Dear Christian, I have been known to make some not-so-smart choices in my life but I would never intentionally hurt myself by finding out how much money my steam library has cost me. I could not do that to myself, but I will say if you let your OCD win and you organize your Steam library and put everything into folders and collapse those folders and just have those games you actively are playing in view it can be a MUCH shorter list so it does not look so bad. I am trying to be a 'responsible' adult during the fall sale. So far, I have picked up the Batman: Arkham Collection, I really want to play Arkham Asylum again and Monster Hunter World along with the Iceborn DLC, gotta get some practice in before Wilds comes out. You know….Castlevania: Lords of Shadow is a game that is for sure, I wouldn’t say a great game….but at times it can be a fun one. There is just a lot of fluff they could cut out of this game. I mean it doesn't feel like a chore to play it......but I don't have deadlines to finish the chapters. Hopefully it gets better for you Alex! 😆 Till next time -Tori