Vin Jay - Break Down

[@VinJay95]

Wanted to let you guys in on my past with this one. Hopefully this can help anyone going through tough times

[@James.Phelps]

Glad you made it through. One day at a time

[@emarieNfamily]

TRULY NEEDED THIS 4 Ma SOUL RN!! ❤️ 🙏 ☝️❤️‍🔥

[@gaynesfrain]

Keeping my Chin up....Chest out.... And NEVER surrendering....Cheaz for this my brotha😎👌🏼👆🏼☮️

[@thejayandbooshow]

Dude your the best out there ! So epic

[@nofacebeast-cq3xb]

You're the man my bro I'm still here only have you and Mass of Man to thank for that my brother ❤

[@tomgeri3822]

U saved my life. Get with dax!

[@VinJay95]

Lyrics: Hey Living like a mess tryna numb my pain Battling the demons in my mind all day Either I’m fucked up or I’m insane Pop a pill Have a drink Don’t break down Hey Living like a mess tryna numb my pain Battling the demons in my mind all day Either I’m fucked up or I’m insane Pop a pill Have a drink Don’t break down Let’s flashback to a moment in time When I was just a troubled youth tryna cope with his mind With psychedelics, cocaine and some smoke on the side When I was broken overdosed and was hoping to die (yeah) I guess the damage of feeling fucking abandoned Left me torn so I was slamming like every drug I was handed I’d manage till I ran out Then ravage through my dads house Gather all my shit so I could sell it for a bag now I couldn’t tell that I was losing myself And that the drugs only added to confusion I felt And when the homies hit me up I was refusing the help Cause I was busy tryna make a fucking noose with a belt But I was lonely and sick of feeling depressed I was running out of options and ways to cope with the stress I thought I’d feel bliss when the reaper came to collect cause I’m done with the pain I’d rather hang to my death and say.. Hey Living like a mess tryna numb my pain Battling the demons in my mind all day Either I’m fucked up or I’m insane Pop a pill Have a drink Don’t break down Hey Living like a mess tryna numb my pain Battling the demons in my mind all day Either I’m fucked up or I’m insane Pop a pill Have a drink Don’t break down I never thought that my life would end when I’m 17 Now I’m writing notes to my family I thought I’d never leave But all this pain I’ve been feeling it’s time to set it free Time to turn this torturous life of mine to a severed dream I waited till it was late and family was sleeping Was thinking bout death I wasn’t thinking bout ‘em grieving I thought that when they read the note they’d understand my reasons So I crept downstairs time to finally conquer my demons I grabbed the booze plus a bottle of pills Ran ‘em back up to my room feeling hollow with chills Wasn’t nervous I was ready I was confident still Poured a dozen in my palm and started popping to kill (yeah) I’m finally doing it Time to call in the eulogist I got what I deserved I took my life and I ruined it 30 minutes later my feelings started to fade Went from falling out of love to falling into my grave I’m getting woozy and passing out in my bed I was fading in and out a few moments away from death But something in my stomach was traveling up my chest I just fell to the floor and started puking up red And now the medicine is covering my hands They were drenched in it this is not the way that it was planned I crawled to my bed I was barely able to stand This is not what I intended I got myself in a jam I fucked up I was broken and weak I never wanted to die I wanted a moment of peace Felt my heart skip a beat when I woke from my sleep The next day and saw the suicide note at my feed and thought Hey Living like a mess tryna numb my pain Battling the demons in my mind all day Either I’m fucked up or I’m insane Pop a pill Have a drink Don’t break down Hey Living like a mess tryna numb my pain Battling the demons in my mind all day Either I’m fucked up or I’m insane Pop a pill Have a drink Don’t break down

[@DJSkiddMarks]

Thank u! I love doing covers and I hate when artists don't have the lyrics anywhere to be seen lol

[@ezbolah1793]

Masterpiece

[@Ariesangel444]

Love it‼️🔥💥

[@douglaspredmore8931]

Thank you again vin. This song is a part of my life as well. You said a lot of what I've been through in my life so far. I'm about to turn 34 may 3, 2023.

[@Massofman]

Can’t wait for this! I Already Set My Reminder!

[@jasondeane6303]

I've been to rehab twice, relapsed both times. I want to share a quote with you that has stuck with me for 10 years. "The darkest moments in our lives are not to be lost or forgotten. Rather, they are a memory to be called upon to remind us of the unrelenting human capacity to overcome the intolerable."

[@maxnebeker5879]

You never let the story compromise your music, yet never let the music overpower your story. Another amazing addition as always.

[@Phemruto]

Straight message like a razor.

[@SoulUnion]

THis is a really good song, Vin. It feels like you.

[@douglaspredmore8931]

I love you're music so fucking much bro. I listen to you and ekoh every single day. The two of you have changed my life completely. I'm now 100% sober (minus some thc) 😊but vin please don't stop sharing your message with the world. I really wish there was a way to talk to the 2 of you for real but that will probably never happen in my lifetime.

[@andreasinclairpaz]

Such a power song and a even more powerful video well done vin and everyone else involved. Thank his and how come might be your deepest songs to date iMo, thank you for being so open and sharing your past with us I know it can’t be easy at times. For what it’s worth I’m glad your still with is vin, you definitely found your calling. I hope this one reaches those who need it, thank you for all the great music Vin hope this comment gets to you much love. -Andrea

[@saveldan]

My guy, In my opinion, you're the greatest rapper on the planet. To be able to say things so real and powerful, with such amazing flows and rhymes, is something no one else is capable of. Please never stop releasing music. People out there need it!

[@sullyeight7462]

No matter what you going through in LIFE, plz never give up just keep trying, GOD put you on this EARTH for reason.!!

[@AndyLaudell-by3pl]

Felt and still feel exactly the same way. People don't understand how much music like that helps people who are fighting. Thanks for the music man.

[@PROD5VE]

Vin Jay is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for him one day.

[@davidsgameworld2087]

Vin, you're the reason why I listen to you every day. Your message truly speaks to me in differen't aspects of life.

[@JustWezz]

*chefs kiss*

[@elijahheart9103]

LEGENDARY🔥🔥🔥

[@andrewrice318]

Brother your an absolute legend ❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 1 in a million 1 of a kind 💯💯💯💯💯

[@tammypaar4946]

I've struggled with my own mental health. Putting me in the ICU 5 different times. And visits to the psych ward countless tines. Ir all stopped after my sister took her own life. . In 2018 Worst pain I've I've ever experienced. I never knew what that feeling was from the otherside. She was my freaking person! I don't honestly say I'll never attempt my own life ever again and the pain I feel from losing my sister reminds me exactly what I'll be leaving behind.

[@nicolelove4679]

I love this therapeutic music killing it

[@ThatDetailerHurley]

I'm so ready!!!!!

[@xkiller007x8]

Always come back to this song. Too real, thanks for being so awesome man.

[@Leorile]

I love how you're dynamic with your music

[@PatootysManyMisadvetures]

I'm happy you are still here Vin. Life's a grind, one day at a time.❤️🤘

[@hollowdreamz]

"I was thinking bout death , I wasn't thinking bout'em grieving " 100

[@brandondavis5596]

Come on Vin. I don’t want to wait.

[@Jared209]

Here for it 🔥🔥🔥

[@landenbragg364]

I love the song can’t wait for the EP

[@JG-mv2tk]

Amazing song! Vin jay and anakin are an epic duo

[@VulmawiBeat]

Wow from the start till the end of time

[@NipsuOfficial]

oh man. I loved every second of this! Imma play this over and over again for sure!

[@jasondeane6303]

Vin always hits hard. Whatever the concept.

[@_tdtoast_3726]

I can’t wait

[@thomasharris2385]

Nicely done sir! 👏 👏 🙏 Good show, Jolly Good Show!

[@LyricalBeast24]

Classic vin jay is back ! Awesome

[@monumentalhitz4862]

Simply beautiful music video

[@justinmabb1997]

Holy shit.....just wow. This is emotional AF

[@OvergrowGoolge]

This song is lit AF!

[@timwindsor03]

Man this is freaking 🔥 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥VIN . Awesome video. Thanks for sharing. Keep the 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥coming. Hope you have an incredible weekend. Much love and RESPECT brother

[@dvngray11]

Your one of my favorite artists right now! This song is amazing!

[@goomah35]

This is so great! Love it! 🔥🔥🔥 Never heard a violin hit so hard!

[@mchobzy4792]

Can't wait bro your 🔥 💯👊

[@jeffsepicworld8247]

Another track to add to my favorites. Love this 😬

[@LVZ3RMusical]

Sickkkkkkk ❤

[@MoonDogg98]

I feel this one... saved on spotify.. keep killin it

[@lindsaylott6651]

Wow, this is incredible man ❤ I’m speechless. Thank you for your music

[@samuraichou7460]

bro it's one thing to have a deep song but it's another to have it be catchy, lyrical and be in the confines of what makes a good hip-hop/rap track keep going bro, ur a legend

[@bunnybunny1686]

This song goes hard

[@tomgeri3822]

As ex addict u help my sobriety. Ur a great

[@josh6557]

Still dropping fire

[@tgbeam]

Bro you just kill it every song drop

[@petros_sk]

Vamos vin🔥❤

[@TimothyJosephStMartinJr]

That was incredible

[@PVGbeats]

Beat is hard, ref is very catchy, dope track!

[@christopherporwoll4956]

🔥🔥🔥Thank you for sharing your life with us! It helps more than you know bro...

[@hoodsquadjdeezy420]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@dannyingram1831]

Yeah, I agree with Blake, Vin FUKN Jay, as far as pure lyricists go, he one of the top. Him, Cryptic Wisdom, Burden.

[@dannyingram1831]

Ty @Vin Jay, ain't no mumble rap marble mouth bullshit here Brother, just amazing mic skillz and bangin bass lines

[@MidAstral]

Bros a walking W

[@dakodablundon2563]

Ahhhh yeaaa lezz goo, vin is a beast! This song Goin on repeat

[@dakodablundon2563]

Vin jay, Chris webby, ekoh and burden are the best in today's music, prob hard get 4 of yas to collab but damn what a beat that would be

[@TimCheks1]

This is amazing as usual, VJ 🔥!

[@blakestratford9407]

THIS ONE HITS SO MUCH DEEPER. I know people already gonna compare this to NF or someone of that manner, and as that might sound like a compliment, I don't agree. This is VIN MOTHERFUCKING JAY!! Killing it with his originality, punchlines, flow, delivery, emotional storytelling, and so much more. This hits home for me and might be a new spot in my top 3. Good shit brother🙏🔥

[@jamesrodgers8215]

Without question best rapper ever. I don't care what anyone say, this man is always fire. Never fails or disappoints. I have no other words, give this man his crown already please!! Much love Vin.

[@reyesanthonybetancourt2427]

Vin your legendary no cap. So much more then just a " rapper " your the definition of a artist , a true lyricist. There isn't one song in your catalog I don't f*** with . Fr. Fr. Listening to you is like listen to tech back in the early 2000's. I believe he had a Huge impact what rap is now a days . Raps no longer boring with artist such as you , bingx , ekoh , king Moses , king iso , Hopsin , jay kidd , and so on but I also believe you will have that some impact man. My son has been listening to you none stop ever since I showed him beast unleashed 5 . I mean who can blame him? That song was a game CHANGER. you and your in inspiration to the youth and adults alike are what's gonna keep this rap game alive for generations to And if artist such as yourself and everybody I named prior are the next generations inspiration. Not only will rap music be more widely excepted but I believe the world will be a better place. I mean everybody has a story , everybody has a past , some more dark then others but it's only when you grow will you begin to see the light. And the ones who grew and continue to grow are the one we should focus on because their the ones who can show us how and push us to grow. Rap isn't filled with to many of them and if it wasnt for artist like you I wouldn't let me kids listen to rap. In 2012 when my oldest was born I had almost no hope for rap and didn't for years so I just want to say thank you vin jay , thank you for being such a positive influence, for your inspiration , and for keeping rap alive. I can't wait to see how you progress in the years to come and to hear the artist and song that you inspire. Note to self - prepare for mind explosion 💥

[@franzpaul6244]

just by what I've read in the comments so far- your honesty is helping people get thru some tough times. it's amazing how you can encapsulate all that reflection into a 3 and 1/2 minute song- well done...

[@sophannachan7478]

Love the new track!

[@officialwhovillemusic]

This hits so fucking deep. Definitely hella relatable. Love this one 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🤘💯

[@ZenBuu04]

I listen to your music everyday, thank you Vin! ❤

[@dragonxstormx9101]

Can't wait Vin Jay is one of the best rappers ☈💯

[@dustincianci5567]

That beat fire

[@Clownin]

Fire track! Loved this! Thanks for making music. Shit's fire.

[@AmInDeEntree]

This hits deep🙏can relate as I've took my life before to be brought back by CPR from a friend. Thanks for this man ❤❤

[@delvinogaming3556]

I love your song vinjay(lots of love from meghalaya❤)

[@GrimsinxGaming]

Thank you for releasing my demons 🛸

[@m.clesson]

Thus song man is fucking awesome cant wait fir the next one

[@quintinwright8487]

Flames as usual

[@DiphuCityRap]

Awesome Always masterpiece

[@dipankarjana116]

Biggest moments of my life 💕

[@sightxshotz3423]

Absolutely killed it with braindead then keeps up the pace with breakdown, can't wait for the rest to come vin 🔥🔥🔥

[@jaketalmonti8032]

Loved the lyrics

[@kschaeffer3382]

Powerful! Well done!

[@MazzifLOL]

Just wow.

[@TroyKlapperich]

Damn this goes hard.

[@studior2786]

Already downloaded on spotify . This one hit me in the feels hard.

[@smartdavidsc]

I like where this is headed bro don’t stop 🙏🏻🔥

[@emarieNfamily]

YOU ARE MY IDOL!! SOME OF THE RAWEST LYRICAL SKILLS IVE EVER HEARD!! NOT 1 BAD TRACK YET!! ☝️☝️☝️

[@dustinwood3927]

I am sorry you went through all that but you are dope as hell keep it up man

[@shawnspringborn581]

Vin Jay, you, NF, X-rated, Bingx, Cryptic Wisdom, Lucidious, Joyner Lucas, Hopsin, Dax, Massetti, Stormie Leigh, Savannah Dexter, Atlus, Munn and King Iso are in my top 15 favorite children of God. However, I love *all children of God following and living their dreams, spreading the TRUTH and the word according to God's will *all the *same. The music created by *all the prophets/real ones as a whole *is in *fact, God's *gift to *humanity, so thank you. The Son of God is my *only idol but, if I were allowed to make any others, you'd be one of them bro, amen yo 🙏👊🏼🔥🔥💯💯😇🐑✨🎯🦁👑🤪👽💪🏼✅

[@wexwaxratsnsnake7211]

❤❤❤🎉🎉my guy at it again

[@david-xb7ei]

nice bro this its real the world 🥲

[@Jared209]

Fire as always 🔥🔥🔥

[@addictedmusic070jkn5]

This is dope love it

[@justblamedave]

Pre-ordered it as requested and love it! The video is INTENSE! Great work! Slammin bars and beats! Keep up the good work!❤🎵👍

[@salmanxt7]

Love from India

[@relizerrayofficial]

mah fav man❤

[@davisamend199]

VinJay you probably won’t read this but if you do just know… this is the most relatable shit I’ve ever heard

[@matthew152]

I absolutely love everything you do dude. I swear it's like your lyrics came straight from my diary. Much love my dude

[@timmack3353]

I am not gonna lie this hits different! This song got me in my feelings 😢

[@sullyeight7462]

Bro… I can already tell this about be crazy amazing 🔥🔥

[@Walter-White-420XD]

i love your music dude, keep up the fire beats