My Sleeping Conditions are Not Ideal

Sleeping on the floor in my old apartment is not ideal but it's the only way to keep the kids from being confused!
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[@vloggingblonde]

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[@MonicaTheMad]

I always love seeing Herc and yes, it's hard seeing him get older. He is still so very sweet.

[@maryhensley2597]

Me too, Herc is adorable!

[@fishywishy98]

I’m so happy to see Herc, it’s been a minute since I’ve seen him in a video. ❤ I was watching you before you ever got Herc. Your mother is so proud of you I know it, teaching and helping your little ones. They are so well mannered and proper for their ages and it truly shows how much effort they get. You are doing great mama! ❤ give Herc a hug for me

[@sueshiles1169]

It's so nice to see a wonderful parent like you that hasn't given their small children a cell phone or tablet to entertain them !!!

[@ChillyShunshine]

She's cute with her little bleached hair and buck teeth 🪥

[@BritanniaTales]

Hi Zar, I hope things are going well between you and Ares. I don't see the a happy loving couple anymore, but I can understand that life can get pretty hectic when you have kids. I wish you and your family a good health

[@djuptonful]

We’re not wondering about your dad we’re wondering about your husband

[@sallyv.natividad2798]

@@djuptonfulI think they separated

[@sallyv.natividad2798]

Blessed your family 🙏🙏

[@zuzuspetals8323]

Lyla is a sweetie pie, and Rowan is sounding so grown up. I hope Beba’s having a grand time. Lovely to see your smiling faces. Happy spring! 🌷

[@ellenchristophersen8941]

Where is you husband! He was so sweet with you & the kids .

[@JustJ-]

Welcome back and thank you for sharing your time and sweet family with us. As a grandmother, this content makes my heart grow with love.

[@Amandapanda888]

So glad to see a new vlog! Your children are so wonderful and well behaved. Rowen was so sweet to his sister by sharing his valentines. You have a beautiful family. I hope you can transition to the shop and away from the hospital more so you can spend more time with your family. Sending you hugs!

[@lucyseven4187]

So good to see you all again! Been here since the beginning and have loved watching your family grow. Your kids are adorable! Stay well and happy! Oh and please stay safe working those night shifts! ❤

[@OTWTamiBlake]

You and your family hold a special place in my heart. Thank you for the beautiful videos! 🤟🏼

[@armstrongcatherine]

Hey Zar we love seeing you and your family. So sorry you are having such a tough year we can see it and we can sense the heaviness. But i can also sense that as you make it though the year you are starting to reemerge. You deserve all the happiness in the world.

[@beverlymcquiston4594]

Always excited when you post a video. You have the sweetest kids. Hope you’re all doing well. 💜

[@suzannemariemuldoon]

Yes been there since the Start you have grown into an amazing Mother And your mother would think you were a wonderful cherished loving Mum! ❤ 🐧😊

[@sharonopperman6290]

Thankyou for saying hi. We missed you. Im glad you keeping busy and family is priority i agree. Love your ideas with the hats..they are top notch.

[@rm2828]

SO GLAD you are back…your children are incredibly LOVING & CONSIDERATE… You are the BEST PARENTS! ❤from Montreal

[@ilovepizza2738]

You're doing a great job Zar, I have so much admiration for you. Sending lots of hugs xx

[@debbiekotch6006]

Happy Valentine's and Easter! Kids are so cute. Hope everything is okay! Miss you!

[@TheHandy24]

It's so nice to see you all again! Thanks for the little update. I'm so glad to know you're all well and happy.🥰🥰

[@TheHandy24]

P.S.: Hercky is just the best.🐶😁

[@1weazy291]

Hi! Thank you for the update on everyone! Your lives seem to be happy and busy😃 your babies are sure growing up fast, and as cute as ever❤ take care until we hear from you again👍🏻

[@BethanyRoseDesign]

Yay! Loved seeing your vid pop up - especially seeing Herc in the first couple minutes! ❤

[@annegreenwood3624]

your children are so blessed your such a great mama sometimes life is hard throws us curve balls yet we get up,keep going you have always inspired me another good video

[@cheryldingley4546]

So wonderful to see a video. Lyla and Rowan are adorable - so sweet - just like you Zar. Take care beautiful family❤️

[@elaina1785]

I have certainly missed your videos Zar!

[@bonniejennings4400]

Always so good to see you!!! 🍃❤Love from Texas❤🍃

[@ljw1414]

Hercy please don’t get old ! He’s the cutest little chap ever ❤️

[@Lushy260]

Its nice to see you vlog again!! Your kids are so big now!!

[@darettablack3794]

It’s so wonderful seeing you and your beautiful family and your truly missed beautiful lady…😊. God bless and have a wonderful weekend…..🍃🌷🍃

[@oliviamccourt3036]

I love and miss you guys! Lyla and Rowan play and talk so sweetly together. I know you get nervous to post but we love sharing normal days/ moments with you. You guys are doing a great job with the children, Nana Nancy would be beaming with pride ❤. Hope you are both happy and well x

[@vloggingblonde]

ohh you're so kind...thank you Olivia... your comment is exactly what I needed this morning!

[@tiffinyanderson4403]

@@vloggingblondeYou have a spark back in your eyes. Your children are healthy, happy and well mannered. I understand when you put yourself willingly on social media people feel as if they have the right to know everything in your life but they don’t. You’ve got this.

[@vloggingblonde]

@@tiffinyanderson4403 thank you for such a nice comment, I appreciate it more than you know :)

[@jodeming5088]

So good to see you all. The kids are growing up way too fast. They are so loving. After 35 yrs in nursing that anxiety was there every shift. Ya never know when several emergencies at once are going to start. Much love to you all.

[@CanadianScratchoffQueen]

I just ordered a Hat I'm SO excited & happy to support. ❤

[@lpk1432]

Missed you and the fam! Hope all is well!

[@lynnelittlejohn7922]

Love seeing your vlogs you are absolutely beautiful Zara. The children are growing so big just a delight to see. Dad on a world cruise you must be missing him so much. So proud of you working at the hospital, such a rewarding job but also difficult job at times. Keep well sweetheart Sending love and hugs. Lynne U.K. Xx

[@mariacasella6474]

That would be me too-I’d feel bad to charge people and I’d want to give them something when they bought something-this season of your life is very busy,home,work,give yourself some grace,the days are long but the years are short -cherish them

[@IfraKhan02]

Hey zar, I hope you are good tou looks so stressed, and may everything work in your favor, love, and prayers❤

[@blahblahh7249]

thank you for a beautiful video

[@traceytimmis7163]

Hello ❤ the children are growing so fast and so cute lovely seeing 👀 you. I make keyring, and I tend to go quiet on them sometimes

[@canadafragrancereviewerdia9119]

Rowan is a mini Ares. Handsome boy and lovely girl. You are blessed Zar. I hope you’re doing well. It’s good to see you again.

[@lizaroberts2954]

So happy to see you Zar .. miss your videos but know you are a super busy lady. I remember my precious boy Nigel (a beautiful little Westie) who I adopted when he was 6 weeks old.. every one of his birthdays I would celebrate but a part of me would always be as cause I knew he couldn’t live forever.. I was blessed with my beautiful boy for 14 years.. saying goodbye was one of the hardest things I ever had to do but the joy that little guy gave me will stay in my heart forever.. it will be 6 years April 27th❤

[@GTS96354]

I am so happy you guys are back. I missed you so much. The kids are getting so big and smart. Love seeing HERC too. I know you are busy but I wish you could post more. Take care and have a great week.🥰♥💜💚🧕🙏🧡💛❤👩‍🚀

[@jasonbaling6696]

I missed you guys so much. I was just thinking about you. ❤

[@Surferchick90265]

Oh my god STOP , LYLA being so cute made me wanna CRY 🥹😭💖You Raised ‘em well 🥰

[@sobrandiyantamuhara3629]

Been waiting for your video, miss you all, lyla n rowan are getting bigger n smarter n prettier

[@45dmotley]

Wow great video thanks for sharing really enjoyed this!😊

[@vloggingblonde]

thanks for saying that because I get soooo nervous to post vlogs these days!

[@elizabritton4039]

I love and miss you guys. I hope you keep doing your business. Take care..

[@thoha7170]

Having a family and raising kids are no doubt...it's realky tough...it takes a lot of energy and sacrifices...Plus if you want to make your marriage works...It takes a lot patience and again sacrifices.. especially for wives... Because we being women can be so so emotional and fragile sometimes...as a workibg mother I raised 5 kids myself and still being married...my kids are all grown up now... i pray that your beautiful family stays 'intact'... I love watching your videos.. Especially the old ones... From Kuala Lumpur.

[@beverlywinter7625]

The kids are so sweet and cute just like thier Momma❤

[@vloggingblonde]

aww thanks for saying that!

[@lolitaandres3038]

Love to see your family, your lovely children handsome Rowan and pretty Lyla, they are interacting very well. Enjoy your work and get enough rest, eat nutritious food . Health is wealth. Hope Ares will let us see a little more of himself, miss him also. God bless your family! ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏

[@isaiahbouchakjian635]

i love ur kids ... thy're sop nice wd each other God bless them, and protect them from harm

[@Alicia-uf1yv]

Your nails are so pretty, did you do them yourself?😍 Lyla is such a little chatterbox, love seeing them together! What is your role at the hospital, just trying to imagine what your usual shift looks like x

[@jacquibayley7122]

Awww so lovely to see you and your beautiful family missed you all .

[@vloggingblonde]

thanks for being here xo

[@shirenen8807]

Loved seeing what the kids have been up to, your job, and Ares! Be safe and happy! 😊💖

[@vloggingblonde]

thanks so much for watching and leaving such a lovely comment :)

[@kathygomez8357]

I hear you, I am not good at selling either, so I gave it up! I just do crafts that I make for friends and family❤

[@luis5617e9ll]

I used to watch you 4 years ago, crazy to see you Still around!

[@snookiekat11530]

I always got nervous before any shift in the hospital too. It’s such an unpredictable job!

[@miltongurl28]

Oh my gosh, Lyla with her lollipop. She just radiates personality. So sweet. ♥️

[@rosiew8-fenn]

Sending you lots of love from England xxx

[@Wasoska]

Omg Herc!!! I missed him

[@conniemerrell9855]

Missed you Zar!! I’m sure life gets hectic but always so nice to see you being such a loving mother.

[@vloggingblonde]

that's so nice of you to say... they are my world!

[@mariacasella6474]

Happy Friday!!!Hope you all had a nice Easter Sunday ❤🙏

[@vloggingblonde]

thanks for always being so sweet!!

[@mariacasella6474]

@@vloggingblonde I love your sweet family

[@suzannemariemuldoon]

Yes been there since the Start you have grown into an amazing Mother And your mother would think you were a wonderful cherished loving Mum! ❤ 🐧😊

[@janegulden2209]

Sorry you and Ares are going thru tough times!! It just doesn’t seem the same anymore!! But you are very blessed with two, beautiful, sweet, adorable children!!

[@elisewood]

She almost seems to be eluding to them going through a separation based on thumb nails or little hints….maybe I’m just speculating but somethings definitely off though. She’s sleeping in her old apartment even though they have a house, the Easter bunny is a hard guy to get ahold of, etc. doesn’t ever address comments on them being separated or even talks about Ares on her channel anymore just says kids are top priority. I know it’s not my business but she is putting it on the internet for the world to see…. Just hope everything is going well for them I noticed she stopped talking about trying for baby #3 and then Ares isn’t around much (at least that’s what we see) she gets a stressful job and just seems super sad ❤

[@Madi-ls5uu]

I watched you and your boyfriend then husband for almost ten years. I was 15 when I found this page. It made me want a foreign boyfriend. You fawned over him the whole time and he seemed to like you as well. I don't know what's happened, but I have had difficulty in my marriage in the last 2 years as well. My husband isn't who I thought he was. I got married at 22 and I'm 25 now. We have two little babies. I relate a lot. I'm a sahm and I contemplate leaving often.

[@heathermine5984]

Lyla and Rowan had such a sweet conversation 🥰 they are a credit to you and Ares Zar 😊 much love from the UK xxx

[@vloggingblonde]

thanks a lot for saying that! I love listening to their little conversations!

[@kalmangyarfas385]

Kids are beautiful and sweet!...❤❤❤❤... And you are beautiful too!...Be aware in the night shift!... I think you are not in safe alone at dawn at all!

[@louise8752]

You are such a wonderful person Zar!! Been watching for years. I’m sorry about you and Ares because clearly there’s been a big change in your marriage though you haven’t talked about it. You are both good people but there’s a lot that goes on privately which the public on social media don’t need to know, unless you choose to share and when that is. Sending you SO much love!!! Hugs to Rowan and Lyla!! 🥰😀😀

[@louise8752]

Also, maybe Ares was just tired of being filmed for KZbin so he chose not to do it? Can’t tell, unsure…

[@iCamzie92]

Ares and her are still together. He was with them at the end of the vlog.

[@user-ti5mf8ym7g]

Yay ! So happy to see my favorite KZbin family. Glad you are all doing well. The children are so adorable. Zar , would love to have your secret of looking younger. You don’t seem to age . Pretty as always. 💚

[@setielmallorca7891]

good morning 😊

[@juliejones7358]

Loved seeing you all including, Ares, Rowan and Lyla together, missed you these past couple of months. It looked as if you all enjoyed the Dinosaur themed park. Although you don’t vlog as often, that’s your prerogative Zar and as the most of us normal people realise, life evolves and it’s not always easy to keep up the regular vlogging type of life that you had. I know that you and Ares are as happy as you’ve always been, your home life is obviously just different now that you’re both working full time jobs, especially you on night shift. I know that you’ll be sleeping at the flat because it’s probably too noisy at home to sleep through the day with the children wanting to keep coming into your room to say hi mom every 5 minutes lol. Most of your subscribers realise that with a new house comes responsibilities and that bills need to be paid and money cant just come from vlogging alone. Plus most of us realise that Ares has gone through a massive transition moving to Canada, getting a new job, also being away from his family and friends is extremely hard and he will be missing them just as you did yours when in Switzerland. Regarding your wedding ring comments why do people make these damn ridiculous assumptions just because you’re not wearing yours. A lot of people don’t wear their rings in the jobs that they have, often because they can’t, my husband can’t. I don’t wear mine every day either, plus when they’re big, as yours is, they get caught on everything. So when these ignorant people make these awful, selfish comments about you and Ares not being together anymore, just block them. Hugs to you all. ❤

[@RN-bl1ol]

What exactly do you do for work? Are you a nurse?

[@lwknicely]

I just ordered a hat for my grandson Parker. Can't wait to see and see his face receiving it. Thank you

[@vloggingblonde]

thank you so much!! just looked at your order... just wanted to make sure you wanted it to be a square and not the regular rectangle patches that I usually make for the hats? also, how old is Parker? just want to make sure he gets the right size too :)

[@lwknicely]

You can make the decision on what looks best. Thank you

[@lwknicely]

Parker just turned 6 yrs old

[@emiliageraci4308]

Aw so cute!!! Love their little voices. Lyla speaks so well.

[@jordengurung7148]

Long time no see, very happy to see your video again 🎉🎉❤❤❤❤

[@vloggingblonde]

thanks a lot, that really means a lot to me!

[@corruptduboiscountyindiana5058]

Are you going to drive to see the eclipse better since its so close?

[@susanleeson1832]

I think it's wonderful that you are busy living your life. We bought a whirly thingy for whisking the milk .... great until you pull it out too far and milk splatters everywhere!!!! Or is that just me? Xxxxx

[@tinatalks]

Love your precious family and you! I just ordered two hats for my niece and nephew. Love helping you reach your goal of being able to stay home with your sweet kiddos! Much love from Florida!!

[@vloggingblonde]

You're amazing, thank you so much!! Just looking at your order :) Can I ask how old they are? I just want to make sure you get the correct size of hat!

[@tinatalks]

@@vloggingblonde the boy will be 8 in May and she is 4 in August. She is on the petite size. Thank you for asking. I look forward to receiving their beanies. Love you!

[@Reikinurse19]

What does Zar do at the hospital?

[@suzannemariemuldoon]

Hi ❤ miss you guys Xx

[@suzannemariemuldoon]

You are SO Missed! ❤😊

[@vloggingblonde]

oh my gosh, thank you... that means a lot because honestly I get sooo nervous to post vlogs these days!

[@conniemerrell9855]

Missed your videos Zar!!

[@LungileAngel-fm7sy]

Lyla and Rowan relationship remind s me of my childhood with my younger sister .

[@Everydayblessing]

I remember watching your videos before the baby and before the house and before the dog it's been a few months since I stopped by how's it going?

[@Everydayblessing]

Omg he grew so much

[@saravergara5895]

Waaaoooo mommy tak terasa Rowan with Angel face sudah jadi big brother dan Lyla not call him rowi anymore but Rowan n i love you so so much your family GBU All

[@srivatsanparthasarathy7445]

Is your hospital close to your residence?

[@sharonopperman6290]

Miss your kiddies videos❤

[@susangartman5252]

Cannot blueve how old the kids are now? It hasbeen awhile since you have been on

[@dianelangdon2214]

Where is your husband?

[@denise11864]

He’s in the video.

[@CanadianScratchoffQueen]

Loved this ❤ 🇨🇦 I clicked so fast 🎉

[@elainepalumbo9837]

Hi Zar good to see you again. I just get the feeling something is wrong with you and your husband. I feel bad 😢 I hope everything goes well for you ❤❤

[@73odus]

There's a husband in the picture? That wasn't my understanding, because every statement made is about "I," not "we."

[@helenvanzetten]

❤❤❤

[@maethomas78]

Zar come back it's been too long. I really miss this old time q&a I know you are a busy mama but it would be good to see all of you again. Lol I guess it's just the long periods in between times . Anyways looking forward to seeing what's next.

[@britt4032]

Since you work nights does Ares work days? Do you still get to see each other?

[@vloggingblonde]

I usually work days but have to do a couple night shifts a month... so we take turns with the kids depending on the schedules

[@elisewood]

I’m praying for you Zar. Your family is beautiful, don’t ever take it for granted. Remember your hubby is top priority too ❤ Also, do you have pink in your hair? 😅

[@IfraKhan02]

Wheres ares? 😢i pray you guys stick together forever for your kids please dont get divorced prayers for tour cute family❤

[@starz56]

🥰🥰🥰

[@srivatsanparthasarathy7445]

Are you going home early

[@LungileAngel-fm7sy]

I like how she bound with a children beside her husband absent.

[@jodiesmith6747]

I like Zara's channel and love to see how lovely and funny the children are. I see that some people are so curious about her marital status which is irrelevant. It doesn't matter whether she is single, divorced or separated what matters is that both Ares and Zara love and care for Rowan and Lyla and that 's what parenting is about. Three weeks she replied to someone's comment stating "whoever has the children drives the minivan" You don't need to be a genius to understand. Let's wish her, Ares, their children and their family all the health, good luck and happiness they need and deserve.

[@sarahhofer597]

Good morning sweetheart might not remember me long time no hear I’m the one that sent you wedding card when you got married and look you have beautiful children you are blessed and a beautiful husband. I still follow you and will for a long time forever. My name is Sarah Alberta, Canada.

[@Kaitlyn24992]

I know you have said that you like your job but sometimes it seems that maybe it’s a bit hard.

[@RycastFitness]

Why are you not sleeping at home

[@liner2]

You were pregnant. That's the last vlog episode I watched. Now, Lyla is a big pretty girl. Ronan has remained charming and adorable. 😊

[@vloggingblonde]

time flies!!! :) thanks for checking in on us!

[@Melissa-qb1sh]

Where did your minivan go?

[@vloggingblonde]

we still have it! whoever has the kids usually drives it

[@Melissa-qb1sh]

Oh! Great idea!

[@CassieSpring]

@@vloggingblonde My neighbors do that with their little girl too. They will say it is their daughter's car. :D