»when i do picture myself happy... [destiel; au]

[@caitlyntoomey907]

I just had my sisters watch this ( they don't watch supernatural, never have ) and two of them thought that they were an actual couple and this actually happened. And I was like no it never happened. They were then like but these are scenes from the show, they actually kissed and they were together in heaven. Then the other one freaking cried. She has never seen anything about Destiel and cried her eyes out

[@sUmmerRain810]

omg i'm really sorry i made your sister cry but it also makes me super happy that they actually believed this was real aww

[@LukeSkywalkerInMe]

The power of Misha Collins.

[@Olwwolf]

how about you don't do.things like this? that sound like an idea??? this was absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking!

[@Pumpkinjellyfish_]

"When I picture myself happy it's with you" Stop playing with my emotions like this man--

[@roxslide]

ruuuuuuuuude. how dare you mess with my feelings like that

[@cosmichearts]

FUCK!!! IM LITERALLY CRYING. THIS IS MIND BLOWING. IM SPEECHLESS. IT BROKE MY HEART. IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND ALL THE SCENES FITTED SO WELL AND THE VOICEOVERS..... DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED, THEY WERE SO HEART BREAKING. YOU DID SUCH AN AMAZING JOB. IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS. YOUR VIDS ARE SO PERFECT. IM SO.... ILY

[@notnigra5859]

lifeofawinchester OMG ikr? She's so amazing. And you make amazing videos too! I love your vids!

[@МАШАТрушникова-м2т]

1сщщллллщщщщхзззззддщщщщщщщщ ддддддддхщүщүзүзузу жөнөкөй изз шжзхж шщщщщщщщщз все о чем не э зршзхзззшшшшшшшзх хххлхшллззд з

[@МАШАТрушникова-м2т]

1сщщщщщщщщ дзхззззззххзддд но хх щллллллллллллгооллз или простозз хв ззхузыжыжыжыжыжзызызвззызыззыызы0зыззызы здравствуйтхе за изддд щ

[@krisjones9117]

Why???? I was normal before this show

[@missnonperfect8699]

Kris Jones I was crying. but read your comment and I laugh! I was normal too. doesn't matter normality or have a heart is overrated anyways.

[@Aria-ds9vl]

SAMMEEE

[@yeeyee8126]

i should do my homework but i'm just sitting in my bed and frickin' crying because of this. you can't do this to my weak fangirl heart. i just can't handle all these feels.

[@liberaled_]

The whole "He deserves better than me" reminded me of T&S and this ruined me even more. What a beautiful and heartbreaking video. I hate you and I love you!😭

[@viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky]

I was thinking just before clicking on this that my eyes were really dry and that I needed to put drops in them but now... yeah thank you very much, I seem to have the opposite problem now ^^' Your use of voiceovers is incredibly clever, well done !

[@sUmmerRain810]

haha well i'm glad that your dry eyes problem has been solved^^ and thank you so much

[@nataliamichellelenasuarez7934]

THE VOCIES IT JUST LIKE THEM IM SCREAMING ANF CRYING I CANT

[@casismymrdarcy]

HOW DARE YOU THANK YOU FOR RIPPING MY HEART OUT AND THROW IT ON THE GROUND HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME

[@opal_7445]

IF I CRY ITS YOUR FAULT

[@art4949]

Dude this is literally the saddest most painful Destiel video edit I have ever seen Such a great cover From Romeo and Juliet (somehow a cover) Such great details this is soooooo well edited I salute you sir!!!

[@sUmmerRain810]

ahh thank you so much!

[@justachickentender385]

When your watching this in the same room as your mom and your trying to not let her see, but also not make it look like you are trying to hide something because she will get suspicious

[@hyvnmni]

it really doesn't happen often that i cannot hold back tears. i didn't wanna cry, but even as i am typing this my face burns with the need to cry. this was so beautiful, thank you so much (i guess).

[@sUmmerRain810]

ahh sorry for making you cry but i'm also very glad you liked it :3

[@kawaiifulcrafts1]

IM FRIGGIN CRYING OMFG HELP ME CHUCK NOOOOOO THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLLLLL

[@JayLKing]

Okay, that was completely uncalled for!

[@annekessler290]

I love this couple from Heaven to Earth to be together found themselves happy

[@michellep.7261]

I should learn, but instead I'm sitting in my room and cry because of this... You're an artist and you do everything I wish I could do

[@sUmmerRain810]

omg your comment makes me so happy, thank you thank you thank you! this really means a lot!

[@michellep.7261]

Oh that's an amazing idea :O I'm new in this "business" and I don't know much about editing c: So I wanted to ask you if you want to be something like my "master" and I'm your student.. if that's okay for you? Because your edits are so amazing

[@sUmmerRain810]

Im_a_fangirl_of_the_Lord haha this is really sweet of you, and of course you can always ask me if you have any editing questions, maybe i can help :)

[@michellep.7261]

***** That' so awesome

[@michellep.7261]

***** Hey, can we write eMails?

[@Nessainthebuilding]

Why?! Why do I keep torturing myself? I just keep coming back to this vid like a freaking moth to a flame.

[@CathySaraiMolina]

THIS IS MIND BLOWING I'M CRYING THIS JUST BROKE MY HEART IN TINY PIECES THIS IS TOO BEAUTIFUL OHMYGOD

[@sUmmerRain810]

aww thank you!

[@CathySaraiMolina]

sUmmerRain810 never stop doing videos like this please❤

[@carxsleepy]

Omg I just scrolled down to the comments and I didn’t even finish on until I started crying IT HURRTS I PAUSED BEFORE I HEARD ANYTHING AND I AM CRYING HOW DOES THIS WORK MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ARE A MASTER AT THIS SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT sorry lol but really I didn’t even start the video, read the title, started crying

[@sherlock2308]

well, damn you. I'm crying...shouldn't have watched this in a public place...

[@paulinajimenez8453]

IM CRYING MY EYES OUT INSTEAD OF SLEEPING FOR SCHOOL IM

[@Nessainthebuilding]

When I saw the AU in the title I read the description first before I watched the vid, and then I laughed a bit at "aaaand i hate myself ughh." then I watched it and tears. Oh my Chuck! That was just beyond beautiful and heartbreaking! I just can't! WTF!

[@sUmmerRain810]

aww thank you. and sorry for making you cry

[@Nessainthebuilding]

***** Oh no problem. :) Every once in awhile we all need a good cry.

[@toomuchniki]

why would you do this to me oh my god i'm freaking sobbing here

[@kathykuhn5777]

Holy crap, that was actually amazing. completely devastating but AMAZING none the less.

[@Supernatastic]

I SHOULD REALLY START READING THE DESCRIPTIONS OF YOUR VIDEOS BEFORE I WATCH THEM OMG

[@SupernaturalScream456]

PFFFF.....I'M NOT CRYING, YOU'RE CRYING

[@mirellan.almeida]

OMG, it's almost 2 A.M and I'm crying in my bed while watching this.😭😭😭😭 What am I doing with my life? I have to work tomorrow morning...

[@judithdelat]

Ok I felt like crying. This is so sad and beautiful

[@its.mchplnby]

great. i just watched an au where it was castiel who died. trying to balance out my feelings, huh? WELL, NOT HAPPENING

[@notnigra5859]

OMG WHYYYYYY WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?? I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY??? I HATE YOU BUT LIKE I LOVE YOU CAUSE YOU'RE SO AMAZING. I CRIED SO MUCH.

[@sUmmerRain810]

♥♥

[@miaisara9687]

DAS IST SO DRAMATISCH MY HEART

[@HahalolbAmy]

i'm literally bawling my eyes out. omfg this is so good but yikes just stab me in my heart it would be less painful. fucking hell man.

[@mistycrowley9258]

Wow, that was amazingly powerful and beautifully created! It's going to take me a few.... months.... to recoup my feels now though.

[@adrianjohnson4474]

MY HEART WAS FARTING HAPPINESS AT THE FIRST PART now my heart is being stabbed multiple times while set on fire. this was breathtakingly beautiful everything fited so while together the flashbacks the voice over. and you know whats the best freaking part. that some of it is canon like the i miss him part and i almost kill him and dean losing it and breaking things over it. IM GONNA FUJING CRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET

[@sUmmerRain810]

aww thank you so much. i'm glad you liked it. and sorry for making you cry :3

[@aestheticallie]

im at school hiding in a corner crying

[@sebbys_mama]

OMG NO NO NO! 😭😭😭 THIS HURT ME SO BAD

[@isi6345]

Omg this is so incredibly well done! I am crying

[@mstrikeout]

WHY WOULD YOU MAKE SUCH VIDEO!? DID YOU TRY TO KILL ME ?! WTF

[@ksiezniczkawszechswiata134]

It was like Romeo and Juliet story. Omg I'm still crying😭. This is so amazing 💕💕💕💕

[@sUmmerRain810]

aww thank you

[@Fangirlforlife]

Absolutely incredible, this video definitely brought on the feels!!

[@TVDismynewobsession]

I JUST CAME HERE TO WATCH VIDEOS AND NOW MY HEART IS SHATTERED HOW FUCKING DARE YOU

[@MsNYCgurl1]

WHY?!!! It's 12 in the morning here and I actually wanted to sleep! But then "Oh hey look she's got a new vid! Awesome!" And then you took my heart and crushed it! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?! It's an amazing video, really. I love you and i hate you for this. *sigh*

[@sUmmerRain810]

haha yeah i can understand you. i feel sorry and happy at the same time while reading your comment... and i really appreciate that you've chosen watching my video before sleeping :') thank you!!

[@teristocker7580]

Why did you DO that ? Do you want me to die ?! It was beautiful. Heartbroken, but beautiful !

[@sUmmerRain810]

ahh i'm sorry for the heartbreak... (and i'm really glad you liked it :D thanks for your comment)

[@matthias3211]

shit this was so beautiful and now I'm crying and now I hate you and I love you at the same time

[@JophielStellaluna]

SO PAINFUL. WHY?????? WHY AM I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF???? TOO MUCH PAIN BUT SO BEAUTIFUL AS WELL :'''''''''(

[@moa5385]

okay so i usually comment stuff like "i'm crying" under edits even when i'm not actually crying bUT NOW I'M NOT JOKING MY EYES ARE JUST NJESJSJBKK CRYING WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THAT

[@sandwichess3539]

arghhhhhh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy it hurts so much but GODDAMNIT I LOVE ITTTTT

[@mm-pg8vz]

I just lie in my bed and cry because of this! Thank you very much xD

[@Danyellatr22]

ahhhhhhhh so many feels! this was SAD and then SADDER and the beautiful hahaha I just feel bad for Sam, but ... I swear your destiel aus are the best thing ever! even when they break my heart XD

[@sUmmerRain810]

omg you're so sweet. thank you sooo much! and sorry for breaking your heart... ♥♥

[@jamifulton6016]

all I can say is thank you. truly a work of art.

[@sUmmerRain810]

ahh thank you so much!

[@emiliatrae176]

Why does this remind me so much of The Inexhaustible Silence of Houses T.T

[@wywardmoose]

Oh my Chuck no, stop, it's too much, I'm trying to sob without waking everyone up around 2 am. STOP.NO WAITDONTITS BEAUTIFULBUT ATOP

[@leafyvenus878]

You know, my emotions were stable before this show But am I gonna ever stop watching it? No

[@IOweyoUSoMuch77]

oooh nooo !! Omg that's so sad and heartbreaking and so perfect at the same time ! :') It feels real, like reading a fanfiction, this is so well done ! what an amazing work :)

[@sUmmerRain810]

ahh it always makes me so happy when i see that you commented on my video because you stick with me for so long now and i truly want to thank you for this :') it means a lot to me and i appreciate your comments so much! thank you, love ♥♥

[@IOweyoUSoMuch77]

***** Annww you're so welcome, dear ! :') It may be a little weird but the fact that you notice my presence through the time makes something to my heart, it makes so happy.. :') It really means a lot, so thank you to you too ! And thanks to your work my 'love' for destiel is still alive ! ;) Always a pleasure to watch your videos !

[@sUmmerRain810]

IOweyoUSoMuch77 omg that's such a wonderful thing to hear. it makes me really happy that my videos help to keep your destiel love alive :') again, thank you so much

[@IOweyoUSoMuch77]

***** You're welcome

[@eytschi]

Who gave you the right to break my heart? 😭

[@MsLPSFOREVER]

Well, I'm weeping now...thanks

[@camille550]

ARE YOU KIDDING ME! WHAT IS THIS! ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME? DON'T LIE I KNOW YOU ARE... Why did you do this? Made something so beautiful and heartbreaking? Oh my Chuck... *starts sobbing again* WHY...

[@sUmmerRain810]

*whispers* ... i'm so sorry ... ♥

[@camille550]

Thank you though! You did such an amazing work, it's one of the best video I've ever seen! Well done, really, it's incredible!

[@sUmmerRain810]

Power_of_books_ aww thank you so much! that means a lot :)

[@shan2992]

this is so perfect omg you're the queen of edits ily

[@sUmmerRain810]

omg that's really sweet of you, thank youuu :')

[@alyazya5052]

WHO GAVE U THE RIGHT. IM SOBBING .

[@littlewolf2703]

HOW DARE YOU?? This is beautiful ❤😭😭

[@caitlyntoomey907]

My heart😭😭 this was the saddest thing I have ever watched omg I'm balling my eyes out rn😭😭

[@hithere3971]

WHY WOULD THIS!! YOU MADE ME CRY! FUCK!! 😂😂😭😭

[@ceciliacarnahan3048]

and I'm bawling like a baby

[@cosmostic10914]

There are no tears left :)

[@nlfproductions_]

wow... I'm crying so hard rn

[@swietlanaguth6542]

what is this i can't breath

[@Taelorgirl78]

UM BEAUTIFUL. Rips your heart out but in the best way. You are very talented! Love your videos sm :)

[@sUmmerRain810]

aww thank you so much!

[@thomasredman3777]

Great video and music...but it hits you down deep. And, of course, we know these two men have something wonderful going on other than just simple man2man attraction and it's all going to work out in the end. In reality, the producers and writers of SPN are not going to let the fans down. So, everybody, just hang in there, enjoy these two loving each other, however they have (or the writers) to work it out. They have kept us all on the edge of out seats going on 12 seasons...it will work out in the end and we all can breath a sigh of relief.

[@shineeWORLD79]

I just have two words for this "GOOD SHIT" everything in this video is some GOOD SHIT ♡☆♡

[@sUmmerRain810]

hahaha thank you so much

[@shineeWORLD79]

you are welcomeeee ¤♡¤

[@hjs2017]

im crying too hard how dare you

[@ashleyduran7396]

My poor heart wasn't ready 😭😭😭

[@LydiaTrevisan]

HOW DARE YOU..??? IM CRYING.... I LOVE IT....

[@thegatekeeper8612]

I love it but it makes me cry uncontrollably

[@malachaiparker7570]

i'm crying AAAAAA

[@awolfnamedaliac]

Im on the phone and it’s 2 in the morning and I literally started crying and whimpering and my friend is demanding to know what’s happening over the phone but I just 😭 nononononononononono

[@WaywardScots]

OMC this is so well done but so sad

[@denisevanausdal3160]

Holy shit this made me cry. Very well done!

[@rrachelll1419]

crying, you are so good

[@susieqtraynor5857]

This is an amazing vid so well put together. I cried

[@emiliatrae176]

I'm not kidding I'm crying so hard rn

[@waywardnick]

cRYIng ;-; Aaah beautiful video, love the editing❤

[@sUmmerRain810]

thank you :') i'm so glad you like it

[@jordanelizabeth274]

i was crying and the i was smiling when they were together again.... the feels are sure to kill me...

[@taylorburns9362]

I am crying like a baby

[@inexpressible]

WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME PLEASE PLEASE WRITE A FIC NOW I NEED IT SOOO BAD! DAMNIT. ITS SO PERFECT! The dialogues!! *when does Dean says the kine "picture myself with you"* MANN IM CRYING MY EYES OUT. THANK YOU, FOR RUINING ME IN A AESTHETIC WAY :')

[@inexpressible]

Your All I need, Dean. When does he say this?

[@sUmmerRain810]

aww thank you so much!! that really means a lot

[@inexpressible]

HOLY MOTHER OF GREENLAND! You did an EXCELLENT job! *_* The amount of work you put in gosh!! :') :') Thank You!!!

[@sUmmerRain810]

Neha Dhyani ahh thanks again

[@floweroflove1994]

At least they share a Heaven now. Soulmates. Omg. This was really sad.

[@eorozco2720]

That was really sad

[@rubyv5755]

DANG UT IM A TOUGH COOKIE AND DIDNT CRY! BUT I WANT TO BECAUSE I FEEL BADDD😖😩😩

[@michelleroberson6834]

such a beautiful video!

[@sUmmerRain810]

thank you, i'm so glad you like it :)

[@Anjeeha]

Why must you hurt me this way. I can not. I just. W H Y

[@destielandjoshlerforlife8804]

I'm crying so hard please help meh

[@joeymeade833]

THIS IS AMAZING IM CRYING A RIVER BUT SHIT YOURE GOOD

[@sUmmerRain810]

omg thank you!!!

[@caitlyntoomey907]

WHY DID I JUST WATCH IT AGAIN

[@gabbyburton1999]

I'm at school trembling trying not to flip out.

[@melis4996]

You made it. You made the saddest destiel video ever.

[@AliAwesome]

A billion single man tears.

[@ourunsungheroes8554]

Who's cutting onions in here?

[@janid2897]

I'm crying bc Sam