Charles / Erik ; it's not to be

dedication goes to the lovely HeartPrism [ / heartprism ] who allowed me to make this video though she made one with using this song already.
GREAT MINDS SHARE THE SAME GREAT IDEAS :) *winks
yes I am back with another CxE video.
No it's not random and midnless sex. Maybe next time :P
Just excuse me emotions for a while...because I think I killed them with my own video.
Again, me + train + iPod on shuffle = OH MY GOD A SUDDEN THUNDERSTRUCK WITH INSPIRATION.
I think this is the saddest thing I ever made...I don't even think that "the war inside me" is as sad as this...
sorry, did I just hear myself whining about a sad video I made?? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!
Haha that song...first you're like: oooh such a sad and emotional song, so slow and deep..
and then you vid it and the song goes like: BOOMF BA-DING-BADA-DOOOOW aaand will we eeeeever...BaaaadaaamBADAAADOOOMM eeend up togeeetheeeer.
Well yeah sudden effort had to be made.
I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS.
Does anyone else realize how I'm playing down my sadness by making unbelievable non-funny jokes?
ERIK WHY CAN'T YOU JUST STAY WITH CHARLES, PLEEEAAAASEEE TT___TT
[I hope my personal Erik!darling will feel better soon...]