Watch Me Lose My Mind... || Vanlife Challenges

[@texasgoddess323]

Everyone, let’s send Amanda and Frank some love by letting the ads play. She could really use the encouragement and money!♥️🌻♥️

[@ewakraft5770]

U have to click on visit advertiser, that brings the good money. After 2 seconds u can go back to watch the video. Since Amanda has only ads at the beginning and end its easy to do it twice.

[@normaevett]

Yep,both beginning and end ads.

[@EastSideAndy]

After watching the channel for some time this video has inspired me to donate for the first time to any content creator. Much love to Amanda and Frank

[@tammyhuie]

I’ve never understood how the ads work to make money for the KZbinr. So you must watch them in full? Or click on them?

[@tami.1111]

I never see ads....or I would definitely let them play.

[@c11p]

I thought I'd be ok watching this ep since I'm up to speed on Patreon.... but nope. Still an emotional wreck after that watch. Thank you for your honesty and openness about van life and life, in general. We are sending you and Frank all the positivity and love that we can, Amanda. You are both the sort of good energy we need in this world.

[@tidelinetoalpine]

Thank you 💜

[@andreavin3674]

This post a million times 🤗

[@photopicker]

I think this episode should be a must see for everyone. The authenticity is real. You are a force! War stories are built on these experiences. It will make great conversation in the future.

[@jomai8905]

This is the first video of yours that I ran across and what an eye-opener. I have followed other vanlifers who paint the picture of a fantasy existence. You taught me that life is hard whether you live in a house or a vehicle. You won me as a new subscriber through your toughness and persistence. Hoping things smooth out for you and Frank.

[@scottscott8230]

The world needs more pet owners like you, anybody that has the ambition and intelligence to change an engine can definitely do whatever they put their mind to.

[@kelligallicchio325]

@@debrandw246 she & frank are both amazing✌️

[@aliciaangelwings4544]

You are an amazing Human Being ❤ Frank is so lucky to have you in his life. I'm sure he loves u unconditionally. Hugs to you both.

[@shesoutthere387]

Most people would totally fold. You are bad ass. I am sorry you ate going through this horrible time. I'm full time in a truck camper with my dog, the love of my life. Sending you good vibes.

[@manyahope52]

Oh Amanda, I really feel for you. You are such a good person with a beautiful soul. It's the type of crap that we can only say WHY? and not really have an answer. Please know that there are complete strangers, like me, that are offering up good vibes to the universe on your behalf. This streak WILL come to an end, so stay strong girl! You've got this!!!

[@kristinasupermom]

Thank you for not sugar coating your experience. Thank you for being real and taking us along with a very stressful experience. You are awsome.

[@ThecatladyVAN]

Keep it real girl! I hope you and Frank are fine. Don't forget when thinks go down it can only go up after that. I hope I will have the chance to meet you down the road.

[@anitabedella9708]

Isn't that the truth! That would be so cool for you two to cross paths. Two strong, tough as nails gals!

[@tidelinetoalpine]

That’s would be awesome to meet, Chrome told me about you back when I did my tour with him. I wish I could have van cat but I’m allergic 😢

[@localchipper4485]

You and Frank could teach a class on “Keeping It Together “ in times of crisis. Sending good vibes and positive energy. :-)

[@ginettevestner6279]

wow hon, I feel so bad for all you've just gone through. Sometimes, life throws crap our way. Hope your luck changes. Glad Frank came out of surgery ok. I get that you felt the way you did. To better days xoxox

[@Scott-zt3fz]

Holy smokes Universe I think she's topped up for lessons thanks.

[@NYCHFAN]

What a clusterf*** of a 24 hours. I hope everything goes up from now. You held it together really well considering everything that happened. We love you, and hopefully Frank has an easier time of things, too! ❤❤

[@ruthmccambridge9579]

Girlfriend for goodness sake, you are a human being!!! As a Human being there’s only so much one can handle ! having your intimate loved one sick, getting sicker, then operation is 10/10 on the scale of stress. Then add money issues are 10/10 as well. Then your home is 10\10 on the scale of stress. This arec3 enormous, important areas of your life, Give yourself a break, hug pat herself on your back, hug herself, Validate yourself, how amazing you are, how strong you are, how you were showing up and meeting these huge huge huge challenges that are appearing in your life! You are an amazing, strong, beautiful, loving woman and an inspiration to me and others! Thank you for sharing your intimate, challenging, beautiful life and self♥️ Ruth

[@kpatrick7901]

Most genuine KZbinr I’ve had the privilege of following. . Hang in there you two , better days will come 👧🐕

[@rickparris3278]

Sometimes life is hard it kicks you in the teeth sorry you are going through such a rough time I've been there stay strong it will get better I am praying for you and Frank

[@alineradventureswithsimons79]

You ripped my heart out girl. I'm much older and wiser so I can say this too shall pass. Prayers for peace and healing. Sent you a little Thanksgiving love to help a with the bills.

[@returningtoearthtv8836]

Oh your words are important! People DO fantasize about abandoning their Materials, thus being happier. But that’s not the trick. I’m not sure what is. But I sure appreciate you sharing your journey here. Your honesty and humility are inspiring. Pretty rough to see Frank blurred out by the medications. He looked like was hard at work in that last shot. Standing by you side, loving and supporting you. Hang in there. You’re special.

[@paulagreenwood8852]

You definitley have my heart! I cried while watching this video even though as a patreon I had an idea of what you are going through it doesn't make it any easier. Thank God you have Frank to help keep you strong and help you not give up. He's rolling with it just like our babies do. I can't wait until all this is behind you both so you can start fresh and enjoy life. Hang in there! The trip to the pet store was all the feels. 💖💖💖

[@davidkost418]

Glad Frank is ok. Too bad your van is sick. You are tough - hang in there! Good things come after you live through the bad. My motto is if you live to a natural death without blowing your brains out - you win!😀

[@vanomadcyclist3474]

My niece would say in a moment like that “I am done adulting”!!😊🙏🏼. Crying, feeling overwhelmed, etc. is all a part of life and its ok to feel all of that!! Thanks for sharing.

[@reneewingrave2474]

Amanda I think you are incredible. I’m in tears after this video. Your honesty is refreshing. You have taught me so much about self care. I’m sending you so much love and positive energy 🤗💕

[@markholmes1346]

You are an amazing girl, your tough, compassionate and very adventurous, keep your head up and I know you’ll be fine, take a break for awhile and hang out with family and friends if you can! Good luck and may god bless you and Frank! 🙏🏼❤️

[@tidelinetoalpine]

Thanks, I’v put all chores/responsibilities on the back burner until Monday to enjoy a much needed cozy weekend with a friend.

[@markholmes1346]

@@tidelinetoalpine good for you, enjoy and have fun, you deserve it! ☮️😊

[@Mickju]

@@tidelinetoalpine That's good to hear.

[@phildolan1861]

FINALLY! your cliffhanger ending got me on that last one. These videos are so awesome (i'm a mechanic and novice outdoorsman). And if you're ever in northern minnesota, i have land and a small cabin that is never used, but you could do whatever with no one buggin you and frank. it's kind of barebones, but you might have fun for a bit. Haha...I had to offer!

[@tidelinetoalpine]

That’s so kind, thank you. I’m sure someday, who knows when, I’ll wander out that way but by then I will likely have forgotten all about this 😆 sounds like a perfect escape though

[@cyndeeh]

Wow! That sounds awesome ! My dad and I used to go fishing up there ! That's my dream, to live in a cabin in the middle of nowhere.

[@cyndeeh]

Btw, that was so sweet of you to offer her.

[@phildolan1861]

@@cyndeeh My dream too! haha... it's becoming a retirement dream, as i get older. but nowhere is the best place to be!

[@phildolan1861]

@@tidelinetoalpine Yeah...i kinda didn't expect to cry on a youtube video thing...and I didn't wanna say it in my original post because I'm a "big tough guy", but dammit gurl...this was a tough video to watch, you dork. You are my kinda people. I super got hooked on the van repair videos...lol. I was hooked before, though.

[@RachelTScott]

Tears of sympathy. Hang in there Kiddo! Life can be rough. Give Frank a hug for me.

[@ronniec8038]

Glad you and Frank are alright. Frank is such a good pupper. They make life easier.

[@andreavin3674]

I also wanted to say thank you for showing the van life realities. You always have done that but I agree, people romanticize it and often don’t see the other side. So thank you for showing the vulnerabilities. It could not be easy to go through, let alone share.

[@fjbrader]

If it was easy ... We wouldn't appreciate the good times to come. You are a legend Girl. I'm proud of you. And give Frank a rub for keeping it real for his mom.

[@Miles_To_Go]

2021 has been the Year of Lessons for me, and it appears for you as well. I say this year can F*** right off. Good for you handling this as well as you did, and filming all the while. Hugs to you and Frank!

[@bertandyvonne.campers6157]

Amanda. You are stronger that you know. Life can throw stuff your way, in a van or in a house. Hang in there, you are inspiring to us. It's really nice to see someone who doesn't try to live beyond their means and repair "Truck" rather than replacing it. As long as "Truck" remains structurally sound, I think that you will be happy that you did. Restore them; don't crush them.

[@houseofcats6234]

Big Hug Amanda....You were hit with a lot. It's good to cry it out. I'd be a basket case with all that. Thank you for sharing. I'm sending you and Frank some good energy. 👧🙇‍♀️

[@leithmurray736]

Very well done. People often forget that when things go wrong with a motor home or a campervan is firstly your transport and second your home. If you then add this to a very limited budget, it can become a recipe for major amounts of stress. If you now add this to the medical issues , and expenses with your mate and best friend , well I think you have done exceptionally well.

[@paulaward4806]

Oh hun, YOU ARE A WARRIOR. I too have been dealing with what feels like too much for one human to deal with, including excruciating pain. 😭 You have been dealing with it so much better than I have. Thank you for sharing your true self, as you always do. You are an inspiration to so many. I love your positivity and your lust for adventure. I wish I could come through the screen and joining you on all that you do! I absolutely love your videos, please stay strong but have those cries when you need to and know that we are all rooting for you! Much love from Paula in Florida.

[@andreavin3674]

So smart to hang the Xmas lights outside! I may start carrying some in my vehicle in case I need that kind of visibility at night. As a teen I drove a 1979 Mercury Grand Marquis. That was my old love, my tuna boat on wheels but it sometimes had issues. It was so scary to be broken down in pure darkness all alone. I could relate to this so much.

[@Flowergurl2000]

I am sorry for your troubles. Positive vibes being sent for Frank. Stuart is a great guy. You are a good dog mamma.

[@happydays59]

My heart was breaking for you and Frank! When it rains it pours, it's ok to cry it out, things are going to get better, hang in there.💕🐶💕🤗

[@karenb1627]

I was checking for your updates a lot that weekend. It sure was one thing after another non stop....I was really holding space for you and Frank. You pushed through. Thanks for sharing your vulnerability. You're so resilient Amanda. And I would have been having a solid ugly cry. And losing my sh**. You handled that with grace. Big hug.💜☮

[@ThisWontEndWell]

I feel you, had a crap year that tested my patients to the limit, the great wheel turns again hopefully next year we all start seeing some fruits from these tough times we are going through. Keep listening to yourself and finding the strength from within.

[@richardp6461]

WTF, Universe will you please send some peace and tranquility Amanda's way. My goodness sometimes it seem like the deck is stacked against us. To be honest you did very well. You seemed to smile though everything. It was only after Frank's surgery that you understandably cried. It was a sad sight. If there is any balance in this world. You got a bunch of good luck headed you way. Frank too. Good luck Amanda. See you on the next episode, where I hope you get some you time.☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

[@Denise-xm8mn]

Love that you shared openly about the struggles you’ve had. Let others know as you said, life is life no matter where you live. Thanks for being transparent and honest.

[@carpediem3044]

It never rains, but it pours and you handled it beautifully Amanda. Frank is one lucky boy with all those yummy treats, I am glad he's OK after his surgery. Keep taking care of yourself and Handsome Frank - and see you next time.

[@josefinaDandelion]

When it rains it pours. I’m so sorry all this happened at once and more. You’ll likely come out the other side a much stronger person. Love and prayers for Frank. He’s a lucky doggie. Bless you. 💐💖🌹

[@gmgmg9124]

Hey kiddo just remember tough times don't last but tough people do. Hang in there i am routing for you.

[@gaiaocracy]

My heart goes squish for you. Such suffering. --I'm sorry that you are having to endure these difficult times. May you find the answers that you need. Be kind and gentle to your good self.

[@GracieandJacqsAdventures]

I for one appreciate how you *keep it real*. This is life for you and life sucks big time, sometimes. You are stronger than you think, mentally!!! You have been through so much and as always, you come through it for the better!!! Hi Frankie

[@paula7091]

Thank you for being real and honest. Thank you for sharing your pain with us all. Hopefully when you share your pain it lightens it a little for you.

[@LittleMo777.]

This is old episode but it was hard to watch you and Frank go through this. I’m an old woman and have had my share of trials so I understand all of the hills and valleys! Love watching you and Franks adventures and your daily life routines! You have troubles but on the flip side of that you have joy unspeakable!😊

[@johnsimpson8198]

I'm soo sorry you had to go thru all of this, your alot tougher than most.Hopefully things are on the upswing, loved this video!

[@RoxyEwe]

Almost nothing is more nerve-wracking than your pet's surgery and van trouble!! I appreciate you sharing all of your ups and downs! You are a strong woman and gave an awesome spirit!!💜💚💜💚

[@Syl-Vee]

Thanks for reminding us that wherever we go, there we are. So many people can relate to your trials and feelings on this video. You were so blessed to have friends and also not to have died (literally or figuratively) on the road! Sending love.

[@judahharte5365]

My heart goes out to both of you. Sending prayers and healing vibes 💙💙💙

[@evapierce1090]

So glad to see Frank up and ok. Im thankful you didn't get hurt from van crash. Im still processing all of this. I know all of this would break me. You as so very strong. Thank you for showing your true self and Van life in the real world. Im sending you and Frank so much love. Im gonna buy some more stickers to help a little. Stay strong and give Frank a big hug. Love from NashvilleTn.

[@margotfox9798]

Van life … house life… when it rains , it pours… you are a fantastic pet owner!!! That Frank is a star ⭐️…

[@skytechbits]

I appreciate when people share "real life" stuff. Never apologize for being human because all of us are that way. I hope you and Frank are now safe as life just keeps moving forward. I know how that feels. Sending lots of hugs to you and Frank.

[@duncanmacrobbie2341]

Bless you and Frank. Things will work out for you and the van will be OK.

[@4kellie4]

Oh my gosh you had a lot to deal with all at once. This video got me a bit teary eyed.. Sending big hugs to you and Frank

[@SweetiePieTweety]

I cried a lot 🥲 Like a lot. Watching this was hard. My life has been in a bad spot these past few weeks and watching what you and your dear Frank have gone through really hit home and allowed me to shed my own tears. Those were some absolutely miserable moments. So very thankful you are both kinda ok. Be kind to yourself. Hugs ❤️❤️❤️

[@threedot141]

Thank you for sharing this video. I am so glad that Frank is ok and eating his treats. I feel you did really well in such a difficult time. You called the video losing your mind, but what I saw was a huge amount of strength.

[@stevengatewood2725]

Keeping you and Frank in my thoughts and prayers. You seem powerful and resourceful, and don't just take things sitting down. Best of luck, and God bless. Speed healing for Frank.

[@lo8337]

So sorry for everything happening all at once to you and Frank. Stay strong - better days are ahead.

[@shanniwelsh133]

Sending lots of good vibes your way. Hang in there, both of you! ❤️

[@PattisArtInnaVan]

Oh my gosh I cried right thru this whole video along with you. Talk about Murphy's Law going full blown batsh*t crazy! My heart was just breaking for you.

[@anjichurch4406]

I adore you. I think you are such a great human being. This is a lot all at once. I think you dealt with it than I would have. You and Frank both are so good at rolling with the punches. I hope there are blessings and bliss ahead of you and Frank…thank you for all you share!

[@cindyross1037]

Life just sucks so bad sometimes , I think your handling everything quite well. Your brave your strong and a hell of a good woman and nobody would of been in any better shape with the shit storm you were in. Stay safe and remember you have a ton of people who just love you and frank . Sending love and light your way.

[@rikkibell7986]

I think I would, cry, scream, yell. Cry again!!You are going to be fine! I've lost my mind many, many times, it always comes back again! Hang in girl!

[@cyndeeh]

Oh hunni,I'm so sorry! Sending positive vibes to you! Oh, ty for being so honest. And idk who your higher power is, but I'm praying for you and frank.

[@stephannirichards8163]

Oh you poor thing, what a crazy time you’ve had. Thank you for sharing the true vanlife with us and all its ups and downs and for being so authentically you, it’s why I love you so much. So glad Franks surgery is over. Sending you a big Aussie hug 🤗 🇦🇺

[@craigbetts1586]

glad Frank did good with his surgery and I hope in the next video you solve your van problems, hang in there

[@leahharbison3189]

My goodness!!!! We all have been there,and I'm 63 yrs old. Roll with what life throws you cause,what don't kill you makes you stronger. Stay strong sweetie and know I gave you a hug( )❤.kiss Frank for me.

[@Shelty6]

Oh Amanda, I felt so bad for this whole situation your going through. I am glad you share the good, the bad, and the ugly. I hope things are on the upswing now and this string of bad stuff is over for a while.

[@sandraerickson559]

Good fucking grief. When it rains, it pours. So sorry for your troubles. Equally grateful that you didn't get run over and that Frank came through his surgery. It's been a rough year (or several) for a lot of people. Hang in there, darlin'. You've got this. ❤

[@julialarson3104]

We all have these moments where we mentally can't handle one more thing. Thank you for sharing your true self with all of us because it helps us all to know that we are not the only ones going through our own difficulties. I believe when we share our true selves with each other we help each other and our souls feel better for it. You are a very strong person and with your best friend by your side you will make it through these trying times and when you do it will make the other days where everything seems to be going in the right direction even sweeter and more joyful. Best wishes on your journey.

[@Frenchcrop]

Thank you for honesty and sharing the bad with the good. All power to you and Frank.

[@loz1317]

Amanda I think you did so well coping with everything happening at once. You kept your focus on Frank and getting him in for his surgery, that's what kept you going. Don't apologise for showing your feelings its better out than in, as the saying goes.your a very real person if that makes sense, you went through a really horrible few days, but came out the other end and that's all that counts. Well done. And it's so good to see Frank doing well, he's in good hands with you by his side xx

[@RescueDogTreats]

This WAS very difficult to watch, you are a pillar of strength though. If you went through all this and came out with gratitude, you are amazing and one of the strongest women I know. Frank eating tons of treats was so comforting...love to you both

[@bobmartens1089]

Sometimes life just sucks, i will not go into that cause its painful and not positive, do your best, its all u can do and know folks love u and will help you

[@glasgowcycles]

That takes some courage to share. Wishing you and Frank happiness and strength.

[@stellajohn4409]

Aww we are all with you. Your such a beautiful soul. Sending love to both you and frank. xx

[@pitbullgarden9677]

On the bright side, Frank is a power shopper. But yeah now that you mention it, the universe lately, just lording over us constantly. I guess Andromeda will come along soon enough and teach her a lesson, because you know what goes around. I love your work!! 😘

[@conniecayart]

We appreciate you! Keeping you in our thoughts and sending peace and love to you and Frank ❤️ from the middle of Illinois USA…you have a place to stay here if you ever get this way…spare room or plenty of room to park 💖☮️

[@rachelberryhill5413]

Thank you for showing the tough times-it’s a brave thing to do. I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I’m going through a tough time as well.

[@shannonmajor6611]

Broke my heart to see you go through all that! Thanks for being real and sharing! Van life isn’t all sunsets and rainbows! It will get better kiddo! Regards

[@pattyann7803]

Oh my dear. The mother in me just wanted to hug you and hold you and make it all better. They say that these troubles make you stronger and I do believe that is true. You have a wonderfully supportive family and Frank is doing better so keep your head up and count your blessings. Stay strong. I believe in your strength. God bless you.

[@britgerus1956Glenn]

Stuff happens, all you need now are gasoline shortages n floods. I hope this brings reality home to many people who see things through rose tinted spectacles… Ive been in a similar position TWICE with vehicles crashing into me , n also with great timing as otherwise i would have been squashed too…. All the best for you n Frank…✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼 Cheers Glenn

[@jimclark7233]

Amanda... This is why we watch your channel. Please don't worry about being open and honest. It draws us in - to your life and your struggles. Because it's REALITY. THANK YOU for taking the "risk" - even though there wasn't any. Right? Great job. - Jim (The Mad Camper)

[@bobmartens1089]

Its like owning a home, its the roof, then the fridge then the washer jeeze

[@glenysperry3421]

Oh my heart goes out to you. It's crazy how life sometimes throws so much crap at a person. No apologies for telling it like it is. Better times ahead, blessings to you and the most adorable Frank.

[@purplekarma7592]

Amanda and Frank, I am sending my biggest love and wishes to both of you. I cried with you while watching this video. It felt so cruel for life to give you so much trouble all together, watching little Frank still under sedation and without heat from your new heater was painful but he did look as snug as a bug all bundled up in blankets eating his treats. I know he was feeling all your love. You both were looking so worn out and tired. 🥰🥰🥰 I am so looking forward to receiving your stickers in the mail shortly and they will go straight onto our van down here. Please give Frank a huge big long hug from us, we look forward to watching part 2 soon. Big Hugs and Kisses forever from AUSTRALIA 🇦🇺🐨🦘🚐🙋🏼‍♀️ Jenny & 🐕 Hannah

[@helgarivers6281]

Stay strong young lady. Glad to see Frank back at home were he belongs. Maybe a gofundme page for Frank should be started I'd definitely help out that good cause.

[@h.w.a.batterink1027]

Hi Amanda, life is hard as it is. I wish you rest in your mind and soul. Hope you get it together and learn what you need. Much love.

[@Purplelyd]

Amanda u r a very courageous young lady to still record your bad moments and put it out there. I pray things start turning around in a positive way . Stay strong.

[@susanmerritt8331]

I so appreciate you. It's so hard to see what you are going through. Hang in there and stay strong.

[@frederickoning191]

There is a saying "Sometimes when it rains it pours" or "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger!" You are very strong to be sure. I admire your strength of character.

[@lekis57]

I appreciate you filming and letting us into your world. I have plans to join van life and I am learning from you and chrome and forest even Jeffie bear that van life is not all roses however it is a piece of heaven when you have freedom and things are going well with your van. So thank you!

[@mixtape4041]

Holy crap lady, what a terrible week! Get some food, wine, blankets, and chill!

[@robertstanley3253]

You shine brighter than Sirius! I can only send a virtual hug and my best wishes.

[@BTmomma]

It's so hard when our fur kids have to have surgery. You're a good mom and took good care of Frank. I'm going to keep you in my prayers that things get better for you.

[@kaylaschmidt1111]

It is just like fixing things at a house 🏡 I wish the dollar wasn’t our way of survival! Sending loving, healing energy to you and Frank! May Frank be healed of his bumps and your energy be restored to its fullest 💖

[@johnd2042]

Praying for you sending healing prayers an well wishes. Hope you get things fixed. Stay positive go do something for you an your pup. Blessings. 🙏👊👍🐾🐾

[@loneranger4113]

very strong person you are. so you will make it through all these problems even though it does not feel that way sometimes. thank you for being so confident in your inner self and for sharing your video. ROCK ON! Frank. sending you both good spirit and calm life. thank you again.