Ava x Sara || Face My Fears

[@josedavila]

This is so good. I'm feeling the clexa wounds being healed Thanks. Hope they could keep growing. Sky is te limit

[@anonymousanon3055]

nice vid, thanks for making and sharing

[@mentyponz4528]

best.jes n Caity forever

[@HadasaLg]

Amazing edit!!♡♡

[@sherrye150]

Awesome

[@FreyaViles]

Great video

[@nicolienlachzak]

Awesome video! And I loved the episode (I mean finally Avalance again, and a lot of it), but I just wondered, do you think that this could really be Ava's biggest fears? I mean I understand the clone thing, I also understand that she worries about the future with Sara, but come one, she gotta be more scared of something than building a closet together with Sara

[@ValkubusShipperNo8]

I think it was generally more of a metaphor for being afraid of the future. Ava, as a clone, I don't think ever really thought about what her future life would be like until she met Sara. Her one "directive" so to speak was to serve the Time Bureau. She had a fabricated life to make it easier on her psyche but we know most of her past was a lie. In 4x04 she was afraid of being turned into a kid because she didn't know how to be one because for her, what memories she had weren't real. I think it's the uncertainty that she actually has control over her own life now that scares her. I think it's similar to a lot of people who have like... a quarter life crisis'. Like, graduating from college and being like "Oh my god, what the fuck am I doing with the rest of my life?" I know I'm in that period of my life at the moment, and it's a real fear. Ava's a bit further along in her life than I am, she's director of the Time Bureau after all, but I think it's about her fear of not having that rigid structure in her life anymore. I think Sara's role in all if it is mainly that she wants to rely on Sara to help her through this stage, but she felt like she couldn't until now. It seemed like part of that fear was being afraid that Sara was going to grow bored of her and leave her after the novelty of their relationship wore off. She's read Sara's file and knows that Sara really hasn't done super well with long term, seriously committed relationships. Like Sara's own insecurity "What if I can't be what you need?" I think, somewhere deep down, Ava also worries about that, despite saying that they don't need anyone, but Sara is who she wants. She's afraid that she won't be enough. Anyway, rambling.

[@josedavila]

UR sooooo on point YES!!!!

[@josedavila]

@@ValkubusShipperNo8 agree with you. One detail. We know by Sara that Eva had a killing 15 years birthday so that's a clear memory. To take that consideration💐😅

[@ValkubusShipperNo8]

That's true, but also Ava now knows those memories aren't real. I feel like she thinks she can't trust her fabricated memories. They might be based off real memories, but (and we may never get the answer to this question) does she feel like she actually experienced those memories? She says in 3x16 that her parents feel like strangers to her, but she probably has fabricated memories of years with them. So I've always wondered how strong are those fabricated memories? Are they like memories that she thinks she's actually experienced but doesn't really have any strong attachment to? Or are they vivid memories that she can recall emotions and experience from? She seemed to speak with fondness of that 15th birthday party, but Sara was also sharing her own childhood memories, so Ava could theoretically have just been wanting to share some of her own life with Sara and was more enthusiastic about her memories than she would if she was just recalling childhood memories to some random friend. She didn't know those memories weren't real at the time, so she also might have been more willing to trust them back at the time. If I had to guess, they're probably just hazy memories that she might look back on fondly, but with the new knowledge that they aren't actually real, she probably is hesitant to trust them. But that's just my opinion. 😅

[@josedavila]

@@ValkubusShipperNo8 OK 🤗 now a memory is, when it's in your mind real or not. Is a part of your story. It make who UR. Wow your mind is beautiful. Thanks so many movies on this issues.

[@jade6513]

Nice

[@jessicamayara5946]

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