When I Realized That I Was Transgender.

[@toniherring]

Your story is so important. I am 58 now and I wish things had been so different when I was growing up. Im MtF. I never had real friends in school I always wrore bagy clothes and had longer hair. I was bullied for years till I finally got my life and fought back but I still had problems for everyone. They left me alone because i think they just thought i was crazy then, lol. At that time I thought I was the only person like me but I was okk with that. I stayed a virgin until I was 18 because I was the only one like me I thought. Im sorry i ramble, lol. Point is i am so gllad you share so much of your life now because this wasnt there when i was growing up

[@Rosiah]

I'm glad you gave yourself the moment to finally shine :)

[@Introvertexe]

*no one is first because the creator is always first*

[@JahMoneyyyy]

Facts

[@rapboi1259]

Facts

[@Rosiah]

Smarttt

[@israeliteprincess6166]

And TMh God doesn't condone any of it . Just being honest.

[@DevilAriana]

Bro I’m a young ftm and I just wanna say you really inspire to never give up and I love you for that man 💙

[@Rosiah]

Never give up 🙏🏽

[@cleobrazy9862]

awwwwWWWWWWWWW AND U BET NOT GIVE UP or we gone fight 🙂 TY GOODBYE 💀 love y’all family

[@DN-fs2kb]

W mans

[@aritaylor6351]

I had a really hard time figuring out I was trans since my dysphoria manifested as depression and social anxiety and body image issues. I had to experience gender euphoria, from presenting masculine and in a way that made me feel comfortable to know I was actually trans. Now that I’m aware, I definitely have severe dysphoria, but it took like 20 years for me to be sure.

[@puddinpants5790]

Same here.

[@dominiquedavis9834]

I genuinely applaud you for living in your truth. It takes a lot to speak your truth and you have no idea how many lives you touch.

[@Lets_Talk_About_it_Luv]

First and foremost I just wanna say that you’re an inspiration to the trans community. It’s so refreshing to see a young FTM living his best life. I’m a MTF trans woman and I think you’re absolutely adorable😍😉... keep up the good work babe😊👍🏾

[@Rosiah]

💗💗

[@iseeall7295]

I'm literally in tears, you're so incredible. I wish I had your life lmao. I'm so proud of you for some reason. Love you man.

[@tay8424]

Thanks so much man. I finally got confidence to come out to my family i want to be trans so they all helped with the surgery and now i’m living my best life. Thanks for the good content i’m definitely coping the merch. Thanks again for basically being the person i look up too and giving me the confidence i needed Keep up the amazing videos!!!!!😁

[@itsmiracle2597]

Your website looks so good. I can tell you Put a lot of effort into it and that you did not just throw it together. Much love and support always❤️.

[@johnneyosborne6856]

First I am an older guy and I want to commend you on what you're doing it takes a lot of Courage to speak openly on being an intersex man you are going to change a lot of people mine and perception of what an intersex man really is I have been watching your videos for a minute and I'm proud of you and my message is to keep doing what you're doing keep being the way that you are and regardless of the response you get from people cuz there will be haters be yourself

[@nyumyu4265]

I don’t think he’s intersex I think he’s just a trans man. Intersex people are born with both male and female reproductive parts. He was born female and transitioned to male. It’s okay tho it’s easy to confuse

[@luvizia]

I just asked my mom for some hoodies, she said I can pick some. Looks like I can cop a hoodie👀

[@Rosiah]

I like your mom :) she’s cool

[@pinnokkiothebestrapperever4648]

I'm glad you had great support, sport!

[@wetpeach2625]

I wanna be a trans man but I’m too scared to come out to someone I’ve been feeling like this my whole life but I have never came out.Still haven’t come out as liking females.I feel so uncomfortable being a female🤦🏽‍♂️

[@drippyswagking6810]

I'm a 16 year old ftm and I totally understand the stress about coming out I tried telling my parents when I was 11 but my parents said I was too young to understand and forced me into girls clothes I was so worried and felt that i would never be happy so I decided to be subtle and talk abt LGBTQ to see their reaction I finally came out last year and luckily they were supportive and I am currently on testosterone

[@Laylowkianna]

But what's wrong with being female? Why don't u like it?

[@wetpeach2625]

DRIPPY SWAG KING mbn I’m also 16 to still haven’t came out yet tho

[@drippyswagking6810]

@@Laylowkianna there's nothing wrong with a female but me personally I am not a female I am a male and constantly feeling like your in the wrong body and not feeling like yourself Is extremely hard to handle

[@drippyswagking6810]

@@wetpeach2625 I understand the coming out concerns and struggles it's by far one of the hardest parts

[@austinm7087]

In my ela class there is many people that knew that I was “ born female “ and some that did not know. So the teacher called me a “ he “ and I felt embarrassed and so I wrote her a letter saying I don’t wanna be called a he or a she I just want to be called by my birth name or my nickname and she was really nice about it and accepted me.😁

[@nayaschannel6067]

Shawn I'm most definitely putting the merch on my Christmas list . Much love and support 😝💗

[@Rosiah]

♥️♥️

[@yourfavskit8584]

@@Rosiah do you take testosterone for the rest of your life?

[@sydneyreid7401]

Same

[@AlatOnDemand]

I’m AFAB and now I’m non binary, I’m only out to a few people plus my younger sister is prejudice against non binary ppl for no reason. I’m thinking about being out loud and proud later on , I’m taking things slow 💛🤍💜🖤

[@pinnokkiothetransgenderguy9763]

It took me a while to fully process my personal experience to the point of coming out and being proud to be a transmasculine person. I still struggle with some insecurities but I learned to love myself unconditionally and I am a trans man of faith in the almighty Lord Jesus Christ.

[@ShyGotta_a3]

I know this video is old but I jus came forward to my mom about how I feel. For a few now I’ve been looking at myself and not seeing me(female) I looked at myself in the mirror and seen myself as a male. I’m 17 , I want to go transition but I’m having my doubts. But at the same time I don’t feel comfortable with who I am as a female. Any advice from you would really help. Much love king❤️

[@leol4418]

Never clicked so fast love yah bro🙌🏾👹

[@PrincessParisGotti]

WOW IM MALE TO FEMALE I HAD NO CLUE YOU WAS FTM YOU LOOK AMAZING

[@DN-fs2kb]

Bro i came out to my mom yesterday and she actually took it really well. It took a lot to come out to her and i was scared as fuck 💀 glad u made it bro, giving us hope for transition is amazing

[@nayaschannel6067]

Wassup Early Squad . Hope you have a beautiful rest of the day💕. Remember God loves every single one of us🙏🏾. Much love💗. 💛💙💜💚❤

[@juniorwheelerfp9782]

My mom knows. I came out over a year ago and idk if she will ever accept me. I can’t live like this much more. I want to buy a binder but I can’t buy one myself and my mom is the only family member or even adult. I hate it here

[@Blackk802]

Sorry you feel that way. I know it sucks and I’m not sure how old you are but if you are 15 or 16 years old...get you a job whether it’s fast food or whatever. Make money and buy and save what is needed. Move in with a family friend that’s accepting or go to college and stay on campus and be yourself. You are beautiful and I’ve been through the same thing. Now I am married to my college sweetheart and living my life as I want. It’s possible and I believe in you.

[@juniorwheelerfp9782]

@@Blackk802 thank you so much I was not thinking anyone would even see my comment I was just venting because I have no one else to go too. But seriously thanks a lot

[@LaurenMonty]

Just wow, thats really all I can say... wow! Great story, and congrats on your journey hun

[@Christina-zh2rh]

2:10 I like how his voice got deeper when he got back on topic🤣

[@jelanismith4241]

I’m ftm and when I was little I’d leave my two peice at home and hide it on purpose so my mom would have to go home and look and when she didn’t find it she would bring me my brothers swim clothes

[@nzisawambua4141]

I swear this has to be the most traumatic thing a child can go through...I'm happy that you are a happy gentleman now❤️💋❤️

[@Noa_Darling]

I don't want to uphold the idea the internalized hatred is a necessary experience of transness. From personal experience, body image has been a huge issue for me since I was little, I assumed it was just due to weight and I spent my whole life intentionally loving my body because regardless of gender incongruence, bodies like mine deserve love too. Eventually it became a non issue and I learned to appreciate and even love my body. Things were still missing, figured out I was autistic, something was still missing, realized I'm trans masc and not necessarily non binary. Because I already accepted my body, there's a huge portion of dysphoria I don't experience. I feel like shit that my body is a barrier to my more recent social transition but I still don't agree that dysphoria is required. Why use that to gate keep ? ESPECIALLY considering some trans masc "win" the genetic lottery and can sometimes pass before physical transition is even underway

[@GenaGilder]

When I was younger, I used to wrestle and play basketball and football with the boys in my family and neighborhood. I would take off my shirt or put it over my head just like them. I remember when I was about 10, I was playing football with the boys in the neighborhood and I decided to take my shirt off. The boys got to laughing and pointing at me talking about my “mosquito bites”. I was so embarrassed! To note, they thought I was a boy until that day. I knew I was a girl, but I related more to being a boy and was pretty much accepted as one. Going through puberty, I began to identify more as a girl though I overall pretty much dress as a “tomboy” to this day.

[@kaibarton4932]

I got a binder from underworks and I was so excited but....my chest is large so it doesn't do anything *sniff *sniff so I wish I could get one from gc2b but I dont have money:(((

[@ericaschofield5690]

you are amazing, shawn. so excited to buy some merch :D

[@Rosiah]

Haha sup Erica! Thanks for the kind words :)

[@tyboogie9347]

Yu are soooooooo handsome 😍....idk if anyone told yu but im soooooooo proud of yu for standing up for wut yu believe in

[@rapboi1259]

I can’t get over how pretty u are 😫

[@karab2758]

I am thinking about being transgender and ur helped alot🌈🌈❤love you🌈🌈

[@VioletGaming-x7z]

How did you make that website . I’ve been trying to start a clothing line 😭 also nice transition 👌🏾🔥

[@Cleobby18]

Most definitely buying your merch ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ just gotta get my mom to do it 🤪

[@melomcfarlane6824]

hey shawn i can never miss your vids love em

[@VictoriaWamer]

Been away for a hot second but I’m back 🥴🤟🏾

[@hbkjnizzy]

💙💙💙#transmenarethebestmen

[@Heluvsmeuh]

I am scared to tell my mom can someone help me plz

[@AlatOnDemand]

Your safety comes first, are you in a safe environment if stuff turns left?

[@JahMoneyyyy]

I'm not gonna say first, BUT IM HERE EARLYYY #earlygang

[@IndigoSoulCatcher]

My sis asked me what I wanted for Christmas, I said a hoodie😈😈😈I'll be getting one or two of your merch for Christmas😏😁

[@tannjahnmp3]

What if my personality is more like a male instead of female? What if I don't feel like I have dysphoria? Not tryna be rude just clueless

[@tannjahnmp3]

@Matt M Thanks

[@ebknana4781]

nah Cuz you type firee 😆

[@tonyacurrie4163]

is any of your merch kids sized hoodies?

[@Rosiah]

No :( unfortunately I didn't even consider that! My smallest is unisex small.

[@rhiluvz]

I'll see if i can cop me a hoodie :)

[@eleven7027]

Can u ship your merch to Philippines?

[@Eva-no9nu]

Ok you beautiful

[@mae.2138]

I always thought it was pronounced like ro-sye-ah ig not

[@Rosiah]

I’d need to hear you say it cuz I just keep reading it the way I know it 😭

[@martyyymarttt]

i think she means like Rose-iah

[@mae.2138]

miss marvelous martha yea

[@Om6_layla]

ik i’m not the only who got tight when he said “i don’t really know how attractive i am” MY GUY!! i like girls but GHEEE😭😭

[@raykingamvs384]

baby what happen to your finger i will buy your merch hope you feel better

[@justdanny5562]

I'm fashoo buying the hoodies

[@SincerelyKera]

❤️

[@Rosiah]

♥️

[@callousbailey3634]

Love you 🖤

[@skibidilanadelray]

Shawn 🤠

[@haberlegendarisk7564]

King

[@damnsheiceyy]

wait so you don't choose to become trans? i thought people like acted like the gender they wanted to before the transition so thats why they chose to change genders hm .... tell me if im wrong or not pleaseee oh and rosiah you are a handsome man 😍

[@t.deshawn6519]

No. You don't choose to be trans. You feel what you feel, and that comes directly from the way your brain is made. So if someone is assigned email at birth, but feels male, they may choose to dress as a male, or "act" however they feel comfortable. They may choose to bind their chest, or they may choose to start testosterone or have surgeries. But they did not choose to have a male brain. I hope this made sense

[@damnsheiceyy]

@@t.deshawn6519 yes it did thank you

[@LifeOnCoach]

✌

[@Lyfehurts66]

HMMMMMMMM.....

[@wetpeach2625]

First🤗

[@Rosiah]

Nice to talk to you

[@samyajohnson3051]

First❤️

[@arkfvnty1382]

First

[@joshuajean-baptiste7799]

Believe in JESUS, we are all sinners deserving the wrath of GOD, because we sin against a holy and just and perfect GOD. Therefore we all deserve the punishment hell but GOD in his rich grace and mercy by which he loved us sent JESUS to die for us on the cross to leave his throne and suffer for us. To be the perfect sacrifice for us because he himself was sinless and perfect. That if we would have a repentant heart and believe in JESUS we will be saved from the eternal punishment.

[@kashoutmj8502]

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[@Rosiah]

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