Trigger Warning! This was supposed to be about 2025 goal setting, but turned very emotional.

[@thehopefulbudgeter]

Here tuned in. Praying for you and your healing. U are not alone. Big Hugs to you. 🫂

[@chaoswithsusan]

Thank you SO much for your prayers. Today is a better day.

[@techrevival]

good

[@SimplyKatieWalks]

Thank you. Ive cried all day, i cried with you. Thank you for speaking. ❤

[@chaoswithsusan]

I'm so sorry you'be been having a bad day. Sometimes, it is just really hard to put feelings into words. Like I said, this was supposed to be about goal setting and went off on an ADD fueled tangent. It did stop raining for a little while, though, so I got to go outside and get a little fresh air and break. Feeling much better after a good cry. Again, I'm so sorry you've had a hard day. You are loved ❤

[@SimplyKatieWalks]

@chaoswithsusan you are loved as well. Life is not all sunshine and roses.

[@50toinfinityatleast]

I have a really hard time sitting goals. You are not alone in that. And I have ADHD apparently so my brain is everywhere but where I want it to be sometimes lol.

[@chaoswithsusan]

@@50toinfinityatleast I really thought I was the only one. I look around and it sometimes feels like everyone has it all together, except me. I KNOW that’s not true. But it’s a struggle. I think that’s why I probably overshare on her. I never want another person to feel alone. If I figure out how to set some goals, I’ll sure let you know!

[@50toinfinityatleast]

@@chaoswithsusan yes please do. Lol. I’m finishing the video I had to stop. I had other things that had to be done so I paused your video and I’m gonna finish watching it, but I am with you. I am very cold. I don’t think either one of us way very much it doesn’t look like you do. And I think we’re the same age. If I’m not mistaken we talked about that in comments one time so I can really relate to you. all the things you’re saying, make perfect sense to me and I’m really glad we connected on here. Like I made that one video about you’re not alone you’re really not. I need to put an email address on my channel so if anybody ever wants to email me, they’ll know how to do it. I’m gonna finish the video now and I’ll probably have another comment and that probably won’t be a bad thing because they help with your engagement :-) I’m proud of you for sharing everything that you’re sharing though. It’s very good for us. It’s important to be able to do that.

[@50toinfinityatleast]

I do pray. I believe in Jesus and healing. And like I said, I identify with you in so many ways. I will pray for you. Pray for peace and everything. I’ve had a really rough time myself recently with seasonal affective disorder and depression and now even some physical things are bothering me out of the blue sort of. Although I’m pretty sure it’s anxiety manifesting itself in my body because I’m so anxious. It’s crazy what our body does to us to tell us that we need to stop being so worried. I wish it was that easy. But no again that you’re not alone I’ll be praying for you and I’m thinking of you and we’re gonna be successful on this platform. I know we are. also, we feel exactly the same way about Christmas. I get anticipatory anxiety before all the holidays strike and that makes my seasonal depression stuff go through the roof. Which is why I’m battling some you know rather unpleasant physical things right now and do not tell yourself that you’re an example for people to know what not to do. I think you’re a very strong woman you’re coming on as a friend of mine said in a video earlier today coming on the Internet in front of everybody and you are showing your vulnerability. That is one of the strongest things you can do. You don’t have to have a goal in mind that is very very specific. You just have to know that you want to continue to do your best. The best you can every day. OK again lots of love and blessings.

[@chaoswithsusan]

wow. Now, I'm crying, again. But, these are happy tears, and tears of compassion. It's almost as if the world wants us to think we are alone in our feelings, and that something is wrong with us. But, I think it's people don't want to talk about uncomfortable things. I believe it's important to talk about those things, because you never know who needs to hear your words. Thank you for your prayers, and for your openness and honesty. I hope anyone who watches this knows that this a place where we can be vulnerable and talk about 'real' things. I don't know exactly how old you are, but hormones wreck us. Physically, and emotionally. When I finally went to a doctor who did lots of bloodwork and looked at all of my levels, she found that my hormones were all out of what, my vitamin D was extremely low, and my thyroid wasn't working like it should. It's been a process, a journey, of trying different dosages and repeating lab work. But, it has made a tremendous difference. I am going to fight my way through this time of year. When I set up my December planner, I pulled affirmations about the month, and the one that resonates today is, "I can get through this holiday season, because I've done it so many times before." Hugs and prayers to you. Thank you for sharing your heart.