VLOG: online college as a film major

[@skylerodriguez]

Ur my favorite creator. You’re very real and honest, which I adore! You’re right- it makes me feel less alone. Thank you🧚🏼‍♀️

[@lucymassam]

:)) this made me smile so much

[@jennygao7018]

oh my goodness you were talking about how you find value in people on youtube who you can relate to and i've been going through a very rough patch, and self-comparison is one of my biggest stressors. Your reminder of "comparison is the thief of joy" was so powerful :,) I've also heard this quote before, but wow I feel like I need to be reminded of it over and over again. It's so easy to forget and dismiss bc we're so hard on ourselves. I've always loved how you talk openly about your mental state and I feel like your channel isn't only a place for you to share how you're feeling, but for other people too! It's amazing to see how you've brought us all together and it's brought me comfort in the midst of my struggles. We're all in this together haha and sending you all love 💕

[@lucymassam]

we ARE all in it together

[@leeisnothere420]

rewatching this video (it's one of my comfort videos) and very much relating to the never ending school work because the online college program i'm starting is year round, there will truly almost never be a break

[@KatieKandie1]

So so glad you ended up posting this! I truly look forward to your videos! They really are such a great distraction for me in this crazy world right now! Take care sis! 💕

[@lucymassam]

love you!

[@beauverburg4093]

loved this video lucy! i saw on your instagram that you were feeling unsure about uploading it and I just wanted to say thank you for uploading. as a content creator, i completely relate to struggling to share work that you don't feel is good enough or inspiring to others. can't wait to see more :))

[@lucymassam]

ily

[@lucygallagher8152]

what you were saying about creators is so true for me with you. like I was literally watching your night routine the other night and you were journaling and everything and not only did that video actually make me feel so cozy, even though that sounds bizarre, but also it inspired me to journal that night and all of your mental health talk was totally what I was going through so it really helped to watch. anyway my point is you're dope and I love your videos so much!

[@johnnyappleseed7240]

so tender love u lucy. just a reminder that your feelings about not feeling good enough as a created are valid but this is just ar reminder that we love your videos! your energy is amazing, you're so intelligent and calming

[@Ashley-lk9gh]

Lucy I have watched and Followed you for almost 2 years now, and I must say you are the most genuine, lovely, kind, and beautiful girl. You fill my days with such laughter and pure honesty I love it Seriously!! I absolutely love your personality and must I say you’re funny. I am so joyful whenever you post a video. It’s inspiring because it shows the truth to life that many KZbinrs tend to avoid, by merely showing viewer the glamorous parts of their lives, instead of showing the whole fruit. So thank you!! I hope one day I can be friends with you!!

[@lucymassam]

this is SO KIND 💛💛💛 thank you so much for sticking with me 🥺🥺

[@sarahgreen379]

Your content definitely helps me feel like it’s okay not to be okay all the time. Other creators may get more views, but that doesn’t mean you aren’t creating an amazing impact on people like me! Keep doing you boo and thanks again for being REAL!!❤️🌺🌈

[@greennnlover]

love your content so much. one of my favorite KZbinrs because of how genuine you are and you honestly just keep it real with everything you say. i really appreciate your posts and i cant wait for the next video. also, i love that quote you mentioned about how comparison is the thief of joy. love you girl!

[@orangefarinella6638]

I just started my Chanel and this inspired me to make content that inspired people too. But I like your channel because it feels so real and relatable. Not a lot of you tubers talk about when they feel unmotivated or when they picked their skin. So you’re content definitely has a purpose in brining more real ness to KZbin.

[@paigeweidner7238]

you are a really calming force and watching your videos always help me relax and put things in perspective

[@rivereisenbach680]

I love and look forward to all your videos you feel like a friend and make us all feel less alone and calmer and more joyful.

[@maddiec2936]

your videos are the highlight of my week! they always make my day so much better and happier. i’m glad u decided to end up posting this

[@lucymassam]

omg :)))) thank you!’

[@abbyweinstein2783]

i found your channel a little while ago while researching ucsb- i’m gonna b a freshman in fall and i plan to major in film and media at ucsb also :) your videos are actually incredible and i love how open and honest you are about what inspires you and what you struggle with. plss never stop creating haha

[@rafaelatorino224]

Aw I love everyone's comments and yes, I agree. Keep sharing a little bit of your life as long as it still makes sense to you. Not as a pressure but as a pleasure. :D And I also have to say how genuinely funny you are, I honestly crack up in a lot of little comments you make and how you say it. 05:50 being one of them even if not intentional. Stay safe, lucy!

[@menleylangham6838]

Hey Lucy! I don’t normally comment on your videos but I just wanted to say this. I watch every single video and you’re by far one of my favourite KZbinrs. I know you were anxious about uploading your vlog, but I just wanted to say that I absolutely loved it. Every time I watch any of your videos, I feel inspired and less alone. Whether it’s you talking about your body insecurities, comparing yourself to others, or just anything. I’m also a college student who struggles with mental health and I am so thankful that I can relate to you and that you’re so open about it. I also struggled with accepting my sexual orientation for a long time, but watching you and Hannah together makes me so happy and it helped me accept myself for who I am. I know you talked about figuring out your "why" in your vlog and that really resonated with me. Just know that there are so many people out there, like me, who you help so much through your videos. Thank you for everything you do for us!

[@lucymassam]

this means the world to me thank you so much

[@storywilson7695]

i know you were having trouble uploading this but i just wanted you say i appreciate you so much and everything you do. you have honestly helped me through so much and i truly aspire to do that for someone. i love u so much!

[@lucymassam]

🥺🥺 your support means so much

[@aapthinagesh8364]

hey lucy! i recently just committed to ucsb (yay!!) and i just wanted to let you know that your videos made a huge impact on my decision! since i can't go visit campus right now bc of everything that's going on, it was hard trying to see what life is like at ucsb, but your vlogs helped me so much! content like this really makes my day and i hope you know how much we all love and appreciate you and everything you do

[@lenakrone4754]

I love that you talk to us like a friend, watching your videos is such a comfort.💛 Keep doing you Lucy

[@luciborowski183]

anxiety and comparison have been eating me alive during this quarantine and watching your videos and knowing that someone who i look up to so much can relate really does feel so calming. thank you for being SO real and raw with your viewers lucy, not many creators are, but it's what we need. thank you thank you thank you.

[@lucymassam]

🥺😘

[@hanasheeva7563]

So happy you posted this Lucy and it’s amazing (as was expected) ❤️ ty!

[@R3ir4d3]

Its crazy to think someone as amazing as you compare yourself to others. Your content is 100x better than the other youtubers. I love your channel so much and ik that your gonna do great things, so keep up the good workkkkk.

[@lucymassam]

:')

[@lauragoldstein7188]

wow am I grateful I found your videos. you're honest and just real in a way I havent found with literally anyone else on youtube. its a little freaky how often you'll say something that resonates with me. imposter syndrome and constantly feeling inferior and second guessing yourself is so insanely debilitating and it's not only comforting but weirdly empowering in a way to know you're not the only one. so thank you and pls oh pls keep posting. sending you love and peace of mind

[@lucymassam]

this means so much to me thank you!!!

[@sadiewheeler5971]

You really do make people feel less alone, I don’t even know you but you make me feel accepted

[@wilderskies1476]

Sis, I can assure you that you're not dumb. You're very thoughtful and conscious of the impact you have on your followers which goes to show your intelligence. More so, I appreciate the fact that you question what kind of content you put out on the internet. That's more than I can say for a lot of people on this platform. I know you're looking for a bigger purpose to your KZbin channel but I think for now you are doing great! You make people feel less alone and your openness about your own mental health struggles is really refreshing. I'm a so-called "influencer" on Instagram (ew) and I often question why I'm on the platform too. I like curating pretty pictures but I'd like to be more open with my followers on my own struggles which is why I was thinking about starting a podcast. I can't stand those on Instagram who only post pictures of sponsored content with them posing next to products. It feels so empty and uncreative to me but it's a hole one can easily go down. That's why self-awareness is so important as a creator so it's good that you question your content, that is a sign of a true creator! Still, know that what you are putting out is great!! I'd love to talk with you a little more about this subject if you're up for it. When I start my podcast I definitely want to touch on this subject. My insta is @wilderskies if you want to just DM me, I'd love to be your friend :) P.s you are totally going places!!

[@jennamuehleck]

i genuinely loved watching this, quarantine has really taken a toll on my mental health and motivation so it’s really inspiring to see you making the most of your day and being productive!

[@MaryamChenna]

I love how positive and realistic ur videos are

[@charlottebeebe2667]

literally LOVE your vlogs Lucy!!! for some reason a lot of videos posted by vloggers (that I used to really enjoy) over this quarantine have just ended up giving me anxiety and I can't really explain why but your videos are always so calming and real. genuinely the most authentic youtuber on this platform. also shoutout CT i'm from new haven and have so many friends from greenwich/new canaan area !! :)

[@lucymassam]

ahhh this means sm

[@carolinehaines2704]

i am always so excited for your videos. It is also so refreshing to see a youtuber that is realistic but also motivating

[@lucymassam]

💛💛

[@malenamourino5472]

Lucy i can't explain how much i love your videos. You have a bright future and I'm so grateful to be a small part on your journey!!!

[@lucymassam]

stop ur making me emotional

[@Themustache0401]

i’ve been watching your videos for almost 2 years now, and you just continue to inspire me. it feels like a lovely friendship where i’ve grown with you🥺 SO much love for you💕

[@lucymassam]

🥺🥺love you!!!!

[@jamielesson8961]

Love this type of chill content. Makes it feel so much less lonely and scary during a time like this

[@sanaasmith5762]

lucy I love your videos and have loved them for a very long time. you bring me so much joy and it’s so refreshing to see you working on yourself and becoming the best version of you

[@katherinelowry783]

thank you so much for being so real and honest in the content you post 💓 youtube needs more creators like you !!!

[@yoshawty9811]

Ive been following you for a little over a year and you never cease to be my favorite creator. I am always excited to see a new video or a new instagram post. You make me feel productive and inspire me to do things I never would have. I have started being more open about mental health and healing. Your videos make me realize that it is ok and important to take care of myself. I love you Lucy and I will always love your content and the work you put in for your subscribers. thank you 💜🥺

[@lucymassam]

SO proud of you💛💛💛💛

[@ericbyerly8689]

I just love how pure, genuine, and laidback all of your videos are! I love it so much! Thank you for creating such wholesome content!! :)))

[@beautybyashleyTV]

I always look forward to your uploads!! Hope you’re staying safe, healthy and happy 💓

[@abe6091]

Omg I love your videos!!

[@cosmogirls3574]

Your videos literally distract me and make me feel so happy!! You do have a purpose just know because there’s very few KZbinrs that actually help like u do

[@erinhamilton342]

I feel live everyone I have watched on youtube that is in college is like a nursing major or business major and your video popped up and I got very excited to see a fellow film major! Loving your channel!

[@rociosalvatierra13]

every video you make inspires me and helps me in more ways than just one. you’re my favorite youtuber because you’ve made the biggest positive impact on my life. thank you thank you thank you!!

[@lucymassam]

no, thank YOU

[@kateledvina37]

so happy to see you upload today :) keep up the hard work

[@kaylynbeverly]

absolutely loved this! you are always keeping it so honest and real, and that’s exactly what i and everyone else needs during this time. thank you for always being you 💕

[@violetheller8160]

Your videos have literally been my favorite form of media entertainment during quarantine!

[@lucymassam]

that.is.so.nice

[@mirandashapiro6758]

Lucy...I have been here for over a year and I cant reiterate enough how amazing your videos. You are so genuine and real and inspiring. I love ur videos because most creators are not real. You are so open. Despite what u may believe, your videos help people. for example, UCSB was one of my top 10 about a year ago and now its my #1 after watching you videos. I even more want to major in film. Even the hair picking thing and other anxiety ticks that we both have i have put forth more attention on that and tried to help. Just wanted to make sure u know how much I love your channel and your content💕💕💕💕💕

[@lucymassam]

this makes me so happy!!! thank you so much for all your support

[@annaingridm]

Life isn’t always exciting especially now it’s comforting to see other people going through the same monotonous routine

[@lucymassam]

it rlly be like that

[@marinalee8147]

I honestly love watching your videos and I have been for over a year. I really do appreciate your videos and what you talk about. Love you!

[@gabriellasciacca1435]

You have a purpose!! ❤️ I just woke up its 9am in Australia and pretty much the first thing I did was start your video and I feel motivated to get on with my day and the online uni work I have to do. I don't feel alone I feel like we are going through the same shit haha. Thank you so much !!

[@lucymassam]

AWWW

[@claireskinner6939]

You are so amazing and intelligent and I appreciate that you 100% say what you mean, no matter what others might think. Your content is so meaningful to me and I hope you never doubt your influence on the people that watch you. Your talk about comparison stealing away joy is so true and sometimes I hear things that you say and I have been skimming over similar situations in my life but that really makes me think of how I could be more intentional with my life and my existence. Keep doing what you're doing xoxo

[@lucymassam]

thank you claire 🥺 your support means so much :)

[@FluffahGiraffe]

i've been loving advice from professionals lately! so jealous that you had a class interview like that. i really want to listen to where she has spoken elsewhere!!

[@isao1455]

u should make a video dedicated to talking about your major and what it’s like, and what u decide on doing with your degree!! it’s sounds very interesting

[@lucymassam]

yes!

[@lucyd4634]

wow. when you were talking about your favorite creators, I thought it was so ironic because you are of mine. Your videos are meaningful and do make me feel less lonely at times. I feel connected not only bc we have the same name lol but also you remind me of myself as we are similar in many ways, but a version of myself that I look up to. ("Comparison is the thief of joy" is my all-time favorite quote too). Anyways your videos truly impact me in such a positive light...so thank you my fellow lucy :))

[@admirbarucija2018]

Seeing your video just made my day!! I hope your semester is going well Lucy 💕

[@baileymeyers7557]

im so glad you decided to post this video, you always inspire and entertain so thank you!! 💓

[@teviahabman-dowdell9667]

Your videos are always so calming and instantly boost my mood. Keep doing you ily

[@bri420_]

i’m so glad u decided to upload this lucy!! ur videos never fail to make a tough day turn into a good day

[@annah8828]

your videos are so calming even in this crazy time. support to you forever and ever

[@lucymassam]

love you :)

[@Earthtonadiaa]

Thank you for this video. It’s what I needed. I love that you don’t exactly know what you want to do yet. Thank youuu

[@gretchenjacobs413]

lucy, thank you for everything you do and everything you post, i look forward to your content and i have found so much comfort in your videos. Thank you for using your platform to help others. It is more appreciated than you will ever know :)

[@oliviaadele5907]

Keep talking about important topics and issues!! It’s what makes watching your videos so inspiring... Especially with mental health... so helpful!!

[@lucymassam]

:)))

[@avasharpe5052]

watching your videos makes me so happy, you have such a great energy!

[@conoralexander9776]

So glad you uploaded this!

[@sydneyzubrinsky4263]

Omg. I literally aspire to be like you and have the mindset that you have. And omg girlll I didn't know you live in Greenwich I live 10 mins away haha. anyways your youtube videos are so inspiring and get me through the day. I love how real you are and it really shows that you are truly different from other creators. You are so unique and I absolutely adore you!!!

[@isabelvanweegen485]

I never comment but i remember seeing on insta yesturday you weren't going to post this video and then decided to post it and i am so so glad you did! Don't doubt yourself girl, your videos are so refreshing and you are more inspiring than you know!

[@lucymassam]

ily

[@katebksm2092]

literally love u so much!!! your videos always make my day!

[@amberwarnock7868]

lucy!! i’ve been watching u for awhile now and seeing u grow and learn is so heartwarming. love u and ur content 🦋🦋

[@amandacsennett]

I just found your channel but omg you're so well spoken i loved this video

[@catherine.delapena]

seeing your videos truly brightens my day ❤️ you are one of my favorite creators and i hope you know how much your videos mean to people! thank you for being real and honest and helping to take my mind off of things for a while :-)

[@lucymassam]

thank you 🥺🥺🥺

[@nataliesurber9302]

you're amazing and one of my favorite youtubers to watch

[@alexisdevries7327]

hi i love you ♥️♥️ i absolutely love your vlogs and they inspire me so much!! we have a lot of similarities personality wise, and it’s refreshing to find someone like that :)) keep being real and doing you

[@steph-y3b]

love your content, lucy! i get so excited when i see that you upload a new video. i feel like i learn something and always feel good when i’m done watching :)

[@ayeletfishman4842]

Hey! Just to let you know putting tretinoin on in the morning and exposing it to light makes it ineffective! It is supposed to be applied at night. Not sure you are doing this but wanted to let you know in case so you don't waste product! Great video as always :)

[@lucymassam]

don’t worry i only use it at night 😘😘

[@tseringshola9697]

i genuinely love your content

[@Mcb98cm]

love u lucy!! keep doin what youre doin!

[@brady9703]

this was such a good one. one of my favorite videos that you’ve made in awhile💜💜💜

[@lucymassam]

ahh thank you!!!

[@maluamorim6126]

i love you and your videos so much thank you for everything and the kind words every time 💛💛

[@jaderobertson5512]

The way you articulate your thoughts!! 😍 thanks for this vid xx

[@beautymarkedxox]

Always so happy seeing you upload, watching your content is so soothing. Hope you’re staying safe ❣️

[@erincutts7057]

your videos always make me so happy and thank you so much for being so honest and real!

[@olivelofblad2500]

hi lucy, i never really comment on videos but I just wanted to let you know that I love all of your videos. you're so refreshing and real

[@JacobyVolleyball]

i love your videos! I love how chill and real you are

[@korynnnagle7360]

I remember watching some of your ucsb videos before committing, and watching this video I just realized we are in the same writing 2 class with Dr. Ernst!

[@marwanauman4384]

You are simply amazing. Your transparency and bubbly persona inspire me :)

[@aprylrose1059]

i swear your videos make me want to be a better person, i love you!

[@lucymassam]

omg :)

[@roxannepereira5022]

I’m also a film major at UCSB. I found your channel about a year ago and love your content 🤍

[@carsonanderson484]

Me and my girlfriend always look forward to a new Lucy vid to brighten our day ❤️

[@lovejjsparkle]

I love your videos so much Lucy never stop!!

[@anastasiareynold9467]

i get so nervous for zoom classes too and im a junior in hs and just gassed myself in these college rec forms for two teachers and now even tho i was fine being active in class and stuff b4 its just dif w zoom for me i just get sooo nervous now and just put this pressure on myself so they write good rec letters for me lol😭

[@lucymassam]

i FEEL you, don’t worry we’re all learning how to navigate the new normal

[@angiejimenez853]

love your content! your vids are always a highlight of my week :)

[@zoeharper2755]

I love it when you post, it absolutely makes my day:)

[@Hollymodz]

Love you Lucy!! Thank you for being you!!! Love from Canada!

[@danil.92]

i took chicano history!!! such a great course

[@Katechap20]

Ahhh I find out if I got accepted into the film program at UNCW next week!!🤞🏼loved this vid 🥺

[@hannahward1340]

ur so refreshing!!! ugh i love every video ty

[@jadajonesoldchannel]

we love to see it👏🏽 and ughhh I felt you on not wanting to post content because you personally think it’s bad but so glad you did because it was an amazing vlog✨ love ya bby!!💕

[@lucymassam]

LOVE YOU girl

[@KateRussellVideos]

omg so happy u posted!!! my day just got a lot better🧡

[@TyanaAshleigh]

Im a film major aswell! I feel so stressed sometimes because its hard to find a definite path.

[@sadiewheeler5971]

This video made me feel inspired to do work but also ok with not being motivated all the time. Love u lucy❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@marwaalami9979]

Thank you for being so inspiring always omg love love love this 💕💕💕

[@molly2173]

love you Lucy