Vin Jay - Break Down

[@quasarsavage]

As someone who battled problems in my childhood. Please be well, it does get better and your adulthood is yours to build, create, love, and explore. Just gotta make it there ❤

[@joshwarner3394]

I've made it there but my childhood an adult hood got murged an now I'm stuck at 34 years young wishing myself strength and everyone else out there battling one day at a time we got this an accept what we can't change and work with what we can and eventually everything gets easier I hope ❤️ you all

[@deathangel5677]

I needed that I'm 16 and I can't sleep do to the voices telling me how much of a disgraceful person I am

[@joshmomyer6774]

No sometimes the intrusive thoughts get worse and if not aware of what's going on they will materialize.

[@Deven-d6w]

I relate so much to break down vin jay. It reminds me of where I was in the past and where I am now. Your music helps me through each day. Thank you vin jay

[@PatootysManyMisadvetures]

I'm glad and grateful that you are still here Vin. ❤

[@andrewdevillers6873]

Low key...i listen to it every day...and i decide against it....then i listen again....thank you.

[@ivanmorrison317]

I never wanted to die just a moment of peace" hell yea man this hit me right in the feels. So Relatable its crazy

[@stevenfair9423]

No lie. This song gets me in my zone. This goes crazy

[@ColeGilliam-g8h]

Battling demons in my head all day... that shot hits the heart thankfully the soul has been rehoused.

[@danieldiosomito7461]

It was so sad. Hits home ... Thank you for something real

[@stevenhemeon9607]

These passed few months i went throigh the greatest and worst things of my life so quickly i was calling the mental health line every night, there is always a light, my outer body experiences through anxiety attacks finally lead me to a greater awakening

[@Wrecknit]

It's a fucking miracle i survived my drug days. Crazy how i can feel worse sober

[@callumwingrove3584]

I have to listen to this song everyday multiple times, I'm coming up 8 months off the drink so when you say "pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down" that hits so hard it's unreal, I listened to your music all through my detox and you released this 5 weeks before I was admitted, it was perfect, I always read the comments and to see how many other people can relate to your music is so sad but also amazing we've all found a place that brings us happiness and it's all thank to you Vin, bless up 🙌

[@noahtapia154]

I'm fighting drinking to brother callum. 😂 We can do it bruv

[@callumwingrove3584]

@@noahtapia154 I've just smashed a year sober bud, it's a horrible thing, keep going and get your life back like I did 💪🤜🤛

[@pantterbellkuukuu519]

Reminds me of how it went down for me, felt them lines about it traveling back up then seeing the capsules

[@grassgreeneyes18]

KZbin recommendations is a godsend in so many ways! You just got a new fan and subscriber! This is 🔥

[@Danny-bv9sm]

This hits on a whole nother level 100

[@sergeant008]

Thank you for awesome music!

[@brendenpowderham6777]

King hail to the king

[@alexmcnonyabizz8720]

Real talk dammn video hits hard on a vicious cycle we all live and never see from the outside in it’s always knocking at the door like your own personal dirty whhorebiscuit!

[@BlakeScott-l4u]

This is in the process if saving me ❤

[@jennyhofschneider5017]

Same… I hope you’re still here

[@Rodneylynch38_128]

How has this not blown TF up yet??? I been listening to this. Been fire

[@DiphuCityRap]

That's awesome ❤️

[@VIBE-Dpm93]

First thing that hit was the beat right at the start, Vin Jay is a beast!!

[@Beeasy314]

This was dope, I'm lo key getting Eminem/ Hopsin vibes...

[@just4knives57]

Same along with some mass of man and jaytek

[@kristinwilliams-ep8dw]

Same here my dude

[@perpetuallunatic535]

Literally

[@jessenez27]

D12 vibes for sure

[@danielparry2279]

Listen too Kogz, bros aussie Eminem

[@amandasprague4679]

This was extremely dope I freaking love it it brings awareness to mental health mental illness and self harm your songs I just discovered them I love your songs your music is helping and has been helping me get through my bad thoughts and my psi thoughts have been acting up lately again I've been thinking about what if I didn't wake up and your music has been making it go away the thoughts are changing to good thoughts they come and go from time to time but there is light your music helps me see the light at the end of the tunnel thanks man

[@tezzakenezza]

World's best rapper. Forshore

[@TheTruthFadeswithTime28]

You have no idea how much this music helps.

[@swedshadowninja6768]

Ngl I can relate to this song so much.👑👑👑👑👑 this is a fire track 🔥🔥🔥

[@jeffharris169]

I fucked up, I was broken and weak I never wanted to die, I wanted a moment of peace Instantly cried when I heard that Vin ❤ Stay strong y’all 🌈

[@DarnellChalabis-zr3pf]

One to the veins and it's the way

[@darrengriffith5582]

Straight 🔥🔥

[@slimshady_9116]

Stumbled upon brain dead, been listening to it off and on, I'm digging the lyrical talent fr and I definitely a sucker for a deep heavy beat too. This one is no exception, I love it. Literally not even 30 seconds in and I was like "Aight this guy's onto something." Manifesting a successful career for u sir

[@zbRE9]

Holy sh!t man, you're lucky! I'm glad you made it to where you are today. 🔥

[@snakebite267]

Keep striving and thriving, I resonate with your lyrics, love your rap, Im a supporter and will follow your journey 💪😎

[@Im_not_elegant]

what?

[@danbork6918]

Wow powerful message!!!!

[@davidherron5987]

Dam bro I kinda found this song by accident and I tell ya man most the song hit home for me..as far as like drugs to numb the pain ect..maybe more than I could comprehend I guess..thanks for making this one homie.. Sure you'll never see this shit but for real thanks bro I'm sure it took a lot to be the man to get it out there like that ..

[@shaunthompson-zr3kz]

Fire song man

[@thegodphreaker]

Vin is a Goat

[@amyavraam8986]

This made me cry I've been there I hope things are getting better for you

[@mariesturgis5297]

❤❤❤ great beat and real lyrics ❤❤love it! Thank you for sharing!!

[@kyleisaac7404]

This was layed down well. Keep it up bro. 🎶 🎤 🔥 -StixXx 👊🇨🇦

[@donaldviau2653]

Good beats bro . Keep it up . 53 still loving the beats

[@liamsmith7140]

Vin jay you are so talented

[@sergiocastro7277]

dope. Hopsin vibes

[@feliciaorourke1065]

Omg love it absolutely awesome song awesome job 🙏🇦🇺👍

[@shyanneshadrick8180]

This song lit

[@jordanbluteau7321]

Full dedication towards watching your path flourish my man you are amazing, you know the way🙌👁🙏

[@onetwo6039]

Keep the fire burning bro.🔥🔥🔥 Finally a real rapper in this current day and age.

[@derekdreke4990]

My guy just straight 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😎

[@stoner9343]

Ohhhhh dammm this is fire 🔥

[@pimp505]

I know I don't have everything together money will never make you happy

[@t-box7616]

Money will make me happy

[@skankhunt434]

Tf it won't

[@nishiacardenas23]

Wow I can so relate ❤

[@theclownking87]

No idea how much I needed this

[@newhorizon1355]

Video opened off like how Weekend suffercated his old nature- we will call Weekday.

[@LilJayden]

16 year of depression and suicidal thoughts and im still standing

[@ChloePhillips-ou8pz]

Oooo fire 🔥

[@JB8586]

Fire!!❤‍🔥🧑‍🚒🚒🔥

[@nishiacardenas23]

❤ this 🔥

[@seanmalloy952]

damn bro went hard in this

[@osmokeootwiztidkarmao]

bro this smack you wouldn’t understand unless you been in these shoes in about to peep out more of dudes tunes

[@ResilientRhymer92]

This is a straight banger 🔥🔥🔥 vin jay is one of the very few that can make a dark life lesson a hit and catchy af!

[@The_Redneck_stoner]

This dude is a really good artist put my roommate heard this song for the first time and thought it was Eminem

[@leslieabraham5004]

True that story..😍

[@TheHalfoff]

This track is 🔥 nice work bro

[@bethsmith8579]

[Chorus] Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down [Verse 1] Let's flash back to a moment in time When I was just a troubled youth tryna cope with his mind With psychedelics, cocaine and some smokin aside When I was broke and overdosed and was hopin' to die Yeah, I guess the damaged of feelin' fuckin' abandoned Left me torn so I was slammin' like every drug I was handed I managed 'til I ran out then ravaged through my dad's house Gather all my shit so I could sell it for a bag now I couldn't tell that I was losin' myself And that the drugs only added to confusion I felt And when the homies hit me up I was refusing to help 'Cause I was busy tryna make a fuckin' noose with a belt But I was lonely and sick of feelin' depressed I was runnin' out of options and ways to cope with the stress I thought I'd feel bliss when the reaper came to collect 'Cause I'm done with the pain Id rather hang to my death and say [Chorus] Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down [Verse 2] I never thought that my life would end when I'm seventeen Now I'm writing notes to my family I thought I'd never leave But all this pain I've been feeling, it's time to set it free Time to turn this torturous life of mine to a severed dream I waited 'til it was late and family was sleepin' Was thinkin' 'bout death I wasn't thinkin' 'bout 'em grievin' I thought that when they read the note they'd understand my reasons So I crept downstairs, time to finally conquer my demons I grabbed the booze plus a bottle of pills Ran 'em back up to my room feelin' hollow with chills Wasn't nervous, I was ready, I was confident still Put a dozen in my palm and started poppin' to kill Yeah, I'm finally doing it, time to call in the eulogist I got what I deserved, I took my life and I ruined it Thirty minutes later my feelin's started to fade Went from fallin' out of love to fallin' into my grave I'm gettin' woozy and passin' out in my bed I was fadin' in and out, a few moments away from death But somethin' in my stomach was travelin' up my chest I just fell to the floor and started puking up red And now the medicine is coverin' my hands They were drenched in it This is not the way that it was planned I crawled to my bed, I was barely able to stand This is not what I intended, I got myself in a jam I fucked up, I was broken and weak I never wanted to die, I wanted a moment of peace Felt my heart skip a beat when I woke from my sleep The next day and saw the suicide note at my feet And thought [Chorus] Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down You might also like The Alcott The National ​​mine Kelly Clarkson The Feels Labrinth Embed About Have the inside scoop on this song? Sign up and drop some knowledge Start the song bio Ask us a question about this song Ask a question * ‌ Credits Produced By Fabri Beatz Written By Vin Jay Release Date April 14, 2023 Tags Rap Expand Comments Add a comment Get the conversation started Be the first to comment Sign Up And Drop Knowledge 🤓 Genius is the ultimate source of music knowledge, created by scholars like you who share facts and insight about the songs and artists they love. Sign Up Genius is the world’s biggest collection of song lyrics and musical knowledge About Genius Contributor Guidelines Press Shop Advertise Privacy Policy Licensing Jobs Developers Copyright Policy Contact Us Sign In Do Not Sell My Personal Information VERIFIED ARTISTS ALL ARTISTS: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T

[@injectionletal66]

i love you mon ami ! i'm French , i've learn english alone, Now i can understand every thing , but some time having the lyrics to be shure of what you hear is really nice :D Like you did it befor me i offer you a délicious 🥐🥐 with orange juice. I love to sing the lyrics of every musique i like, it's help so mutch for learning english ; Even if i can't get read of my good damn accents you know like people say " The " but i say " Zhe " or you say " Hello " i say "ello " What ever i hope you have a nice day and know that on this side of the sea you have a Friend of the great land of Baguette and pain au chocolat ( Et tartine de pain à la confiture de fruits rouge avec un chocolat chaud hum ... 🤤)

[@tonycash4867]

So good🎉🎉🎉

[@bobert8125]

Brah how i lived this song at like 13. Wrote a note but survived and no one ever knew about the note or the attempt. Stole heaps of sleeping pills and drank all night and ate like 5 sheets of 20 and just ended up throwing up. Im better now but damn

[@hephaestusyoung_heffy9639]

I love this video, vin jay been killing it, I showed my girl you, and she’s in love. She even got a brain dead tattoo

[@jordanflood4939]

Reminds me hopsin

[@charcharlie183]

More like this please lol

[@arielristau4241]

14th sub❤ I really like this

[@raichustorey1558]

Wow how on earth is this song not more relavent it hits harder then rocky on his last ropes ffs! The words are us normal man and woman we are who we are brake done after brake down we continue more scared then the last but least lyrics make it clear we are not alone !♡

[@KeiarneScott-pf8zl]

❤❤❤ 🙏🙏🙏 🔥🔥🔥

[@daniDEE_tv]

SIIICK ONE! woooh fire fire

[@trevorcelecia4943]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@youngfree9647]

This to real

[@ink-420]

👉🔥🎼🔥🎼🔥👈

[@JeffMaple-j8f]

Please release all ur music on KZbin

[@jeffharris169]

🔥 from 0:01

[@Androyd_15]

Vin my man, all my life I've struggled with addiction and suicidal tendencies and this song hit every part of me that is broken and man, thank you. I was thinking about acting on those thoughts but I chose to listen to the "this is Vin Jay" playlist on spotify and this song was second on shuffle and shit man, I cried for a good 20 minutes. Keep up the good work bro. ❤

[@slavelaker4life]

Fire

[@mixxedxyz]

im your 6th Subscriber 🔥

[@charlieprice419]

💨💨💨💨💨

[@drunkengamer2549]

when one day you realize life is just painful and just death. you come to the conclusion = there is nothing to fear,

[@gv4minx]

Yea #rhymsayers label needs to pick him up now

[@LSGCAZ]

😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🔥🔥🔥🔥💯

[@johnriga2462]

big tune just heard this guy but its a banger

[@kalanyou3275]

I feel it

[@johannavinnikka]

🔥

[@emmanuelmaldonado4113]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

[@izadeperez474]

I wanna fine da beat so bad finally found this

[@unknown-kf5ex]

I'm surprised this gets advertisements when this is a video about suicide and severe depression

[@joshmomyer6774]

Look at how the world is! Shouldn't be surprised at all.

[@creightoncallison7226]

Bi polar here. Only way to explain. To family

[@charlottequaife2440]

❤ same! 😂😅❤

[@Skeeter2-t1m]

How'd you get my story. I love this.. Props. Keep ya up

[@jennyhofschneider5017]

Still going through it right now. My only current “drug” is marijuana, unless you count the prescriptions I’ve had thrown at me for two decades. I’m ready for all of it to stop. Been listening to this on repeat for two days now. Rewatched the video just now, and about cried. Imagined that friend at the end being one of mine. That kind effed me up a bit. But yeah. Chronic, unending suicidal ideation is *so* exhausting to battle, day in, day out. Just trying to survive right now.

[@TRYSGrace]

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@JazzyZ401]

Fuck this slaps

[@HiIammrnicejuy]

Me everyday 🙃

[@joshwarner3394]

Sometimes we become friends with our demons just to be able to live with them

[@XoSTW1G]

lol imagine being a rippoff vinjay vevo, couldnt be me

[@harleynordstrand6712]

When did ya sell out?

[@ATeenagerFromMars]

If you are talking about the channel it isn't official.

[@anastasiakoi2674]

who this man in video? 😍