True Story: 6 years ago in a dark but warm night, while listening to sad music, I got the idea to walk. After some time walking, I noticed the playlist repeat itself. After that, I realized I was walking for over 4 hours without noticing. I'm an introvert, and I had my best night walking around on empty streets and having to talk to nobody. It was wonderful and quiet, until now one of my best memories. And every time I listen to similar music, I remember that 1 night. Thanks
@tommarch77375 ай бұрын
i understand this feeling
@ioncreanga40725 ай бұрын
man I think I will do the same, I want to clear my mind
@Goiaba3085 ай бұрын
The really impressive thing was that you didn't get robbed
@zappy98805 ай бұрын
Damn walking at night without getting mugged by KFC people? You must be living in Middle East or smth.
@noire81215 ай бұрын
@@zappy9880 crazy work ngl
@MiguelPersonalDoctor6 ай бұрын
Hey you. Yes, you. You're probably scrolling through the comments, like I am, reading all these interesting comments. If you are reading this at night, you should get some sleep, and don't stress about everything going on in the world, or what you are going through. Don't dwell on things from the past, don't stress on your future. Just live your life, because you only get one. Do whatever makes you happy, not what other people want from you. For me, I'm gonna wake up tomorrow morning, hit the gym, and cherish life for the amazing blessing that it is. I hope you do the same and have an amazing day as well
@WarBastard886 ай бұрын
Thanks man, be gentle on your back days.....you've only got one 😊
@t0ni5astra986 ай бұрын
Thank you
@yurimiura51376 ай бұрын
Arigato thank you.
@RGplayz76 ай бұрын
Thank you bro.
@lucax_stn6 ай бұрын
thx bro
@Yarxx783 ай бұрын
I am writing this on my birthday. I just feel so sad and lonely since no one really loves me. I have friendships that are falling apart, I am not in a good position with my family because I argue pointlessly with them because they stress me out so much. I just want a place to relax and think. I pray for all of your souls to be blessed and I hope all of you have a good life, a happy family and relationship, ideal friends and whatever you wish for in life. My only advice for young men like me is to push hard into life and dont let sadness defeat you, like it defeated me. I love you all❤ God bless✝️
@iTzReehZАй бұрын
hope you r good friend
@GLuminaryАй бұрын
Happy late bday bro but i just wanted to let you know that your a good person 🙏 we are all imperfect but since i believe you have a good heart and God on your side it will all workout. So just keep hanging in there brother and God bless you ✝️
@gumz_sookai29 күн бұрын
I may be 2 months late, but I still want to wish you a happy birthday! Do not be too hard on yourself. We each have our own imperfections and that's ok. Take time to heal and may you find yourself in better relationships. Until then, don't give up on this journey. It's hard, but in the end, it will all be worth it.
@SHADOWREAPER441016 күн бұрын
God bless brother😢
@SonicFanBoy13815 күн бұрын
Happy late birthday bro! Hope things have improved since the time you wrote this comment. It's nice of you to be thinking about others while you vented out your problems to us. You're a good guy and I continue to hope for the best for you! GO BEYOND! PLUS ULTRA!
@MrBigboss-zs2gt5 ай бұрын
I tend to keep myself positive in moments during work and the people around me so they won't see the other side of me. Unfortunately, the truth is that i'm a broken man. I've lost my mom who was my best friend in late june to a hit and run but I only received this news from my brother around 7am the next day. I still remember every moment, the breakdown, the plane ticket, the arguments from families and the amount of love and support from my mothers friends from different parts of the country. when I said goodbye to her on the day of her funeral that was the first time i've seen her since she was visiting me around march. Now its sept and i feel empty, i'm losing a battle I can't escape, i've grown to accustomed to the elephant in the room. I have her photos and videos but I can never look at them. my beautiful daughter whom my mother only saw a couple of times during her visits will never be able to see how much my mom meant to me but only in memories. My fiancé has been very supportive and still is but I lost someone who I wanted her to see her son get married. now she can see me do it in heaven. Yo te amo mucho mom.
@chasealberts294 ай бұрын
Hey man .. idk if youll ever get this message but i want you to know ! Your mom is proud of youu!! And yes she is watching you from a place much better than earth a place of eternal Joy !! OUR HOME !! My man just rmrbr its never a goodbye but a see you again !! Make her proud by becoming the best version of yourself, raise that little girl to be the girl your mom would be proud of just like shes proud of you !! Never give up, shes still with you in your heart forever and always till you meet again !!
@dougd20004 ай бұрын
Death isn't real, it's life on Earth that is an illusion. Only love is real, and love is eternal. Bless you for missing your Mom so much, but know that all of this is a dream and in fact you are together with her, and all your brothers and sisters, in Heaven, now and forever. Use this as the tremendous learning opportunity it is, to go beyond the world we see to what is real and what is forever, instead of being bound by the limitations of time and space that we in fact ourselves made.
@Terminator-044 ай бұрын
Stay strong.
@commanderrex83513 ай бұрын
I’m sorry for your loss man I hope God watches over you and your mom as get married and build your life. I know these words don’t mean much but I hope you keep fighting the good fight and you come out on top dog. From one Internet Stranger to another I wish you all the best and God be with you during these tough times your going through
@Froggy_Quest_Frr3 ай бұрын
You got this man, keep going your mom is so proud of you! No matter what happens keep going for your mom. Never give up. A person is never dead until there forgotten. I dont even know who you are but im here for you. You got this!
@chengyauye49914 ай бұрын
If it's night and you see this message, Close your eyes and rest, my friend; the world will still be here when you wake up, even the brightest stars need to rest too.
@officialmoai31073 ай бұрын
I’d rather not wake up from my rest. If I die then I’d be glad to be gone.
@Uta34103 ай бұрын
Bro’s trying to be positive don’t upset him 😭💔
@WilliamDavid1113 ай бұрын
yeah i should probavly go to sleep its 1 a.m.
@yuriochoa1663 ай бұрын
i just came out of jail and youre right
@Trendi_Vibes2 ай бұрын
Thanks 😊
@SethPlays016 ай бұрын
She was my home, a place of comfort and warmth where I felt truly safe and understood. Her presence was my sanctuary, the constant in a world full of uncertainties. Every moment with her was filled with a sense of belonging and peace that I had never known before. Now that she's gone, I understand what it means to be homesick. It's not just a longing for a place, but a yearning for the feeling of being complete and at ease. Without her, I feel like a wanderer, lost and aching for the familiar embrace that made everything right. Her absence has left me adrift, searching for the home I once found in her eyes.
@giorgiogiorgetti39396 ай бұрын
Be grateful for that. Some people like myself have never experienced that feeling. Never been loved or even hugged
@ufoulroo20356 ай бұрын
@@giorgiogiorgetti3939It’s ok, you will get there one day 🙏
@SethPlays016 ай бұрын
@@giorgiogiorgetti3939but when you lose it it’s just as bad, like something was ripped out of your body. she was supposed to be my last love we fought for it for 1 year. I’m truly lost Right now and there’s so many other things piling on top just making everything worse the thought of fully giving up is always there💔
@giorgiogiorgetti39396 ай бұрын
@@SethPlays01 trust me. Many hugless men would pay to be in your spot
@Novastar.SaberCombat6 ай бұрын
There is a far, far larger loss than that of a single mortal's temporary companionship. Unfortunately, mankind rarely considers this because they aren't enlightened enough to focus upon it. Every circle begins with its end. Reflection is key. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
@PujaKumari-rj2rp6 ай бұрын
If you come across this, please send your prayers and positive energy. I’ve been battling health issues for years.
@techusupport69656 ай бұрын
I'll pray for u 😌
@dbxpm44116 ай бұрын
Prayers for you and get well 💐
@WarBastard886 ай бұрын
You'll get through it, promise 😊
@yurimiura51376 ай бұрын
I know that you are the greatest warrior. I also know that you are accompanied by the Dragon God. Therefore, I will do my best, inspired by you. I pray for you, who fights daily more than anyone else. This may seem unrelated, but it's from japan.
@instantkarrma67706 ай бұрын
God bless you, remember that faith is important when we face those battles we feel we may lose. Keep a strong mind and be who you are. Only you live with your conscience 💪🏾
@jackmarcus40776 ай бұрын
On this earth we all have a destiny…maybe mine was to make others smile even when I find it hard to smile myself. Live well my friends, and know we are all proud of you.
@AshutoshKureel4 ай бұрын
"Maybe mine is..."
@adamjohnson50624 ай бұрын
i can relate to that sentiment. as someone who is far from having all their ducks in a row, i have always been someone who tries to make people laugh! i find myself telling jokes all the time to try to keep a smile on not just the faces of those around me but on myself as well! i find it hard for people to be angry or upset around others when others are laughing! even if inside it hurts, keeping a smile or a laugh on ones face is sometimes the only way to keep the pain at bay and stay sane! keep making people smile because a smile and a laugh are like a light in the darkness, theres always someone who needs it to see how to find their way back to the light!
@mhbirgaming33214 ай бұрын
Proud of you bro , atleast you made someone happy or made their day 💙
@jackmarcus40774 ай бұрын
@@mhbirgaming3321 Thankyou!
@Em-jq6mu5 ай бұрын
As someone who grew up in arizona and this landscape seemingly being arizona, this video and the music is really comforting and nostaglic. It reminds me of taking a long roadtrip home at night while it's storming, and its making me remember the happier times in my childhood before everything went wrong and I really just want to thank you for that.
@the_kingjulien52354 ай бұрын
This clip is from Forza horizon 5
@Hadeth_a_stepa4 ай бұрын
@@the_kingjulien5235 No, it's arizona, obviously.
@TympanicVR3 ай бұрын
@@the_kingjulien5235 its not mexico
@lolersonexpired3 ай бұрын
@@Hadeth_a_stepa the game is forza horizon 5, which is based in mexico
@Hadeth_a_stepa3 ай бұрын
@@lolersonexpired No, it's arizona.
@Broady1516 ай бұрын
This is what gaming is all about. 🥺 The beatiful worlds, cars, landscape aesthetics and stories that change lives and makes memories and relieves stress in these games is why WE ESCAPE REALITY ❤
@suheelanle75045 ай бұрын
Do you know the name of the game?
@szumek_wrz5 ай бұрын
@@suheelanle7504 Forza Horizon 5
@Lazy_ness5 ай бұрын
this game kinda lacks in most of that
@minepro29295 ай бұрын
Yes dude. Also LOVE the Xbox pfp. I have the same one.
@one-of-a-kind-b8r5 ай бұрын
Just don't dwell on this digital reality for to long, eventually most of your family members well soon die and I don't know what is happening in your life or anything or not assuming but usually......... usually they reside you to carry on their legacy and will cheer you on even after death or...... I hope so my bad got off track, the thing is though your eventually going to start paying the bills for your self. This isn't 2010 any this isn't 2014 but that doesn't me you'll never come back to it anymore I'm just saying we're growing up now and I wish we can keep playing video games but not forever that's not what life is all about but in the meantime why just play one more match ha so we can just feel like kids again one last time 🤣😂😅🥲🙌
@iLyAngkZ-Clips-c7w5 ай бұрын
*To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. *
@DevilHevo5 ай бұрын
Thank You! Your words helped someone I wish you the Best aswell
@iLyAngkZ-Clips-c7w4 ай бұрын
@@DevilHevo thank you. hope you the best too!
@Creative-life664 ай бұрын
I remember my dad when he used to have fun with me and his friends he always used to take me to the mall but unfortunately passed away in 2020
@mhbirgaming33214 ай бұрын
Appreciate you bro 😁 bless you too bro
@Ρ6Ζ4 ай бұрын
I still just have to exist to be in pain no matter what….. or maybe i dont have to.. ig i will most likely be dead by the time you read this tho..
@_sailorluna_6 ай бұрын
I have so much work to do and I've been feeling so dumb, this video helped me feel calmer, thank you
@Novastar.SaberCombat6 ай бұрын
Time is the only resource. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
@SpAzZzZz_6 ай бұрын
Your not dumb your smart but you don’t think you deserve it.
@pashaboss65 ай бұрын
I hope you feel better now
@jamrockbrown69713 ай бұрын
came across this channel for the past week and im enjoying it , TO all the men and young men and young teens ... we all here and we are ALLL WE GOT the appreciation to us men will only get praised until its too late when we no longer exist in this world no matter what age🎉 we must stay vigilant and strong and believe in ourselves the most high is here depsite what we are going through hard times THIS year for me 2024 is a very bad stressful year but one good thing is im still here.... big ups to all the lone wolves /outsider warriors out there🇯🇲 peace
@thefatprotocanineАй бұрын
i have been tanking alot of my pain cus i never felt like my emotions fully mattered, nobody would understand them, nor wanted to listen, thats why im so distant with my parents, as i never felt listened, nor understood, showing the world can hurt you deeply without you knowing it, im glad i have friends to assist me through sometimes dark moments, where my mind just needs to feel better, letting out all my fears coming from my endless anxiety, the pain i hold for years after years, tho to anyone that sees this, dont give up, life may be rough, it can be in any shape, but if you think you are weak, women or men, crying is ok, you dont have to show you have to be tough to face all the pain, crying is normal and it alright to cry! if you have family, friends or anything around, dont give up, you may be on a low moment, but you are an amazing warrior, still holding on tough and strong, be amazing, show the world what posivity can do, i bet you are an amazing person, whoever reads this, live your best life before you miss it cheers!
@awesomefirewolf3653 ай бұрын
You were my everything, my love, my light, the pyre that guiding me through unyielding darkness into the dawn. I loved you, I cared for you, I treasured every single moment we had. It's gone now.I feel empty, miserable, hopeless. I feel....alone...for the first time in years. LIke theres no one there for me. I know I have friends how care about and support me but in this moment I have never felt more alone now that the very light in my life has left me in the dark. I'll miss you Layla, and I won't resent you, but damn this hurts.
@sorryff33953 ай бұрын
Forgot layla , and live your new life, new you,focus on your self there is a lot of layla in this world.
@nightstriker35925 ай бұрын
Sometimes i just feel really stressed over so many things. My mother who deals with so much on her mind and cries, my family issues with being so far away from them haven't gotten the chance to see them in years. I isolate myself in my room to shut off the world because i am afraid to make friends due to being hurt many times by fake ones. I do have someone important in my life but she's far away yet so close to my heart and she fears never getting the chance to see me again as i do for her and she struggles too just like i do so much clouds her mind and i try so hard to make her feel better so she knows she isn't alone with the pain she feels. I feel tired of having to watch the people i care and love struggle to find their peace and all i want is for them to be happy as well as i wish that on myself. Maybe someday I'll find the answer but until them i must continue to push through and walk barefoot on this valley of broken glass to reach my paradise where everyone is happy and their pain haunts them no more.
@tommarch77375 ай бұрын
Good luck, sincerely
@TiernanHousman5 ай бұрын
I trust in you, brother. Take luck, oh and...maybe a pair of shoes, heh heh... Don't falter, and if you do, take it in stride and push on. You've done well on your own it seems so, I do not believe it necassary for me to provide my words yet...I feel they may offer a slight peace. Take luck friend, find your way, and never lose sight of your paradise. o7
@dougd20004 ай бұрын
ACIM
@Sven-Mjölnir4 ай бұрын
Anyone here feels like they never existed, or they've never been a priority to their family or friends? Even when you thought you were something to them? Once you stopped calling or texting they all disappeared? I appreciate my solitude, because it helped me to learn this tough lesson. I got to know myself better, and throw these people away. It hurts sometimes to be mostly alone, but it's okay.
@TRLying_Edits5 ай бұрын
"What is math without numbers? What is English without alphabets? What is a universe without galaxies? Then so, what is life without family, friends, fun or just letting the stress go? Many may have different opinions and answers but we can all agree that without all those it would be nothing."
@SpreadingtheGOODNEWSisfun4 ай бұрын
What is life without god? If there is no god , life is meaningless
@TRLying_Edits4 ай бұрын
@@SpreadingtheGOODNEWSisfun Agreed.
@Nonaco285 ай бұрын
mom, why are you leaving so fast. i didn't even had chance to give you anything. see u on the other side mom, i love u.
@tofuprovider92165 ай бұрын
This make me sad...
@juntienong45495 ай бұрын
😢😢😢😢😢😢same here....I miss u mom
@TheRealPoliceZombie5 ай бұрын
Dang man...
@DAVIDLIMJINGWEIMoe5 ай бұрын
This is a wake up call for me but, im so sorry for your loss man. i can imagine that pain as well when the person who provided the most for us isnt here anymore when we finally can pay them back.
@vaibhav99995 ай бұрын
Im sorry for your loss man... this is a great lesson enjoy while you can othervise... but yeah nothing is ethernal you will meet her again
@GodLightStem6 ай бұрын
forza horizon 5 is such a beautiful game.
@mylifeisfunny89115 ай бұрын
indeed it is
@Vennizo5 ай бұрын
Could've been better, but they had to ruin it.
@samaraweera31635 ай бұрын
No no. NFS > Phorza 💀
@Vennizo5 ай бұрын
@@samaraweera3163 It's his opinion retird, + the new nfs has been shit.
@SergioGarcia-fy1de5 ай бұрын
What do you all think about the new Test Drive Unlimited so far?
@tubbyrabby17 күн бұрын
looking at the fireworks when you are sad is an unexplainable feeling.
@forsongs12 күн бұрын
Its crushing
@elcuervobianco3 ай бұрын
is no one gonna talk about the meaning behind hiraeth? it's such a weirdly comforting and beautiful word. it's from welsh and it means "the want/need to go to a place you can't return to or that doesn't exist"
@SHADOWREAPER441016 күн бұрын
My name is ethan, and im 15. 5 years ago, a lot of the time, i would see my nan for a sleepover and have a lot of fun with her. One time, i was at home when i heard the news from my step-mom that she has past away. And when i heard about it, i broke into tears cause i really got along with her. R.I.P nan. I ❤ you with all my heart, and when i hear this music, i think of her.
@TfBatman5 ай бұрын
What I feel like.........A black hole is a region in space where the gravitational pull is so strong that nothing, not even light, can escape from it. Here are some key points about black holes: 1. **Formation**: Black holes are formed when massive stars collapse under their own gravity at the end of their life cycles. This collapse compresses the mass of the star into a very small space, leading to extremely high density. 2. **Event Horizon**: The boundary around a black hole is called the event horizon. Once something crosses this boundary, it cannot escape the black hole's gravitational pull. 3. **Singularity**: At the very center of a black hole lies the singularity, where the mass is thought to be infinitely dense and the laws of physics as we know them break down. 4. **Types**: There are different types of black holes: - **Stellar Black Holes**: Formed from collapsing stars, typically have masses between 5 and 20 times that of the Sun. - **Supermassive Black Holes**: Found at the centers of galaxies, including our Milky Way, and can have masses millions to billions of times that of the Sun. - **Intermediate and Micro Black Holes**: Less common and not as well understood. 5. **Detection**: Black holes can't be observed directly because they emit no light. However, their presence can be inferred by observing the behavior of nearby objects and the radiation emitted from the accretion disk of material spiraling into the black hole. 6. **Hawking Radiation**: Proposed by physicist Stephen Hawking, this is a theoretical prediction that black holes can emit radiation due to quantum effects near the event horizon, potentially causing them to lose mass and eventually evaporate over time. Black holes are fascinating objects that challenge our understanding of physics and the universe!
@mr.sir.4 ай бұрын
_You know your long gone when you've lost it all, your on a short drive home but listening to playlists like this. It's until then you realize your doing 95 mph on the interstate. The world around you jaded beyond all reconciliation_
@GAMINGALEXYT-im7bj5 ай бұрын
Sad ✅ Raining outside ✅ Headphones ✅ HDR ✅ Dark room ✅ Silence IRL ✅ Loneliness ✅ Koffee ✅ Such an insane combo
@db23144 ай бұрын
have you tried being whimsical and listening to bby by bladee?
@Web7204 ай бұрын
@@db2314 LMAO 😂😂
@GAMINGALEXYT-im7bj4 ай бұрын
@@db2314 Not yet but maybe now I will
@db23144 ай бұрын
@@GAMINGALEXYT-im7bj its worth. he changed my life
@AdibRayyan-c9w23 күн бұрын
Don't forget about the jacket.😊
@robindabank67116 ай бұрын
Your channel has become my comfort zone
@AdibRayyan-c9w5 ай бұрын
Same
@NorCal_Renegade5 ай бұрын
I know I don’t deserve her. I treat her good, I love her, I’m a good loyal guy. But, I’m used to taking care of my mom and brother once my dad passed way in 2021. She wants a life with me, and so do I. I just can’t build up the courage to leave my family on their own and start a life with her. I truly love her. But it’s just not happening and I hate that feeling of not knowing what to do. I think about death way more having my pops pass way in my arms… seeing what he went through tears me up inside.. I just hope I get to see him and my loved ones on the other side. Not now, not soon, but one day..
@-lostboy96245 ай бұрын
I feel you man, remember that you will not be able to forgive yourself if you leave your family behind without talking care of them. If she loves you enough she will understand that you have duties you need to fulfill. However if she does not you may want to let her go. If you love someone you also love their family be it father sister or brother, mother grandparents.
@NorCal_Renegade5 ай бұрын
@@-lostboy9624 I appreciate the words friend, Thank you
@tommarch77375 ай бұрын
@@NorCal_Renegade good luck
@anonymous_273745 ай бұрын
Talk with her about it and if she's really the one she'll understand and support you for whatever time it takes
@canbar50105 ай бұрын
You are a simp bro, you need to improve yourself. Stop with that idea of putting a women before you and the world
@bunyip_1043 ай бұрын
Its beautiful how we are together with this and we care no matter who and where we are we still together,thank u
@bimproctor70195 ай бұрын
Have strength, brother. Sister. You have overcome more before, and you shall overcome it again. Step by step, pain by pain, up the mountain.
@ComradeKVRONV2 ай бұрын
Wow. My mind suddenly just drifts into this kind of playlist, somewhat I feel like already a mature guy despite still a teen (15 yo). Reading those comments, and to think why I ever felt this emotional, scared, fear, yet calmed, happy. All those mixed feelings makes me thought about myself: "Will I be guaranteed a happy life longafter?" If I want to be honest, I'm still unmatured, as how childish I'm infront of people. Someone can called me introvert, extrovert, etc. I have many different personalities, most of it annoys them. Yet I still can't take away this personality of mine. The comments have give me a relief, that you get only one life to enjoy. Only ONE. And I want to cherish that for myself. And if I could, for everybody around me. To give all of us positive energy. Somewhat I feel scared, that is this how worse my life can be in the future? (I'm really sorry for you guys, stay strong.) Is this what I will soon, VERY SOON, have to adapt with it? Now I start begging for a life partner, if not for my body, then at least, my soul. I'm just kinda unprepared with those times. The times goes too fast, too slow. Now, it's too fast. I have 3 years more before turn 18 yo. After university, then living yourself. And family. I started to miss my childhood, although it's filled with hardships, but some part of it, is something I can never repeat off. To feel that excitement again. To all of those who are reading this comment, God bless you. We get this. Stay strong. Live your life, it's your time, and only time to do so. Seek help with people that you can trust. Even the KZbin community. Thank you. May all of us be having a great day.
@daniel_a6 ай бұрын
Thank you for nice and relaxing videos!
@Zaroonkhan60713 ай бұрын
As a kid and teenager, you could never have imagined the possibility of having children of your own. Then, when things don’t go as planned, and you go your separate ways, you find yourself not seeing your children for over two years.
@Reaper_Killer-x2z26 күн бұрын
I just came to listen this after my 4th year of not celebrating my birthday, i just felt like the most forgettable member of my own family, but then my father had me, even though they were divorced and i had to live with my mother, my father then called me on the phone, wishing me a happy birthday, my life is never the same without him, before being divorced i had a life of my own, a non forgettable life i will miss having. I had grandparents, on my father's side of the family, my grandpa died when i was only 3, so i never even see his face, and my grandma, she's just so heartwarming everytime she sees me, visits me or i visit her, but then she had a sickness that me and the family didn't know about, even she didnt actually know she had one. You see, she us really short tempered, so the more she gets angry, the sickness spreads more, we just didnt know, not even the slightest cough from her, she's too innocent to die, one time i was just minding my own business when she came up to me and saying we should get ice cream, i was comfused at first, then i was like "alright😎👍" then we went off, i never expected for my grandma to come with this request, then from that day on, we went for ice cream every Tuesdays, Thursdays and Sundays, the happiest i can ever be in, she was enough for me, but she was short tempered like i said earlier, she gets angry really fast when seeing children doing cheeky things, and etc. Then one day, she ended up in the hospital, when i heard the news from my father, i joined him to come see her, she was ok, but was on a wheelchair, I hoped she was alright, then one day i tried to visit her but my father blocked my way, then he told his cousin which was my uncle to send me back home, but i was confused, why do they wanna take me back home??? She literally called me to visit. Then when my uncle tried grabbing me i ran for the hallway, hoping to reach for my grandma, but i felt being pulled back as my uncle dragged me to the car, i was sobbing as we reached home, i dont know if she was alright, but then it went for weeks, i never get to visit her, then i drew being slowly disconnecting from her, and i never even think of seeing her, then my father finally comes in and told me to come see her, saying she called me so she want to tell me something, but i didnt want to, i never wanted to. Then weeks grew as she begs for my father to take me to her, just to let her see her only favorite grandchild, but i never wanted to come, then one day.....she's gone..... I never forgived myself for what ive done, i never even attented to her funeral, my life was a tsunami full of tears, i have never had an experience like this in my life, the i grew distant, from my family, my cousins, my own life, something so precious is a lost and rare stone, and my birthdays were not celebrated, i never make friends, im now an introvert, i mostly stayed indoors, so they just forget about me, my life's also nothing without her, so im never losing my father how i lost my own grandma, no matter what, ill even sacrifice my last piece of bread for him, or even my own life, just for a moment as we listen to the song that's free copyrighted. Got nothing else to say..... Peace out bros.....
@Blacky-ew6hs6 ай бұрын
idk but i will be happy if iam alive when world's end, especially in bright fire. btw keep the good works, i listened to yours almost everyday for almost an hour, for me, very refreshing, preparing me for the next "battle", cheers!
@ufoulroo20356 ай бұрын
Keep pushing forwards, you got this 😁
@arinda34102 ай бұрын
I have been out of town for 3 months for my school internship project, I'm still 17 years old, this is the first time I've gone alone for an internship and independent study, at first it felt normal, and now I'm having a lot of problems I have to be strong and do this alone, I feel helpless right now almost want to fall but I have to go through the obligations and decisions that I have chosen, My biggest wish right now, I want to go home
@BossDragon4546 ай бұрын
Greetings sad one, I hope you are doing fine. Yes I'm talking to you, I hope you get through whatever you're going through and I hope you succeed. The world is cruel and unfair but that's life, you can be happy when you want even when it's hard. Do what's best for you instead of people telling you what's best for you. This is your life and yours only, I hope you are doing ok and just fine. Just remember that you matter to many people, we are strangers but you matter to me. Make yourself happy sad one, cause you won't regret it. Don't bring yourself down because of your past and don't bring others down with you. Stay away from the ones who don't support you out of whatever your going through and just don't care or ignore you. Remember to treat yourself healthily and kindly, when you don't treat yourself kindly you can take out on others. Never think negative cause it takes the positivity out of you, always think positively to get rid of the negativity. Think for yourself and don't let others do it for you. If you're seeing this at night you need sleep, sleep is key to positivity. Have a great day/night sad one, you'll need it and good luck with whatever you're going through. Just Calm Down: kzbin.info/www/bejne/d6uzZ4yjlraBmqs Your local stranger, Crystal Productions.
@TiernanHousman5 ай бұрын
Much obliged, Stranger. You have my gratitude. Take luck for your own hardships. Find your way, brave soul. o7
@BossDragon4544 ай бұрын
@@Vert1go_ I'm very sorry to hear that, I hope everything gets better for you. Just don't give up, okay? Me and others are here for you, you have our support and I hope you have a great life. Don't let others change you, you have the power to stand up for yourself. You have my word. Your local stranger, Crystal Productions.
@astou.k4 ай бұрын
one day i will listen to this playlist driving peacefully to my home In shaa Allah
@Casesosmooth5 ай бұрын
The rain, the storm, the relaxing gameplay and music come together to make a beautiful masterpiece filled with calmness, comfort and thoughts. Thank you for this hour in my thoughts.❤
@Zeon_vlatkeАй бұрын
When I turn on such videos, my soul becomes lighter and calmer 😊
@mowwmeta45662 ай бұрын
It's 3:26 in the morning when I started listening to this. Too young to live alone but here I am, somewhere in Normandy, all by myself. Snow had covered the area today. I'm up late eventhough I have a shift to do today in the evening. I'm thinking maybe I won't be working because of the supermarket merchandise not going to be delivered due to the snow and stuff. I'm not sad at all now that i'm writing this comment while listenning to the audio. It is unbelievable how sounds shapen our minds and hearts huh... . However I have to get my sh/t together. Life's been rough for me out here. I couldn't imagine things would occur the way they are right now: failing to progressing at college, no friends to hang out with, none to travel with during summertime, no girlfriend to spend time with... . I mean, I even gave up on calling my parents through these silly phones. What a mess i am. If you are reading this during your early 20s, please do me a favor: remain sociable as possible as you can man. Stay well surrounded.
@torn4do44432 ай бұрын
I think you lacked purpose.. or should i say you've gotten lost in life. Have you ever done something for the past months that's aligned in your actual dream?
@mowwmeta45662 ай бұрын
@@torn4do4443 not really to be honest. I bought me a console to play games just to stay away from my reality.
@mowwmeta45662 ай бұрын
@@torn4do4443 I keep telling myself i will go back to attend my classes at college but everytime I wake up from bed I just hop to play video games directly. I wasn't like this the previous years eventhough I failed at college. I feel like I'm fed up with everything you know... . I'm tired of those college buildings, tired of seeing students, I despise every teacher I see. The last thing that keeps dragging me to society is my part-time job and i just hate the fact of it. The manager is as young as me and that affects my mind negatively. it's probably jealousy and hatred dwelling inside of me Idk... . I've never been looked at as a handsome man. No love, no invites to whatever, no interest in making me as a friend or a relation partner. No socialability over here. i feel like the worl is against me: thoughts in my head telling me that teachers regroup to plan how to manipulate me throughout the year, the boss and the manager only want me to excell my physical skills at the supermarket, guys and girls take me as a joke. Idk man... . It's just it wasn't like this before.
@Justbrowsing2023Ай бұрын
You have the best music!!!! My favorite part of the day is lying down and watching your videos.
@Livewith_god6 ай бұрын
This vids help my depression
@stevenadam70793 ай бұрын
This somehow calms me down i love it i just dealt with moving schools and saying good bye to my old friends i was so sad until i went to my new school it was boring for the 1st day but it got better and better i got my first girlfriend at my new school i love it thanks man
@Siegfried5272 ай бұрын
I suppose my world has already ended. I live in an abusive household, have no friends whatsover, got dreams but failed every single day of my life, never lived upto my potential, couldn't save my mom, and i just rot in the darkness of my room. Every night when it feels unbearable, i sit by my mom's grave and wish i was there instead. I saved many people at their worst, but whose saving me? i just want to sleep and never wake up!!! Gosh im so broken and lonely but who cares!!!!
@AntiSimmer2 ай бұрын
I care. Even if we don't know each other just know I genuinely care about what you're going through and have someone in my life going through a similar situation. You're not alone and I'm here if you ever want to talk about anything. God bless ❤
@Siegfried5272 ай бұрын
@@AntiSimmer That's the most beautiful thing someone has ever said to me. Thank you so much. Wishing you happiness and peace. God Bless ❤
@AntiSimmer2 ай бұрын
@Siegfried527 Anytime ❤️🙏
@forsongs12 күн бұрын
life is cruel
@miguelamor58714 ай бұрын
This feels just right. Hard to explain. Longing for that deep connection with someone that can feel that exact feeling you do. Want to get lost, away from all the distractions. So far away but yet feels so close. This here feels just right.
@嘘つきxoxo4 ай бұрын
parents wouldn't allow me to get social media, and i dont even regret it honestly. I think youtube is the one i can trust with
@tenneluna69485 ай бұрын
There is no other video in the world that hits like this one, even in your channel. The visuals, the music picks, the faint thunder... ive been sleeping to it daily lately
@millz74886 ай бұрын
Life feels like a tunnel where u see the light at the end but u never reach it, it just gets further and further away. You either give up and walk back or push forward in hopes u reach it some day.
@kingfoximus3 ай бұрын
i sometimes stress too much in life, as i have fears of the future, and what has happened in the past. i am slowly learning how to control that, and i hope anyone with stress and anxiety get the help that they need, or if you have any other problems in life, that they may be cured. trust in god. as the bible says, (Philippians 4:6-7) (NKJV) “Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”
@Dragonfire-u4s3 ай бұрын
You know, I found a hard wall of myself a wall of hate,lies, and sadness. I just couldn't seem to find myself in a void, but there's one thing I found that I love(Daniel4:3)"how great are his signs,how mighty his wonders!His kingdom is a eternal kingdom;His dominion endures from generation to generation." I truly want to be a part of his kingdom,so I showed how much I love his creations through my art inspired by Jesus. 😊❤
@jamrockbrown69713 ай бұрын
Amen brothers I am too seeking the word of jah as weĺl
@fede49066 ай бұрын
Never doesn't help to put me to sleep, much appreciated!
@Vik-0055 ай бұрын
Thanks for the ride. Another day, another ride. Needed this for peace. I'm in. ❤️
@GabrielSantos-rw7tx5 ай бұрын
She was my sanctuary, my light in this dark world...and now, she's gone, im alone and ain't feel nothing anymore. I did everythig i could do for her love, but wasnt enough...
@axolotlgaming95605 ай бұрын
No matter how good you are, you'll never be enough for the wrong person. I am truly sorry that things didn't work out as you wished but keep moving forward and remember It'll be okay. Just believe in yourself. It doesn't matter what you've done or what you've missed, I'm proud of you.
@GabrielSantos-rw7tx5 ай бұрын
@@axolotlgaming9560 Thanks so much, bro. God bless you and keeping your heart in protection.
@Trilithon5 ай бұрын
In time, when you least expect it, you will find another light in the dark, and it will brighten the darkness completely. Just be patient and be you, and it will find you.
@DAVIDLIMJINGWEIMoe5 ай бұрын
She wasnt the right one. i know its hard to swallow certain things but i think you have to move on. god bless you and i hope that you'll pick up the bible one day.
@MichaelCool-qu1os5 ай бұрын
Brother it happened to me 2 hours ago I hope your okay 😢
@Chat_AKA5 ай бұрын
playing forza horizon while listening some good music is one of the most comforting thing to do, i swear.
@SupergirlJLM5 ай бұрын
To anyone reading this going through a tough time and feeling alone, just know you are loved 💗🫂 we all go through tough times. Don't bottle your feelings up. Seek therapy or talk with someone you trust
@DioBrando-bq8tu5 ай бұрын
I wish I had someone to go to and open up, so that they could understand and try to help me with my situation but there's no one. I would go to my parents but I don't want to put anything on them (I don't want them to worry about me as they're old and it would make it worse for me to think about how they feel because of me) and I just, can't seem to open up to them as it would put me in an uncomfortable place inside. I had one best friend (still friends with him) who I could open up to and would set up some what of a "therapy session" and I would enjoy opening up to him and he would just talk to me about it, but now he's changed and I miss the old him and we barely talk too. I've lost hope in every thing (currently 15yrs going to gr10) ever since high school I've just become depressed and slowly lost it. I have some temporary moments of joy but they don't last forever or leave a good impression on me. I've wished for death but it would affect everyone who knows and cares about me, I try to live my life but things don't seem to workout. I just cry alone at night so the next day I don't feel too sad but then after a few days I just feel sad again.
@JomanaEmad-ou3iz5 ай бұрын
Thank you❤️🩹
@DOKUS3I2 ай бұрын
This takes me back to Forza horizon. The original for Xbox 360. I am feeling definitely nostalgic with this one. Thank you for bringing good memories back. Makes me miss my friendships, and those who aren't with us
@jeremykonrote46672 ай бұрын
Approaching the final stretch of my University Exams. Kind of anxious to tackle em. I think I'll be alright. Wishing everyone else the best in whatever challenge or task they have at hand.
@33br02 ай бұрын
How was your test hope your doing good
@RikiRaccoon26 күн бұрын
I have no money, no decent prospects, and rapidly approaching the 'over the hill' portion of my life. Medical issues seemingly growing with possible thyroid cancer, but no money or insurance to do anything about it, and so little energy these days to do...anything. I wanted to do so much more with my life, BE so much more with my life, and it just feels...like it's all been wasted. So many missed opportunities I could have had with jobs, ..and with other people that just...I tossed aside because at the time, I thought I had someone...I was clearly mistaken about how serious we were though. But that seems to be the story of every relationship I've had...This last one is making me want to just swear off relationships for a while now though...tired of the same story happening again and again...She still wants to remain friends or..start over, act like nothing happened...but it hurts so damned much and i am struggling to get over my jealousy and sense of betrayal over it all. Tired of feeling like I was just a simp. I'm tired of feeling like I'm always the one going out of my way to make certain friends hang out with me, or to get people to talk to me, or feeling like a third wheel constantly, I legitimately feel betrayed, and abandoned for other, newer people, I feel alone... and I feel like I am not making any progress to get over myself and get on with my life... Here is hoping 2025 has something better for me than these past few years have... I want to feel like I'm someone's special someone again...I want to feel wanted. . . .I want to Go Home, something I will just mutter to myself...I haven't felt "at home" for nearly 15 years at this point. I . . . I just want a hug.
@abdullahbinnaizam14134 ай бұрын
to you...if you are reading this, ill love you till the end of times, no matter what happens, you'll always be in my heart and i will not let you go...because i love you more than any one. You showed me the true meaning of love, even though we have never met. I want you to choose me, please....let me be in your arms, let me sleep beside you, let me feel your hug, let me have sometime with you. You don't know how i look at you with my eyes...if you did, you'll understand what it means to fall in love, i love you darling, and i hope i can spend the rest of my life with you....we don't need to rush, if its meant to be it'll happen....one day.... yours dearly, me :)
@dombom5009Ай бұрын
Thx sm for this 🥲I rly needed it. I love you too random internet person u are beautiful and don’t let anymore tell u differently
@abdullahbinnaizam141329 күн бұрын
@@dombom5009 🫂
@defo_noah2 ай бұрын
I’m not sure why but recently I haven’t been able to sleep and I’m not my normal happy self i feel like I’ve started feeling miserable all the time this account these videos there the only thing that helps me sleep at night and I thank you for that.
@noname-vq9st2 ай бұрын
I am very sorry that you are experiencing such difficulties. I do not know what caused your negative feelings, but I would like to advise you to see a doctor. At least just try, find out the reason itself, what is wrong with you. If you are embarrassed, think that your problem is not a good reason to see a doctor, throw these thoughts away, I beg you. You are unwell and this upsets me very much. Therefore, I really hope that you will see a specialist about your condition. At least try, trust them I really hope that everything will be fine with you, that one day you will find yourself fast asleep, happily smiling at a new morning. I believe that this will definitely happen. Believe too May everything be fine with you, good to you and all the best
@defo_noah2 ай бұрын
@ thank you so much i really appreciate it
@noname-vq9st2 ай бұрын
@@defo_noah Take care of yourself🙏
@999remix-o4a6 ай бұрын
i love this channel
@SnowGoD.275 ай бұрын
bro is the limbo kid, i do agree with you anyways
@mini_ivo76312 ай бұрын
Im struggling with a lot right now, i have so much to do in so little time. Ive left things too late and its starting to weigh on me, i have a lot of problems mentally. Perhaps too many, i try my best to seem normal but i dont fit in at all, i think i overwhelm people with my personality. Im too honest and i speak my mind too much. I tell everyone i meet, everything about me. More or less showing off so i seem interesting or normal. its probably been pretty obvious. I dont know what to do, im stuck in a loop where i find one thing that makes me feel better just for another thing to come along and tear it down. I put a wall up and block almost everything out, I dont feel sad or happy, im very numb and i tend to get frustrated or angry at very small things because its just enough to tip me over. I was a very happy kid with a lot to live up to, i was smart and always heading in the right direction but once i turned 16 or so its been downhill since. I had an awful relationship that ruined me but that didnt last all that long, sure i was suicidal and doing stupid things but things keep building up. I dont even know why im still here, what is keeping me going i dont know. I really dont know what to do. I think a new start would be nice but i dont think thats possible at least not without hurting the people i care about. Maybe thats the reason im still here but why, im still suffering. It doesnt benefit me at all so why do i bother. I can figure out the what but not the how and why. Why am i like this and how can i fix it. If it were mechanical i would have no problems but its not. another thing to add thats possibly pointless but its been a thing on my mind recently. I think there is something wrong with me beyond the mental health issues. Im not as smart as i were, im slower, stuggle with simple questions or easily solvable problems and my memory has gotten worse to the point where i dont have any memories of my childhood but its the ones that are new that im worried about. There is a family history of deterating health. It might be completely normal and i get super paranoid or anxious. I dont know. If you actually read this then i hope you leave it here and go to bed and get some rest. This last bit should be mine. I cant go on like this, im starting to have those thoughts again, the stupid ones where i may relapse and as of writing this its been 1 year 1 month 3 days 22 hours and 5 minutes, my longest streak yet im not proud since it happened. Im going on too long and i need to sleep. Hope i dont wake up.
@giigz72385 ай бұрын
Guys...I'm becoming a father and I found out today, and I'm terrified, 25 years old and my life is turned upside down overnight, I hope I'll succeed in this new ordeal...
@revzzyrider4 ай бұрын
Hold on buddy.... everything will pass❤️❤️
@j2da4 ай бұрын
Haha my pull out game was weak at 25 as well 😂 thru love all things are possible, remember that and you'll be a ok
@gabbielebowski76074 ай бұрын
You'll be fine! Take care of the little one and she'll give back to you!
@AxxelTwo-Wolf4 ай бұрын
I felt that too, but as time passes and you think about the absolute miracle that you'll have in your life, you become so excited and happy that you'll want to cry. And you will, I'll be meeting my little girl in less than 2 weeks, from the moment I felt her little kicks and movements, she's been filling my heart with joy and purpose. You'll be a good father as long as you stay focused on making yourself a good role model and showing the little one lots of affection and care. Good luck bro 👊🙏
@seanl64784 ай бұрын
You're probably way more ahead than I was, I was 22 when I had my son. He's not 10 and every day I try to give him the best possible life. You can do it. It's more scary than it will be, if that makes sense. Congrats btw
@crunchywater3683 ай бұрын
This is what music calm me down the most thank you for this.🥰
@viperplayz87934 ай бұрын
Hello. You may not know me or I may not know you but I want to say that you matter. You belong. No matter what anyone says, there will always. And I mean always. Be a place for you in this world. If you are feeling down talk to someone maybe they can help you. Do the same for others too. We live in a world where looks and personality matters to be friends with someone or anything else. Be yourself. You will find your people. If anyone doesn’t appreciate for who you are don’t listen to them alright? Don’t let others treat you wrong and say you don’t belong. Because you do. Everyone does. Like how everyone is different and special in their own ways. One more thing before I go. No matter how old or young you are tell your loved ones that you love them and care for them like they do for you, because one day they won’t be there. Cherish what you have, some people don’t have family or friends to love or care for them. And that sucks, so tell them that you love them. You are or can be kind, smart, funny, and loving. You can succeed, if you put your mind to it. I know it may be boring or hard but it’s worth it in the long run. You don’t have to listen to what I have said. Be yourself. Don’t let anyone change who you are.
@viperplayz87934 ай бұрын
I hope anyone who is feeling down or depressed will have a good day. If you want to talk about anything I’m open to listen. I won’t judge I have gone through the same stuff. I am here, even though I may be some random person I still care. Just live a good life, live it to the fullest.
@FoulPlay3663 ай бұрын
@@viperplayz8793 your words don’t go unnoticed… I have struggles with talking about my feelings because I’ve always been talked over and disregarded, so I’ve learned to keep my mouth shut and stay to myself. A good way I do feel is like I’m crying inside, but the tears never come out of my eyes. I’m so lost in past trauma and current trauma, I can’t move on, I can’t take time to myself to heal. I’m very very tired, and I’m at a young age. I wish I never had these bad thoughts of harming myself… I hate having to put on fake smiles and fake being happy and saying I’m fine… when really, I’m nearly dead inside. I’m tired of lying to my family. I’m tired. I could keep going, seriously. Thank you for letting me sit here and write this… really. You are a beautiful soul.
@exploitingnews2 ай бұрын
The world before you mess up: beautiful The world after you mess up: beautiful Just because you mess up, doesnt mean that the world is over. Live life the way you want, and dont stress about the future or the past.
@WEC_Connoiseur5 ай бұрын
Losing so much people hurts, chilling loneliness kills... Messing up creeps up with the heaviest guilt.... Driving solo in the dark of night without any traffic is the best way to let it all out.. when I can't scream, my engine will do it for me..
@thefatprotocanineАй бұрын
wish i could do the same when i dont feel well, i want to drive in the night, all alone, on an empty road, driving whatever i will be driving, and let the engine scream, as let out all the pain i am holding back
@dinosawwwrrrАй бұрын
Restless hour ... Heavy word's been said by the people's here ... ❤hope you all are doing great in your life ❤
@Andrrian16 ай бұрын
another cyberpunk driving in 3rd person would be nice love ur vids keep it up
@jacksparrow11h16 күн бұрын
This hits hard at 3AM.
@Coreyboycores-se4du6 ай бұрын
pov: you the only one of very few that survived nuclear war and nuclear winter and you come out of you bunker but after many days and weeks of searching there is still no sign of other humans
@DarkDreamySkies3333 ай бұрын
I absolutely love your channel it really calmed me when I had some hard moments!!! Thank you!!!💜
@fefe4147.5 ай бұрын
its 23:08 pm rn, i'm going to play some forza horizon too, well if someone see this, just be happy man do what u love , like me, i love gaming so i'm going to do that rn
@stephenuniverse4023Ай бұрын
One last , late night drive , beautiful
@Hateful_4 ай бұрын
Remember you only have one life, so you should live it the way YOU want to. Don’t worry about what everyone else says or thinks. Just be happy and live your life the way you want to. Keep things simple. We all gon make it 🙏
@itachipain-s3w2 ай бұрын
thanks i really needed this
@IrizNereida6 ай бұрын
Thank You sad hours,narvent,vøj for be in ours life time.
@auraks4 ай бұрын
Real
@InnerTonic2 ай бұрын
Stop her fellow traveler, you need rest. You may be scrolling to see everything here, but you need rest. It is night time, get some sleep. You need it. We all need it. I am sorry about your stressed and worries, but think of it this way, they can get better, but what not a better way then to sleep it off. Take a rest, figure out your next journey, and promise me that you will get better because I know you will :)
@bigshaq536013 күн бұрын
I need a man that resonates with me, I hope a man like that will come for me... One that loves life, and profoundity. One that understands, and is pure.
@Kirill-Urgan6 ай бұрын
Побольше бы таких видео успокаивают...
@sricharan55483 ай бұрын
Hey. Thankyou for this video I hope god blesses you all 🕉️🛕
@GeorgeJackson-mx1yx6 ай бұрын
I Respect .. This Channel ....
@dreamxspace4 ай бұрын
i thought i was through but apparently not. i'm not even be able to be sad, i'm just disappointed by everything happening to me without understanding why. i'm just trying to live my life realizing time passes by very fast and i realize how much time i've lost thinking and thinking instead of just living and risking. i hope i will be really through this one day and to whoever who is reading this, i wish you the best.
@HmmHmm-zo9il6 ай бұрын
This channel is so good
@adihaque23624 ай бұрын
this is a completely random yet the best place to tell this. I had been challanged to be the best. i wasnt told best at what, or where. i don't know what best means. but by any means, I have to be the best. when there are a lot of people, there is always someone considered the best; which is all i know about being the best. my people, I seek prayers from you. I pray, I shall be the best. inn sha allah
@z98i873 ай бұрын
inshallah.
@dabigp5 ай бұрын
-note: im not really sure why i typed all this out, i used to always roll my eyes at comments like these on videos like this, but here i am howdy fellas. there's this girl i liked throughout junior and senior year of highschool, when i first met her i started talking to her regularly and it seemed to me that she was into me, i tried asking her out and she friend zoned me, after that i got discouraged and almost completely stopped talking with her. later that year she started dating a friend and it really tore me up, but i kept it hidden. i sort of became friends with her again and kept in touch a bit. then something really weird happened during the summer, the few times i saw her she seemed to always try and look at me without me noticing. i couldn't help but feel hopeful again, but she was still dating my friend. then at the start of senior year she very suddenly broke up with my friend. about a week later she began flirting with me, and then a week after that we began dating, none of our friends knew. 2 weeks into dating she suddenly broke up with me, and im not gonna lie, i acted like a little bitch. i tried changing her mind and made her angry, and i texted her off and on throughout the year about it and she got very sick of it. other than that we basically cut all ties and simply ignored each other. all she told me was that she felt disgusting for dating me, probably because she had only recently broke up with my friend. she also said that i came across as acting selfish in the relationship, which is frankly true. even to this day, almost 2 years after it started i cant seem to get over her or to stop dreaming about her and stupid shit. im basically as down bad as possible. this whole situation negatively effected my last 2 years of highschool, as i never told my friends about it and still haven't. im still sad about it now somehow
@chadboy5 ай бұрын
It must be tough, but bro remember you deserve better okay? you deserve way better than her brother, dont give up on love because of one bad relationship.
@enjoi5435 ай бұрын
From experience as a 27 year old if she would do it to him she would do it to you my guy.I know it feels like you will never get over her.Dont go searching for a new relationship just keep doing you and a girl will fall into place that is 50x better then she ever was.I say that with confidence my friend.Have a great life.🖤
@derivinity5 ай бұрын
It's rough dealing with that so young, but "romance" at that age can be so fickle and shallow. The fact that she friendzoned you, then started dating your friend, broke up with him, then started flirting with you? It's messed up, but some people have no self awareness of how they make other people feel indirectly. It's such a shitty feeling to feel like it was "your turn" with her. Go spend time with your friends, and if you still are close with the one she broke up with, talk to him about it. Joke about it, laugh, move past it together. Frankly, she's a bitch with her own issues it seems like. You'll get over her, there are other girls out there that will treat you much better. I'm not gonna lie to you and say it gets easier, but you get stronger as a result, both emotionally and mentally. My friend I'm 24, been in a few situations similar. To have a girl turn you down/break up with you because she needs "time for herself", only to see her dating a new dude two months later. Trying for so long to forget and move past it, only for her to hit you up again over a year later to "make things right", despite dating a DIFFERENT dude at that point. That all really made me bitter and resentful for a while after. You gotta find what makes you enjoy life. Forget trying to find relationships or letting people control your emotions, who aren't even in your life anymore. I know it's so much easier said than done, believe me. It's taken me since the fucking lockdowns first started to get to a point where I really don't give a shit what other people think, at least those I don't know. You get one life, no point in moping and hurting yourself over and over. But hey, now you'll have a story to tell and a lesson learned. Hopefully :)
@new_yorker15 ай бұрын
You can recover from that. Don’t let that stop you from anything.
@xGLADIUSx4 ай бұрын
I went through all kind of emotions Love, hate, envy, jealousy, peace, comfort and loved but what i didnt feel is the meaning of all these in all my memories im having these emotions but why i still feeling like im lost idk what should i do evry one is moving even the people i loved are moving in there life but me still in same spot i always think that i will get better tomorrow will be better i always say im doing this for my self for who i love and care about but am i really doing that for my self?idk who am i idk what type of food i love what i wana be in the future what i wana do tomorrow i dont know what im feeling right now evrey day is the same i think im ashamed for not doing anything but what should i do and for who for what why i keep waking up in the morning i still dont know i start to forget how to feel any thing im not even sad or happy but i still feel that somthing in my chest keeping me from feeling but idk what its
@jesusguerrero77326 ай бұрын
the world would be a better place without me which is why i have to keep living 🗿
@ufoulroo20356 ай бұрын
Ahahha jokes aside, I hope you’re doing well
@jesusguerrero77326 ай бұрын
@@ufoulroo2035 appreciate it bro
@soydsauce98765 ай бұрын
is bro a villain or anti-hero?
@anonymous_273745 ай бұрын
@@soydsauce9876I think bro is just bro
@Zen-n155 ай бұрын
Off topic, what happens after death?
@JoshNoble-q6p27 күн бұрын
This may be sad for all of you but this is pacefull to me
@JoeAverage906 ай бұрын
Don't know if I like it better with or without engine sounds
@HonkaiBane5 ай бұрын
Without
@xavierdominguez-yf3ez3 ай бұрын
never give up on dreams or goals in life never give up on life you have a perpos in life like seeing your family our friends never do something had never drink alcohol never do drugs and you will be fine for life until the end of life
@slapsoilyt36916 ай бұрын
i do not blame god for having a abusive father and a poor family i thank god for giving it to me
@Yourentertenment._6 ай бұрын
bro!
@DayzThaGodGamez6 ай бұрын
We don’t go thru shyt in life we can’t deal with all tha strongest soldiers get tha hardest challengez mayb in tha next life it will b full with what I didn’t have in this one
@draiky29835 ай бұрын
@@DayzThaGodGamez wouldn't matter if you got everything in the next life cause this version of you who dreams of it will never know what its like to have those things you always wanted and it will be that way forever.
@auraks4 ай бұрын
exactly same situation.. why not blame god
@Donot6174 ай бұрын
On the gloomy night I want to tell the stars about my sadness because I think they would understand my sorrow, how much I bleed on this roads but have to stand still to continue this life. Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna sleep at night because I feel comfortable, I'm all alone as usual, do I need others? Or just keep being alone...
@SeviSevi_32013 ай бұрын
I cope with sadness by driving too in video games, like exploring the whole game map in Need for Speed.
@Spakester3 ай бұрын
I know to you that I am just a stranger on the internet, but I am here if you want to vent or want advice.
@BlahBlah-eg1et2 ай бұрын
you have no idea how much i love you meera, its been 2 years and my love for you has only grown stronger. Even though we lead different lives now deep down in my heart i always wanted it to be you. Please take me with you. You are my everything.
@franflight6 ай бұрын
me hace sentir nostálgico como si fuera un sueño
@cozyjazzdays5 ай бұрын
This vid helps me face my own darkness. Thank you!
@leagueofangels18665 ай бұрын
May everyone life a happy long lasting healthy life💝💖
@Anonymous589x3 ай бұрын
This is so beautiful. I wish to drive the car I love like this exact scenario. So peaceful and beautiful