trying to get pregnant / baby diary number one

[@Minsooky]

I’ve been there, I ended up getting so upset about it I just stopped caring. Then a couple of months later, I wanted to bleach my hair so I decided to test first just in case, and it actually showed a positive. I didn’t have any symptoms. Boy that shook me

[@chlo384]

can you not bleach your hair while pregnant?

[@kristyo1717]

It’s recommended you wait until the 2nd trimester before bleaching your hair bc it’s such a sensitive time for baby’s development.

[@Sleipnirseight]

Two makeup queens in one video 💜💜💜💜

[@chlo384]

@@kristyo1717 oh i never knew that

[@athenacaputo]

My parents tried for a few years before they had me. I'm a rainbow baby, meaning that my mom lost a baby before me. Even after all of that, after years of trying, I'm writing this to you as an existing human being. Sometimes it really does take years. You and Luke will make fantastic parents and Oliver and Maisie will be great siblings to baby #3. I wish you all the best of luck in your journey in both conceiving and pregnancy.

[@itslikelymakeup_]

aw, thank you for sharing! this is so sweet. appreciate it a lot!

[@sarakyoutube]

sending you so much warm light. I cannot wait to be apart of this beautiful journey.

[@itslikelymakeup_]

youre the sweetest

[@avachriss681]

ahh my two favorites

[@justkirianna1023]

You’re definitely not alone, and ALL of your feelings are valid and normal. I hope that sharing this video helped ease some of the stress that IS trying to have a baby. I’m sending ALL the baby dust

[@brandistrozewski7136]

I found out I’m 9 weeks after struggling with infertility for 5 years 💕 sending positive vibes your way

[@rebelbby2002]

congrats!💖

[@chrissysheffield5388]

Thank you for sharing 🤍 sending you warm light. My husband and I tried for 8 years -- 3 failed IVF rounds -- thousands of dollars -- multiple losses including twins and still so babies. I get it. It's a long and very sad road. I know you know this but your 2 kids now are such a blessing.

[@kenziehiatt4318]

I tried for 2 years obsessing, and it never happened. I had a major breakdown and my boyfriend and I decided to stop forcing it. We went on vacation a couple months later, and I got pregnant. The stress of obsessing effects more than your mental health. Take a break, go on vacation, relax and just be in the moment.

[@KatDannielle6]

I hope what you mean but your kids and mother are upset that you’re not pregnant, doesn’t mean they’re upset with YOU directly or blame you for it. I wish you the best, lovely. You’ve got this!🥺💕

[@dzifaadjei4258]

there's no reason to feel guilty for sharing!! everyone's journey is different and i wish you the best of luck on yours. nothing is wrong with you, sometimes things just happen. love you so much!!

[@itslikelymakeup_]

thank you for leaving such a sweet comment! love back

[@layanoh_]

Don't lose hope and don't put pressure on yourself. My mother got pregnant at 46

[@Bendylife]

I hope you can get that positive test soon! My mum tried for 9 years after having my older brother at 25 and ended up going with IVF treatments and getting me and my brother, then a year later had a surprise in my younger sister! And my cousin was told after an ectopic pregnancy her chances were very low, but ended up having 3 boys and beating breast cancer! I believe in you! You'll find a way through this because you're are strong and full of life 🥰

[@shaniahcarroll7294]

As someone who doesn't want kids, seeing people who struggle with getting pregnant makes me feel so guilty and sad. If I could give you my fertility, I would. Sending you all the good vibes and hope babes😔💞.

[@tesspalmer992]

Im 34 and 8 months pregnant with my first baby, Charlotte. I tested obsessively for months and I know how defeating it feels. Tracking is exhausting and draining. We're all here for you during the process!!♥️♥️

[@_meowlissa_]

Congrats, mama! 💕

[@abistevens857]

congratulations on your beautiful baby💕

[@guen4413]

Please do more personal stuff like this

[@guen4413]

If you’re comfortable with it of course

[@itslikelymakeup_]

im going to try! i think it will be a good form of therapy

[@guen4413]

@@itslikelymakeup_ sending you all of the baby dust 🧚🏻‍♂️ You deserve this mama 🤍🤍

[@alexxmf24]

@@itslikelymakeup_ came to say this! Seeing you from this perspective was really nice:) wishing you luck ♡♡

[@wintersage714]

One month or 5 years when you are anticipating & excited for something it still can be hard! Your feelings are so valid!! I’ve heard good things about the book called Taking Charge of Your Fertility

[@itslikelymakeup_]

this is so true. thank you for the recommendation!

[@victoriamccullough3570]

Girl I'm pregnant now. Over seven weeks and I'm 40 years old. Ugh kinda freaking out, was a complete shock!! Good luck to u, good vibes ur way. My first pregnancy I had my daughter almost 4 months early and she didn't make it, not even a year later I had my second daughter anina early as well. She spent 122 days in the NICU. Now shes over 2 years old doing well. Miracles happen!!!

[@itslikelymakeup_]

wow!!! what a journey you have been on, mama. that's amazing that you are pregnant at 40. congrats

[@TBirdTrish]

I'm 39 and just delivered a beautiful baby girl. I was in complete shock as well! Good luck to you on this exciting journey.

[@victoriamccullough3570]

@@TBirdTrish, oh wow Congratulations. It's not really the age its just my placenta abrupted each pregnancy second time I even got the cerclage put in so nervous if my cervix will be short again

[@TBirdTrish]

@@victoriamccullough3570 I'm sending all good thoughts your way!

[@victoriamccullough3570]

@@TBirdTrish, awww thank u I appreciate it!!

[@danielleelizabethx]

I had my IUD out in June too, so I feel this on all kind of levels! The disappointment every month is horrendous. I hope your journey doesn’t take you too much longer 💚 take care of yourself!!

[@alyssamercer4400]

Thanks for sharing such a personal story, its stuff like this that makes KZbin feel like a community again. Your feelings are always valid, you are such an amazing human, and sharing this story will help so many women- you're seriously the best and I'm wishing you all the best !

[@thedopest4423]

It will come!!! Don’t lose the faith! I Never saw you before this video but I’m definitely subscribing just to see the title “We’re Pregnant!!” Best of luck to you beautiful 🌷

[@itslikelymakeup_]

oh my gosh, that is so sweet! thank you!

[@teamjacob4eva]

Watching this with the knowledge that you were now pregnant 💓

[@GeminiGlitters]

I feel like I can’t offer you much advice as I’m 21 and have no kids myself but just know your feelings are valid and that you’re loved . Send you love girl ❤️🥺

[@itslikelymakeup_]

i appreciate it lovely!

[@mereisnotonfire]

i’m sorry you’ve been going through this, and thank you for being open with us. i’ve seen a lot of times that it seems like whenever people sort of give up on having a baby or at least stop stressing about it, ironically that’s when they get pregnant. 100% easier said than done but i just found it interesting. sending love 💞💓💕

[@olivia8508]

I can’t imagine how vulnerable it would feel to share all of this. You’re amazing, thank you so much for sharing, despite how hard it might be

[@joannediaz3159]

I believe that stressing and worrying about getting pregnant is what can prevent you from getting pregnant. So be kind to yourself ❤️ Sending baby dust✨

[@alliemcclellan8661]

Thank you so much for sharing this. It’s like hearing someone else verbalize my own struggles and thoughts and I feel so heard. I appreciate you being vulnerable and posting this

[@MarissaBlakeMyeongNaBi]

HOW EXCITING!! CONGRATS 👏🏼😭 good luck Jordi

[@killuaxkillua2384]

Sending you all the baby dust ❤️ in a few years I will be trying again for my second baby and idk I’m just comforted by the fact how you’re so raw and said all of my fears I worry about and have seen friends experience. Your fans here are all sending you baby dust!

[@alyssapacheco9287]

I have endometriosis and have had 2 miscarriages. My last miscarriage was June 2019. And I have struggled ever since. My husband and I gave up. You’re so right, girl. It is a very lonely road

[@clairelangham-brown3085]

I love you, Jordi and you continue to be such a brave, inspiring, compassionate and wonderful ray of sunlight ✨ I wish you all the best for this journey and I feel privileged, as do many of your followers I'm sure, that you are sharing this with us ❤ be kind to yourself, you deserve so much love, remember that! I'm thinking of you and sending you all the warm hugs and good vibes 💖

[@fruitypatchouli]

I'm so glad you shared this. I feel so much less alone! Thank you. My partner and I have tried now for 5 years, and I have had so many moments where I feel devastated. And the further along I get, the more I lose hope. And then my fiance said the other day that maybe it's best that we don't have kids and I broke down and felt horrible. It's been a journey for sure... Love you Jordi. You've always been a huge inspiration to me, so hearing you say this makes me feel like I'm not such a weird person for wanting something so badly but not being able to achieve it. It will happen for you. I truly do believe that. ❤️

[@amandajovel]

Had my first at 23 and my second at 28 and then when my second was about 2 I started trying for a third. I tried for 3 years. And everything you described, I mean everything, I felt for those 3 years. It was incredibly lonely too because no one could understand. I already had two kids, what was I sad about? I don’t have a happy ending, I’m not gonna lie, it left me pretty jaded. Life just doesn’t seem as magical or as manifestical as it used to feel and seem. I did learn a lot along the way. It’s been two years of not trying but not being careful either and it just is not going to happen. I guess I’m okay? But last weekend we opened up a baby box with the kids baby clothes and I burst into tears unexpectedly. I secretly still make baby name lists. In my heart I just know that it would be a boy if I ever did get pregnant again. But now I’m 35 and I just don’t think another at this point is a good idea anymore. My youngest is 7 now and I feel the difference in my body and mentality at 35 and things just are what they are. Only sharing in solidarity and showing the other side of just not getting what you want no matter how badly we wanted. I’m still here and I’m okay. Now I dream of owning land, having a dog, and being a doula so I can be around babies and birth all the time ;)

[@kelseybennett4871]

Aww honey don’t stress about it!! I know it’s tough but everything happens for a reason and in its own time and when it does happen it will be even more exciting and amazing because of the wait. Keep living your life and soon I’m confident you will be blessed with another little one! Just let life take you on this journey as it sees fit. Sending lots of love and hugs and pregnancy dust your way!! ✨💕

[@sanabady6658]

Jordi, it hurts my heart so, so profoundly to see you struggling and hurting, but it is so unfathomably brave of you to share this with us. Sending you so much pregnancy dust, love, and hope for a beautiful baby soon. I can only imagine how difficult this has been for you and how mentally and emotionally taxing the disappointment is, and I hope that in addition to your support system, your base of followers and subscribers can send you all the light in the world to lift you up even a little bit 🖤🖤🖤

[@sero0716]

I’m so glad you posted this. It helps so much to know someone else is feeling what I feel too. You feel EXACTLY how I feel. Thank you for being so vulnerable.

[@Mary-mb4hk]

i love you, jordi. thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable! i can relate so deeply to how it feels when it seems like everyone around you is getting pregnant and it's not happening for you. you don't have to feel guilty about grieving during this process - it's more than valid to be sad and disappointed when you're trying to conceive and it doesn't happen that month. sending you so much love, a few hugs, and a heaping helping of baby dust ✨

[@justskellie]

So amazed by you! 🥰 thinking back to your last vulnerable video, speaking of all your ailments and daily physical pain and yet you are still willing to be pregnant. Knowing that little one is worth the trauma to your body. You have such radiant inner beauty!

[@daniellenichols9757]

Stress can keep you from ovulating, my aunt and uncle tried for 10yrs and finally decided to adopt. With the joy of her new baby she relaxed and BAM pregnant! Just stop "trying" and it will be more likely to happen.

[@arassara42069]

you have the sweetest soul and such a big heart

[@sarahbeeflores]

It’s been over a year since I have had my very first miscarriage. And I also have PCOS so it’s been a struggle. I am going to be 28 and I would love it so much to have my rainbow baby. I get how you feel and I will keep sending positive vibes to you as I need them as well. ✨✨

[@itslikelymakeup_]

so difficult! sending you rainbow baby dust mama

[@Momofukudoodoowindu]

I have PCOS too. Im worried for when my husband and I start trying. We don't plan on it for 3 to 5 more years, but... Im like what if I can't either. I'm 28 too!

[@jessicaharrison4719]

I have PCOS, too, and I have been treated for it since I was 14, so maybe that's why, but I have 2 beautiful children. It is possible! Another friend of mine who found out she was a Cyster when she was trying to have her second got pregnant on accident on birth control. Everyone with PCOS is different, so I don't know if knowing about others' successes helps or hurts, but just know there is hope.

[@adelinewurzer4533]

@@Momofukudoodoowindu not to be rude & i sincerely apologize if this insults u, but why wait until ur in ur 30's if u have an illness that makes it difficult to get pregnant in the first place?

[@Momofukudoodoowindu]

@@adelinewurzer4533 not rude at all 😊 life hasn't allowed us to start a family sooner (i.e., school, finances, relocating, medical, etc)

[@shawnnaleclair2467]

Thank you for sharing! My husband and I have been trying for 2 years now and I totally understand what you’re going through💔 you’re not alone! Hope you conceive soon!

[@hayleyricci4233]

I’m sending you all my love and healing energy to help you get through this time. Thank for you sharing this with us! When you do get pregnant (because you will), you and will look back at this one day and think about how strong you were throughout this journey. Even your baby will grow up and see this and see how loved they were before they were even created! ❤️ You got this, Jordi.

[@macncheesefairy]

I’m sending you so much love 💕 I know this is a hard process, but stay strong! This is very exciting and I wish you guys the best. I can’t wait to watch this journey. We love you, Jordi!

[@arringtonellis8971]

Seeing you be so vulnerable and emotional makes me feel SO much better during my TTC journey. My husband and I have been trying for our first baby for 6 months and counting and I’m taking various supplements and teas and ovulation medications with no positive results on top of tracking my period and ovulation. It’s a very emotional and difficult journey and I’m sending you so much baby dust ❤️

[@Sleipnirseight]

My parents started trying when they were a bit older and had a hard time. They spent tons of money at a fertility clinic, then a few months after they gave up and my mom stopped taking the treatments, she got pregnant with me. It seems like such a random journey for so many people. Nobody ever seems to get pregnant when they want to! Sending love your way 💜💜💜

[@heyitsmet333]

I'll be praying for you! I'm finally starting ivf this year after 18 of infertility. 18 years after the loss of my baby girl Kadance. This is my year for a positive test & this is your year too!!!

[@banannabelle5741]

I've heard how hard and frustrating it can be trying to get pregnant. You just need to think of you and love you to get there!! You've got a little world to send you love

[@kierag543]

I legit feel this same way. I thought something was wrong with me but this is so reassuring knowing I'm not alone. ❤

[@lilithravenwood7356]

Sending you all of the warm vibes and thoughts; pregnancy is a tough thing, and not everyone can go through it and you're a strong and courageous woman to go on this journey, and we're all here for you! Please don't feel guilty or like you're being selfish for being frustrated with this situation. All of your emotions are valid, Jordi. I wish you all the best on this journey and I hope things get easier and that your support system is there for you every step of the way!

[@Pizzacatz666]

It’s not uncommon to struggle with getting pregnant within the first few months of getting off birth control, even IUD. Now that it’s been almost a year, you’re probably going to have a much better chance in the next few months. It’s definitely going to happen, just don’t give up ❤️

[@arletteross]

I'm praying for y'all. Please relax and don't stress yourself. I love you Jordy 💜💜💜💜 I'm so excited for this journey!

[@cassandraayersman6360]

Coming here after seeing your announcement 😭🥰😭🥰🥰

[@meepmoopmeep1]

Same here!

[@becca6960]

Omg jordi! I understand your frustration it is so draining mentally & physically. Currently on cycle #4 ttc baby #2 after 9 years. Wish you the best of luck! Sending lots & lots of baby dust your way. Hope you get that bfp soon dont give up. 💖🙏🤰

[@itslikelymakeup_]

before we started trying, i had to google all of the abbreviations. bfp is such a cute one. thank you lovely! baby dust to you as well!

[@becca6960]

@@itslikelymakeup_ same lol. Awe thank you so much!!

[@anagann5047]

You’re not alone. Your feelings are valid! I tried for almost 2 years and had two losses before now finally having my rainbow baby. I hope it happens for you! Sending all the love, hugs, good vibes etc. It’s hard but you’ll get there! 💚💚💚

[@katyjorgenson2136]

I’ve never clicked so fast 😭 I’m so sorry you’re having trouble!! I hope the best for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ me and my best friend always talk about how unfair it is that PMS symptoms are the same as early pregnancy symptoms it’s so rude

[@haleymilbrodt8080]

I believe in you. Sometimes the best thing you can do is just share your feelings and hopefully it will put your mind at ease a little bit. The process of getting pregnant is different for every person, every time. I think what frustrates and hurts women is that different experiences aren't always shared as openly or discussed in a meaningful way, so we internalize a lot of feelings about how pregnancy should be easy. Thank you for being so vulnerable and I'll keep my fingers crossed that you get a positive test soon.

[@rararachel26]

Been on this same journey since last March. Thank you for sharing something so difficult. You’re helping others feel less alone ❤️ love to you guys you’re amazing

[@emmanguyen794]

you are such a strong person, I’m praying for your journey 💖 much love

[@liz5773]

sending you so much love. i really admire you for speaking so openly about this, i think it will make a lot of people feel less alone. ♥️

[@alysewells8270]

AHHHHHHHHHH cannot control my joy for you. I am so sorry that the process has been hard on you. Thank you for letting us be a part of your journey:) sending all the positive vibes to the universe your way.

[@courtneyremarks1133]

Girl you're allowed to be frustrated! Dont feel bad! Sometimes its kinda like what's wrong with me....why don't I deserve a baby when there's moms out there that dgaf about their kids,harm their kids ect. I had a really hard time having kids. I lost my first 3, one being pretty far in the pregnancy.then I finally got my rainbow baby in 2014. I recently found out I'm pregnant after just getting used to the idea that it probably wasn't gonna a happen! ❤ it WILL happen for you! It just needs to be the right time and the perfect little spermy needs to find it's way...and that'll be the baby you were meant to have! Well worth the wait! But don't feel bad for getting discouraged,that's a perfectly normal human response!

[@renmcg12]

I have so much love for you Jordi. I can understand feeling invalidated, but I hope you will see that is not true. While other people might have experienced terrible things, it doesn't make your pain any less real. There isn't a finite amount of pain or sadness, or any feeling. You are the best momma, and I am sending you all of my love 💕

[@emuhlychee]

Sending you and your family all the love and support right now ❤️ Your feelings are all valid, my therapist always says that it’s completely okay to grieve over something that could’ve happened or the life that you could’ve had. Its always comforting to know that it’s not just me being selfish. Seek comfort in your family, they want the best for you ❤️❤️

[@ashleydavila4211]

You’re amazing jordi, thank you for being so brave with your honesty. I’m so sorry you’re going through this challenge. I’m sending you all the positive pregnancy vibes I can!!

[@sameroski]

this makes me happy just reading the title alone. you and your bf and soo adorable together🤎 i wish you guys the very best on this journey

[@Noel.Chmielowiec]

Sending lots of love to you Jordi. In the end everything will be alright, and you will have your wonderful baby. I hope that you will be easier on yourself, because if your mental health is not in the right place all of your body is in imbalance. Thank you for sharing your feelings with us ❤️

[@katkay6420]

My heart aches for you!! Secondary infertility struggles are soooo frustrating... the hurt and the longing and the disappointment and frustration are SO real and SO valid, but the guilt you feel for being so sad when you feel like other people are struggling “more” than you is so real, too. I have PCOS, and tried for 2 1/2 years to have my youngest. That was after having 2 babies, too- just like you! My first, I got pregnant RIGHT AWAY after marrying my ex. My second was a COMPLETE accident, when I first started dating her father... He and I are still together now, nearly 6 years later, and 4 years in we decided we wanted one more.. it was so hard getting negative tests every month for that long... I just kept thinking it was a cruel, sick joke that I was able to get pregnant so easily before, when I wasn’t even really trying, and now that we were in SUCH a good place in life and we felt SO ready for another baby- we felt like we were actually planning having a baby like “adults,” and we were sooo excited to find out we were expecting a baby we’d planned and tried for, as opposed to seeing a positive test and being shocked... I couldn’t believe that now that I was in the right place in life to try to have a baby, my body just wasn’t working anymore all of a sudden... That feeling is so beyond frustrating. And I know what it’s like, telling yourself you won’t test, that you’ll just wait to start- I never stuck to it, either... when you want something THAT bad- especially when you think you’re experiencing symptoms- it’s just too hard to wait sometimes... I don’t wanna make this about me at all, I just wanna show that I know how you feel, and I want to let you know that everything you feel is soooooooo beyond valid. I know you’re still gonna feel guilty sometimes for feeling that way, but try not to, because it’s so natural to... Sending so much baby dust your way!! I bawled when RawBeautyKristi announced her pregnancy, and I know I’ll do the same when you do someday! 🥰🖤

[@carmencabrera7541]

I'm only 23 so the only advice I can give is to replace the habit of testing every month with something else. For example if you feel the urge to test get up immediately and do something else, you may have to force yourself to physically get away from it so maybe go on a walk or ask your kids and spouse to do a physical activity with you outside. It will replace the habit of testing too early and have the natural effect of lowering your stress by using exercise and fresh air as a destressor. I'm happy you have let us in on this journey and I'm hoping for nothing but good things!

[@sophiemaisonneuve1906]

It took me 4 years of on and of trying for baby #2 ...and I got pregnant while on the pill with my first one... I was so confused and frustrated... I have 2 boys, 7 years difference... and they are the best!!! I feel your pain my beautiful KZbin friend and I’m sending you all the positive energy!!!

[@fairyinchains]

please please know there is nothing wrong with you, there is no way to control this and you're doing what you can!! sending you love and warmth and all the good energy you deserve, your time will come 💗💞💗

[@Mirandathekittengaming]

I'm so excited that you guys are trying for a little one!! Even though you are 'trying' I fully believe when you least expect it and get those nerves/stressed feelings out your body will let it happen when the time is right

[@leilahcosic5031]

You will get pregnant... I obsess over shit like that too... you have to try and imagine a positive pregnancy test, let that shit manifest and the universe will give yous your baby(it’s) Good Luck Jordi Sending positive vibes ♥️

[@brittanyflanagan2229]

Sending positive vibes. I've watched your videos for years now and I've been rooting for you ever since. I love your voice and wholesome personality. I struggled for a couple of years trying and yet I had normal periods. My husband stopped smoking (both) and drinking often and we both started working out. I'm not here to tell you what to do, but I know the desperation and effects it had on mental health and just thought I'd share my tips. I hope everything works out for you. ❣

[@laurenleebee]

I know multiple people who tried for a long time to get pregnant and were able to get pregnant when they were relaxing and on vacation and not tracking everything. Stress can definitely take a toll on fertility! I know it’s so hard to hear people saying to just stop stressing, but I thought it might be helpful. Sending you all the baby dust!! ❤️I’m trying to conceive too! It’s only been 3 months for me though. I love hearing about other people’s fertility and pregnancy journeys though! You are already a great mama and when you do get pregnant you’re gonna have the most loved baby!

[@emmym7989]

Sending baby dust your way ✨💞 I know you feel the pressure, and I know how hard it can be. I know how disappointed you can feel in yourself when you take a test and it's negative. But I promise you, you've done absolutely nothing wrong. I know you know that, but it's still nice to have reassurance and validation for things 💞 You are such a wonderful individual- you have such a kind and gentle soul. Please try to be kind to yourself. A thing my therapist taught me is to try to treat myself as I'd treat someone else when I need comfort. I'm so proud of you and the progress you've made. You're doing so well!!

[@andreasantos1611]

def not my situation but I wish you the best of luck, you're an amazing mother and a light in this world, lots of love! 🖤

[@andreasantos1611]

and also, please don't blame yourself, this is not your fault at all babe, everything will be ok even if it doesn't seem like it

[@itslikelymakeup_]

thank u beautiful!

[@elizabethwilliams7177]

Sending you all the love and baby dust! It’s incredibly hard to share about infertility and the struggles of trying to conceive, you are one brave and strong woman!

[@jordan-melissacorrigan1958]

Oh Jordy 💕 I can kind of relate as I was told I would never have children due to PCOS & Endometriosis so I never thought it would ever happen to me. It came totally out of nowhere after years of never ever getting pregnant. Sending you all the love in the world. Your frustrations and feelings are valid! No matter what others go through- this is your journey and you're allowed to feel how you feel and that doesn't discredit anyone else's feelings or experiences. Be kind to yourself and keeping everything crossed for you all. 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@mhschiller714]

Oof. I was there a few years ago. It made me feel crazy and I had to take a break for a few years. Like I would be happy for others who easily got pregnant, but at the same time, it just made me feel so heavy and sad. I know that hurt and I know that pain. I'm sending you so so much love right now.

[@shell2835]

Thanks for having the courage to talk about this! This will honestly mean a lot, to a lot of people 🙏

[@michaelasingleton9430]

I'm so sorry you're having a hard time :/ sending love and baby dust your way

[@m00niec]

i love you Jordi. thank you for sharing this with us. i’m sending literally so much love to you

[@roo288]

wishing y’all the best and that all good things come your way soon!! 💙

[@julia-kv2gv]

what you're feeling is totally valid and understandable my mom as 42 yo when she got pregnant of me, and she also had a lot of uterus problems (she even got surgery when i was 3 years old to remove it) and it wasn't easy for her but she got through it and you will too and im here to say that you'll be okay and you and Luke will be amazing parents to this baby, and your kids will be amazing siblings sending a lot of good energies towards you and your family, everything will be alright and will happen at its time :) i love your channel you're amazing

[@sararf1021]

I'm 34 and currently 19 weeks pregnant after trying for the past 3 years! We have a seven year old daughter as well. It was a struggle to get pregnant the first time too! This time, I used ovulation sticks to help in this process and took clomid to ensure ovulation. Best of luck to you on your journey! 💕

[@itslikelymakeup_]

congratulations lovely!!!!

[@magnolia5677]

Awwww Jordi Im so happy for you guys!!! Don’t stress out. Relax, take deep breaths and just keep faith that you guys will have another baby. If you stress out too much it stressed your body out and it’s no bueno. I am sending you positive energy and vibes. You guys are going to be pregnant just watch. Btw I missed you, love you!!! 😘❤️🤞🏼👶🏻

[@lex6463]

I agree about PMS symptoms being cruel for being so similar to pregnancy, just for the opposite reasons. I’m terrified of pregnancy, and never want children, so the couple of times I’ve had pregnancy scares where the symptoms are similar were the worst. I wish you a healthy pregnancy as soon as possible though, and so much happiness on this journey with your family.

[@noelislaxingg]

This makes my heart hurt for you Jordi 🖤 I know how hard it is to want a baby with every part of your being and it just not being reality. I am sending you all the baby dust, all the good vibes, and all the hope the world has to offer! And just remember that no one else's feelings should matter around whether or not you become pregnant. Others around you should be giving you love, care, and support, not letting you know they're disappointed. Of course everyone is disappointed, but they should know that you're the most important person in this situation, and your feelings should be handled with the upmost care. You deserve it 🖤

[@groovyloaf]

Jordi you are such a wonderful mama to your squids, and we know you will be a great mama to your next ones. Getting pregnant goes up and down, like you said many people try for years. It will happen when you least expect it. We are rooting for you! Just remember that things like this are also intimate and stress can ruin that. Tell you family their opinions stress you out. Tell you kids it will happen when it happens it is great to have that conversation with them young so they know it's not like it is on TV. In the end the likelihood is here and loves and will support you through this baby making journey ❤

[@mallorymaisner]

Omg I’ve been trying to get pregnant for the first time for only a few months now and can relate to everything you said. It can be mentally taxing to get so excited and then test negative. I hope you get pregnant at the perfect time for you and your family and all goes well ❤️ Thank you for your courage to share what’s been going on with you.

[@laurenski32ify]

This might just be how things seem from my perspective but it seems like your husband, other kids, and mom seem to be the people pressuring you the most. Stress always makes these things less likely so just do your best to listen to your body and find ways to relax! Sending positive thoughts and wishes to both you and your hubby!!

[@helsbels7686]

It's so normal to feel frustrated, don't let it weigh you down. You will be blessed with a beautiful baby, sending light and love to you 💖

[@ydelagarza006]

Keep your head up girl. It will happen when you least expect it. Sending you guys positive vibes and love you 🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@grungeseries2206]

Hey sweetie, I know the feeling! It took 8 months to become pregnant and everyone is built differently and please don't put pressure on yourself, sending all the baby dust too you 😊

[@paigelarson9279]

It took us 3 years to get our baby girl and its so so mentally draining. I was doing everything you were and it really took its toll on my mental health, especially because it was really easy to get pregnant with my son. Sending you lots of love, light and baby dust xx

[@ΓωγώΚατσαρού]

My mum had 26 IVFs to get me, over about 10 years. It will happen, you will get there sooner or later, I wish you all the luck in this journey xx

[@colleenmcnally9418]

Awwww we love you!! ❤ as corny as it sounds ,I truly believe God has a plan for us all,it will happen if it's meant to happen. Just please try not to stress to hard 😣 although its completely understandable. You're such a beautiful person Inside and out ,its so sad to see you in pain😣 😭 take it easy💕

[@NiamhMia]

Never feel guilty for being sad! Everyone is on their own fertility journey ❤️ I personally had a misscarriage after getting pregnant after just 3 months of trying.. we’ve now been trying for 8 months and no luck. I feel exactly the same as you. Praying for my rainbow baby and praying for you to get your baby soon 🙏🏻

[@cheyennestmartin8984]

You are not alone love! It took me 6 months then a miscarriage and another almost 2 years after to get pregnant. My sister in law was pregnant just a week ahead of me when I miscarried and it was really hard. Sending you all the baby dust to you 💖

[@betterbetty3542]

I’ll pray for you guys!! Babies are the best and you’re already an amazing mom! 🥰

[@linneaburns9893]

Thank you so much for sharing this video sending lots of love and positive vibes your way my fiancé and I have been trying for almost a year after having my iud taken out! no luck yet but we’re still hopeful and still trying. Hang in there girly I’m literally right there with you