This is the most beautiful song about grief that I've ever heard. Thank you to Ronan Harris for helping me throughout my life with his complex,stunningly gorgeous lyrics and music. I hope that vnv nation get the fame,appreciation and blessings that they so richly deserve. I'm a fan for life. They are the best musicians that I've ever heard in my life. I'm extremely lucky to have found them
@Electronlyman6 жыл бұрын
This performance makes me cry every single time. I can feel the pain he felt... I believe the song was written after the death of his mother.
@Drinko769 жыл бұрын
This track is a masterpiece.
@vnv-michal.e.77725 жыл бұрын
Unglaublicher + gefühlvoller Song...einfach nur wunderschön !!!
@davidchaves53333 жыл бұрын
I remember this peformaces from the Limelight NY show Thanksgiving night 20 years ago when a fan wrote a note to Ronan and he sang this song to the individual who was dealing with a dark path and because of VNV music help him see a light and live again.....long live VNV!!!!!!!
@AalyLee2 жыл бұрын
When I have nothing left to feel. When I have nothing left to say I'll just let this slip away. I feel these engines power down. I feel this heart begin to bleed As I turn this burning page. Please forgive me if I bleed. Please forgive me if I breathe. I have words I need to say. Oh so very much to say. And whose life do I lead? And whose blood do I bleed? Whose air do I breathe? With whose skin now do I feel? I'm supposed to walk away from here. I'm supposed to walk away from here. And whose life do I lead? Whose blood do I bleed? Whose air do I now breathe? I'm convinced there's nothing more. The day you died I lost my way. The day you died I lost my mind. What am I supposed to do? Is there something more? The engines power down. Like a soldier to his end I go. Because I'm convinced That there is nothing more. And whose life do I lead? And whose air do I breathe? With whose skin and whose blood do I feel? What happens now? Have I done something wrong? Forgive my need to bleed right now. Please forgive my need to breathe But I've so much to say And it wouldn't matter anyway. You're not here to hear these words that I must say. And I'm convinced inside That there is nothing more. Whose life do I lead? Whose air do I breathe. Whose blood do I now bleed? With whose skin now do I feel? I have nothing left to say. I have nothing left to feel. Am I supposed to let this go now, Let darkness come and take you away?
@l.haynes5226 жыл бұрын
I miss you so much P.S.F. RIP. You were the best Mom any daughter could have.Ronan & Mark I thank you so much for helping me with your music.You blow my mind.I'm your fan forever.You guys are my favorite band ever by far!!!!
@dirkk.12063 жыл бұрын
Der stärkste Song mit Abstand von VNV Nation!!!! ❤️
@seanquilty64504 жыл бұрын
I will never not feel the loss of those I've loved when I hear this...
@patrickhoveling Жыл бұрын
This track and Beloved belong together. This one is the anger of loss. Beloved is the acceptance and reminisce of loss
@thorstenjurk5874 жыл бұрын
Der beste Song , mein Ohrwurm 2021 VNV Nation for ever
@thomashagenbrock3201 Жыл бұрын
Wunderschön.
@davidreynolds8718 Жыл бұрын
i believe this is the only live version of it on youtube. VNV and Ronan are absolutely amazing.
@nenya8 жыл бұрын
Epic delivery of this song!
@jeslynn114410 ай бұрын
This helped me through my mom’s suicide. The timing I’ll never forgot. Of the song.
@beardedcatman6 жыл бұрын
Forever impactful.
@TheSlayer362811 жыл бұрын
Super late reply, but i think this definitely a very personal song to Ronan. Ive never seen him more passionate. But basically its about coping with death. Grief, loss. Acceptance.
@mAdkit201111 жыл бұрын
its indeed a song he wrote for someone really close to him who ied he doesnt bring it a lot live anymore..;but when he does... OMG!
@petragoedeme409710 жыл бұрын
In loving memory of my sweetest sister, ik mis haar zo hard, en wat lijken mijn geliefden altijd zo hard op haar. Confused
@heartache57422 жыл бұрын
a powerful performance of vnv's masterpiece
@PalmBoom2 жыл бұрын
this song is the only reason i am still alive.......
@petragoedeme842710 ай бұрын
Ronan and I talked about my sister Who left earth when I was 8. We Also talked about my toxic partner. I left him one week after the show in november 2013. Many negatieve things happened. And then. In june 2017 I met my current husband. Now again in troubles regarding our lovely son. I really need his advice. Not about my husband but my Parents
@soupwifey7 жыл бұрын
I've been to tons of VNV shows and never seen this song live.
@etansivad7 жыл бұрын
And you probably never will :( Ronan Harris has said he doesn't want to perform it live because it ends with him blubbering on stage, which isn't much fun for the audience. I've been to tons of different shows, and I have never seen anyone as personable as connected with the audience as much as this guy.
@kellyfoxx64236 жыл бұрын
Mesmerizing ...
@alch3myau11 ай бұрын
I miss this. yet I cranked it a month ago apparently. Cant top VNV Nation for vocals and lyrics in EDM.
@hanakun10 жыл бұрын
That last quote was from Jacob's Ladder , wasn't it?
@matthewgrey_photography10 жыл бұрын
yup
@gurneyhalleck4704 жыл бұрын
0:26
@LARPBeard4 жыл бұрын
Correct on both
@idleeeeeeeeeeee10 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@sargonnis4 жыл бұрын
If you need reflection after this, Cruxshadows Birthday. You can feel pain on two levels at the same time.
@soupwifey12 жыл бұрын
Does anyone know the story behind these beautifully heart wrenching lyrics?
@thestrongestcatalive4 жыл бұрын
This is about his wife he lost to Cancer. There's an interview out there about it. I really appreciate Ronan being open and allowing fans to be part of his personal journey. The next song in series is Beloved, then From My Hands. I'm not sure if there's another in there or after.