I really loved this cozy set up, I hope y’all do too 🥹💗 it did wonders for my headaches 🥰 thank you so much for being here and for letting me read for you! 🕯️Candle of the Month:🪄The Magician (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.angelicmagic888.com/product/eso-tarot-magician-crystal-tarot-candle/466?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3 creatoriq.cc/3OV0SEA 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:21 Pile Selection: 2:07 Pile 1 (Herkimer Diamond): 3:14 Pile 2 (Pyrite in Quartz): 37:36 Pile 3 (Rainbow Clear Quartz): 1:24:38 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/worldofeso 💎Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry💎: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!) 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel! 💸Leave me a tip💸 PayPal: xesotarotx@gmail.com Cashapp: $palehag
@kseniaallis10 ай бұрын
It looks amazing and very magical! Love the set up, it sets the very mysterious and cozy mood
@bluefairy856410 ай бұрын
Love it! It's adorable 🥰✨Currently working on my cosy setting too 😅💞🤗
@theliterarytarot10 ай бұрын
The candles are lovely and p3 was very helpful for me. Thanks ❤
@Grzyp4210 ай бұрын
Its great keep it that way please
@lilaccilla10 ай бұрын
pile two ! omg exactly on point my friend 💯😇😝😢😔😘😘😘
@AshDawn10 ай бұрын
Pile 3 here: as soon as you said you know you deserve better, i literally started crying. I broke off an engagement of a relationship of 4 years bc i didn't feel fulfilled supported or happy. I have been single for a year now and have found myself again, learned so much about my attachment style and my toxic patterns to know whether or not how to act in my next relationship. Things i'm actively letting go and things i'm allowing myself to feel and give myself grace while being alone. Thank you for this reading, every time i watch your videos i have new found appreciation in myself and the universe and i resonate 1000% with all of your readings
@autumnbrown148410 ай бұрын
I’m right here with you but mines was 6 years 🤦🏾♀️ we got this! I never comment but I feel safe in this chat
@tiffanyklopfenstein-q5p10 ай бұрын
i cried too lol shes so accurate and it hit home for me too
@galactalgeneral74209 ай бұрын
Same here, except it was a year and a half. I'm wishing you lots of love and peace!
@Tania_8888 ай бұрын
I cried as well lol 😢
@janab290010 ай бұрын
Pile 3: a few seconds into the reading and I literally gasped at you describing so accurately what I’m going through. You are seriously beyond talented. Every time you post a video, it is exactly what I need to hear in that moment word for word. You’re 100% the tarot card reader I feel more connected to. I can’t even find the words to thank you for the videos you put out…pls always remember that you help more people than you can imagine. Sending you tons of love and I hope life is treating you like the queen that you are 💗💗💗💗
@taylorrose416210 ай бұрын
*sigh* “a tale as old as time, guess who’s being too hard on themselves… there’s only two of us here so.. I’ll wait…. In case you couldn’t tell it’s you” 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I busted out laughing
@Violetann26 күн бұрын
lovely
@SadGirlsRUs10 ай бұрын
I almost wanna laugh that this reading was posted less than 30 minutes ago as I’m debating whether to cut off a friend or not asking myself “am I being overdramatic or are my feelings actually hurt”
@MorgueInTheVoid10 ай бұрын
"Am I being dramatic or are my feelings actually hurt." Girl that question 🐝S T U N G🐝😭😭
@SadGirlsRUs10 ай бұрын
@@MorgueInTheVoid I’m a people please babe I put literally everyone before myself I finally stopped caring so much 2 years ago but I still struggle have ANY sort of boundaries
@MorgueInTheVoid10 ай бұрын
@@SadGirlsRUsI feel that 😭 I have no clue how to set boundaries but I think I'm only bad at it because I'm scared of losing the people that I'm trying to set a boundary with so I keep them in my life and allow them to keep treating me like garbage😒😒😒😒
@hollydaugherty262010 ай бұрын
@@MorgueInTheVoidIf those people treat you like garbage and would leave if you didn’t allow them to, why tf would you want them in there in the first place?? Have some dignity, damn.
@MorgueInTheVoid10 ай бұрын
@@hollydaugherty2620 Because sometimes being completely alone hurts more than occasionally being disrespected.
@EccentricxXxShadow10 ай бұрын
Pile 1 was so accurate for me it's scary. I definitely resonate with having the insecure wolf and the more chill one lol. I met someone a couple months ago that was cool but I had zero expectations... Then they responded to me with the most kindness I've ever experienced and totally triggered some attachment stuff i didn't even realize I had. They went lukewarm unexpectedly due to some unamed but apparently devastating event in their life but were still responsive and reassuring as much as they could be when my insecurities showed up. What is bothering me now is that I'd just prefer them to do something undeniably crappy so I can have a valid reason to run away. It's so funny to realize how comfortable I became chasing people I knew I shouldn't but now in this new situation of interacting with a person that I feel intuitively is ok and just having a hard time I'm freaking out and want to run or want to push them into moving away completely. So... yeah lol pile 1 and healing my own attitudes towards love and relationships totally accurate.
@richiearsanthi618110 ай бұрын
am i ghostwrite this because LOLLL SAMEE 😂
@EccentricxXxShadow10 ай бұрын
@@richiearsanthi6181 nice to know I'm not as much of a weirdo for feeling this way about this situation 😂 hopefully we can both get to a place where those insecurities aren't as prominent
@richiearsanthi618110 ай бұрын
@@EccentricxXxShadow yes, and i wish we could handle this situation better and not swayed by our insecurities (its easier to say than do but at least we can try)
@dreamlikediana10 ай бұрын
Definitely not alone, I feel terribly called out by pile 1. But I'm trying to heal. What I need to stop doing is talking to others (including my friends) because even though they mean well, and want to see me happy, they are making things worse for me and my healing journey. Because they want to impart their OWN wisdom and even though our situations may be similar, the people and choices aren't. And therefore, it's not black & white. Instead of going to others, I should be unplugging more & journaling again. Or they'll say this or that about my choices, making me overthink. When in reality, when I trust my gut & my intuition it never steers me wrong. But they're the noise blocking me from listening to it. Funny enough, what they're doing to me I never did to them. But they don't see that. They just auto think they know better, when in reality they don't. They're not living my life. I'm on this journey. They can support me, but that's about it.
@EccentricxXxShadow10 ай бұрын
@@dreamlikediana I completely agree about my intuition always trying to steer me in the right direction even if I don't listen to it. Good for you for trying to become more attuned to yours. I'm sure your friends probably have your best interests at heart and may be trying to protect you from what they think they see that you can't but it's true we all have to walk (and stumble) on our own paths
@mizlolz2600z10 ай бұрын
Pile #3 was spot on. I usually don’t comment, but I just wanted to let you know you’re so kind and thoughtful. I can tell how much you care ❤️ it was amazing how accurate you are
@Violetann26 күн бұрын
woot
@lydianorman893610 ай бұрын
Pile 2: The reading made 100% sense to me. Thank you for expressing exactly my opinion on feelings. I went through a traumatic experience and I just let myself cry. I cried for parts of three days and finally today, I was all cried out. I didn't try to analyze it other feeling the pain. I know what part of me that is unhealed, and thank you for saying that I don’t have to heal it right this minute. There is so much that resonated with me, including the looking outside of myself. It's something I am already aware of and am trying to work on, especially when it comes to my spiritual practices and trusting my intuition and information I get from the Universe without always needing external signs and cues, although sometimes, it's hilarious how the Universe communicates with me. I've been following you for years and you are one of my favorites. Thank you for what you do. ❤
@bennyton256010 ай бұрын
pile 1 & 2: I truly need to approach this from a mindset of abundance and love, because that will bring me peace. and with that mindset, I won't even care if my love is "misplaced" because love generates more love and no love is ever misplaced
@reesha860210 ай бұрын
Pile 3 - Resonated so much. Back in October I walked away from someone who played mind games. He juggled other women either me. Once I let go of the person, everything he hid came to the surface. I finally saw it for what it was. I am still healing from it. Because I came into this person’s life when he was depressed and I gave and gave without expecting anything in return. Now I am so depleted. Right now focusing on myself pouring self love into me. Thank you so much for the reading! ❤
@janehicks22663 ай бұрын
I get you! ❤
@prismabewusstsein10 ай бұрын
Pile #3: I just got cut off of an abusive relationship and I need to listen to this over and over again. 1000% accurate and I can’t thank you enough ESO for guiding me through this grief. I NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN YOU ASKED HOW WE DRAW IN THE PERSON AND I WAS LITERALLY *eye-rolling* and saying: Loving myself 🙄 Spot on 🎉 hugs to my fellow pile 3 - believe her - we deserve better and just because we can take so much pain doesn’t mean we need to take on so much!
@thayukari10 ай бұрын
I usually don't comment on readings but wow I've never felt so seen by one before. I picked pile 1 and it was mind blowing how you described exactly my situation and the fears/insecurities surrounding it. I am a controlling type of person and when things are out of my control I freak out, ignore my intuition and don't let things happen, becoming the petty wolf as you said. I am definitely going to work on addressing my fears and insecurities before I take any type of action. Thank you so much Eso, you're amazing!!
@catherinekendrick367010 ай бұрын
Saaame!!!
@maddielkaye10 ай бұрын
Pile 3 hurt… but I desperately needed it. I’ve been grieving for months and haven’t had the courage and clarity to realize that it’s not just my trauma and loss of loved ones, it’s my Divine Masculine choosing not to heal. It’s the grief over knowing my ties have been cut with him, like I asked the universe to do MONTHS ago. This is my Tower moment. Thank you so much
@eliza225610 ай бұрын
Same here tired of getting the bare minimum i know I deserve better
@crowguy3610 ай бұрын
Pile 3 and same situation. So painful and exhausting. Sending you love.
@maddielkaye10 ай бұрын
The Twin Flame journey is not for the faint of heart. It really is the most soul-distorting feeling… because you know you’re meant to offer your Divine counterpart that love and grace and patience and forgiveness, etc. but then you feel betrayed by yourself and lose your own alignment. It’s so confusing, even on good days. Much love, Grace, and clarity to you all!
@anonymousquokka935410 ай бұрын
Thank you SO MUCH for that pile 3 reading!! I've been going through some painful blockages on a twin flame journey and your advice is exactly what I needed to hear 🤗 it's easy to lose sight of the fact that this journey is about coming into union with OURSELVES and letting things flow exactly the way they need to 💖 very empowering advice! THANK YOU!!!
@MissJenniLittzi10 ай бұрын
Pile 3️⃣ : at first I thought this was about a guy that I just recently stopped talking to and miss, but as you want on, all I could think about out is my ex my best friend from ten years ago. I have been needing closure on it and thinking about it a lot lately. I do believe the universe took care of what I couldn’t let go of for attachment reasons. I was rang and thrown out by her, heh lol. Thank you universe, because I am too emotional. Thank you for the clarity, Madison. I’ll expect better from friends from now on. And from guys I date! 🙏🏼🤍
@therealpancakegirl77710 ай бұрын
thanks for ur comment… i also had a friend throw me out.. needless to say, no contact since then
@chocococo228910 ай бұрын
Pile 3 resonate so much. It’s been 8 months I have been in pain emotionally that it makes me sick physically, because of the relationship break up. I know very well that I deserved someone better and I don’t deserve to be treated bare minimum. Yet, it’s so hard to let go when you love the person so much. Also, it is hard to accept the fact that all these time it’s only me who loves them and they don’t. I blamed universe because I don’t deserve this so much for this long-term pain while they can leave as they please. But then I also blame universe why do it have to take my person away that fast? Thank you for this reading, it comforts me a lot Eso ❤
@lunameimei8 ай бұрын
Pile 1🙏✨ This was spot on. It’s funny how someone just told me that I take everything too seriously and I should start opening up to doing fun things.
@Violetann26 күн бұрын
😁
@katalinamoreno864910 ай бұрын
I am pile 3. And I was in tears with what you spoke. I appreciate everything you have said. And I felt scolded at first, but realized you were very right. And u didn't deserve anything done to me, so I need to stop doing exactly that to myself. I'm going to make sure I have better inner dialogs for now on. This is the best reading I've heard. I love you!
@fantasia89628 ай бұрын
Pile #3 is spot on. I ended no contact a while ago but now we’re back to not talking again and that must’ve been from the universe officially ending that connection. I know deep down I deserve way better ever since the start. No matter how upset I feel that it ended, I know I shouldn’t even be thinking about them but I cannot control it. I know that I have to wait for the right person to pour my heart to. It will take some time for me though. I enjoyed the reading it was very descriptive and bold which I loved.
@cledosliop417510 ай бұрын
Although pile 2 is not about my current situation, I agree with what you said in this pile. Sometimes, we chase success only because we are running away from what our heart actually wants. That’s the absurdity of our human behaviors.
@Itzz.scarface9 ай бұрын
Pile 3 is so on point. I got stabbed 12 times last year and still haven’t been able to let go of my anger towards the universe. Yes it changed my life but like I don’t feel like this was fair. He’s been out and free this whole time. Loving his life while I’m healing trynna get used to scars on my face , struggling financially because I had to move fast and now I’m living paycheck to paycheck. I try to be grateful if everything I have now but I feel like I deserve a lot now because I don’t feel like I deserve this and no one truly deserves this. I knew something bad was going to happen but not that bad … ever since then I’ve been trusting my intuition more and my life has been more peaceful drama wise but it’s like I miss the old me. I can’t even keep up with self care anymore how I used to and I need it more now than ever. I am starting to get back into self care tomorrow. My birthday is on the 9th. I feel like no one really cared if I died or not my last birthday so this one I’m just focusing on me. Blessing myself and pampering myself. I want to bake myself a cake. Make myself a bouquet. Taking money out of my 401k to treat myself and start my business. Get back into modeling again because he didn’t stop anything ( btw ladies be careful his name is @betterflickz on instagram). I regret listening to the cops when they told me not to tell the media now the case is moving so slow. I am tired of meeting users / energy vampires. I am uncomfortable with not giving at all but yes the past person I dated did not really value me and what I was doing. The lesson I learned was to give to myself and not give to a man. A man should provide for me, call me a gold digger but I’m not doing it anymore). I don’t accept poor treatment now. I call it out of rip but sometimes I am blinded but I have learned there is always intention behind me being “blinded”. Yes I don’t want hard relationships and told him that. He tried to convince me otherwise.
@annurraushania10 ай бұрын
eso, white feather, and kino, the top notch for me
@EsoTarot10 ай бұрын
Excellent taste
@manya01236 ай бұрын
Same here.....these three queens are awesome ❤❤
@rickiviwhite53395 ай бұрын
My top 3 too!!! ❤🤩👏
@tanishasharma34495 ай бұрын
And hermit tarot too
@Violetann26 күн бұрын
woot
@snehal620310 ай бұрын
hey pile 1 here and I'm actually surprised how much this resonated with me. yes it's totally about my current situation with this guy I've been talking to for several months. we're kind of in a situationship but 2 days ago something happened and we stopped talking. He did apologize for whatever happened but honestly he did something which truly hurt my ego. I didn't really exaggerate the situation & asked him to end things because idk I just can't deal with all of it. I got the message I was supposed to and I really want to thank you for this!
@gianna4210 ай бұрын
pile 1 was insanely accurate, i felt like you were taking my thoughts right out of my head thanks for helping me tidy my brain
@estrellasenmovimiento9 ай бұрын
Same! 😵
@wanda397710 ай бұрын
I literally broke into tears when for pile 3 you said that I resent the universe even though I know the change was inevitable. I got the notification to this vid when I was thinking why the universe was so hard on me these days. I feel so seen and understood rn. Thank u
@LaSirenaTarot10 ай бұрын
Pile 1. Damnit spirit!!! Lmao! I really need to just trust these downloads & my intuition. Everything you said I already knew and read using my own tarot cards. Spirit keeps saying “wait and see, wait and see-jump in and let go of fear and expectations-practice patience. Focus on yourself while entertaining this” and you basically said the same thing in so many words. I’m not mad at the answer, I’m laughing at myself because I already knew the answer, and spirit told me so before I clicked on my pile. I have a fear of trusting my intuition when it comes to love because I have in the past and nothing ever turned out how I intuitively felt they would (in love and romance). I feel something MASSIVE here, but my person is really slow, yet actively committed to whatever it is we have going. He has expressed this to me, and said he doesn’t know how to evolve this connection, but wants to continue what we have to see what and where it leads to. I know and FEEL how he feels towards me. I can see it in his eyes and through his ACTIONS. Spirit has been teaching me nothing but patience, trust, and how to let go of fear when I look at the pattern of my love life over the last 2 years, and I truly feel that they were preparing me for the situation I am in in this present moment. I’m in a constant battle with my shadow self and higher self, because this situationship has mirrored so many wounds I have surrounding love, but it’s all just meant to teach me how to alchemize those parts of myself. And my person and I are talking everyday and spending time with one another in person, but there’s definitely a hot and cold energy. Anyway, thank you so much as always. You will forever be my favorite reader. 🩷🩷😤😤
@bribrilolzOG10 ай бұрын
I personally prefer the darker lighting, it feels calmer and warmer. Especially in these colder months. 🥰
@shreyapandey3767 ай бұрын
Pile 3# Was shocked at how scarily accurate this was to my situation. I'd come to this video seeking guidance for this particular situation and the 3rd pile captured it perfectly! I have been mourning the loss of what now has been a one sided friendship. It took me very long to accept the truth of the situation after which I distanced myself from her. And like you said, the universe stepped in (I did a chord cutting ritual one night when my heart felt really heavy and the very next day she had unfollowed me on social media) that was finally the trigger that made me really accept that things were over over. But again, like you said, I've been grieving and the negative thought process that I'll never find a friend like that again, that I'm not someone who is meant for wholesome relationships, has been circling my mind. Thank you for the guidance you offered
@maddog926510 ай бұрын
honestly love the darker lighting set up!! i usually watch your videos at night and going to bed. also the energy too i just wanna get cozy with a blanket and hot tea :) loooove
@maddog92656 ай бұрын
still love it!!
@miathyra10 ай бұрын
Pile 2. Wow. Just wow. You read me like a book. Even on my healing journey I realised that I have this belief that I have to completely heal my mental health issues and CPTSD in order to have be worthy of an amazing life. Like...wow. That's how awful my family is, the way they abused me and took turns bullying and projecting onto me growing up was like...nothing I do will ever be enough, so I might as well yknow, leave this planet. But I've reached a point where enough is enough, I left and I honestly don't want to see them ever again, they don't deserve to have me as a daughter/relative. I have been holding generational pain for decades and I'm giving everything back now. I acknowledge and honour my ancestors and living relatives and their trauma but it was never my responsibility to heal generations' worth of stuff. I wasted the first half my life being as small as possible, people pleasing and UGH it makes me so mad to reflect on all those ungrateful people who took advantage of my heart. No more. I deserve to live my own life the way I want to live it. If that makes me a "bad" daughter/person, so be it. Thank you Eso 🥹🥹🥹💚💚💚🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@alfayomega313118 күн бұрын
I resonate with everything you said. Sending lots of love to you. ❤❤
@excusemetaylor464210 ай бұрын
Pile 3- Thank you so much. Currently going through a breakup, and was just thrown away like i was nothing. I felt it coming a week ahead of time and even asked about it.. and strung along knowing that was the decision that was going to be made. I loved this person and took care of what i know i said that i would and that’s all that matters to me. Remaining my true self even though i knew i deserved more, just hoping things would get better. So again thank you for this message 🙏🏽
@TheBlueEmu9810 ай бұрын
Pile #1 Read me like a book. Confirmed everything I already felt deep down. Just gonna let go & let God 🙌🏼 Love you Eso. You never miss
@isabellagreene742110 ай бұрын
Scary accurate eso 😂😂😂 pile 1, excited to see him next weekend! We are a mutually obsessed situationship with fears of opening up but it’s happening slowly but surely 🥰
@monikazimovaart10 ай бұрын
Pile 2. It's actually so hard to satisfy both the part of me who cares about achieving things and the part who cares about rest and doing things I enjoy just because I like them. My parents taught me to value hard work as something moral, and "excessive rest" as immoral. After all, you have to do things in order to survive on this planet. You can't let others take that load for you. But I am just so exhausted.
@etherealdeal179210 ай бұрын
Same here. So exhausted 🩵
@Rebecca_Angel9 ай бұрын
Pile #3: I left my first long term relationship today and what you said spoke to my soul. My ex didn’t give me what I felt I deserved and it upset him when I told him his best was someone’s bare minimum which was harsh in the moment but that’s really what I felt and this is confirmation I’m doing the right thing. I wasn’t perfect but I do deserve better and it will be okay very soon. I’ve known for a while healing is very needed.
@justinkunheeyi10 ай бұрын
I cannot believe she was talking about being distracted in pile 2 bc I literally paused the video bc I got distracted. This arrangement of events is going to cause me to do evil things
@EsoTarot10 ай бұрын
😂💗
@shina139910 ай бұрын
Pile 3 makes me want to cry. It’s exactly what I needed to accept but didn’t want to. That person never loved me, but I wanted to believe they did. Spirit guided me to end that relationship and it still hurts. I’m trying to find healing and self love, but it’s hard to love yourself when other people make you feel like you don’t deserve it.
@erika500410 ай бұрын
OMG Eso! I'm half way through pile 1 and you read my situation like a freaking book, every word resonates. I'm amazed!! Whenever I feel strongly drawn to a pile it resonates so much it's crazy
@sorrybel8alat10 ай бұрын
pile 1: i genuinally dont understand anything and dont know what to do, everything feels so off almost like they don't want to deal with me anymore.. i feel so heartbroken because it happened so fast like suddenly everything was off without any explanation or communication. i dont know if i should ask, im so scared of actually communicating because he usually doesn't really respond to them lightheartedly, i feel so excluded and also like i have no control over the situation. im trying to be as patient as possible, but i cant, it doesnt feel okay.
@marjoriesurreal56669 ай бұрын
Pile 1 was an entire therapy read. You SLAYED this one
@shawnnaalto40858 ай бұрын
I wanted to let you know I picked pile 1 and it resonated so perfectly. I had additional confirmation when I was cleaning my house the next day and my kids turned in spongebob and of all the episodes they could have picked the one on tv, and the exact part I heard, was about the Hash slinging slasher 😂😭 I was like, “oh, ok. I hear you spirit, I get the point, stop making up stuff in my head to make my worst fears reality when that isn’t the case at all.” ❤️
@benjiblessing534210 ай бұрын
pile 1: i'm so bored of being human, having compassion for myself, or anything, in the end of the day i haven't had a date in five years. there's no advice in the world left that doesn't sound like something i've heard ad nauseum. i'm comfortable with myself, but it's also boring. i'm so bored and just want a coffee date at the end of the day. also tired of every connection that feels more confusing than not. it'd be nice to meet someone who wants to be friends with me but also go on a coffee date with me. it's been five years. i've been getting burned out on trying new things, my interests, my hobbies, everything. so very bored.
@mizumuse274910 ай бұрын
Pile #2. Thanks you so much Eso, all your readings help me so much when i don't know what is going on. It's crazy how much they ressonate with me. Keep it up! 💕
@tove95139 ай бұрын
Pile 1 was very accurate to a situation I’m in with a specific person, thank you for telling me things I needed to hear. I have major abandonment issues and I need to work on that. Thank you
@samirios202210 ай бұрын
Pile 1: This was way too accurate lol. I actually already a started practicing most of the things you said and was like “I’ll just wait”. I guess the video was just a great reminder for myself haha!
@abbypoczciwinski320710 ай бұрын
ok i picked pile 2 and wasn’t really feeling it but the overwhelming confirmations that pile 1 was for me was just ugh chefs kiss and the petty wolf thing has me CRYING every time you mention it TOO REAL 🐺🐺
@MaRi-dz4fu5 ай бұрын
Pile 3….feels like I’m talking to my therapist. Strikingly accurate (and painful). Thank you❤
@nicholehill9269 ай бұрын
Hi 👋🏼 First time viewer here. I’m absolutely blown away by pile 1. It just kept getting more and more specific to my situation. By the time we got to guidance, I was weeping. Thank you so much. You really helped me on this one. I didn’t even know that’s what I needed today 💜
@den85848 ай бұрын
i was contemplating in the shower that i should be over the person that hurt me because they disrespected me, and here you are telling me to feel it through 🤠 thanks a lot for that, but now i need to go to cry to hozier.
@CloudChaser-s4w10 ай бұрын
You and Kino has the most accurate readings all the time, I'm always picking pile # 2 cause I'm drawn to it (I don't know why) and it always resonates with me. Honestly you are right about it, a lot of times I sabotage myself. I always set high standards with almost everything that I do. As a result, I always feel disappointed and unfulfilled. People around me say that I did great, but I always feel unsatisfied about myself, my artworks and my regular job. I have low self esteem, 'cause of my unhealthy belief system. Every time I feel good, I feel like something's wrong or something bad might happen. Toxic masculinity is also another factor as we, men are viewed by the society as strong, and stoic beings, emotional breakdowns are viewed differently specially in my country. Career is also a factor I can't see myself growing. Every time I reach my goal I set another one, not even realizing how taxing it is for my mental, physical, spiritual and overall health.
@RebeccaEverett-qh1ge10 ай бұрын
I was so drawn to pile 1 and pile 3 - I waited before I listen and OMG.. so spot on - We love each other, and I do have 2 wolf syndrome - I get in my own way sometime! Thank you, i needed to hear this today - I need some selfcare, I need to not get into my own head! I feel something is off... I feel he is hiding something, but working on it.. I will do the Wait and See, unless I feel strongly to confront - All is As it Needs to Be!! now to watch pile 3 to see what else I need to know.. deep breath!
@megv7481Ай бұрын
your personality and the way you do your readings gives me such amazing good vibes, it makes me happy 💛
@lada_____9541Ай бұрын
Pile 3 I gotta come back here and listen to this again and again. Such a mind opener❤ thank you eso. You feel like an old friend who is always able to lift me up with the solid Truth ❤
@Hotnighteventsnj9 ай бұрын
I saw this reading while scrolling for something else. Got teary eyed & knew to drop everything and watch it. Was torn between Pike 2 & 3. Watched both. When you said Jersey Shore, I knew it was for me. It’s exactly what I needed to hear and know in my spirit. Dead on. Pike 2 also was for me. Was about another situation. Amazing!! Thank you 🙏🙏🙏.
@WhiteKeyBlackString10 ай бұрын
I chose pile 1, and it's about a relationship in which I confessed to someone and was rejected by, but he still seems to be checking in on me. I have elevated somewhat but a lot of the advice and guidance you shared resonated with me so well, thank you so much Eso for sharing this with us! I've been watching your videos for awhile but it's the first time I've been called to comment on your video, thank you for being another step in my healing process! ❤️
@myparamoreluver10 ай бұрын
ESO it’s crazy to think that your videos have been my comfort for almost 3 years now. Now when I hear “hey friends” and I’m having a bad day I just feel SO comforted and understood. Thank you for all that you do!!!!!
@EsoTarot9 ай бұрын
Omg 🥹💗 thank you for being here friend!!!
@katydougherty288610 ай бұрын
Pile 2: That was eye opening for me. I’ve felt stuck for months now. Everything is going well but I don’t feel fulfilled. Thanks for the reading, it’s gonna help me with journaling. 🩵
@lunamakeseverything23410 ай бұрын
Pile 3. This was relieving to hear. I knew the balance in the relationship was unstable, and I felt crazy, so I asked that if it was - that I would be given. What I deserved. When he got sentenced for a year, right when our relationship had stabilized - I was left extremely confused. Eventually I realized that it was so I could find myself and learn to be confident alone, so I wouldn't question myself again when it came to others. I have definitely changed, but I'm worried that it's not enough just yet. But at the same time, I miss him, and the speration has been extremely painful for both of us, and I struggle to keep from spiraling into negative thoughts and keep pushing for my own betterment.
@wongfrancis4 ай бұрын
Pile 1 for me, i love the clarity and divine guidance that came from this reading. My no contact situation isn't easy, but this may be a universe's gift to help me move towards a better connection.
@zeskamarizbarluado664110 ай бұрын
Pile 2 🥺 I definitely needed to hear this. Thank you so much, Eso! 😭💕
@lilmouse12509 ай бұрын
Pile 3, I was expecting something outside of relationships/love but you hit the nail spot on. I've been holding some anger and grief over my breakup of a 2.5 year relationship. My new mantra while doing yoga is "let go", and I see that pile 3 is telling me the same thing
@lacey78210 ай бұрын
Pile 2, once we moved on to the reality of the situation, I immediately started crying. I've been so hard on myself about not being where I feel like I should be at this point and so many of my cousins are going to school and I'm a college drop out. I'm so out of touch with myself and this helped me realize I need to do some shadow work maybe. I don't let myself rest, when I do rest it isn't actually rest because I'm just beating myself up for not doing anything. Dude it's been hell and for no real reason.
@gzappala87369 ай бұрын
same ❤ sending you love
@tamaranunez46479 ай бұрын
Sometimes when people run marathons not everyone runs at the same speed you never know who will end up winning🤷🏽♀️ that’s just how life is people have had there lives changed over night all you need is motivation and affirmations “I don’t chase I attract” trust the universe guiding you to your greatest and highest self //btw Steve Jobs didn’t need a diploma to prove to everyone his level of intelligence just congratulate those around you and there W’s so when it’s your turn hopefully they will be there for you and do the same ❤️
@dawnross672110 ай бұрын
Pile 1 here, I heard “hope for a feeling” while eso talked about having hope towards the end.
@shubanana99910 ай бұрын
Pile 3 - i'm tired of everything being my fault and responsibility. I'm tired of being responsible for my own and others, and no one willing to be there for me
@bigvictory1433 ай бұрын
pile 3 is so hard to listen to when you’re perfectly fine with settling. it’s the most heartbreaking part: to hear something you actually dearly love and want be talked about in this manner like it’s beneath you. but i guess that’s the objective truth.
@caseymilz4 ай бұрын
Pile 3-your words actually brought me to tears as I was on the bus listening to this. It felt to me like a channeled message from universe, through the vessel of your compassionate and fiercely loving body. Thank you so much, your videos helped me regain so much perspective. Just one day after my break up and I feel confident in moving forward. You’re doing God’s work ❤
@summersunriseyoga10 ай бұрын
Wow, what a relief 😅 I always have so much anxiety before I listen to my chosen pile because I worry that there will be bad news that I can’t handle. And then to hear Eso say, “You’re being too hard on yourself…” just brings a smile to my face. Thanks for the message in Pile 2 🙏
@SeannaRose10 ай бұрын
Group 2: THANK YOU for this message! This was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you for delivering the message in a way that was gentle and I could understand. :)
@nicoled283110 ай бұрын
Pile 3: “the vibe of ‘when is this shit going to end’” lol omg yes this is spot on ❤ thank you
@everydayvacaytaj10 ай бұрын
Wow, thank you so much Eso. You just gave me one of the biggest realizations of my life..that all of those things I worry about or think that the other person in the relationship is doing to me, thinking about me, etc are the things I need to heal in myself. I'm the one who is thinking those things about myself. And then of course I expect that so I manifest that. It's so simple but I just got it.
@SusanB10110 ай бұрын
Even before diving into my chosen pile, I have to say what an elegant set up, Eso! Love the wood, the candles, the clear stones and the black decks! Will post my reaction to my pile as a comment in a bit 😊✨
@SusanB10110 ай бұрын
Wow…. pile 3 was my choice and pheeeew! that was intense, as only a tower-like situation could be. Accurate as always, Ms. Eso. Thank you. I recently went through a tough ending. I quit my last job and right now I’m navigating the weird aftermath of that bad and unfortunate combination of energies I had to walk away from. I know I need to shake that off, learn from it and move forward. Not easy, especially when you’re in the middle of processing what just happened even if it was your decision (sounds weird, right?)… But we must let that tower crumble and fall as it was not a solid and true structure. Rebuilding will take time, and a lot of self-understanding and self-love as you say, Eso. Thank you for that wake up call. It was intense and powerful, but perhaps a little bit of tough love was what I needed today. 😊💖✨
@tlaalb635110 ай бұрын
Pile 1. No pressure in this situation, there never was. When something is out of your control there is no need to try and make it any different. Be encouraging and focused on your way of life. Don't be judgmental about the potential outcome. Show patience and support your decisions.
@lovingii10 ай бұрын
pile 2. I have never had a more healing, supportive, yet CLEAR reading eso. thank u so so much. I massively appreciate you. u r such a gem babe
@arlynns._10 ай бұрын
relating to pile 3 and hearing what i needed to hear had me sobbing😞 thank you so much for reassuring me. i don’t usually comment but you don’t understand how much your words affected me (in a good way of course)😭♥️ just yesterday i cut someone off due to how much they disrespected me and how many times i let that slide just because i loved them / didn’t want to loose them. i definitely believe things will get better and i just need time to heal. 😊
@abbyoneill447310 ай бұрын
I wish I could like this video a million times. I’m 34 years old but tell me why this is the first time I’ve heard anyone say to me “the universe is not going to let you stick with people and stick with situations that do not bring to the table what you’re bringing…they’re not going to let you stay in situations that are disrespectful to you.” 🤯😩😭 10000% spot on. I never wanted to realize or think this because I wanted it to happen so bad but deep down I definitely knew I deserved more. Thank you. ❤
@Jivi_Galaxy5 ай бұрын
I NEEDED THIS!!! I WAS BURNING MYSELF FOR A PERSON WHO WON'T SAY 'IT'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT ' to comfort me whrn i opened up to him. Thank u so much, i needed this pile 3
@kakico55084 ай бұрын
So… I just finished my reading. Pile 3 and wow. It’s been a while since everything was so accurate and so clearly meant for me. I was just contemplating the emotional situations in my life and I’ll admit- I was taking a few steps backwards when this reading (6 months ago) popped up in my first recommended. Clicked on it because I was stressed and I have never cried in a reading before. Thank you so much for doing this reading. I just want you to know that it really did something for me that I’ve been struggling with for a while. ❤
@thalia_014 ай бұрын
Pile 3, resonated so deeply with me
@tayo972810 ай бұрын
Pile 1! You are insanely good at this
@izzypaynee2 ай бұрын
“You feel like relationships where you are giving too much is normal when it’s not” thank you
@JJjupiter_vns10 ай бұрын
Pile 1 Ah! This reading really resonated with me! You were talking about everything I have been thinking about. There is a friend of mine that I think I might have feelings for, but I can’t quite figure out what I feel because we never see each other. And I feel like I have to make a decision before things get clear, but I’m not sure about what I want… so I will just have to wait and take it slow:) and let everything unfold.
@Tanggerinne10 ай бұрын
Pile Two you are so accurate I just graduated college this year and you are soooo right I am being so hard on myself 🥺 I noticed it 😢 so change that I’m trying to learn to celebrate the milestones more often 😭🙏🏼🩵
@gracens55488 ай бұрын
This really helped ❤ I was in a relationship for many years, and that turned very toxic. The person I was with, I did love and tried to help. After a while, it felt like they just wanted me to keep trying to help them, but they didn't want to hear me. It turned physically abusive one night. I told my Mom all this. Still the other day, she asked if we might ever get back together. He is very good at being "normal" and even a victim around other people. If he is changing, great, but he will never be with me again. You were right when you said too, that some people are fine people apart but just not good together. I definitely let myself get lost in unhealthy ego. You helped me realise, as much as it hurts, some of the people around me may never get why i ended it. I know there are people and groups out there that will listen and really hear me. & those are my people. Thanks for the soul boost, Eso 💗🌟💝😇
@kathui10 ай бұрын
pile 3 was so accurate i really needed to hear this. this helped me so much i feel like i can start healing now. thank you.
@evilinilinguini10 ай бұрын
eso, u heard my cries from the ether and said, "I gotchu".
@kellyfortes59492 ай бұрын
Pile 3 here - This reading was so on point Eso. everything resonated in such an aligned way I can't even explain it. This must have been the reading that I felt more connected with so far. I didn't watch it when it first came out, and decided to so today because I've been watching a romance show, and everything that is happening in the show happened in very similar circumstances to me, however in the show everyhting worked out beautifully. In my case we stoped talking. It's still a subject that grits my chest sometimes as this person was a big part of my life, however I did know at the time she was hurting me. I didn't deserve how badly she treated me after all that transpired between us, however it does take time. She was the first person to whom I opened my heart fully, but she doesn´t have to be the last. Besides, I am learning I deserve so so much more. Been working for the last two years on listening, being presente, loving and trully, like trully getting to know me. I am awesome! And while I do know I am on my way to meeting my special one, I am also enjoying my time with the bigger special one in my life, me ☺ As always, thank you so much for all the messages, Love you Eso!!!! 💖💓😶🌫😎
@reaganfeher19549 ай бұрын
Woke up in the middle of the night with the need to watch the first tarot reading i find. Eso obviously you came up first. Pile 3 is exactly what I needed to hear. I wish I could write the whole story, but it won't fit! Anyway, its just so obvious when spoirit hears us you know? I saw 333 during the reading and honestly I needed all of this to happen as it did. I've been so unsettled. LOVE your readings Eso. Your authenticity shines through
@AccordingToTaniya8910 ай бұрын
Girl I don't know how you manage to make these readings seem like a personal reading, but you do. Best reader on KZbin ❤ coming from a reader
@nontuthuzelo11610 ай бұрын
Finally... a tarot that's not about love and romance and 'what they think of you' typa thing. Thank you so much!
@ThereseDubien10 ай бұрын
Pile 3 & 💯 resonates in EVERY way! Thank You I SO needed to hear this healing message today 😢 I appreciate you SO much messenger, I don't even have to capacity of the words to tell you my appreciation for all the help that you do Eso 💜🩶💜
@driameruoso7 ай бұрын
you are the tarot reader everyone needs in their lives. never stop doing what your heart tells you. supporting you forever
@pictoriavark10 ай бұрын
pile 2 i’m called out!!! i’m a musician and have achieved some of my wildest dreams - rolling stone, pitchfork, going on tour playing to thousands - and still feel like i’m back at square one or haven’t done enough / the goal posts moved so much. working on resting having fun and nurturing myself and inner child :)
@AxelleAerts.10 ай бұрын
same story over here , so glad to read I'm not alone! Keep doing you and loving what you do and creating music!
@Ovie_168 ай бұрын
It's been a few years I've been watching your readings, and..everytime..thrs this weird sense of comfort...it's so loving
@tinewithane3 ай бұрын
The way I freaked out when you're spot on about a romantic relationship, coz we all know not all her readings are about romanceee
@MarlonOwnsYourCake3 ай бұрын
Pile 3 and I gotta say how eerie it is, I was watching this a couple of weeks ago arguing with the video like "what do you mean it's not as bad as I think? Obviously I'm doing something wrong and I'm trying to figure out what it is!" And then randomly the next day I hang out with my person and it turns out you were spot on all accounts, my person doesn't hate me, and I am way too quick to jump to the conclusion that I'm unlovable 🤣.
@gabrielmiranda926710 ай бұрын
Let me just say that as a Pile 2 watcher you really have touched my heart in ways that I was hoping for. It’s so true that I need a reason to do kind things for myself and I think you really have done it justice
@sarahbauerlein43532 ай бұрын
Pile 2 - HOLY SHIT. I did some prayers before searching for a tarot reading this morning and you gave me all the messages I didn't know I needed to hear. That was a LOT haha. 3/4 through, I suddenly got so sleepy 😴 I think it was because the message did a dial up on me energetically. How're you feeling, Eso? At one point during the reading, my perspective sort of shifted to be yours (like in your body, in your thoughts) and how you felt like you were struggling to find the words or convey the truth most accurately, so I came to say everything made sense and that was a truly perfect reading. THANK YOU. I had multiple "ah ha" moments during this. I'm saving this video and will re-watch it later too. I feel like that took a lot of your energy to go that deep into a reading so again, with all my heart, thank you for providing this ❤️
@sarahbauerlein43532 ай бұрын
Oh, I also heard the song "Go Your Own Way" by Fleetwood Mac playing and that SpongeBob scene you described was one of the very few SpongeBob scenes I've actually watched!
@korlashka1233 ай бұрын
I started sobbing when i listen to pile#3. That was just so spot on. Thank you ❤️
@Heather-ce6wu9 ай бұрын
Pile 1- This is true, so many truths. Great reading ❤
@ladythought495926 күн бұрын
“You’re really mad at the universe for taking your scraps away, when the universe is trying to direct you to a feast”. Ate me right on up (pun intended lol). 😅