WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE IM SO LOST

Trying to find our way in life without daddy being with us, the last 4 weeks have been a hard struggle and continue to be.
In all honesty I’m not coping very well, in Time I will of course tell you guys about this horrible nightmare we are currently experiencing, I’m so lost, Dave was my soul mate, he was my partner in crime, he was my friend, he was the farther to our beautiful children.
My kids are absolutely shattered there whole worlds just fallen apart right infront of them.
Daddy is missed more and more everyday and it’s getting harder and harder to get through each day.
Orlanda our Mother’s Day blessing, how is the world so cruel that she never even got to hear her daddy’s voice, feel his warm touch, and hear him say your beautiful I love you.
Thanks for your continued support it’s really appreciated, please if you can we have a go fund me, we are trying to hit target which we are very close to, myself and the children would much appreciate this to help us.
We love you daddy and miss you more every single second that passes.
#loss #sayinggoodbye #newborn

[@SamanthaSmith-vq3km]

Doing it all on your own x so sad x but you are an amazing mother x

[@grablifebythehauls3902]

So nice to see a video up from you Sarah... Minnie is so much like Dave... Baby Orlanda looks so teeny she's beautiful... I was looking at the pushchair online it looks fab ... Minnie will love being next to her baby sister ... You're all doing so well through such tragic circumstances... It's lovely to see your girls rallying round their mam they are all beautiful and so are your boys... Keep going Sarah ❤️ xx

[@susanlitherland698]

hi Sarah so nice to see you. Have got a beautiful family who support you this is what you need at this time still I can't believe that Dave is no longer with you. I just you find the strength keep going for children and your lovely family. Dave will be so proud of you, remember that sending all my love Susan❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🌹🌹🌷🌻🌼🥀

[@sarahtaylor2492]

Minnie and Orlanda look so adorable in the pram together, they both have beautiful blue eyes, sarah you are such an amazing mum to your beautiful children xx

[@RFamily]

Thank you, i really thought Orlanda was going to have brown they looked so dark when she was born, but nope definitely going blue upto now, my dads mum was German and had the blonde curls and blue eyes so think they definitely take after her, Minnie definitely looks like her x

[@jennyslade1314]

Love to see you have so much help from your beautiful girls,can’t imagine what your going through but time will heal

[@scarlettmaerose]

Sending love, my heart breaks for you all x

[@pearl2910]

All the Girls are Fab !! Love the New Wheels !! Sending Love 💗💗💗💗💗

[@RFamily]

Thank you, loving the buggy the footmuffs have come so excited to add them lol x

[@shelleyr8882]

Sending all the love and strength your way, Minnie reminds me so much of Dave. ❤

[@SP-ph3lk]

I can’t get over how much she looks like her Daddy! ❤ You are doing great Sarah. Pleased to see your family all supporting you and each other. When times are hard good families stick together, even though it feels like your world has fallen apart! Much love to you all xx

[@kerrieHogan32]

Lovely to see you bk, your doing great sarah, you're very strong ❤ Love the new wheels !! God i remember when i had a double pushchair, it was so bulkey, i could barley get threw a shop door with it !! that was 20 yr ago mind you 😅

[@patwright8331]

Beautiful blue eyes, I no it’s hard but try to take time for yourself, it’s all 1 day at a time, family is everything & you have a great family with a loving support network, lovely to see you & your family having fun, your eldest daughter is your double, take care of yourself & much love to you all 🤍🦋🤍

[@mumofthree1484]

Aw Sarah your eldest girls are so good with the littlies.Youre so strong,Orlanda has her daddys face ,shes gorgeous so good for you ,take care of yourself x

[@bugsbunny6015]

Good to see everyone supporting you Sarah through this difficult time,Minnie telling Willow ‘be nice’was so cute 😆

[@RFamily]

Minnie thinks she’s the boss lol 😂 x

[@louisebourne5779]

Hi Sarah, a lovely video, so cute Orlanda bless her.,the pram looks great. You all looked like you enjoyed the bowling. It’s great to see you all on KZbin. Sending you all lots of love. I think you’re amazing after all you have been through. 🥰💗🥰

[@theheartofzany1]

Sarah, Stay strong! Sending love to you and your children in these times of need xx

[@sasharix8685]

You are doing great Sarah one foot forward at a time 😊, you are amazing with what yiuve all been through as tough as it gets xxx we are all here wishing you all well together😊❤❤ you have got this xxx

[@myhomemyshell9302]

Sending love to you all xx Dave would be so proud of you all! Keep doing the vlogs when you can. Dave would want you to carry on vlogging x

[@karendyba5213]

Thinking of you all nice to see the girls out love the buggie Sarah mini looks so grown up and Orlando is beautiful , take care xxxx

[@RFamily]

Thank you, it seems like Minnie has grown up so fast in 4 weeks lol, she huge now compared to Orlanda haha x

[@stephanieflower9802]

Your ability to carry on as a family is genuinely inspiring sarah!! Xxx

[@laineynewlands70]

Awwwww so special seeing you with some of your beautiful girls & your adorable grandaughter, Willow. Minnie looked so cute telling her “DON’T” when she was pulling on the baby’s clothes. She meant business, bless her 😘 Love the double pram/buggy & it’s great it’ll go through the front door too. I’m so proud of you Sarah cos this is not easy. I know Dave will be smiling down on you all. You are such an inspiration and you have the best family ever as you all support each other. Sending you much love & gentle hugs 🤗 ❤❤❤❤❤

[@amberclaridge7920]

Thinking of you all lovely see you all together as family dave will be looking down you guys love new buggy its awesome much love hugs xx

[@TanyaMx]

Thinking of Yous all❤ love the new buggy Sarah looks Fab! Minnie looks so grown up bless her so cute ❤ xxx

[@RFamily]

Minnie doesn’t look like a baby now she looks like a proper toddler 😢 and thank you, appreciate all the support x

[@user-zq4dk8mn7j]

You are so strong all my love goes to you and your family x

[@user-dj7yc9vz7z]

So nice to see you Sarah. Love the new pushchair. X❤

[@lauraoreilly4020]

Thinking of you Sarah ❤ you’re doing a great job with your family xxx

[@vickitoriana3454]

Im sure youre on autopilot but you are doing amzingly well. Thinking of you and sending love. X

[@annemartin7802]

Sending loads of love to you and your beautiful family from all in ireland 💚💚💚

[@JansFAMBAM]

Hi Sarah and Family, The Stroller is Beautiful and it can fits out the door I thought entrance was smaller on screen it looks it on my phone screen! Who won at bowling? It’s great Orlanda gaining some weight , I think your right baby is going to have blue eyes like Minnie’s Love all Jan

[@chrissyschannel8589]

Send love and prayers to you all thinking of you ,love your new buggy Minnie looks comfy lying there.xx💞💞Aurora looks lovely in her Easter bonnet parade.💙🩷🙏

[@karenpendered7324]

Good to see you back Sarah I know it must be so hard for you all xx

[@SamanthaSmith-vq3km]

Beautiful baby you are going to be fine you have the best family and the strongest mama x xxx

[@Hols_eats_nemos]

So glad to see you thinking of you Sarah and family your pushchair is awesome 👏 by the way xxxx

[@theparkinsontribe9105]

Awww they both looked so cute in the new pram bless them... I'm so glad you have got family support around you and always remember if you cry, rant, scream it's the grieving process still... You are looking so good and Dave is watching you all ❤❤❤

[@tracyjacob7091]

Virtual hugs to you all, love the buggy, gone are the days when buggies were already to go with wheels already on, you and your family are so amazing and strong ❤

[@RFamily]

Thank you so much! 💔💔😢 x

[@jacquitaylor852]

I’m thinking of you all ❤ Your all so amazing 🥰

[@claireparrywales]

Sending all my love ❤❤xxx

[@susanbroderick4197]

Hi Sarah it was lovely to see you out with your daughters and granddaughter having fun , love your new pram take care all sending lots of hugs 🤗 xxxx

[@user-io2ir7rh4f]

Morning Sarah and family, so nice to see you back again especially with family around you, what gorgeous blue eyes the babies have, that’s a cracking pram you got Sarah , lovely to see you all out and about trying to have some normality back in your lives, thank you Sarah for the vlog, update, and hope you’re getting better weather for the EASTER break than us up here in SCOTLAND 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 as we woke up to SNOW 😢⛄️ take care GOD BLESS from HEATHER

[@RFamily]

Good morning! Ohh gosh the weather here is shocking, we need summer to come just to feel a bit happier, hope it’s shining for Dave’s funeral that would be nice. Seems so odd saying his funeral 😢 why is life so cruel . I’m really surprised Orlanda has blue eyes as they looked so dark when born, think they get this from my dads mum, she was German blonde curly hair and blue eyes x

[@user-io2ir7rh4f]

Life is very very cruel, when is Dave’s funeral, it seems such a long time for you all, hope you’re all doing well especially the kiddies, just don’t know what their wee minds are thinking , thinking of you all every day, thanks so much for taking the time to reply, 💐from HEATHER/SCOTLAND🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@RFamily]

@@user-io2ir7rh4f 23 Dave’s funeral 😢 x

[@user-io2ir7rh4f]

@@RFamily that’s an even longer wait for you all, you don’t want that day to come, but you want to put Dave at rest, hope you’re all doing ok, I know the kiddies will be keeping you busy which helps , take care of each other and thank you for replying 💐from HEATHER/SCOTLAND🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@susanhardwick8047]

Sarha and family your strength is uplifting love to you all xxx

[@jeanmarietaylor6355]

Big hugs Sarah you are so brave xxxxx

[@Squish516]

Your girls are precious 💕

[@lucygale336]

So nice to see family round you cherish every day live it to the best ❤😊u can ❤

[@user-up8vf8ck3y]

Sending u loads of ❤❤ wonder woman...ure two youngest have the most beautiful blue eyes Sarah. I hope you are doing well and I love how you keep going. Your making Dave proud of you ❤❤

[@catherinebarlow3079]

Sorry late to vlog didn't get notifications that one had been put up no you have alot going on at moment sarah am glad older girls there with you no they will help as much as they can girls twin pushchair looks good and price of it was good as well love and hugs to everybody

[@lorraine8732]

It’s good to see you all back. You are so strong for the kids x x ❤

[@RFamily]

I’m trying don’t be fooled I’m holding it together the best I can ❤😢 x

[@lorraine8732]

@@RFamily bless you Sarah, you’re doing an amazing job. Can’t even imagine what you are going through as a family. But you’re smashing it xx 💋 💕💕

[@17bobbyboo]

Aw sending you all so much love❤Orlanda-River is beautiful, lovely to see a vlog xx

[@gabbyprime2065]

Thinking of you Sarah your doing a great job your older girls are so supportive bless them sending love to you all congratulations on the baby she’s gorgeous xx 💓

[@Betty-df8gv]

Hi beautiful family, you are a wonderful mum and great to see all the family around you, I know you must put a face on for the kids but can imagine what you are like when you are alone especially at night,sending lots of love and hugs ❤

[@RFamily]

Nights are hard broken sleep crying and just a feeling of deep sadness and loneliness, it’s hard, you cry that much your worn out so it’s hard to get through the days, but I’m doing it I look defeated at the moment, but I will hopefully at some point I will find my way 💔😢 x

[@virginia7612]

Wow Orlando is getting so big so soon. She’s just beautiful.

[@janinetilyard9280]

Sending our love Sarah the buggy was amazing ❤🌺🌼

[@juliepearson1685]

Sending love to you all love the buggy.❤

[@elliegoldie6140]

Hi Sarah thinking of you all. ❤you’re such a brave strong woman. A brilliant mama with most beautiful family.New baby is beautiful and wee mini Mae looking after her wee sister in new pram.xxxx❤

[@Jordhindle]

Such a beautiful family ❤

[@hilaryhampton263]

I've been thinking of you all so it's so nice to see you. Orlanda is so tiny and cute . Love her and Minnie Maes ice blue eyes . Sarah Morrisons baby tights and George are so big . If you have an outfit from TU sainsburys they are so perfect fit .Love the twin pushchair, it is good quality. It's good it fits through your door as there is nothing worse than having to load up outside especially with all this rain and also not disturbing them when asleep . Take care❤xxx ❤❤❤ 7:41

[@joguy860]

Love seeing girls all together taking care of each other such loving family and Sarah I love the double buggy girls look so cosy in it ❤

[@melloneymaddock]

Hello to all the r family we are sending are love to you all. Sarah it is so nice to see you and your beautiful family again back on u tube your buggy is a beautiful one Orlando she and Minnie look so adorable in the buggy together. Sarah you are a special mum and so amazing with it .❤❤❤❤❤❤❤xxxx.

[@user-bz1hb8mx9r]

Morning sarah & family your a wonderful mother your new baby girl is so adorable, your so strong Sarah with your beautiful children & family around you keep strong God bless lots of love xxx🙏💕

[@user-id3rj6gz5u]

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[@patriciagaryfalou9973]

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[@Anniemac390]

thinking of you sarah! havent stopped thinking about you 😢❤

[@RFamily]

Thank you, it’s not easy, my hearts shattered x ❤

[@Anniemac390]

@@RFamily im sure it is! hes watching over you always and always will be with you he will be super proud of you!! x

[@JulieAmanda-yp9ci]

The buggy is beautiful ❤ to you all from Julie

[@debadamsuksouthwales6766]

Hi Sarah was lovely seeing you the twin pram is lovely you have such a lovely family to support each other thinking of you sending hugs and love to you all 🤗🙏🫶🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

[@Grannyof7]

Sarah its so lovely to see you and your girls out together. I know right now is so difficult for you but spending quality time like this is good for you all. I love your pram. My daughter is due a wee boy in around 8 weeks and she will probs be buying a twin pram too. I see Porsha and Minnie so like their dad and was laughing when Minnie was telling Willow off...she just reminded me of Dave lol..Thank you from all of us for even picking up the camera right now but you are doing the right thing by keeping busy. Take care and lots of love xxxx

[@Grannyof7]

Ellie Goldie...I actually put Aurora's name down at first because I know she loves her dummy but then saw that it was Minnie in the vlog. I just think that Sarah has enough on her plate without someone bringing up something that is not relevant. As you say, Sarah has adult kids so knows what she is doing x

[@LisaRobinson-bk3yv]

I am sending you my love

[@janeleeprettymakes.]

So lovely to see a vlog today,you have beautiful daughters Sarah,such pretty girls. ( older girls ) all ur children are beautiful, I can’t get over how much orlanda looks like Dave,I also see her like vanelope,but then vanelope looks like Dave too. When is Dave,s funeral ? Will there be online with the funeral director for us to be there to watch,would like to be able to watch to pay my respects,I really liked Dave, he was funny talkative guy,I’m going to miss his Christmas Day lives.if your keeping his funeral private I understand. Will be thinking of you all. Remeber I’m only a message away if you need a chat. I would love to send baby orlanda an outfit if you have an adress I can send it to. Take one day at a time. Sending big hugs ❤

[@sandracapps5543]

My goodness! The street is in your front yard!

[@catherinebarlow3079]

Sarah doesn't have front garden just main path with road infront

[@sandracapps5543]

@@catherinebarlow3079 Oh. Kind of like an apartment? No yard?

[@jacquitaylor852]

Has Dave’s funeral happened xxx

[@RFamily]

No not yet x

[@cassiesadz352]

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[@RFamily]

💔❤️ x

[@cassiesadz352]

@@RFamily i know xxxxxx (( sarah)) massive hugs