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Zach H
Traitor - Official Audio
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Lyrics:
When I look at all my family and friends I subside
Cause I am a stranger
"Why?" they'll ask me and I'll smile and then answer with lies
Cause I am a faker
They'll say "A faker tells lies to cover up crimes" and they're right
Cause I'm a betrayer
And I'm sorry I regret it but truth can't be denied
Cause I am a traitor, ah!
There has got to be a reason that I feel so sad
That I strive to be perfect, that I put on every mask
When I have great life and I got both mom and dad
What's the answer? Always searchin', then occurring at last
Get ready for the fall, I am broken, aren't we all?
Am I the only one that has yet to evolve?
I betrayed you, I'm a traitor, keep it hidden, foolish call
I'm coming clean I'm sick of always living in the wrong
I failed you and I'm sorry, now I battle with my shame
Cause I kept going back even when I hated the stupid thing
Some might say it's fun, but this is not a game
Cause I heard lies telling me that I'll always be the same!
"You're never gonna change and you will never be free (free)!
You'll always be stuck here that I guarantee!"
I know it's not true, but I started to believe all the lies that they speak
And that I'll die under lock and key!
When I look at all my family and friends I subside
Cause I am a stranger
"Why?" they'll ask me and I'll smile and then answer with lies
Cause I am a faker
They'll say "A faker tells lies to cover up crimes" and they're right
Cause I'm a betrayer
And I'm sorry I regret it but truth can't be denied
Cause I am a traitor, ah!
I am such a hypocrite, I do the stuff I hate
And then say I'm sorry and that I'll never do it again
I feel like I mean it, soon I get way to weak
And I spiral down and fall for the exact same thing in shame!
You'd really rather have some seconds of so-called "pleasure"
Then when you are done with the feeling it will never measure up
To the shame and guilt that overwhelms you
Ever-present, never-ending, feels like it'll be there forever?!
You'd sabotage all of your relationships for that?
Ya, I know it's stupid! God, help me cause I hate where I'm at!
I hate it but I do it again and again, and it is so sad!
But I am so glad
That I'm coming clean now, I know I've broken trust
And I've hurt me and hurt you I look at myself in disgust
I know that I did wrong and I'm a traitor I just
Hope you can forgive me, I'm done now
Love, Zach
Forever Endeavoring so we're not Forever Alone 🖤