Honestly I could tell you everything you need to know. I have been there and I’m surprised I fully recovered from the addiction. By the end of it I was so underweight and seeing things that weren’t there. 2 years later I’m recovered, physically, mentally and feel like a kid again. I’m happy I didn’t lose any teeth or my life!
@sparky_murph5 ай бұрын
Good job, keep it up, you can keep up the good work.
@isaacmaners64355 ай бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety, keep going forward and God bless.
@DenBlueSmiley5 ай бұрын
Congrats! Enjoy your life! 👍
@anandpatel10745 ай бұрын
What do u mean u feel like a kid again? I had a similar experience so I am curious..
@ladynikkie5 ай бұрын
Bless you please keep it up and do not look back
@jamjam4455 ай бұрын
The way I always describe it is that it takes all the happiness you'd of felt over the next three days and you feel it all at once. But that leaves you void of happiness for those next three days. So you take more and borrow more happiness. Kinda like a credit card. You'll end up in debt
@irl20015 ай бұрын
i got hooked after my first time just because i havent felt 100% happy & confident like that ever. i kept trying to chase that same feeling ever since.
@REDVETTExxx5 ай бұрын
Switch to herion to get off. Then taper to pain pills. Then kratom. Then ur off
@3spooky5me795 ай бұрын
This is so perfectly put I could quote this forever lol
@willsalberg5 ай бұрын
Really well spoken. All of us that have spent time in the trenches knows how deceptive this drug is. Find whatever helps you get centered to heal and embrace the change. Things are going to be tough but it is so worth it to get thru to the other side.
@DLM10634 ай бұрын
That's a good explanation, I never want to say how good it made me feel when talking about my past
@thundergaming57854 ай бұрын
Never touched the stuff, never will. My heart goes out to all the addicts/recovering addicts.
@kaptain27114 ай бұрын
I’m same way but with fentanyl…
@solitaryopm4 ай бұрын
real
@dougstrother51844 ай бұрын
Same, people are so quick to judge, like I told another commenter, I’ve never done any hard drugs but I have friends who have. They were good people who slipped and got out of control. It’s a sad thing to see happen to someone and it’s a sad thing to see other people think they’re a bad person because of it
@3goats1coat3 ай бұрын
Your heart is misplaced. We're all adults here, and those who drifted too low got only themselves to blame. The trick is not to develop a routine. (Irregular drug enjoyer of two decades, did everything one can get his hands on except H. Not addicted, never was.)
@dougstrother51843 ай бұрын
@@3goats1coat you’re the exception, not the norm. If what you say is even true
@Sara-xd2cj5 ай бұрын
2 years clean thus month. Never been happier. I never thought I'd be able to stay clean after 15 year addiction.
@winkibell69615 ай бұрын
Congratulations ! So happy and proud of you :)
@definitelynottigerwhitten58654 ай бұрын
15 year😮. Keep it up. Glad you’re alright.
@greenmountainpokemon21124 ай бұрын
Proud of you!
@raydanz4 ай бұрын
Keep it up. You can be happy forever~!
@Kayla_Kimbrell4 ай бұрын
Congratulations! Prayers for many more clean, sober, healthy, and happy years to come.
@IdealX-fr4eg5 ай бұрын
The worst part is if you finally get sober it can take up to 18 months for your dopamine to level out. The beginning of sobriety is tuff!
@willsalberg5 ай бұрын
That's true, for my first 2 years I white knuckled the depression and the anxiety and I don't know how I made it. It did start to level out at about 20-24 months. Medically Assisted Treatment is very, very improved right now and there are some really good medications out that can assist people in the transition period. Find what works for you and run to it!!
@TrevonGray4 ай бұрын
The thing is even if you have no desire for it at all you will always think about it and what it felt like in the back of your mind. Rebuilding that natural dopamine is absolutely miserable when nothing in life is satisfying and you doubt If You will ever feel normal about life again. Just a lack of dopamine in general makes you feel like an addict Even if you easily stopped.
@anonymousanonymous67964 ай бұрын
it didnt take long for me really about a month but yeah the WDs are terrible
@Macmillerfan82-924 ай бұрын
For me after a few months I still got my happiness back so I hate to say that, but I'm happy and almost 8 months probably because I keep my mind busy with meditation and Journaling. That's probably why I do know it would take 2 years so it says in recovery when I had the handout for PAWS but i always have a smile.
@Macmillerfan82-924 ай бұрын
@@l6e6i6n I myself use weed to help me with my stress, heck yeah it works better than my adhd meds but relapsed then my immediate family looked at me judging me because I relapsed and so I had to cut them out.
@chaotic77414 ай бұрын
My father got on this. He was sent to prison for trafficking. After 7 years in prison and being clean he got right back on it his third day after getting out. Never was able to completely let it go and it took him to his death. To all of you commenting on your sobriety, please stick with it and stay strong.
@mikustannie39534 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss :(
@StefanPigford4 ай бұрын
Happen to my family 😢
@chaotic77414 ай бұрын
@@StefanPigford sorry to hear it. It’s a very difficult thing to go through. Just keep looking forward.
@sanjosemike31374 ай бұрын
Unfortunately, some people DIE during and part of their addiction. Almost all, much younger than “necessary.” Sanjosemike (no longer in CA) Retired surgeon
@dylanmarsh27734 ай бұрын
I relapsed last night. Reached out to my closest friends right away because the guilt was too much. Flushed 4 years of sobriety down the drain for 1 fun night. Once the guilt set in after it really realized what I just did, I got rid of all of it. All of my friends gave me the support and reassurance I needed to hear, having a solid support system is a huge key in getting clean again. Many of them were just glad I came clean right away and admitted my faults when I easily could've kept it a secret. Old me wouldn't think twice about lying about it so I've definitely made improvements. My heart goes out to you and your late father, it's such a scary path to go down and it's very difficult to find your way back, including those who care for the person using. ❤
@christhatlive85485 ай бұрын
Jake still having a job and house is wild
@austindanger63324 ай бұрын
Yeah the order of these events is so scrambled. It's like someone picked stages at random
@Dylan-19904 ай бұрын
😂😂
@jattworld19844 ай бұрын
And a girlfriend 😂
@BenjaminCronce4 ай бұрын
And a savings
@Chizzling4 ай бұрын
Duuuuuude😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Spiral.Dynamics5 ай бұрын
I watched this happen to my son. He has more than 18 months clean today but it took a toll on his body and mind.
@user-hn2or3ob8w4 ай бұрын
How did it affect his body ?
@jn13464 ай бұрын
I’m glad your boy got clean :) congrats to that warrior !
@TurkeyEyes66904 ай бұрын
I did for few years I don't feel much different mental but will defiantly knock you down the social ladder now got criminal record and tattos
@Spiral.Dynamics4 ай бұрын
@@user-hn2or3ob8w His body was affected by being hospitalized for dehydration and rotted teeth.
@Spiral.Dynamics4 ай бұрын
@@jn1346 Thank you! Me too. I like him a lot better this way.
@karawigley62314 ай бұрын
Stay far away from this drug. For the past couple of years I’ve had to watch my childhood best friend I’ve known for 30 years completely lose herself to it. The saddest thing of all is the irreparable damage it’s done. She’s had stretches of sobriety but even then she’s not all there to the point where I feel she needs a guardian to oversee her life. She’s so out of touch with reality. I’ve had to accept she’ll never be the same & I’ll never get the person she once was back & it’s hard mourning the loss of someone who’s still living. As an addict in recovery I cannot have her in my life if she’s actively using so I’ve had to cut her off but I will always love her & be there for her if she ever decides to really get sober. So, once again STAY FAR AWAY FROM THIS DRUG.
@adarcus40534 ай бұрын
I am so proud of you and sorry for your loss. I hop both of you find paths to fulfilling lives.
@longpeter-cw3sg4 ай бұрын
This drug causes nothing but pain and destruction. God bless
@karawigley62314 ай бұрын
@@The_real_onefs Sadly, you just have to cut them off, set boundaries & it make it clear that going forward you’ll only answer if it’s to help them get help. Anything beyond is enabling & helping them stay sick. Recovery is only works if the addict wants it so there’s literally nothing anyone can do if they don’t. I know it’s easier said than done but anytime you feel like giving in remember that. It took me a few tries with my friend as we used to use together. So, when I got better I felt guilty like I abandoned her because she didn’t & owed her my loyalty regardless. I finally had to realize & accept I was doing more harm than good. I still love her endlessly & keep hope alive she’ll come back one day.
@mishonthompson82454 ай бұрын
Respectfully it's clean not sober bc sober is if you want to stop drinking alcohol but she's not an alcoholic she's an addict and so were you if she is then say both you will never be fully clean if you minimizing it. May GOD 🙏🙏🙏 bless the both of you always ❤❤😊😊😊
@joeycrawford30964 ай бұрын
Im also going through the same situation with my youngest brother hes been using on and off the last few years and he frequently hears voices that arent there and thinks family and loved ones are out to do him harm ive tried numerous times to get through to him and explain whats going on with him its as if he wants help but he doesnt know what to do im scared that what hes experiencing in his head is irreversible.I pray I’m wrong
@illililililillli4 ай бұрын
As a former addict I want to tell you this video is 110% accurate. I mean so accurate you'd swear the author themselves is a former addict. Thankfully my life is amazing now. I did a full 180. I have a wife, kids, house, multiple cars and a great job
@Yahkov-23 күн бұрын
I’m proud of you 👌🤙
@JohnDoe-gf5he4 ай бұрын
Drug addiction is like living in a nightmare. So scary.
@shaywilliams47904 ай бұрын
Yeah it is. To be honest I'm trying to recover from addiction. Some days I don't feel like I have the strength to survive this but I'm trying. I know I'm not as weak as I feel but today isn't the best day
@btktrailmakers4 ай бұрын
It's so much worse than that though. You get to wake up from nightmares. True addiction has you for YEARS, if not life. And if it's for life, it's usually a pretty short time, once you pass a point you're just... gone.
@walterwhite14 ай бұрын
@@shaywilliams4790god bless we are all praying 🙏 for you brother
@brad250004 ай бұрын
@@shaywilliams4790 I hope you've continued to fight the good fight Never go back to it
@jae12A3 ай бұрын
One day at a time. Every time u wake up..think to yourself "all i have is 1 day..gotta stay sober for today " 💯☝️😎@@shaywilliams4790
@albinofernandez4084 ай бұрын
I’ll be 8 years clean in May thank you god
@bradyslepicka18604 ай бұрын
Congratulations! Keep fighting the good fight!
@gagnose263 ай бұрын
Keep fighting, my dude! You're gonna kick addiction in the bawls
@DreamyyArt3 ай бұрын
KEEP GOIIIING!! I hope for more happy, clean, sober days :)
@yasmeennicole12943 ай бұрын
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!
@Wildman-zh8lg3 ай бұрын
You should celebrate and have a beer
@ThomasKolenda845 ай бұрын
Jake kept his job alot longer than I predicted 😂
@NinoVigil4 ай бұрын
😂 I know right
@HollywoodCanik4 ай бұрын
LOL
@michaelhall32104 ай бұрын
I wonder what Jake did for a living. I'll take his job if he lost it.
@michaelhall32104 ай бұрын
@dennisemanuelsson7136 I need to move to Sweden.
@lillyvgutierrez96854 ай бұрын
Lol yes
@zenrando5 ай бұрын
Jake still Owes me 20$ dollars
@desireeholloway33534 ай бұрын
🤣🤣🤣
@desireeholloway33534 ай бұрын
Bro that $20 is long gone!
@StefanPigford4 ай бұрын
Lol 🤣🤣
@7ktraxbeats1184 ай бұрын
😂
@YZ450f244 ай бұрын
Kiss that $20 goodbye
@DistrictWitch4 ай бұрын
I like how he acquires a black hoodie when his addiction really ramps up - accurate stuff
@smallzballin14724 ай бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂
@frmlm61124 ай бұрын
why? explain to me please
@DistrictWitch4 ай бұрын
@@frmlm6112 I did, at length, but it got deleted for no reason so - no
@DistrictWitch4 ай бұрын
@frmlm6112 they delete my comments man. The youtube gods hate me. It's a fun time
@Rayne1bow4 ай бұрын
😂😂😂
@X4hunterx44 ай бұрын
Happen to my sister. It started with one hit and then 2 years later she lost her house, car, job, and friends and then she started stealing from my mom. She's been clean for 7 years and doing. great.
@fabuxverchatura3 ай бұрын
and i'm there worried about my phone i can buy back for 30 bucks at any time
@CharleeVanSaige4 ай бұрын
The most unrealistic part of this is him still having a job, savings, a car, home, and friends after all that.
@summertea86092 ай бұрын
It’s called a “Functional Addict” I’ve seen a couple people do it.
@ceciliahollen19642 ай бұрын
That is me.@@summertea8609
@berto21252 ай бұрын
Careful with those kind of addicts. They will make it look like it's not that big of a deal. I know various functional addicts. You see them during the work week and you'll think they are sober. Social, hardworking, etcetcetc.
@AngelSabillon-yz3cg2 ай бұрын
@@berto2125 careful why?
@Charlie1993ohio2 ай бұрын
I bought a house during addiction.. worked extreme hours
@ev4464 ай бұрын
The sleep deprivation is the worst part by far. To battle the sleep deprivation symptoms, you use a little more when you have to go to work etc and that's how the spiral starts. It's so horrible.
@tribequest94 ай бұрын
So basically take it at the beginning of a vacation?
@mikelprescott6284 ай бұрын
Not to mention the fact that users will sometimes take downers in order to sleep (aka "speedballing"), a very dangerous mixture that can cause sudden death. The heart is trying to speed up and slow down at the same time, has taken many a good person. And a few great comedian's as well, like Jim Belushi and Chris Farley. I don't understand how people can slip into addiction so easily, i think a lot of times there are other underlying conditions that addicts turn to drugs, using substances as an emotional crutch as an escape from facing the reality of their problems they have a hard time facing and dealing with. Eventually this avoidance stops temporarily killing the pain they have and instead, only inevitably amplify their problems. It's hard for me to understand why some people can't just stop or not use something they know is causing damage to their mental and physical health. The only way i can explain it, is that in many cases, there must be some deep underlying psychological things that they need to acknowledge, understand and work through with the right therapist. When i ask addicts that I've met, they usually say they experienced some severe trauma at a young age and were raised in some sort of abusive/neglectful environment. It seems that they learned a reward system that rewarded negative behavior and ignored or punished positive behavior in some cases. I'm intrigued to know if any qualified psychologists could explain if/how this experience in youth might lead to addiction later in life.
@mikelprescott6284 ай бұрын
@@tribequest9 So you won't remember most of the beginning of the vacation, as it all happened so fast, it's a blur.. and then the second half of the trip, you'll just be exhausted and frazzled as all get out. Also, it could cause you to behave in uncontrollable ways, which could end up getting you incarcerated, meaning, your vacation may end up being longer and more expensive than you bargained for.
@kyletaylor4489Ай бұрын
When I did it I would take a few swigs of beer and it would actually cause me to crash out
@DeanoJones5 ай бұрын
Jake's employers are very forgiving!
@chuckiegravesfield31705 ай бұрын
it was a simulation for the video
@xtah65185 ай бұрын
@@chuckiegravesfield3170you're lying
@optimistix73095 ай бұрын
😂
@Phil_Melone4 ай бұрын
He works at state farm you know, they are good neighbors!
@user-ip1xn6wz7y4 ай бұрын
Lol don't lie. Jake is real
@user-tm8tm6hh6n5 ай бұрын
I have been here and I can tell you that trying it out is not worth what you have to go through to get off of it. STAY CLEAR AND AWAY FROM IT!!!
@OnTheGoldNZ4 ай бұрын
Surely it's worth it once bro can't be that bad once
@elirayyy4 ай бұрын
@@OnTheGoldNZ one time can cause hundreds more
@DanSepulveda4 ай бұрын
Not tryna be that dude but also am. There are some people out there that are mentally strong enough to just try it once. I did last year, one hit had me up for a whole week. I still was working and all. But the comedown was terrible with intense feelings of shame; but the desire to use stayed in my mind for at least three months. Still never did it again and don’t even think about it
@Moon_Presence3 ай бұрын
One hit did not have you up for a whole week. Stop over exaggerating lol@@DanSepulveda
@John-zg3st4 ай бұрын
15 yrs addicted. 2 years sober, im glad i made it out alive and sane. Some of my buddies are either dead or insane or wanted by the law
@therideneverends16973 ай бұрын
its wierd how some people keep their head together and some dont, ex girlfriend of a familly memeber has been doing the stuff twice as long as ive been alive and while yeah shes thoroughly thrown her life into chaos when you sit and talk to her shes an entirely pleasent, highly considerate and self aware person. Then some people touch it and are yelling at stop signs within 6 months
@DarkFire15365 ай бұрын
Thank goodness Jake has a supportive family. A lot of people burn a lot bridges when they get into drugs.
@tarkongnabors2 ай бұрын
Uhh becus jake is not a real person
@OpinionsAreNotFacts15 күн бұрын
Thank God! Jake is a cartoon! We can show people exactly how it works!
@MonicaLopez-ze3dd13 күн бұрын
Loving family
@ENDTIMEsVideoLibrary4 ай бұрын
This is definitely the PG Rated version of what our boy Jake was gettin up to!!
@magicalcharms_34554 ай бұрын
😂😂😂
@palmerfamily55044 ай бұрын
For real!! 😂
@jimmyhunt86854 ай бұрын
Yup
@MarcEllis4054 ай бұрын
🎉❤😊
@jasonlancaster32814 ай бұрын
Ain't that the truth 😅
@peteywheatstraws49093 ай бұрын
Imagine being so tired that you can't hardly function, but not sleeping for days. That's what it does.
@GoldenChildBH5 ай бұрын
All because his friend said “braaaaaa try this mannnn” at a party. Don’t be that friend.
@aps77774 ай бұрын
ever heard of "no thanks"? have some self respect and stand up for yourself
@GoldenChildBH2 ай бұрын
@@aps7777 you’re not wrong
@zackzack21015 ай бұрын
It will destroy your teeth. You can recover, you can rise like a phoenix but, the scars will never recede. LOVE HEALS. You are NOT alone.
@garrettecstasy15684 ай бұрын
My mom has lost nearly all of her teeth because of it and can’t afford to get anything done other than antibiotics for the infections from the rotting teeth that are left.
@ZedtixuS4 ай бұрын
How much drugs does one have to do tull the teeth are dmgd
@juniorlopez23684 ай бұрын
@@ZedtixuS just brush your teeth like u would normally do. Drink water and rinse your mouth after hitting the bowlo and you’ll be good
@baileyharris22513 ай бұрын
Not if you take care of your teeth and stay hydrated.
@israelruelas57563 ай бұрын
@@juniorlopez2368 brushing your teeth has nothing to do with losing your teeth in these situations
@maia_key4 ай бұрын
These messages of support from clean and sober people are so heartening for me on my journey 💕
@maia_key4 ай бұрын
that being said, weirdly enough, I have no problem finding enjoyment with weed and tears of the kingdom/gaming in general as a wonderful distraction 🥰
@mothermakeup74815 ай бұрын
This was literally spot on!!! Your brain will never be the same!! Dopamine is craved so badly that you’ll never feel it again. It’s quite depressing so I’d recommend NEVER giving into peer pressure to try it “once”
@boozbeatzproductionz5 ай бұрын
In reality though, it's all specific to the person, not everyone that does drugs are addicted
@retrogamer58354 ай бұрын
sobriety will restore you back to "normal" as far as the reward system is concerned
@grantbooher74 ай бұрын
@@retrogamer5835 will it really?
@jesintajesinta4 ай бұрын
@@boozbeatzproductionz all addiction is progressive. The not feeling addicted part is how the addiction starts.
@jenvalzinaaccaliahavinoth22264 ай бұрын
@@retrogamer5835 depends on the person and their brain chemistry, some do not ever return
@Waltaere5 ай бұрын
“Drugs are bad, mkay”
@nicklindberg905 ай бұрын
Mkay
@shamiwancrespin15545 ай бұрын
Mkay indeed
@vicentenevarez17545 ай бұрын
How about cheesing??
@Unforgettable935 ай бұрын
Mkay
@Touhou202465 ай бұрын
Correction the drug know as weed is not as bad as it once was considered culturally but besides weed and caffeine as well as maybe alcohol drugs are definitely bad mkay.😅👍🏻
@patriaciasmith34994 ай бұрын
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
@steceymorgan8144 ай бұрын
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
@elizabethwilliams66514 ай бұрын
Yes, dr.sporessss I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
@steceymorgan8144 ай бұрын
Is he on instagram?
@elizabethwilliams66514 ай бұрын
Yes he is. dr.sporessss
@AnjeloValeriano4 ай бұрын
Can Dr. sporessss send to me in UK?
@michaelchase87795 ай бұрын
as a former addict i found this article very helpful for the purpose of further educating myself. thanks.
@johnh.57595 ай бұрын
It’s a good watch when I’m getting cravings. Helps me remember all the stuff my addiction wants me to forget.
@l6e6i6n4 ай бұрын
@@johnh.5759 all i need to do is remember what rock bottom felt like. never again
@LaurieDawg4 ай бұрын
@@johnh.5759 proud of you stranger
@enderwolfplayzyt89505 ай бұрын
Walter white and Jesse after watching this video 😢
@lenny61185 ай бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂
@ariz74935 ай бұрын
I was thinking about Jane b4 I saw this comment
@lightlingzooma-695 ай бұрын
@@ariz7493😂😂😂😂🧢
@RxLynxx5 ай бұрын
Me here thinking about Tina
@verginone5 ай бұрын
Heisenberg wouldn’t give a F
@sarag12982 ай бұрын
why am I watching this at 1am? I dont even take drugs 😭
@michaelprasad954Ай бұрын
@@sarag1298 Hey wassup?U awryt dea?
@thewoodchipperr5 ай бұрын
Man made drugs are rough Thank the Lord I made it out
@maryzogbi34615 ай бұрын
So happy for you!!
@puppet36685 ай бұрын
I just relapsed was up for 1 week
@javariusjavarlamariuslamar37595 ай бұрын
@@puppet3668sorry to hear that man
@skippernolen56445 ай бұрын
What do you mean by that? Aren't all drugs made by human producers? What do you consider a drug?
@user-vm5js6sk6h5 ай бұрын
Amen
@CTP9095 ай бұрын
Don't forget that overuse/abuse of other stimulants such as Adderall can lead to all of this as well
@DearTTraveler5 ай бұрын
I worry about making the association. Especially in light of the pandemic. There’s been an increasing number of patients displaying symptoms of anomia and aphasia following covid infections with dextroamphetamine being one of the few methods shown to subside it. Presenting verbal fluency as a sign of psychological addiction may make those suffering those conditions less likely to seek or accept treatment. I obviously don’t think that’s the intention, but it’s worth mentioning with this being observed in an increasing number of people and literature still being sparse on the subject
@kyhi96455 ай бұрын
Legal drugs have destroyed many more lives, humans have used plants for medicine for the majority of our history on earth. Make nature and normal human behavior illegal and these are the consequences@@DearTTraveler
@Throatpuncher695 ай бұрын
I am dual majoring in mechanical and electrical engineering, so I have been on Aderall for a little over a year. I hate the way it makes me feel. Sure, it makes it easier to pay attention to three hour lectures, but I can't begin to understand an addict's mindset. I'm hoping VA sponsored psilocybin therapy gets me off of it permanently.
@johnsagsveen82385 ай бұрын
Drugs r bad mckay
@holyearth5 ай бұрын
They are all the same exact thing, brothers and sisters, some legal some illegal, some stronger some lighter, in the end they’re pounding the same part of the brain
@ThJbomb3 ай бұрын
You guys be careful out there. I did this stuff just a few times in my 20s and I now suffer from cognitive disorders in my 40s
@petropire30755 ай бұрын
Make a video what if social media never existed
@misterwacky31865 ай бұрын
Yes please!
@JasRog10265 ай бұрын
You mean a video of the 90s? Or 80s? No need for a video of that. Maybe a video before computers
@margaretreefer11455 ай бұрын
Watch the movie Porky's. 😅
@judgedread97245 ай бұрын
We’d be in a much better place.
@bigv67245 ай бұрын
Would be a blank screen. If not it'll be early 90's or later showing people outside talking to one and another while the kids are out playing and riding bikes. Playing tag and hide and go seek in the dusk light. Talking about lights, lightning bugs floating all about.
@JustJay3985 ай бұрын
Did so much of that stuff I thought i was getting gangstalked. Hearing voices, seeing things that weren't there, peoples face started changing, felt like I was being setup and watched constantly, tv started talking to me about my life and how it's going to end sad😢. Thank the lord I made it out but still suffer a bit of PTSD. Stay away guys and girls. The best way to describe the experience was like the movie fallen with Denzel or The game with Michael Douglas.
@RonnieMcNutt6665 ай бұрын
Yea it's pretty awful stuff, I used to do it but learned how to produce dopamine normally, it was pretty insane man
@lusciousloxx61125 ай бұрын
The same exact thing happened to my friend. No matter how much I tried, I could not convince him that he was not being gangstalked by people he knew. He even halfway accused me of being in on it. I knew he was bad for me and distanced myself, but I ran into him one day. He asked me if I could help him move out because he was going to rehab. Since he was working on improving his life, I agreed. To repay me he took me out to dinner, it was like old times! Then he left for rehab and I never heard from him again. That was a year ago. He's never had social media and all emails to him bounce back as undeliverable. I don't know his friends or family's contact info, as we met at work. He moved his belongings to his parents' somewhere in NYC. I hope he's okay. Maybe one day he'll show up at my door. 😢
@JustJay3985 ай бұрын
@@lusciousloxx6112 I'm sorry to hear that. Hopefully he will. It's pretty hard to convince someone that it's not happening to them or that you're not in it. It's like once it happens, something in your brain is changed. I just swore my family was in on it and I was about to snap one day and take someone or some ones out. It's really horrible and it takes time to recover.
@jakegeng225 ай бұрын
I think that’s some sort of derealisation too?
@JustJay3985 ай бұрын
@@jakegeng22 Yeah it's like living in the twilight zone
@troybider45434 ай бұрын
You always chase the first high. Using more and more, everything you love goes away , then always looking over your shoulders
@christiancountryboyilovejesus5 ай бұрын
"Why are you listening to this?" - My mom
@bananahpolkadot5 ай бұрын
Just tell her it’s an educational video!
@furanduron49265 ай бұрын
"Im training for the drug life mom!"
@letstalktech88945 ай бұрын
@@furanduron4926hahaha oh boy!
@richguy325 ай бұрын
@@furanduron4926 😂😂
@WorthlessDeadEnd5 ай бұрын
It's good that you were listening to it. Watch it again, if you ever feel tempted to experiment. Please learn from others' pain.
@daveanderson38055 ай бұрын
Interesting video. How about making a video about alcohol? It's a drug, but unlike other drugs, it's universally acceptable to society
@pamelab72355 ай бұрын
They’re both bad. Legal or illegal, we’re going to have problems. We just have to decide which set of problems we want to deal with. Maybe there’s no good answer, as long as people seem to want to get drunk or high.
@Phil_Melone4 ай бұрын
Yes
@Temulon4 ай бұрын
Caffeine and nicotine are also socially acceptable. I don't smoke or drink but I do use drugs because almost every day I'm at Starbucks. I need that caffeine in the morning.
@Phil_Melone4 ай бұрын
@@Temulon and the Starbucks isn't a cheap drug either !!! I'd even say that Suger is a drug. I'm addicted I (no joking) need something sweet to eat every night.
@johnlynn85434 ай бұрын
Technically alcohol is a poison, that's why it can be used as an antiseptic.
@EbonyHoopGyal4 ай бұрын
5 years drug free and i will never again.
@Hekken0234 ай бұрын
Good jobb
@itsamyth65434 ай бұрын
Happy for you! Keep going strong you got this!
@robertnightshade25743 ай бұрын
Just one more time. For old time's sake.
@ironman65275 ай бұрын
I look forward to, "What happens to your body on opiates".
@triplea52935 ай бұрын
A lot of painkiller talk, Americans love prescribing them but British gps rarely do without other meds, same with melatonin for sleep.
@chloesmith67145 ай бұрын
@@triplea5293🎉
@Louis-si4ci5 ай бұрын
Nothing good after a while
@francisdec16155 ай бұрын
In Europe it depends on which country you live in. In Sweden it's extremely hard to get opiates, while in Germany it's pretty easy.
@kellychuang83735 ай бұрын
Really another good idea there.
@hutch13195 ай бұрын
The problem is that recovery to any dependence is nothing like as easy as you imply. Describing complete withdrawal from any chronic addiction as "challenging" is insultingly understated.
@Sombody1235 ай бұрын
I'm sure they don't want to make it sound too difficult which might discourage addicts from even taking the first step to recovery, even if it's a monumental task.
@slagrot78195 ай бұрын
It was pretty easy for me. One day mid hit I just had this thought that I hated what it was doing to me and my body, in that very second just being near it started making me sick to my stomach. Haven't touched it or associated with anyone who does since. Been 8 years since, lost two teeth but overall I feel so much better without it in my life.
@hutch13195 ай бұрын
@@slagrot7819 I'm glad you didn't have too hard a time.
@stevencalef45505 ай бұрын
@@slagrot7819same man I did it for a lot of years then one day just quit never done any other drugs sense besides smoke a lil weed
@heathergreer99195 ай бұрын
Ppl that don't do drugs or drink alcohol just can't ever comprehend the literal fight for your life to get off! And alot of times even if you quit, you possibly will get back on because it's hard to not fall back into it. It's not just the drugs it's also the life patterns that goes with it.
@robertnesta33784 ай бұрын
6 years clean getting pretty close to 7 now don't do drugs kids just smoke weed
@Wesguus3 ай бұрын
And do so everyday
@MK4kash3 ай бұрын
Real af 🍃 better
@Christian-Ray2 ай бұрын
Or just be sober. I was a daily stoner for 9 years and after I quit life got so much better
@Wesguus2 ай бұрын
No
@Bobbyj13413 күн бұрын
Yeah smoking weed everyday makes you six times more likley to develop schizophrenia.
@blackmatterlives98655 ай бұрын
Eventually, it isnt about the rush anymore, as much as it is knowing you have to sleep it off for a few days. I've known people sleep a whole week. Only getting up for bathroom/ food.
@snicker5765 ай бұрын
Something similar happened when I tried to quit caffeine cold-turkey.... I had to take some vacation days from work. I slept for 20 hours the first day, 18 hours the next day, and 19 hours the following day. Then gave up because the withdrawal was just too painful both physically and mentally
@adamyoung62935 ай бұрын
@@snicker576 caffeine is a literal joke compared to anything else 😂
@snicker5765 ай бұрын
@@adamyoung6293 No, it isn't. I beat alcohol and adderall addiction, and I'd say it was about 50% as difficult to quit as caffeine, in terms of the pure misery of the withdrawal.
@N13J5 ай бұрын
@@snicker576I feel ya. It’s hard but I did quit smoking and alcohol then caffeinated drinks are next level in terms of difficulty. I need to at least get a coffee or a soda to be able to feel alive during the day.
@snicker5765 ай бұрын
@@N13J I know!! It's crazy. I eventually succeeded, I felt worse than I had ever felt in my life - but then I woke up on day 8 of quitting caffeine and felt AMAZING. I really recommend trying again!
@nicholassmith60195 ай бұрын
This video will save lives. Thanks to everyone who produced it, great job!
@neffix69765 ай бұрын
yeah and it will lock away the liberty to do with out body what we think is appropriate and let the law decide that for us
@MikeMovesPLK2 ай бұрын
I was addicted for like 5 years, im 2 months clean, but it is like the closest you can come to not having a soul anymore.
@TaylorBShobe5 ай бұрын
Lost a tooth. Still having trouble experiencing pleasure with the things I used to love the most. 2 years sober I don't feel fully recovered yet
@klatie2565 ай бұрын
God bless you on your journey. You’re doing one of the hardest things any human has ever had to do, and you’re succeeding. That’s amazing.
@tinylisten-tb8ve4 ай бұрын
U got there at least im trying to stop
@lmfaook.79714 ай бұрын
8 years sober. And I struggle with that as well. But it does get better.
@jernisharichard50324 ай бұрын
You will get it back, sleep, keep up physical activity, therapy, turning to God you will see better days. Pray and talk with him. Pastor Kevin la Ewing is a great teacher on the spiritual side of things.
@AnEvolvingApe4 ай бұрын
@@jernisharichard5032 Yes, sleep, eat right, exercise, but no one needs a sky daddy to stay committed to healthy living.
@nattanpires5 ай бұрын
Good way to alert the new generation. Great video. Don’t do drugs! 🚫
@peopleshit56615 ай бұрын
Have another coffee
@CTP9095 ай бұрын
@@peopleshit5661lol I see what you did there
@FuelGaming6455 ай бұрын
🤓🤓
@AKJames7625 ай бұрын
Except this current generation doesn't have the attention span to watch and take in info from a video longer than a tiktok
@FuelGaming6455 ай бұрын
@@AKJames762 well said
@danielwoodard49314 ай бұрын
they forgot the part where all of Jake's electronics are hacked , the neighbors talk $hit to him through the wall/air vent , and he goes on 72 hours fapathons
@goodcookies37804 ай бұрын
😂😭
@TheArtistOfLove77772 ай бұрын
"72 hour fapathons" 😭😭😭😭😭
@somedudeinatunnel31022 ай бұрын
Fapathons 🤣🤣 I nearly woke my girlfriend up
@alexsandroangel9 күн бұрын
Fapathonsss 💀
@doingadlay7 күн бұрын
Hahahaha that's crazy. This was my fav part about it but it's not good
@josephdunbar42184 ай бұрын
I remember being voted employee of the month three times in a row of one of the many jobs I had while I was using. The fourth month is when I started to drop off. Coming In late, getting distracted, "calling out sick"(really just ditching work to go get laid),etc.... definitely wasn't worth it. Ended up losing the job, eventually my home, and no friends except other people that encouraged me to keep using. Enlisted in the army to quit and now I'm best shape of my life. This all happened from 18 to 20 years old by the way 😂
@Dansthoughts5 ай бұрын
I used to love it. I would crush it to a powder and use it at work. I would feel so accomplished. However I ODed at work after I had bought it from a new plug. My blood pressure must have been deadly. My jugular was visibly pulsating. My head felt like it was going to blow. I became disoriented and with full-blown anxiety. After that episode I even quit coffee.
@mikemiller6594 ай бұрын
I'm Glad You are here to tell the tale. I've been dealing with tar h. for 26 yrs. When clean it seems that Time slows down and the day takes For EVER to pass. among other things.
@456death6544 ай бұрын
That is just anxiety. Not od
@therideneverends16973 ай бұрын
@@456death654 can be both, OD doesent mean death, it means adverse effects from too high a dose
@456death6543 ай бұрын
@@therideneverends1697 I said anxiety, not death.
@jasonhiebert20329 күн бұрын
😂😂
@amandageyman80333 ай бұрын
My ex husband used to fall asleep sitting or standing up, then he would suddenly wave his arms around and making odd sounds. So glad i don't have to deal with him anymore. My biggest tip: don't believe your love will change someone, they will change you.
@GroundZer0Mike3 ай бұрын
Someone I know would fall asleep sitting up, make random noises in his sleep, and body jerks. I always thought that was his body fighting to heal him, idk. It's sad man
@scotsummers57723 ай бұрын
Fact ❤
@DistrictWitch3 ай бұрын
So your husband had some kind of serious medical problem, and you're happy you don't have to deal with that anymore? Seems kinda mad to me?
@WNYMM2 ай бұрын
@@DistrictWitch they clearly announced they didn't love thier partner... that's why she didn't try and help them
@summertea86092 ай бұрын
Wow so you evidently didn’t take your wedding vowels seriously then. I hope he’s ok and you get help for being a NARCISSIST!!!!
@TheBEARofHIGHWAY15 ай бұрын
Some of these symptoms Jake is going through sound like me under alcohol. I think I shall quit drinking while I am ahead. I hate being under any substance.
@leslieg.92135 ай бұрын
Good luck!
@CTP9095 ай бұрын
Yeah, honestly most of the non physical symptoms he mentioned can be applied to all substances of abuse. Good luck in your journey buddy
@pamelab72355 ай бұрын
Drugs or alcohol, they’re all bad. Keeping them illegal causes problems, making them legal causes another set of problems. Maybe there are just some human problems for which there is no good solution. I don’t think you can use “responsibly” because as this video illustrates, you lose your ability to make rational and responsible decisions. We have to choose which set of problems we want to deal with, I guess.
@sebastianpert76255 ай бұрын
@pamelab7235 it's why we just try and sell the lesser of 2 evils with drugs and substances
@holdupits4205 ай бұрын
You won't quit
@MrBudd0y4 ай бұрын
Was hooked on it for decades, 3 years clean off it this coming July. One day at a time
@PURDY_POISON4 ай бұрын
🙏🙏🙏
@PURDY_POISON4 ай бұрын
🙏🙏
@lisamatic10984 ай бұрын
Thats amazing! What made you stop? I have just ran into my 1st love again from 42 years ago. He's been using for 30 years. He just had a triple bypass after a heart attack. I'm so devastated. Is there anything I can do to help him?
@MrBudd0y4 ай бұрын
@@lisamatic1098 im so sorry to hear about your friend. you can hope all you want but its really up to him and if a triple bypass heart attack episode doesn't scare him to quit, nothing will. it was so easy for me to get, money was never really an issue. i just got sick of it and the lifestyle but it still took decades, a divorce and all my teeth to get there.
@Nukenukepalestine4 ай бұрын
Its so hard to stop, ive been addicted for a year now and I'm so numb and heartless, I can't even cry anymore and have emotions for nobody. It puts you in such a dark place that you feel like the main character and everyone else is just in your way. And the sad part is therapy for addiction doesn't help its just something you have to let run its course and hopefully you survive
@floresmax51344 ай бұрын
so realz
@tonyaparrish56784 ай бұрын
I've been off it four and a half years. You can do it friend. ...sending love from one addict to another
@mikelprescott6284 ай бұрын
The fact alone that you acknowledge the way you feel shows that you haven't given-up completely and that you don't like feeling that way. That means you still have a heart and still have hope. If not, you wouldn't regret having such feelings of despair, you would just accept them and not even question such things. It shows that you do still care for others and don't like feeling so selfish, that you must regret being selfish and you aren't blaming your addiction as a scape goat to excuse negative behavior towards others. That's the part of you that is still okay and needs healing. It's brave of you to admit and i really hope you can use that part of you that hurts and feels weak as a source of strength and encouragement to get back to the you who you were before you were using. That's the you who you still are, it's the chemicals altering your perception of reality that are telling you otherwise. When you get clean and piece it all back together, you'll be surprised and amazed just how fast you can have your happiness back. Once people finally stop making excuses and just quit what they're doing that isn't benefiting them, they realize it was just a matter of getting out from under that monkey on their back. Getting sober, one day at a time and seeing the world the way it always was to them when they aren't under the influence. It's like waking up from a bad dream, it goes away and you return back to normal. It just takes one good decision to counter-act the results of a bad decision. I don't just believe that to be true, i know it for a fact. Getting clean happens faster than you think, once you get past the hard part of just doing it, feeling bad for a short period so that you feel better after that instead of co tinuing to do what is making you feel so sick, just to feel a little better for a short while, until it wears off and you feel even worse. I've seen people slip into addiction a lot slower than they came out of it, when they took the right steps to stay away from what was keeping them in that negative cycle. I know i don't know you, but i know you can do it because i know close friends who did, even after i stopped believing in them. It was easy for me to see them struggle and think that my struggle was somehow harder and it was easier for me, so it must be some fault of theirs, this was selfish and thoughless of me. Uet, through all their adversity and against others negative judgement, It's them who decided to never stop believing in themselves and who didn't give-up and it's them who have happy live's that they've dedicated to helping others stay clean. Some of the others who they've helped ened-up being the same who scoffed at them as junkies etc.. and then later became addicts themselves and found out the reality, first-hand, that drug-addicticion affects everyone in our culture in some way or another and can happen to anyone. The rcovering addicts in my life have been some of the most positive infuences I've known and are among the strongest, most disciplined and accomplished individual's I've ever met. They've insipred me to take the initiative to make an effort to work harder, take personal inventory and better myself in any way i can, every day because, if they can, then i have no excuse Sometimes the one's society labels as the worst actually end-up achieving what some say is unattainable and beating their chemical dependencies once-and-for-all. And In doing so, they've affected the most positive change in others, than anyone else in their lives. It's their experiences that i commend and it's them, who in some, however paradoxical way, look-up to and aspire to be more like. So here's to the people like you, the one's who's stories we could all stand to benefit from a little more. I, for one, can truly say that after seeing people who were so far down the rabbit-hole of depression and drug-dependancy come out the other side in one piece and then, go on to do more with their live's than even their naysayers, who never knew the pain of struggling with addiction, did. So athough we don't know each other, i can honestly tell you that i believe in you, even if you feel like you don't or that others may have given up. I've seen those who i mever thought would amount to much, lose it all, yet still never give-up & come back better and stronger from the experience. I've also seen the one's who seemed like they had it all, fall even harder than those who they looked-down upon.. So i decided to try not to cast judgement upon others in difficult cicumstances and to never count anyone out! Sorry if i got on my soapbox.. not trying to proselytize to anyone here.. I've just been in a place in my past, in which i could relate to your sentiments and I'm glad to say that i didn't lose hope and I'm glad I'm still here today to say that I'm happier and my old problems that seemed so pressing and final, seem trivial in retrospect. So when i feel that the future is daunting now, i try to keep that in mind and tell myself, that hopefully, in good time, today's problems, will be tomorrows distant memories, as well. I sincerely hope that, you too, are able to look back at your comment one day and be glad that you no longer feel that way. May you surround yourself with a positive circle of influence and triumph in avoiding the negative. From my experience the negative infuences will always be there, it's avoiding them that becomes a daily practice, and ultimately, something to relfect on at the end of each day as another triumph, little victories on your path to better things. If you have to be like a frog, leaping from one lilypad to another, then keep moving, away from the bad juju! They say, you can't run from your problems but if you recognize a problem and avoid it, then it's as good of a way to deal with it as any other. So if you have to change your surroundings completely, in order to get a fresh perspective, then maybe it's worth a venture.. You already know which elements to avoid, should they present themselves elsewhere. Solitude isn't so bad, in a world gone mad my friend... I wish you all the best and hope your poison runs-it's-course sooner than later! I think, once it does, things will start to get better almost immediately, mark my word..
@f.rodriguez88524 ай бұрын
I agree it’s hard to stop using. Your mind and body is stronger than you think. Detox your body first to clear out the drug still lingering in your body. Second your mind tries to convince you need the drug. No you don’t need the drug. Seek therapy figure out why you used in the first place. Stop hanging out with users and stop cruising the internet. The side effects left my body in stages two weeks, 3 months, 6 months after 1 year you are free like a bird.
@jayripp843 ай бұрын
Should've never tried it in the first place.That's why I stick to weed baby😂
@frankiefromky5 ай бұрын
I've seen ppl literally go from He-Man "I HAVE the Power!!" to Skeletor in the matter of weeks... bad stuff.
@miguelrobb57194 ай бұрын
And that’s why I only stick to low level amounts of alcohol 🍷. I don’t mess with those other stuff
@MelissaMiller-wh1ir4 ай бұрын
@@miguelrobb5719 Alcohol is freaking terrible for you.
@miguelrobb57194 ай бұрын
@@MelissaMiller-wh1ir alcohol ain’t bad. It’s too much alcohol that will be a problem
@2judaspriest4 ай бұрын
also its not a group 1 carcinogen like alcohol
@raato82355 ай бұрын
I accidentally read "math" before opening the video and this picture of that emaciated guy didn't confuse me at all
@Forrest1989Ай бұрын
Math, never even once.
@jasonhiebert20329 күн бұрын
Math?😂😂😂😂
@earley45413 ай бұрын
The calm down is the worst feeling that’s the part of the high that I dreaded but the addiction always kept me coming back, long story short the addiction lasted 5 straight years, luckily I was able to walk away from this addiction over 15 years ago and never touched it since, strangely enough I still have dreams about it and remembering the highs occasionally has tempted me to go back but thank God I haven’t relapsed.
@Skvffed3 ай бұрын
Never go back.
@StarBoy_8885 ай бұрын
Say no to drugs kids
@JoAuJan5 ай бұрын
Being a picky eater stops me from drugs, most drugs set off at least 5 reasons for not eating drugs, other than drugs are bad.
@Bee-hf3fc5 ай бұрын
Yeah, follow DARE. Drugs Are Really Excellent.
@EclipseSovereign5 ай бұрын
no to drugs but yes to the guy with candy in a white van
@CTP9095 ай бұрын
Except the ones the doctor gives you
@SirsasthNigam.5 ай бұрын
watch- The Worst Drug Ever (feat. Kumail Nanjiani) - Key & Peele Its better than PSA or whatever
@solomonhood83925 ай бұрын
This is so painfully similar to my adderall addiction, I wish I had never been prescribed
@LeeMuayThai5 ай бұрын
You can beat the addiction!! Best of luck, please get healthy
@dylanburkardt11135 ай бұрын
Same man
@VespasianJudea4 ай бұрын
Just stop. Would you rather be ADHD or an amphetamine addict?
@teletek17764 ай бұрын
@@VespasianJudea”just stop” yeah okay man it’s just that simple
@hasanabbas44424 ай бұрын
@@teletek1776if it would be as simple as "just stop" everyone should have stopped by now...
@GiveMeYoSammich4 ай бұрын
I work as a guard at a hospital, can confirm this is how a lot of them be when they come through
@GlypticYT5 ай бұрын
"TIGHT TIGHT"
@FingerTightRC5 ай бұрын
“Whoo yea man lookat that”
@Christian-ez3ng4 ай бұрын
😂😂
@NIGHTMARE-wt1pw2 ай бұрын
Blue,yellow,pink whatever man..just keep bringing me that -Tuco
@MrMimj4 ай бұрын
if losing teeth doesnt stop you doing any drug then youre in for alot of trouble...
@baileyharris22513 ай бұрын
Lol if you just brush your teeth and drink plenty of water like you normally would, you could do drugs for years (although is advise against doing so for obvious reasons) and have perfectly normal healthy teeth
@1312Mork24 ай бұрын
This video was very accurate. I can unfortunately speak out of experience of this exact thing. Now 2 years+ sober, thank god Im alive every day. I should not be.
@TikeWates4 ай бұрын
Unfortunately yes you are alive
@1312Mork24 ай бұрын
@@TikeWates charming
@nothinginsink3 ай бұрын
Im in rehab right now for it. 70 days clean.
@Forrest1989Ай бұрын
2 months later, how are things going?
@nothinginsinkАй бұрын
@Forrest1989 well unfortunately I relapsed and just got back into a program. So now 5 days. Still trying.
@lizzi712827 күн бұрын
@@nothinginsink progress not perfection. Congratulations and keep going!!! You got this!
@nothinginsink26 күн бұрын
@@lizzi7128 thank you. Taking it a day at a time. Hope you're well.
@lizzi712826 күн бұрын
@@nothinginsink they say an hour at a time, a minute at a time, a second at a time, sometimes too. Whatever it takes. I'm ok. My partner is currently in active addiction, again, and that's a struggle but yeh. We keep on keeping on :)
@neal994 ай бұрын
I'm a recovered addict myself been clean 17 years I use my past experience to help other addicts recover and teach them how to live life by creating natural dopamine through exercise, meditation, and breathing techniques
@BRXTHER-X4 ай бұрын
Been Sober almost 5 years now, I am so greatfull that praying to Jesus Christ of Nazareth changed my degrading/ deteriorating pathetic existence into an upward and steady happy & healthy/ fully functioning member of society. This was tough to quit at first, and it takes humility and faith knowing I can’t ever sober up without my Lord & Saviour Jesus Christ of Nazareth. I pray this reaches open ears and a willing heart. Blessings onto you loved one!
@matthewmurray18575 ай бұрын
The reason u pick at ur skin is because of the increase of norepinephrine which makes u hyper focused so u just wanna pick at ur skin I used to take hella adderall(meths little brother) and I once picked at my arm and face acne for 4 solid hours for no reason I also stayed up for 4 days during that time I’ll be 2 years sober on my birthday in June
@stolog-fu3cb3 ай бұрын
I’ve been sober for 9 months, I just got out of prison Tuesday for failing drug tests on probation. Currently I am 6’4 and 185 lbs, when I got arrested I was only 150 lbs.
@biggeg44374 ай бұрын
I'm literally watching this on my PC, sweating, drinking coffee, and doing everything I can to stay active because I have a job to do, lol. I've blocked all contact with my smoking partners.
@therideneverends16973 ай бұрын
you got this
@Stg990026 күн бұрын
Congrats friend keep it pushin
@cherrybubly17745 ай бұрын
Dang I was really thinking about tryin Meths but you've changed my mind!
@Gabingus695 ай бұрын
Nice
@kosiski5 ай бұрын
Nice
@dxpeikon96905 ай бұрын
Nice
@johnnycade.switchblade5 ай бұрын
Nice
@djangosouthwest60434 ай бұрын
Nice
@capo_di_capi3 ай бұрын
I lost my sister after her battling a 20 year addiction, it was spiked with fentanyl, she was found with the needle still in her arm. I do not understand why, lately suppliers do not care if users die.
@dead2802Ай бұрын
Depop. Could tell u but non discl. agrmts. gvmt strict on those!😊
@user-xz2kc4xf1b4 ай бұрын
I've been using for months. I also used about 80 grams of Kratom a day. Yesterday I went without. I stopped the Kratom a week and a half ago.. today is rough.. no nicotine no weed. And I suffer from betrayal trauma and ptsd.
@just_icethereal3 ай бұрын
What’s the latest?! I’m on day 7 no suboxone, nicotine, caffeine! Just want to be healthy
@edwardgrand56535 ай бұрын
Its been 9 years. Iam out still fu/kedd upp... But alive .. With multiple personality
@stevek3435 ай бұрын
Hahaha 😆
@nietcheyenne5 ай бұрын
Please think of your health.
@JeffMTX4 ай бұрын
Bummer man. Be faithful, every day is a new one
@ItsSorata4 ай бұрын
Take care of your health. Ideally set out a dedicated schedule. Try to sleep and wake up at set schedules, eat 3 as balanced meals a day, drink water, exercise and repeat. Every. Single. day. Eventually your schedule will become your habit and you’ll adapt to reality. Gotta be consistent tho.
@J.HayleyHighway5 ай бұрын
Wow. I'm praying harder for all dealing with addiction. Get better. We're waiting for you.
@JasmineReindhart5 ай бұрын
I know this isn’t an opioid drug but I recently quit nicotine a month ago and I quit weed 2 weeks ago and I feel so much better. I second your statement… sober living is so much better.
@novasludge34845 ай бұрын
Praying does nothing 😂 don't be brainwashed
@VespasianJudea4 ай бұрын
@@JasmineReindhart That’s still a stimulant and works in a similar way that amphetamines do. Same with caffeine.
@LexSteele-bo5qi4 ай бұрын
Prayer= acting like you care by doing absolutely nothing.
@jordancastillo22064 ай бұрын
my brother didnt make it. please get help if you can. we miss him everyday
@AllisonCorona-nv7ov4 ай бұрын
My brother didn't make it either. He hung himself when he was 28. His daughter was born nine months later; he never even knew about her 😥😢‼️
@dorismahoney14403 ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss.
@AllisonCorona-nv7ov3 ай бұрын
@@dorismahoney1440 Thank you.
@Shroomerite985 ай бұрын
True, the body gets underweight and becomes extremely malnourished from self neglect and eventually you get all dried up from the inside out. Happened to me, luckily never lost any teeth though
@user-me6ww2ws5c5 ай бұрын
You can say the same thing about caffeine, nicotine, work, power, hunting, etc. Anything a person takes to the extreme. My aunt is one of the single most wealthy women in the state that she lives in and she works everyday. She never sleeps she never eats she hasn't weighed over a hundred pounds in many years. Of course she has the money to pay for or buy anything but on the other hand she doesn't clean her house she doesn't wash her clothes but because she pays taxes and working isn't illegal no one ever says she has an addiction.
@turtle123a34 ай бұрын
She’ll crash.
@Mr.Suicidal4 ай бұрын
I'm 2+ years clean. The info about the skin sores and infection really hit hard. A girl I met who was struggling bad, picked at her chest until there was a big open wound. I suggested she go to the hospital but I never thought in 2 weeks she would die from that wound infection.
@BrendanBrick4 ай бұрын
IN INSTAGRAM
@dylanburkardt11135 ай бұрын
The first 5 minutes 100% sounds like my relationship with adderall. Man it can be tough but it helping me be more social helps so much with dating
@just_icethereal3 ай бұрын
Glad it seems like that right now and I hope it doesn’t catch up with you. Addy destroyed my best relationships. But I feel you everyone has their phases and has to do their experimenting just try to cut it if it starts looking bad
@180MrMac5 ай бұрын
Don't be like Jake.
@emersons68965 ай бұрын
But I want to be confident and social
@Wavypisces-lz3he4 ай бұрын
@@emersons6896😂😂😂oh my …say NO to drugs
@user-bk9fk2tq2z19 сағат бұрын
@@emersons6896 You can be confident and social without drugs, I am.
@DblTap3174 ай бұрын
I tried it once it felt like it would NEVER end. I was higher than id ever been for 11 hours. I snorted it, a single, a single line. I didnt feel much for the first 2 hours. Then i puked and it was on popping after that. It was horrible laying in bed trying to sleep until the sun hit my eyes. How people can just go through any meaningful quantity is beyond me. Never again.
@derwingt37855 ай бұрын
If only I wasn’t on drugs while watching drugs
@HelloStreetCatshower5 ай бұрын
Don’t do drugs kids
@Jacobytru4 ай бұрын
I so happy he reached out to get help. I got emotional when he confided in his family and they supported him towards the end.
@joez37063 ай бұрын
You do know this is fictional right?
@Jacobytru3 ай бұрын
@@joez3706 yes I know. Okay your point is? I sympathized with the fictional character.
@joez37063 ай бұрын
@@Jacobytru 🙄
@23ADJ935 ай бұрын
I appreciate how the recovery process was detailed
@GTMSGAMES5 ай бұрын
Now do one on what it does to people with adhd and how they force us to take it when we are kids to "make us good"
@liamhall32605 ай бұрын
I'll definitely be here for that!
@brittislove5 ай бұрын
Medicine may cause side effects, but if side effects show up, then it must be the user. Mmhmm. Professional medical rarely ever blame the drugs
@williammcadoo86855 ай бұрын
Cuz, It's Actually, Good. And It's Helped a Guy Like me With ADHD. Maybe stop making wide generalizations , Next Time Bud.
@cameron8585 ай бұрын
@@williammcadoo8685 if it did, you wouldn’t Talk Like This.
@letstalktech88945 ай бұрын
@@williammcadoo8685 Amen 🙏🏼
@dave230243 ай бұрын
That's scary stuff. I couldn't even quit smoking cigarettes for 14 years! It's hard to imagine something more addictive than that... 😬
@howelln135 ай бұрын
Can you do one on alcohol please.
@JustSmile122234 ай бұрын
the worst drug of all
@eurphorickitty_xo3 ай бұрын
@@JustSmile12223yeah because it's a legal one too
@Zindo.Majesty.HisMajesty5 ай бұрын
Never tried it because I was scared I’d like it.
@dwilson67695 ай бұрын
Stay afraid. Pain meds are great when in pain. But the problem is they kick people are of the hospital on the opiates instead of admitting them for a while. If someone needs opiates for more than 72 hours for pain it's time to find out why.
@VespasianJudea4 ай бұрын
@@dwilson6769 Amphetamines are nothing like opioids. Go play runescape and stay in your lane.
@Nicko420694 ай бұрын
That's what I always tell people who haven't tried it, don't cause you'll love it. I respect your statement so much. That's what i never realised when i was 17, you can't erase the memory from your mind of how good it is, hence the reason you go back to it. You're better off not opening that door in to your life in the first place
@Nicko420694 ай бұрын
@dwilson6769 and yeah, pain meds are nothing like ice
@dwilson67694 ай бұрын
@@Nicko42069 addiction. Doesn't care how it gets you. This is not a competition.
@99centfacts8213 күн бұрын
This happened to my mother. She started using at 45 and by 49 she had heart failure so bad they couldn’t do any surgery. Her EF was 19 when it was diagnosed and 13 a week before she died. She died at 51. This happened a month ago. I’m 25 years old. My kids will never have a grandmother and I won’t have my mother at my wedding. This drug robbed me and younger sister of so many life experiences. It doesn’t just affect you. It affects everyone. Don’t think it won’t happen to you. It WILL happen to you.
@KurdtMk25 ай бұрын
Jake is lucky. Not everyone meets such a good end...
@josmclove44265 ай бұрын
Indeed
@manavnaik68595 ай бұрын
I’ve been on adderall for years and this kinda lines up with the story of my life
@MlkOfTheS1ren5 ай бұрын
Oh
@mac11daddy64 ай бұрын
I used Adderall for YEARS but I don’t blame the drug. You’re in control. Been clean 15 years but I still think about it to this day
@ChefBrokeardee14 ай бұрын
I had a friend who was a veteran with severe ptsd who I used to know for 10 years. Around the eighth year of knowing him, he started acting really weird. Glad this video helped me connect the dots
@71avalon365 ай бұрын
Thank goodness I've never done drugs. 😀
@Mike_HuntizWet5 ай бұрын
Lucky
@ehidfk5 ай бұрын
that’s great!
@aidenfielding13485 ай бұрын
We all do drugs
@MVPMTKING5 ай бұрын
Caffienes a drug, so redbull, coffee, tean count, but yeah stay away from the hard stuff Its garbage.
@kjthomas45534 ай бұрын
Good drugs will runnied yo life
@christopherwestbrook35345 ай бұрын
I see no mention of stealing your friends tv or illicit person to person activities for cash....
@dustinwheelerq4 ай бұрын
Did it for like 7 yrs and that was enough for me, craziest time of my life.