Billie Eilish: Same Interview, One Year Apart | Vanity Fair

[@Scribiibugs]

When her younger self told her “don’t be sad anymore, its a waste of time.” She looked so sad after a second.

[@nobodyyet8245]

Tom HollandTM 😢

[@janlim5157]

True. & Funny I saw your comment/screen name, cuz I wish they did these annual interviews on Tom Holland/spidey! His following has doubled in the past year, & he's still relatively young & new at being a huge celebrity as of the last couple of years. It would be awesomeee to see a side by side like this of his personal growth~ ♡

[@jocelyn7439]

When do you hear her say that??

[@donniedarko3777]

Omgggggg ssooooooo deeeepp Lol shut up 😂😂😂

[@acid2484]

donnie darko Bruh who said it was deep, and why should we shut up?

[@sunrxysuga5143]

For some reason this part gave me a feeling I can't really describe Billie 2017: AAH I would EXPLODE if I met him. Billie 2018:i met him

[@madelineposton5051]

Adrienne Hardenberg me too🥰🥰!!

[@eylex585]

Adrienne Hardenberg If She met Who ?

[@sunrxysuga5143]

@@eylex585 Tyler the creator

[@liviamaria4235]

Me too

[@bellasmith807]

actually same

[@miamulder77]

when she hesitated to say that it was all worth it i actually wanted to cry my eyes out

[@sistershook1460]

mia mulder omg ik

[@madisonfritsvold9428]

read this just as it happened

[@xyoungdipsetx]

mia mulder why

[@MiguelEsquivel]

Good or bad?

[@southflo4009]

dramatic effect

[@olivia-vd3bl]

who else is rewatching these before the 2021 one comes out to see how much shes grown

[@jordynmoody]

Me

[@miahhlynnn]

me bc i miss the blue hair :/

[@mariadnan8803]

God I just love how ur pfp is Billie and it’s says Olivia 😆

[@olivia-vd3bl]

@@mariadnan8803 haha yes :))

[@ngogiafat3theo]

lets gooooooo

[@shannon-ij2im]

In 2018 she just looks so sad. Like a whole different person. She sounded like she was on the verge of tears every time she spoke, every time she blinked. The fame isn't healthy and there's nothing she can do, she's helpless. And that makes me feel helpless.. No one can help her, she's stuck. And she's a whole other person to the bubbly 15 yr old she was a year ago.. This made me cry. Alot.. Edit: I legit wrote this at 2 in the morning and I wake up with over 500 likes, Jesus Christ! I never get likes and usually I don't really care but now I know that I'm not the only one that can see her pain..

[@capacalu9972]

What if she was just tired?

[@Hexalyse]

Same. I didn't know her 2 weeks ago. I like her music but it's not what I would listen to the most. But I just saw this interview, and it genuinely made me sad. I just want to hug her and... Idk, everything you said sounds true. She was on the verge of crying every time she said a word. Even when she said positive things (in appearance).

[@ashlenfuller3387]

When she said “i met him” my eyes filled with tears. you can just see the look on her face like i’ve accomplished a lot and she just awh i love my lil bean.

[@MartinMaukis]

smh

[@michellejoseph771]

@@annapetite9461 at What Time ?

[@hopeseyeball]

same i don’t know why but i literally got chills and started crying like help please ouch this hurts my heart

[@emily-sj7gd]

What time?

[@natacha8937]

michelle joseph 3:34 :)

[@linksediq6901]

"I'm kinda jealous of Billie a year ago" Oh look. There goes my heart...

[@syedmasudahamedjilani9440]

Ommmgggggg Harrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻

[@nave7537]

"Wore my heart out on a chain around my neck and now it's missing"

[@erionnrecaj622]

stfu

[@rileydilda2859]

this version of billie breaks my heart dude.

[@extrm161]

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[@ginap013]

Me to I'm glad she's happy with herself again

[@KeaLynn]

Aww her silver/lavendery hair honestly makes her look angelic.

[@dewbios]

billie 2017; *bright ocean eyes* billie 2018; *grey*

[@chezkayviolet]

taelicious omg I thought that too

[@nonetheyoshi9093]

I think it's the colour of her hair- grey hair makes the blue in her eyes stand out and blue hair overpowers her blue eyes

[@maxime6093]

@@nonetheyoshi9093 I think so too

[@maario1244]

@@nonetheyoshi9093 no,people need to make something mysterious out of it.don' take their illusion of selling souls and illuminati😂

[@emilylatte6626]

@@maxime6093 I have bright blue eyes which look grey a lot of the time, it's completely normal for blue eyes to look grey in different lighting or based off the colours around them.

[@kayokki]

I hope she’ll be happier

[@r.2018]

Hannah Hannah shes depressed

[@NotaUnfamiliar]

K e l l she looks like she got sadder tbh

[@cierraalexa2877]

tsk how did that happen

[@kayokki]

@@hannahsteele5946 i was literally listening to that song when I saw your reply omg 😂😂

[@Dkkvl3]

She signed so🤷🏾‍♀️

[@juhainamizan344]

"you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard" 💔

[@sathyajothi2362]

The music industry ruined her...Can't you see it..she said every artists were sad...It's the way how it is... 😥😥...Feel bad for them.. Working very hard and earn such a depression...They don't deserve that

[@Annj123]

"I'm kind of jealous of billie a year ago." Awwe billie 💔🖤

[@markosbeyaregaw3604]

ik.. 😩😩😩

[@saphalsmedia7361]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nH-8q4hpgtCsgNk

[@ruthnnn]

That smile when she said “ i met him”😭❤️

[@daisyfluv2936]

at what point?

[@user-tt5rc7yx9o]

Pizza Pizza U COPIED MA COMMENT

[@TheBlockDocs]

Nike Fällén That was a different time

[@khayil]

That part where she described the music industry...as everyone is sad.."We're all sad" ... That hit me..

[@kevinfarts]

What time was it at I think I missed it

[@julio-9971]

Kevin Brian 9:20

[@drawingangel2]

But why??? Did I miss something? Did someone die?

[@londonrice5274]

drawingangel2 No, nobody died. the artists aren’t really free to be artists... they don’t get to just put out the music they make- they’re under contracts, and whatever they make gets passed through multiple people... and everything is controlled. the artist barely has a say.

[@abbiraftery8299]

i cant even recognise her looking at her now, you can SEE how much she grown and how much she has gained confidence, happiness in 2021

[@extrm161]

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[@IvanSteff]

This makes me sad. I love Billie and I miss her laugh and hate to see her down like this😔❤️

[@lewendy1233]

Omg, me too. :(

[@1500hz]

she's still happy wdym

[@蘇文錦-g3v]

.' D

[@beyoncesunbaenim6842]

im sorry but what is wrong worh her? :(

[@IvanSteff]

1000 SUBS WITH NO VIDEOS!! she says how she’s wearing black because her life is very dark rn and she just isn’t full of life like she used to be

[@xEEEa7iu231]

The ocean eyes instrumentals playing in the background hits hard.

[@rubyhhh2715]

i just realized why it sounds so familiar omg

[@rengab137]

Yep :)

[@jamistakich9982]

I agree

[@charlotteh1890]

She needs a hug.

[@mariahjohnson3289]

Bless

[@theskyisfake2528]

Charlotte H yea

[@annicks3910]

Why aren't you pinned? 🤔😉

[@hazelgould8374]

Don't we all.

[@-ismael-8265]

Did you know that most guys just want a hug most of the time but don't say it a lot If this gets 1,000 likes them I'll randomly hug I a guy I promise

[@hhalleyscomett6309]

You can see the pain in her eyes and her smile 🥺 she’s WAY happier now

[@extrm161]

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[@thatway35]

when she told her self not to be sad, I seen the sadness in her eyes after she heard 1 year ago say that to future her

[@slangsd]

"I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it's not the answer." - Jim Carrey

[@BellsandJess]

slangsd Jim Carrey is a prophet and truth speaker. Amen to that comment he made and I agree completely even though I was never famous or rich I do understand.

[@afinomusic]

100%

[@0joface899]

Wow! *wisdom struck me hard*😵

[@rushpittsburgh4]

Yea he's also a diagnosed schizophrenic

[@duewhit310]

We're in need of more celebs doing what JC is doing.

[@kpskills7763]

This is one of the best interview it just shows the difference of being slightly famous and after getting more famous and how it gets to you.Hope she can get rest and spend some time with her Family. (Okay not before famous then 1-2 year after being famous)

[@sxpreme-2960]

I'd still want Fame. Like imagine your life actually being worth something. Imagine that when you die there will actually be so many people that care and carry your legacy.

[@airizroxas502]

Mami Devil Grass is always greener than the other side

[@jadedickey5781]

Mami Devil but thats only caring about what happens after death. What about in the moment? If youre miserable during your life because of fame and pressure it doesnt matter how others think of you when youre gone. Theyll see you as a hero but youll never see yourself as that youll only see yourself as a sad person who is struggling to keep up with the pressure of a corrupt industry. In some ways fame is nice in many ways it isnt.

[@lizzienicolee]

Guys this is a cry for help! Look at this girl!! Are we really so dumbed down by whats going on that we can't realize that this girl has become a slave to the music industry? Do they literally have to write it out in the description box for us to have the thought enter our thick skulls? She's a 16 year old CHILD wearing a weird metal dog collar that she said was a gift... Does that not ring any bells for anybody??? C'mon people look at the signs and symbols. They're putting them right in our faces! I want to help save this girl but the only way we can do that is by exposing these sick freaks for who they are. You have to admit what you are seeing it messed up to say the least. Look at her in a year.. How much longer do you think she has before they destroy her completely??? God bless you Billie, I hope we can save you.

[@layansaad3948]

@anarchore she doesnt do drugs.

[@pipebomb6427]

15 year old billie: innocent 16 year old billie: edgy 17 year old billie: positive 18 year old billie: I LIKE YA CUT G

[@trevorerickson5205]

I don’t know if edgy is the word I’d use. She actually looked kinda sad at 16. Glad she’s doing alright now.

[@strangeperson722]

🍒 👋🏼

[@randomknight2585]

@@strangeperson722 *SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEECH*

[@strangeperson722]

@@randomknight2585 lel

[@rahoomaaa9267]

she wasn't edgy, she was really sad because of x dying

[@TK-bm1kh]

this needs to happen again in 1 year

[@zalaur4968]

This was so emotional😩 Billie2k17: I’d explode if I met him!! Billie2k18: I met him.

[@ol7299]

Yeah since she has more fame she doesn’t care of meeting famous people anymore.

[@mistymansy]

i met him and it was great was what she said

[@royalwaves3698]

She sounded like she was gonna cry 😭

[@zalaur4968]

Mavilo yes she still said “ I met him “ tho😂

[@libbyskitchen327]

@@ol7299 or she’s just sad and doesn’t care about anything anymore

[@Hannah-ni8gg]

SOMEONE GIVE THIS GIRL A HUG.

[@MellowJelly]

a hug wouldn't even help because her heart is closed up

[@jochemb234]

Don't you will get pierced by her necklace.

[@coralabar121]

@@jochemb234 yes.😅

[@andriagassi]

Her mom did.

[@iamsophiaamsp6221]

no.

[@sofia-ym3vj]

*if this doesn’t go until she’s 50 I don’t want it*

[@aishaqidwai]

She said she is doing this till she’s 90

[@randylan89]

@@aishaqidwai what if she dies being shot

[@ephraimah3704]

@@randylan89 we sure hope she won’t💀

[@urjasharma4908]

@@randylan89 wtf

[@electricityisgreat2767]

@@randylan89 😂

[@thebestvids12345]

Imagine Billie does this interview this year in 2019 as well and reacts to her 2018 self and HOPEFULLY be like : Dang dude why was I so sad and depressed

[@NilsWallskog]

thebestvids depression is a hard thing and it cant always be a way out of it. Therapy doesnt always help and it can be a thing through the rest of your life. Just saying this because people can think so lightly of depression when its a serious thing and it shouldnt be thought of as something light and easy to get rid of.

[@zac7790]

@@NilsWallskog okay? That was completely unrelated.

[@NilsWallskog]

Zac D'santos No? He wanted to see her happy and being out of depression but im just trying to say that it might be a thing for life and it can be cronical. Just saying it isnt that easy but you can hope for it to happen but it can also be a cronical thing that stays with you

[@zac7790]

@@NilsWallskog yeah it was unnecessarily negative and there was no point in posting it. It looks like you just want to brag about saving your girlfriends life, despite that being what any decent human being would do.

[@NilsWallskog]

Zac D'santos it was no mean to brag i can absolutely remove it since you get offended and think that i brag i will remove it out of respect. Didnt want to offend you and absolutely not being negative i hope that she says that too but i just dont want people to think so lightly of depression because its a serious thing. But sorry i will remove that part then

[@ZackGames4Life]

*I'm kinda jealous of Billie a year ago.* *This was painful*

[@kidkidkudo]

ZackGames4Life read this at the same time she said it on the video

[@chaseperfection]

billy 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ duh billie

[@MingoDab]

ikr like imagine being looked up by millions only to spread ur negative energy to your fans 🙌🏽

[@spacytracy1982]

*BILLIE*

[@allisongarcia6578]

Billie*

[@ananyakarthik397]

this music is making this video sadder than it already is.

[@sharpcwoeje3199]

Ananya Karthik this video is sad, it shows how bad the fame is and how truly hurt she is

[@sarahconnor13]

I'm 16, same age as her here, and honestly I really appreciate everything she's talked about mental illness. like teenage mental illness is a big issue and I feel like nobody talks about it.

[@rovanajean9550]

eh ull get thru it xD, hopefully. if not, go get help, but dont be influenced by what a stranger say, even if they're a celeb, becuz they're strangers.. i say.. it's a moment when ur brain reaches a certain stage and u see the world with different eyes now. it's a time that we cant no longer act childishly and has to force ourselves up. i see that people go through major changes in that stage too.

[@mikehawk6518]

I want to give her a hug.

[@baybeheem4803]

Blazey Haleigh same

[@anonamouse2773]

Which one?

[@alexandraparames7601]

"What's your favorite color right now?" 2017: *I like bright green a lot* 2018" *I like black. It's been pretty dark* :(

[@luiza7453]

Alexandra Ribeiro who is she

[@alexandraparames7601]

@@luiza7453 what do you mean?

[@nono-ke2ie]

Just cause she loves black doesnt mean she's depressed. I live black too.

[@nono-ke2ie]

*love

[@alexandraparames7601]

@@nono-ke2ie if you've watched the entire video, you'll know that, in this case, she is probably depressed. I never said "liking black" was universal language for being depressed.

[@ceoofcommenting]

*i just want to hug Billie*

[@eilish.sl4t]

this made me cry because you can see how hard she’s trying to not breakdown this whole interview… i’m so happy she’s healed and much much much happier

[@blackroseindigo]

Wow.. the difference between 2017 and 2018 is heartbreaking... Everything about her demeanor and aesthetic is darker in a sad way. 💔

[@zm4522]

Why

[@thomasbarry7523]

The background music makes it way more sad well I guess that's the point

[@andersonfranca543]

It is playing an instrumental version of Ocean Eyes, it's beautiful

[@emmasarnons]

I think it's ocean eyes🙈♥

[@almaazul1511]

not a fan if sad instrumental music in the background. i just want a video raw with no editing at all

[@3xtrathin674]

Hi im confused in this vid can u tell me what its supposed to be about

[@yamig231]

Thomas Barry ikr

[@Joesy015]

I still can’t believe she’s only a teenager that just blows my mind .....

[@waleed7328]

•Murray• •HeleneJ• So young yet so untalented 😂😂😂

[@edwardsanchez905]

Waleed make better music than her pls lmao

[@leahibarra2155]

Ikr she a wonder

[@kkswiftymeow]

She literally is so mature, I could probably talk to her like an adult

[@sopaipillapesadilla7023]

I can totally believe it, she acts and talks just like one

[@greenavocado3874]

This hurts more than ever after watching her documentary. Poor baby.

[@ItsMe-vz2mj]

Which documentary? Where to watch it?

[@extrm161]

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[@davidmurray5399]

@@ItsMe-vz2mj The documentary is called "The World's a little blurry.", It's an Apple TV release. I have it on my phone and watch it whenever I need a little boost!

[@whodatninja439]

What did she say in it?

[@davidmurray5399]

@@whodatninja439 Quite a bit. If you're curious, check it out.

[@isabellagreen3367]

The smile she gives hurts so much, you can see that she’s sad..

[@YeTism]

Deep 14 year old white girl moment

[@makenziej8632]

@@YeTism middle school boy who listens to Juice Wrld and thinks it’s deep moment

[@thegovtdoesntcareaboutyou]

she is controlled

[@Raven-xe8mp]

@@thegovtdoesntcareaboutyou aha why or can you explain yourself?

[@fecher13_17]

@@makenziej8632 attacking juice for what? That guy is a clown why you gotta bring juice into this

[@dianapotra2583]

I think Billy’s extremely worn out. I’ve been there before, and that’s exactly how I acted: I was quiet, not very reactive, my eyes were kinda dull, and it was hard to smile genuinely. I can only hope she rests and gets better!

[@thegoldsniping6059]

Diana Potra i feel the same but not worn out

[@drunkenmasterii3250]

Diana Potra yeah I have smoked weed too.

[@imjoolia]

Diana Potra ur def right she’s so young and she’s doing so much so quick

[@dianapotra2583]

Drunken Master II Smoking weed is one thing. Being exhausted to the point where smiling for more than a second is a hard task is quite another.

[@NidiaGirlBan]

She is deeply depressed. That's not weed or whatever. She almost cries in some questions.. Her eyes just look like the regular eyes of someone who has been crying for too long and someone who has not been sleeping at all

[@baileye005]

She needs a hug…

[@alexandrakennedy8078]

This girl has so much pressure. I could see the difference in just one year. I can't imagine how she feels now 3 years later. I'm glad she has a Mom that loves and cares about her.

[@Whatisseems]

look up the most recent interview she is doing better!

[@extrm161]

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[@ee1408]

Look at her.. so sad, pressured and clearly missing the old days She just looks so sad unlike her past self is to happy and bright and smiled all the time. I don’t want the old Billie back I want the new Billie to be happy

[@igisingorsomething]

Well said:(

[@hamburger5888]

Who chopped onions... someone must’ve chopped onions. My eyes.

[@zax331]

I don't understand, correct me if I'm wrong but your text says that she looks so sad and everything and before she looked very bright and happy and then you said that you don't want the old Billie back. Am I dumb or something?

[@fems7632]

OMG i was reading this and i cried... 😢

[@jackjack-th9eq]

@@zax331 Yes, very much so. They said they don't want the old Billie back, they want the NEW Billie to be happy.

[@kodiax9847]

*_You never know happiness till it's gone_*

[@jaquie7916]

Kodiax :(

[@feistyyy1475]

depressing

[@melaniegrenon4363]

She's 16, that's one of the most difficult stages of puberty and growing up, and on top of all that she's famous. People are constantly either worshiping her or saying vile, repulsive things about her. I couldn't imagine how much that fucks with someone's emotions before they're even emotionally mature enough to know how to handle it. When I first watched this I got that edgy "im 16 and my life is the hardest" vibe, but if I was in her position at that age I wouldn't be in a very good state of mind either. Hopefully the manipulative, greedy hollywood influences in her life don't absolutely suck the life out of her by the time she's 18.

[@Liv-jy5ki]

I feel like this is really accurate

[@mindacorleto9184]

melanie grenon losemirante

[@thekenadian]

looking back at this interview, i’m so proud of how far she’s come. i’m so happy that’s she’s happy now 🥺

[@extrm161]

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[@ginap013]

Im so proud she's now finally happy with herself

[@suzmarie3619]

Wow I didn’t realize how unrecognized Billie was just a year ago. She’s blown up so much. I’ve been loving her for so long and every time I would blast her music no one knew who she was and now everyone does. I hope she finds happiness. She’s so young and accomplished so much already.

[@DivaDen]

No everyone. I have no clue who this baby is. It just came up in my recommendations.

[@strawberryjpeg6000]

Suz Marie same i discovered her when she was still so small and no one knew her haha

[@andreatorres6211]

I still remember when I started listening to her she wasn’t known at all and she’s grown so much. I remember the times when I put her music on and everyone told me to turn it off cuz they didn’t know her and now everyone sings along

[@maggyleemusic1793]

@@andreatorres6211 yes i relate!

[@ashlynchin5984]

dudee its so weird!! I have some friends who i played her music for last year and they didn't like it or didn't know what it was... and now they're all fans!! im happy for billie but kinda sad that she isn't our little secret anymore awwww

[@user-qp2be2pj9g]

When her mum hugged her, that was the first genuine smile I saw her 16 year old self do.

[@being_black_is_not_a_choice]

she was happy one year ago but now she about to cry

[@rbaias1164]

She seemed so happy, just a year ago. Laughed more, smiled more, and seemed a little herself. Not anymore:(

[@justequestrian1542]

I feel like the fames like hit her now, like she’s getting fed up

[@selmabahy9027]

Same with Lil Uzi Vert

[@Hardballleather]

It's the devil and illuminati

[@rbaias1164]

The Reelist ik and it’s rlly sad cuz she prolly doesn’t know it:((

[@zharns68]

Maybe her smiling wasn't herself and you guys don't know her no one really does

[@gresavelijaj1918]

She was so broken at this time and now (2021) she’s the happiest she ever been

[@emmersonewing9940]

YESSS EXACTLY. AND LMAO IN THE 2018 MISS GIRL RLY LIED AND SAID SHE DIDNT HAGE A BF

[@gigiky]

I don't know if it's the way Vanity Fair made the video, but I actually sense more sadness in the second interview. I feel like she is probably living a very adult life, and even though it may seem that she can handle it, I am not sure that any 16 year old is able to make the choice to live life that way. But she is still a great singer.

[@cherfancherfan6682]

Yes you're right

[@vuyolwethu_m26]

I'm 21 and not in the public eye, and I'm not coping with adult life, so she must be feeling a ton of pressure. I really hope she takes time off.

[@levin_west4135]

I just started crying because you can see it in her eyes how worn down she is. It is really hard to see this ambushes young girl but than look over to the empty person that looks like she has given up. I wish her to find her happiness again. ❤️

[@VincSendIt]

Lenny Barth Same...

[@ROOSEVELTNOX]

I appreciate the sentiment, but: ambitious*

[@levin_west4135]

ogaitnas33 sorry, just my bad german school english. But thank you for pointing out my mistake 🙏🏻

[@kujtes4]

L E V I N _ W E S T ihr wird es bald besser gehen.Sie ist stark.Wichtige Personen sind einfach ‚gone‘, dieser Schmerz..der muss erst verarbeitet werden. Schmerz ist Progress. Sie wird immer stärker. Es braucht alles Zeit, sie hat uns. Und sie ist nicht alleine.

[@levin_west4135]

Jamil Farrah thank you for sharing your opinion but I don’t have to justify for my feelings. I found the video very emotional. If you don’t had to cry doesn’t mean that everyone else shouldn’t do either.

[@evanrojo5795]

2017: *looks so happy* 2018: *looks she’s been through a lot and stressed*

[@mypenisisunbelievablysmall9559]

Yeah “stress”

[@internet4115]

Its a fuckin act

[@idan2400]

Fame and money bro

[@mikathebrave4001]

Call it Drugs lol

[@leog.6736]

Thats literally what happened

[@katelynb4255]

Little did 16 yr old billie know is that she would end up being super happy, and would win 5 grammys. (most likely more in the future)

[@abbyrose1297]

7 now🥺

[@drishana2308]

@@abbyrose1297 yes🥺❤✨

[@Jetstreamsammy]

@@drishana2308 stfu😳♥️

[@xermagma8222]

@@Jetstreamsammy who asked to stfu ❤️ ✨ 😯

[@cattinkerbell4946]

Don't forget the 2 Oscaars. :)

[@vitaminc2659]

This interview made me cry... it’s so hard to see your favorite idol so broken and sad

[@king2195]

Surprisingly, this is so depressing to watch. Wishing a 17 year old Billie to be happy and not feel pressured anymore.

[@lucypine3646]

Now she’s 18 and happy as ever

[@SquishyOp]

This comment aged like some fineeee wineeee!

[@lycalves]

oh wow u guessed it correct.

[@---ky4xu]

Goosebumps 🎶❤️💚kzbin.info/www/bejne/qp7QZ2adZb2Ir9U

[@NeonFlashpopcakecuptart]

@@lucypine3646 you really just manifested happier than ever

[@hangezenin]

Who else cant wait to see 2019 billie eilish reaction??

[@Papabandana]

WE ARE GONNA NEED IT

[@amya_25]

I just hope she’ll be ok in 2019...

[@amya_25]

❤️

[@Figs3]

I don't...this girl looks so broken...

[@adysonjenkins2599]

what if she’s not here...

[@VINCINT]

One of the realest

[@2XBL03]

VINCINT Official word

[@ralfnyberg3264]

English 111^2/5

[@chanellcreecy9852]

Love you Vincent

[@ginalein4004]

this really got me tearing up.. she looks like she wants to cry over herself

[@chickennoodlet]

Ikr :C

[@uncleiroh8665]

she makes break up songs and got famous bec of that i think its pretty self explanatory

[@bradleybeal7132]

Is there a reason why she is so depressed?

[@sukumarboruah4623]

This actually shows how life can just change within a year...

[@GH-nn6jt]

Came here after the 2021 interview. She has grown so much and I’m so proud of her! ♥️

[@extrm161]

⭐ kzbin.info/www/bejne/hoXGYoyIpthkbJI Rare Billie release ⬆️

[@ju04h]

Omg looks like she want‘s to cry sometimes but she didn‘t

[@yoongisuga5027]

// justus \\ every time i see her cry or be sad I cry

[@arivnaa]

15 Billie: i like bright green 16 Billie: i like black 17 & 18 Billie: *combines them*

[@icecream3210]

Bad guy cover on Steelpan 🎶❤️👋kzbin.info/www/bejne/qp7QZ2adZb2Ir9U

[@sherrylarcadio4236]

17 BLACK

[@shaq6389]

well said

[@justmakingthisacctosubtope9111]

1.4K like !!

[@fnaffueled1029]

@@sherrylarcadio4236 omg I know what you're referring to.

[@iglow9298]

It scares me how one year could change a person Only 1 YEAR !!

[@334lxk]

I Glow my dude, it happened to me in 2017 and 2018😳 like worst year ever

[@Bananaboi6969]

One word "puberty"

[@mohamedaminemhadhbi7007]

1 years is a long time to live

[@Blonde-ocean]

Everything could change in a Day though

[@leyla-km5pb]

Yeah,it can change more things that you think that it actually can.It is weird

[@JordanHighfield]

i can’t wait for the 5th interview.

[@marvelgacha8413]

She seems so broken and exhausted.... poor girl 😔

[@zurainshah2035]

we all have a broken side of heart we just hide it...

[@bigmanluke8266]

@@zurainshah2035 r/im14andthisisdeep

[@travelingrandom3106]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/j3XVZXyKp9Vqj6s happy here

[@kiababy447]

Zurain Shah true:/

[@Lisa-ek3xn]

Or is just her act as she in an emo part of the industry and this is what’s expected

[@justmonika650]

Well this video shows us fame and money doesn't make happier... She looks like in a pain. That video maked me cry..

[@raynobleorchestra]

Fnaf türkiye fan made* dUmmy

[@bobr9207]

It's the music you dumbass if Vanity Fair were to put a happy uptempo music then every thing seems better plus She's just an emo who has a victim mentality and doesn't know how to count her blessings, ask rihanna and selena gomez if it is worth it.

[@dimaisatree]

Fnaf türkiye fan She’s probably very stressed out and being pushed hard by her record label to preform and put out new music every single day. That is why sometimes she feels like it’s all not worth it.

[@amiofalltrades]

my thoughts exactly :( once you start to live in order to please other people, you wouldn't be happy. that is sometimes what fame does to you

[@Soulr]

What a fascinating video. Thank you for this Vanity. 15 to 16 years old is such a fragile age and this video illustrates how quickly we can change especially when fame is involved

[@elsicario8964]

Female *Lil Xan* ?

[@noahrenschler7210]

actually drugs, but okay blame the fame.

[@uruncleskneecaps2734]

Hazed six drugs?

[@erintaylor9220]

She looks so much older thank she actually is!

[@noahrenschler7210]

Look at Keanu Reeves perfect example of no drugs

[@LeoNimson2345]

Coming here after watching the 2022 interview to see how much she changed…, and WOW, she‘s grown so much…

[@nejib2573]

She is young, she is getting older now and opening the gates of adulthood, fame isn't easy its a fight. Hope she sees the right path . She is a dear ❤️.

[@zenuji2369]

Protect our billie

[@nejib2573]

@@zenuji2369 we must

[@bakoe7604]

ba-bump ba-bump I think he meant she is a deer heart

[@BrittanyKeise]

*this makes me feel so sad, I want to hug her so bad it hurts, I hope she’s okay*

[@jasonshipley7233]

Her one year ago self looked so proud and happy and now she’s so sad and frustrated

[@liv9532]

watching these interviews again makes me so emotional

[@liskook2022]

2017: my name is billie eilish 2018: billie eilish 2019: you already know me...

[@caleebhoyt4653]

BlackBangtan Shipper lol

[@hb8663]

BUT THAT WAS ME DIO!!!

[@cancer_dancer]

ima guess 2020: my face is litteraly on your car do you need to ask?

[@jina8960]

BlackBangtan Shipper ARMY? 💜

[@jeffsbeefvann1418]

DUH

[@naamarnath5]

Why isn't any one talking about the warm hug by her mother at the end of the vid? I felt so satisfied that there's someone near to hug her and tell her I still love you😍

[@jutuberpl7482]

It made her smile with a real smile for a second 😀

[@human-being4548]

this is evidence that money, fame, validation and attention do not replace feelings. she´s still struggling, her success hasn´t changed that. if anything, it made it more difficult to cope with. i know she´ll be okay though, she will

[@lizzieforevermsp388]

Yeah

[@karoline9835]

Get pewdiepie to 69696969 subscribers

[@sinalimi]

you were right, she is okay now. check the fifth interview if you haven't yet.

[@judith2141]

she is

[@arch4ngel]

this comment aged beautifully

[@averybrown4731]

she was absolutely falling apart then , i’m so glad she has healed so much now

[@hannah-we3ws]

who came here after the 2020 version just got release look at how much shes grown

[@---ky4xu]

Bad guy cover on Steelpan 🎶❤️🥰kzbin.info/www/bejne/qp7QZ2adZb2Ir9U

[@---ky4xu]

I did :)

[@jackielopez1590]

Meee

[@lyloupr]

yeah and guess who's crying

[@bi.fruitsalad]

Me!

[@rogerinataylor1225]

This is one of the saddest and most broken one year apart video I ever saw. I want to hug her so bad..

[@liliana100x]

Fellow Rogerina....

[@edwardscissorhands3912]

Yes it’s lord and saviour rogerina

[@daphnestunts]

Try watching someone get into meth and see how they are in a year, that is sad. Billie is young and experiencing much success which could overwhelm her but it's also an amazing opportunity for her to do what she loves to do as a career.

[@tiarasnijders]

this is like watching twins with different personalities

[@living4show808]

It's normal cause she is teen, her personality is changing

[@retractfn7161]

Or u could be like me and talk to the different personality that u have

[@marilynhudgins5966]

A dude just like the twins. Lies all day

[@marilynhudgins5966]

It's a boy.screwed up fake

[@mehforever8902]

Yea

[@tiatowers4367]

Every time I come back here my heart is broken again

[@Reff17]

When she said a year ago "i like light green" then today "i like black, beacause things has been dark lately" my heart dropped 💔

[@ash-iy4cw]

I think she said bright green

[@quinox9626]

-Lynn- mhm she did

[@angelina1049]

Reff Gxd same😢

[@Reff17]

@@ash-iy4cw same thing...

[@estheroyewumi]

*favourite colour* 15 billie- bright green Now billie- black...

[@kawaiipunch1898]

*emo* -tional- *billie*

[@gelerson1642]

bright black

[@ryantheory8676]

does Billie have the herps?

[@lizzienicolee]

Don't you guys think it's weird this 16 year old CHILD is wearing a dog collar/bondage gear that was given to her as a gift??? WTF is happening in this world.

[@sweetestaphrodite]

bLaCk iS nOt a CoLoUr iT’s a sHaDe

[@evaschaapherder5037]

She is so pretty but there is so much sadness in here eyes

[@amongus-gx7wq]

Ocean eyes

[@leggasaurus5003]

She’s 16

[@leggasaurus5003]

But I’m 13 👌

[@eliseheartless4636]

*her eyes

[@nekochan4226]

*her

[@Imdenvis]

Just finished the 2021 interview and I'm back to rewatch this.. And just wanted to tell everybody who's struggling with depression or anxiety or whatever bro watch this and the 2021 thing, compare these two and her changes and the way she got better and the things she has done through these years...and remind urself whatever u are struggling with now will leave u and one day you will feel better. Love everyone who read❤

[@katriinmeesak6815]

so true . these years I was in the same mental state because I was lost and scared of the world but now I'm trying to find peace in myself, be inspired by everything. we all can be happy

[@busedolunaysoylu]

I feel like she losted a important piece of her soul in a year her eyes aren't shiny and filled with life anymore I hope she is ok and happy

[@nihatasicioglu7344]

lalala I can't hear youu that year took x bro

[@busedolunaysoylu]

@@nihatasicioglu7344 evet kardeşim :(

[@trappedbillieeilish8828]

2017 billie: green 2018 billie: black 2019 billie: and now we’re gonna miX

[@sebastianscott8863]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/mn6cnnR8YrOrmsk.

[@guusje_4061]

@Tazwar 22 her hair is green and black

[@kajak709]

👌👌

[@aadamaftab4297]

2020......

[@isabelladelhoyo2861]

I think ya got ur years wrong lmao 😆

[@nadinesalem5517]

She has it all... *except happiness.*

[@deathmetalpotato]

Nadine G *Hapipinnesseses*

[@Moody__Mango]

B. Jr. I’m sorry but 😂

[@dancemomsaesthetic142]

Dude edit that mis spelling of happiness. You look stupid and it ruins the point of the comment.

[@urmum2051]

*i don’t have happinesses* 😔😔😔

[@lluviadestrellas_]

I want to give this billie a hug and tell her that everything will be fine

[@ElidaGarcia]

awe you can tell she’s holding it in 🥺😭

[@michaelcredo4863]

I like jeans and playing rugby

[@6popular6hell65]

@@michaelcredo4863 wtfs

[@catluvr8781]

i was the one thousandth like and u deserve it =-)

[@al0n3_50]

*i just cried when- when billie said don’t- don’t post your feelings, im still crying. thank you*

[@IsaiahLaRoi]

al0n3 _ you’re posting your feelings rn tho

[@kirleyq1394]

Kinda ironic.

[@baobaeda]

@@kirleyq1394 I think that was the point.

[@lavendar-skies]

I dont get why she said that. Did something happen?

[@vicxann]

al0n3 _ yeah, did something happen or why does she say that,

[@ukxoai]

Do you feel pressure? 2017: Nah 2018: Yes

[@parkyparky1927]

I was the 1,200th like

[@bolin2579]

Chau H. Probs KZbin Rewind..

[@letterobserver]

Was the 285838474736462646457473858477374747473747547475757475.68548575767575575757675748585858747575845884575768586858584o6366i3368525i25i353885341741424727422744727527526996494o744o6

[@xofatima8841]

who’s here after the 2022 one?

[@burninqd0wn]

im here after the 2023 🥹

[@정진주-j5j]

She seemed so much brighter and hopeful back then like there was still a sparkle in her eye and now it feels like that was sucked out of her I hope she’s okay

[@basicangelina1457]

정진주 😭

[@johanneschaeyunlim]

ㅋㅋㅋㅋTrue

[@dziugaspi2]

Thats what being popular does to you. And her reliance on social media.

[@blvezae7832]

I believe that the old billie is still in there

[@Robin-dr5zp]

She was still a kid after all.... say what you want but she saw the real world at 16 and how cruel it can be. She needs help.

[@malloreyhoernig3795]

Billie is such a deep person. Watching this makes me want to cry because I relate to it so much..

[@joelmiller2601]

Mallorey Hoernig ya dude you have 1.6M subscribers too? me too

[@nathan_bighead]

Hey wach my vid

[@uncledavid1776]

She’s changed so much, and I feel like she doesn’t give herself enough credit

[@melisa4968]

So proud of her.

[@ccbcc8084]

This should show how fame isn’t the best thing ever. Bright green to black, “I miss old Billie for not being recognized”, her most liked picture was her *smiling* and “Don’t be so sad.” “I have NOT lived up to that...”

[@_chun-ja_5788]

Exactly :(

[@akwilson1676]

Look at what happened to all the musicians in the past, Kurt Cobain, Jim Morrison, Sid Barrett, and John Frusciante too but at least he's still alive.