Where I Attempted Suicide

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Will The Trill

Күн бұрын

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@shaun3537 2 ай бұрын

Life’s tough and the mind can be a dark place but find more joy even little things.

@jaspercote549 2 ай бұрын

Whatever you do, my friend. Just stay strong, be safe, do what you have to do to get all the help you need. Others and I hope you were doing okay 🥺🙏🏻

@willthetrill4849 2 ай бұрын

@jaspercote549 this is just a video of me visiting the spot where I wanted to do which happened on labor day weekend. I'm okay. Just hanging in there

@jaspercote549 2 ай бұрын

@@willthetrill4849 I know but I’m just letting you know and yeah I’m happy that you’re alright 👍

@smerdopsis6092 2 ай бұрын

Hey man, I relate to you saying you couldnt believe how close you were. I'm also relieved to hear that its in the past. For years, I have oscillated between the energetic drive of of life and death. I am utterly mind blown im still allive. I went to the highest building in my city and stood atop as well. For me, getting out of that place mentally has given space for the most expansive, breaking down in tears gratitude. Being in openness to the beauty of the world will heal, from the seemingly mundane to the inextricable complexity the trees, all their leaves and the ecosystem that they are interconnected and how the seasons affect them. Seasons affect us too man, dont let this be the end of the story, you and i got much more to share and experience in our lives man 👊 sending encouragement and hope, I believe we've got things to look forward to, even some scary. I wont say this shits easy, it requires EVERYTHING from you to keep going. Ya gotta take the good with the bad a lot of times, but a lot of times that 'bad' thing later comes into your mind and you recontexualize it with your always evolving mind, often changing to a good thing

@jdmbeats 2 ай бұрын

Just scrolling through videos at 6am, and your video popped up. Wow, this is intense. As someone who has been to a very dark place in the past. Brother, I am glad you didn't go through with it, I'm glad you're alive. Sending love and prayers, keep fighting. 🙏🙏❤️

@movietv20249 2 ай бұрын

Stay strong dude. I and others are here for you.

@YungPollock 2 ай бұрын

thanks for sharing, glad you're still here with us. How long ago was that?

@willthetrill4849 2 ай бұрын

This was on Labor Day weekend on a saturday

@judyarizola3461 2 ай бұрын

I go to a mental hospital. There is very good help there. I was very ill. I feel a lot better now. It doesn't mean that we are crazy. Our mind sometimes shuts down from the world and we don't think like we should. I didn't know I was going thru a mental disorder but yeah I got the help.

@RobertMesa-fu9oy 2 ай бұрын

Same here best thing I did was going to mental health

@RobertMesa-fu9oy 2 ай бұрын

I was suicidal going to mental health saved my life

@nataschamcgregorian6313 2 ай бұрын

❤️❤️❤️ sending love

@willthetrill4849 2 ай бұрын

@@nataschamcgregorian6313 thank you

@loveida4960 2 ай бұрын

If the video gets taken down just replace all of the S words with unalive

@kevinconnor3187 2 ай бұрын

Stay safe and there are telephone hotlines that can help people that are having troubles.

@WylieWolfenstein 2 ай бұрын

will.. is it? Brother...we live in hell. We are all suffering. I tried drinking myself to death at the ripe age of 16. I am 27 now and I have hope. I believe that the only way to survive this hell is to reconnect with your inner child as we were all happy once and focusing on the innocence and the wonder of childhood will re-align your passions, focus on what made your chest tingle, focus on what made you happy and build upon it. Personally, as a child I felt comforted by cute cartoons so as an adult I draw cute cartoon characters but with a sexual twist as I feel that sex is equally comforting and by combining both elements I experience extreme euphoria. This euphoria has become both a drug and a psycholigical carapace that keeps me from falling victim to the dread, hate, and despair that rule this world. Repent, forgive yourself, rediscover the child within and create for this world can be your playground...either that or it could be your personalized hell if you let the darkness consume you, but dawning the armor of pure love will grant you the power to make any demon submit to your might.

@megaunknown400 2 ай бұрын

glad ur still here bud

@psychicmediumalyshia5810 2 ай бұрын

We have all been there

@typerightseesight 2 ай бұрын

But instead he grew wings and became an angel.

@DATONEGAMER25 2 ай бұрын

I love your car! You'll be okay man. It is not your time.

@grimninja2004 2 ай бұрын

news shouldn't ever be involved in scenes like that it only sensationalizes it. under stress, we rationalize things , unfortunately some scenarios still exist ,usually where brain feels "guilty" where the only outcome to a problem , is not personally acceptable, and we think theres no way to avoid it. its not always a mental issue, a lot of time, it usually a guilt issue ( imo ) without knowing your situation , i am sure there is a better outcome- relationships / job lose and basic - high level stress is not one of those scenarios that needs to end that way , unless you murdered someone, committed some terrible crime. even then you need to give self long time to think it over etc

@larrymenasco4668 2 ай бұрын

The only people that get hurt are the ones who love you please get some help

@shady08pc12 2 ай бұрын

Not gonna lie i thought you were about to say i was speeding and wanted to wrap my ride around 1 of those light poles that was my 1st thought. Trust me you not the only one feeling that way. Ever since my friend walked onto I 55 north drunk in 2007 I've wanted to go out b4 i was 18 also. Yet I'm still here and continuing to hate life. I blame myself for not letting him stay that weekend with me when he called that Thursday. I was fighting with my bf so i left the bf in my house and walked 7-8 miles to my moms and woke up to 🚨 about 4:20 a.m. I'll never forget that and I continue to hate myself knowing i could of just said yes come over and maybe James would still be around.