What is the point? Monday Musing

Its Monday. I'm musing.
The question is simple - what was the point of all my hard work and effort? What was the point of 12 hour days, no holidays and following the traditional path?
The answer - there wasn't one.

[@sailorxfae]

I feel you on a lot of those fronts. I'm sorry, but also glad that you've been enlightened on the realism of the situation and assessed for your step forward. I wish you the best of luck in your course forward. You've done great things here and on twitch as I've seen. I've seen you happy and I hope maybe you can find an inkling of happiness where you least expected it in the work world, wherever that may take you! And even if it is hard to find or you don't find it, I hope we, members of the community you have worked hard to build as much as we have, can help be that happiness for you, that fire fuel to keep your soul alive, whenever we can be there. Best of luck, my friend! The world is scary. The work force is scary and full of unknowns that scared us all just as it has you. I believe in you, Plague!