VLOG: back in boston, how i journal + how im feeling!

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Hi I'm Brooke, a 22 year old lifestyle vlogger and recent college grad living in Boston! I make a ton of videos involving hauls, vlogs, advice and much much more. Make sure you subscribe so you don't miss out on any videos and also follow me on my social media such as Twitter, Snapchat, and Instagram to stay even more connected with me! See you in my next video!
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[@madisonlutz1560]

It's so healthy to express how you feel whether it's positive or negative so don't worry about keeping it all bottled up inside because people want to be there for you and will 100% understand. And if they don't they f them and they can leave their lack of support back in 2019. Keep on keeping on girl! The post grad life is a real struggle I understand

[@taylorrodriguez6065]

Brooke saying “lets boogie there” is my mood for 2020

[@amypeterson1445]

You are such a social butterfly when you are at work and school, so maybe you should join SOMETHING! I have a really hard time making friends if it’s not through work, and since you work by yourself, it could be so fulfilling to volunteer somewhere or join a gal book club. I joined a random book club my first year after college (through MeetUp) to meet new people and it helped me SO MUCH. We went to coffee shops, discussed cool ideas, and I met some amazing women. We all just want you to be SO healthy and happy!!! You’re doing so much work on yourself and your business, and I hope you really do enjoy this time in your life 💖

[@hp4793]

Brooke, can we please get an air fryer vid? Like what you eat in a week ft your air fryer - I want one so badly but am so curious as to what people actually make and how regularly they use it

[@hp4793]

Brooke Miccio also love the journaling idea - it’s one of my big resolutions this year but I never know what to write

[@amiah.a]

Hayley Shields Just so ya know...you can make anything in there that you’d regularly bake, fry, grill, or reheat!

[@lucyerickson6639]

I feel this way sometimes too. I either feel like I have a ton of friends and life is amazing or I'm sad when I'm in my apartment alone and start overthinking. 2020 will be about balance!!

[@michellelao98]

Girl don’t be ashamed of being vulnerable about your sad times and hardships!! That’s what makes you SO MUCH MORE relatable, you’re not just sunshine and rainbows 24/7 which is what life is like for normal people like us ❤️❤️

[@sylvestr79]

Any adult who says they have their shit together is lying. We’re all just out here winging it.

[@lrossello512]

Kelly I am 38 with a career, husband, house, and 3 kids and I can confirm I still have no idea what I’m doing. 🤪

[@nataliedaddieco]

I feel like atlanta is different than doing the “southern thing” people in the city are way different and i think you’d be surprised how many people in the city are transplants from other northern cities because cost of living here is cheaper. Maybe don’t rule it out just because of stereotypes. Not sure if that helps but i hope it does ❤️

[@julietasevilla7110]

Brooke! At least you have the ability to travel and see Mariah, your close friends and your family with the job u have :) sometimes living alone can be a little hard / lonely and that’s okay! It’s ok to be a little sad. We’re all human at the end of the day ❤️ I think your doing great! So happy your back on the TUBE! Totally missed your videos! Sending you hugs girly! 🤗

[@mariabrooks8835]

Brooke, I can’t tell you how much I needed this video. I graduated back in May too and then moved to Raleigh, hours away from home and I don’t really know anyone here. The past month has been so hard, like you said, being a weird funk and lonely (I also live alone). I’m trying to figure out ways to meet friends so if you find any good ones, please make a video :) I also feel the whole “appreciating old friendships” thing soooo much. Distance really makes you appreciate everything sooo much more. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honestly, for talking about how hard post grad life can be ❤️

[@loisemat98]

Maria Gomez I live in Raleigh!! Let’s hang out girl!

[@loisemat98]

Love your videos Brooke. Praying everything gets better. Remember it’s okay not to be okay 💕

[@rachelllewellyn7524]

Loved the vulnerability in this video- you’re gonna kill it in 2020!

[@Sarah4kk]

Thank you for posting about the tough stuff. I’m going through the same stuff now. I moved far away from all my high school and college friends and making friends in my new city has been a struggle. The loneliness is real some days and today was one of those days for me. it was so comforting to see I am not alone in these feelings, though I wish neither of us were feeling them lol. Hoping that 2020 has some more positive vibes coming our way 💜

[@katiest.pierre1595]

Love you, Brooke! Always remember that your best friends were once strangers. You got this!

[@reginarubio770]

I’m going through what you’re also going through Brooke, so you’re not alone girl. I also live alone in Austin, away from fam and friends and it just amplifies the situation. BUT it’s a new year, zero toxic shitty people in 2020. We got this! A year from now hopefully they won’t matter 🥳

[@kaylatcompton]

i like seeing videos like this! it's unrealistic to be happy all the time and i like seeing the real moments too!

[@alexismalone5094]

grateful for the new year but damn, it’s hitting different so far and feeling a true need for a change. your playlist was blasted this afternoon after a roughhhh work day & several realizations so there’s that, cheers to friday

[@giusuii5958]

dude i was just rewatching your old videos and now you posted 😭❤️

[@jessicaseipp859]

c’est ok same!!

[@lexic1900]

Travel to Vermont!!! You would LOVE Stowe and Burlington!! And Burlington is an easy 4 hour drive from Boston 💕

[@emilywells7415]

I would recommend Stowe VT. It is an amazing place.

[@jennaradle2759]

My first year post grad was extremely difficult. I felt out of place/like I was in an “in-between” period of life 24/7. I’m going on my second year and I don’t feel as down, it has become better, however there are many times where I don’t know what the heck I’m doing or where/what would be the best fit for me. I’m with you Brooke, and appreciate how you are always so raw and authentic about your feelings! Hang in there, we love you! xx

[@laureninman7122]

My boyfriend and I take day trips out of town all the time! It’s SUCH a good way to get away from reality for enough time without having to plan a whole trip. We plan things we really enjoy as well as try new things! Even going alone would be soooooooo fun and relaxing! It’s very therapeutic

[@paigejohnston4816]

I just graduated college at the beginning of December and I have been feeling SOOOO lost trying to find my place in the “real world”. Thank you for being literally the only KZbinr to talk about these things openly, it helps me remember that I am not alone in this!! Love you 💓

[@quirky813]

It’s normal to miss your friends. I can say that it seems like you are much happier around your family and college friends. Make moves that will be good for you and not just what you think people expect of you. You are only young and carefree once, live it up!

[@hilaryhockey20]

i live by myself far away from my family too and i soooo get the vibe of just being in a weird funk!! you got this girl

[@michelleb1458]

Love you Brooke! I moved to a new city this past year as well, started a new job, met new people, etc. It's tough and can get discouraging so your feelings really resonate with me. But everything takes time to adjust! I think going on mini trips to see friends/family really helps to ground you. Also taking all the new experiences in as a positive (or trying to at least). You got this!

[@gabc.549]

Girl, I think you're meant to live in NYC :) But being real, I feel this same way after returning to "real life" after being home and out of my routine for a while. It's all about giving yourself the time to readjust, and sometimes we all need a good cry (so don't feel bad about that).

[@makeupbymollyc]

thanks for being so transparent and open! life is hard sometimes but it always gets better

[@SarahBispy]

BROOKE! I can tell your energy is off just from watching the first 30 seconds of this video. Still love seeing every part of your life. The good, bad and the ugly! I just moved away from my family (in Florida) to Atlanta (actually lol) in September and feel like i've been in that same weird/bad mood since I moved away from home. Atlanta is great but it's not home for me. I can totally relate with the discomfort and weird feeling you get after graduating and not being 100% happy/satisfied at the point you are in in your life. Just wanted to say that you're doing amazing and I can't wait to see what 2020 brings for you!

[@SarahBispy]

btw - have you ever considered moving back in with your parents so you aren't living alone in an apartment/city and that way you have more flexibility to travel without paying a lot of rent? Just wondered from hearing how you've been feeling lately!

[@lexiesmith4235]

love this idea for her save that $$

[@anitadaoheuang2442]

all i can say after watching this video is ... my love for brooke, her vlogs, her content and demeanor is so fulfilling and incredible i just cant explain how much i love her

[@arielalena]

i got so excited when i saw a 20 minute brooke vlog in my subscription box!!! 💖💖

[@FaithTheGreatt]

Brooke book a flight to TX and let’s hang it makes me sad seeing you sad!!! you need A frozen marg and some authentic chips and queso. :”””(

[@carolineamador564]

Get yourself a therapist ASAP . it’s life changing . You learn so much about yourself! ❤️ you won’t regret it!

[@JuliaRoseThorn]

You also have someone to talk to when you feel “alone” ❤️

[@megalmond]

i’ve been in such a similar mood, transitioning and being in lots of different places like you were always messes with my emotions

[@showThegLO]

I can totally relate to your sadness with leaving your friends. I moved away from home/out of state when I was 21. I loved my life, new friends and new city. However, in one particular instance a friend from home came to visit me. We had the absolute best time! Laughed so much, had history to reference and it just felt good to be with someone who knew so much of me and I didn’t have to explain myself too. When he left to fly back home I literally BAWLED curled up on my couch. I didn’t understand what was happening to me and in my heart. After processing I realized while I loved my new city and new friends and didn’t want that to change I also terribly missed my friends and family back home. I realized I couldn’t have the best of both worlds and that hurt. Keep your head up Brooke! Your sadness is justified and you are not alone. All of us twenty somethings are trying to figure this life out together❤️

[@gracehurley1956]

You should do day trips and do little lunches with subscribers like danielle did at Oxford!! Way to connect and meet positive audience members

[@shelbyparr]

It pains me how much I can relate to feeling lost without your close college friends. I know they are always there for me but it sucks so much when everyone is in different places doing their own thing. It’s so comforting knowing that others at my age are still struggling with finding a sense of comfort and belonging. Thank you for sharing and helping one gal feel a little less lonely ❤️

[@lizziedoeslife]

I love that you are so vulnerable on your channel. We’re all allowed our feelings and it’s def okay to be sad, be sad and when your ready play your bomb playlist :) keep being 100% you Brooke!

[@admirbarucija2018]

I hope you’re having a great start to your 2020 Brooke!! I’ve been in bed sick all day and seeing your vlog cheered me up ❤️🥰

[@maryc1923]

i appreciate you opening up like this to us, it’s very vulnerable and i can relate to a lot of things you say. forget the rude comments i hope you start feeling better

[@maureenomalley2218]

thank you for being so genuine and honest with us, hope you are feeling better. you deserve to be happy!

[@kaseyjordann]

Brooke!!! Hey sister, I went something very similar to you. Except I stayed in my college town and all my friends and bf moved away. I was then alone in my apt, and I became extremely sad and lonely. Therapy changed my life and my outlook on everything. It helped me be able to have more intentional relationships but also be content with where I am. I highly recommend !!!!

[@lanidumas937]

One of my best friends lives in/near Boston and feels the same way about making friends in the city. You two are so similar and should really meet. She's the same age as you!! She's the most genuine fun person I've ever met

[@annalaird5628]

It is SO NORMAL to feel the way you are.. highs and lows always. You got this, I have confidence in you and your ability to pull through this confusing time!!

[@inthepinkvlogs]

Thank you for sharing how you journal and get all your feelings out! I just graduated college so I can’t go to the schools counseling center anymore, but I’ve been thinking a lot about journaling and I think it will help me!

[@Sarah79560]

Agreed that friends made in your early 20's are really those that you can keep forever because you are all finding yourselves, together. For me it is not just college but those at my first job because of the nature of it. I worked overseas so other expats were all going through the same things personally as well as career wise, so we are linked because of that. Anyway, I am old and wise now and I am telling you now is the time to make the changes you want to make you happy for YOU. Later you will spend your life taking care of husband and/or kids/people at work/etc. So, take the risks now. :)

[@havanahhughes8342]

Brooke, it breaks my heart to see you down :( post grad (graduated July 2018) has been so hard for me as well. I live alone, and have a full time job at a large company (just like u!) and it is very lonely. I recommend a therapist, getting involved volunteering and keeping yourself busy at all, which i know you already do. It gets better Brooke, ill be thinking about ya!!!

[@0116Test]

Yayyy when I see a Brooke video it’s the FIRST thing I click in my sub box

[@Sarah-ty5ev]

Gosh I just want to give you the biggest hug. I relate to you so much. I miss my friends so much too, and it makes me so sad. My best friend moved to another country and I still cry about it sometimes. I miss him so damn much. I have friends where I live, but it’s different. Love you Brooke 💗

[@surennap]

I feel the same exact way, I just graduated spring 2019 and moved across the country for grad school (Boston -> CA). I’m now realizing how precious my college and high school friends are, and it’s so difficult being far from them and not having deep relationships with people here. We’re in this together girl, I’m rooting for u 💕💕

[@surennap]

Also you don’t need to apologize for being “negative”, it was actually really comforting hearing that you’re going through the same thing that I am right now

[@KateRussellVideos]

your videos have really been such a source of positivity in my life🧡

[@kellynjshorem6081]

You are amazing! It’s so hard to live alone and leave family after spending time with them- you will be ok - you know you will get super busy and not even think about it! Get it!!!!! 💕

[@leanneeggenberger9127]

I think your idea about documenting some day trips would be awesome! Also - feeling you on the anxiety/loneliness. I think this time of year is really tough. I tend to put so much pressure on myself to "start the year off right", "make positive changes", etc. and sometimes it's better, (for me at least), to take a step back and just take it one day at a time and strive to be the best person I can to myself and others. xoxo

[@samanthamagnarelli1122]

You would thrive with a therapist! Best decision I've ever made. First year out of college is so hard, but it's good to know we are all in this together ❤️Love ya Brooke!

[@laurasc8406]

you got this, you’re amazing, you’ll look back at it in the future realizing it taught you a good lesson remember who you are galllll we love you v much ❤️

[@AnaH-qu1eh]

i feel this VERY deeply...I just graduated from college in May too and started med school this summer and let me tell ya it has been TOUGH to make new friends even though I am still in a school environment. College friends are just so stinkin special and the bond you have with those people will always be unmatched. Something that has helped me is to keep in touch with them frequently, every couple of weeks I give me core group of best friends a call to catch up. Also I just try and remember that I can't have my expectations too high for this new season in my life, it is so different, but that doesn't mean it can't be amazing. You will find new people that care for you and that you can be vulnerable with, I really think that it the key. Keep you head up Brooke, praying for you!

[@jennacacc]

Brooke, gel pedicures are a game changer! You’ve gotta try it!

[@slanz123]

Brooke, its so normal to feel sad and lost and confused! I'm your age and im living in a new city too away from all my college/highschool/childhood best friends and it def took a long time to adjust and mind my bearings! hang in there and just know that so any of us love your videos so keep doing you!!

[@makaylapaasch654]

Brook your awesome and I hope your feeling better and feeling good!

[@samanthawalden9028]

Happy New Year! I love your vlogs! Thanks for being real & honest & sharing how you feel...definitely relatable!

[@AmySmith-km8zf]

When my husband and I first moved away from my parents (we moved from NJ to FL!) and didnt know anyone, I would cry every single time they would leave after a visit. I only stopped doing that when I had my daughter. I still missed them, but I wasn't as lonely! It's funny what effects us and how! Now I'm sad because my parents are still in NJ and we are in SC, but I only get to see them once a year because we don't have the freedom to travel whenever we'd like, and my parents are unable to travel anymore. I'd LOVE to be able to see them more! We talk on the phone and text, but it's not the same as actually seeing them!

[@amynicholls814]

It’s a process rarely discussed. As a 45 year old I explained it’s tough immediately post grad to a neighbor and she was like wow- she thought it was just her. It’s confusing. In limbo. You’ll figure it out. Keep trying.

[@allisonweaver1001]

Love seeing you so vulnerable Brooke! I seriously see myself in you because **Aries* LOLOL! I hope you find your happy medium... you deserve it!

[@Mapoflife]

Brooke I wish I could give you the biggest squeeze. Since you’re self employed with the flexibility/freedom of working from anywhere and since you’re young, I feel like you’re in the perfect situation to go live in Atlanta temporarily , even 6-12 months to try it or at the very least to give yourself the experience of living in the same city as your college besties post grad. You can always move back to the northeast if you don’t end up liking it but at this age and in your situation I just can’t see it being more perfect than now to just go for it. As for this not being a negative channel, it’s defensively not but it is a REAL channel and I can say without a doubt that so many of your subscribers including me appreciate you and enjoy your channel soo so much ❤️❤️

[@sophieslater9269]

Hang in there Brooke! I’m sure things will get better!! Happy new year

[@MelannieHay]

There is a point at which you can find yourself on a roller coaster of emotion. Remember whenever you are down you will be up again. The struggle is to know highs are not normal either and to find peace in the middle ground. Sometimes the normal feels like you are down, rather than just an absence of activity. Make plans to avoid being alone during the downs. Maybe make an appointment with yourself to be at The Wing more often or find your go to coffee place and be there regularly have a coffee and work for an hour or 2. (You don't need to explain or justify, just do) Start each day no matter the weather with a walk around the block. Getting out into the fresh air is always a mood booster even if it is just 15 mins. Before you go to bed set out some clothes to do this take this little action. I'm decades on and I recognize the ups and downs. The most important is not to spiral from the normal to the down. I'm sometimes uncomfortable watching you because I know so well what you are going through.You've got this.

[@angelicaevan-cook7402]

omg wow i have never been this early this is shocking but thank god you uploaded!! instantly made my friday better

[@hailey9214]

Hey gal! I’ve been in a similar situation this past year, and can seriously relate to how you’re feeling. Just wanted to let you know that you’re not alone, and that you’ve got this!!

[@c.b.7669]

Thinking about looking at Boston as a forever home option for my family, you make it look so fun!

[@talulahcohen2531]

Brooke, have you considered just backpacking for a while? Since you now have this time figure out your life. i spent 5 months abroad and it has helped me understand myself more and what I want to do more in life. This might just help :)

[@101peacelovedance]

Brooke, have you ever thought about getting a dog? Animals have a lot of positive effects on people especially when living alone. I know you travel a lot but Kenzie Elizabeth has Coco and she seems to do a fair amount of traveling.... Just something to consider, plus I would love to watch videos of you and your pup!

[@maddiedonnelly7314]

Definitely reccomend checking out Saratoga in the late spring/early summer and lake George is awesome all year round

[@alishahaakenson2113]

Relatable AF!! Love you Brooke, you're killing it, even in your bad days!

[@Vavaplans]

Hi Brooke! I'm new to your channel and I just wanted to say I can definitely relate to how you're feeling right now. I've been in the weirdest mood the last few weeks. I hope you start feeling better soon! ♥️

[@leahthompson6297]

I was so happy to see a video in my subscription box from you!!! 💗💗💗 you always make my day.

[@rheganmurray2514]

not in a good mood and this was exactly what i needed!

[@thegroovytimes1637]

totally just ate a whole bar of Mexican candy while watching this no regrets

[@nehashah6270]

I absolutely love your raw videos! I’m definitely feeling low and I can always relate to you too so thank you :)

[@zadiemiller632]

Girl! We are literally in the same phase of life it’s crazy. All of my friends moved to Chicago after college and I was so against moving here. I took a chance and did it and I’m so much happier! Maybe try a short term lease in ATL and see if you’re happier and if not, at least you won’t be left wondering.

[@taylormartin7449]

come to plymouth,MA! 40 mins outside Boston so cute and pretty :)

[@camdenmcleod1892]

Brooke, love your amazon shop but I went to buy the laneige lip balm and it ended up being a fake with super weird chemicals in it. Bought the real thing off Sephora and loved it!! Just thought you should know! Love you and your videos!!!

[@camdenmcleod1892]

Brooke Miccio Yes, their return policy was great and I got my money back thankfully!!

[@julie_fitzgerald]

Newport is cool and Nantucket. Providence RI too.

[@darkchurchhill]

I moved to Boston (Somerville/Cambridge area) 3 months ago from Southern California. I miss my friends as well. Except for some people I’ve recently met I’m pretty much alone as well. :(

[@mallorydunn1925]

Love you Brooke! Can’t get enough of your vids💓

[@averygaming8707]

I love this side of you writing your thoughts in journey. Keep your head up

[@arielalena]

do you like living alone better or do you want to live with roommates in the future?

[@Meeshhhh]

WOW that air fryer pizza thooooo

[@victoriacestodio348]

I love you girl!!!! This made me almost feel better cuz I’ve been going thru the same kinda thing😭

[@annatorres7811]

just got my wisdom teeth out thanks for blessing me with this vid!

[@rachaelmclaughlin8455]

Anna Torres Girl I’m getting mine out on Wednesday I’m scared😩 hope you are feeling okay

[@annatorres7811]

Rachael McLaughlin feeling totally fine now just take those pain meds on time and you’ll be good 😂

[@tarapincusoff9475]

I have never related to anything so much. I miss my friends back home so much, I have great friends where I live now but seriously I miss the hell out of my friends from home. I go back and have a blast but when I leave I am depressed AF and look like a freak while crying in Newark airport almost every time

[@mollyschiller6921]

wow i love your vlogs so much!

[@MeghanConsadene]

where is the marble blanket on your bed from?!?!?! I need

[@JuliaKristine]

I need that pizza in my life

[@ashleighkiger7937]

omg if you come to Charlotte please do a meetup. also I would love to see a journaling vid, I kinda want to get into it now lol.

[@gomisgloria]

happy new year💚

[@rebeccalucero8690]

what kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? I'm sorry about the haters but keep up the good work. you do you girl!

[@maddie7896]

I know this is off topic but I'm going to Boston for the day and wanted to know your favorite places? Love you

[@pamelacooper1122]

Your a strong girl I know you will be ok. It's hard to see you so sad. You inspire me. Your a go getter positive person. Thanks for sharing. I love how real you are. 📕⌛

[@javoon16]

I’ve been in my home state for the last few weeks for Christmas break and now I have to fly back to Miami tomorrow and I feel you, so depressed to go lol idk why

[@GINGER98118]

Would you ever consider living with a roommate?

[@Singenmeg]

How long does it take to get on the gals on the go Facebook group? I have been waiting a couple days to be added and answered all the questions.