WE BOUGHT A HOUSE | Finally packing up the nursery after losing Jameson

[@angeldemon9297]

No one can tell you that you are delusional for keeping those things from Jameson. You grieve and process his loss in your own way, and you can take however long you need.

[@janessaayala3244]

I just seen the video of you saying bye to that beautiful baby boy and I can't stop crying it hurts me to know that things like this can happen . I can't stop crying

[@StephanieTips]

It took me 4 years to grieve my grandfather's death. It takes a lifetime to stop grieving a child :(

[@amydodd3169]

@@StephanieTips Are you afraid that happen to your rainbow baby could happen again?

[@StephanieTips]

@@amydodd3169 I didn't understand the question

[@haleygustafson7647]

Don’t wash his blood off... that’s his blood, his DNA... that’s him ❤️ it’s real and true...

[@haylee859]

13:17 .. goosebumps. God works in mysterious ways man.

[@Munch1289]

Amen God is great u see she also lost jameson🙏Rip lil man but god blessed u again with another baby God works in mysterious ways God truly listens my sister

[@AshBaby113]

I lost my son Aiden in October, I smell his clothes and blankets, he had a few blood noses. I kept everything with his blood on it, it’s all I have left. Aiden had a lot of elephants. I hope I get blessed with a rainbow baby. He or she will be gifted all his stuff as a gift for their big brother

[@andreibrailleogsila6411]

Maybe God will reincarnated him as a strong and happy elephant

[@meowgtgamer349]

Stop talking about hers Son idiot

[@aamusic7778]

ur only 19 years old? what?

[@shesasunshinemsp6805]

@@aamusic7778 lmao that's not important

[@mohmov8846]

Ashantilee' I also smell my dead kids clothes

[@NicolesNaturals]

That is NOT weird AT ALL that you are keeping his poopy blanket. NOT AT ALL. Keep it forever if it gives you comfort.

[@clarissadavid9800]

You should make that bunny her favorite stuffed animal. To me it would feel like her big brother would watch over her. ❤️

[@jessmarie148]

Keep that poopy blanket! Who cares if U ever wash it ur def not crazy for keeping that stuff i think it’s amazing. I was hoping u would open the bag and say it smelled like him I would’ve done the same!❤️ bless u Jameson and I can’t wait to see little sister Daisy!

[@valsck404]

My daughter was stillborn at 40 weeks in February and my second daughter was born healthy and screaming just before Christmas. I promise you that Daisy will help put your heart back together. Jameson will live safe and sound in your heart forever. Mind yourself x

[@tawzu]

lost my son stillborn 40+2 in June 2018. sorry for your lost. :(

[@valsck404]

@@tawzu I'm really sorry for your loss, I don't think there is anything more terrible. What was your little boys name? We named our first girl Norah, she makes up 50% of my greatest loves 💕

[@tawzu]

@@valsck404 his name was Saif ( it means sword) .. I still dream that I'm pregnant its tomorrow its going to be 7 month :( just got to accept gods will . best of luck in this new year to you and your family.

[@karaa7595]

Vsg Life were you given any vaccines during your pregnancy?

[@tawzu]

@@karaa7595 no I was not , everything during my pregnancy was normal the only thing DR said was baby its big he was 4 kg . and that we could deliver before 40 weeks because baby it's already big so no need to stay longer than that. but as you can tell I was already 40+2 . :( :(

[@RAWRR2322]

have you thought of maybe displaying all of jamesons things in a big cabinet with glass doors so you can see all of his beautiful items somewhere in the house

[@pillu2458]

I don't know why am I crying so much??? We don't even know eachother... But I guess empathy, connections and love doesn't need any language and connections of long time... It just builts in second! I love you! You are so strong mama! Don't wash his poop blanket...

[@alfiejackson1915]

Pillu 24 this expresses everything I think.

[@sparklepink5891]

Same!!! ❤

[@aishafaizanali971]

This is called motherhood which is no one can understand except mothers or mom to be.. bcz kept his poop just behind it endless Love & Emotions

[@MsAmaya15]

Listen, Nothing you say or do is bad, gross, indifferent, etc. It’s your son and I wouldn’t wash a thing and I wouldn’t get rid of anything either. The blanket with poop is not gross at all. It’s your precious babies memories and there is nothing wrong with keeping it just as it is. I haven’t read any comments, but if anyone has an opinion about anything you choose to do they need to be removed from the page in my opinion. A grieving mother has no room for any judgement from anyone. What you went through and are still going through is something nobody should ever speak about in a negative way or tell you what you should and shouldn’t be doing with his stuff, nor how you should handle your sorrow and pain. Your journey is just that........ YOUR JOURNEY. A mother’s bond with their child or children is something that is unexplainable until you have experienced it. Blessings and Prayers forever and always. Congrats on your baby girl and I hope all you hopes and dreams come true in the days and years to come!!! Xoxoxo

[@taylormackenzie4599]

I’m so sorry for your loss Rachel. He will always be with you💛 I lost my babygirl Charlie August 27/18. She was 20+4, I had 2 hours with her before she went to Heaven. No one wants to be apart of the loss moms but we’re all here for each other. This pain will never go away but we learn each day to be a little stronger. Sending my prayers for you and your family and your new baby girl 🙏🏼💛 Lots of love Taylor

[@TannerandRachel]

Taylor Mackenzie I’m so so sorry 😔 so unfair

[@taylormackenzie4599]

Tanner and Rachel Thank you 😣💛 I’m finding it really hard to keep it together these recent days, here due date is coming. She was suppose to be here January 10th 💔

[@Jonsweets]

I’m sorry for your loss

[@taylormackenzie4599]

Argie Kalas thank you so much. It means a lot 🙏🏼

[@cadubai7087]

Tanner and Rachel ,I can truly understand your loss and pain.coz I also lost my first son at 37 weeks as he had 3 loops of cord around his neck.its the worst grief and pain anyone could imagine.butyou got to be strong and believe in divine power and that Almighty will bless you with the best! later same year I got pregnant and had my daughter alhamdolillah.just keep calm and stay strong.be thankful to Almighty and repent for your sins...you will surely be blessed!!all the best!!

[@Coconutvr-r1z]

I have not ever lost a child, and cannot even fathom the depths of the pain, but I am sentimental, too. I can’t imagine how much worse it’d get if I didn’t have anything to physically hang onto except stained clothes. I totally get it. Even the poopy blanket. That’s still him-it’s his DNA. It’s the lasting remnants and memories of your beautiful boy, and I can 110% see why you would never wash it. I don’t think I could. I still have a memory box full of things of old pets that have died (old sweaters with dog hair or something), I can imagine how I would keep every single trinket and memory of something I created within me. I admire your strength and your partner’s. Just seeing you pull out some of those little outfits (“little man” especially) brought me from zero to bawling real quick. But the picture with the daisy, and the silhouette from Disneyland...there are some smiles there, too. And that handmade urn is absolutely gorgeous! The man in the picture, I’m assuming who made it, looks so kind.

[@kathrineaspenes5102]

Jameson send you daisy❤️

[@patreeceevans1243]

Keep everything! Even his poop! I never comment but I needed to say this! 🙏🏾

[@justbrowsing71]

Rachel you should get a shadow box made of the things he wore, his bathing items and blanket. Hang it in your room. He will always be with all of you. I lost my son at 16 1/2 weeks gestation. I didn’t get to see him or hold him. I still have some of the things I bought for him, for his room. I hope to share them with a grandson one day. God bless all of you in your new journey. Smoother Daisy in twice the love.

[@ranjana596]

justbrowsing71 god i lost my son exactly at 16.5.I dnt see him too.I could not cope up with that till date.I know how hard it must be for you.loads od hugs and prayers

[@katiss775]

You are so strong. Inchallah 2019 will be so much better and you’ll be a beautiful family!!

[@gogofortnitefailmoments5683]

Kat Iss in sha Allah

[@rinatherula3276]

Inshallah

[@bettygamble2638]

I Am So Sorry For Your Loss And May GOD Bless You Both So Heavenly And Congratulations On Your Baby Daughter Coming Soon!!! !🙌🙌😇😇🕇🕇🙏🙏❤❤

[@juliahkuhn5241]

this must be so hard i am so sorry. Jameson will always be in our hearts.

[@sequoiahthunder4592]

hearts^*

[@juliahkuhn5241]

@@sequoiahthunder4592 yeah i know

[@Loulou99-i7]

Watching this was like looking beyond that visceral sense of loss and seeing into the otherwise 'small' moments that aren't so teeny tiny at all. It shows that the packing up of a room can be so much more than just putting things in boxes. That having sentimental attachment is a beautiful yet painful thing. All of these moments, that mix of bittersweet sadness and impending joy...that you have documented here, so raw, so open, are a testament to you, as Jameson's mama and how deeply you love him. And through every video and every tear I just want you to know that you yourself have left an imprint. And that through you, your sons star shines on. I will not pretend to begin to know your grief - as each of us grieve in our own vortex- but I watched this and my heart ached as i saw those conflicted emotions in your eyes as this one part of your story sees you moving to the next chapter. And yes you will feel joy and pain and wonder at what could've been. Yet through it all the common thread is *love*. The love is what stands out the most. 'Love is pain'. Oh how true that is. But it is also what carries us through and holds our hands in our sorrow. As you move towards this new chapter, know that you have the arms of solidarity surrounding you - not just there in the comfort of those you love the most but from afar- from people like myself, on the other side of the planet, who have seen a fleeting glimpse into your world that you so graciously have shared. Ultimately there are no words that I could ramble here that truly adequately convey the depths of my sorrow for your grief and pain. Thank you for the privilege of allowing us in to learn about your son Jameson- you may not realise it yet but your grieving shared lays down another pathway for the next woman to feel able to share hers 💖

[@traceyedwards5128]

Aww the Daisy in the picture!! That's so beautiful.x

[@Esh96]

God bless you both and baby in your tummy...❤

[@noname-qw9xg]

Ur Dog is so cutee

[@traceyedwards5128]

I think it would be nice to have a wall in your home with all his bits on shelves, his blanket pinned to the wall, his pictures and his name in big letters at the top.xx

[@gabi-ki1ju]

it’s not weird, everyone has different way’s of coping with it. you’ve been so so so so strong throughout this. you deserve to be able to grief however you’d like. i wish you the best, and may he rest in peace 💗

[@shaya.5831]

I’m so happy to see you upload. Notifications are on! Us loss mamas are apart of a club no one wants to join but we all support each other’s broken hearts. I lost my son 2 days shy of him being 4 months after having him at 24 weeks. I know there are no words but I’m so sorry and I continuously pray for your healing and the healing of all my other mamas.

[@TannerandRachel]

Shay Anglin oh my goodness I’m so sorry 😔

[@shaya.5831]

Tanner and Rachel thank you. I also want to share with you that I saved a bloody cotton ball that I decided to keep. I decided not to wash his outfit either because it has blood on it. I feel like they’re pieces of him still with me. I love love love elephants as well! They’re good luck signs. 2018 was shitty for us both but 2019 is already looking better. Congrats on your sweet Daisy ❤️

[@goggliesunshine7486]

I lost it at the poppy blanket. There is a special place in your heart where he will always be

[@rakgirl32]

You are so so strong ... You are such a great mommy, Your baby is always with you & he knows how much you love him .. He’ll be looking over his baby sister forever 💕

[@emmared2533]

Totally not crazy for keeping anything and everything. Whatever keeps his memory alive and glowing in your heart is yours.

[@florcortinez1177]

Be strong, guys. God is with you all the time, a lot of blessings are coming. :') 💗

[@LoriWolfeRealtor]

His little clothes are so cute. Nothing you have saved is gross. I think it’s very valuable to you and you need to keep all that you need to keep and treasure. And Daisy wearing some of her big brothers clothes is totally awesome too. Prayers for you all. 🙏

[@csmutnick]

You aren't weird or delusional you are greiving. When and if you are ready to wash, keep or throw is up to you. Everyone grieves and heals in their own time and way no right or wrongs. You do what is best for YOU. My heart goes out to you. Much love and peace to you and your husband and Daisy. Love to Jameson ❤️

[@ron100]

I’m so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family. I wish you all the best in your life.

[@chileanxox]

Thank you so much for sharing. The loss of my 4th baby left a permanent hole in my heart, but my 5th baby has done so much to ease the pain. I am so happy for you and all of the wonderful experiences that await you with Daisy. She is lucky to have such a wonderful and caring mother. Lots of love ❤️

[@homiesonlypod]

You are the sweetest, strongest woman I have ever seen. I’m binging all your videos and with every one I finish I’m more motivated to not let my trauma define me. You are an inspiration and you and Tanner deserve every blessing that has come since then. I’m so happy you have Daisy to cuddle and love.

[@ashleydickerman8878]

None of it’s weird ❤️

[@jessicakeeney2343]

Such a hard video to make 😢 praying for you both. ♡

[@adaraballesteros9102]

I am new to your channel and I have pretty much cried at every video 🙈 your baby boy is absolutely beautiful I can’t wait to see what his little sister looks like. I am sending you and Tanner all the positive vibes and healing energy for your hearts ❣️

[@dhayalanravi1274]

Your daughter is going to have a amazing life and she got a good parents .so she is going to see each and every beautiful things in the world and she will achieve a success in her life and all is going to be well in your life God bless

[@silc.1002]

I hope you never his clothes or the blanket that is soiled that’s Jameson DNA preserved forever. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. Congratulations on Daisy. You’ll be the best mom ever❤️

[@KD-qr9ff]

Hey Rachel and Tanner. I just wanted to let you know that Jameson loves you so much. He’s resting with our Heavenly Father and he loves you. He’s in a safer place. He must be such a proud little baby of his beautiful parents.

[@haylee859]

Goodness that nursery is a gem . You are such a strong woman. Idk if I’d ever be able to get out of bed. You’re an inspiration

[@paulashelton8216]

A shadow box filled with his footprint molds, one of his outfits from the hospital, his bracelets and other little things to display would be precious. 😊

[@mcarter4421]

You are not delusional. You are a Mom, he is your son. Of course you would hold onto everything you have of him.

[@tellithowitis898]

Your necklace is beautiful. Your son is so lucky to have you as his mum and so is your daughter.

[@amanda83donuts]

I love how you said you dont want Daisy to feel like she's living in her brother's shadow. I had a brother and a sister that both passed shortly after birth, both my parents mourned them my ENTIRE childhood, i didnt have parents, i had no parental supervision and pretty much took care of myself from a young age, my parents were there physically but gone emotionally and mentally, so i always felt like i was living in their shadow. Everyone grieves differently and at their own pace. Its only been a short amount of time since you lost your son. I personally cant imangine the pain. I miscarried at 6wks and thought that was bad. But being able to give birth and see your baby thats gone to heaven.... I cant fathom what that has to feel like :( sending you lots of hugs and love 💗💗💗 wishing you all the best in 2019

[@sanjanamaharaj8872]

Miscarriages are just as painful as seeing your dead baby

[@amanda83donuts]

@@sanjanamaharaj8872 I know! I miscarried with twins not a day has gone by in over 20 years that I don’t think about them or wonder, what if? I’m sorry if my previous comment seemed insensitive that wasn’t my intention. I was just saying that I couldn’t imagine that particular pain having never gone through it.

[@user-fi5bd8hc2y]

Never never give up. My friend was IVF 25 negative. But she has two kids now!!!!!! Please please give up! From Japan.

[@katewilkinson7091]

Jameson is so beautiful, I’m so so very sorry Mama. Until you see him again, I hope the keepsakes and memories give you peace and warmth. Sending so much love.

[@jaelahalderman3333]

I feel so bad that you had to buy all that stuff and put a lot of thought and care and love into it but for it to be taken away. Bless you

[@edsweet6848]

Thank you for sharing this video with use i no it was hard i cried with u remember he is with u always we love u

[@juleseebean3695]

I know this sounds weird but I can’t wait for your daughter to be old enough (like a young adult) to understand what your first video means so she can see what happiness and light she brought to your lives. You both were so heart broken and when I watched the pregnancy announcement video it was all happy tears instead of sad ones. I don’t know if you’ll ever share that story with her but if you decide to I think one day she’ll come to realize just how much she’s saved you both throughout this entire experience. Your story is both heart wrenching and beautiful. Thank you for sharing it and educating others. I wish you both and daisy nothing but happiness and prosperity.

[@tellithowitis898]

Honey it is NOT wrong to keep those special things. I would have kept it all too. That’s a part of him whether it’s poo or not. So special. I am so happy for you to be having your daughter. And I’m sure your son is looking down on you all and with you all the time. You are an inspiration for sharing such a personal time with us.

[@GoodMorningButch]

It's not delusional, you're still in a very raw place and you're holding onto things that reassure and comfort you from the hardships you've been through. There's nothing wrong with it. Everyone heals at their own pace, especially from something as traumatic as loss.

[@sofieztvz8734]

This is so heart breaking but also beautiful...she is such a great mom

[@emmaapatinios]

It’s beautiful to see how prepared you were for your baby, I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤️❤️ I’m sure you’re daughter will be so proud of how strong her parents are!

[@jaimimelissa7495]

You are so strong. Such a beautiful space you created for your sweet son. I can’t imagine how difficult it was to have to pack up his nursery. Such a blessing that Daisy will be able to enjoy some of the things that were once chosen for her brother. ♥️

[@kathyoliver4028]

I'm literally broken by this. Thank you for showing us the picture of Jameson, he is perfect. I can't wait to see Daisy. Love your little family. 👼🏼💕

[@linadams1965]

Sending you and Tanner so much love at such a tender bitter sweet time. All four of you deserve infinite love and peace. I hope this year brings it all to you!

[@sassysandra245]

Awe Dear..Rachel you and Tanner are in my thoughts and prayers, I’m so sorry your having to do this ever. :(

[@thedesertsubmarine]

Your channel made me hug my 3 babies even tighter,I thank God for the healing,from your first video to this one..Daisy is your healing angel..I will stop crying now

[@kaelynbird8195]

I'm so sorry about the loss of your beautiful boy, but grateful that a baby girl is coming to help you grieve and move on in a different way... Jameson's nursery was GORGEOUS. I hope you do just as good a job with Daisy's!

[@percyluxur5321]

U got the best gift again...Daisy❤

[@mabel834]

I came from your last moments with your son video. I just want to say that you are an extremely brave couple for being able to share this on the internet infront of millions of people. Rip Jameson x Fly high little boy 💗

[@sonywest1007]

The daisy in the picture was definitely not a coincidence... God is always near to us ❤️

[@TexasbyStorm]

You have endured so much and are so wise. Jameson has the most beautiful face, when you showed the pictures it was clear his face is absolutely perfect. You are so wise to make sure Daisy isn't made to feel to be living in the shadow of her brother's memory. My cousin grew up truly thinking he was only born because his big brother was still born at 36 weeks. His brother was John Douglas and my cousin's name is James, we call him Jamie. It took a road down the wrong path and lots of therapy for Jamie to realize he wasn't 2nd best, or a replacement. My aunt and uncle were afraid people would think they didn't love John anymore if they didn't talk about him and continue to grieve over him. Yes the grief remains, it comes in waves and the loss will always be a loss, but each child needs to know they are wanted, no matter the circumstances of their birth. I lost a baby at 12 weeks, while it was incredibly painful, I don't feel it is anywhere near as painful as losing your full term baby and going thru what you went thru. But I became pregnant again around the time of the due date of the baby girl I lost. When my son was born 9 months later I loved him so much, and I knew that if I had not lost his sister, I would not have him. It was surreal and made it easier to accept that this is the way it was supposed to be. It didn't make me stop thinking about his sister or wonder what life would have been like if I had her instead of him, which always left me in a panic because I loved him more than words could explain, and I almost felt like I was cheating on him to think about her being here instead. I knew in my heart that even though there was so much pain, if it meant not having him I wouldn't change a thing. It's all tragic, emotionally difficult to understand and process and we all do it in our own way. I just wanted to tell you that I think you are an amazing woman to truly think about how Daisy will feel and make that a priority. Bless you and I pray you have an easy labor with your precious baby girl, and she is born pink as can be and screaming her head off to comfort you and fill you with peace.

[@rfvfdsa]

Keep whatever you need it’s your loss to grieve. You never know for some, incorporating some of his stuff into your home will bring a smile to your heart knowing how much you love him.

[@krist3nmari38]

Its march 10th, you are due in 5 days ♡ sending you love and wishing a safe birth for little daisy. We are here for you ♡

[@shivcarver1478]

Don't wash them , keep them as they are . Its not gross , its his and i totally get the need to keep anything and everything thats been touched by him . Wishing you all the very best , Daisy will be blessed to have you xxx

[@QuinnMakeUp]

I normally never comment on any video but this really touched me. My son Eli was stillborn.... and I just wanted to say that I admire your strength. This was such a beautiful video

[@sudikshyasudikshya2618]

I am your new subscriber . The very first video I saw of your channel was about the sudden thing happened with your Jameson. And very second one is you conceived daisy ♥️ . I am super excited to see you happy again . Have a safe pregnancy, have a safe delivery and have a safe motherhood .Lots of love from Nepal 🇳🇵. I love your video.

[@Cabparastschenko]

You are such a strong mama!!!!

[@Aramischaparro]

What a beautiful nursery that boy was so loved

[@SE-ce4bd]

Rachel, I can’t imagine how hard this must’ve been for you. You’re such a strong willed woman (and mommy!) Jameson will always be looking over you and your husband and sweet baby Daisy! I’m glad you’re keeping so much of his stuff!!!! I can’t imagine how hard it would be to get rid of anything of his!!! Stay strong momma!!! Gosh, such a touching sweet video! Thank you for sharing with everyone! You are in my prayers! He knows how much his mommy and daddy love him! Enjoy your new house and it will be beautiful to see how you’ve hung up things that remind you of your baby boy!!! I’ll keep an eye out for new videos!!! Ugh, your baby belly is adorable!!!!! Congrats 🎊-Samantha 💜

[@laurenrajcevich5136]

Look how strong you are! I couldn't not imagine how difficult that would be. God bless that baby girl in your belly and may she bloom with so much love! ❤️🎀✨

[@BrassyBrunette]

What a sweet video. I am a 53 yr old mom of 7. And watching you talk about your loss and moving foreward was inspirational. I have a good feeling your videos will help others as they deal with their loss of a child as well. I also watched your vid of your last moments with your son. Ive experienced miscarriages...and your vid really hit my memories of that lonely loss I remember. Your such a lovely mom with so much joy waiting ahead of you. I am excited for you. You bring back my memories of being a young mom. Blessings to you and your husband. You truely are going to inspire and comfort many.

[@Smiling-1982]

Im really sorry im crying again for you!!!i wish i was there to hug u those days!!!!please god help her do not crying again

[@johnjamesjoseph3814]

Thank you for sharing your story.

[@kimwhitney3453]

Girl you don't EVER have to wash anything in that bag. 😘💗❤ I lost a nephew to SIDS. He was 5 months. I still have an unwashed outfit of his from '07. I'll never wash it. Hang in there.. I think you're beautiful! Hope Daisy is all healthy! Xoxo

[@bettygamble2638]

Very Beautiful Necklace Rachel!!!❤❤❤❤🌹🌹🌹🌹

[@Katiegk]

My daughter passed away July 30, 2018. I saved everything. Although she doesn’t have a room, she has a space for her stuff, some of it’s away and some of it’s out for everyone to see. Don’t think you are strange for saving everything.

[@kadiebauer6849]

i came across your channel tonight and i’ve watched all your videos. youse are the strongest people i know, dealing with a loss is hard but he will always be watching over youse and saying “that’s my mummy and daddy right there!”. daisy is going to be brought up with so much love around her but still knowing her brother Jameson is there with her to. i’m following your journey from now onwards and i can’t wait to see all the amazing things brought to you guys this year! xo

[@cristinadillon5309]

You are such a strong & brave mama! You inspire us all. Jameson & Daisy are blessed to have such amazing parents 🙌🏼 Best wishes to you and your growing family ❤️

[@Digicam67]

Thank you so much for sharing these moments. I’m sending you, Daisy and Tanner mucho love. 😗😗😗

[@karaa7595]

Beautiful room. You're a loving mom. I bet you go on to have many babies. Jameson will always be in your heart and I encourage you to always keep his memory alive via photos and sentimental items around the house. ❤

[@michm6159]

Such a strength I really admire you. God bless you and your family! Never stop dreaming

[@madisoun3758]

i’m incredibly sorry for your lost but is ecstatic for you two

[@blacksweater777]

It must have been so hard for you in 2018. I hope somehow you will have great happiness this year and forever :)

[@kyliestuttz8401]

You are so so strong! God bless you and your family. He’s a little angel always with you ❤️

[@kirakatie226]

Its never rambling. You’re going through a lot and you’re very strong. Prayers and the best blessings to you. Your friends and family, and your beautiful baby girl. 💜stay strong

[@idshutup3949]

you are a strong,indpendent,fearless. mother/wife that is not being scared of having an another child after the loss of jameson i wish you have more blessings in your life i wish that the baby that is in your belly is healthy and safe and i wish that 2019 is your best year of your life. and god bless you and god may bless you

[@npb2221]

You are so strong, i wish you the best !! Daisy is surely Jameson’s gift for you!! He will always be in your life!! Lots of love and good wishes ❤️🙏🏼🙌🏼

[@ahatterman650]

You guys are so strong. He is an amazing boy. He will forever be with you. Thanks for sharing your story. Very brave, and touching. people have gone through this and just think of it, you could be helping many by sharing. I wish you guys the best. Congratulations on the new little princess. New subscriber.

[@lifewithjimmy4389]

I’ve watched your videos over n over because it’s so touching and you’ve put so much into them! Gods blessings always. I have to tell you this because it’s on my mind.....totally off topic but in certain expressions you look exactly like lady Ga-Ga!!❤️😃has anyone ever told you that??😳please don’t take this the wrong way!! Shes gorgeous!!😃anyway again God bless you and your beautiful family!!❤️😃🙏🤗🌺🌸🙏🌷👌❣️🌼🥰

[@ruthwerner9424]

Tanner and Rachel thanks for shareing the nice vieco of your moveing was. Nice Thanks God Bless you for your little daughter how sweet

[@jadaortiz3332]

You are so strong, i cried watching your videos i appreciate you sharing something so dear to your heart! Im so excited for Daisy!! Jameson will be watching her grow from above💘🥰

[@neelamiah76]

I am so sorry for your loss. May God give you strength through your difficult times. I lost my baby when he was 3 months old, I watched my son slowly die in front of my eyes. He was in intensive care unit due life threatening illness and that eventually took his life. I still miss him and his 10 years death anniversary is on the 12th of January. I believe our babies are in heaven and peace and we will be united with them when we die. I wish you the best for your pregnancy and that God makes your little girl healthy and well. Take care

[@angelajohnson4136]

That picture with the daisy...that melted me, the entire video qas one of my favorites so far...and your so far from delusional...your a mom we are all delusional in our own ways as mommas, your memory box of your son is just perfect, keep it all if you feel you need to , you never want to have regrets 💙

[@dawnmarie5831]

Thank you so much for sharing this with us...it really touched my heart. Prayers for you, your family, Jameson and Daisy.

[@plp27GA]

Bless your heart. You are such a loving mother. God bless you and your family always.

[@maryanderson9080]

I’m concerned about new baby. I lost my daughter this last year and I understand holding on to things. But your new little girl can just never replace your son. I hope she never feels she must.