My biggest regret in life was hurting you i guess i deserve it and some days i wished that on the night of new years 2010 i didn't come out of hospital truth i overdosed on tegratol 2000mg or 10 tablets my epilepsy medication i spent new years in hospital even after all those years it hurt i cried someone came out to ask me why i did it and yes i told them what i had did and i cried myself to sleep that night believe it or not thats up to you hate me all you want but it's the truth i was scared to admit i felt the way i did for you being judged hated for it and as god as my witness what i said i didn't believe in ,i know you'll delete or ignore this because thats just who you are😪the only reason i am sending this message was to get off my chest what i have been trapped with all these years