Wasted Penguinz - FML (Official Video)

Everyone has that moment or period in their lives when you feel like you're drowning and almost ready to give up - that moment in which you think to yourself.. FML!
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Wasted Penguinz - FML
Release date: 9th of May 2019
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Putting forward all of their emotions on a subject that is very real but also remains somewhat of a taboo, Wasted Penguinz bring depression and anxiety to the forefront with their latest single FML. Suffering from this very real illness, Jon opens his heart and doesn't allow himself to drown - instead raising his head above the darkness to shed light on the subject in what is almost a form of self therapy.
Witness the power of Wasted Penguinz - FML!
Wasted Penguinz - FML - Lyrics
Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
but I don't know if that is even within my control
people keep telling me how proud they are of my success
While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
I just feel pain, going insane feels like I’m barely here.
Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again.
I don’t sleep anymore, don’t even eat anymore. Don’t wanna breathe anymore.
Laying awake, another sleepless night. My mind is racing won’t shut up, just saying fuck my life.
Dreaming in a world that I can’t see, maybe in another life I will find an inner peace a place where I am free.
I wanna scream out loud nothing’s what it used to be there’s a war inside my mind but I’m not the enemy.
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#Hardstyle #DirtyWorkz #FML

[@dirtyworkz]

Putting forward all of their emotions on a subject that is very real but also remains somewhat of a taboo, Wasted Penguinz bring depression and anxiety to the forefront with their latest single FML.

[@josealejandromartinezsanch5628]

Dirty Workz this new track of wasted penguinz excelents

[@xarten9122]

MASTERPIECE

[@martinwienekamp2037]

Ich liebe es geil😍💪🔊🔊

[@ThomasakaDes]

Not the first time they do that. "Make it one day" is also one.

[@K-nection]

@@ThomasakaDes Melancholia etc.

[@ferryrinaldy]

I can not speak English so I am translate :) Hi everyone My name is Ferry Rinaldy from Bandung Indonesia I want to share a little story about why hardstyle music really helps in my life right now, For 6 years, I had my bitter experience shunned, in bully, humiliated without cause by my friends during school, every day for 6 years I was really nervous for this life, I tried to listen to music ranging from r & b, pop, hip hop, electro house , bigroom. it did not help to relieve my anxiety Until I know the music HARDSTYLE. when I first heard of this music (Wasted Penguins - Make it One day and Coone - Word From The Gang) , this is really different from what I heard before ,, HARDSTYLE music cheer me everyday. And now my anxiety has begun to disappear. Now i'm not have friends and lonely,, but i Have one best friends in my life and That is Hardstyle music. I just want to say thank you to Dirty Work, Q Dance, Scantraxx, all the HARDSTYLE DJs, who help me every day on my life. your creation is very meaningful to me. 🙏

[@andrenora274]

I feel the same, hardstyle has something that bring different fellings for everyone who listen it instead of others genres of music

[@tijsvanderschinkel127]

You have a lot of friends mate, we are one hardstyle family 🧡

[@yoyo18072]

You will never be alone. You have the whole hardstyle family standing with you. It's more then just a genre of music... It's a feeling and energy. An escape and a family. Stay strong and jam on!

[@windyarya149]

Semangat gan!

[@By-UMusic]

Cerita yang sangat mengharukan. Semangat bro. I think hardstyle is different for any other EDM music. Hardstyle have a something feeling ,emotional or what ever u calling in every track. In every melody, chord or vocal they have a something ee i dont know how to say but yeah this is hardstyle.

[@samanthasanchez2484]

I lost my 19yr old daughter almost a year ago to a fentanyl poisioning...1/25/19 and this song helps me cope and to look at positive things!!!😥💔❤😇 for my chloe bear!!!❤

[@dirtyworkz]

So sorry to hear that! But glad this helps you cope!

[@IKIRG336]

Mi mas sentido pesame amiga.,, esta cancion me ah ayudado conmi soledad, y talvez con la poca deprecion que eh tenido aveces

[@Oosthuysin]

Man that is hard losing your daughter to poisioning man i hope she haves a great day up in heaven

[@kennyen2k]

❤️❤️

[@heartnoize4947]

I can understand how you lost your lovely daughter😭 I send you a hug❤️

[@VulgarHurricane1]

After Jon's leaving, I can now deeply understand the meaning of this song, of that drowning hand, of those raindrops that seem to be tears... 😢💔

[@DjCowBass]

To the people who haven't had an anxiety or depression and are listening this, i will seriously hope that it will never come to you, i know it's a really tough topic to understand and you might be thinking "maybe stop being sad" etc - it's really hard to fight with yourself and your inner demons, feel alone and unwanted even when it is not the case, you just can't enjoy life in way that you would like and to be honest, most of the time you want your life to be ended. Its a condition that i don't even wish for my worst enemies, where you are too scare to live and too scared to die. To the people who can relate to this - i've been on the same path with you for years and i know how hard it can be. But we still have hope, friends, and family even tho we don't fully acknowledge it sometimes. Life can be hard but you're never alone. Everyone deserve happiness but everything comes in a right place and on a right time! Love ya all!

[@coquuii3166]

😢

[@alternatr]

[@SOTUI]

absolutely.

[@sophieearl8894]

I have a doctors appointment soon to get on some pills, I've been fighting it for years but my mum finally booked me in as it's getting worse :( hopefully I can be normal again 🥰

[@RolandForster777]

Keep fighting yes! If we end it we are just weak and lost our only game called life!

[@krata1136]

If you're down in your life - hardstyle can help you❤

[@Ryzilience]

It seems to be the only Genre that can cure everyone. Love this Genre

[@mazzerb2894]

I couldn't agree more

[@gazza8u137]

Well said yes cheered me up

[@joreholisti9095]

You're absolutely right

[@sitarateal8334]

Oh yes. Found thousands of songs here.

This is the Wasted Penguinz we love. God bless Sweden and the talent of these guys!. This is emotional hardstyle to the next level!.

[@angel2700]

Marius es Dios. Viva el Hardstyle!!!

@@angel2700

[@CosmixKid]

I lost my closest friend to bullying, and it got to the point, where he couldn't take it, so he overdosed himself, and he was only 15, a couple days away from his birthday, WP was also his favorite duo, and he would listen to every track. But I wanted to say, that WP made him happy. please keep up your music, I will always listen 😢

[@RolandForster777]

RIP

[@Oosthuysin]

R.I.P

[@moisesbatista-fr9uw]

Sorry for your lost

[@salimhxskai5162]

wasted penguinz somehow became a part of my emotions, like sometimes i cant explain them with words so use their music instead, this song is just as depressing as wonderful, love the melodies the lyrics the buildup and especially the kicks in the 2nd drop, all i can say is THIS IS A MASTERPIECE

[@samm.7666]

when I heard this song live for the first time at EDC 2019 I literally cried this song really hits home. as a Veteran with PTSD and just having a fucked up life since I was a child this song really hits home. Thank you Wasted Penguinz for connecting on level many artists can't with me cant't wait to see you in Arizona in a few weeks

[@emmittbarris2238]

Not many Americans...let alone fellow vets love this style of music but I loved wasted penguinz from day one. You sir and the wasted penguinz rock.

[@suzannednm664]

This song is simply amazing! I heard it a couple of times now, I still cry every time. People don't understand that this is something that won't go away. You can have everything you ever wanted, and still feel empty, hopeless and alone. I've been fighting now for almost all my life. even though some days are really hard, I can cope. This song is so powerfull, thank you for sharing it with us. Stay safe

[@dennisfortuin391]

Keep it up you will be oke💪

[@iamvukasinn]

Suzanne dnm 🙏❤️

[@IAMTHEMAN69420]

Suzanne dnm dont dwell in the past. every day is a new day. it may appear the same or similar to previous days but is always different. live in the moment and do something that excites/impresses yourself in a way that you havent felt before, even if youre by yourself. dont focus on making others happy if truly you are not. after all, YOU are the creator of your OWN world and you have grown with time. this is your moment

[@mr.olivertus3726]

I am, if you look from an outside perspective, not alone....but I always feel like. I hva everything I wanted, but with the feeling of beeing unwanted here and there and also beeing bullied in my old school. Even i have friends, I feel very much alone. I do everything i can to make people happy but when i need them no one is really always there. I say " I am sensibel" but people sadly use this. I always want to perfect and want to give always the best...but if I fail, people, who are failing too, making me down for failing. But music like this...the people here are giving me the feeling of not beeing alone for some minutes. Thx too you for saying "stay strong",a sentence i hear not often....thank you

[@atacanalyakut]

A penguin always a penguin

[@ludvighaha]

I don't really know where euphoric hardstyle would be without WP. From their singles Melancholia and Anxiety to their album Wistfullness. Evergreen and now this. THANK YOU!!

[@dannyx9351]

And resistence

[@_blackheartemoji_2189]

Wasted Penguinz will never be the same without Jon 😔

[@futurestyle9746]

Thanks to hardstyle, I'm still alive. This is my one hope for harder time

[@gabassomusic618]

I'll be now waiting for a song that is for broken hearted people or people who never found love.

[@BioHeadz]

Maybe clarity?

[@gabassomusic618]

@@BioHeadz the track from zedd? man, i mean i'm waiting for a song from dirty workz of that theme

[@dujebasic2604]

@@gabassomusic618 From wp not zedd lol

[@xXFreakyLikeMeXx]

Shady People from Tweekacore ;)

[@gabassomusic618]

@@xXFreakyLikeMeXx just heard it, awesome.

[@TheHardstyleMusicz]

A work of art that damn well hits home. Outstanding work WP!

[@josealejandromartinezsanch5628]

Yes harsdtyle music new track for

[@RnBLiKeAStAr]

Ich liebe diesen Song! Erinnert an "make it one day"! So viele Emotionen! Und egal wie traurig er ist, motiviert er mich weiter zu machen irgendwie 💪🙏

[@Arcessitor]

It's more of a direct sequel to Evergreen.

[@Kudden29]

Depression just sucks. I wouldn’t wish it on my enemies even. Great song btw 💙

[@justinac453]

You wrote what I thought. And what I think almost everyday!

[@iCrapBubbles]

Pontuz, Jon, and anyone else. If you ever need to talk, we're your family. Always here for you, brothers.

[@joshuasmall2094]

Love this! You guys saved my life a few years back when I was at my lowest. Came across your music and I grow more in love every day. This is lifting me back up again!

[@RastaTurban]

Stay strong brother ❤

[@joshuasmall2094]

@@RastaTurban Thankyou bro! 💕

[@RastaTurban]

@@joshuasmall2094 no worries bro I know how you feel don't let other people put you down I know I don't know the situation but trust me plenty people do care you've just got to stay strong ❤

[@kuragedaisuki244]

To anyone suffering from depression and mental illness, you are not the only one. You and I and many others face the same excruciating daily struggle. Together we are stronger and we can get through this. You are not alone.

[@Jesse_TH]

The emotions

[@frx1p32dz2]

this song got me through some of the roughest times, mentally, I've ever dealt with in life. thank you Wasted Penguins.

[@liv6050]

I still have my shitty days where I think of my childhood, how I wish I had a ‘normal’ life like my mates, how different life would’ve been if I had a dad, if I wasn’t abused. But then again, I wouldn’t be where I am today if it wasnt for the struggles I pushed through on my own. I wouldn’t be as strong, as compassionate or understanding. I wouldn’t have learnt all the useful things I did. I can use my experiences to help other people get through. It’s a curse and a gift at the same time. And honestly, if I can help one person because of it then it was worth it.

[@Coco-ns1bp]

This sound is sooo beautiful, but also sounds like a cry for help :| are you ok guys?

[@olympus_-mons-4679]

not al the time...

[@RolandForster777]

No they arent ok!

[@infinitehd1780]

It's been a year now, and I guess you know what happened. This was very special for them, specially for Jon. It's been a while since he left, and we miss him a lot. Therefore, Pontuz have been doing good job even though his friend left, so we appreciate that a lot.

[@msiemers4906]

Nope

[@Coco-ns1bp]

Yap, we now know what happened. But I'm so happy for Jon, that he manages to pull the rip cord for himself. Such a decision is never easy and takes courage ♥️

[@martyp3847]

I'm having a bad time of depression and I recognize myself in these words. It's really as bad as feeling the soul suffocate ..... It's amazing how a song can make you feel good for a second .... Thanks wasted penguinz

[@zaneta8736]

Beautiful! As always there is power!😍😍😍 💪 💪 💪

[@yoyo18072]

This song relates to my current situation too well. :/

[@dirtyworkz]

Stay strong

[@IrysHardstyler]

U must given a time brother...

[@TheHarderUploadzz]

Stay strong bro and keep fighting them demons that take us out of our normal day to day routine!

[@nexius8699]

I find my old self in this too, hold on buddy.

[@jimkamstra680]

Hold on dude had this forca long ttime you wil get trough it

[@frvnzb.7268]

Wow this song is just beautiful one of the strongest hardstyle track with so much meaning🖤☣thank you so much WASTED PENGUINZ for this one you guys are amazing best wishes from🇦🇹❤

[@Joel-tv8ur]

Even though I played this a 100 times, that melody still puts tears in my eyes

[@yoyo18072]

And ayyye released on my birthday! Gave today a little sunshine where there wasnt much.

[@DohnutBoyz]

yoyo18072 happy bday 😊

[@Achilleuz1990]

Yeah, happy birthday man! 😊👍

[@djcrezix]

Happy hardstyle birthday yoyo

[@stan9435]

Happy birthday

[@dirtyworkz]

Happy birthday

[@KINGOFDARKNESS48]

I still listen to your old tracks like they never get old, your music is literally BEAUTIFUL.

[@dstroyerz]

Best emotional melodic ever😭🖤🥀

[@Toomanyvideogames]

There are levels to depression but I don't care because we're all in this together. We cry, we live, we love, and that's all that matters. If you're with me then just know that there are countless others that feel the same because it's Hardstyle for life and that's what's been there for us. You're not alone!

[@nammymusic]

this is a pretty hard subject for me, I was suffering from depression for 7 years, I once almost comitted suicide. and maybe this sounds a bit cruel, but somehow this brings a smile on my face because of the fact that I have beaten depression.

[@anselme9636]

Feeling alone, depression, anxiety, mental pain... Many people ignore the fact that suffering from these is often more painful than physical injuries, just in another way. That's not because they can't be seen or healed with standard medecine that it's not there. All of you here who are suffering, struggeling for a reason or another... Let me just hug you, it will be find, just stay who you are and hope for better in the future. Call help if you feel suicidal or if the pain is unbearable. Take care everyone, always remember, you are not alone

[@PappaLarro]

This song went deep in my emotions. The main part of this song happend to me yesterday, so this song went straight towards my heart and all the feelings I have gotten from bully's, my brother and more. This song will dig deep if you have gotten bullied for the past of your life. Great song and keep up the awesome work.

[@jimholts5865]

I’m crying right now..I needed this today..thank you❤️

[@dirtyworkz]

aawwww... **hugs**

[@nightxmared9380]

This would be a no.1 in the radios if it wasn't dominated by mainstream pop and black music

[@dyoque1]

Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void But I don't know if that is even within my control People keep telling me how proud they are of my success While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again I don't sleep anymore Don't even eat anymore, don't wanna breathe anymore Laying awake, another sleepless night My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life Dreaming in a world that I can't see Maybe in another life I will find an inner peace A place where I am free I wanna scream out loud Nothing's what it used to be There's a war inside my mind But I'm not the enemy My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void But I don't know if that is even within my control People keep telling me how proud they are of my success While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again Dreaming in a world that I can't see Maybe in another life I will find an inner peace A place where I am free I wanna scream out loud Nothing's what it used to be There's a war inside my mind But I'm not the enemy My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life Here's to another day of waking up just to go back to bed Just to go back to bed My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life

[@andyvdv9019]

How hardstyle can help people in difficult times ❤

[@marcvos125]

💯

[@ligialucas298]

Someone is already listening in 2021 ❤️ ?

[@julianvanderhaven]

good job guys. tears in my eyes, so good is it. it just descripes what is going on in your mind when you are in a depression. i am still fighting against a depression and your music is helping me a lot to find rest in my head. keep on going guys!!

[@andreafrisa9872]

It is difficult to find music tracks with the same content as yours, which is why I started listening to you in 2012 and you are still able to surprise me. Continue with your music because I don't want to stop dreaming!

[@evgenivasileuski559]

"People keep telling me how proud they are of my success, while I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed" - well, that's hit hard because I can fully relate

[@Raveout]

Incredible work guys! So much meaning and so many feelings in one text, one melody, one track is unbelievable. This is the definition for music that speaks from the heart. Much love, keep fighting until you win. Greetings from Austria. 🇦🇹♾💕

[@dreamqore]

I'm not really a fan of WP, but this lyrics describe my situation right now... The only place I feel completely free are hardstyle festivals. For example at the defqon weekends I'm a different person. Everything feels so easy and different. Like a different world. That's why I love Hardstyle.

[@ritvikupadhyay7120]

2 releases on a day. Thank you dirty workz for 2 bangers back to back.

[@thetattoodmini]

i'm an army veteran... this song sums up my whole adult life. at 19, i joined the military. by 20, i was already experiencing PTSD. i've been suicidal, i've had severe depression, i've had the anxiety that leaves me unable to move. a few years ago, i had a blackout and was almost shot by police. instead, i was arrested and charged with crimes. i lost my family, lost everything... the struggle to regain what i once had has been hard, but this song reminds me that i'm not the only one dealing with these issues.

[@spartadian1183]

Take care, Jon & Pontuz! I'm very touched by the tracks you make! 🧡

[@Juan-fc4bg]

Now i understand😭😭😭😭

[@DefqonOneNLD]

Been listening since the studio video, it only got better and better, whenever I feel bad I listen to this it gives me goosebumps, thank you for making the music speak, this song has its own soul, listening to this is like talking with someone who has been in the same situation, understanding of rough times, keep the amazing songs going! If you ever sell a signed copy of a CD, I'd love to buy it.

[@kieranwalker3443]

Amazing work. a subject that needs more publicity and this will help that become a reality. Mass respect for having the courage and outright decency to do this 🙏

[@nicklasjensen4899]

this hit me so hard, that i began to cry :(

[@nickziur7428]

This song break my heart :(

[@DjDefaultOfficialChannel]

I discoverd this song from a Chart on a channel. I was curious about the lyrics of this track and i was reading it while listening to the song...guys you wrote my actual life in this beautiful song, every word of every sentence could be compared to my life. Thanks to the Wasted Penguinz for giving to me so much strenght to get past this rough patch.

[@dirtyworkz]

Stay strong 💪

[@marhzinc]

Jon, I can really hear and feel the power and honesty in your singing. It touched me a lot. I know what a great guy you are. Met you once before you even started your hardstyle journey and I can say that I'm glad to have met you.

[@ExpanderDJ]

Brilliant, absolutely brilliant. The female vocals mix so perfectly with the track it gives me shivers every time. As a whole, the tracks composition and delivery is just perfect. Great job WP.

[@tzophon3022]

What a track!!!! This lyrics..... 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@Hamburberwurber2828]

Super sick boys!!!!

[@polimonto5448]

This touched my soul more than any other song ever could

[@sendlocation8476]

Wasted Penguins never stop making euphoric hardstyle. This the best form of hardstyle

[@FENYN]

another masterpiece of this guys!

[@electronicheartbreak.]

Another great song of Wasted Penquinz! Keep it up bois.

[@ernestpratgarriga9879]

Its fowkin zeez brah

[@dylanbeckers7303]

keep up the good work guys i have been listening to you guys for 5 years now and you still the best respect

[@keco1629]

¿En que momento Wasted Penguinz pasó de el amor a la melancolía?

[@motiveactz732]

This is ART!!!❤

[@matthijsbakkerbakker3188]

So beautiful and emotional

[@edmclaupas5606]

Why this masterpiece have only 90K views?

[@GIyOe]

Man you guys have not lost it one bit. Been listening since I can remember, 09-10. MP3s, iPod Nano and shuffle always had wasted penguinz, always! You guys keep on amazing me with these beautiful melodies. You guys know where to get me❤️

[@sweetmelodyxo6484]

I love them both so much for making music like this.. That fits so perfect right now to my mood. 🖤🐧🐧🖤

[@Fressedrt14]

My favorite dj´s make another amazing song ::)

[@hardtuneuploaderzhtuz]

Thank you so much for these songs you release Wasted Penguinz, your songs give such strength to many and i am one of them

[@nickyrautenbach6862]

Totally love this. Applies to the struggling of this hard times we facing. Be safe. Hardstyle best medicine. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@dutch_gabber_3456]

Another wasted pinguinz song that gets me right in the heart because I can really feel the Song text as my life atm, good job

[@siemek6376]

So many emotion... I wanna scream.I wanna smile.I wanna cry... FML! :( So amazing.

[@frankiereid2036]

such a powerful track, wasted penguinz never fail the emotion in it is just incredible

[@michad8022]

Kocham to !!!! always hardstyle !!!!

[@Adrian-SuperNova]

It's a great track!

[@DanBennettOfficial]

Me IRL. Wonderful track. GG Guys 💙

[@ejkotzman17]

What an emotional tune. Thank you guys for gracing us with this awesome track. Keep at it.

[@aurefxofficial3412]

Woow Que Track Tan Hermoso!❤️

[@wuesly-music8221]

thanks wasted penguinz for giving me more desire to improve myself in life with this melody !! reality with hardstyle gives me more desire to live to the fullest

[@Hardstyle_Mexi]

This...this is relatable. Awesome track👌

[@felidaextigris]

The feel of this track is just out of this world. This is Euphoric power brahh! Yet another masterpiece from our very own Wasted Penguinz.

[@lelejepang]

Wow ... this song is amazing, I like this song 😍

[@juanki1312]

This song explains how i feel right now

[@tijsvanderschinkel127]

juanki alonso stay strong bro!

[@runeldymusic]

This is so emotional. I very like it

[@gerardogodoy8632]

Porfin, salió que excelente canción, cuántas emociones en una canción

[@carllewis6745]

Loving that Macklemore style rap at the start! Great stuff, don't expect anything less from the lads!

[@frechemaus22]

I hear this Song every time when i am down and sad. I love it ❤️

[@brennenbisme]

So fucking beautiful. Hardstyle forever 💚

[@perupolitiquea2129]

porfin!, ayer lo escuche en spotify!

[@ceburaska0071]

Please Back Old Wasted Penguinz(Hate Mondayz,Resistence,I’m free... ) style 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@anselme9636]

"I wanna scream out loud"... When you are coping and struggling so much with sadness, loneliness, depression, or whatever... I know it's freaking PAINFUL. Horrible. But please my friend DON'T FUCKING GIVE UP !!!! One day it will be ok.... Today was again a hard day for me, and for many other people in this world... But one day... We'll all found an inner piece... Thank you Wasted Penguinz for this trak which helps me alot.

[@EVA-77-]

Increible track👌😢

[@MarcelEvora]

LOVE IT. ON REPEAT ALL DAY

[@nicknieuwelink351]

I’m glad i was able to close the dark chapter of my life a few months ago thanks to this type of music and the gym