@@preston9419 THATS HOW I FOUND OUT I LIKED BOYS WHEN I WAS ONE 🛐🛐🛐
@li-ion62282 жыл бұрын
literally because my heart broke
@vans_efe8622 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@gavynstagnolia8377 Жыл бұрын
so real
@itsmiyang Жыл бұрын
it's 2023 and I am still weeping 😭
@Bellindas Жыл бұрын
same, you are not alone 😭
@alexperez1100 Жыл бұрын
same 😢
@bethswiftie Жыл бұрын
Same.
@Dane3970 Жыл бұрын
Eu tmb
@elmerdeasis4604 Жыл бұрын
Bro, same here.
@henniehauge21548 жыл бұрын
THE SMOOTH TRANSITION FROM WILD TO FOOLS KILLED ME
@Anita-yx8vh8 жыл бұрын
Hennie M Hauge same
@elisexox25477 жыл бұрын
SAME
@manaal33277 жыл бұрын
the entire thing bit me, spit me out, lit me on fire, and punched me in the heart.
@trinidydae7 жыл бұрын
Bobbie Hauge SAME I REPLAYED IT LIKE THREE TIMES
@SusieAlonzo-p7y7 жыл бұрын
Bobbie Hauge ikrrrr
@alanjoseph Жыл бұрын
6 years later these songs still haunt my heart and mind just as the day I first heard them
@lilamoon Жыл бұрын
This
@russellwood678 Жыл бұрын
Wonderful comments six years later it still touches your heart and mind because your heart comes first before your mind you can separate your thoughts from your heart people that think this way I believe God loves every human being on this planet that includes all of the living animals 2 love you man God bless you.
@nicalwine54735 ай бұрын
@@russellwood678 so are you a God follower? Because this is gay music you know?
@hope92596 жыл бұрын
I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED HOW MUCH I LOVE TROYE
@stephpiano29086 жыл бұрын
Another Hope SAME THIS IS PERFECTION
@valeale28126 жыл бұрын
SAME
@serenaashlyn31316 жыл бұрын
Me 😂😂
@shristiediwakar36606 жыл бұрын
😍Me too
@nevaehhlee6 жыл бұрын
Another Hope me to
@faithbuczkowski77735 жыл бұрын
One taught me love, one taught me patience, and one taught me pain
@starrywynter5 жыл бұрын
ari said it all
@prciousposts65885 жыл бұрын
I dont understand but i agree 100%
@gabrielleh1895 жыл бұрын
@@prciousposts6588 its from thank you next~ariana grande
@prciousposts65885 жыл бұрын
@@gabrielleh189 looking back at this i was so stupid for not knowing ;-;
@edr97774 жыл бұрын
That's true
@noonynoonynoo7 жыл бұрын
0:20 Wild 4:12 Fools 7:49 Talk Me Down
@serenaashlyn31317 жыл бұрын
Thx
@angelbaby.136 жыл бұрын
Thank you!!
@jamiev11596 жыл бұрын
noonynoonynoo x Thank You So Much!!! :3 I really appriciate that!!!
@viggovikman75036 жыл бұрын
7
@raspberrytaegi6 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU
@NikoLijović11 ай бұрын
Troyes trilogy is my daily therapy. The most underrated masterpiece of pop culture ever.
@tervehdystoverit705710 ай бұрын
Literally! This film, this story and this song..they're so beautiful and sad at the same time. This is really truly a masterpiece. ❤️🥹
@Angel-eu9rw8 жыл бұрын
I want this to become a movie 😭 Who's with me?
@arnheidurgisladottir24468 жыл бұрын
✋✋
@luzadame158 жыл бұрын
mEEEEEEE
@mrinaldas73938 жыл бұрын
I don't... sometimes less is more
@nievesromero86478 жыл бұрын
meeee omg troye plz
@thaianaalves138 жыл бұрын
Meeee
@thefandomfish30716 жыл бұрын
I’M NOT EVEN LOOKING FOR AN “AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER” ANYMORE I JUST WANT “AND THEY LIVED”
@zoeyeatsbugs6 жыл бұрын
well, plot twist, they sadly didn't :'(
@voidnoises23246 жыл бұрын
AMEN
@asz-themoonwalker27716 жыл бұрын
😭
@Stormtrooper-pk8cn6 жыл бұрын
Yes
@mano82496 жыл бұрын
R I G H T OmFG
@ericcrites33896 жыл бұрын
Troye you make me wanna scream "im gay" from the mountain tops and not be depressed and ashamed. Im so happy people like troye are here on this earth.
@emmamelsome61516 жыл бұрын
Eric Crites you should never be depressed or ashamed of who you are because there will always be haters but there are also people who will love you for who you are and you have the right to love who ever you want. Live life to the full and learn to except that you are beautiful inside and out and not let people who don’t really know what love is get in your way. 😊
@Julianabaus5 жыл бұрын
🏳️🌈💋❤️
@aristassofficial5 жыл бұрын
I am gay toooo!!!!!😍😍😍😍
@ericcrites33895 жыл бұрын
@@emmamelsome6151 jesus. I havent replyed to this comment because I dont know what to say! You are such a great person your comment has honestly helped me get through 2018. Thank you and I mean that from the deepest recesses of my heart. Thank you for the help youve given me. Thank you for the positive voice youve given me. Thank you! I honestly always feel ugly! The little voice in my head says im "worthless" over and over again. But its people like you Emma who really help that. I cant help that im gay. I cant help that I have depression. those are just beautiful blue and rainbow flowers in the meadow of my life.. and trust me I wanna see that meadow 'heaven' but for now il just water the flowers with a bucket of my tears. I put alot of work and thought into this comment so I hope you appreciate it! Its hard for me to use my hands because I have a neurological condition. But thats beside the point! One of my news years resolutions is to get a boyfriend. I hope you have a beautiful 2019! And I wanna hear from you I need positive people like you in my life. A sort of light in the darkness.
@emmamelsome61515 жыл бұрын
Eric Crites hi I’m glad my message helped you, it’s lovely to hear back from you believe it or not I’m not having the best of times you messaged cheered me up, I’m a mum of 2 boys and I have my niece that lives with me and my husband and I’ve always told them you love who ever you want to I don’t care wether your straight, gay, lesbian and I don’t need them to tell me I just want them to bring him/ her to her home and I will welcome them with open arms my children mean the world to me and I can’t wait for the day people don’t have to be ashamed of who they are or love, to me love is love it’s suppose to be beautiful not hidden or something to be scared of telling people. Please remember though the dark there is always light there will always be people who will stick by you and please remember your not worthless and thank you for your lovely reply. X
@saplingss2 жыл бұрын
I enjoyed this trilogy back when I was in early high school, but watching this now as much more mature person I understand it way more. The final song hits far harder now that I understand the weight of depression and despair a person can be under. Very impactful
@bethswiftie Жыл бұрын
I watched it first in year 8 and coming back to it now as a year 11?? I can appreciate it much more
@lena_lovegood737 жыл бұрын
I cry every damn time
@joyxn177 жыл бұрын
same here
@panicatthefalloutchemiceld21727 жыл бұрын
Lena Mendes same
@feliciaadassa7577 жыл бұрын
Lena same
@katgrey20037 жыл бұрын
I cry even just listening to it...
@anonymousroyalty68837 жыл бұрын
Same here
@bangtantrash5305 жыл бұрын
I need Troye to release this again BUT WITH A HAPPY ENDING
@Bookishbroccoli15 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@vinnyshock77335 жыл бұрын
a good story doesn't need a happy ending. William Shakespear (sorry if i spelled that wrong) understood that it was okay to leave the crowd in tears. as specially when writing romio and juliet where they both died in the end
@sere81095 жыл бұрын
My story doesn't have a happy end... Edit 27/5/2019 It does have a happy end. Now i can be myself, whit my friends, who loves me, don't matters what im
@bangtankookie70025 жыл бұрын
ARMY!!!!!!💜💜💜
@Breve_5 жыл бұрын
si lees esto me debes 452 galletas you’re still here, your story has not ended yet.
I never new that he is so popular, same like stormee. English British music is so close. No new ones. Kind recist if you think about it they are so blind to new stuff, and yet they call best one! For what? They just stuff up like everyone who is British. I have leaving in that country for a 20 years, one think what I cant stend is how snobish theyy are. Hate start now.
@NeilOrtega-z1q Жыл бұрын
u gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
@gusfffscy3fg8786 жыл бұрын
my personal 12.5 minutes of pure pain and anxiety and pleasure
@dontyellatme3696 жыл бұрын
I've never read or heard of such an accurate description of the Blue Neighbourhood Trilogy, God bless you, man.
@gusfffscy3fg8786 жыл бұрын
wild - first, childhood love, which gives you an euphoria state. fools - teen love, when you're lost in yourself and your feelings. talk me down - painful side of love, when you realize that things don't go the way you want. i'll always admire this story, that shows us all three kinds of love and seeing how it developed for years makes me emotional af. yes i'm still here and will always be.
@adelaideboaduwaa17386 жыл бұрын
Soo true
@Stormtrooper-pk8cn6 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what it is
@AgungSam5 жыл бұрын
I know right! Painful and sad but addicting.
@ariana93146 жыл бұрын
sometimes i just watch part one and then pretend that that's how it ends and they're just happy boyfriends now living in portland
@savannaha70075 жыл бұрын
Ok same?!!
@madajafarmer54145 жыл бұрын
😭
@timshepard91815 жыл бұрын
Why Portland?
@madisonbrooks81085 жыл бұрын
But Portland kinda sucks
@chloeackert46665 жыл бұрын
MEEEEEEE when i dont want to cry
@Adeule388 жыл бұрын
When is this gonna be made into a movie come on
@Catskata8 жыл бұрын
ikr
@majo23338 жыл бұрын
yessss
@anayelimanzanares98798 жыл бұрын
oh no I'd cry too much I can barely handle just the audio
@shay-rachelhayon93098 жыл бұрын
Ikr!!!
@matcha64468 жыл бұрын
+anayeli manzanares same
@dennissmith8591 Жыл бұрын
2023….STILL HERE. One of my favorite albums. This trilogy was so life changing for me.
@lilamoon Жыл бұрын
This is why I started making music video
@souhiyoriirl8 жыл бұрын
Troye Sivan - Pain Trilogy
@cafevibes47278 жыл бұрын
Софья Белозёрова Tru
@user-bx7tg8zx4q7 жыл бұрын
Софья Белозёрова accurate
@daisychunky7 жыл бұрын
Софья Белозёрова pretty much
@aichakoki76307 жыл бұрын
Софья Белозёрова cried for 3 times in 12 minutes. I only cry when my cats die and i have only adopted 2
@fiji41357 жыл бұрын
Хелло
@yaya0047 жыл бұрын
it's 2017 and this is still my fav trilogy
@elisasampedro25887 жыл бұрын
yaya dun OMG same
@jesseacosta18687 жыл бұрын
yaya dun same....😭😳😢
@analuana76477 жыл бұрын
UP
@genedarwinespares8817 жыл бұрын
mine too.
@renatorobioglio3737 жыл бұрын
yaya dun sameeeee 😍😍
@liampayne88216 жыл бұрын
WHY 👏 IS 👏 HE 👏 SO 👏 PRETTY
@yannasunsglitz42942 жыл бұрын
2022 and this is still the best debut album
@ravencanson21102 жыл бұрын
couldn’t agree more
@gwensteijvers82376 жыл бұрын
It's not about a father not accepting his son. It's about a boy not accepting himself.
@conversarcomalma5 жыл бұрын
it's about both.
@primordialsoup_5 жыл бұрын
Ummm yea it was definitely both. The father didn't accept him first (or did you not see 7:38?), which likely rooted an internalized homophobia within him, causing him to not accept himself.
@cam18855 жыл бұрын
except its not
@kimpossible60505 жыл бұрын
terue teheeea
@sergiosalgado55565 жыл бұрын
It’s about the father being homophobic so he has to pretend to not be gay, and live as a straight guy. It’s not that hard to follow lol
@user-jb7vf3nq1c6 жыл бұрын
It’s been two years and guess who still cries every single time they watch this
+dbj niinii Basically is a movie, a short movie, but still a movie
@dbjniinii16896 жыл бұрын
@@joanmedina2353 oh my god I'm dumb 😂thank you for replying
@ilah_bee6 жыл бұрын
Me Me and an even better fanfiction ;)
@toph1605 Жыл бұрын
i have a friend who recently just came out of the closet. i told him about this trilogy and he said he remembers the time he was listening to this from a long long time ago which set the deal for him. he thanked me for reminding him about this trilogy he said when he decided to keep his sexuality a secret from everyone he also left behind music that would remind him of who he really was. glad he is out now and enjoying every music he likes.
@cherishbarber8007 жыл бұрын
But for real though this needs to be a movie
@katydevine-tschida34786 жыл бұрын
THAT'S WHAT I NEED
@evieb63216 жыл бұрын
What how was this 2 years ago??! I’ve been watching him for 5 years and remember absolutely sobbing to this when it first came out, I’m so proud of him!!!!
@lizroszel2656 жыл бұрын
dude same this is... ~wild~
@super_life_now94786 жыл бұрын
I literally cry every time I see the last part
@MsPinkalicious16 жыл бұрын
same girl i was freaking sobbing hysterically. his dreams came true
@symoneontheinternet6 жыл бұрын
Mia B same
@NoName-gg2qd5 жыл бұрын
Super_life_now sameeeee
@Mearl623 жыл бұрын
I know I'm late to the party but being in the closet for 60 years has wrecked me. This video speaks to me in many ways. Thanks Troye Sivan for your openness and willingness to share. I'm so glad for today's youth that although still tough, things have very much improved for you. Be well.
@jonnnamorim31283 жыл бұрын
I cried reading that. It's never too late to start being yourself!! Much love to you.
@pleasestantaemin44863 жыл бұрын
I burst into tears reading your comment. I'm sending you lots of love and a big hug. I wish you all the best.
@quepelotudosos45283 жыл бұрын
You are so strong, I send to you a lots of hugs and love !
@peanutbutter17063 жыл бұрын
Youre never late to the party!!! Coming from a young person who has a lot of time ahead, I feel like you being 60 shouldn't feel any different than coming out at 16 or 19. This is your special moment, life is short. I hope you have the courage one day to finally get that burden off your shoulders and start expressing yourself. Best of luck ❤🧡💛💚💙💜
@haenarana38873 жыл бұрын
yes but yes ahnd no but also yes yayyy bestie
@nuttybenz10 ай бұрын
This trilogy was out when the world around me was not yet accepting as it is today. I was very sad of the unrequited love from my childhood love in Senior High. Now that it’s so much better for me, I’m still stuck with him on that era. On this era of Blue Neighborhood. I am hoping that it will be better for him to be himself as well. Even if it means not having me in his life anymore. I just want freedom for the both of us. Who knows, we might or might not meet again, it’s bittersweet but at least we’re both thriving.
@shefalimishra18 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying you're crying.
@shefalimishra18 жыл бұрын
+Nathuli Rathnayake thank you for not typing 'don't cry. craft' 😆
@ethannicolle55358 жыл бұрын
+Nathuli Rathnayake Craft!
@nitinteotia36748 жыл бұрын
keep your tears for the worst and that day you shall listen this music, that will surely make u cry then.
@theshutterisopen8 жыл бұрын
My eyes started to water towards the end...😭
@sophiebrabander57208 жыл бұрын
You're right
@hurricane.lilith7 жыл бұрын
troye's facial expressions when he sings his lyrics are so damn powerful.
@diaryofkiarra_7 жыл бұрын
I'm literally in tears this was so beautiful
@chrisisainmdom7 жыл бұрын
The sheer reliability and the ability to evoke that kind of emotion with lyrics and now visuals, makes Troye a pivotal voice for our generation. 💙
@darkchaos53486 жыл бұрын
chrisisainmdom I can say I am most happy for our generation. Not many singers can sing like he does, or if they can they don't.
@goodstuff44306 жыл бұрын
whats that even mean? the sheer reliability of what? relying on what? evoking emotion?
@ghosthope15266 жыл бұрын
chrisisainmdom i totally and completely agree
@dager23453 жыл бұрын
@@goodstuff4430 I think he means he does so consistently, you can rely on Troy to convey a lot of emotion in his music
@blytheweddle439 Жыл бұрын
my best friend in high school showed me troye's music back in 2015, before i had fully realized i was queer. this trilogy and seeing such a vulnerable portrayal of gayness really helped me come to terms with who i was. knowing i was queer (and having the first feelings of transness) while living in a homophobic family was terrifying, and i am so grateful that i had this music to show me i wasn't alone. these songs can make 22 y/o me cry just as much as 14 y/o me haha-i'm much more comfortable with who i am now than i was back then, and i know i'll be able to live it without any shame someday soon :)
@UnPopularWon8 жыл бұрын
this is much sadder than when they were all separate .
@adilez40578 жыл бұрын
yea.
@madimaurice73248 жыл бұрын
nah i still cry over TALK ME DOWN
@martapucci1578 жыл бұрын
so true.. omg
@irniesuhaimi29938 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@decemberslaughter44608 жыл бұрын
I was going to like this but it has 666 likes so I'm good :)
@aliajami82818 жыл бұрын
GIVE THIS MAN AN OSCAR OR A GRAMMY FOR THIS
@taylorfanning11958 жыл бұрын
Vote for the vma ;) link in description
@foreverwithEXO8 жыл бұрын
Actually it's nominated for VMA this year, you can vote & the link is on the video description! 💙
@aliajami82818 жыл бұрын
+troye is life its worth a lot more than a vma... But i did vote for it lol
@juliejugler81868 жыл бұрын
I love him so much I agree
@pragyasinha95518 жыл бұрын
oh my god .......i agree..love troye
@yazrkive79247 жыл бұрын
this was hands down one of the best short film trilogy's ive ever seen . ☝🏼
@nikki_xx56302 жыл бұрын
I'm not even a part of lgbtqia+ community but troye's songs still resonates with me. I'd protect everyone in the community and keep them safe from bullies as long as I can, people around me be like "r u sure ur straight? bcs you're so obsessed on protecting these type of people when ur not even part of the community". i mean some members can't even protect themselves so I'll do it for them if i can, i promised myself that I'll be a person whom someone can come out to whenever they want bcs they felt safe with me. love you babes!
@ice-rk1dd2 жыл бұрын
Omg thank uuu I don't know you but love you genuinely I didn't know this world has angels like you We are thankful to u Please live happy and healthy life beautiful human ♥
@Stella_Le2772 Жыл бұрын
Thank you❣️🏳️🌈
@milkt3 Жыл бұрын
thank u for your allyship
@fana31538 жыл бұрын
I watched this 27374894938263648392816363882626383883727738392728 times.. and I cried every single time..
@annavic278 жыл бұрын
me too
@letstalksivan34368 жыл бұрын
same tho
@stargazergalaxy53468 жыл бұрын
I watched it more
@kurama11128 жыл бұрын
Kawaii Potato i know 😭😭😭😭😭😭
@Lol-oi9yl8 жыл бұрын
Same
@jocefvr5 жыл бұрын
This trilogy was too ahead of its time
@tryingmybest13844 жыл бұрын
always will babEY
@edmilsonestephan76714 жыл бұрын
But at the righ time to make the difference
@delmarcusverges99234 жыл бұрын
👍
@Tkcb27994 жыл бұрын
Way better than 1-800-... from Logic
@kailaperez91424 жыл бұрын
What happens when all one does is want, I see.
@lenajn137 жыл бұрын
i love how in the first part it starts with the contrast of innocence and childhood love contrasting the drunkenness and anger that escalate into passion and violence in Fools, before the word flips upside down with Troye's character that was the source of happiness and love becoming the source of pain, and the dad who was the source of fear becoming the source of love in a way
@rottingdreamland6 жыл бұрын
honestly please help me write my literature term paper hahah
@MegaKhelditia6 жыл бұрын
The final song indeed highlights how abusers groom their victims into loving them, despite better judgement.
@hiphillbert6 жыл бұрын
THATS CALLED A JUXTAPOSITION WOOHOO I PAID ATTENTON
@nrlot81863 жыл бұрын
So Ughh Did you pass?
@dager23453 жыл бұрын
Arguably for the most part he was a loving father, he clearly cared about his son. And they genuinely look really happy and connected when they’re together. Which makes the father’s own homophobia more impactful on the son as they otherwise had a good relationship. So bizarrely their “good” relationship made things so so much worse in the final outcome.
@BryenMiller Жыл бұрын
Why hasn't this trilogy been adapted into a full movie? This is such a masterpiece.
@Jennifer-ql2sp6 жыл бұрын
*Love. Of all colours, religions, ages and genders. You are loved. And you have the right to love others.* _“Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”_ John 13: 34-35.
@D.C.16 жыл бұрын
No, we are not.
@awesomeandy2k616 жыл бұрын
Its sad that people turn something as pure and beautiful as love into something painful. Seriously the world could do without the labels. Love is love .....
@rodan97696 жыл бұрын
@@yes-kl9lg Not all do. A lot who I know don't
@tessalynee6 жыл бұрын
Rachel Bergstrom I’m also gay and a devoted Christian 😊 I agree with everything you said. Christianity is about love so I hate seeing people use it to spread hatred.
@Josh-rp3ev6 жыл бұрын
Jennifer bible also says “You shall not lie with a male as with a woman; it is an abomination.” Leviticus 18:22 You can see why people believe Christians have homophobic views.
@ShaaylaSasidaran7 жыл бұрын
Troye has changed the way I look at the world today. He really puts out an amazing message with all three songs, and even though I'm straight, I can still feel a connection to these songs. I love Troye and always will.
@willowlazycat93427 жыл бұрын
Tape Face good 2 hear
@feliciaadassa7577 жыл бұрын
Tape Face That's amazing.
@willowlazycat93427 жыл бұрын
love you troye sivan great song
@meganbell82586 жыл бұрын
Tape Face I feel the same. I’m as straight as a damn pole, yet Troye’s managed to make me feel things that I can’t put into words. Love is beautiful. Music is art. Troye is a genius.
@23chow6 жыл бұрын
same here.. im a straight woman but my view about LGBT people just even changed and understand them more...and appreciate my life even more......
@officialod5 жыл бұрын
I will always remember what my parents did to me when they found out my girlfriend and I were together. I will never forget the beatings and all the verbal abuse. To all of you guys out there going through this believe me it gets better. I'm leaving home on feb 16 to start my amazing life with my girlfriend💖 we've been 3 years and 3 months strong. If you'd like to follow my journey, watch my upcoming videos thanks❤️
@Maria.ms035 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear that, hope things get better for you and congrats to you and your girlfriend!! :)
@05.bryanchristianravelino35 жыл бұрын
Be strong💖
@unbu44995 жыл бұрын
..
@anachronisticatlas4 жыл бұрын
Happy almost 1 year of moving out
@pankhuridixit21844 жыл бұрын
Best of luck love
@taliamagdy90163 жыл бұрын
5 years later, I'm still in this homophobic hellhole and I still bawl eyes out to this. My teen years are approaching still in fear of rejection and frustration over lost experiences and time.
@prisha_273 жыл бұрын
Hey! I hope it gets better with time. You're strong enough to face it for such a long time, you just have to go a little longer. It might seem hard rn, but you can get through this. Sending you love.
@pimpingporygon7157 Жыл бұрын
Hey, you'll make it through, I spent 6 years in the worst hellhole of my life, I spent so much time hating myself for being me. You gotta remember you are you and nobody else is allowed to stop you from being that, no matter how much they try. You'll make it out your strong
@DA999833 ай бұрын
Move. Leave the haters behind. Be strong , be yourself.
@lynfaie5 жыл бұрын
It's been years and I'm still waiting for the movie adaption to this. And they should cast Troye as the main character. I need this happen asap.
@kristhianperaltasanchez90745 жыл бұрын
If that happens I'll cry like a bitch :(
@butterflymcdonald62245 жыл бұрын
If you find out about it, please let me know cause I'm a SUCKER for that to happen!!!
@boykolt27715 жыл бұрын
Day 1067 and fans are not happy
@jacobfield52275 жыл бұрын
Call me by your name comes close to this being a movie adaptation
@lightningrod65685 жыл бұрын
@@jacobfield5227 but it's the adaption of an older book
@nik-wp4pc6 жыл бұрын
*I HAVE REALIZED THAT TROYE SIVAN EXISTS AND MY WILL TO LIVE HAS RETURNED*
@ilah_bee6 жыл бұрын
sister_peg I wish I could say the same but is my will to live ever gonna return
@meredythwithay51877 жыл бұрын
The juxtaposition between the beating and the hookup. Wow.
@raspberrytaegi6 жыл бұрын
YES EXACTLY
@pradhikasotiya42076 жыл бұрын
meredyth with a y ikr
@BeingBhumika6 жыл бұрын
Good - bad i noticed it rn
@mssquiggleme17826 күн бұрын
Very authentic. Unfortunately, this happens all too often. I thought the heart broken young man (Troye) would jump into the rocks of the sea. I love this video. So sweet & heart aching. Bless the young people who experience this in their life. I spent most of my youth suicidal & broken. Wasn't until I existed into my 40's that I got out of this sadness & climb into a freeier life. I'm coming up on my late 70's and I thankful for all we've been through (I have 17 personalities- D.I.D. that have kept me alive & I love each one dearly & me, too Troye, you help me more than you know. And I am grateful to you.
@kayleighd.54578 жыл бұрын
talk me down gets me every time jesus.
@gaaaayyyy8 жыл бұрын
same
@safeguardsabon37148 жыл бұрын
Why would you put a period in this comment even though you didn't even start with a capital letter? 😂 😂
@nathanhofmann26458 жыл бұрын
Yes,me too.
@kayleighd.54578 жыл бұрын
+Swag Yolo because I literally give no cares about grammar over the internet but in real life im actually in honors language arts. and because I'm too lazy to hit the uppercase button and my phone doesn't correct it.
@safeguardsabon37148 жыл бұрын
Oh, ok.
@amandopando78837 жыл бұрын
The kiss always kills me though
@troyeduacamilaalliegrimesm46267 жыл бұрын
Amando Pando hablas españo ?
@amandopando78837 жыл бұрын
TroyeDuaCamila AllieGrimesMinaj sí un poquito. Me voy a una escuela bilingual
@georgicaiordan15166 жыл бұрын
Amando Pando mai dori sa vii an romnia sa te cunosc sut fan 😚😚😚😚te iubesc ❤❤❤❤
@rw87336 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely beautiful. Is anyone else screaming "Don't jump!" at the end?
@frisk63756 жыл бұрын
Roy Wayne yup xD
@faith91966 жыл бұрын
Yes and I always sob
@jamieglase76256 жыл бұрын
More like screaming I'm here for you talk to me please don't do it
@loveme72396 жыл бұрын
When I don’t hear it?
@dbjniinii16896 жыл бұрын
when?
@serenewhite4408 Жыл бұрын
Such a heart breaking song and video. Rare nowdays to listen to such powerful lyrics. Troye is a brilliant artist
@Damonsparkes8 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying, my eyes are just sweating
@bonkersbb55038 жыл бұрын
They've been doing cardio
@Damonsparkes8 жыл бұрын
Yes exactly. You get me
@rcsecolored8 жыл бұрын
Don't sweat from your eyes... Craft! #SorryNotSorry
@bigbadwolfflurryface32468 жыл бұрын
+AnAverageOverlyObsessedFangirl but I'm a Cry Baby
@namlethanh23918 жыл бұрын
that is disgusting... admit that you cried are better
@kingdollop-head7436 жыл бұрын
My heart hurts from watching this 😥
@dilamdzaidmarencovalencia35726 жыл бұрын
Mangohats me too
@stevefarmer15686 жыл бұрын
My heart hurts with you. Many of us, no doubt. *absolute hugs!!*
@immortxelle6 жыл бұрын
This hit me really hard in the feels
@adorablehayley41846 жыл бұрын
OMG same 😱😭
@adorablehayley41846 жыл бұрын
Omg same
@denae4496 жыл бұрын
The part at the end of Fools and starting into Talk me Down made me cry. I mean, yes I know, knowing your kid being gay, for a parent is hard for them to understand, but saying that you cant be gay or be around boys, and if you do. ill kill not only them but your child is the worst thingy ever to say to a child. Its hard enough telling someone that your gay, bi, etc. but knowing that you wont ever be understood by your parent is the hardest thing ever. And knowing that your parent will disown you pretty much is a horrible thing. I'm not gay, lesbian, bi, pan, or trans. I would want to be treated nicely and i would want to be understood. Treat the people you love like there is nothing else in this world even though you think differently about their decision. Because my best friend is Lesbian and her mom is against that and pretty much disowned her own child and said she was a disappoint to her. My friend has depression and anxiety and knowing that her mom doesn't care about her, but acts like she does and tries to talk to her like shes straight. its just really sad how people don't realize what one thing could do to a person, I love my friend. And i accept my friend just the way she is and I hope one day, her mom does too. When my friend first told me she liked other girls, i didn't know what to say, i didn't think like i do now. I didn't accept her at first, but then i brought it up to myself, How can a person be themselves in they can't accept themselves first. and that's what she did, so I did to. I've very proud to call her my friend. Even if people think that's weird or are disappointed in her, in me for being her friend. You have to stick up to your demons. Sorry, if that didn't make sense. I was just trying to say something about today's society in people. And sorry if this was too long
@estersilva3466 жыл бұрын
you made me cry. Thank you for your text.
@amysusan20076 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this very well. I was in your shoes a few years ago. Luckily enough my friend has a supportive family, I feel sorry for those who don’t.
@paulherson87586 жыл бұрын
Brooke Denae your comments made my cry than this video
@marijap.63396 жыл бұрын
#loveislove
@wiv14736 жыл бұрын
Don't apoligize for making this too long! There's a lot to say about this topic.
@spookieolive2 жыл бұрын
i havent seen this in years and i'm sobbing. this is what gave me the courage to come out of the closet. it made me realize i was only staying in it for other people and how much i was hurting inside because of it. there was so much just repressed emotion and i was so suicidal but just blamed being mentally ill (which i still was and am, but that was one of the biggest things holding me back from getting better)
@DoctrinesofShivar2 жыл бұрын
Five years later - after a lot has changed, and I've gained much more life experience; this is much more harsh on my heart. Yeah. Sobbing.
@simbonilemethula69232 жыл бұрын
You're not mentally ill my friend 🌼
@skylarj33746 жыл бұрын
I’m numb from medication and blocking out chronic pain and yet here I am breaking down for the millionth time over this damn man and his beautiful musical world.
@Chelle88476 жыл бұрын
literally sameeeee
@blue.scorpio6 жыл бұрын
Sorry man, good luck my dude
@Twilight613415 жыл бұрын
My English teacher played it for us today, and I cried the whole time
@alonzorubio67905 жыл бұрын
need that teacher pls AAAAAAAAA
@hazi89035 жыл бұрын
I really want that:'(
@starlitnightmare5 жыл бұрын
Give me that now
@sophfikki5 жыл бұрын
Your English teacher is awesome
@Ezzrah.v.5 жыл бұрын
Youre teacher needs to come to Romania and get that homophobic shit out of children’s heads now like asp
@iameriksmiles_8 жыл бұрын
I cry every time when Talk Me Down plays 😭😭😭
@EdenJumanji8 жыл бұрын
same oml
@bxraah8 жыл бұрын
Same doe
@RAFAELA2012FOFA8 жыл бұрын
saME 😭😭😭
@Iris-jp8jp8 жыл бұрын
YES
@toopoorforyou14458 жыл бұрын
I'm fine oh no here comes the tears 😭😭😭😭
@Cristobels-Green-Boots Жыл бұрын
🙏🏽💔🙏🏻 ‘22! never stop loving this - thank you so much! 🌹
@jarinebanner855 Жыл бұрын
Same 🥰
@sameralkaabi2127 жыл бұрын
talk me down really hits hard ..
@myraw47445 жыл бұрын
Is no one gonna talk about how incredible the acting is??
@pascalpe.36074 жыл бұрын
it´s too good to be even mentioned :3 half of the people seeing this cry and that´s more than enough of a praise for their actings I guess
@darkfighters89974 жыл бұрын
Yeah j first thought it is from a movie scene or something,but then I realize it's not.that actually made me sad,cause if it was a movie I would be able to understand the ending.niw there a re a lot of theories
@patidarinstitute6 жыл бұрын
This month Indian Supreme Court gave a big judgement " sexual relationship between two men is legal " I think India is getting better these days.
@Platina_6 жыл бұрын
Patidar Institute I'm Indian, too :D
@makk92336 жыл бұрын
And also women , transgenders , non-binary ^
@patidarinstitute6 жыл бұрын
yeah. They are too.
@chasecoleman67395 жыл бұрын
Lol there are only 2 genders sorry. Science rules
@jamiesilver74015 жыл бұрын
Chase Coleman if you knew anything about science then you would retract that statement. 1) gender is a mental thing, and has nothing to do with what's between your legs, aka your sex. 2) while male and female are the most common sexes they are not the only, some people have both male and female sex organs, even in other animal species this is the norm, there are animals like earthworms that are both male and female, and their animals that are neither male or female that reproduce asexually. So sorry to burst your bubble.
@liony9400Ай бұрын
Thank you Troye Sivan for living life in your own way and finding the strength to spread the messages of God(dess), you have been and will continue to be an inspiration a star among many.
@liony9400Ай бұрын
Strong and well done this video is. Credited? I hope so. Thank you Troy Sivan for singing your truths.
@chocolatebread95038 жыл бұрын
This is the saddest story I ever heard
@backofthefrontseat8 жыл бұрын
Mate this is what its like for some lgbtq people not me though I have a very accepting family
@chocolatebread95038 жыл бұрын
I still love him
@chocolatebread95038 жыл бұрын
omar adel ahh I'm srry 💙
@chocolatebread95038 жыл бұрын
omar adel I wish the world can be a more peaceful and accepting place
@hassanmahmood49267 жыл бұрын
Get lost nobody wants you here
@haileycarlton67037 жыл бұрын
my friend just came out to me and she was kicked out of her home and lives with her aunt. I will never know the struggles of coming out due to I'm straight but my friends story changed me. my mom is gay and so are my 2 brothers and I can't understand how people hate eathpther for who they love. it's sad. #loveislove
@whataheavenlywaytolive7 жыл бұрын
Hailey Carlton #loveislove I hope your friend is ok and her parents will be niceer to her, cause if it's friends you can just not be friends with them anymore but family it's much tougher if they don't accept you
@rhinoarmor21767 жыл бұрын
Hailey Carlton then do you support incest cuz love is love?
@shadypenguinX7 жыл бұрын
Hailey Carlton people hate lots of people for many reasons. Idk why the world is so horrible.
@larryxlashton31307 жыл бұрын
if your mum is gay does that mean you have 2 mums?
@jasminecapitulo97447 жыл бұрын
You're life is colorful dahliin
@KingGolush8 жыл бұрын
Perfection, makes me want to come out to my best friend
@gorhamjlexi8 жыл бұрын
this is irrelevant (I'm really sorry), but I lOVE your profile picture
@KingGolush8 жыл бұрын
I know is so cool, thanks! :D
@gorhamjlexi8 жыл бұрын
=)
@ImsonotDunn8 жыл бұрын
You should if that's what you want!
@sophieatoribio42668 жыл бұрын
GATEN!
@jigyasasharma6851 Жыл бұрын
4 years in and I haven’t found a better music video yet. Troye!!!! The man you are !!!!!!
@princerudy8526 жыл бұрын
Who else is still watching this amazing short movie in 2018?
@aubreyanthony6 жыл бұрын
Here!!!
@sullgara12976 жыл бұрын
Sameeee
@thisismyname75678 жыл бұрын
For anyone who is confused, The movie begins with Troye and his childhood friend. Growing up him and his close childhood friend develop feelings for each other. They start to understand there feelings until The friends father finds out about there relationship. Being the homophobic drunk he is he forbids there relationship and eventually "brainwashed" Troyes friend into thinking he's straight which pressured him into getting a girlfriend. After a while, The boys father eventually passes due to an overdose on alcohol or something that has to do with his drinking habits. In part 3, At the funeral you can see flash backs of the boy and his fathers happy times. After everyone leaves The boy stays behind to mourn and later on finds Troye, after some mind connection they hug it out and just express there love. The girl comes in and finds it a little too intimate and the boy decides to leave with her. Later on the boy and Troye jump off of a cliff killing themselves together.
@benrichardson36098 жыл бұрын
I'm pretty sure Troye didn't kill himself, it was just the other guy
@livetobemeash8 жыл бұрын
wait i thought troye died...shit
@thisismyname75678 жыл бұрын
+Ben Richardson It could be easily mistaken. But if you play very close attention to the ending, Troye does jump with him.
@jaymievl8 жыл бұрын
+Doritos pretty sure the friends is the only one to jump, other than troye looking into the camera once there's no sign of him jumping, if they were together they'd prob jump hand in hand
@thisismyname75678 жыл бұрын
+Jaymie Yea probably, my theory isn't exactly #1 but its what a lot of people believe.
@al3theabean8 жыл бұрын
I came out to my best friend as bisexual when I was 12, I always knew I was because I had, had a crush on this girl for a little over a year and yes, they said that maybe I would "change my mind" I explained how you can't just change it's who you are, how you live. I wish they understood. when I turn fifteen (one year) I'm coming out to my family, wish me luck.
@yuucos8 жыл бұрын
Øusia Good luck!
@aunnikasmith49637 жыл бұрын
Good luck. I hope they take it well.
@alwaysambitiousalivia81497 жыл бұрын
Øusia good luck
@oriannarashel7 жыл бұрын
Good luck!!!!!💕
@jhopesbluemoon95417 жыл бұрын
Øusia good luck
@philstrachan Жыл бұрын
Why do so many of Troye's songs make me cry? So well thought out and written done to be recorded. 😢❤ 🇦🇺
@danieladeharo68266 жыл бұрын
Wanna know something cool? I was really anti LGBTQ before I found Troye Sivan. I feel in love with him and his music a couple years ago and now I don’t see why I used to think that way before. So I guess happy Pride Month 🏳️🌈!!
@pnkgrrl32066 жыл бұрын
Daniela Torres that’s amazing omg glad he changed your mind :)
@lulu-ex2zg6 жыл бұрын
That’s wonderful!!!
@amelie68106 жыл бұрын
that's great 😀
@Turtl2896 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the change of heart
@gleichita6 жыл бұрын
I would like to give you a virtual hug. If you don't like hugs, I would like to voice my appreciation of your change of heart.
@Inspectorjb6 жыл бұрын
When he says “I wanna sleep next to you” and stuff like that, I just burst into tears because in the video, they were so cute together and I just want them to kiss one more time 💔
@yunaicynapoles17037 жыл бұрын
i'm a bisexual girl and i grew up in your average loving family when i came out to them they were ok with it as long as i was happy after watching this i realized how lucky i am to have such a family and that others don't get that happy ending
@atumns18 күн бұрын
just went to listen to troye discography days ago and started off with Blue Neighbourhood and i can't help but being obsessed with this album since. The way i feel butterflies in the stomach in every song, the way i get CHILLS
@danilopez83267 жыл бұрын
*WILD* Trying hard not to fall On the way home You were trying to wear me down, down Kissing up on fences and up on walls On the way home I guess it's all working out, now 'Cause there's still too long to the weekend Too long till I drown in your hands Too long since I've been a fool, oh Leave this blue neighbourhood Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh And it drives me wild 'Cause when you look like that I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh It drives me wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild We’re alike you and I Two blue hearts locked in our wrong minds So can we make the most out of no time? Can you hold me? Can you make me leave my demons and my broken pieces behind? 'Cause there's still too long to the weekend Too long till I drown in your hands Too long since I've been a fool, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah Leave this blue neighbourhood Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh And it drives me wild 'Cause when you look like that I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh It drives me wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You make my heart shake bend and break But I can't turn away And it's driving me wild You're driving me wild You make my heart shake bend and break But I can't turn away And it's driving me wild You're driving me wild Leave this blue neighbourhood Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh And it drives me wild 'Cause when you look like that I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh It drives me wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild *FOOL* I am tired of this place, I hope people change I need time to replace what I gave away And my hopes, they are high, I must keep them small Though I try to resist I still want it all I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes I see a little house on the hill and children's names I see quiet nights poured over ice and Tanqueray But everything is shattering and it's my mistake Only fools fall for you, only fools Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Only fools fall for you, only fools Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Oh, our lives don't collide, I'm aware of this The differences and impulses and your obsession with The little things you like stick, and I like aerosol Don't give a fuck, not giving up, I still want it all Only fools fall for you, only fools Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Only fools fall for you, only fools Only fools do what I do, only fools fall I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes I see a little house on the hill and children's names I see quiet nights part over ice and Tanqueray But everything is shattering and it's my mistake Only fools fall for you, only fools fall Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Only fools fall for you, only fools fall Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Only fools fall for you (only fools) Only fools do what I do (only fools) Only fools fall for you (only fools) Only fools do what I do, only fools fall *TALK ME DOWN* I wanna sleep next to you But that's all I wanna do right now And I wanna come home to you But home is just a room full of my safest sounds Cause you know that I can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow I'd rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone I wanna sleep next to you But that's all I wanna do right now So come over now and talk me down I wanna hold hands with you But that's all I wanna do right now And I wanna get close to you Cause your hands and lips still know their way around And I know I like to draw that line, when it starts to get too real But the less time that I spend with you, the less you need to heal I wanna sleep next to you But that's all I wanna do right now So come over now and talk me down (talk me down) So if you don't mind, I'll walk that line Stuck on the bridge between us Gray areas and expectations But I'm not the one if we're honest, yeah But I wanna sleep next to you And I wanna come home to you I wanna hold hands with you I wanna be close to you But I wanna sleep next to you And that's all I wanna do right now And I wanna come home to you But home is just a room full of my safest sounds So come over now and talk me down (talk me down)
@kimmorani63046 жыл бұрын
Nice 1 for the Lyrics
@valgodo14586 жыл бұрын
Thank you!!!
@skylercollier29646 жыл бұрын
Danica Futa you have got time on your hands
@discscratch6 жыл бұрын
Danica Futa this deserves more likes.
@thespicychicken62856 жыл бұрын
Wild’s lyrics are messed up (2nd part)
@EdersonCruz7 жыл бұрын
Please... a happy final for this... only one more video clip extra... in 2018 for all fans this movie. Thank's for attention!
@mackenzieregister57826 жыл бұрын
there cant be a happy resolution lol the second character jumped off a cliff
@hallo85096 жыл бұрын
mackenzie register U cant really see it...maybe troye heloed him in the last second
@janyperezhernandez59176 жыл бұрын
Alina true
@Kyle-JR6 жыл бұрын
There is no way of being sure he actually did jump and really, how can this story ever truly end well?
@kingkiitt73556 жыл бұрын
Alina That's a better (and more preferable) ending.
@ester.theasterbunny2 жыл бұрын
it's been yearssss since i've heard this album but now i realise how comforting it was for the lil depressed bisexual teenage me, thank you troye for this masterpiece and for always sharing love with us all!
@ellamurphy65885 жыл бұрын
0:15 - Wild 4:02 - Fools 7:49 - Talk me down You're welcome
@willgibbs98825 жыл бұрын
Kukkie lxve This isn't actually desired by anyone for this video. All 3 song titles are listed in the description for single play, but this is one long trilogy of songs for a reason.
@fer_ladek04-isidro-734 жыл бұрын
Thanks,I really needed it
@banheesos4 жыл бұрын
We're here for the full body of work, If anyone just want to see each video why tf are you here? Go to the non director's cut versions.
@reneeirene37274 жыл бұрын
Stop giving then hate they were just trying to help who ever wanted it
@Mach2Vlogs7 жыл бұрын
12 minutes is not long enough.. I need another two hours to cry on please.
@Aj_04007 жыл бұрын
This should be a Movie
@ceciconchaa7 жыл бұрын
Me
@dager23453 жыл бұрын
It’s only 12 minutes if you don’t play it on loop for hours, just saying
@christophermichael25438 жыл бұрын
Wow this version is so much more emotional
@rickydickydoodahgrimes17388 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@synchlora8 жыл бұрын
;-;
@sofiasilva98158 жыл бұрын
I thought the same!
@kendallbard23178 жыл бұрын
It feels like a film short
@sadeolsen79648 жыл бұрын
+Kendall Bard Yeah I kind of like it a little better. But that's probally just because it's longer
@trevorcasey9008 Жыл бұрын
Still remember watching each part when they released. So empowering and sweet and sad for a freshly out of the closet high school boy. Thank you
@arelly8 жыл бұрын
as soon as talk me down started i bursted out crying
@vicvicvicviciv8 жыл бұрын
Same
@MariaRodriguez-qs2qn8 жыл бұрын
aww same
@jade-ro4gs8 жыл бұрын
first word I started sobbing 😭😭😭
@sandykempen44988 жыл бұрын
so same
@jg96848 жыл бұрын
same
@elanneyiu8 жыл бұрын
I WASNT PREPARED
@shay-rachelhayon93098 жыл бұрын
Same
@avidamortuus8 жыл бұрын
SAME
@ariannag2228 жыл бұрын
SAMEEEEE
@marial.44108 жыл бұрын
SAME
@kashkari9998 жыл бұрын
SAMEMEMEE
@BugheadShipper7 жыл бұрын
I've watched this video so many times I can't even remember the number anymore. It's literally the most beautiful pieces of music ever. The video aspect and the meaning of it all, I swear I cry every time. I love it so much!!
@sittingturtleduck7 жыл бұрын
Bughead Shipper agreed oh my god
@stinkyassclown46027 жыл бұрын
SAMEEEEEEEEEEËEEEEEE!!!! I fucking can't not cry watching this
@serenaashlyn31317 жыл бұрын
SOOOOOO TRUE WE ALL IN AGREEMENT
@feliciaadassa7576 жыл бұрын
Bughead Shipper SAME HERE!!
@winnie78786 жыл бұрын
Same!
@user-tb4wf2ex7p3 жыл бұрын
even after all these years since the first time I watched this trilogy the day it was released, I can say that nothing has ever influenced me more than this video. Nothing will ever have the same emotional effect on me as this does. I remember being so young while closeted and watching this actually feeling the pain in the video even though I knew I never went through a heartbreak like this.
@5591lovebabyy8 жыл бұрын
the director's cut is a lot more emotional for me. and I cried my eyes out with the original release
@marilyn57088 жыл бұрын
same and |-/
@courtneycurrie87008 жыл бұрын
Same
@HighwayToUnknown8 жыл бұрын
|-/
@andrewilliams86868 жыл бұрын
Vote for TROYE for VMAS!
@haechanlee7348 жыл бұрын
+Jσнииιє Gυιlвєят |-/ WELP
@hobixyoonie27387 жыл бұрын
this and girls like girls should be turned into a movie. also, Troye is so fucking pretty omg I'm such trash for him
@danybey41826 жыл бұрын
hobi x yoonie a son of a preacher man should be to. haven't seen girls like girls should I? Edit: Now I've seen and love Girls Likes Girls and yea all three should be movies
@serenaashlyn31316 жыл бұрын
hobi x yoonie exactly only gay people are cute?!? Y god??
@fifiburner3 жыл бұрын
It’s December 2020 I’m a recent ARMY and Jikook brought me here. Thought you would appreciate that fun fact lol
@losterick_85038 жыл бұрын
i need a movie.
@sivans39198 жыл бұрын
Erick 5SOS same
@aliciaisalsobored93897 жыл бұрын
Erick 5SOS imagine an entire movie with only visuals and music. that would be beautiful
@06shadow7 жыл бұрын
omg yes
@emmilybarrera73687 жыл бұрын
Alicia Ello a musical. its called a musical.
@greyparker43957 жыл бұрын
Erick Hood YES
@CarlosArteaga080906 ай бұрын
I saw this when i was 16, now im 23 and im gonna see Troye Sivan in 26 days in his tour
@rosieschiavone77453 жыл бұрын
When I was 15 I realized I liked girls. I was raised in an extremely catholic family but gay people never bothered me and I had no problem with the idea of liking girls myself. But I knew that my parents would never be able to accept it and if I ever came out publicly and started dating a girl they would be heartbroken and spend every day of their lives praying for me to “repent” and blaming themselves for letting me lose my chance to go to heaven. And at that time in my life nothing was more painful to me than being a disappointment to my parents. So I genuinely believed that my only two options were to come out and be the reason my parents spent the rest of their lives heartbroken and on their knees praying for forgiveness or to stay in the closet my entire life and marry some man that I didn’t truly love and keep going to a church that I do not believe in forever, never being who I really am. And I couldn’t bear the thought of either, I couldn’t face living an entire life hiding who I was but I also couldn’t face the idea of knowing that I broke my parents by choosing my own needs above theirs. I almost killed myself that year. I would’ve genuinely rather been dead than hurt my parents and disappoint them. Luckily I met a girl around the exact same time who became my one and only closest friend during those dark times and I stayed alive for her until I eventually was able to slowly climb out of my despair and depression and realize that choosing my own happiness is not selfish and it isn’t my responsibility how anyone, even my own parents, respond to that. As long as I did everything in my power to continue to have a relationship with them after I came out, how they would chose to treat me and think of me after that is not my fault. I always come back and watch this video every few months because it reminds me of my old self and how the character’s life and heartbreaking death was almost my reality. And it’s a reminder to never value to option and esteem of my parents or any of my loved ones over my own happiness and well-being. I deserve love, and so does everyone else. If you’re reading this just know that things will get better.
@skzwd96443 жыл бұрын
PROUD OF YOU
@anacarolinalandimferreira38573 жыл бұрын
That's amazing! Can I ask how things turned out?
@rosieschiavone77453 жыл бұрын
@@anacarolinalandimferreira3857 aww thank you! I’m still not out to my parents, I’m waiting a few more months till I move out to college so I don’t have to be in the same house with them when they come to terms with it. I’m out to pretty much everyone else in my life though and I’ve got a beautiful support group plus I’m super cool with who I am as a person now. I’m really excited for the future and looking forward to the time in my life when I can be with the person I love and be happy just living my life. My life situation hasn’t changed a whole lot yet but I’m so not in the same mindset I used to be in anymore so that’s made all the difference
@lamaelsh3 жыл бұрын
going through the same shit rn i cant do this anymore
@rosieschiavone77453 жыл бұрын
@@lamaelsh you’re gonna get through this i’m so sorry you have to go through that❤️
@beah83165 жыл бұрын
I can’t believe it’s been TWO years since this masterpiece of a video/ trilogy was released
@timothyostrowski38125 жыл бұрын
Totally living for your profile pic btw lol
@x.mono.x40115 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@char60814 жыл бұрын
3
@xoxoaminandco Жыл бұрын
2022 ... I don't care what you think but this is art. Period.
@fairymin13jeon805 жыл бұрын
I still can't believe that this story is really happening in real life.. Being part of a homophobic people, being scared of coming out and above all, breaking up with the person you love the most.. Troye really is a genius.. He made a perfect MV for people who's suffering alot with these scenarios.. I'm so proud of him..
@chazrjr4 жыл бұрын
Brilliant!
@softsunlightnaiad3 жыл бұрын
I spotted min Are u bts army?
@softsunlightnaiad3 жыл бұрын
And jeon
@notwerkinginthishouse86343 жыл бұрын
@@softsunlightnaiad I am BTS army hah are u in some group? I am trying to find one
@mariaiy12957 жыл бұрын
Troye Sivan does such a beautiful job of defining the current generation. For the past five or six years I found that artists tended to align their music with the youth. Sivan, though, made what he wanted to make and instead created this era in music. Thanks to him, I feel like Generation Z revolves around music like Chainsmokers and Halsey because of how simplistic the music is. He began the aesthetic era of heartbreak and sang about freedom. He's truly done an incredible job, especially with this piece.