жыл бұрын
This song spoke to me thank you
@rishabarnes2936 Жыл бұрын
New theme song 15 yrs all the struggles I rocked through now it's nothing and neither am I 💔💔💔💔
@nicolepeyton86882 жыл бұрын
This song literally hits home considering I just got out of a toxic relationship!! Love it tho!
@susansmith25743 жыл бұрын
When I first I heard this song I cry
@taylorcooper41923 жыл бұрын
Same
@chibabyalexander343 жыл бұрын
You are a sweetheart, you a peace maker some women need this . I’m happy that you made this ❤️😞‼️ keep doing what your doin . I was in a bad relationship 4 years I thought it was a fairytale it wasn’t .! I love you for makin this song
@pixiepower23203 жыл бұрын
This hit hard
@cynthiapaquette47089 ай бұрын
I listened to this song before still but now that i listen to it after a toxic abusive relationship, it feels much different. I dont love him anymore but the memories, good and bad, are still there
@MirandaGriffith-re5hn9 ай бұрын
Thank you for making this song the beat is perfect for it too I have it on repeat on my bad days and it helps me heal thank you
@carrieblakey6512 Жыл бұрын
My new favorite person.
@mizpaty5053 жыл бұрын
I love it bro thank you. I just got out of a very abusive mentally physically emotionally soul tearing relationship... Thank you for the reminder to lift up my crown..
@xo.kalleiigh3 жыл бұрын
Oh Gosh I Love It!!! 😩
@ew30463 жыл бұрын
I love this song. It hits home for me. Tottywat you are somebody i wish i knew. You have a few songs that i can relate too. 1 squad baby!
@Stizvy3 жыл бұрын
all i have to say is he is a leeend in my heart
@dianejennings83923 жыл бұрын
You got this
@earthangel88843 жыл бұрын
Love this song. It's like u singing this for me
@ariii_peters48943 жыл бұрын
This is sooo underrated 💕🥺
@mjsartorius34163 жыл бұрын
Kinda obsessed with this song
@jasminegrover1142 Жыл бұрын
I felt this song in my soul I was left with scars physically and mentally and now that I have a good guy it's hard to let him in sometimes but I always try to push through I went through 4 years of abuse and I made it out of that every time someone likes this I will listen to this song now ❤
@inikia3 жыл бұрын
I’m so feeling this song!!!! I love it!!❤️
@stephanielefchick17212 жыл бұрын
I love this song
@kimbader20482 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this song ❤️
@dillonperrine16653 жыл бұрын
Bro thx fam
@arayaneemaratita59163 жыл бұрын
Needed I love this song, exactly how I feel or going through
@rizzoprod3 жыл бұрын
this man goin up soon!!
@samanthabarnes43873 жыл бұрын
I see tootywat on tick tock and I like the lyrics as they resemble my past so I KZbin the songs you make...really can relate...even from the 🇬🇧
@ciarathemoon55183 жыл бұрын
Yes I love this song thank you for making the songs you do I love you!!!!!
@nananana8944 Жыл бұрын
This song hits me 😢
@janeegoods46553 жыл бұрын
Omg found this on TikTok Nd 🥰🔥
@jamimarie1633 жыл бұрын
So excited u dropped it ive been waiting for this😭💔💯💯😞
@NicoleHensley-ow8gu10 ай бұрын
This song is the best song ever
@thelifeofcarma93563 жыл бұрын
Omg I needed this song right thank u so much I love this song ❤❤🥺🥺💕