Vent Tik Toks I found when I was sad

[@matchadrawingstudios]

I hope everyone has a good day and always remember that someone out there cares for you more than anything in the world! If you need to vent never be afraid to do so! Virtual hugs 🤗

[@bvthy]

If you're here your probably going through something tough, and if you are, I really hope it gets better over time.

[@Ash_Coaster]

Thank you

[@emo_worm_thing]

Random venting: TW: Abuse, smoking, separation anxiety and just anxiety in general. So I live w eleven short as siblings, I’m 6’3. My parents were really abusive to all of us. They both smoked a lot, and only last year, when I finally got custody, we moved out. Now, I’m stuck in a house with eleven people always needing help with pets, etc. Cant get a break, and I’m holding up three jobs PLUS uni! Not only do I have separation anxiety, but two of my sisters and a brother have it as well. I cannot be away from them for more than I’m used to, so I stay at my house and do zoom call school while everyone else is back in. I’m unable to escape, and I always have these horrible thoughts about ‘what if you drop Lizzie (my baby sis)’ and other such things. Wow..Yk it kinda feels good to put that out there. Have a better day/night than me 💕

[@theventtavern]

hey, it'll all be over soon. the fact you're still alive after your abusive parents and all this responsibility is shocking, it shows how strong and amazing you really are. you can do it. i'd recommend calling some friends for help. and im sorry about your separation anxiety, but just remember to take some time for yourself, even if it's not a lot. it'll help a ton. and remember, in the end you're never alone. i believe in you, you can do this 💪💗

[@Mvlt1]

@Ellie I’m sorry. It’ll get better soon. If you ever need to talk I’m here for you and I’ll gladly listen if you need me

[@CYB3RS1LK]

Vent : I'm quite smart. At least, that's what I've been told a lot. That I'm advanced. And it makes my parents happy. But I'm not very happy. And I hate myself. And I hate my body. And I hate my mind. And I hate that I'm quite INTELLIGENT. I don't want to be smart. I want to be like my little sibling.. Spacey, carefree, energetic, happy, and strong. And not constantly expected.. I want people to call me cute when I do the dumbest things.. I want people to say " Good job! " when I make a sandwich or bake cookies. I want to cry and be comforted, not judged. Maybe I'm selfish.. Maybe I'm ungrateful for my mind... I'll just keep on surpassing expectations then. And pretend nothing is wrong with me.

[@Moss-and-T3A]

You’re are Not selfish. Don’t put expectations on yourself. Nobody should put unrealistic expectations on you. Do what you wanna do everyone else can go fuck off.

[@rynn_is_swag]

[@theventtavern]

you're NOT selfish, you're NOT ungrateful, and you can be anyone you want. no one should put expectations on you because of your traits or intelligence. yes, you're very smart, but you're also a person. you have emotions, you have a life. you can be carefree, you can be cute. and your body is perfect just the way it is, so don't change anything about yourself to live up to someone's standards. and good job on making that food. i can barely cook myself so that's a serious achievement! 😁👏

[@CYB3RS1LK]

@@theventtavern Thank you so much! I hope you have a great life and hope you take care of yourself, god bless your beautiful heart

[@CYB3RS1LK]

@@Moss-and-T3A Thank you! I'm working on getting bolder, and your kind words mean everything! Bless you!

[@4l3ks-_-sl4v]

Songs that are in vent tiktoks (not specifically this video) Devil town, Cavetown "You said something dumb again" Twin Size mattress, The Front Bottoms "Now it's no big surprise you turned out this way" Prom Queen, Beach bunny "shut up, count ur calories, I never looked good in mom jeans..." I'm so crazy for youuu, Rebzyyx "ur so upset with me but I'm so obsessed with you" Alligator skin boots, mccafferty "twinkle twinkle little star, alcoholics don't get far" Alien Blues, vundabar "I need to purge my urges shame shame shame" Drunk walk home, Mitski ***The one at **3:15***** Fahrradsattel, Pisse "Aber ich will dein Fahrradsattel sein" (its german) Notion, the rare occasions "oh back when I was younger" everything I wanted, Billie Eilish "nobody cried, nobody even noticed" Pity party, Melanie Martinez "maybe it's a cruel joke on me, whatever, whatever" Ofc that isn't all, if u can think of more put them in the replies plz

[@Iynn-b]

this is my last goodbye. im not even scared of dying anymore i cant live like this. stay strong everyone, ily.

[@pratheekshavj4625]

0:28 is me every day. it sucks being the " special child " when you are in 10th

[@lilywellhausen7832]

not mine but this is for anyone who is struggling your skin isn't paper, don't cut it. your face isn't a mask, don't hide it. your life isn't a movie, don't end it. your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it. your heart isn't a door, don't lock it. it may not feel like it right now, but please know that you are going to be ok. trust me. i hope this helps someone out there

[@theventtavern]

something i'd like to add: "your body isn't a punching bag, don't hurt it"

[@ir1ann_xi652]

Having no one to talk to> being too ashamed to talk about it

[@softsadboy3433]

omg- dude- so i just relapsed y'know? mommy issues- well anygays- i got a papercut the next day and i started freaking out about it- XD

[@coversbyana5971]

i just relapsed too #twinning

[@jellycube898]

Lol, i got sent to hospital and one of the nurses was like, "so you're fine with slitting yourself but not needles?" And I just found the whole thing funny also I got mommy issues too!! #twinning (on a more serious note you wanna talk??)

[@coversbyana5971]

my mom literly told me to my face that i make her feel like shes a bad mom lol

[@jellycube898]

@@coversbyana5971 ohhh, well, i promise you that you're not a bad person just bc someone doesn't like you, I'm here to listen

[@coversbyana5971]

@@jellycube898 thank you

[@Mvlt1]

I hope y’all are safe an having a good day/afternoon/night. I love y’all and I’m proud of y’all. I know life may be hard rn but remember, whether you realize it or not, there are people that care about you. And it’s okay to not be okay. Remember to take care of yourself, be gentle with yourself, be kind to yourself, eat bites, stay hydrated, and take a break if necessary. How was your day?(feel free to vent^^)

[@theirlmess]

I was about to vent about something that happened right now, and I saw that I had 1% so I copied it so I wouldn’t loose it, but I lost it because of that. I genuinely wanna cry so much. I wrote so much, and poof.. gone- I don’t even know anymore-..

[@Mvlt1]

@theirlmess oh I’m sorry. You can always talk to me if you need to. I hope you feel better soon

[@strawberrycowsandmilkweed6358]

Sometimes all I wanna do it live in a forest and just scream random words every few mornings

[@cryptid18362]

My mom: You can't bottle up all of your feelings! Me: What?? I don't bottle up my feelings. Also Me: *Secretly pours my heart out into my art/vent art*

[@tahira345]

TW Things are starting to get bad again and to top it all off my grandma wants to give away my cat (my parents are divorced and my dad lives with my grandparents) and she said that its because my dad is never here and she constantly has to get other people to look after him and he gets stressed and starts making a mess in the house and is not coming up to us anymore like he used to and is becoming a street cat and running off onto the streets (hes only 5 months) and that im only here 3 out of days of the week and she cant look after him anymore. I dont blame her because she cant take responsibility for him but im really gonna miss him and he wont even come up to me anymore like he used to. On top of that, my summer holidays was shit and ive relapsed

[@edenb455]

1:10 Im not gonna go into details but I can relate to this

[@edenb455]

Oh god, I just recently and unfortunately remembered it

[@Taayhas]

Vent: TW: Suicidal Thoughts So recently I started another school year like a lot of people. My math teacher is the absolute worst. She’s always putting too much pressure on me to explain during group work. I haven’t told her that’s just ruining me on the inside. I also have been keeping a lot of secrets from my parents recently. I spend too much time at night writing suicide letters. I spend a lot of time at school just thinking about buying some rope at my local Ace Hardware behind my parents back, so I can just end it all.

[@Mvlt1]

Please don’t end it! I know it may be rough rn, but there are people that care about you. So what if that teacher doesn’t like you or anything? You’re an amazing person! Please, please don’t end it. If you need to talk, you can reach out to me on my channel, I’ve got a vent space there and I’ll try be there as much as I can.

[@emmawu8048]

I’m sorry that’s happening to you. if you really feel like ending it all you should tell someone or call a suicide hotline. At that point, there’s not much to lose anyway. I hope you feel better soon

[@Taayhas]

@@emmawu8048 Thank you so much! I don’t think I’d ever do it, because I wouldn’t want my family to feel bad. I don’t SH and I’ve never had. It’s really just the thoughts though.

[@CYB3RS1LK]

I would never tell you how to live your life. But whatever you do, whatever choice you make, I give my hat to you. And I wish you well in heaven, my dear. 🕊 💜

[@CYB3RS1LK]

But I hope you do change your mind.

[@rynn_is_swag]

I thank u for this I relapsed yesterday and my mental health is getting worse but these videos definitely help.

[@theventtavern]

hey, it'll be hard not to relapse, but i know you have the strength to hold on. you're perfect and stunning, don't sh. im praying for you and your mental health. just stay strong for me, for you, and for your loved ones. keep fighting the good fight. 😁

[@rynn_is_swag]

Thank you so much I’m crying right now. I really appreciate it I’ll try for you

[@theventtavern]

@@rynn_is_swag thank you, and i wish you good luck! 💪

[@bubblegumlife9252]

This kind of helps me but today I was supposed to go to my first ever sleepover. And my dad had to ruin it all up, he was supposed to drive me at 3:35 p.m. and it’s now 6:42 p.m. he ruined it because Eli have a very hard time making friends ever since I started high school

[@coolbeans4513]

3:12 what’s the song?

[@torawalker392]

that is perfect for back to school I must say haha

[@laicositna2966]

Feel free to vent if you guys want (reply) 😊

[@jasper.3934]

I needed this. tw-suicidal tendencies I can't do this anymore. I'm tired all of the time, I feel like my friends are constantly annoyed by me and I don't know what to do. I am not scared of death but I am scared of what others will do when they find out. I need to reach out for help. What will happen of I do? I have been depressed and suicidal for a long time. (Loooooong time.) It's the worst it has been this summer. I just want to kms. Maybe I'll be better in the next life. Help?

[@laicositna2966]

@@jasper.3934 I remember once a high schooler was talking to me about how hard it was for her to make friends, she told me that I should find a group of people and just ask if you could hang out with them. Or if your friends have other friends, maybe try talking and hanging out with them. Also I think you should get help from a trusted ADULT.. I have ADHD and bad anxiety, I didn’t know what to do so I asked for help. I get therapy and medicine. I’m doing so much better. Sometimes you feel as if your friends aren’t being, well, friends. Sometimes you find the wrong people, It will take time, it might be tough to find them but you will. Feel better soon stranger, your loved by so many. ❤️

[@xxs4rkixx425]

i told my library teacher i had mommy issues then the counselor was staring at me when she walk in my classroom 😰

[@Rayraccoon141]

use this comment as a vent section :} i will reply as best as i can and i love you all

[@coversbyana5971]

I just started school on wednesday, and even before that, i was having some bad thoughts, but yesterday and even today, i did something bad and where I live, its still tshirt and tanktop weather, and im worried one of my friends will see, thell their parents, who will in turn tell my stepmom

[@matchadrawingstudios]

In hope everyone is doing ok

[@kaylanek1]

I lost someone I love for the first time 3 months ago. I guess it's loved now. I feel like my heart is being ripped apart and at the same time I feel nothing

[@matchadrawingstudios]

@@kaylanek1 i am so sorry for your loss 😢😔 just remember that they will always be with you no matter what ❤️ (virtual hugs sent) 🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@kaylanek1]

@@matchadrawingstudios thank you

[@neon_tea]

My best friend hates me because of a joke. I took a picture I planned to delete in the first place, and they are pissed at me now. I want to die, I messed everything up, for nothing…

[@ellie_austinnn]

VENT TW: ED, SA, SH, ETC. i love tiktok / yt/ twitch so much, i’m literally addicted. addicted to making myself sad because i wish i was them, all of their friends are perfect, funny, interesting, pretty, they have everything. while i’m sitting here on my birthday watching this making myself sad. And i just keep doing it, everyday. i watch every stream they upload and i sit there just feeling bad for myself, i wish i could start streaming, or start making friends, but i’d never succeed, i can’t even keep real friends how do i expect to be good at entertaining an audience. and since the streaming world is mainly men (success wise) and i’m not a guy, i’m a girl that struggles with gender envy, i don’t feel like a guy, i never have. but i still here watching all these me . saying i wish i was a guy. i really do, i wish i was born a guy, i don’t want to transition, i just want to magically wake up as one. i wish i was different or given the chance to be important. but i wasn’t i’m some weirdo teenager who will never be as happy as them. Why? because i’m always the second choice, i’ll never be someone’s best friend, i’m always just going to be their friend who they woud never get invited to anything but see all of them planing sleepovers, party’s, etc. and i’m never on the list. i’ll never be on the list, i’ll always be the one to text first. and it’s not fair i try so hard, i do anything for them, i do everything for them. they don’t care. they never do! and they never will! I’m tiered of being the second option, but i’m starting to think, to understand its a me issue. i’m clingy, annoying, and jealous . the second anyone hangout with anyone else i get sad. i feel like they would rather be with them. and i hate it, i hate it so much. i don’t hate them, i adore them. i hate me, i’m the issue. i’ve always been the issue and i’ll always be the issue. it doesn’t even matter anymore. i can’t give up. i have so much to live for yk? but i don’t want to go to school, to go to friend houses, i don’t want to do anything i just want to stay in my room all day and sleep. I don’t want to be in my room crying every night. i’m done, no one cares about me! no one! but i just want to look cool, but i’m not. i’m just some average teenager, fat ang ugly. and i HATE my personality. i js want to be funny. but i’m not and i’ll never fucking be. ok? i need to accessor that ill be some ugly hoe who wants to be cool, i wish i was more chill and masculine but in some pick me who used to be obsessed with tiktok dances and looking cool i front of the popular kids! and i hates myself then and i hate myself now! i’m fat; maybe i’m js dumb but i look fat and i every week “ i’m going o starve myself to get skinnier, yeah.” I always end up eaton again. i’m so fat!!! i can’t not eat for one day. i wish i could just tot feel valid. i don’t SH because the one time i did i felt so guilty i told my mom, lied about what happened. and then was like never again but in the nights where i cry i crave that feeling the itchy ness of the cuts and it’s so hard to not go back, now i see how addicting it is, hearing about it as the therapist fiend is always different, you always try to care for them, never yourself. It’s never about me! not even at home, all the time and effort of my parents is put into my sister, because “she need more help then you... you know that. :( “ all because i grew up faster than she did!! i wish i had something that made me need more help than her, a diagnosis, something anything!that sounds so wrong to say, but without one i feel like i’m nothing, i’m not valid. and that sounds so selfish but i am selfish fuck it, i know i am. all i care about it myself anymore. and i hate that. not everything is about me, it’s other people too, but after a lifetime of it being about other kids maybe i think it’s my turn. Maybe for once it’s my turn to be the favorite friend, not the one who is genuinely them self’s around you and then you tell everyone what they do/say, that’s why i hate myself. because i’m embarrassing, i’m the friend everyone’s embarrassed about. Another thing nothing wil ever make me feel as bad as my SA this has been afecting me for one year now, and i’m so done with it. at first it started by my (at the time gf, who had already kissed me; my first kiss without my consent and it was forcefully) taking my phone and sitting next to me. then i said give it back she said no then my other friend “jokingly” held me back (my arms) then she laid me down and my gf laid over me and my ‘friend’ held me down by my head and arms as she tried to look up porn to make me watch/look at, after i kicked and scratched my way out of that i ran away into a near by ditch and when they left the park we were at at the time she SA’ed me I ran back and sat under the swing an cried in guilt. i left without saying good bye to them. and after a few months i told my friend; which another group over heard and eventual it got back to my ex and she told everyone i was lying for attention, luckily they believed me but i still feel guilty and tell myself it wasn’t valid SA because at least it wasn’t rape, at least we were clothed. at least, at least, all invalidating myself and i feel guilty even saying this telling myself this isn’t what happened, but it is.

[@bigman9731]

My personality sucks too I know it’s hard but apps such as tik tok are mentally exhausting It took me forever to delete it but when I did I felt so much happier Maybe log in on browser every now and again for a few minutes idk

[@bigman9731]

And what happened with your girlfriend would definitely heavily impact you emotionally Your feelings are valid and that would have left me feeling awful Those “friends” are horrible

[@theventtavern]

hey! you! yes you!! remember if you’re struggling with anxiety, depression, or any serious disorder: -drink tons of water a day 💧 -eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner (sneak in a few snacks too:) )👍 -listen to some peaceful music and take a nap☺ -go outside and breath some fresh air 💗 -relax😁 -take power naps 😃 i hope these help you. if you need anything, feel free to vent in the replies:)❤

[@Mvlt1]

Well I have 3 vent videos. I’ll link them here. Read the descriptions and pinned comments because that’s where my vent is (except the third one but on the third one the pinned comment gives a bit more context. I won’t necessarily count this as a vent, but I’ll link my vent art video here too. Vent 1: m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/mpbQf6OonLuIfa8 Vent 2: m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/n3bCi62mqpl-q80 Vent 3: m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/d5zIo393bK6Alac Vent art vid: m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/b5LblpZvrLCMqNU That is all. It’s fine if you don’t wanna look at them. I just thought I’d link my vents here

[@Mvlt1]

*fourth

[@Joonobre]

I usually clown on the cringy poems people make in these comments but this is genuinely good advice for anyone

[@theventtavern]

@@Joonobre lol thank you

[@theventtavern]

@@Mvlt1 Thank you for sharing. I never got the notification for your comments. I'm not sure why. I'll look into these and respond when I'm finished reading so I can help you :) Just wrote this comment to lyk I'm not ignoring you and your comments don't go to waste!!

[@familybonilla2345]

0:12 Honestly that’s kinda rude ngl-

[@Your_Local_Smurf]

Honestly I'm tired of trying to improve to feel presentable to my mother I don't live with her nor my dad but I do live with my legal guardian my mother abandoned me and my older brother she did many horrible things to my father and everytime she has an argument with her damn boyfriend she would go crying to my dad (they went seperate ways) everytime I didn't feel like getting off my bed of just waking up just not wanting to go anywhere she would say say YoU dOnT wAnNa Be WiTh YoUr OwN mOtHeR!? Honestly at that moment I wanted to throw my phone across the room well she used to do that we bearly even talk nowadays I don't wanna see her I dont wanna hear her I want NOTHING to do with her just like my older brother she clearly wants nothing to do with us we haven't spoken in months and I wanna keep it that way...

[@anybodybutsomebody1085]

Just something I need to know If you accidentally hit someone and they come crying to an adult. Is it okay to cry even if u weren’t the one hit. I would cry when I accidentally hit someone from reflex or something and I felt bad but I didn’t know how to help. I just cried and wanted to say sorry. My parents would just say that I shouldnt be the one crying or ask why I was crying if I wasn’t the one I cause pain to ? Is it normal or no? Am I allowed to cry when im guilty? Has anyone else’s parent or adult just say this to you too? I really have to know this because idk if it’s normal or not and if im just overreacting

[@jbuginarug5833]

Second!!!

[@dizzy_hampster4080]

Hey ! Hey ! Hey ! Come vent down In my replys I will happily read them and get you through the hard times. Remember I will love you the way you even if I'm just a stranger!♥️

[@honeybee2753]

First

[@ashyypaws]

Some of these aren't even vents, I doubt you got the creators permissions, and your channel name is GORL. Weird