Visions of Gideon - Sufjan Stevens (Lyrics) || Call Me By Your Name.

[@bryllnosotros3962]

He came. He left. Nothing else had changed. I had not changed. The world hadn’t changed. Yet nothing would be the same. All that remains is dreammaking and strange remembrance.

[@vroomvroom3635]

😭😭

[@pinkunicorn6388]

Omg... 😔

[@austinepintoy778]

:

[@pinkunicorn6388]

I literrrraaallyyy cryyy again

[@moonmin0058]

I can feel this comm in my heart , its been so so hard these past 2 weeks

[@zormaks]

This part of Timothee's acting is a pure masterpiece. There are no words to describe this deep metaphysics.

[@sadderthanyou7793]

Words are futile devices.

[@mariel.edition]

Wow

[@andrewsindler5867]

You mean crying? I must be the preeminent performance master of the world then. My command of tearing up in quiet moments of reflection is EPIC. You're in your twenties or teens, right? "He's so masterrfull and vibratory....*masturbates Tim's ego and the speaker's own sense of melodramatic pretensions vigorously with a rounded tongue* The way that you zoomers cling to celebrity is gross.

[@sasha123103]

Totally!! it's like ,it's stuck with me forever... This part

[@arunhela3154]

I feel this emotion

[@anamanna2068]

It’s not just movie ! Its a story and emotions of thousands people who suffer with this pain

[@pinkunicorn6388]

Great comment!

[@queserasera833]

True

[@paranoidandroid1997]

It is just a film with all those emotions, you reflect, i mean we reflect on the story. Wondrous film.

[@bijoybiswas3789]

❤

[@itsmademo2026]

A never ending emotionally pain. Still can't over the greatest film of all. I want to re-watch the film again but I don't want to cry again.

[@syedabdulahadwasim169]

You know what’s so powerful about this scene? It is the sight of suffering in silence - something human beings can universally relate with. Elio is sitting facing the fire (which personifies two things: fire is a symbol of suffering and sitting by the fireside on a cold evening is perceived, I believe universally, as something quite intimate) while his back is facing his home, his family...the world, which continues to operate as if nothing has happened. But in that very instance of apparent normality, Elio is experiencing a moment of ultimate suffering, battling a consciousness of perpetual loss that he must come to terms with and which, paradoxically, he cannot come to terms with without suffering. This simultaneous coexistence of calmness and pain, of silence and screams, of love and loss is what makes this scene truly transcendental and, indeed, one of the finest.

[@TREX0705]

Such a beautiful interpretation

[@youcantfeelthepainihave]

❤

[@siddarthmohta8504]

Excellent writeup. Thank you

[@tasnimahmed6112]

Such a beautiful explanation

[@wordswordswords8203]

Wow, beautifully put. Yeah, we have all been there. You want to escape it but there's no escaping it, the pain, the reality. Only time can lesson that brutal cut to your heart and soul but it leaves a scar.

[@shrutisuresh8]

This is the most real acting I have ever seen in my life. The emotions, the pain and the sadness that it invokes in me. No other acting performance has ever had such a profound effect on me ever before. Hands down phenomenal.

[@gabrielavillarvicuna6407]

lose

[@MrMrPetarpetrovic]

There's joy in there, too. He's happy for all the emotions that he experienced during that summer holiday.

[@cmahima]

I just can't get over this movie...

[@humminbird6990]

You are not alone. It affects us all.

[@lexitull5284]

The happiness came, it stayed but the sadness came with it. I love how the show doesn’t end in a happily ever after and it shows that they thought they were doing something terrible, this movie has SUCH good representation in so many things

[@aceelliotserenece3875]

20 years later and Elio never moved on, they never moved on. The world didn't stop for them and that's why this is more painful than just a typical summer fling

[@eleonorastella8123]

YES. That’s why the book broke my heart in hundreds of pieces

[@koalak5381]

@@eleonorastella8123 where can I read the book??

[@licudanmarc]

The book 2 is deep... you have to read it

[@khushisayz]

20 years?!!? WTF :(

[@khushisayz]

Seriously 20 years?

[@prasoonsharma2738]

They'll never be together again. He just has a memory of his love. And that is Love in its purest form!

[@WM-lj2ok]

It was for him just a really hot summer in italy. That he will never forget.

[@itsulia]

There’s a sequel Find Me. They will🥺

[@putin6371]

@@itsulia wasn't the movie sequel cancelled? :(

[@ilhaamhussein8351]

@@putin6371 there were books before the movie

[@KT-kb8kh]

Find Me has been indefinitely scrapped. Main reason Armie Hammers legal problems.

[@dianaeslavaavila1079]

Elio doesn't cry because Oliver left, he cries because he fell in love with Oliver

[@vanillassweet9908]

Wasn’t he in love with Oliver before left him?

[@luqmaankhursheed1937]

I also cry why I fell in love

[@agustinbarquero8898]

@@vanillassweet9908 You really didn't understand the movie, did you? xD

[@itsulia]

You didn’t have to hurt me that way🥲

[@isabelgonzalez7069]

@@agustinbarquero8898 i didn"t can you explain

[@freya8784]

I listened to this song after the film was done and started crying all over again 🥺😩

[@Eevi04]

I MEAN HOW THIS SONG CAN BE SO BEAUTIFUL AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME

[@militzanadiamartinezmontes6583]

Me too..

[@osvaldomorenobarrera1276]

SAME🥺🥺🥺

[@aayad1088]

Your pictures 😂😂😂

[@carmelopetralia9192]

Traduzione in italiano

[@guillaumesecq3955]

I always cry when I hear a call me by your name song 🥺❤

[@laneychezem3982]

me too

[@akemi1554]

Me too

[@danielsanchezr.8037]

I just feel really bad whit this song, but i like it.

[@sharianali5529]

Me2 🥺💔

[@architsingh948]

I know ....me too

[@yaretzi1447]

Estamos de acuerdo que esa fue una de las escenas que nos rompió el corazón

[@ricardopulido3230]

No puedo evitar sentir su misma tristeza en ese momento

[@saulgarciafernandez7462]

@@ricardopulido3230 si tienes razó, el sentimiento de que todo lo que paso todo lo que hiso se esfumó y nunca más va a volver, y yo aún sigo llorando por esa escena 😔

[@pamelabolomey529]

Creo que es una de las mejores escenas porque sientes el dolor del personaje

[@humbertocovarrubias8279]

estoy de acuerdo :( vi la pelicula hace una semana y aun no puedo superarla

[@ricardopulido3230]

@@humbertocovarrubias8279 yo creo nunca se supera jaja yo la veo de vez en cuando y siempre tengo la misma sensación 😢

[@tamannarizwan9667]

I am so happy the director never added any sounds or music on scenes that progressed throughout the film e.g their first kiss, the station scene. He knew we would understand by feeling our own heartbeat, which beats any music score forcing us to feel something. This movie is socially and emphatically important.

[@misusatriyo]

I don't usually like romantic drama, but this movie is something else. It feels otherworldly yet somehow relatable in a weird way. A great coming of age story.

[@hemadririchhariya466]

I totally agree romance dramas are not my thing either but this movie is way more than that its more universal with all the pain and love and longing that it potrays so beautifully

[@israadaassi5777]

I’ve watched the movie several times and it was always as good as the first time. But i can tell you reading the novel and the sequel after watching the movie is something else. The novel is so well written that it makes you feel like you get in the inside of Elio and live his experience while you’re laying at home. The sequel is called ‘Find me’ and it’s also so good cause it tells you about the real ending and not the ending of the movie. I totally recommend reading both.

[@phongnguyentan9080]

i have read 2 book, love them and this movie!

[@andrefilipesaramago]

Funny but I hated the book. I found the movie way better than the book.

[@ccagle449]

@@andrefilipesaramago for me it was the opposite, I read the book before the movie and felt the movie didn't live up to the novel.

[@piocavuilati5610]

Omg where can we read the book for freee online please??

[@piocavuilati5610]

Omg where can we read the book for freee online please??

[@stefanomonaco439]

Just for this scene he deserved an oscar. Incredible and amazing

[@lakshikagupta6659]

This scene, this ending is so powerful, no words, just emotions, pure emotions, an ending so powerful that leaves you teared and speechless

[@ellenk8536]

I feel him. I don’t know how to deal with this pain anymore

[@DavidD-jc1hf]

😢😢g😢😢🎉🎉🎉44🎉😂non t​@@ellenk8536

[@jaidaj6203]

no matter where i am or what i’m doing, this scene never fails to make me cry.

[@emailfortab9968]

These songs are so heartbreakingly painful but addicting... It breaks my heart over and over but still i listen to it like its a drug.. Just like the memories of love are ❤

[@khushisayz]

Yes, it's exactly like a drug. ❤

[@grianneirisdescent7543]

The last scene had me crying. I don't usually cry over (romance) movies, but I honestly bawled my eyes out here. I remember feeling confuse with the onslaught of sadness and fear and lost came over me.

[@benedictjoseph3832]

The best thing that happened to Elio are his parents.. so caring and understanding the feelings of their growing son and he has such parents in the 1980s itself..how lucky.. Amazing film.

[@betohdez9196]

El final de esta película es una cruda realidad de la vida real ,no te quedas con la persona q amas y el llorar no alivia la pena cuando estás enamorado

[@RYCK101061]

Só o tempo cura o coração ferido. Parece que cada lágrima é uma gota de ácido corroendo o íntimo

[@elbuki4547]

@@RYCK101061 El tiempo lo curará, pero la cicatriz siempre va a estar ahí

[@ralfmantei9737]

So true...

[@angelalzamora8194]

Dios , no lo había interpretado así :/

[@alejandramaldonado6123]

The guy I've loved for years got married yesterday. I feel his pain.

[@alexcarlson4344]

Same thing happened to me. It broke my heart.

[@_pro_100_natalya_]

😌🔥💔

[@giudittaminervino2710]

I.. Can..hear your pain..!!..

[@wordswordswords8203]

That's searing pain. I'm sorry. Time will heal.

[@hana__banana]

I loved that scene. I couldn't help but cry as if I was the one experiencing the loss.

[@tilacruz8372]

Y quien no lloro en esa escena? Exacto, todos lloramos.

[@ellabinueza2437]

That feeling u don’t wanna see elio crying or see the story ends with a sad ending but you actually love the sentiment of the good sad Edit: omg wtf thank u for the likes hlysht

[@esmeralda4434]

Agreed

[@rushishah1995]

Wow what a comment

[@ramisatarannum7064]

I couldn't relate more to anything than this comment rn.

[@pallavisharma4833]

This piece of acting , by far , is the most striking , real and authentic acting . I haven't been the same since I have watched this movie . Nothing has been the same since .

[@greg82380]

You can already see the immense talent in the way he encompasses the pain and conflicting emotions without uttering a word, even more impressive is his ability to stay completely still in front of a fire for 5 minutes without moving a muscle

[@charlottemaycrane8091]

It is not just a book, it is not just a movie... it is a story of thousands of people who live this and go through this and in many of them still carry their story alone on their own....

[@paulbenedict46]

It really hurts when you love someone but that someone is not your the one.

[@777aysha]

everything in call me by your name its just so perfect. the film is insanely pretty and peaceful and change sm from all the others films ive watched. the film is rlly the definition of falling in love and tbh its the FIRST time in my life ive wanted so bad to falling in love after watching a romantic movie. the film was maybe basic just two guys falling in love but it has a vibe that rlly is diff and make it unique even tho there arent sm plot in it. and timothée rlly make me feel smth trough his acting. for sure one of my favorite movie

[@ItsMe-qp9zt]

He really is a great actor. His face tells so much in this scene. ❤

[@pixie3791]

Phenomenal acting, probably one of the best I've seen so far. I could really feel his pain in this scene.

[@Vashti_Online]

This scene and song represents to me, the loss of a true first love which we will carry throughout our lives, a foreshadowing of hardships to come and the realisation of how much simply exisiting as ourselves and loving as we wish can and will hurt us through life. What a movie, what a scene and what a song!

[@CHEEEZ-UK]

I think this scene shows Elio digesting what his dad told him to not block out the hurt but to allow it so the love can also shine through and not be lost to darkness. You can see the conflicting emotions. That scene with his dad's talk was so heart warming. What a great dad ❤

[@fanta3042]

"I have loved you for the last time" Me: 😭😭😭😭

[@secretfolders6069]

Read/listen to find me, it wasnt the last time.

[@kio-ji1ye]

@@secretfolders6069 where can i read find me without buying the book?(sorry me broke)

[@secretfolders6069]

@@kio-ji1ye sorry to say this but, i dont think theres anything on soundcloud yet, i guess maybe next year or when they, theoretically do a sequel.

[@aranyoahmed7243]

@@secretfolders6069 will there be a movie about fine me?!

[@onianitako1611]

same🥺

[@JamesSmith-yc9ej]

Singularly the most haunting cinematic performance for me, personally, ever. Quite beautiful. Quite sad. Quite heartbreaking.

[@irlblythedoll]

every time I even hear this song I wanna crawl up in cryyyyyyyyy🥺

[@gerardinecizmar]

Timothee is amazing. I could watch this a thousand times more and still feel so emotional.

[@MichaelaFreeman]

And that last look into the camera that looks into one's soul. Boy oh boy. A masterpiece of acting, Timmy.

[@dannygriffith6185]

One of Sufjans most haunting songs. Perfect for this scene.

[@blondtauros]

This is perfection .. so glad they are not going to make a sequel

[@sushitrash4949]

Plot twist... Elio was crying cause of smoke in his eyes, but didn't want to move away cause it was cold

[@zamextha]

You make me smile

[@PiyushSingh-tf4dh]

Maybe Bully Maguire has put some dirt in his eyes..who knows.. mysteries of love..!

[@justintorres2297]

Oh wow i think the smoke came out of my phone too because im also crying.

[@ssssnchz6336]

I'll take this version, it hurts less

[@sakuranovaryan9261]

Yes. Let's just say you're right.

[@baylee8659]

What I see in Elio's eyes is that he realized when Oliver told him he's getting married, that he had made the wrong choice which would haunt them forever. He didn't choose to be with Elio. And in the sequel we find out that in all the years they've been apart, they had always wanted each other. But because of this moment and this choice made years and years before, their paths had been separated forever.

[@siddarthmohta8504]

Separated forever.. Khalil Gibran - 'Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation'

[@lyvic6595]

But Oliver didn't do anything,he was 27 years old at this moment,and i belive that any parent also want to see children's marriage,that's the reason Oliver told Elio that Elio was lucky because he have a family who is willing to sympathy for him,love and protect.

[@lyvic6595]

Because Olive was not lucky like this,they missed each other.

[@MaxxiTony]

I fell in love for the first time when I was fifteen. He was just living with us for a while and moved back to New York. So I understand and feel what elio is feeling. You don't cry because they left, you cry because you fell in love, and everything that you felt becomes feign memories.

[@shwetabhattacharjee5496]

It's raining outside the house and inside the house something is burning (in the fireplace)... The same is happening to Elio as well. He is crying outside and something is buring him from inside.♥️

[@humbertocovarrubias8279]

esta canción me hace volar y recordar a mi primer amor y todos los momentos buenos que pasamos, con el nudo en la garganta y los ojos llorosos ... ♥

[@zeinaalzeraai6856]

Verse 1] I have loved you for the last time Is it a video? Is it a video? I have touched you for the last time Is it a video? Is it a video? [Chorus] For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms Is it a video? Is it a video? For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms Is it a video? Is it a video? Is it a video? [Verse 2] I have loved you for the last time Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon And I have kissed you for the last time Visions of Gideon, visions of Gideon [Chorus] For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms Is it a video? (Is it a video?) Is it a video? (Is it a video?) For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms Is it a video? (Is it a video?) Is it a video? (Is it a video?) For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms Visions of Gideon, (visions of Gideon), visions of Gideon, (visions of Gideon) For the love, for laughter, I flew up to your arms Visions of Gideon, (visions of Gideon), visions of Gideon, (visions of Gideon), Visions of Gideon

[@khushisayz]

Thanks for the lyrics

[@surbhigupta503]

Watching this movie ,specially this ending scene gives me the kind of pain i have never experienced in real life.

[@yazzhernandez3904]

Hace dos meses tuve la dicha de vivir un amor así,y créanme aceptar la perdida de ese otro que fue tu felicidad,tu dicha,tu amor. Es algo que cuesta sanar. Pero soy afortunada de haber amado a un ser humano tan hermoso y bendito.

[@beinganis]

Thanks for making me cried at 3 am

[@NaddouRe]

I always tried to finish this part but i've never had the courage to do so i can feel the pain knowing that there are people out there in real life living in tears for the same reason... I just adore this movie full of feelings and love! I will never forget it never!

[@ruffanavarro1076]

I kept reminding myself to hold back your tears everytime i listen to this song.

[@srijapaulchowdhury5200]

i come to this video everyday at 2 am, cry, think about him, how this song is so fuckin relatable, then go back to my normal routine. If i want i can stop watching it so that i dont feel the pain anymore but i want to feel the pain and with it the joy too.

[@apoorvamishra9865]

A friend of mine suggested the song & I must say this is a beautiful version, emotion, feelings and a bunch of memories that just rolled out in the form of tears. It has become my 4 AM song. ❤️🎵🌺🌌🌑

[@NicoleSilva-no9ls]

This scene broke my heart in little pieces literally but is also one of my favorites ones ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@drpakeeza4384]

It is 2023 ,I still find it hauntingly beautiful just like the first time I saw it /listened to it.

[@elahehalavi3447]

Best shot ever best soundtrack ever he is amazing I cried so much everytime i hear this song I remember the end of film and this face.. pain suffer love.

[@snehaabraham5813]

Same here

[@guuurl_.3700]

I cried so damn much.... I felt so deep sadness, it really hit home....

[@janetguardiadiaz8229]

Esta canción me hace pensar infinidad de cosas y literalmente no puedo evitar que se me escapen un par de lágrimas..

[@manhphuoctran7510]

A great movie that I have ever seen about love. No words can describe the feeling at the end of this movie. So sad and so special

[@lelele7752]

it's so sad to understand elio's feeling in this scene, i'm staring my wall for half an hour with this exact feeling

[@paulrico1995]

All i did was to cry on that scene. The pain that Elio felt when Oliver left after all the memories they had is almost what i felt while watching this true to life movie. knowing that Oliver will get married soon And oliver started to miss him a lot and that person will never be on your side again. ITS KILLING ME 😭 I THINK I CANT MOVE ON TO THIS.

[@janeplays404]

Why he had to married?

[@deestewart3350]

Only true romantics understand and love this exquisite movie. ❤ I have friends who enjoyed it but were unmoved to see it again, or think of it again 😔 . I am obsessed 😍

[@niqueh-chan3141]

I cant see Elio cry 😭😔

[@denislira443]

What a lovely movie!! It reminded me so many good moments. I watched it a day ago, and now I'm watching it again. 😊

[@marykimuyu7301]

Just finished this movie.. Impeccable, immaculate, I'm in awe for sure ❤️❤️✨

[@ЛораЛайнс-й7м]

Браво режиссеру. Актеры и музыка просто прекрасны.

[@gre.th4]

and after 6 years i'm still crying for this film..

[@rekhamomin1449]

My heart broke watching this movie 💔 !! Kudos to you Armie & Timmy What a beautiful couple

[@lucasponzevera4853]

Call me by your name is one of my favorite movie 🎥!

[@akanshaverma6236]

Trivia - Timothee listening this song while shooting this scene for his emotional expression and for real cry ,sad feeling ❤

[@dylanraes8945]

We need more movies like this!x

[@thierryberoudiaux7010]

Le chagrin d'amour est une souffrance ! La triste fin de cette belle romance histoire d'amour est une fontaine de larmes en émotions ! Ce magnifique film est incroyablement exquis ! Un pur chef-d'œuvre captivant !

[@Doomsday_-ct5kj]

Most of these relationships end with how one person loves another unconditionally while the other person pities the way the other person loves him and ultimately ending it.

[@roshinirg5102]

We fall in love hoping for a future together and when it doesn't happen, it hurts like hell. Tears express the inner agony.

[@andreeacamelia7719]

I honestly didn t cry at all in this movie even tho it has a sad ending but instead i loved that about it because even if maybe in the second part there will be a happy ending it still shows that not every story has one and even if it s sad.. it s true

[@kellysipewou5155]

Please read the books : "Call me by your name" and "Find me"

[@Leo-nf7po]

@@kellysipewou5155 I’m reading find me right now. Some people said that half the book is about elio’s dad, is it still worth reading?

[@kellysipewou5155]

@@Leo-nf7po Please don't stop reading! There is so much more in the book than in the film. It gets better and better. Page 67 is the beginning of the second part and this is where things take off. The tension, the sensuality, the atmosphere, the love and more. The end is quite different but still great. And the very last paragraph ... perfect. Please don't stop reading !

[@vanillassweet9908]

There will be a second movie ?

[@andreeacamelia7719]

@@vanillassweet9908 for now it s nothing sure but it will probabily be a 2nd one in a few years maybe

[@rajkumari9891]

It's been 4yrs ..How can't I fall in love.with this song again and again...

[@lamth7137]

1 of the best scene ive ever seen

[@jonny2305]

It’s that moment when you’ve stopped all feelings then you remember the love you lost for someone. It snaps back. You remember a stranger.

[@bonochibear7895]

Reading all these comments makes me want to cry. So many different emotions were invoked in me. If I really experienced everything he experienced I may have died. This movie made me fall in love with Timothee chalamet. His acting is beyond words in this movie. Rarely do you get the privilege of witnessing someone’s true raw emotion like this. It was a love story between 2 people that crossed the bounds of gender and age. Beautiful. Euphoric. Painful. Haunting.

[@lostsoul6413]

reading human thoughts with this music it's beautiful

[@astrobalsilverio6782]

Breaks my heart until now. july, 2021

[@Yunamagic]

This song and love story are beautiful. It conveys well all the emotions you are feeling when you're heartbreaking. It hits so much when you've experienced like Elio an intense love story and it's all done. And you can't remove him/her of your head and heart

[@eddieharrison3801]

This part in the movie I cry ever fucking time 😢

[@marcisnoonan521]

It had to end this way. It’s the early 1980’s. Although it broke my heart that Elio had to go through that pain.

[@연정-f2c]

First Love

[@bubblesnod2660]

ik for oliver...elio is never a joke but its the reality bro the reality...and timothees acting in the last scene is a masterpiece no wonder that he got nominated for best actor in the oscars..

[@jm_sivan2486]

Right in that part, I cried like never before 🥺🤧❤️

[@agarramemamitaagarramequem1989]

cada vez que escucho esta cancion me pongo muy pensativo, y por ahi se me escapan algunas lagrimas, amo esta cancion

[@HenryGray7401]

the portrait of a young boy on fire

[@PradeepKumar-hi2ko]

Man .. the silent , the smile, the tears - its a best ending and a masterpiece of love.

[@pamelamanriquez7397]

Esa escena es tan subliminal, llega al alma, se siente el dolor en su ❤

[@Magical10_Messi]

This smile with teary eyes 🥹

[@paogonzalez1659]

Agregué esta canción a mi carpeta de canciones, "para llorar".

[@mauricio45687]

Cuando sientes el amor verdadero por primera vez, este amor nunca se olvidará.

[@rekhamomin1449]

Can't get enough of this song Love everything about this song.

[@flatlondon9439]

Love is a self reflection

[@Medusa13]

this movie broke my heart...

[@randomthoughts4429]

I LOVE the movie and one of the best scenes worth mentioning was his conversation with his father. I just felt how somehow miserable his father was and how lucky he is to have him as a father. It was very emotional. I can only hope all parents are that supportive. Not in my case. 20th century has past but I still I can't go full on being gay.

[@ta11-c3z]

I cry with Elio in this scene.the best movie .

[@sokuliru]

Eventualmente, siento que muero, que enmudezco. Que los colores se desvanecen por haber brillado tanto, que no estamos en la Tierra sino en el espacio y que por eso es que lo único que veo, al final, siempre es luz. Luz blanca. Transparente, casi transparente. Transparente, como si yo no fuese yo sino alguna Luna perdida de Marte. Veo luz cegadora. Luz muda, al final. Luz muda porque soy huesos y soy piel, porque soy frágil, porque no soy aquello que ve a través de su esplendor. Eventualmente, luego del largo recorrido, porque uno habla de horas como parte de un día o de una semana y no como la longevidad que contiene en sí cada una, no por la pesadez de cada una, lo sé. Que no soy divinidad, que no soy musa o artista, o música o una bella vista. Que soy urbanidad, que soy violencia, la brusquedad citadina, que soy pulcritud artificial y pureza aprendida, fingida, burda. Que soy lo mundano y no la Luna. Que, si algo soy, es aire insustancial, industrial. La esencia de lo comercial. Si yo te pienso, el tiempo se me detiene. Pero recuerdo lo que me dijiste, que es uno y el mismo para todos. Aquí, aunque se detenga, pasa. Aunque pasa, se detiene. Como si de pronto disfrutara desaparecer y reaparecer, sin perdonarme ni un minuto. Uno de tus sagrados minutos. Poco a poco, amor, lentamente, todas mis palabras se personalizan, toman forma. Tu forma, ¿te das cuenta?, te rodean, te forman, te siguen, como si tuvieran algo que contener, que una línea regular, algún trazo por seguir. Como ai te contuvieran, a ti. Son palabras vacías. Nacen del miedo al silencio, nacen condenadas. Nacen de la impotencia y de la insignificancia que contiene decir un "te amo". O veinte. O una vida llena de ellos. Nacen de las ganas de algo más que hojarasca otoñal, ya muerta. De algo más que ideas incompletas y sentimientos mudos, aburridos, urbanos. Nacen de su misma vanidad, también, y de la idílica imagen del amor que en cuanto se piensa se percibe tan sagrada, tan lumínica, celestial que lo único que mantiene al amante cuerdo terminan por ser ellas mismas, volviédose uno esclavo de las palabras, maravillado, de verdad entregado a la pobre interpretación humana del suplicio más perfecto, complejo y divino del que uno apenas puede saborear, como si de una leve esencia incorpórea se tratara, siempre queriendo más. Siempre impotente, siempre sediento del verdadero conocimiento del amor. Sus musas no pertenecieron nunca aquí, nuestros lenguajes nunca a su definición. El amor, uno, cruel, compasivo. Te escribo a ti. Yo sé que te escribo aunque sea media noche y quiera salir a correr para sentir que escapo de mí. De ti. De mí que a la vez es de ti porque últimamente me sorprendo siendo tú. Viéndote en mi espejo al despertar, viéndote al lado mío cuando bajo las escaleras del metro Carrera. Escuchando tus pensamientos, leyendo tus miradas. No puedo escapar. No puedo dejar de ser, mirarte de otra forma, o dejar de sentir mis piernas, o mi cabeza

[@WreckingYourAss]

Where did you get that from?

[@sokuliru]

@@WreckingYourAss uhmm I wrote it while listening to the song, didn't finish tho hahah

[@evelynb2889]

@@sokuliru that’s honestly one of the most incredibly breathtaking things I have read

[@evelynb2889]

@@sokuliru you are not just a writer but a creator of emotion and that is incredibly difficult. Wow. You are incredible

[@evelynb2889]

@@sokuliru if you write a book let me know