What really happens when you Die | End-of-life-phenomena • At Home with Peter Fenwick

Peter Fenwick (born 25 May 1935) is a neuropsychiatrist and neurophysiologist who is known for his pioneering studies of end-of-life phenomena.
In this interview he talks about near-death-experiences (NDE), death-bed-visitors and how we can achieve a good death.
NDE research is at the cutting edge of consciousness research and offers a convincing model for the understanding of what happens when we die. Peter Fenwick describes the different transitional phases of the dying process and highlights the importance of letting go at the end of ones life.
He offers fascinating insights into common phenomena at the end of life, such as premonitions, seeing a light, death-bed-visions and coincidences.
In his opinion everybody should know about death and the dying process, because it is a normal part of living.
Interviewer: Jens Rohrbeck
Editor: Werner Huemer
Director: Mehmet Yesilgöz
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[@manojdas5022]

I am stage 4 cancer and have been told I have until the end of this year. Preparing for this transition, not scared. Wishing for an easy passing.

[@flex20144]

You will be in my thoughts and prayer manoj ❤

[@somyashukla1856]

I have prayed for you, you will get the wisdom , from Christ in mighty nsme of Jesus , Amen

[@nabryankeene2549]

Oh my I'm so sorry to hear that Prayers to you, and always remember just because the Doctors have told you that you have until the end of this Year. God has the final call, and can turn your whole situation all the way around, and can give you alot more time then the end of this Year. My Prayers to you for God's Healing, and for God to turn it all the way around. 🙏

[@lynnpayne9519]

Safe travels friend. This is natural. Your right, nothing to be afraid of.

[@christhuprakash1955]

I'll pray for u

[@justinrichardson2267]

This man is in his eighties, speaks brilliantly, mind is quick and lucid, highly intelligent and inquisitive and his smile could stop wars.

[@blondefire79]

I thought the same thing. He has such a charming smile.

[@missd7886]

One can see his genuinity through hus smile =) and he is such a pleasant person to listen to. Very structured/intelligent

[@Justinpie91]

The afterlife is sustained by angels and demons harvesting our energy, all working for the same "god"/archon. After death we are judged by the karma committee and sent to a new birth with forced amnesia (memory is not in the brain). They occupy all the heavens and hells of this universe. Read Can You Stand The Truth: The Chronicles of Man's Imprisonment to understand more. Videos such as this are simply visits to the astral realm prison.

[@billylip680]

@@Justinpie91 sounds about right to me dmt and ketamine helped me understand this

[@Chryslers1]

True that. I love how he speaks & he is so intelligent. Amazing. English accent has always been my favourite but this man is extraordinary brilliant.

[@cmcproductions26]

My grandpa died on the operating table for a few minutes, during surgery for getting a pacemaker put in. My grandpa has always been a mans man so to speak. He's never been one to show his emotions, or show signs of sadness. But one day, maybe 9 or 10 years ago, I was with him in his car, and as he was driving, somehow death got brought up. He proceeded to tell me, that when he died on the operating table, he saw the most beautiful place, and saw all his friends, and loved ones, who have passed away. While telling me this, his voice was trembling, and he sounded as if he was going to cry. Then he said "I don't like talking about this, lets talk about something else" my grandpa is the exact opposite of a person who makes things up. Hearing that story, made me feel better about death.

[@alexratilainen5547]

That's powerful

[@carolineo2955]

Hey! I know this was a few months ago but I was wondering if your grandpa was christian? That's part of what I am watching this video for because I am confused on what religion is really there. Thanks!!

[@zerarrilopez2230]

@@carolineo2955religion is man made.

[@venusvampire]

@@carolineo2955 in christianity, we are taught that God is love, and he’s eternal so is love. We are taught that our physical bodies are temporary, but our soul/spirit is eternal if we accept Jesus as our lord and savior. Yes, religion is man made but God isn’t. He’s not a bearded man in the sky , he’s love and wants to protect you and listen to you.

[@tdarons]

My mother did that terminal lucidity three weeks before dying if advanced Alzheimer’s. It was incredible. We had two hours with her, kissing her, singing songs to her, saying our goodbyes. The doctor was so astounded when she came back from her degenerated state and answered him appropriately, that he leapt back from the bedside in shock! He turned to me and said “I have only seen this very rarely. If you have kids or people who want to see her like this, this is your one chance”. It was almost magickal. I immediately brought my two daughters to my mother’s bedside!

[@user-vv9np5iq7n]

If consciousness and clarity of thinking is solely of the brain then how can someone whose brain has been clearly damaged by dementia and/or Alzheimer’s suddenly be fine and completely normal UNLESS CONSCIOUSNESS IS SEPARATE FROM THE BRAIN and the brain is merely a sort of “filter” during this temporary life we are in?

[@jayanthilameer756]

I am very luck to have met Doctor Fenwick, he is the only doctor who diagnosed my son’s problem and treated him. Loveliest man on Earth. It was about 20 years ago. Beautiful smile and a beautiful personality. Best consultant I’ve ever met.

[@sheenaalexis8710]

Lovely to hear that...I'm not at all surprised!

[@bluemamba5317]

Do you want to say the diagnose and how the treatment went?

[@pappy017]

Awesome!

[@Sweetybboy]

awesomee

[@geraldalbert8657]

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[@SpaceDin0]

For anyone who lost a loved one in the comment section, my condolences.

[@sofiatavares3008]

Thank you

[@mr.cubarinogaming8953]

Yeah thanks almost 9000 comments I don't think I will ever find her lost forever...

[@furios2203]

@@mr.cubarinogaming8953 you will meet again one day😁 hopefully

[@jesusishere9682]

Thank you 🙏🏽

[@Revelation21-4-]

My last living grandparent a couple of months ago died,however been very lucky that she made it to 96 years old and I'm 44 ,and shes out of her suffering

[@thedustiev1]

My partner passed very recently & I always ask him for signs as it's all I have to hold onto. He has sent me many from heart shaped balloons to vivid dreams with him telling me that heaven is even better than they say. They all give me comfort & make me believe more than ever that when a person dies they live on somewhere, as much as our hearts break without them here in earth ❤️

[@silentnight3970]

Sorry for your loss.

[@raleighwalter4250]

Sending you our love. I want to know what my dreams about my father mean, he recently passed too. X

[@arlenewitt248]

If the balloons are the message/signs you’ve received then your experience is different from what he says occur, because he said one loses one’s ego to basically join the universal spirit. Of course, if that is true, none of the dead bed visions are really the person who died visiting because those spirits have obviously not lost their identities…so who knows.

[@jaeblue8145]

I was a CNA, and cared for my grandfather in the nursing home. He was completely confused while in the dying process. I went in to see him and he started talking to his pasted sister. Then, held my hand and told me, “tell the boy I love him”. I had just found out the sex of my baby but no one said anything because of the situation. I finished my visit and went home. That night I dreamed of him. It was him but young. He was a logger, heavy smoker. He was sitting on the old couch tying up his boots smiling while looking right at me and said, “I’m alright, I’m heading to work”. I never saw my GF that age but I knew it was him. I woke up to my mom calling to tell me he had passed away. I told her I know cause gf told me. Now I’m a registered nurse and have had the privilege of assisting the dying. Back when that happened it was surprising and new, now after 20yrs of nursing I see this all the time. I’d like for the love to know out there that, I always continued to talk to the pt like they’re still there, while I’m cleaning them and getting them ready for family to see. I want them to know they aren’t alone. I have so many more stories like this.

[@allenjoy947]

My wife is a nurse in palliative care and so like you looks after people in their "final" stages. She has told me that just like you she speaks to the departed as if they are still here as she prepares them to see family etc. You and my wife are living angels.

[@kidda74]

wow!🙏

[@Ryzilience]

your dream made me tear up. I rarely but do have dreams like this. I miss my grandmother.

[@PT-tw6kg]

My husband of 20yrs passed away on August 5th. 2019 the day before he was in the hospital and said he was coming home I told him that I felt it was to soon, he said the doctors release him. When he came home he didn't look good and was very cold and tired he told me see I will always come home to you within 9hrs he passed away. We spent those 9hrs talking about our future. I really believe he knew he was going to die and he wanted to spend his last hours with me. My heart is so broken but I know he's in a better place no pain or sickness. He was ready.

[@mitchellwilcox7259]

Best wishes 🤞❤

[@AmB39]

Pearl chiappine I’m sorry my friend.

[@PT-tw6kg]

Thank you. I'm very sad and not doing well right now but I know my love is always with me and watching over me.❤❤❤❤❤

[@lizbennett4904]

My sympathy to you sad to lose the love of your life but remember he's there talk to him just like before its comforting.

[@lolavelmar2996]

My respect to you and your husband. My most sincere condolences.

[@babyrazor6887]

Having died in the E.R. in 1969 from a mixture of drugs and booze I think I can safely say that those who don't believe in an afterlife are in for a big surprise. The crushing part of death is the self judgement, when you realize the short comings of your life. When I use the term "crushing" I cant stress enough what an understatement that is. Anyhow, I met my great grandfather, whom I knew in real life, and he said it wasn't my time so here I am again. but the experience did make me change my life 180 degrees, I'm on Gods side this time around. Oh and heaven does have a downside, you can't get that smile off your face.

[@ianwylie9064]

amazing. a blessing then really,

[@IsraelCountryCube]

Yes heaven is a real place as it is inside oneself. Humans can carry hell within themselves. And malevolence is that much hell. I decided to not carry hell within me anymore! I want to be carried by the heavens and up to God!

[@FullMoongrn]

May Allah bless you brother. I am happy for you that you are in this state.

[@kancsoures4548]

My mother died in January. I loved Her so much. I miss Her so much...

[@Sweetybboy]

my mother also gone at this month 7 January ;( so hard actually..i hope they re now in a better place

[@darrenorubor2629]

Sorry for your loss

[@TenTenJ]

Pay attention and be open, she will make her presence known to you.

[@xexe6950]

@@TenTenJ I wish and pray 🙏🏽

[@capricornmoon6072]

I am so sorry for everyone's loss, I lost my mum, she was my best friend and when she died a part of me died too, the struggle is so tough every day. Much love to everyone who understands this pain ❤

[@carriedrosten1418]

My mother died of a sudden cardiac arrest, we held out hope for 9 days and she never woke up. hardest decision we had to make to make was taking her off life support. I've been in nursing for 30 years..but to watch my mom at the age of 73 take her last breath will be with me forever. I'm very blessed to be with her until the end.

[@lindahughson7658]

My husband had a heart attack and was put on ventilator and was brain dead so he was on ventilator for2days but when off vent he was bathing on his own and died a day later so why was he breathing on his own with no help?

[@netterz3411]

My mom also died from a cardiac arrest she was 77

[@Acubens.]

@@lindahughson7658 when its your time, its your time.

[@raleighwalter4250]

Bless you. My dad was 73 too when he died of Covid during the second wave. Like you, we had to agree to withdrawal of life support and accept it was his time but it still haunts me every day.

[@_creighton]

{(hug)}

[@farihienne]

When my dad was in the process of passing, the thing that stood out to me the most was his little smile. There seemed to be no pain, just hapiness. It still fascinates me to this day.

[@mainstreetbully6814]

❤️

[@unimpresseddolphin7816]

Calla Antoinette I had a NDE. I’ll just say death is only sad for the living left behind. I am not scared of death now, I know this life is but one incarnation.

[@JJTownley_Classical-Composer]

Here's what bothers me about NDE's: Dr. Fenwick says that only 4% of people who clinically die have NDE's. The other 96% aren't aware of anything from the time they lose consciousness to the time they are revived. This would suggest to me that only 4% of us overall have evolved to the point we will have some sort of consciousness after death. For the rest of us, from the evidence, our consciousness will simply fade into oblivion and we will be unconscious eternally--in other words, "dead for eternity". Another thing that bothers me: of the 4% who can recall their experiences, most have no control over what they see or what happens to them. Some good people see hellish images, some bad people experience total peace and love. Some don't want to go through the tunnel but are sucked in anyway, others who don't want to go into the tunnel are able to resist and stay on the earthly plane indefinitely. NONE of this follows any sort of logical pattern. We are at the mercy of whatever awaits us, if indeed something does await us after death. That is a scary proposition.

[@joannoliver5032]

Death is the biggest delusion, we fear what we can't see, but when we do go we become so much more than this body can contain. We are so loved and will find the infinite love on the other side magnified, and being a part of.

[@waedjradi]

his smile was "a Total let-go" 😌💕 🙏

[@Bruno-tm3xo]

The first ever interviewer who doesn’t get under my skin by interrupting his interviewee ......well done....and what a true gentle man this doctor is

[@terridean1676]

I also love the way he asks questions, respectfully and reflectively

[@vimalsehgal4183]

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[@voidisyinyangvoidisyinyang885]

Old Skool conversations when people were literate and listened to books that they read. Nowadays - it started with Valley Girl culture and got worse to TV zombies - and Sound Bytes, "Memes" and Tweets. People no longer LISTEN. Silence is golden. For example classical music teaches good listening skills.

[@Sweetybboy]

really, one of the best interviews and a doctor is so professional

[@c.glivingstone9832]

Agreed. Piers Morgan's polar opposite.

[@JaTa_]

To everyone who has lost a loved one or a friend, first of all Rest In Peace, also to go through something like that is absolutely horrible. If you have experienced this pain then dont worry, who ever has left you is waiting for you. You’ll meet them again

[@TrishalaDutt]

😢😢😢😢 thank you

[@ellsmere58]

I hope so😢

[@paulpaulsen7245]

Thank you for your hope and kindness!

[@gardendormouse6479]

I hope you're right, and I'll someday see my little sis again💖

[@blankets6483]

Thank you 💗 I needed this right now. I lost my mother and my boyfriend this year. Can’t wait to meet them. Just need to finish some things here on earth and I will be ready to go. Can’t wait for that day. I am not scared at all to end my life. Actually I feel very relaxed about it 🥰😇

[@ghoesings]

My father fought prostate cancer for years, in his final weeks he said he had seen his brother who had passed away, being there with him saying he came to visit me yesterday. The moment he left I felt it at home woke up in tears my heart hurting then 15 minutes later the hospice called me to say he had passed and my mother was with him. The memory of seeing my mother just pointing at the bed when I walked in crying still haunts me to this day. I hugged her first then went over to my father kissed him thanked him and said you're not in pain no more i'll see you again. And I felt him put his hand on my shoulder and squeeze. I know there is something after this life.

[@JaTa_]

That is heartbreaking, i cant imagine loosing someone in my family, although i was too young to recognise that my great grandfather died my other great grandparents died too, my great grandmother died in 2017 and i feel so guilty for not spending enough time with her, she would be 96 now. I am embarrassed to say it now but, I didnt spent enough time with her, I thought…she was boring… Anyways Rest in Peace man, stay strong.

[@DSkye-n7m]

I felt an arm around me as clear as day too!

[@joshuabrunetta4656]

Wow you actually felt him squeeze your shoulder ?!! That’s incredible

[@philricci2012]

I am sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing this.

[@janielangley5673]

My Husband passed 1 mth. ago. 2 weeks before I heard him calling out to his Mother. He also told me he was having dream’s inside of dream’s, still baffled to that. I feel the last hug he gave me 2 day’s before his transition. My Dear Husband had a most Peaceful Passing, Beautiful and Peaceful Passing.

[@TB.....]

Hi Janie, my brother passed away in February and he also described the same experiences. We will see them again one day and be able to hug them until they've had enough 🙂. All the best to you. Everything will be OK.

[@lisastephens864]

Better to love than never to have loved ..wat a lovely women ❤

[@bluewater3783]

I like the term "transition"...

[@shannoncavanagh7064]

I've had dreams inside dreams. It's crazy when you wake up.

[@larey12]

We are living in a dream state. Everything around you is just energy and it's your brain that processes these energy patterns into what seems like physical reality. Even the scientists have come out with this theory and even suggesting that we live in one big holographic universe. When your husband was asleep, and being close to death, he probably passed into another dimension (where he met his Mother) and became aware of this fact when he was dreaming - having dreams inside of dreams. You husband still exists, just not in the physical vehicle he once inhabited. He is now in a different dimension and most likely resting his soul before he moves onto his next adventure in another body and also to wait for those other souls he loved in this world. This dimension is just as real to him as this world was to him when he was alive. Death is not the end - it is only the end of an experience before the beginning of a new one.

[@karinkissinger5106]

I remember when my youngest son got in a car wreck two towns away. I was woken up out of my sleep I heard my son yelling "mom" in the most blood-curdling scream! I jumped out of bed and I ran to his room open the door turn the light on but he wasn't there. It was around 2:30 a.m. I was so alarmed I couldn't go back to sleep so I stayed up until it was time to go to work. At 8 in the morning his work called and said he never showed up. I called the usual the jail the hospital there was no record of him anywhere. So I went on to work and two hours after I was at work I got a phone call from a hospital two towns away saying they were notifying me my son had been in a car accident. I raced over to that hospital where my son was in intensive care clinging to life. Fortunately he survived it wasn't until I saw the police report weeks later that I saw the accident took place at 2:30 am!!!

[@thatdiygingerguy]

God bless you and your family❤

[@pimpdoggydogg8670]

Glad he survived

[@luditebreaker5065]

I was about to drown in a river . I was depressed and asked myself is this how my life ends ? The only image that woke my brain to struggle for help was vision of my mother crying inconsolably. I was pulled out of the river . The NDE changed my entire persona and goals in life. I and my parents grew more closer. She still doesn't know what had happened to me that day.

[@lisastephens864]

Wow,that would be intense 😪 I know wat you mean tho

[@triggabun]

When you said "blood curdling scream" I absolutely knew what you meant. I had the unfortunate experience of seeing someone get stabbed and I have never heard such a sound since. It will stop anyone in their tracks. That's why killers are a different animal. That cry is visceral and comes from a different place.

[@kori5679]

This video is maybe one of the best I ever watched in my life. No words to describe this gentleman.

[@elsarossikardec]

Yes yes yes.

[@midnightrider7648]

While growing up my dad would always ask me if I would be frightened if he would show me signs of an afterlife after he passed. I told him I wouldn't be afraid. For about a week after he passed there were numerous unmistakable signs of my dad letting me know. I miss my mom the most, she passed over 4 yrs ago. I ask her numerous times a day for signs but to no avail. I miss you mom & dad, thank you for all you did.

[@queenofthebutterflies5212]

Yep, I communicate with my daughter, my Pomeranian and my Grandmother all the time. I miss them both so much, especially my Pom. I have her bones and her fur and I stroke them and put them up to my face. My Grandmother was my best friend. I miss having her too. The signs are so reassuring, aren't they? I'm glad you are getting them too.

[@dublo5376]

Especially miss your dog and you put its bones up to your face?

[@marianne3024]

I’ll admit that freaks me out

[@penguin0101]

@@marianne3024 ikr a lil creepy to do that.

[@nolancooper3206]

I lost my mom and both grandparents about 6 years ago now and your experiences are very similar to mine. My mother gives me signs in forms of animals and the wind and my grandmother with plants. My grandfather i am still figuring out the signs but i must tell you. Your mother is giving you signs i promise it is just usually not what you ask for or expect, from the plants to the wind and the sun. they are with us. Take care

[@barryryan3934]

Finally... an interview with the interviewer staying quiet and letting the interviewee speak.

[@dolgijoze]

thats actually one of good things

[@nancyayers6355]

Nice, isn't it!

[@captainozone5393]

The interviewer probably wasn't a millennial. LOL

[@Theblythe]

Agreed!

[@jeankeats3200]

Barry, this is the best post I've ever seen!

[@maggiewicken3601]

As an older person facing death, I have fallen in love with Peter Fenwick. You are a river of love. Thank you!

[@juliebear1505]

I agree as an older person I am thinking about it a lot more. Fascinated by the process of what happens.

[@01chittock]

Maggie Wicken I’m sorry to read this. I truly hope that this KZbin documentary has helped in some way. I do think that if we can except death as much as we do of life ; Death can be a less scary. I know so many people who are scared of death. I think there will always be a little part of us that has reservations about it. And many will say they hope they die in their sleep. But for many of us this is not the case. But it makes so much sense to let it take you and not fight it. I have had an out of body experience , which at the time did scare me. But this was due to me not knowing what had happened. But letting go I think is the real key to a peaceful death and of course medications if you are dying due to a chronic disease. But what I have seen of death is that them who fight it suffer so much more. And having loved one’s around helps many. But what I will say to people is don’t spend so much time thinking about it. Live your life even during the tuff times but if you can get your head around it death is not something to fear. I always say to people you didn’t know or suffer before you we’re born so it will be the same . I believe that birth and death are very much related and that we are a energy and our bodies are just a shell. All I can say to you Maggie I hope your passing is a good one and many loved ones alive and dead are with you.

[@Its-uu8ht]

@@juliebear1505 honestly, death is incredibly fascinating.

[@forreal245]

@@Its-uu8ht ...Well, I'm 68 & it may SOUND "fascinating" but I'm scared shitless to die & leave my sick husband alone with no one to care for him. But, I guess that's where "faith" comes in...all will work out according to His plan.

[@TerminatorT--jc2hf]

@@forreal245 I hope you live for as long as possible.

[@davidlara780]

When my mom died the other day and came back home, my mother's clock stopped exactly the time she had passed away. Crying...

[@cascaretthatsright9204]

Was it at 3:00am?

[@saltyboi2435]

@@cascaretthatsright9204 BRUH

[@kandylmartinez3065]

My son was murdered on 10/28/20 and same thing the clock in his room was stopped at 10:04 that’s the time they declared him deceased 😭

[@meeranow]

Hugs

[@tanyathompson2396]

My dads clock stopped the day his dad died.

[@villan81]

I was nearly hit by a bus - as I stepped in the road and looked to my right the bus was literally a second away from hitting me, everything seemed to go slow motion. However, ‘someone’ or ‘something’ pulled me back with quite a force, so much so that I fell backwards over the kerb, and was actually lent slightly forwards when crossing the road. Make of it what you will, but it genuinely happened and it still freaks me out to this day. The force I felt halfway up the middle of my spine, just below the shoulder blades was incredible

[@JaTa_]

Amazing…bus driver probably had a heart attack though

[@jeffforsythe9514]

Most of us have guardian angels..............falun dafa

[@puredistancegolf]

I believe you.

[@chessten]

This got me thinking. I had almost similar experience when i was an 11 year old kid. I didnt know how to cross the road on the day jam packed with vehicles, and was relying on a few older students beside me. When they crossed, I crossed. I remembered doing so a tad late, and the incoming car honked and was inches from me. I went blank ... and by the time I realized ... I was already standing at the other end of the road. I didn't really get what happen, how I was unscathed. It seems to be some divine intervention .. . like sudden transportation or skipped frame. That was like over 20 years ago. Until today, I have no explanation, apart from grateful to god.

[@alanward3648]

That happened to a friend of mine

[@Faycless]

One day, your physical body will die. Thats inevitable, make your life count, be compassionate, be nice, be a decent person now, dont wait, no one is guaranteed a tomorrow.

[@wheelie63]

good advice..........wb

[@brian6078]

So true "Love one another,and help one another".

[@danbruno5945]

People in afterlife are guaranteed an eternity, imagine that feeling ☀️

[@dseldridge8360]

🌄And in the end ~ the Love you take ~ is equal too the Love you make ~🎶✌🌌🌈⛥🎵😎🌟✨

[@princerogersnelson5166]

@@dseldridge8360 my biggest fear of death is, if I can't listen to music, If when I die I make it to heaven, my first question to god would be, where is my music collection & headphones;)) thats my main attachment to life, I've spent my life collecting albums [I have 4000]

[@rebeccab721]

My mother died of breast cancer. Afterward I spoke to her and asked her to show me a windmill if she was okay. She loved windmills. A few weeks later I bought a new cell phone. When I charged it and turned it on, there was a windmill with the blades spinning. Years later I repeated my request to see if she was still okay. The next day a file cabinet arrived in my classroom. On the little key there was a windmill.

[@robertocruz8429]

🙏

[@user-ld6is4ni3d]

I'm about to cry... thank you for sharing this. You just made me feel safe

[@hollyb9193]

Reminds me of my mother’s experience after my brother passed at 7 years old. She had asked for a sign. Dreamt of the red birds, cardinals. Then the next morning the back yard was full of cardinals. Then at her passing & my fathers passing the same happened The day after funeral services. As I am in my own cancer experience now, I live in an area I never see them. Just a few weeks ago a pair came to my deck for about 20 min then went on. Coincidence? Maybe but I like to think there is more to it.

[@silverhopeful]

@@hollyb9193 well they say there are signs if we know how to look. I'd say thats a very loving sign and how great you had the windmill signs! My mom was beyond psychic and she died when I was 26, she was 52 . I never really got a sign from her (and boy did I need them), but I saw a well known medium and that blew my mind. Humans are extremely limited animals when it comes to fathoming science at this level. It "all" already exists, we just aren't able to see or understand it.. Some are. If we knew for sure there was life after death, (I lean this way heavily, I'd put money. on it but I can't say I know for sure), I wonder how that might change the way we live. Wishing you the best on your journey, and many more cardinals and windmills.

[@footballfundamental2897]

Just stfu

[@Adixonnz]

When my father was dying in 2007 I talked to him about his imminent death. I told him that I believed the spirit/soul continues onward. I asked him if he would give me a sign if he could after he died to let me know his spirit was still alive. He died in early morning, and that night, in three different locations in Tucson, 20 miles apart, (my brother’s house, my mother’s house, and the hotel I was staying in,) the fire alarms went off. Everyone in our hotel had to evacuate into the parking lots.....there was no fire. My brother’s fire alarm went off until he deactivated it, and my mother’s fire alarm not only went off, it MELTED the inner wires and plastic! I’d say my dad made his point! I look forward to seeing him in the afterlife!

[@IKARIANOFFICIAL]

@Ashley Willock-Dixon - That's pretty incredible! Apparently your Dad must have had a good sense of humor to do all that :) My Father passed away 2 years ago, and several times I've asked for a sign from him since but I get nothing. For the most part I believe in an afterlife, but to me it feels like my Father just doesn't exist anywhere anymore, or is not able or willing to reach me for some reason. Not that I must have a sign from him, but I miss him still and would like to know if I'll ever see him again. Anyway, thanks for sharing your story here Ashley and I'm sorry also for the loss of your Father. This is one of the few comments sections in youtube where it feels like almost everyone's being nice and uplifting to each other!

[@fritzthecat6164]

Just wow

[@Adixonnz]

IKARIANOFFICIAL Hello...I only just saw your response, but I felt compelled to write you. I understand why you feel the way you do, but perhaps the reason you do not “feel” your father’s presence or get signs is because you did not request it before he passed. I’ve watched many near death experience (NDE) videos lately, and it seems that many people who have them feel a sense of “knowing their family members are going to be ok” even though the family members will grieve the death....and they move on easier with this knowledge. I basically asked a favor of my dad, who always tried to please me in life, but one he’d have probably wanted to honor in death. In a way it was a deathbed promise....I doubt it would have happened had I not actually asked. I am a retired Registered Nurse of 30 years, and I’ve seen and experienced a few inexplicable after death phenomena in my career....This, and my own brief NDE, is what makes my belief in an afterlife so strong. My work with dying patients is also why I have an easier time discussing death with people....including my father. I, for one, am certain your father watches over you, even if you don’t feel it or get requests for “signs” granted. It’s also possible that the signs you DO get are not what you asked for or expected, so you may not recognize them when they come. Just keep love in your heart for him and talk to him when you need him. If you see this message, perhaps THIS is a sign from him, for I sure felt compelled to write you!❤️🌺💕🙏

[@Adixonnz]

Old Man hendo Oh yeah...He loved a good joke!

[@tommyquinn7632]

Its amazing really. My brother kicked the bucket a fortnight ago after falling off a ladder. He was spotted twice last week on main street and just called me to say he'd be dropping over at the weekend to watch Man City.

[@jammazzing5986]

My mother sat up in bed at hospice, opened her eyes and looked at me and said ‘get me out of here.’ She hadn’t spoke or moved in about four days. She passed three days later. I will never forget it for as long as I live.

[@georgenegabelbauer3769]

My grandmother was in the hospital and near death. Everyone was leaving the hospital for the night. I told my grandfather I was staying to be with her. He decided to stay too. We both were resting in the social room, when I woke up and went to check on her. She passed away within minutes. I saw her spirit leave her body, she smiled and told me she was at peace. I was on my way to the social room to tell grandfather she had passed. I met him in the hallway. He told me he knew, she had come to him and told him she loved him. Upon returning home we found her watch had stopped at the time of her death.

[@Deborahboenke2]

Georgene Gabelbauer wow 😮

[@Saucyakld]

We were just in time when Nana died. Two minutes after we arrived she was gone!

[@cynthiastevens8302]

Wow

[@sam8581]

@Ray Trammel Why does that matter?

[@uksoontobeinaus706]

Oh my god, really

[@WoutervanTiel]

When my father died on the other side of the world I suddenly stood still and was aware of it. There is much we don't really know.

[@thereseember2800]

Wouter van Tiel: For several days, I was experiencing excruciating chest pain. I genuinely felt that I was dying from a heart attack, so I went to the ER and they told me that all of my tests were normal. After I was discharged (still with the pain), that same night at 1:30 am, all of the pain went completely away-like a swoosh! It was only then that I realized that it wasn’t my pain that I was feeling, but someone I knew who had just died. I received a phone call that it was my Aunt Ruth who died from a massive heart attack. She’d been experiencing the exact symptoms in that same time frame.

[@frontoffice777]

@@thereseember2800 wow just wow

[@forestnraindeers3690]

It had happened to me too. But it was while I was walking to a store and suddenly I got this deep heaviness in my chest after I get off fron the car, I didn't know why but it was so heavy like it was dragging me down. After a few minutes walking, I saw an incident. A woman laid dead on the ground from a car crash

[@Anglo-Saxon-Saffa]

Wouter van Tiel Entanglement

[@brian6078]

I have heard of people who also knew that a relative died without being told. I have heard that they have psychic abilities. Many people are unaware of these abilities. Some can tell if someone is going to die soon who is unrelated to them.

[@Nibster213]

What a kind and gentle man. We need a lot more people like him to learn from and behave like ..

[@lrwiersum]

Both of my dead parents communicate with me when things get hard. They helped me save my daughter’s life at least twice, giving me information that I was able to pass on to her.

[@rufusbayne2230]

In the U.S. death isn't a topic of conversation. It's not often we talk about life either. Instead we focus on working overtime to pay for things that ultimately have no value. After hearing Dr Fenwick speak (for the second time, check out his TED lecture) I've got a better understanding of living and dying,

[@PureExistence1]

Yea, i agree...they only want us to be concerned about slaving away at work, then spending whatever money we have left over after taxes on crap we dont need. Its almost like the subject of death is taboo tganks to socidl engineering. If we talk about death, we may wake up and find out this whole make money/spend money fascade is BS, and we may end up focusing on whats really important...like each other and taking care of each other instead of making large corporations and the 1% richer:(

[@captainozone5393]

@@PureExistence1 There's no limit to how much money you can make. But there's definitely a limit to how much time you have. Make sure you spend most of your quality time with your family and friends. Money and material assets don't have souls. Your loved ones do.

[@marcdemell2987]

satan has the world fooled for the most part!

[@poloalade1231]

👍

[@JunkTrunk11]

My grandpa died of old age and knew on the day he would die that it was his time to go. He was having conversations all day long with family members who had passed before him like they were right there in the room. He even said his childhood dog was there.

[@jeankeats3200]

First of all, you have a let's say unique name! LOL!! Anyway, I've heard of MANY accounts of what you're describing. Many.

[@charliev-lakers4life415]

@raymond daubney you should post your experiences for us who like to read this kind of things based on real events. I wish I had that ability too but I'm just a normal mortal.

[@gianniramos3267]

@@charliev-lakers4life415 I'm 33 years old now. And when I was a lil girl in one of my dreams I dont know if that was God who reveald me but in my dream this force of light took me flying to this beautiful paradise . Full of water and trees flowers. Birds just amazing beautiful feeling ..then he took me to hell. It felt soo real I didn't want to be their I couldn't wake up.. that's how much it felt real..soo he took me to heel and show me like this thing it look like a volcano full of fireee and you see people and voices and the feeling was just not good even if u where a tuff person in the outside. World u would feel that fear.. I told him I want to leavee.. he said this is what its gonna happen to you if dont follow my 10 amendments ..then woke up and I was confuse scared with fear I'm 33 years old now.. and I believe we do end up in a space of energy either it's good or bad.. PLANT GOOD SEEDS PEOPLE

[@MJLeger-tz4so]

The brain does some unusual things when a body is dying. It is NOT unusual to see a bright light, to "see a light at the end of a tunnel (because tunnel-vision can occur as the brain is shutting down. They may sense things, feel things as each of the 5 senses shuts down, because as the body is shutting down, the brain reacts in various ways. You cannot "read" anything into it as spiritual or "out of this world" or anything else. Everyone is different, and no one sees or hears or feels exactly the same things since a lot of how you react depends on how you lived BEFORE you die! No one sane wants to die, and no human wants to lose someone they love. But none of us will live forever. MANY religions teach that there is a heaven or some "better place" that a person goes after they die. It is, in their minds, better than the alternative of just being dead forever, which is what we all will be. (There has NEVER been any kind of proof of life after death or of a heaven or a hell, or in-between place, but people will believe what they have been taught in their culture and if it comforts them and hurts no one else, there is nothing wrong in that! People need to grieve so whatever comforts them, is perfectly alright.)

[@ebandzekan]

My grandma had same experience she saw three women in the room that were relatives who passed away before her .While she was dying from cancer in her bed.

[@frenchtoast5843]

I have screened this interview a couple of times, and each time I was so impressed with Dr. Fenwick. This is one of the most fascinating subjects we could investigate and discuss. I agree 100% with Dr. Fenwick that death and the process of dying should be a part of the curriculum at least by middle school if not grade school. Death is the natural outcome of life. It is the other side of the coin, but no one prepares us for it. It is not discussed at all unless someone we know personally should die, and even then, after death occurs, everyone wants us to "get over it and move on," etc. Society wants mourning to be as brief as possible, and that is not a good thing in my opinion. Grieving is essential, and each one of us grieves and recovers at his or her own pace. I think Dr. Fenwick is correct that we do not "value death." We do not like to discuss it. We fear it, and we put off death for as long as possible. This situation is so severe in some people that I have seen them put their pets through the most horrific treatments, e.g. chemo and radiation, just to try to stave off death. In all those cases, I think if the animals could speak, they would refuse these treatments just as many of us would refuse them. We need to start thinking and talking about death more. We need to include it as a mandatory class in the curriculum. We need to prepare for the natural end of our own lives and the lives of those we love. I would love to see Dr. Fenwick and perhaps some of his colleagues do a programme for PBS on this topic. Fascinating subject, enlightening discussion. Thank you!

[@missmerrily4830]

I cried my eyes out when I watched this as Peter Fenwick endorses almost all that Buddhism has taught me about what happens when we die and return to the one-ness of the universe. 'Letting go' is such an important skill to learn but clearly it's not just practitioners of Buddhist philosophy who say so, but this stunningly charismatic man of science too.

[@stateofengland]

How refreshing to come across an academic that can admit he was wrong and change course accordingly. Thank you Peter Fenwick.

[@NewEarthBlog]

I agree. He admitted that he thought it was rubbish until given the opportunity to judge whether it was or not. He wasn't a true scientist until he learned not to pre-judge.

[@chrissemenko628]

He's a class act

[@Electronicmedium1111]

My Grandmother said “The Angels! Can you hear them? They’re amazing” 💕

[@Sharakomusic]

Aww. Thats wonderful.. I was very sick in my crib and almost died when I was a baby and my parents heard angels singing in my room. My mom was scared and woke up my dad. He said he was dreaming that angels were singing to me.

[@leenobody3249]

Yeah right !

[@Jettrey33055]

My grandmother said just before she passed, the angels. There's black ones and white ones then she passed. The hair on the back of my neck stood up.i never forgot it.

[@marianiosip3962]

@@Jettrey33055 yes when people die angels and demons show up and take the deeds to God for judgement

[@JohnStopman]

You're all delusional.

[@frannyleyden7988]

The process of dying is very much like that of giving birth. You have to give up control. This doctor is so insightful.

[@ZacAndLauren]

My mom passed when I was 16 very unexpectedly. When she passed it was normal to record songs from the radio or whatever to place as your phone ringtone. I was playing an album from a band I liked at the time and one of the songs she loved it. It was a beautiful song. So I recorded it and helped her put it as her ringtone. Me and my aunt, her sister, took her passing really hard. Shortly after her death my aunt and I were sitting at her table and it was fairly late at night. All of a sudden an old radio she had her bathroom that she hadn’t turned on in years suddenly turned on and started playing that same song. Mind you this song wasn’t one being played on the radio EVER. I started crying instantly and was in shock. I didn’t believe in afterlife before that. 12 years later that old radio still randomly pops on every so often and plays that song. That song is like 20 years old! It’s her way of saying hi I guess ❤

[@chrissemenko628]

Ohhhhh...I love this story!

[@jessicachanning2447]

When my grandpa was dying he was looking all around the room and saying : there are angels all around me. They are so beautiful. I can see the sky opening up, it’s like ice cycles shining down towards me. He then passed and, and when he passed tears flowed from his eyes

[@collettb-hr9tp]

God bless your grandpa

[@mariae6942]

Thank you for sharing this!!!! ❤️

[@robertpreston2220]

We die and become worm food the end

[@jw9939]

Yes! Thanks for sharing this!!!

[@jessicachanning2447]

Robert Preston ashes to ashes and dust to dust. But none of us knows for sure the way consciousness works in this life. And to pretend we do would be foolish.

[@mortengammelgaard929]

I had a near death experience in 2007... and I only felt Extreme happyness and peace.... If this was a taste of what to come, there is nothing to fear.

[@JamesRichardWiley]

Back to atoms.

[@TheFossie12]

@morten - I had a few conscious OOB experiences when I was young and regularly meditating. Everything you said and more. Death and annihilation is an absurdity. Best thing is - every wonder they promised is true

[@georgekerr6029]

I has exactly the same experience when I was a young man whilst being injured in the forces This gives us comfort as to the future

[@brianlittrell797]

Were you afraid at any point in the near death experience? Did you see any loved ones or experience anything else besides the peace and happiness?

[@brianlittrell797]

@@TheFossie12 Do you still meditate? If so, how do you meditate? Also, could you describe your OOB experiences to me. I"m interested in that sort of phenomenon.

[@zenandaphne9687]

I lost both my parents in the earthquake. It is hard to carry on without them. I miss them so much...The speech gave me comfort. Nobody wants to talk about death and everyone wants you to stop grieving, or take medication to suppress your pain.

[@mortalclown3812]

Best interview about end of life and the associated phenomena that occurs for us all. Thanking Dr. Fenwick for his decades of devotion to the work. Peace, everyone.

[@hebael5623]

My mom passed away 17 years ago, she had cancer in her lunges, I still remember when she told me two weeks before she passed that she went through a big gate and through a green tunnel then she was back to us. also, she had a dream 20 days before her passing she was with doctors and they gave her medications for her pain and they told her that she is going to be okay in 20 days and that was the day her leaving us. the night she passed away she was taken to the emergency and never came back but I saw her in my dreams her face on the face of the moon smiling to me and telling me that she is watching over me and to not be scared because she is with me all the time. I miss your face mama

[@ppate53]

What a fascinating, brilliant doctor. My husband recently died and he described so many experiences that he went through.

[@Mozart1220]

Exactly...A DREAM.

[@lukebristol3136]

your comment has served as a sign for me...cheers and bless ya

[@Revelation21-4-]

I believe that you will be reunited in heaven with her one day,its in that that we can take comfort

[@Revelation21-4-]

She is ashes at the moment sleeping until Jesus comes and we all be reunited with our dead loved ones in the clouds and Jesus will take us who love him to heaven

[@Janae-dc1qe]

I lost my mom in a car accident last year June. I now take care of my younger brother and sister along with my son. I was so lost, I didn't understand why he took her from us. She was all we had. My mom was my biggest supporter in life. But God makes no mistakes. Since she has died he's shown me so many reasons why everything will be okay and why he took her. My mom was an angel and he needed her. I miss her so much every single day. Some days I want to give up. One thing is for sure I can't wait to see her again. I'm excited about my next life. Life on earth seems like its hell. The way people treat you... I've gained a lot of respect for life. It's made me selfless. Be grateful for the ones who still walk this earth. You never know when is your last day.

[@PaperBagMan884]

God made a mistake by making fallible humans, and then frying them in hell for all eternity when said fallible humans make a mistake. Dude is more of an emotional wreck than a woman.

[@heekyungkim8147]

i lost both of my parents. since then living just seems to be suffering... living is suffering but yet i am afraid to die....

[@ssnoc]

Don’t be afraid ... instead focus on whatever God you believe in and trust in their love and grace.

[@heekyungkim8147]

Rob but i am an atheist....

[@heekyungkim8147]

Paper Bag Man . Totally agree with you.

[@SquishyGamers25]

I'm not just crying tears... I'm crying waterfalls of pure fear and sadness... My deepest condolences to everybody who has lost a loved one....

[@divinusmaximus1315]

Ohh it sounds terrible for you, because in every seconds there are 3-5 people who dies. When you've been read this died 2 at least. You have to understand that all those efforts this man and other philosophers and scientific researches put into this object are for us to understand that death isn't an ultimate ending but a begining of a new adventure. So decent mourning is ok, but no waterfalls please... :) Greetings from Hungary!

[@HopeLove123]

Makes you feel so happy and settled. Everything, will be okay.....wonderful!

[@eleanor5585]

I adore this man. He bridges the gap between the (somtimes) arrogance of Science and (sometimes) over zealous and self-righteous nature of all organised religion. Spirituality with a scientific logic and calculated approach. A very rare species indeed 💝

[@johnambrogi1583]

I find this man very comforting and i believe every word he says.

[@HuginnTheNord]

@ThatChannel.com yeah I always hated it when I was younger and my parents said dont beleive everything online although it is good advice it does make life more fun

[@VoidwalkerAudioworks]

I also believe anything anyone tells me beyond youtube. You haven't lived until you do.

[@josealbinosantosnogueira6013]

There's the rub:belief without evidence!

[@PoopyPolice]

@ThatChannel.com lmao same

[@judyarcher7706]

As do I John

[@josefrausto4943]

I lost my younger brother in a car accident. We were so close. Me and him always had the same taste in everything which would include music, food and cars. He always believe in the paranormal and wondered what would happen after we die. I had the same thought stuck in my head. Well, there has been a few odd things that happened after he was gone. A week after the accident, i would have multiple dreams in which I would dream about him being okay and that I should not be sad. The dreams were so realistic and vivid. I had a chance to hug him in one of the dreams as he said to me, "time is just an illusion". There was also unexplainable nosies around the house. They would occur around the same time he was back from work ( he usually came home around 11 pm). This occured for about two weeks and then it stopped. I still wonder if it was him making the noises.

[@tomd1434]

I’m sorry for your loss.

[@randidryden4355]

Time is a construct created by God for mankind. It does not exist on the other side of dying.

[@PaperBagMan884]

You’re just dreaming about him because you miss him. When both my mom and dog passed away, I dreamed about them both for years after they passed. Then as time passes by, I dream about them less and less as I get more and more used to them being gone.

[@ThatGinger2616]

I could listen and have a conversation with Mr. Fenwick for hours! I love his insight and majority of the topics in which he brought up I have experience throughout my childhood and teen years. This video was so educational for me. Thank you Mr. Fenwick!

[@johnstewart9384]

I look at death as graduating from the University of Life as a prelude to the adventures to come for my soul

[@littleredrose6254]

Lovely thought.

[@gav25x]

@@nichtich1107 exactly, what sort of experience are you gonna have if you die before your brain has even developed properly. It's complete nonsense

[@kellerrobert80]

@@BernWag It was in a more advanced school. You forget the past so you could fully focus on now.

[@orangedrone]

Even if that’s having your memory wiped clean and sent right back in?

[@reygomez8917]

Yes indeed...

[@helenparker3540]

Really lovely gentleman who explains it scientifically but with such humanity. We should all talk about this topic more often and openly.

[@wilburmcbride8096]

Sadly, This is a Topic that no one want to talk about but we all die sometimes. It's life . I would rather get it right on this Side of the Dirt than wait until I die and be too late.

[@beetlebayley5237]

2Co 11:14 And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. 2Co 11:15 Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works.

[@commentfreely5443]

what i love about science is christian science, not the hatred science of atheism. creation.com

[@fiddlyphuk6414]

@@commentfreely5443 Amen

[@tim7052]

This is unquestionably the most concise dissertation on NDEs and death. No umm's no ahh's - just factual, unvarnished information, straight from the shoulder. I wish I had this guy as my teacher in school, his measured pronunciation and diction is amazing: I could listen to him for hours!! Absolutely superb!! Thank you!! 👏👏👏👏👏👍

[@pietpompiepompiepiet940]

9 years ago I had a bleeding brain aneurism and passed out at home without any warning. I was in ICU for 4 weeks Was on a ventilator Had double pneumonia Had a BP shunt operation in my brain to drain fluid buildup Brain chirgeons did "coiling" to plug the ruptured blood artery in my brain as it could not be sealed with normal chirgury After all this the infection markers went through the roof and the doctors informed my wife that there is no brain activity and with the septisemia infection the chances are slim of ever waking up and be normal. My wife and mother in law who was a nurse saw my eyes as if "broken" like when you are going to die. The next morning after 3 weeks in coma I woke up and according to medical staff I pulled out the ventilator pipes in my throaght. I was very droussy and nothing made sense especcially with the ammount of doctors ,nurses ect just standing arround my bed watching me without saying anything in amazement. I was unable to speak as my throaght was sore from ventilator pipes and I did not know what was going on. What happened while I was in a coma is the following and is still vivid and not like a dream that fades. I did not knew I was in hospital but I was looking at the hospital from the outside I saw my monitors and ventilator I climb into my hospital bed I saw a nurse or somebody but was female very happy to see me and welcomed me back???? I was also at my workplace I did not had any religious encounter but I grew closer to God after this experience than ever before and isn't afraid to die as life starts when we die. Except for my bad spelling I am 100% full health today. What I realised from my experience is that the silver string of life can be cut at any moment without you even knowing. Best would be to be prepared Read your bible daily Pray daily Be kind to your fellow man Love God with all you have

[@PatrickMcManusNY]

God bless you!

[@johnakridge2916]

Had you Accepted Jesus already though?

[@andresemilio3508]

I do really appreciate your honest advice. I wish you well, and don’t worry about your spelling. We will not need words in that place.

[@4Misschrissy]

Happy your here to share your story and beautifully put words to live by. I even enjoyed your spelling techniques!! Lolol🙂😉

[@CKww32]

Wow my goodness!

[@ivorybow]

My mother died at home with hospice. She talked to me a lot about going home, thanked me for helping her. She saw angels. her home was filled with pink light, she saw and talked with friends and relatives, and appeared to me in dreams and visions for weeks after she passed, to let me know she was happy.

[@reefprayerresin]

I can really relate to what you say here, Carolyn. Mum also died at home, which was her wish. She had 7 weeks from diagnosis to her death. She was like a bride before the wedding - no fear, no struggle, no tension, she just let go (the opposite of how she lived, as she was very bullied by dad). Her energy was incredible. One visitor even returned after leaving, because of it! After Mum passed, she visited me for 20 years (as did her father, and my soulmate), which I didn’t realise was a visitation. I thought it was a dream. Always the same thing: we were in her front garden and we were just talking, and I heard the local mailman blow his whistle and his motorbike. I’d say “quick, you’ve got to hide. Trevor thinks you’re dead!” So we’d crouch down til he left, then we’d laugh like schoolgirls after we bobbed back up. This happened for 20 years, but not since. I know she’s fine. The visitations from my grandfather and soulmate were very different and had no humour. Thankyou for your story. x

[@highpitwilma]

@@desmondalloffo7915 Pity there's a lot of callous people posting comments here...even if it is a matter of opinion....when I was very young, I was taught respect towards others...as was the whole of my generation....not that everybody followed their teachings....

[@susanwarner8901]

Peter, you are an angel to us all. A gentle, humble soul with humility. God Bless you sir.

[@zthetha]

I have never had a NDE so cannot comment on the experience. However, I have had what I might call a Near Life Experience. Without going in detail I found myself under great stress some years ago with my wife in hospital dying from a bodged transplant and small twin boys to care for. On the night she was expected to die I found myself enveloped in an exquisite light and surrounded by a love so perfect and potent - a million times greater than anything experienced on earth. In the morning my wife was sat up in bed eating and gradually began to regain her health. Whatever or whoever had visited me I cannot say only that as I returned to everyday consciousness I found the things of this world to be superficial, mindless and tenth rate. This experience convinced me that there is something ineffably beautiful which we my contact at certain times but from which for one reason or another we are barred in our sojourn on this sick planet. As you may imagine this experience changed my life - it was absolutely real in a way that everything else now is unreal.

[@shannonabitrante8091]

Truly blessed

[@lindawise6008]

The sudden death of my father-in-law was extremely traumatic for me. He actually appeared to me in the night to calm me and let me know he was ok

[@elainepayne7047]

A gentleman in the truest sense, humility, understanding, the smile and voice is devastating in the best sense, and the words are totally relevant to the 21st Century. Timely.

[@AmB39]

Elaine Payne well said

[@johnsonsintexas9449]

Listening to this...and he gets to the snowy owl sighting. We lost our daughter and also saw snowy owl in our back yard...in central Texas!! A rarity definitely and I totally believed it was our daughter telling us I’m fine, I’m strong now and can go ANYWHERE ANYTIME. Don’t worry about me anymore. It gave me peace but still miss her for eternity.

[@dawnross2514]

I'm so sorry for your loss but so glad you got that comfort 💙

[@Sport-o7z]

So sorry :(

[@Wilshare]

bless and sweet peace dear one

[@jacquelinepaterson591]

Bless u

[@show_me_your_kitties]

I'm sorry for your loss

[@kennysmusicalcabaret162]

What an eloquent calm and understanding man, his like are disappearing so fast that I fear for mankind !

[@mariaska7819]

Wonderful interview, so lucky to find it on youtube. Sending warmest regards to all people who are grieving and thank you Peter Fenwick for being so kind and inspirational. It is one of the best, if not the best interview on youtube. Thank you so much for making it available.

[@tripzville7569]

This interview is a perfect balance of science and spirituality.

[@beetlebayley5237]

Nope! It's a perfect balance of deception and devilry...

[@commentfreely5443]

i was scared shitless when my nan died. a couple of days later the light in my room turned on in the middle of the night. i unplugged and for several more nights it came on. i changed 3 times the lampstand. and each lampstand came on. i live alone and it really scared me shitless. if the light came on during the day it wouldn't have been so bad.

[@joesmoke9624]

Beetle Bayley yes, doctor

[@clray123]

More like an old man expressing his kooky opinions and telling anecdotes that he collected to support those.

[@laumur302]

@Galileo7of9 Bingo. People eat this stuff up. People also elected Trump. So much for rational thinking.

[@pj2334]

My dad had Alzheimer’s disease and a head injury before he passed. He was on hospice and 3 weeks before he passed he knew I was his daughter and he knew who my mom was. It was an amazing moment. I told him that I loved him. He looked over to me and said “I love you too. You are a big girl now” He then asked for my mom.

[@cathleenburr4671]

All sliders don’t work,volume and fast forward. Utube is not good enough. Bring back control to consumers

[@nicd7540]

What a beautiful experience. I hope it gives you solace. ☮

[@nevilleleroysmith3528]

My dad was in a coma dieing from cancer his last word was mam like she came for my dad

[@jeanniecarlyle4341]

anne smith l

[@crimsonraven1]

The tree of life is growing where the spirit never dies and the bright light of salvation shines In dark and empty skies, just remember that death is not the end

[@antoniocope5877]

The secret to easy dying is in how fast and how best you can let go of your desires, possessions and self. The truth is that this is not easy to do. But life is about learning, first how to live and then how to die.

[@sarahalvarez-singer8605]

He’s elderly but his face is beautiful like an angel.

[@vm1876]

Have you seen an angel ????What kind of stupid thing to say

[@jameshardalong423]

Sarah Alvarez would you fondle his nutsack?

[@tess-a.9875]

Umm I'm sorry but that old dude is creepy looking to me. 😟

[@--___--d]

wtf, the replies ^^ Holyshit, you understand its a saying and not a literal description?

[@latonyasmith683]

The rude comments are ass holes!

[@helenturner4506]

What a wonderful man. Thank you both for a great interview. "Once you stop fearing death, you can really start living"

[@michaelsmith1094]

do you mean you can be immoral and feel free? Sorry you have been deceived.

[@truther4851]

@@michaelsmith1094 No he dosent mean that ..

[@W42PZ]

Michael Smith No.

[@IrishWayne]

And how does one do that ?

[@Loveyou-bb9bg]

@@michaelsmith1094 no thats what they want you to think!

[@armanafromla7807]

My dad passed last year. He went into cardiac arrest and was without a heartbeat for 30 minutes. They finally got a heartbeat back, but I knew he was gone. My mom and I were saying he’ll be fine, he’ll be fine. We got home that night and our electricity was out. Now, weird thing is it was only the living room, the bathroom downstairs and the kitchen. That’s where my dad would spend 99% of his day. Repair man said it’s like someone flipped the switch he couldn’t explain why. Then my mom tried to turn on a night light that she would leave on for him and it popped. I told my mom this isn’t good. He’s gone, he came home. Next day, passed away. I believe in life after death.

[@peterjeffery8495]

I think my experience as a child was very compelling. I was 11, with no preconceived idea of what the afterlife was or if it existed. I was too young to have crossed that bridge. I was not particularly religious and wasn't indoctrinated into any set belief system. My experience was completely real but there were no tunnels, white lights, golden or pearly gates, no celestial choir, no Jesus, no angels. I fell from a great height and landed on hard ground and lost consciousness. My next recollection was floating above my prone body with my family gathered in a circle around me. I floated or flew above the earth in a stationary position hovering for what was a few minutes. The feeling was one of complete joy and freedom. I woke up with a badly broken arm and was rushed to hospital. I was NOT treated or even checked for a concussion although I was certain to have had at least mild head trauma. The afterlife is there but I don't trust the neo christian fabulist recollections of adults. Trust a kid in this one. Its beautiful just you wait and see.

[@ladylaois8184]

Having just lost my young son, I am obviously struggling. This is helpful to a grieving mum, thanks 🙏

[@sofiatavares3008]

My deepest condolences 🙏. May this video encourage you to carry on ... much love

[@dollycastrobana6415]

I pray for you and all those who lost a loved one...I lost my father last January ..never had a longer time to ponder on it and grieve as we were challenged with the eruption of a volcano in our province. In March, a lost a dear Aunt who lived with us since I had my children...and 2 weeks ago, I lost another Aunt. My mum I think suffered and mourned more than I as she lost her husband, my dad, and 2 of her youngest sisters...few months apart... The grieving coincided with the onset of the pandemic…I have been constantly praying for my mum. God bless you all.

[@peggysullivan5396]

Aw so sorry

[@tdarons]

Hugs

[@mitty2575]

So sorry for your loss 🙏🏽

[@kaa522]

My Mother was extremely sick, during her time in the hospital several code blues were called on her over the course of a day or two. She was unconscious not responding to anything. During this time a favorite uncle of hers passed away. At this time only family were allowed into ICU. My wife is a nurse and cautioned us to not say anything about her uncle in her presence. When my Mother regained consciousness she informed all of us that Uncle Oliver had died and had came into her room sat on her bed and told her it was his time, he also told her this was not her time and she would be returning. She lived another few years and when she died for about a half hour before she kept asking us "don't you hear those bells they're so beautiful.

[@DigitalMusicXpress]

This is remarkable... In my family I have members who where born with strange abilities of seeing things, things people dare call false and lies, but even though I have no such abilities, I believe in them. My father in law has accurate premonitions and can see people beyond this realm. My late grandmother was the same, she even saw the coming of her own passing, which in itself was quite the shock. Lastly, I believe to this day I saw a message from my late grandfather who at the time before his passing, was in hospital with advanced Multiple sclerosis, I never knew what the message meant until I heard the news, I broke down after that.

[@braddocke.hutton7392]

Howard stories like yours really need to be shared whenever possible. You hear the argument a lot that the dying brain is prone to hallucination, and that this explains the claims of seeing dead relatives. But we know this isn't true for everyone.

[@joesmoke9624]

Howard Bee No one dies in absolute truth. Birth and death are mental concepts and time is a psychological construct. 2 wonderful quotes for you: " This place is a dream. Only a sleeper considers it real. Then death comes like dawn, and you wake up laughing at what you thought was your grief. Rumi " The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift." Albert Einstein.

[@gloriamaryhaywood2217]

@@joesmoke9624 Albert Einstein was a genius in science and understanding quantum mathematics. But I doubt he understood life itself, much less death and dying, anymore than any of the rest of us ordinary mortals!😊

[@sednafloating7027]

just because your family remained silent doesn't mean that they haven't somehow passed this information on through non-verbal communication.

[@summyb]

I could listen to him all day. Fascinating, and confirming of so many things I already know, having had a near death experience myself. And, just before my Mom died, the trees in front of the house filled with chickadees...so many that there was barely standing room for them all. She loved the chickadees and fed them, and they came to pay their last respects. Wonderful interview. Thank you for much for this.

[@nomad9338]

She's in a beautiful place. Could you tell us about your NDE? Did you see a light?

[@davidsanderson5918]

How refreshing to understand every word, hang on every word and sense a clear direction of thought throughout. Delivering knowledge like this is rare these days and has been increasingly so over the last twenty years or so.

[@bapparrott6098]

I came to watch a video but the comments...wonderful stories...God bless you all.

[@austflett8614]

Same

[@allisonthompson9782]

me too

[@scarletoz1999]

Me too!

[@ChristineFisher123]

Peter Fenwick really is very brilliant and fascinating to listen to. And he has a lovely voice. You have to take someone like this seriously. Thank you so much Dr Fenwick.

[@scorpiothestarseed8414]

@Asa Olsen take a knee

[@Yellow.Surgeonfish]

@Asa Olsen That was mean. And just for the records, no one ever knows how close to death he/she is

[@bikramjeetbains8068]

@Asa Olsen you are a fool

[@SupermanQQQQQ]

Bikramjeet Bains ....and to ALL commentators .... Once the Eye Witnesses are in agreement, such testimony is submittable in a Court of Law, to a Medical Board of Inquire or Scientific Board of Inquire, and all such testimonies and evidences establish the TRUTH, and thus the doubters and disbelievers have absolutely NOTHING to say about the circumstances, and their mere opinions are not even given consideration, especially since they are Unqualified as Eye Witnesses to the FACTS. Also Mr. Fenwick’s CREDENTIALS and scientific methodologies described also qualifies his Observations from a set of established legal standards. Also as an important secondary verification to Mr. Fenwick’s descriptions and explanations. Peter Fenwick detailed observations and the eye witness testimonies are near perfectly compatible with the related FOUR parallel eye-witness testimonies of the Gospel Writers in the Bible concerning Jesus Christ as God, and related occurrences the Bible narrates. Where Mr. Fenwick describes the observed “...shapes leaving the body...” being, as He says “...quite common...” This is near perfectly compatible and describes the supernatural nature of the human spirit or soul the Bible clearly describes. These supernatural phenomenon of Biblical explanation, are further expanded by additional modern day eye-witness testimonies of patients who have been healed miraculously or even declared DEAD by the attending physicans or medical specialists and have been miraculously Resurrected. One of the best recent testimonies is that of board-certified cardiologist, Dr Chauncey Crandall who is spoken to by God to return to the emergency room and PRAY for the man whose death certificate He had just signed. As Dr. Crandall returns to the corpse being prepared by the attending nurse for the morgue, Dr Crandall lays His hands on the corpse and prays audibly. “LORD...What I’m I going to PRAY for this man??... I have just signed his DEATH CERTIFICATE!!!...” See the exciting conclusion to this amazing testimony at this KZbin link::: kzbin.info/www/bejne/l4iwk4OYidVqrMk

[@christofl6523]

@Asa Olsen The same bias could be said of young people not believing in an afterlife because they are not close to death.

[@ginastyler320]

I’m speechless, this is beautiful! I’ve been seeking for something like this as I need comfort for a recent loss of my husband. Thank you Dr.!

[@kevinadamson5768]

I had a NDE a few years back while I was drowning under the bottom of a waterfall. I was stuck in the turbulence and couldn't get to the surface and a great calmness came over me and I thought to myself if I don't get up to the surface I'm going to drown and my wife is reading a book on the riverbank unaware her husband is drowning, anyway I managed to get purchase on a rock with my feet enough to propel me out of the turbulence and to the surface. I must of been under about 3 minutes but I never panicked and that's what saved my life.

[@user-ty6do8yz4l]

I'm so ready! I've never really enjoyed this world at all, except the animals, I love the animals.

[@darrylschultz9311]

People have said I'm a bit of an animal.🐴

[@tomhagler1289]

What an interesting and kind thing to say.

[@alysononoahu8702]

I love nature But people vary

[@DavidMoralee]

Often, the mistake we make, is to make judgement about your place in the world, without having seen it. I moved from the UK, to Russia, spent many years travelling and seeing the world, and it has changed my whole outlook.

[@VeganGirl.]

I feel the exact same way. The animals are the only reason I am still in this world.

[@pattirodriguez2249]

I took care of both of my parents while they were ill and dying,both reached up to heaven and spoke to someone I couldn't see.

[@lindawood5802]

Did your parents know Christ as their Savior?

[@vracan]

@@lindawood5802 huh?

[@catenaa4594]

@@lindawood5802 really what kind of question is that? Get some help!

[@robertlove8593]

@@seekingtruth8074 or read any othe myth story. Did you watch this? The dieing brain does funny things. Near death experiences are tied to what religion you were raised in or around. I would be more supportive if all dieing people saw the same religion story.

[@sunithadavidson8427]

@@catenaa4594 it's actually the right and most important question to ask.

[@kpopnepal1]

My dear mom passed away about two months ago; I believe she is in the eternal heaven, resting with our Lord and I look forward to reunite with my mom some enchanted day

[@TenTenJ]

Fabulous interview. Peter Fenwick is a gift from heaven, literally!

[@MC-yz3js]

My father suffered from Dementia and Alzheimers for 18 years, not knowing anyone, including me but at the very instance he died he suddenly opened his eyes and remembered that the day was also my 30th Birthday. Totally out of no-where, he remembered my name...

[@stacyhaynes4832]

M C that’s remarkable

[@nickinurse6433]

Bless you for being there for him. There are many adult kids who think why bother they don't know me any more

[@karenjanes1669]

That's a really terrific story.

[@kiput3647]

dam your father had alzheimers when you were 16 ??

[@andrebrown4445]

I would like to see a prove of this

[@loredanarosimodesti4799]

It is so nice to know that the people you loved are in an amazing place and I will be joining them when my time will come. I lost my dear husband last year and the same day he died a bolt of very noisy lightning struck the street in front of my house with a bright orange light. The day before his death he was so happy and I thought that he would be ready to come home from the hospital, but he died the next morning. I was not there and this is my greater regret, I hope he's happy where he is now and I cannot wait to be with him again.

[@tomiekawakami6602]

I hope you meet him again! Best of luck

[@sheenaalexis8710]

You WILL embrace one another again ♡♡

[@anbukkarasimanoharan775]

I too lost my husband in a road accident in front of my eyes 10 years ago this month. I am also waiting for our REUNION after my death.

[@xman2007]

I'm in floods of tears watching this, specifically when he talked about the dead, telling loved ones that everything will be ok as this brought back memories I have from a young age, I was very young when my grandad died, maybe only 5 or so but I still have vivid memories of sitting on his lap as a child and I loved him dearly as he did me, after he died he came to me in a dream and told me not to worry and everything is going to be ok, that was pretty much his only words to me but it was comforting, I can't think of any other dreams I have had from around that age that I still remember but this one is still clear as day even at 39 years old

[@miguelchippsinteligente6072]

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[@hhgann1760]

When I was 14 I had an experience that I still vividly remember to this day and I'm 55 now. I was asleep because I remember laying down to take a nap and at some point I rose up (my spirit) and I was up at the ceiling of my room and looking down at my body on my bed. I didn't know what was going on but I didn't feel fear or anything, just an unknown kind of feeling. Then within seconds I in this beautiful field, the colors I still recall being so alive and bright and fresh and just peaceful. I saw a stream with running water at this field and I walked over to the stream and looked across the way and I saw someone step out from behind one of the trees on the other side of the stream. It was a girl , and she stepped out slowly from behind the tree and she looked at me and at that point I realized that it was ME looking back at me. I know thats strange. I was looking right at myself. Then I started to put my foot into the stream so I could get to the other side of the stream and the other ME said " NO! Not yet ". So I stepped back and boom I was back in my room and woke up from my nap. To this day I don't know what that was and why it happened but I have never forgotten it.

[@Koray9909]

That's called Astral projection

[@aaronlopez717]

i was in elementary school I felt 3 leavers then i saw myself falling waiting for the paramedics took me to the ambulance etc .

[@nomad9338]

That's an ''out of body experience'' you're not the only one who has had it. Did you see the silver cord?

[@ntech62]

There's a theory that a individual actually is just a piece of a larger consciousness. What you may have seen is your main one. And crossing over to her meant you would have reunited with your main consciousness. But killing your body in this reality.

[@chansekyllonen3529]

I lost my mother when I was 4 years old. I was, and still am, a "momma's boy," because of those former years. I know from experience that the adage of the "first 4 years of one's life are the foundation of your character" are very true. I've subconsciously carried these years all of my life. When she passed away, I didn't understand "death, at all, so when I was brought to her grave, for the first time, I couldn't understand how she could do things like eat, drink, etc. So I remember being quite shook up over this & I even made a short-lived attempt at digging her up to help her. To which my aunt stopped. Well anyways, as the days & weeks passed I had a recurring nightmare about waking up in my paternal grandparent's upstairs bedroom extremely thirsty. The bed had faced the neighboring back bedroom, where (during the dream, but situated this way in "real" life) my mother would appear hovering toward me holding a glass of water. Each time I reached to grab the water I'd notice the lower 1/3 of her body being transparent (ironic word btw, considering...), so I'd remember, in the dreams, that she was gone then begin to doubt I'd be able to even grab the water. In which case, my hand would go through the glass, then I'd wake from the newfound nightmare. I had this dream multiple times. Then one day while sitting in the twin-sized guest bed, in the upstairs backroom, reflecting on this nightmare and how much I missed my mother, I just broke down and lost it. I think it all had finally "sunk in" and I vented out my heart break, screamin, sobbing, and crying uncontrollably. Before I knew it a vertical & oval light appeared through the coat rack on the opposite wall. And this glowing human shaped figure exited this "portal" of sorts. It had no detailed human features, just a humanlike figure wearing a form of dress or gown. And it was just a figure of glowing Light. Slowly I noticed the long hair & the slight appearance of a face and glowing eyes--no pupils just whitish. Then it started to speak......and it was my mother. 💓🤗💓 She began to comfort me & informed me that everything was alright, that she'd always be there to watch over me, etc, etc ,etc. Behind the scenes my dad had originally heard the screams & had gone upstairs to investigate and make sure I was ok, but by the time he got up there he heard me talking, so he crept in to see who he was talking to. He says he seen me sitting on the side of the bed talking to someone he couldn't see. But it didn't take long to realize who it was & what was going on. So he sat in silence to not interrupt, hiding around the corner. My ma said her "good-byes", told me to relay the message to my dad and entered back the way she came. I realize now she knew of my dad's presence in the other room. Longer story short it happened days later while taking a walk with my grandma, after I prayed to see her once again, where she enforced the realm she was in by saying she was so at peace she can "dance now...", something that was hard for her to do because of her lupus. I say this story because Dr. Fenway, in this video, backs up my experiences. I've spent my life listening to materialists & closed-minded skeptics try their (failed) best to convince me that my brain made the experience and/or this whole memory up to "cope with the loss," to some degree or another. I'm especially greatful for this video and the guy who lead me to watch it. (You know who you are Dave 😉) So please no replies of "sorry for your lost" nonsense. I never lost her. To all the heart break to the illusion of "death" remember our true Self is immortal.

[@Schyadre]

Beautiful, thank you for sharing

[@JaTa_]

Thank you for sharing, i feel that reading this has reduced my fear of losing a loved one forever, although it would be pretty creepy having my mam/mom float towards me.

[@janiceburgess4679]

I know this to be true... as I've worked hospice. I have seen this many times over... even with my own family members.

[@walkernick86]

That's reassuring to know. :-) Have you seen lights flicker in the room of the dying? That fascinates me! :-)

[@EpicvibesNG]

@@walkernick86 I saw that light when my Dad died,I slept in his room for almost a month from the day of his death.

[@strongertogether4909]

I experienced the light shortly after my Poppy passed. The light brought me an indescribable peace and love. There are no words to what I felt that day. I never have doubted my Poppy was letting me know that he was o.k.

[@craigthecumbrian]

I saw my Granddad at the foot of my bed after he had passed. It wasn’t a dream.

[@AlexiaVon]

I bet it scared you, consciously we know they are dead and there is no way they could just be there again.. Fear of the unknown is what would get me.

[@vimalsehgal4183]

@@AlexiaVon No one can ever die. Just their body which is a machine like a car dies.

[@tkkcali]

Sure you did. And I’m The pope

[@liane1004]

I don’t care about leaving anything behind. It’s only material things. It’s the soul that maters.

[@personalpc7439]

Indeed, God Bless+

[@sherrie8221]

Amen.

[@francescabran960]

the soul is part of it, but yes you are right

[@angeladallimore8079]

Amen

[@doriscampbell4626]

D Lucife

[@davelynch4258]

Possibly the single most fascinating video I have ever watched.

[@Petsublak]

Yes I thought exactly the same.

[@poppybell7706]

absolutely agree!!

[@harlowjademermaid1882]

i literally JUST uttered these exact words! great minds...truly fascinating

[@phyllisneal8687]

Me, too❗

[@michaelwilliams921]

I have seen more fascinating videos. However, not many as comforting.

[@foolishwatcher]

The most interesting interview I have ever seen on this topic. What he explaines from his research, fits perfectly with the nondual teachings and stories of nondual realisations.

[@1aikane]

So many things he says applied to my mom in the last couple of years of her life. Remarkably accurate. Very impressive.

[@Ana84262]

My dad just recently transformed into energy forever. We were told that he was going to be ok, we told him that, we believe in that, We adore him, my dad is communicating with this gentleman.

[@joanofamerica4050]

I just lost my mama and I saw her go in and out and I even filmed some of it. In one instance she reached up and said Mama then 2 who were brother in laws and her sister that all passed. She blinked very slowly as she watched upwards and when I asked where they all were she said, “heaven” as simple as that. I documented some other things. I was there when she passed but by the time I got back into the room, she had already left I believe and her body was just shutting down. I believe with no doubt she is in heaven. ✨🙏✨

[@scott6504]

It was real.

[@hdhdhndjdhdhdhdh4297]

I literally cant imagine loosing my mom or anyone i love like i would die with them

[@personalpc7439]

Yes something similar happened to me... My mother had dementia and for the last 2 years was bedbound, unable to comprehend or even talk ... a couple of days before she died, she looked over in her room and started chatting like normal to her sister who had died a year previously.... talking like she talked before she had dementia... perfect...I could see no one... I knew it was close to the end and it was.... she died quietly a few days later... I still miss her... May she rest in peace+

[@doitrightnow6101]

I made it thru loss of mom and dad..believe they r always with you. Will see them again

[@laceyschanne]

I lost my mom as well, while I was 8 months pregnant with my son, and he was born exactly 30 days later on her birthday. It was 2 yrs ago yesterday, actually, and it still hurts as badly as if it was actually just yesterday😢. I feel she is at peace, but I didn't feel her go, like I did my Grandma. It was strange to me. It was very unexpected, she had a blood clot go to her heart & she died instantly. I had just spoken to her a few hours prior, making plans for her to be here for the delivery. She said throughout my pregnancy that my son would be born on her birthday💞, and he sure was.💙 She just planned on being here for it.💔 I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing your mother is such a difficult part of life. You feel like you lose a piece of who you are.

[@lara8698]

What a lovely gentleman, I didn't notice how the time went. He spoke so calmly. I believed every word he said, it's so fascinating.

[@copenshaw7629]

What a beautiful heart and mind you have Sir. Truly humbling to hear you speak. Respect!