Underverse - Nostophobia [Original Song by NyxTheShield feat

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► Artwork by Fav Daff ( / dafffav ) and @CornMayor
► Lyrics by @CornMayor and @xXtha
► Vocals by @KeyBlackStudios

[@sophiegrandi0103]

Nostophobia : a fear of, or aversion to, returning to one's home. An aversion to the past, the antithesis of nostalgia.

[@ExtremeBoredom]

This is gonna be very, very, interesting

[@allgamer3679]

*What do you think you two?

[@Megamix_Nerai]

So this will be cross returning to x!gaster, hmm

[@lamp436]

@@Megamix_Nerai mostly to fight him for what he have done

[@JustAPotatoFrog]

@@allgamer3679 I have a feeling he's gonna have to either face his au or face his family and x gaster and having to fight them but getting the fear due to his past

[@reinybongos1953]

Looks like we can cross this off of the songs we needed.

[@dnaaup]

Yea

[@my_name_is_copyright]

Hahaha funny pun let's hope someone doesn't like the comment to maintain funny number Edit: someone likes it so why not give him 6900 likes?

[@PurpleSanzz]

@@my_name_is_copyright Looks like someone already did :(

[@JapaneseKamikadze]

At least we didn't have to aCROSS whole world to see that masterpiece.

[@amandaallen5276]

@@JapaneseKamikadze walk*

[@KeyBlackStudios]

It was a huge pleasure singing for this track! Beautiful work from everyone on this project.

[@helion2018]

Thank you for singing this, you have such a strong voice, I love listening to it! I will make sure to check out your channel. ^^

[@whatsyouropiniononsawblades]

And you did an outstanding job, sorry if I sound like a broken record among these comments.

[@HongUwU0801]

Nice voice, love it

[@naoto.kitty.shirogane]

GREAT JOB!

[@BlackholeSteve]

Very cool mate, I liked you singing.

[@xXtha]

Very excited to see how it finally turned out 😁

[@bluebirb5208]

Me too! I'm sure you guys did great! :D

[@s.p.pandey2143]

aren't you the one who created underverse and glitchtale in a nutshell?

[@Elementisphere]

@@s.p.pandey2143 and some of the best music in the Undertale community. I’d definitely reccomend checking him out, he’s on or with SharaX, Nick Nitro, and Nyxtheshield

[@s.p.pandey2143]

@@Elementisphere yeah bro i watch him from before he makes awesome music and i wanted to just get his attention 😒

[@pogchimp2472]

This is a perfect song for cross. The entire song is about resentment for his home Xtale, but keeps mentioning how he wants to come back or how he doesn’t stop thinking about it. He caused so much damage to other AUs so he could bring back Xtale and still failed. Hes just lost, doesn’t know where to go anymore. And its not like he has options, you can’t just simply move into an AU/AT. Calling it that Cross either ends up back in Xtale or joins ink/error in their job, maybe being a middle ground to the creation and destruction? He’s pretty familiar with both of those things. I could be wrong. Still 10/10 song Edit: By cross being middleground i mean a rayquaza groudon kyogre thing

[@PetBrickProductions]

He could probably also just chill in the Omega Timeline, but I don't really see that as his ending.

[@pogchimp2472]

@@PetBrickProductionsforgot that possibility. but i could see it.

[@itsthatkaiguy]

bro do u work for matpat or something

[@pogchimp2472]

@@itsthatkaiguy wish i did. my yt carrier is stolen memes

[@XTFrisk]

My guy made an entire theory about the way Underverse is gonna go

[@SuspiciousTemmie]

Underverse's OSTs just keep getting better as time goes on, and now they're so good that they've got *lyrics!*

[@Soul_404.]

Hate to tell ya this might not be on the OST

[@asriel_undertale]

I gotta say THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST LYRIC SONG I HAVE EVER HEARD, especially as someone who isn't a fan of Lyric music honestly.

[@derpdudtennoherelol4053]

Thats most likely why it's the best you've heard.

[@PurpleSanzz]

Wait, people who don't like music with lyrics exist??? I genuinely did not know that. I might be dumb, i probably am.

[@UwUMaceTLOF]

Same here

[@Vaihly]

Obviously its the best you've heard if you arent really a fan of lyric music lmao

[@thatoneidiotcurrentlyliving]

same

[@Elementisphere]

Wait a min LYRICS!? This gonna be good

[@pgreta1752]

This is Cross's true theme.

[@Wa_Sans.bananA]

Agreed.

[@ARandomSpace]

It even got a real name! No more "Cross' Theme" lame naming! Also, it's longer than all the other XTale character themes that are in the album of XTale character themes.

[@pgreta1752]

@@ARandomSpace Yes, true!!

[@JoseGonzalez-de3tr]

noice

[@davidthor4405]

I almost throated my toothbrush and died because I was swinging along to this splendid piece. Beautiful does not do this work justice. Absolutely awe-inspiring!

[@CaraOMara]

💀⚰️🌷 tombstone: "lol he died to a toothbrush"

[@davidthor4405]

Truly the most legendary of inscriptions

[@erite_zx4499]

@@CaraOMara The Unliving Tombstone

[@Officially_Unofficial-1]

@@CaraOMaraskill issue ngl

[@zc5809]

Cross officially gaining the title best song/theme of them all

[@zc5809]

And also the longest

[@Psych_0B]

I can see how cross has nostophobia. His home was destroyed, and he did it. Gosh I feel so sorry for the Oreo. Can’t wait for it to start!

[@RRTSMPlayz]

Nostophobia (by Google) nostophobia (uncountable) A fear of, or aversion to, returning to one's home. An aversion to the past, the antithesis of nostalgia. Perhaps something related to Cross right here...

[@Noobehs]

When Home is comforting, Yet the world remains as it is.

[@broken.mask_C3pa]

Ох, боже мой. Я поняла 60% песни, но этого хватило чтобы сказать что это ПРОСТО АХЕРЕНО! За вокал прям отдельный лайк.

[@soniafddf]

а я буду ждать перевод от марсильеза

[@AtticusKarpenter]

Крутые и подходящие словесные обороты + сюжетно обоснованный смысл + классное исполнение + музон Никса = шедевр етить это лучше чем если бы над Андерверсом работала огромная компания с солидными бюджетами

[@D_JX_2099]

Больше напоминает вокальный ост из современных игр по Сонику

[@thesunisdown.2250]

@@soniafddf да, и пожалуйста без "вокала" от того же марсильеза, переводы у него классные, а вот от того как он озвучил "souless heart" у меня из ушей кровь пошла.

[@lilcactus381]

Эхо смеха преследует меня в мыслях. Неясные картинки наших прошлых жизней Ускользают от меня, как пыль проходит сквозь мои пальцы. Молю о пощаде или последнем шансе. Тугие путы тянут на дно, Отсюда не выбраться, нет, мне не спастись. Рёв бури нарастает в моей потрескавшейся душе, Что помнит все мои грехи. Этот океан сожалений мне не пересечь, Я пытаюсь одолеть страх прошлого {1} Сейчас не время для всех этих мыслей {2} Нам не избежать надвигающего конца света. И пока отказываюсь от мыслей о вас, Забывая тот мир и заглушая боль. Мы потеряли всякую надежду, и что мы вообще можем сделать? Никак не могу перестать думать о вас. Я не нахожу ответов в ваших глазах Или оправданий, когда вы вопрошаете: "За что?" Мне нет прощения, и мне не забыть Всю ту боль, что я причинил и все те поступки, о которых я сожалею Эта скорбь остаётся, но разум мой ясен {3} Поэтому, прошу, пообещайте, что никуда не исчезнете Не смотря на всё, через что вы прошли из-за меня, Я не могу представить свою жизнь без вас Этот океан сожалений мне не пересечь, Я пытаюсь одолеть страх прошлого Сейчас не время для всех этих мыслей Нам не избежать надвигающего конца света. И пока отказываюсь от мыслей о вас, Забывая тот мир и заглушая боль. Мы потеряли всякую надежду, и что мы вообще можем сделать? Никак не могу перестать думать о вас. Этот океан сожалений мне не пересечь, (В какой-то день показалось, будто ничто не имеет значения) Я пытаюсь одолеть страх прошлого Сейчас не время для всех этих мыслей (Но стоило в это поверить, как ничего не осталось) Нам не избежать надвигающего конца света. И пока отказываюсь от мыслей о вас, (Больше не одиноки, мы проложим свой путь) Забывая тот мир и заглушая боль. Мы потеряли всякую надежду, и что мы вообще можем сделать? (И вновь обретем покой...) Никак не могу перестать думать о вас. (Но стоило в это поверить, как ничего не осталось) (Больше не одиноки, мы проложим свой путь) (И вновь обретем покой... однажды...) {1 - учитывая контекст всего припева, он не то чтобы преодолевает страх, а, скорее, отодвигает на задний план. По крайней мере, на этом этапе. Возможно, эта песня будет использована для встречи Кросса с марионетками X!Гастера? Заранее готовимся к стеклу, потому что вся песня напоминает описание панической атаки или чего-то в этом роде... Но, хей, в конце песни Кросс обретает хрупкую надежду, так что не унываем} {2 - Букв. "настоящее (реальность) вырывает эти мысли из моей хватки". Т.е. насыщенные будни Кросса, если так можно выразиться, не оставляют времени на анализ происходящего и произошедшего, требуя быстрых решений проблем, нещадно сыплющихся на голову Кросса (да и не только его...). } {3 - скорбь по своим семье и друзьям, по дому, сожаления о поступках, совершенным Кроссом, он не отказывается от них. Думаю, "мой разум ясен" означает, что Кросс хочет двигаться вперед, а не тонуть в сожалениях? Возможно. Я так-то не особо хороша в трактовке песен}

[@creatormidnight3619]

Let's be real honest, Cross is one of the most relatable sanses in the Sans AU Fandom in general.

[@The_Real_SmolOrTem]

wait whats the hand for

[@pigglepix5780]

​@@The_Real_SmolOrTem it is asking people to like the comment.

[@The_Real_SmolOrTem]

@@pigglepix5780 makes sense

[@Namelost2]

i was going to like but when i was saw that hand pointing at the like button I didn't feel like liking the comment anymore

[@n0rak_o684]

Totally 👹✨

[@veronicamenendez5888]

Lyrics: The Echoing Laughter is chasing my mind Those Flickering Pictures Of our Past Lives Slipping away like dust through my hands I'm begging for mercy or One Final Chance The Strings are too thight, they're pulling me down There's no escape, No, There's no getting out Storm winds are brewing in my Shattered Soul For I still remember how I killed them all The Ocean of Guilt will not let me pass I'm trying to tame my fear of the past The Current Sweeps these thoughts from my grip We can't escape this apocalypse And as I drown away from you Forgetting this World and Ignoring my Wounds We've lost our hope now what we can do Can't help myself but think of you [ ♪ Music ♪ ] I can't find the answers when I meet your eyes Or justification when you ask me why Forgiveness escapes me and I can't forget The Pain that I caused and the things that I Regret The Grief still remains but my Mind it's Clear So please promise me that you won't dissapear Even in spite of what I put you through I can't bear to learn how to live without you The Ocean of Guilt will not let me pass I'm trying to tame my fear of the past The Current Sweeps these thoughts from my grip We can't escape this apocalypse And as I drown away from you Forgetting this World and Ignoring my Wounds We've lost our hope now what we can do Can't help myself but think of you [ ♪ Music ♪ ] (One day it seems like nothing matters) The Ocean of Guilt will not let me pass I'm trying to tame my fear of the past (Once I believed It was Gone Forever) The Current Sweeps these thoughts from my fear We can't escape this apocalypse (No longer alone we'll find our way) And as I drown away from you (No longer alone we'll find our way) Forgetting this World and Ignoring my Wounds (And we'll find peace again...) We've lost our hope now what we can do I can't help myself but think of you [ ♪ Music ♪ ] Once I believed It was Gone Forever No longer alone we'll find our way And we'll find peace again... Someday... (Hope I helped you all with the lyrics, I love Underverse and this song just broke me. The fact that Cross killed his family and friends and slowly he is accepting his fate AND also accepting help, It makes me cry. We'll see again in Underverse 0.7 part 2. Thanks for making a beautiful series, see you next time! ^^) P.S.: If I could, I would collaborate with one of my Au's as one of those background Au's characters. I love your collaborators/collaborations!

[@fractsdreemurr]

you actually typed out the whole lyrics...woah we gotta appreciate your efforts tho

[@bubblegumcupcake3216]

Thanks!

[@veronicamenendez5888]

@@bubblegumcupcake3216 No problem~! ^^ ;D

[@bubblegumcupcake3216]

@@veronicamenendez5888 😁

[@winningsmilepro4611]

"cross! thanks for coming in" "what's your game gaster, gonna talk me to death?" "like i said son, time for your final interview"

[@slasher_art6286]

I didn't expect lyrics tbh, nice music. are you going to release the instrumental version?

[@Krisblox17]

69 LIKES time to break it

[@slasher_art6286]

@@Krisblox17 you fool, I liked my own comment for this. Time to unlike it so it stays 69

[@rugratc]

just did

[@minty_mint_tea4516]

WOAHH can’t wait! NOSTOPHOBIA-A fear of, or aversion to, returning to one's home

[@melrandomness1705]

GEEZ THIS SERIES HAS LIGIT GONE FULL ANIME AND I LOVE EVERY SECOND OF IT. THIS IS SO GOOD.

[@hiitsmoto]

Kalafina and Yuki Kajiura came to mind listening to this. What chills! What great lyrics and vocals, and as always instrumentals, truly the sound of a trying uphill climb. Wonderful job everybody!

[@EchoBlox]

MADOKA MAGICA OST IS AMAZING, I AGREE Also this song def reminds of Magia

[@Vantainium]

Bro Nyx is the only one who can make songs lyrics that actually hit hard, not to mention the incredible vocals!

[@Elementisphere]

Seeing so much Underverse content fills you with DETERMINATION

[@Leonard_Rien]

Dude I don't usually comment, but this song is probably the only one I can totally relate to ! I won't go into details but as someone that experience something called limerence, which is basically love on drugs that won't go away no matter what, I was shocked that I can relate for many things, including: -The regret that I have -The longing for her to not disappear -The fact that my feelings hurt her -Not being able to learn how to live without her, she basically means my whole life despite her hating me -And obviously I can't stop thinking of her This song is not really meant for Cross in my opinion, only the first part at least, so I'm curious to see what this is all about !

[@ricardobr1493]

the song is cross singing

[@Leonard_Rien]

@@ricardobr1493 I know, but who is the "you" in the song ?

[@purpledshadow]

@@Leonard_Rien Maybe XFrisk or Ink?

[@Leonard_Rien]

@@purpledshadow I thinks more of XPapyrus because of the regret Cross has from killing him, and that he loves him as his brother

[@Atomicdogeyoshi]

bro I feel you this song makes me think about certain things in my life like of a certain someone I had, it hits so damn hard 🥲

[@user-uj4me5sw6j]

Вау! Вот это музон заслуживает внимания! Вы лучшие! 😘😊🙂🙂😇

[@skell6134]

Considering that Geno is ok... i kinda think it also means that all Alternate timeline type AU Sans's are still here too Which means that Killer and Dust are somewhere still

[@coke-the-hedgehog5251]

Nah man,Geno Is Just an altered timeline from the original undertale,all AU's are shattered by error lol. Geno Just escaped genocide from the save screen, making him well geno

[@swt7352]

A lot of pple don’t know this, but Nightmare sans does have a role in this song, bcuz as this song represents crosses fears n insecurities (which is the lost of his home world), nightmare is all of those things , as he promised he will haunt Cross forever Edit: I think cross might face Nightmare again while this song plays and cross will no longer be afraid of him because he has let go of his deepest fears

[@Elementisphere]

The lyrics on this are incredibly well written. Lots of emotion in this song, incredible job

[@Vhs.sans99]

Nightmare is come back

[@inksans6792]

待ちきれないよう!!!!!きっと素晴らしい曲なんだろうな～

[@garter8994]

めとお！

[@GraysonLemon]

Literally the best song ever made that will ever be made. The effort put into this is incredible and 99,9999 percentage of this is absolutely perfect. Best song you have ever made!

[@undervoices7127]

There's nothing quite like two talented people coming together make a beautiful masterpiece! Well done! 😁👏 Oh, correction, four people! I just checked the description! 👀

[@herecomedasheep]

its 5 actually

[@UwUMaceTLOF]

@@herecomedasheep the power of teamwork

[@gavrish3101]

О. МОЙ. БОГ. даже без перевода я поняла почти весь текст.. ЭТО ПРЕКРАСНО! А ВОКАЛ ЭТО ПРОСТО ВАУУ! хочу что бы похожие песни с таким наипрекрасным вакалом выходила чаще!

[@manzanapol1.5]

No puedo esperar para escucharlo! Además, creo que el nombre le queda bien..

[@LandonKlinger5645]

I feel that the "we can't escape this apocalypse" line is referring to how most of the xtale cast has been turned into puppets and how XGaster has been slowly destroying the Undertale fake pacifist timeline

[@Elementisphere]

it gets better EVERY LISTEN!

[@undertale_animator1168]

Yes

[@emptyazurite5972]

1:04 - 1:15 kinda fits of what might happen in 0.7 part 2

[@HiimCrossilikeTurkiye]

Bro this is the perfect song for Cross fr

[@Selvanis_07]

Underverse is an anime, no one can change my mind.

[@idkwhatimdoingUV]

imagine this plays at 0.7 part 2 when cross finally appears in undertale

[@sophiegrandi0103]

THIS WAS AN ABSOLUTE BANGER!!!! thank you for this song

[@spider-mantarocco8884]

I don't know why, but just hearing this song gives me an incredible adrenaline rush. the rhythm, lyrics, and meaning of the song is truly amazing. really, saying you have done a great work is to say really really really very little

[@jemjem461]

This is absolutely amazing! This sounds incredible!

[@Elementisphere]

the lyrics on this song are so well written!

[@bonevoyage-]

This song is absolutely amazing! Everything from the lyrics to the vocals to the instrumentation is definite perfection! Great work to everyone involved 💜💜

[@Atongton]

Oh my god xXtha helped for the music I am so happy !

[@frostylb]

Toca teorizar con esto. Creo que en alguno de los próximos capítulos Cross volverá a pelear con el señor pesadilla. Recordemos que Nightmare se alimenta de los sentimientos negativos, como el miedo y las inseguridades. El nombre de la canción y el fondo que se utiliza me da a entender que ocurrirá una confrontación final entre Cross, probablemente Dream y Nightmare.

[@oost_javeln]

I think that the whole cross and nightmare thing has finished. Like cross has accepted who he is and that he has done so much wrong.

[@MarioPixel]

@@oost_javeln you're right, but also the background is definitely referencing Nightmare and Cross is using the outfit he made AFTER he fought Nightmare alongside Dream, not to mention Nightmare has pretty much swore to haunt Cross forever

[@kreesmas]

Oh hell yeah

[@theanonomous3479]

This was one of the collabs which was unexpected but very appreciated, for some odd reason I listen to all creators who participated in the song too.

[@dreamygarden5161]

This is gonna be good! Can't wait 😚

[@Mr_Bruh2648]

Finally the second cross sans theme and not an amazing remix

[@hi4705]

just listening to these low notes hurt my throat. Such talent!

[@moonlightsimpdetannerfnf814]

Good job to you two a real masterpiece!

[@mayraa.]

Wow.

[@bluebirb5208]

This is really good!! Good job to everyone who worked on this! :D

[@yourlocalwaffle3171]

I can tell this is gonna be good

[@thepurplevaporeon9781]

Woah lyrics? Sounds interesting, can't wait!

[@Almond696]

i cant stop hearing this help this is pure art omg

[@massimocorleone8179]

This is an awesome work! I loved it a lot!

[@handsanitizer551]

This song is awesome! Love it so much :D

[@whatisthat7777]

THIS.IS.COOL. AMAZING!! Missed the premiere cause of some troubles, but I came to listen to this wonderful song and I'm amazed!!!

[@ukitkatcello6306]

Oh my gosh. This song right here. Why does this describe me from the past few years…? I love how you all managed to summarize into 4.5 minutes what I’ve spent hours and hours of improvisation singing about…… Beautiful. Probably going to become a new fave

[@fliche6435]

me and Nash Limus. Dear lord...i love this one

[@frisk6256]

Omg you guys did a really good job here I love it!!! Now its time to take a break and enjoy the holidays!!!❤️Thank you!

[@Elementisphere]

This is absolutely amazing

[@egorgorbijew3798]

Это божественно респект автору

[@vngaming255]

Amazing song. Lyrics are very fitting. Damn.

[@Rocket_Scientist]

I saw the description, and saw the names corn mayor, xxtha, and squigglydigg Best collab ever

[@kubad1420]

This song is just perfect! I love it! It should get its own AMV

[@whatsyouropiniononsawblades]

The guitar is very crush 40ish, I love it, outstanding work as always.

[@megakirbo4250]

Nice! This has got to be my favorite song with lyrics, right along with Valiant Heart.

[@MaxBreadKing]

This is really good, the title fits it very well too 😊

[@user-hs1cn6nf6e]

amazing as always

[@user-ty7qm6ob9j]

Я дослушала до конца и смысл песни тоже прекрасен!!)) Я горю, всё🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@-Azasel-]

This is amazing, i love it !

[@anamariamartinezbautizta2691]

wow ......the music is fantastic, it has meaning, it is also part of underverse songs, it is undoubtedly one of the best,

[@sam_yavils7062]

IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE THE LAST SONG WITH LYRICS IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL 💘

[@gay_skittle_]

What an amazing song

[@mr.needlestan2954]

Underverse hater: Underverse doesn't even have good songs... *Nostophobia appears* Underverse admirer (ex-hater): I WAS SO WRONG!!!

[@user-vs8cs1tg6d]

Wow, its incredible. I love it, absolutely amazing!!!!

[@sam_yavils7062]

TBE THUMBNAIL SMELLS NIGHTMARE 🤯🤯 THE SONG IS SUCH A BANGER ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@JustSaga]

HOLY ITS A CHRISTMAS SONG MIXED WITH UNDERVERSE THEY DID IT SO WELL IT TOOK ME A MINUTE TO REALIZE 1000000000000% GOOD SONG

[@eptxshooter]

This is so amazing!!! ❤❤❤❤ I love every minute of this, I just like singing it. Keep this up Nyx ,and ty Fav Daff for the mazing artwork also keep up the great work!!! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@eptxshooter]

And you to CornMayor. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@eptxshooter]

Everybody ty who ever made this amazing work of art, keep this all up, and move forward no matter what :D

[@PrincessKenny34]

THIS IS SO COOL!!! THIS IS BY FAR MY FAVORITE SONG FOR UNDERVERSE NOW! (Plus, gives me some serious rooster teeth vibes) Possible second favorite song of all time?

[@lilcactus381]

This is amazing!

[@UwUMaceTLOF]

Worth the wait

[@neoterumi4772]

This sounds like a sonic song! This is awesome!

[@MrXleb-zb8cl]

holy [shot] the lyrics is cool, voice and song are [heavenly]

[@aspirapolvere2105]

THIS IS JUST PERFECT.

[@nathaliaaraujo9569]

Isso é simplesmente perfeito 💗

[@Feiki443]

the music suits cross very well and listening to it feels so good

[@epicartist2523]

That’s just... perfect...

[@elizabethsysueva2742]

sounds unbelievably cool🤩

[@HectorDu84]

if this isn't a intro song or an outro song for underverse then the part 2 of underverse 0.7 is gonna be so good

[@oost_javeln]

The intro is alternation and the ending is soulless heart. I don't see it randomly changing. I think this is just a song that related to underverse but isnt gonna be used in it.

[@HectorDu84]

@@oost_javeln ye, also, the " redemption " is gonna be used for underverse 0.7 part 2 cuz in the title, it says " underverse OST " And considering the image, in underverse 0.7 part 2, X-Chara is gonna meet the undertale frisk

[@oost_javeln]

@@HectorDu84 a lot of tracks has "Underverse ost" in it. Doesn't mean it will be used

[@HectorDu84]

​@@oost_javeln there is a lot of tracks because there is a lot of songs needed for underverse, some were created a very long time before appearing in underverse, for example, nightmare's theme was created a long time before getting into an underverse episode

[@Coldene]

YOOO these tunes going hard! I do not know much about music, but this made me feel like a lost soul trying to strive for better, which is a feeling I don't get a lot from music >:D

[@user-ef8tz1gl7t]

Man I nearly cried listening to this

[@christofisgeorgiou5381]

Omg this is a banger

[@classictails09]

It will beat so good!