Twins' First Solid Food!

[@bribri9680]

It should be the opposite of mom guilt. Having your kids being able to let you go and come back is really important to their secure attachment. It makes them more confident and allow for them to rely on others who love them. It doesn’t change how hard it will feel, but it may make you have more peace knowing this is good for all of you.

[@Ava_Lynn7]

Agree 100 percent ! Boosting so hopefully she will see this!

[@alexandrafausett9593]

This. 🙌 Boosting so hopefully Colleen sees.

[@addisonabare6915]

This!🙌

[@carolineweston5263]

Agree, especially for Flynn (since it's hard for the twins to understand). It helps to see that mom goes away (even for a few days), but she comes back.

[@chloe_3787]

Yes to this. I was not away from my mom at all for probably my first three years of life. At three, I cried at preschool everyday without fail. At eight, I would cry myself nearly sick when I was with a perfectly competent, likable babysitter. At ten, I struggled to spend one night with my grandparents. I’m better now at 19, but when I moved into a dorm even seven minutes away from home, the anxiety leading up to the transition was crippling. Every transition in life has been 100x harder, probably partially because of those early years. The reality is, Mom can’t be there for everything.

[@bkyclk]

It’s an excellent time for Erik to bond with the kids by himself. He needs alone time with the babies so they become attached to him like they are with you. With our twins we shuffled them so much we didn’t even know which was which when we had them in the night cuddling them lol. The only one who knew their cry’s and noises was my sis their mom. The rest of us were like what how do you know who sneezed how is that possible?!

[@morgandae]

So if a caterpillar falls while in its chrysalis, it’s wings won’t form correctly and won’t be able to fly (at least, this was my experience). We raised butterflies this year and this happened to us again. There was some extra silk at the top of the fallen chrysalis, so we looped a sewing pin through that extra material (not piercing anything) and very carefully pinned it to the top of the container with the others. If you don’t have any extra material at the tops, I would recommend just googling because it happen a lot of the time. Hope this helps!!

[@liz-jj5tz]

Boosting this

[@ashtyn25]

My caterpillars turned out fine and we ignored it but you probably know more than I do.

[@sngray11]

Hopefully Colleen sees this to salvage the chrysalises that fell down while they were out of town so their wings can form properly. 💗

[@katelezama9888]

We had one that fell and it was totally fine

[@BsTheLadynred]

I've raised butterflies for years too and haven't had that problem. The best thing to do is just gently put the fallen ones on a soft paper towel cushion in the habitat and they can still transition. I've had ones that were fine and still had wing issues.

[@maryvblair]

I like how Flynn was like “can’t the babies watch themselves already? They’re basically adults.”

[@betzology6711]

When did he say this? What time stamp

[@anarag2826]

Yeah, when did he say that? I couldn’t find that clip in this video.

[@maryvblair]

He didn’t say those exact words. Colleen said there wouldn’t be anyone to watch the babies and he didn’t seem to think that was a problem haha.

[@anarag2826]

@@maryvblair Ohh I understand now. Yeah, you’re right! Lol he’s so funny and adorable

[@amaria1731]

It's so important for children's development to learn to have time away from mommy/daddy and then see and know that you always come back. As incredibly difficult as it will be, know that this will be good for both you AND your kids.

[@Sara99224]

Yes exactly!!!!

[@eloisebacon7657]

I was going to say this too!

[@ShoomerZee]

This is so true growing up I was with my mom all the time and now I have separation anxiety frome her at 15

[@amyelitorres]

That was me when I was little. I would always cry when my mom left because she was with me all the time when I was little. So it’s definitely good for them

[@bloempotlot]

Yes! This exactly! Especially for later, when they go to school etc, they will be more used to being without mom/dad, but as long as they know that you will be coming back to pick them up.

[@hallybug2692]

As someone whose miscarried and is longing to be a mama, those sweet babies laughs made my heart so full

[@Mandinobear]

❤️ love for you, I hope you get to be a mamma soon!

[@miaibarra964]

Hope you get your rainbow baby💛

[@zuzupurple4494]

My love goes out to you

[@Jazzysketch]

Miscarriages are so hard… I’ve had many. I’m not even sure that I can carry to full term at this point and it’s so heartbreaking. Hopefully though we can both get to be mommies one day

[@KickingItWithTheCapers]

I’ve had a few miscarriages. Your little blessing is coming!!❤️❤️Lots of love and hugs from me to you!!!

[@dancingdaisy09]

Oh my God. Maisy’s laugh is THE MOST ADORABLE THING EVER!!! She is going to be so funny just like her mama ❤️

[@samg873]

I can't quit laughing. Her laugh is contagious. Wesley's too

[@daania8363]

@@samg873 same

[@samg873]

@@daania8363 definitely lots of love in that house

[@TheBrittney231]

“The invisible string” is a great children’s book that I read to the kids I nanny when parents have to go on work trips 👍🏼👍🏼

[@christinasanchez8775]

Yes! There is also now The Invisible Leash! Love both books so so much!

[@Abbey_Cowie]

I work in childcare and we read this to the children who are missing their parent/caregivers, it helps them feel love and connected.

[@lolokay8160]

it’s also a great taylor swift song :))) lol

[@carolynwarwick8582]

My daughter (6 at the time) was given this book after my in laws suddenly passed in a tragic accident. It was very comforting to her and we read it often. This would be a great book for Flynn!

[@zuzupurple4494]

Yes and “kissing hand”

[@lilymay7136]

this is such a special moment, from watching them in the nicu when they were so so tiny and being fed through feeding tubes it’s incredible to see there progress! colleen your a hero ❤️‍🩹

[@mik-moon]

Was thinking the exact same thing!!!

[@rocket8_8]

They have gotten so big and strong 🥺 so proud of how far they have come

[@Kyaesk]

I felt so bad for Colleen and everything she was going through in the NICU but it's so great to see Wes and Maisy now!

[@maritxuc.9971]

it's incredible!! Collen and Erik job is amazing 🤍🤍💗💗💗💗💗💫💫💫💫💫

[@cassiepitman997]

Literally bawling

[@valarya]

From an early childhood educator: Something a lot of moms don't realize is that yes your kids might seem to prefer you at times - but that's only when you're near enough for them to see/hear you. Typically once you're gone, they don't have those tendencies to cling/whine/etc - and they do just fine!!!

[@coureypie3090]

This!! My daughter will let anyone lay her down for a nap if she doesn't see or hear me. The moment she knows I'm around, she won't sleep not being held. She was nursed for 8 months and still nurses at night (jeeze do I wish she didn't - it's excruciating for me for her to nurse)

[@bloempotlot]

Yes, I notice this too. I don't have kids myself, but I've two nieces and a nephew and I notice that their parents are around they usually sit with them or hang around them, but when I'm babysitting and the parents are gone, they love hanging out with me and chilling with me. Sure they will miss their parents, but they will always come back for them

[@giabocchino9892]

Eh not all the time actually. My daughter screamed with her grandma the whole time I was gone. I came back and she stopped

[@meganrd03]

@@giabocchino9892 usually a “symptom” of an insecure attachment. Screaming and crying cause they’re not sure if you’ll actually come back. - an ECE teacher

[@Caranora]

I'm at the part where Maisey is laughing her self silly and OMG not only does she just make my heart soar with happiness, I end up in tears. From seeing her so tiny in the nicu to the giggly happy little cherub she is now. I'm so happy for you. What a precious gift they are

[@samg873]

And it looks like Maisy is almost as big as Wesley

[@estxxx7246]

Watch the poor family they have cute kids too..

[@estxxx7246]

*pior family*

[@libeedoo]

My dad is a musician (meaning he travelled a lot and my mom would go often too). I always missed them a lot, but something they would do was write me a card for every day they were gone. I got to open it in the morning and it always made me feel better because I knew that when I ran out of cards, they would be back. It also helped me know that they missed me too. Maybe a little hot wheel with a note for Flynn everyday?

[@user-mp4zs2by9m]

Perfect idea!

[@619rachel]

I think this is a great idea! Like advent counting down the days until momma comes back

[@daniesabourin6373]

I just wanted to say that my dad was and still is a performer for my whole life. He travelled a LOT going on tours and honestly I didn’t even realize how often he was gone until I was in college and talking to my mom about it. He was always present and a fantastic and loving father when he was home, and so my sister and I never felt that he had “left” us. We missed him, but being with my mom and grandparents was also so special. Now I’m 20 and my sister is 25. Dad still travels for work as a tour manager and occasionally as a performer and I wouldn’t want it any other way! I hope maybe a glance to what being a working performer and parent can be like 20 years from now might help❤

[@Cheerleaderfan6]

yes!! my dad always had work trips and worked late but spent all of his free time with his kids and i grew up not even realizing how often he was gone because of the effort he put in.

[@sydneykleiman7477]

@@Cheerleaderfan6 same!!

[@autumnweaver4177]

does anyone else notice colleen’s “customer service voice” on her main channel and tiktok vs her more authentic self on her vlogs? it makes me feel like we’re the real friends hah

[@sofiyaharwood6038]

For the caterpillars: this is actually common, it happened to one of mine too. They will still come out and be fine. Just gently place them on the bottom of the enclosure thing they will be in and they’ll be fine. Mine came out upside down so i just put my finger near its legs and it climbed up in my finger. All good and it flew away great!

[@yeplsleavemealone3988]

TTQ: Do you think your mom guilt will continue into flynn and the twins life as they get older? my mom had a lot of seperation anxiety from me and honestly colleen all it did was make me have the same issues and become more dependent on her. Part of learning and growing is not having your mommy there all the time (ofc not right now as they are still little ones so it’s only natural but keep this in mind it is just as beneficial as it is hard.) In saying that I am a total hypocrite i have an anxiety attack every time i have to leave them but i’m trying.

[@Caryl_Maria_Art]

Boost^^^

[@superlious19]

Agree 100%! They're little of course and the time with them is precious. However, it is good for both Colleen and the kiddos. It teaches them how to be flexible and independent.

[@marjoleinspit3612]

Boost^^

[@gabrielleoana1092]

Yes!!! As a mom, I too experience mom guilt even when their grandparents stay with them a few hours while I'm away sometimes. I work from home so although they see me everyday, usually all day, I can see how they are more independent because of those moments even if I'm stressed the entire time I'm away from them.

[@OliviaM-hr7vw]

Absolutely. This is great advice

[@juliashaddock6396]

Maisy's laugh is so infectious! This vlog is just what I needed after a long and tiring day! I don't see how anyone could watch her laugh and not crack up!!

[@suemick8709]

I never thought about humour being one of the first things a baby enjoys. Maisie is an appreciative audience for Flynn's balloon toss and he looked really pleased at her reaction. So cute!

[@minionarrow248]

Honestly, as hard as leaving them will be, it's not only important for you but also for them. I was raised so close to my mom that I missed out on sooo many opportunites growing up just because my mom wouldnt have been with me. Like gymnastics, I wouldnt do anything without my mom actually there. School overnighter trips were a definite no-go, and summer camps usually had me crying and sick with anxiety. This may just qualifily as they are a little older idk, but I definitely feel this will be good for all of you, as hard for all of you it may be.

[@heloise2241]

As a mom who’s in the military (and not around my kids half the year) I’d say : avoid thinking about them. I know easier said than done but try focusing on your work. if I think about them too much when I’m away, I’m a total mess. Be strong and try to enjoy those uninterrupted nights :)

[@nhouse7962]

Yes, hopefully she can take the time and use it to her advantage with all the items on her list she wants to get done!

[@eck09]

Omg I love colleen. All the vlogs are funny and sometimes emotional. But we always get through it and all of us have your back colleen. Your little babies are going to be just fine! They will have some time with eric and you will come back and get all the baby snuggles. You should be proud because you are going back on tour with 2 babies and a toddler. Love you colleen!!!!

[@ericaj2611]

Maisy's adorable belly laugh at Flynn had me smiling ear to ear the entire time 🥰

[@luminous_1_]

One of the hardest parts of loving someone is missing them, but one of the best is being reunited! Plus you are teaching your babies wonderful lessons - to pursue what you love and how important your identity is as Colleen the woman, not just Colleen the mom who they know best. 💜 See you in Reading!

[@genthespacewitch]

BUTTERFLY HOBBYIST HERE! When a caterpillar pupates, it becomes a chrysalis by shedding its outer caterpillar skin which falls to the ground (By contrast, moth caterpillars spin cocoons of silk around them instead of shedding skin). The things you're seeing on the floor of the cups is probably shed caterpillar skins. You can leave them there or open the cup and clean them out if you'd like. Don't worry too much about disturbing the chrysalides. They're pretty solidly attached to the walls. However, if you find that there really are chrysalides that have fallen, you can use some tape (medical works best but scotch will work too) to create a "loop" at the little tail end of the chrysalis where the silk is. Fold the piece of tape in half lengthwise and pinch any silk that's left in between the two ends of tape. You can then pin the tape to the inside of the butterfly cage. If there's not enough silk left to attach to the tape, you can poke a needle and thread through the VERY tip of the chrysalis and tape the thread instead. There are plenty of KZbin tutorials out there on different methods to save a fallen chrysalis.

[@ollubi]

Comment to push

[@WORDTOTHEDAY]

Second grade teacher here. I teach the butterfly life cycle. I have done this project every year for 13 years. Don't do what Gen says. Do not tape. Put it at the bottom of the butterfly net. Chrysalises naturally fall in the wild. It happens. But as long as the chrysalis isn't damaged, the butterfly should still emerge. Get the chrysalis out of the food so it won't soak up anymore moisture and put it at the bottom of the butterfly net. If you don't believe me, this is what InsectLore (the major company that does the whole butterfly kits thing) says to do: insectlore.zendesk.com/hc/en-us/articles/360045717391-What-should-I-do-if-a-chrysalis-falls-#:~:text=Gently%20scoop%20your%20chrysalis%20out,mesh%20wall%20of%20the%20habitat.

[@genthespacewitch]

@@WORDTOTHEDAY It's true that leaving the chrysalis on the floor of the butterfly cage probably won't cause them any harm. However, the purpose of a high-hanging chrysalis is to allow the butterfly a perch to rest and dry off after it emerges. I don't like leaving my chrysalides on the floor because it forces the butterfly to climb up the wall while they're still exhausted. It works and they won't die, but I prefer to hang them back up because I believe it's more humane to the animal. I've also seen a fresh chrysalis stick to objects that were too close while it was still wet and forming, causing the butterfly to become deformed and die. Check the chrysalides on the floor to make sure they haven't stuck to anything. Taping the chrysalis does no harm whatsoever as long as you don't tape the body of the chrysalis. Try to keep it on the stem/silk. The instructions provided by a mass-produced learning tool are probably formulated for a least-contact-possible approach, which isn't bad. I just prefer it my way for the reasons I stated above.

[@amberdagit629]

Watching Maisy laugh while Flynn was playing with the balloon melted my heart, I wish I could be that easily entertained lol, and sending you lots of love I know leaving your babies is so hard, but you got this your amazing and the best mama, the time will fly by

[@ascp96]

Can't believe they're already eating solids. I'm so proud of the whole Stocklin-Ballinger family's journey from the NICU to here ❤️❤️❤️

[@CoaTravelNut]

soon they’ll have their first birthday

[@Coco-xq7zh]

@@CoaTravelNut 😭that was fast

[@jakaylamelleny]

@@CoaTravelNut shhhhhh we don’t talk about that 😅

[@adriannageiger4517]

maisy's laugh sounds so joyful and it makes me so happy. i love how much flynn cares for the babies and tries to make them giggle it's the most pure thing in the world. you're a great mother, colleen. i'm so proud of you ❤️

[@oliviaclairexo]

this is such a huge milestone for the twinsies.. i’m so dang proud of them and of you mama because you’ve been incredibly strong throughout all of their journey. from the NICU to here. they’ve come so far💛

[@kimberdungey9644]

Coleeeeeeeeen! I absolutely love your hair straight‼️‼️‼️‼️😍

[@sophiejaxyn5087]

I literally don’t understand how her vlogs never fail to entertain me. Ever. Like girl you actually saved me during quarantine. 🤪✌️

[@ivybarrey3990]

couldn’t agree more

[@jacquelinevillarreal657]

Same

[@jgrace5274]

PREACH

[@addisonharding4271]

yesssss you are so right

[@xjaykay]

Same here! I felt so less alone watching them

[@CMarie-cm3ob]

3:42 I especially love her laugh in this moment! hee hee All 3 of your kids are so lovely! 💗✨

[@smileoverit]

Throwing a Tortilla Talk Question out there: Since Flynn is such a brilliant speaker/storyteller have you encountered any instances when he says,"ok mom enough with the babies, come play with me". Any jealousy arisen from him since babies have come? Which we are all well rehearsed in your time, and how you make sure everyone is held and loved, which btw you are great at don't think anything less. Just was curious because I could listen to Flynn talk all day. 🧡

[@adrienneabrahamse6830]

I am a mama of 3 amazing adult children, one of whom I will be with at your Toronto show! I can tell you that no matter what advice you get, you will feel all the feels and hold all the guilt. I always say that when they hand us our babies, they also hand us the biggest guilt cards ever. The fact that you feel like this just reinforces the fact that you are an amazing mama who loves her babies more than anything in the world. That also means that they know that. Your mom and dad will be in their element having your sweeties full time for a few days. Try to think of it as a selfless gift to allow your folks to love on them 24/7 for a few days and to allow your babies to develop an even stronger bond with their grands as well. I know you had a strong bond with your grandparents. It is truly a gift. See you tomorrow!

[@chelsearosen623]

I love this comment! I hope Colleen sees it :)

[@kaykatiejones]

This vlog is absolutely adorable , cute little Maisy laughing hysterically😂 , Wesley devouring his food👶🏼 and Maisy spitting it out👶🏼 , Flynn matching Wes 👨‍👦 , Cuteness overload 😍😍😍😍😍 Love u Coleen.

[@tinselbmerryweather]

Being away from kids/parents young is tough, but it will make for a very touching reunion. They will appreciate you being there even more than they already do.

[@littlemissswaggy]

I know leaving your babies is really hard, and your pain is valid and understandable. From a psychological point of view this is a really good thing to do. Secure attachments create those strong bonds with your kids and it may be scary leaving at first, but it’s really good for their development. Your kids are going to grow up trusting that if mommy and daddy are gone for a day or even a school day that they will be okay because mommy and daddy will always come back for them.

[@ajtyna]

Leaving your babies is just temporary. Think about it, you’ve been through A LOT these past couple of months and even the darkest day is long gone, you went through it all! What might seem like loooong days this next weekend will just be a fun memory soon. Make it special! Don’t spend this weekend crying, enjoy getting back on the stage ❤️❤️ you’re amazing!!!!

[@meganferguson9888]

colleens hair straightened is so pretty!! not that it’s not beautiful natural, I just think it’s very pretty!

[@bln3814]

I was dying laughing listening to MJ laugh so hard at Flynn!! I rewatched it so many times. It is the sweetest sound! Also, I like my croutons like that too Colleen - sogatia with a little crunch.

[@syrupeee]

maisie laughing is the cutest thing i’ve ever seen

[@juliashaddock6396]

Colleen’s hair looks really good in this vlog! You go girl! 😂😂❤️

[@TheNdd77]

Yassss her hair looks so cute!

[@love-in6hk]

her shirt is super cute too

[@youarebeautiful14]

Oh my gosh Maisy little laugh when Flynn is playing with her could make me cry!!! Your little muffins are so flipping sweet 💓💓💓

[@thespacemelody]

I completely relate to the guilt you feel leaving your babies behind. I’ve been a stay at home mama/goddess for 13 years now and before that a working mama/goddess. One thing I’ve learned is that I’m teaching my sons a valuable lesson WITH my absence, as well as my presence. ❤ Maybe looking at it from that perspective will help ease your guilt/mind. Much love to you mama. You got this. 💪

[@eleanorcarter2992]

As someone who babysits. Yes, they get upset when you are in the process of saying goodbye because they can tell you are upset but once you leave and the people staying behind are having fun, laughing, and moving on they learn to do the same. They do ask where mum or dad are and I have learnt to say they aren't here right now but it's not because you have done anything wrong they just have to go do something special and they cantt come back right now but they will be home soon to hug you, but for right now my hugs will have to do.

[@avanidhodapkar460]

Colleen, you are a supermom!! Also the mom guilt that you feel is very much understood, but also this time would be good for you as you would be doing something you love! Some days will be hard but at the end you know that you're there for a reason and your kids are of course very safe and happy :) A huge respect to all the mom's! Y'all are superheroes ♡♡ I'm a teenagers who's learnt so much about motherhood from watching your videos and it's so amazing how all moms manage to pull everything off so well!!

[@jamiebrabec7789]

Same

[@F.F.A]

Same! Also you did say that so perfectly!

[@Wuppetwoman1]

Maisie's belly laughs are everything! I think they did great eating for the first time... they have to get used to using their tongues without pushing the food out but I think they got more in than out! Being away from the kids is harder on moms than the kids I think... they will be well taken care of and they all love their Daddy and their grandparents so much! You got this....

[@bethanymullins6121]

I still love the idea that when Flynn goes to school one day he will realize everyone has a mom and a dad and a grandma etc but he’ll probably be so confused when not everyone else has a Koko and that’s just adorable

[@Musicanddares7]

Oh my god,! I’m dying over Maisy laughing with Flynn!! Can’t believe how big and grown up they all are already! 💖

[@eleanorswaim7267]

I can’t wait to be a mom, for moments like these🥰 the straight hair is so pretty be the way💕

[@binniesminsungfanclub]

You are such a good mommy and I totally understand where you’re coming from. I feel that way 4 years after my daughter is born STILL! Working away from my baby is so hard, but a great way to look at it is you are doing something you love to support them kiddos. Feeling how you feel is valid and common, it just means you are a good mommy and want the best for them! Love you so much, Colleen!

[@kinzinator1]

A quote I like to think about when I'm panicking about all the negative "what ifs" is "what if it all works out?" It helps change your mindset into a more positive place!

[@oliviapinter9478]

The babies laughs are so adorable 🥰💜Instant serotonin

[@eurovisionnerd6248]

I love it when babies laugh sooo much that they start drooling! Love you Colleen you always make my day ♥️♥️♥️

[@triciastewart4545]

Omg that cute giggle, you can't help but smile and giggle. So precious hearing that

[@classicdisneyrocks]

Heyo! I worked at a butterfly house. You can hang the chrysalis up with a safety pin once the j shaped butterfly is secured so you aren't disturbing it while it's building. A sewing needle could also work to hang the chrysalis.

[@classicdisneyrocks]

If you aren't able to do this then I would dispose of the chrysalis because the butterfly won't be able to unfold it's wings/dry properly when it hatches.

[@dyingwaffles]

Hearing the twins belly laugh like they do improves my mood no matter what. I also am so in love with the relationship Flynn has formed with them already ❤️

[@mckennalynn2667]

Love u Coleen ur so amazing ur such a great mom keep going your doing such a great job

[@angieniemi7420]

Oh mylanta!!!!!! Her laugh brings me so much joy!!!! Thank you for sharing her with us!!!

[@caitydid1306]

It makes me so emotional to see the growth of Flynn, and now the twins as well. I have enjoyed every second of watching all of you grow. ❤️❤️

[@martyjones5750]

Oh, darling girl, hang in there.. this needs to happen, it has to happen at some point very soon now.. if you want to live and enjoy this world this must happen..you, and Erik, and Mom and Dad, can all figure this out, but I know it still won’t stop the aching in your heart.. this is how we grow and become wise, we must pass through these things. I am soo proud of you.!. you’ve got this Colleen!.. you have Eric, and Kory with you every step of the way..the babies will be fine, and Flynn can have fun with FaceTime!👍💪🧗🏻‍♀️🤸🏼‍♂️❤️Break a leg!

[@MeganG.Andersen]

Thank you I needed this Nothing makes me happier than baby laughs, I was laughing just as hard with you😂😂

[@katestauffer1855]

In my experience.. i had to take baby steps with letting myself have me time. Because of the guilt. But, you find with every time, it gets easier. And the me time indeed does recharge you in such a beautiful healthy way that you should try to learn to give yourself some grace. You work so very hard, and your kids are going to look back on this time and be so stinkin amazed with their mama for living out her dreams and providing for her family. enjoy your tour. -with love from LancasterPA(Amish country 😁)

[@cicelyobrien]

ur such an amazing mommy and an inspiration to others, love u colleen ❤️❤️

[@maryhelen1011]

Awww, Collean you are too sweet. You know your babies will be having a good time with your family, like you said. It's a mom's heart you have. Do your show, have fun, it'll be over before you know it. Sending lots love and hugs and hope and peace 💕

[@rantswithjordan]

Beyoncé was talking about mom guilt in her Homecoming documentary on Netflix. She said that for the first few rehearsals she was so out of it because she wanted to be with her kids and that was affecting her in rehearsals. I hope knowing that you aren't alone in your guilt and that other moms go through this as well helps you to manage your own guilt and the emotions that come with being separated from your children!

[@lucia.g.c9260]

i LOVE your hair straight like that! You are like glowing!!!!

[@nellkretzschmar4658]

That giggle...love it. The laugh of a baby is music from God. Your babies will all be fine without you in fact it is probably good for all of you from time to time. (from a mother of 2, step mother of 3, grandmother to 13, great grandma to 17)

[@MCRTS]

Wow Nell! What a lucky life🥰👏🏼

[@Anyathekoala]

Wow 17!! I couldn't imagine having to remember so many names, that's impressive!

[@mariejensen9360]

omg i love your T-shirt😍😍

[@brooklynnwauhob634]

Tortilla Talk Question: I know you have said before that this whole house searching and buying process has been a struggle because of the market, but what is the main “accommodation” you are looking for in a house? In other words, if a house doesn’t have this specific thing, then you’re not even interested in looking at the rest of the house. (ex. kitchen island, huge living room)

[@crnrm15534]

She said she’s looking for a big back yard for the kids and a quiet office space for her

[@Trina479]

Baby's got sooo big I love them and they are so cute

[@kimberlyearl1837]

I’ve had such a rough week and haven’t felt “happy happy” in a couple weeks but seeing Maisy laugh at Flynn made me so happy I cried ❤️❤️❤️

[@yanab4]

Omg the giggles

[@Caryl_Maria_Art]

Every time it hits you that you’re leaving them I hope it also hits you that you are actively parenting. You are in another country and still, are parenting. It’s the hardest job. But putting the kids first means equipping them with safe attachment skills and developing emotional regulation. The key ingredient is your absence. Say it with me as you cry! “IM BEING THE BEST MOM RIGHT NOW! EVEN IF IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE IT IM TOTALLY KILLING IT!!” Blow your nose and cry some more. It will be okay. One deep breath at a time Colleen!

[@jewelz00]

Love this comment, boosting! 💖🙌🏼

[@kellyw.2174]

Yes, well said 💚

[@TdScar]

Well said!

[@MCRTS]

👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

[@melissae5247]

The babies laughing is so freakin cute! Put a smile on my face. Your family is adorable!

[@gr8grle]

The mom guilt is real, and it is not the same for any two mommas, just remember that you have an entire community of mommas who feel your pain and are supporting you through this. Feel the feels, it’s normal and it is OKAY!

[@diannelarose4392]

Your kids are SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO cute. Enjoy your tour!

[@laurenschenck5355]

Maisy’s laugh is SOO CUTE!! Makes my day so happy it is so adorable 🥰

[@aysiawilson6018]

Colleen is such an amazing mom.🙂

[@deecohen1383]

OMG ITS SO AWESOME THAT FLYNN IS HAVING SO MUCH FUN PLAYING WITH AND LOVING THE TWINS. Seriously I had some crappy things happen to me today but this legit making me actually smile big time.

[@malyssa_]

OMG the baby laughter is everything! What a day brightener! My face hurts. 😝

[@Colleenjoyx]

The fact she doesn’t even know how proud her fans actually are of her- KEEP GOING QUEEN YOU GOT THIS 💕

[@vanessaguillen2640]

The twins look IDENTICAL to Flynn 😍😍😍

[@oliviaclairexo]

can we just take a moment to appreciate all of colleen and kory’s hard work like ahh we love y’all so much💛💛

[@gisellevargas4415]

Her laugh is the most precious and cutest thing I have heard in a long time 🥰. So precious God Bless your children.

[@kerryteale6141]

Aww so cute hearing baby’s laugh, my daughter is having baby in July can’t wait to hear him laugh 🤣🤣

[@stephaniewaters4931]

There is nothing like the sound of baby laughter! It does something to my nervous system. It’s so calming & sweet & happy. 👶🏻👶🏻

[@xjaykay]

From Hawaii vlogs, vlogmas, to Vlarch, to now watching the three Stocklin-Ballinger kiddos grow before our eyes. 🥺 Thanks for bringing us along, Colleen and fam. ❤️

[@meganferguson9888]

how can you hear maisy laugh and NOT laugh too?? and wes eating so much of his food was so impressive! your kids are absolutely precious!!

[@zakscb9936]

Tortilla talk question: hey colleen would you ever consider making a series of videos on your main channel showing recipes that you love?

[@micameows]

I wish my son laughed this much! he makes lots of Happy Noises but getting him to actually laugh is a real feat

[@mististallard]

Colleen I completely understand the anxiety and fears about leaving them. Those are ok emotions to have about it so please don’t feel any guilt about it. We mamas are here to support you thru this journey. Sending so much love to you. 💕

[@lisabaldwin2370]

Thank- you for shareing your family. I so enjoy the journey. You are such a good mom!

[@mrsoph28]

My butterflies have just emerged from their chrysalis (chrysalises?) one had fallen to the floor so we put it on the floor of the net. It’s come out completely fine and we’re almost ready to release ours! The kids are *so* excited.. so am I! Edit to add hi I’m never this early 😆

[@angeloddrev]

Yes, she just needs to leave them a couple of days to harden then place them at the bottom of the butterfly net. In a couple of weeks they'll climb out and walk up the sides of the net and be fine.

[@krystalortiz5131]

I do the same its actually common for them to fall so we put them on the bottom as well

[@alexandralawson1728]

Where do you get Them from id love too get some my son

[@krystalortiz5131]

Amazon

[@liv-bv3pl]

Maisy has such a powerful laugh! Obsessed

[@laurenryter293]

Maisy’s laugh is absolutely adorable

[@citruscornet4574]

you can use floss to hang them in the butterfly holder/net you have

[@DoranneB]

It is so exciting, introducing different foods to babies the first time! They did so good! Once they eat “food” regularly throughout the day, you will probably notice they will sleep longer between wanting to eat. That was an added excitement for me with all my babies, MANY, MANY years ago. ☺️😉

[@dollette678]

I haven't watched you since the twins were born and I noticed that Flynn is getting better at communicating!! Also the babies are adorable!!

[@dolores9141]

Hi, Colleen. Looks like both of us had a bit of a tough day today, so I'm sending you a hug. My thoughts are with you that your travel is safe and the shows go extremely well. If it helps, perhaps you could facetime your family, and the twins can say hi to you (and to their "Mantee" Frankie-congrats to him and Hale!). You are amazing, and always help myself and so many others get through our greatest days and our not so greatest days. Glad that Maisy and Wesley enjoyed their sweet potato, that's one of my favorite vegetables! Sending you lots of love and good vibes, and I'm looking forward to your next video!

[@madisonmurphy2248]

You're teaching your kids a valuable lesson! It's good to let them miss you once in a while, that will be a new feeling for them! It will help them not form attachment issues! It is always good to let kids feel a "scary" emotion then you can show there was no need to freak out, you're always coming back!