Wasted Summer (read desc)

Vent-ish video
Follow up for the last video "Fighter"
Here this is the affect of SA and how it can make a survivor think. The idea that something like this could happen at a very young age is alone hard to believe when you don't know much about it. You start to overthink it and in most cases you'd start to convince yourself it was you who wanted it. Gaslighting and ignoring you're feelings. You'd start to hate yourself, hate everything around, act in different ways and respond to certain stuff differently. You don't mean to be rude or upset all the time, or even cold. You're just hurting deep inside and you're not telling anyone. The worst feeling is having to keep stuff like this to yourself. You feel as if you're not heard, you can't talk about it and you don't even know if you're a victim or not sometimes. The self blame. Self blame can do wonders to people. Lose so many things about yourself. Confidence, Loyalty towards yourself, Happiness. Instead they'd get replaced by Anxiety, sadness, the feeling of worthlessness. It's all just awful.
I am speaking for myself. Speaking what I'm feeling and how I'm thinking. But not everyone thinks the same, keep that in mind.

[@BenG6509]

Hope you feel better and recover soon. Please promise you’ll keep yourself alive and safe and don’t ever hurt yourself. We genuinely care about you and we don’t want you to do anything bad to yourself 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

[@wzrdwill]

it’s so cool that you are spreading awareness to such sensitive topics.

[@QueenCami_123]

I’m so sorry, it really is awful. I hope your doing better

[@alexaturnoffthelights3290]

As someone who went through that at around age 4 i really wish you the best and hope that the guilt goes away over time because it wasnt your fault

[@y3np3ws]

coscos victim, and this is honestly really accurate, I remember just rotting away in my bed with all the overwhelming shame and feelings I felt, not knowing whos fault it really is. Aamzing content dude, stay safe tho 💕💕

[@someonestrash]

🫂💕

[@morgyworgy]

I'm so sorry for what happened.

[@did_ur_mom]

Her's a kissie kiss to make you feel better MMMMMMMWWWOOOOOAAAA💓😙😘🤟

[@R43a]

💔 ❤️‍🩹 ❤