Visiting where my brother died.

[@charlescoffey695]

You can always cry with us especially with this situation. I and we are always with you, you're never alone.

[@cremebrulee4759]

Beautiful and true.

[@zachp534]

Steven, I think I speak for all of us when I say that it is an absolute HONOR to be entrusted to share this journey with you. While some may think it’s too transparent, or over sharing, I think it’s just an incredible testament of the trust you show in us as your subscribers/friends. Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your journey, to laugh with you, to cry with you, to share in the precious memories you hold. We will always be here to show our love and support to you through everything!

[@flightattendantsteven]

Thank you so much!

[@hmbiss]

DITTO!🤗🫂

[@carableu]

Thank you for opening your heart to us and sharing your story. I remember hearing about Mark when you shared the story of your recovery and I was (and still am) powerfully moved... Sending love and hugs from NYC to you. ❤️❤️❤️

[@RoxyEwe]

You are such a brave, sweet soul! Just found your channel a few days ago!! You are not alone! Hugs!!!❤

[@CarolgTX]

Never apologize for loving someone so much that your pain of missing them grips you. It is healthy to allow yourself to go through it. It is the only way to move forward.❤ Please let us be your family; you are not alone.

[@leslieschaffer2495]

I am touched by what everyone here has said. I agree with their words of care. We consider you a friend and we all love you. The story of collecting acorns for the squirrels during winter is so fitting for you. And when talking about saying sorry, I thought about the poor guys who caused the accident. They surely must have lived their lives carrying the trauma too. And what a brave thing for a big brother to think quick and run to the fire station. Thank you for sharing. Even in this very sad video I found you could make me smile.❤️ Oh, and that loud rooster was probably announcing to the neighborhood that someone special was visiting!

[@cremebrulee4759]

I can't tell you how moved I was when you said that you probably would not have been able to do this without us. What a privilege that you chose to share this deeply private experience with us. I wish we could have been there, physically with you. I'm so happy that you could do this and find what you obviously needed, closure of a kind, I imagine. We are your friends, and we love you.

[@lanawaldron6819]

No matter how old we are, revisiting things that have hurt us, things that have made us grow, things that we don't and didn't understand are growth producing and make us cry , think and pray. It takes courage to confront our past and put those thoughts and hurts in a different place in our hearts and minds. My heart goes out to you. You were little boys playing, and your brother died. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I pray your acorn grows and gives you hope.

[@aleyxiavandenberg6480]

We are blessed that you took us on this so emotional journey with you. Even if it has been 44 years ago, it’s still a bruise on your heart. Never apologize for your emotions. Sending hugs and know that you are not alone.

[@shannonleigh72]

I found this today. Lovely tribute to your brother. I found his info on Find a Grave--obituary, headstone with grandparents. You were a child--it's not your fault. I wish for you peace in your heart and mind. Since you made this, you have found more family in Vegas.

[@jacquieincolour9084]

😔🥺😢 Thank you for sharing this Steven. I’m so sorry for your deep loss. 🌺☺️

[@monosukiusa]

What I appreciate is your are this loving informative person who is unapologetically you. When you have someone who can be so open sharing and loving there is nothing wrong.

[@dmwalker-uj5io]

What a brave and heartfelt thing to share. I’m so sorry you had to witness your brothers passing. Praying for you, always.

[@mish63pa]

Finally watched and he is consciously aware of how much you love him. Love never dies. (I feel my mom with me all of the time) So glad you got there. And more importantly so glad we are with you. You are so loved by us. I’m happy you know we are with you. Crying washes some of the grief away so it’s good and even healthy. Love you so much!

[@jodijoy8906]

Thank Y👼U for sharing and being SO Vulnerable . 💖❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@wendyschmidt]

Thank you for sharing Mark's story with us, I'm so sorry you had to experience this at 8 years old. I felt so much compassion for you during this video, and I'm happy you were able to take these steps in your healing journey.

[@lady2cherish]

I'm so so sorry you had to go through such a tragic loss love. You are so strong for being able to visit your old home and share with us your story. Continue to cherish those beautiful memories of you and your brother. He will always be with you dear. Good luck with your acorn tree! P.S. I love your hat. Much much love for the support. I watch your videos all the time and you are such an awesome person with a beautiful spirit.

[@motorcityjudy]

Oh my God, the houses remind me of where I grew up in Everett, MA. We lived on the top floor and my godmother and godfather lived in the 2nd floor. I am so sorry something so terrible happened to Mark (and you saw). My God. Thank you for sharing this important and tragic part of your life with us. ❤ I keep putting it off, but one day I’m going to take my mom’s ashes to spread them in the place my grandfather is buried in Medford (MA). One day.

[@leahkozlowski5628]

Steven, it took immense courage to return to the place of such heartache and pain. We are here for you to listen and learn if we need to. You’re a very special person and I’m positive you’re brother would be so proud 🥲❤️

[@debbiemays8910]

Cried with you. I love you even more by sharing. Bless you!

[@michellemerry3592]

😘😢Steven, the magic is ALWAYS with you and so is Mark. I wanted to jump right into the screen and hold your hand while you relived that terrible day. I’m glad you found a sense of peace. You will never “get over” the loss of your brother but I’m glad you spent the time and money to do this trip. If you have to pick up trips every day in May to pay for it, it was well worth it. Now I hope you are home and have planted that acorn. Not sure how well an oak tree will do in Vegas but you might as well give it a go. Give the cats lots of love as they will feel your emotions acutely. Stay safe.

[@tammyrousseau9831]

xoxo it takes what it takes. its a lifetime of grief. Big hugs friend!! We are with you! We love you thank you for your transparency and your honesty!!!!

[@marygerrard5174]

Beautiful video Steven. Love from Sydney, Australia. 💟

[@SaRo-r8j]

I’ve told you this before 😉 you may not believe in G. O. D. but He believes in you😘. Look how far you’ve come. What a beautiful memorable trip. Honoring Mark and your grandparents. Praying it brings you the peace and comfort you so deserve. Fly safe.

[@patsywhiddon1832]

I found you because of your denture video, I had 16 extractions this past week and you have helped me. I also spent many hours each week at goodwill after my divorce. I am 55, single and successful and I enjoy all your videos. Thank you for your help and information and positive attitude AlWAYS!🙏🏼😘

[@flightattendantsteven]

I hope you recover quickly and comfortably! Xo

[@bevmathews8355]

I'm so sorry Steven that you lost your brother at such a young age...I too have lost my brother a different situation but believe that God had a plan and needed him more. Wishing you a blessed day.

[@suemiller9745]

Oh Steven my heart is breaking for you. Such an emotional journey but I’m so happy you found some inner peace. I’m sure your brother Mark was there with you in spirit and doesn’t blame you for anything. Please don’t be so hard on yourself. Sending big hugs ❤️❤️❤️

[@frankdux6930]

Thankyou for sharing this touching Journey with us Steven. 💟 Mark would have been there with you in spirit and I bet he would be so proud of you. Big hugs.

[@JasmineNicoleWilson]

Steven, I just love you. I am going for my f2f interview soon, as I got to your channel with the flight attendant videos…. But you are amazing, and so strong. I enjoy your content & Mark loves you ❤ and he hears you. I appreciate your real down to earth transparency & he would be so proud of the person you are. Keep healing, loving, & being authentically you! ❤❤❤ lots of hugs!!!!

[@staceyoberg]

Such tough but yet beautiful memories, that I pray bring you some peace....sending you lots of hugs

[@Jennifer.Greene]

Sending thoughts of love and light your way Steven! Glad you were able to make this trip.

[@hms491]

Thank you for trusting us with this. I really appreciate your sharing what makes you the Steven we love. I will watch this but probably in tiny segments over a few weeks. So thank you for the warning. Stay safe x h

[@adab9959]

I know you have shared bits of this story over time here on your channel. It is heartbreaking for you to have gone through this, but feel free to over share. You have won our hearts and we care about you! I believe we have seen you grow as you’ve shared and peeled back the layers so to speak. You are a beautiful soul Steven. I’m so sorry for the loss of your brother, but hoping you can hang on to the good moments with him. 🤗🤗❤️❤️

[@DCL26]

Dear Steven, my heart reaches out to you, and you went to painful and sweet memories that most people would never go to. Let my hugs envelop you and bring some peace. I think you needed to go to go there. Thank you for sharing those memories. Glad you are getting comfort and peace by sharing with your virtual family. You are loved. 🌎✨🎶

[@BLUE-hp6dd]

So sorry about your loss 🙏🏽That most be so traumatizing☹️👼🏻The angel 👼🏻 is probably watching you from the sky🙏🏽I have family in Road Island. One of my cousins had a tragic death there like 10 years ago. Thank you for sharing the good, the bad & the ugly. Life is a roller coaster 🎢 is full of highs and lows unfortunately for some of us the rides are tougher than for others😏But always remember that you are not alone he is always watching & protecting you👼🏻🙏🏽

[@a.sullivan3974]

Sounded like you and Mark were partners in crime. I’m sure he’s smiling down on you and knows he’s not far from your thoughts. I bet you were the best brother ever! I couldn’t keep my eyes dry watching this. It really tugged at my heart strings.

[@asprelskcalling1151]

omg, we love all your videos, Steven. This one is a sad one, but its part of your life.

[@Stephmuse]

I've been one of your long time subscribers but on the quiet side of posting. This video touched my heart so deeply...perhaps bc I have a 5 and 3 year old boys and they are very close. I had to stop and start a few times to wipe away tears. You are a blessing to those around you near and far. Mark and your family are in your heart and it's a privilege that you are sharing this private space with us.

[@beregonsen]

Dear Steven, I am sending you a warm hug and I count myself between many of your subscribers that would have loved to be there with you in person so you wouldn't feel alone. However, I believe that your brother's spirit is with you all the time and he loves you and nothing of what happened was your fault. Thank you for sharing this video and no apologies are necessary, it would be hard to believe that someone would leave you a negative comment for just being yourself, for having the courage to go back to the place that has such sad memories. May your heart finally find closure and peace to close that chapter on your life about your brother's story... you are an amazing human being and you deserve love. Thank you for all your videos, for sharing your experiences in life, and for taking us with you along the ride.

[@Mms328]

You are a beautiful soul, thank you for sharing! I am sure many people can relate to your story 🙏❤️☘️✨

[@Mms328]

Also, offering a virtual hug!

[@plawton35]

It takes courage to confront a horror that has vividly stayed with you for so long. It helps in healing. God bless.

[@andreawalker7138]

I'm glad we could keep you company on your emotional journey. It seems like the day was very helpful to you. I hope you know you are not alone, we are here with you. 🤗 You reminded me of a forgotten memory from 45ish years ago. We had a small field/park behind our house and one year I, my brother, and our friend next door gathered a paper bag full of acorns so we could feed the squirrels in winter. LOL. I don't remember what happened to the acorns so I'm just going to assume they got them.😁 Thanks for giving me back a snapshot of my childhood.

[@flightattendantsteven]

That's lovely!

[@stephensmith6016]

Thank you so much, Steven, for sharing this heartfelt and beautiful tribute to your brother, Mark. No apologies are necessary, because you were speaking your truth regarding Mark's death and the impact that it has made on your life. I am grateful that you allowed us to share this intimate journey with you.

[@feliciabourque]

I believe that mark knows that you you think about him everyday since he passed. Sending you a lot of prayers and positive thoughts and HUGE hugs

[@ginas.4266]

I cried right along with you. You are definitely not alone. I am sorry for Mark and all that you and your family had to endure given such a tragic event.

[@kristen9542]

You are not alone. we are here for you! Thank you for sharing your story with us. I admire your bravery. Hugs from CA

[@davidmcilroy4697]

Thank you for sharing such a personal part of your life.Take care and stay safe.

[@christenah]

Prayer for your strength. You are courageous in many ways ♥️♥️♥️

[@gingershmoggy]

I shed a tear with you watching this video. I'm sorry you had to live most of your life without your brother. :(

[@SusanKG]

You look amazing in the intro of this video!! Thank you for allowing us to share this very personal journey with you. I’m glad it brought you peace. I understand what it feels like to be the last one left standing. I’m not close to my family, but as each one passes, it rattles me somehow to be left behind. It feels like a form of abandonment. You have such beautiful memories of your brother. Hold them close and speak to him often. I am positive they hear us!

[@margaretalletson84]

Yes,I cried...Boston looks beautiful ..Cathartic seemed just the right word to describe your visit,I’m glad you took us along with you...

[@marygambetta9451]

Steven I am glad you were able to make the trip. Emotion and loss have no time frame so don't apologize for sharing your feelings or crying. My husband was 14 when his brother died. It has been 50 yrs and he still misses him greatly and cries. Many hugs and love being sent your way.

[@claribelr16]

We love you Steven . You inspire and encourage so many people . I see how you make peoples’ day at your job. You are very passionate. ❤️

[@Coilykinkchick]

Th for letting us in, my heart goes out to you.

[@jean-mariesimpson8989]

I was crying with you! I’m so glad you went... you needed to do it...I think covid has made a lot of people take a look at what is important in life. You were never alone after your family died... they were there in spirit with you. I just wanted to give you a hug! 🤗🤗

[@lindaspinks7101]

Thank You so much for sharing this. ❤

[@3dogmom]

💜💜💜 this broke and filled my heart all at the same time. I hope this trip brought you some comfort & peace.

[@JBCricket617]

Thank you for sharing this with us, Steven...Sending you virtual hugs from Massachusetts❤️

[@logimorris6942]

It took me a good 24 hrs to write this to you. I know what it feels like to lose a sibling at a young age. I thank you for letting me go with you. We don’t have a place to visit my sister. She donated her body to lupus foundation. But I have her memories. I cried with you. It’s good to cry. I truly believe they are with us each day. I talk to her even after 30 years. Nothing wrong with that Thank you for taking me along

[@flightattendantsteven]

Thank you for sharing that.

[@michaelmercurio2312]

This broke my heart. Thanks for sharing this. You don't need to apologize to anyone.

[@leosoars81]

After all these decades we can still feel just how much you love your brother. Take care of yourself and thank you for sharing this with us. ♥️

[@josephmcdade4501]

Thanks for sharing your Journey! 💜💙

[@judedimatteo8942]

I'm just so sorry you lost your brother the way you did very emotional I just want to tell you I lost my sister too and I feel like she's always around me this chapter will never come to a close but you always will have your brother around you and I'll always feel my sister around me the peace be with you

[@lovelyrosevanessa]

Thank you for sharing your story, it was an honor to be with you during those moments.❤

[@theresarivera1415]

I loved this video because we were able to see you through this difficult journey from the trip to Boston to the trip back and you sharing your memories good and bad. I hope it was therapeutic for you. Thank you for posting and sharing it with us. We love you Steven ❤️

[@cerihawkins76]

All the love Stephen you are fantastic and thankyou for sharing ❤

[@laurelsnyder1855]

No one should ever gone thought that as a kid. We love you! I’m sending you a hug!

[@yadiraperdomo6982]

Steve , I just wanted to tell you that , I was very touched by the detail that you had with your brother when you buried the acorn. That was really beautiful.

[@karrawhite6005]

This video has angel numbers! It’s exactly 1:11:1 that’s so special 🥺❤️

[@valeriarubens8436]

Dear Steven, he will always be with you. Every time you think of him he comes close to you. He listens to you. He is pure light due to the age that is passed away. I think that revisiting the place where this tragedy happened will bring closure to your grief. We will be here for you any time you need. Love you!

[@stephanielynch7195]

Just started and love that you are sharing! I love your shirt! You look so good! ❤️❤️❤️

[@stephanielynch7195]

Omg I want to give you a big hug! 🫂

[@ib4038]

We are part of your journey and your healing process. Thanks for letting us in💜

[@ryancaldwell9463]

Oh please, Steven. Everyone knew you were gonna cry. 😆 but we love you, we understand. Thank you for being comfortable with yourself enough to share when most of us still struggle with feeling comfortable in our own skin.

[@patrioticat]

Unseen, unheard, but always near. Sadly missed and always dear. It broke my heart to lose you, You did not go alone, For part of me went with you, The day God called you home. These are my two favorite sayings and I wanted to share them with you.

[@flightattendantsteven]

Thank you very much. :)

[@fionakeenan6007]

What an honour Steven, Thank you for sharing such a special vlog with us though extremely heartbreaking to watch at times I wanted to hug you and be there in person with you, you and your brother had some special memories which was beautiful. Always remember we are all your family my sweet friend, don't ever feel alone. Xx 💕😉xx

[@dianaclark5658]

Thank you for taking us on a very personal trip. I do remember when your Mom died and you were going through the box of pictures. Crying is a release, losing someone will always stay with you. It was not your fault, you were just a little boy too. Your long time viewers are giving you a big warm virtual hug 🤗. ❤️. Di

[@Duna410]

Honey traumatic events in one's life doesn't have a age. It's like time stops when you loose a love one, it's ok to be emotional you are human. Going back home is a form of therapy I'm proud of you honestly.🙂

[@jacquelinenieves4061]

We love your "transparency" what you see is what you get, this is me, who I am nothing more, take it or leave it attitude and we love you for it.....P.s a whole hour of you? awesomeness, YAYYYYYY ❤❤❤ Let's goooooo.....

[@Lisa.Soares]

I know I'm Late to the Pereira Party but I just recently started watching your channel. I find your face friendly and familiar but then realized you are from my area. And then Pereira …Portuguese just like me, Soares. I grew up in Swansea Ma, and currently live in Rhode Island which as you know its about all the same area :). I am sorry for your traumatic loss of your brother. Life is sometimes hard and unfair for sure. From living in the area I do recognize the cemetery you were visiting and have many family member's there myself, so on my next visit even if I don't stand at your family's plot ill say a good word and a hello for you. I hope you don't think that weird. I am a bit of a Taphophile so cemeteries are a peaceful place. I sometimes have pretty anxiety ridden days and need to put music or a vlogg in my bluetooth earbud while I'm shopping so I something to keep me Centered in my own mind rather than get frazzled and distracted by my surroundings and you and your lovely voice and personality have been added to the voices in my ear keeping me company. Again...creepy sounding. I really am not though haha. I hope all is well in Vegas.

[@flightattendantsteven]

I just read this comment to my coworkers in the airport shuttle.... We all thought your comment was unbelievably thoughtful, kind, and sweet.

[@LC-yr6tr]

Thank you for sharing this touching and memorable journey with us. You inspire me to move forward positively despite the many curveballs in life. Thank you! 🤍 Your brother would be so proud of you and if there is anything to forgive, I am certain you have been forgiven. May his bright light continue to shine on you.

[@toddedwards6140]

What a touching video Steven, what a great tribute to your brother who will never be forgotten. It's interesting that you made this video, I was just talking to a cousin the other day about my grandparents and other people who have passed and who I cared about and my cousin was like oh they're gone who cares and it really pissed me off. Our loved ones may be gone but they shouldn't be forgotten I talk about my Great Grandparent and Grandparents all the time because I have so many wonderful memories. Your brother passed so young and in a tragic way but you honor him each and every day and with this trip, I am glad you went and that you shared it with your followers on KZbin. Your brother knows you loved him I don't know how he knows but he does. You should be very proud of your life and all that you have gone through to be where you are today. Much love to you. Regards Todd

[@michaelmackenzie4644]

Hi Steven Thanks for sharing that video very heartfelt I’m very sorry for the loss of your Mom and your brother how awful 😞 it was nice to see Boston again living in NH I don’t get down that way as much anymore I loved that shirt on you at the beginning of the video you looked very nice!

[@txbabee23]

I cried along with you but I’m glad you were able to get some peace from the visit. Mark is always with you. I can’t imagine what you went through that day. Were the guys charged for anything? Did they ever apologize to your mother for what happened? I’ll be looking forward to seeing if you plant the acorn and if it grows. Big hug for you. 💕

[@flightattendantsteven]

There were no charges. I don't think that he ever reached out to my mother. But, sadly, I believe he ended up killing himself. My mother told a story of how she actually worked with the man's wife...she told my mother that the guilt of killing Mark changed him. I don't know how real that is. My mother was a bit of a story teller...but there was a chance it happened.

[@txbabee23]

@@flightattendantsteven oh wow. Such a terrible tragedy.

[@katcasincali6930]

I’m the worst at expressing things and apologize in advance for being awkward. Thank you for sharing this with us. I hurt for you that you have missed Mark for so long.

[@alfredsantella6477]

Huge Hugs Steven! From Al in Sarasota! ❤💪 🙏

[@yadiraperdomo6982]

Thank you so much sweetie for sharing such an intimate moment of your life with all of us . You do not have to apologies please , no apologies are necessary . I also lost my brother seven years ago and I know exactly how it feels . I watched the video and I cried with you , you're not along , you're not along , we are your family if you let us be . It was such a beautiful tribute to your brother and I am sure that he's with you as well as your mom . One of the things that I learned when I studied Psychology was that you never , never hold it in , let it out , talk about it and you'll see how well you're going to feel . Never hold it in because when we do it , it only ends up in a cancer or a heart attack . Do not feel guilty because it was not your fault only God knows why things happen . We might not understand it at the moment but only time will let you know why . Take care sweetie , stay safe , be well and flight safe . Just remember , you're not along , we are here with and for you . Hugs and kisses , kisses to the babies and you have a bless night !!!

[@MokuleiaVibes]

Hugs. Thank you for sharing. And p.s. LOVE your aloha shirt!

[@AHouseDivided1998]

It looks like you’ve come full circle. I hope your visit gave you some sense of comfort from the pain. Never apologize for shedding tears over your brother. Tears are liquid love. You can never fully understand why a tragedy like that ever happens. It wasn’t your fault. There was no way you could have known that the truck would back up onto the sidewalk or anything you could have done to stop it. I hope you have a sense that Mark is always still with you in a way, in your mind and heart. I think he’d be very proud of the person that you’ve become.

[@stephanier6783]

Grief never completely goes away when someone you love has died....no matter how many decades pass; what changes is that it gets easier to accept while not overwhelming you in the same it did, and for as long as it did, in the early stages of your grief. Glad the trip back to celebrate your love for/relationship with your brother was cathartic for you. Maybe that gorgeous spring day was your brother's way of making sure you knew that he knew you were there to "be" with him, and to show you how much he still loves and misses you.

[@mish63pa]

1111 sign that angels are near: that’s the length of your video. Dude he was with you no doubt!! I’m going to watch later when I have time, but wanted to let you know, he’s around you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sealwhiskerz]

Oh Steven, my heart went out to you when you were visiting the site of your young brother's untimely death! Thank you for sharing your precious memories with us. Since you're not forcing anyone to watch your channel, please don't apologize for any of its content.

[@ic3m0m]

Thanks for trusting us to share your journey. You never get over a loss, you learn to live with it...or at least you try. Some days are so much harder than others. Glad you were able come home! Sending you a big hug and lots of love. ❤️ Yes the roads are ridiculous, hence why we’re called Massholes! 🤣

[@phoniexthefreckledpinup]

It took me quite a while to get through this video because every time I see you cry it just breaks my heart in 1 million pieces I personally love the fact that you over share it makes you seem like I’m talking to a dear friend ( which in my head we are lol) and you’re just so authentic and a lot of people appreciate that I’m one of them I’m glad you got to visit the place where your brother transcended I feel with something that you needed in order to get closure it pains me to think that you have any guilt towards it but I can understand why but I’m glad that you were able to say that you were sorry because it seems like that gave you some closure how awesome would it be if you planted those acorns in your backyard and a tree grew what a beautiful reminder that you would have every day of your beloved brother continue to give yourself grace in all things oh and I’m happy to see you got your first dose of the Moderna vaccine( saw your FB post) watch out for that second dose though my husband and I had chills and body aches and we’re exhausted so make sure when you schedule your second one that you have a day off because trust me you’re gonna need it continue to be safe be well and be blessed💜

[@lawrenceakini9507]

Thank you for sharing. God bless.

[@sanwariia4660]

awww you are pure person there is not that many human who got heart like you I,m your fan from SMF area hope you see you one day .

[@berthaceciliarobles4116]

thank you for sharing. sending you a big hug and blessings

[@smurfmama2020]

thank you for trusting us enough to share the most vulnerable aspects of your life & your processing these traumatic events in your life. Many blessings for continued healing 🌸 we truly appreciate you and sharing your journey here. I always start crying with you when you cry. . It’s not at all torture watching you, it’s beautiful to witness your courage in processing your past. The world heals when we heal.🌺

[@diamondrose123]

Oh my gosh, that was heart wrenching! No eight year old should ever have had to go through something so horrendous! If I could have, I would tell that little boy that as tough as life could be at times, he would grow up to me an amazing man with a heart bigger than Texas. I am so glad that you felt a sense of peace in laying some of your pain to rest. You deserve it!! Thank you for taking us with you, and you are right, I am sure there were a lot of boxes of Kleenex being used whilst listening to your story. I bet hugging your cats when you got home felt wonderful:)

[@susanbrazeal1275]

Hi Steven. I can completely relate. I lost my Grandmother at age 15. She too was a victim of a tragic murder. It's so difficult because it happens so suddenly. I think about her every day. I'm glad you went there.

[@njjen3953]

Thank you for sharing this experience with us. I know it was hard for you.