Why I left youtube | My Testimony: From Burnout & Depression to Joy & Fulfillment

Hey Sisters! I know I've been gone for a while. Thank you for being patient with me! I’ve really missed you.
But honestly - where have I been!? why did I leave KZbin? navigating depression and burnout, living in Los Angeles during the pandemic, and why I hit age-old crossroads: 'What do you do when you get to where you think success is and it's just not enough?”
Join me to chat then meet me in the comments. How do you avoid burnout?
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C O N T A C T
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T H A N K ⠀ Y O U
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[@AbsolutViolette]

Girl we want to see it all!! Lol, house tour, vlogs, hanging with your sis, travel, how to grow with God, fashion, hair, makeup, etc. you get the gist 🙃. Welcome back sis!! ♥️

[@Kiitanaxo]

You got it! 🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@allshadesofojaay]

Omg, Yes!!! Love how the OGs are coming back this year 🥳 Also, this thumbnail? 😍😍 love it❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Yay! Thank you! Hahah I thought about it hahah

[@Kiitanaxo]

Guess who’s back 💃🏾 What do you want to see from me?

[@monologueswithmimi439]

A lot o Vlogs and more vlogs A sit down video Your haul videos Everything ❤

[@catherinemwinuka9734]

Everything! Especially your haul videos❤😍

[@toluajg]

EVERYTHING

[@kudzaishemucheka3755]

Styling videos, decluttering videos and vlogs

[@Justlovinglyfe]

Welcome back!!! Almost forgot I was subscribed to your channel

[@Kiitanaxo]

🥹🥹 thank you so much for watching

[@lantoniahutchens5827]

Thank you so much for sharing this!! i needed this! i actually searched for you, because i missed you!! Welcome back!! Your amazing spirit was missed!!

[@beverlydaughterofyeshua]

Welcome back! Definitely wanna see that house tour☺️

[@GracefullyKaren]

Kiitan, so glad to have you back 🥁🤗. Loving your beautiful top and your space is 👏🏾. You are glowing. Thank you for sharing 🤗🥁

[@Kiitanaxo]

Awww thank you love 💕

[@KingViviiii]

Love it, Kiitan! Thanks for sharing ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Glad you like it! 🤗🤗🤗

[@racinesykes8911]

Welcome back! Your positive energy and bright smile were certainly missed. Glad you took the time to take care of yourself. Keep doing what God has purposed you to do!!

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you so much! That’s all I’m trying to do oooo!!!

[@TolaniAV]

Our fave is back!! We want to see everything you want to share 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

[@Kiitanaxo]

T!!!! Thank you, I’m happy to be here

[@lynnt.7390]

Love your content! And we relate more than you know girly! Keep sharing and growing and shifting ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Amen amen amen and thank you love 💕

[@JustineMfulama]

Aww yayy happy to see you back ❤

[@docebi]

So glad to have you back. Missed you!!! But most importantly, glad you're in a better space!

[@Kiitanaxo]

Me too 💕 Thank you so much!

[@SoniaNOsi]

God bless you in your new phase! Stay open, it only gets better 🙏

[@Kiitanaxo]

I appreciate that. God is definitely doing a new thing 💕

[@WhizQueen]

I miss you so much! Welcome back 😊 I’d love to see more travel content with your sis Feyi.

[@Kiitanaxo]

Well be on the lookout tomorrow then 👀

[@diannawilliams1927]

So glad to see your face again!! I can't wait for the new content! God bless you sista ❤❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you so much. More to come!

[@thepurposefuleducator]

This video is everything! I was meant to come back to KZbin this week but I couldn't because of so many reasons but your video boosted my courage to pursue this! Excited to work on my goals starting this week and I'm looking forward to more videos!! Btw, your home decors are always amazing, would love to see a home tour.

[@Kiitanaxo]

Oh wow, this made my day. I’m so happy you’ll be coming back on. We have to share whatever God has put in our hearts 💕

[@ItunuPepper]

Welcome back, Kiitan. Really happy for you, your growth and all of your new developments. Looking forward to seeing you more on here ♥️

[@Kiitanaxo]

Aww itunu. Thank you so much for this. Hope you’re well 🤗💕

[@ThatGirlMoi]

Thank you, this was encouraging!

[@Kiitanaxo]

You are so welcome! Glad it was helpful 🥹🥹

[@sophiaosiris446]

I really resonate with when you said that facing your problems alone is the tool of the enemy. It does just feed your problems and give them power. It’s hard to get out of that mindset. Glad you’re doing well.

[@Kiitanaxo]

So true, it’s so hard and sometimes I forget. I just try to remember what I know instead of what I feel cause feelings can lie girl

[@VictoriaOyeboade]

Welcome back Kiitana!!! So refreshing to see you here

[@Kiitanaxo]

Awww thank you Victoria, thank you so much for supporting

[@trishansimbi3476]

OMG i had missed you girl for so long.. It is so nice to hear from you and even better to see how God's Hand has been working amazingly in your life. I am looking forward to all videos. would love a week in my life vlogs..

[@Kiitanaxo]

Aww this really warms my heart and yesss, there just might be some coming your way 🤗🤗

[@libradc]

Welcome back to KZbin. I’m looking forward to some fashion & home tour content.

[@Kiitanaxo]

Yes! Thank you! I appreciate you so much

[@keoshasterling3774]

Welcome back!!! So excited to watch your content ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you so much 🤗 yay! There will be dooo much content to watch o

[@Kiitanaxo]

*sooo

[@TomiLondon]

Welcome back🎉🎉. I just started posting on my KZbin channel again and I felt just like this plus the algorithm wasn’t working for me 😅

[@Kiitanaxo]

Please keep going, consistency is key and enjoy the process!!

[@akudzwemhangami]

Happy to have you back OMG!!! ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Happy to be back 🤗🤗

[@florahomukunga7]

Yay, you are back!!! Sending love from Kenya 🇰🇪 ❤️!!!!

[@Kiitanaxo]

I ammmmm! 💃🏾💃🏾

[@SimplyHerPurpose]

Welcome back! I think we want to see whatever you're comfortable with sharing with us. Give us all the variety lol

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you! Will do! 💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾

[@monologueswithmimi439]

I'm here I'm glad to have you back. I resonated you so well. Keep being you sis ❤️ You're a gift to the world Love you Kitan ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Wow I love this message. Thank you 😊

[@rosebruno217]

Hey girl missed you lots welcome back

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you love 💕

[@Oldman1912]

Good rambling from an Ibadan girl 😂. It is great to see you back on KZbin. Regroup, go back and conquer LA. You are made for greatness.

[@Kiitanaxo]

Hahaha wait me? I’m from ONDO o. But thank you so so much

[@nneomanzeduru4158]

“Creating on purpose.” I felt that!🫶🏿✨I’m happy you’re here!✨🫶🏿

[@Kiitanaxo]

That’s really it. 🤗🤗

[@alicelarkai]

Good to have you back. You have been missed. 🎉 welcome.😊

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you! So so much 😊

[@rlovesmusic86]

Yes ! House tour,decor your house,Lifestyle,travel,fashion😉 because I love your style, GRWM, faith/God talk, just talk about anything you want,shopping etc

[@Kiitanaxo]

Oooh Great ideas!! Adds to notes 📝 🤗🤗

[@Iblamecarlos_]

We missed you so much! Whatever you decide we’ll support you 🧡

[@Kiitanaxo]

This means a lot. Thank you 🤗

[@29valleygurl]

Kiitana!!!! We’ve missed you 💗💗welcome back looking forward to what you do next 🥰

[@Kiitanaxo]

Yay 🤗🤗🤗 I appreciate you so much

[@BellasWorld224_]

Yeaaa you’re finally backk 💕

[@Kiitanaxo]

I ammmmm 🤗

[@demiladef-j2394]

omggggg i’m actually a psychic cuz i was just checking your page yesterday like where’s kiitan been, excited to watch this!!!!

[@Kiitanaxo]

Omg! That’s so amazing. You definitely felt this happening haha

[@hellotinashe]

Welcome back! We missed you 😊

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you!! 😊 missed you toooo

[@Grace-so1lf]

Welcome back! 🎉

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank youuuu 🥹🥹🥹🥹

[@elizabethnafuna3600]

I have missed you so much. And hearing you talking about the same God I serve and love made me more happy. I cant wait to see more

[@Kiitanaxo]

Awww thank you so so so much. I plan on doing all the things! The sky is just the beginning 🤗

[@kymberlycourage]

I don't even watch KZbin like that anymore, but wow it's so good to see you! Happy to know you are alive and well! The OG, here take your crown, queen mama.

[@Kiitanaxo]

Aww thank you! This makes me smile 🥰

[@Fayyebae]

We’ve missed youuuu🥹 So glad to have you back

[@monologueswithmimi439]

A supportive sis and more ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Happy to be back 🤗🤗

[@monologueswithmimi439]

To answer your question, you're one of the KZbinr i resonated with. Your video got me through Uni years ago. You're a light, dont dim your light for nothing ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Wow, thank you. This means everything 🥹🥹🥹

[@So_Alfredyy]

Welcome back Kitan❤❤❤❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you!! Happy to be back!

[@oreoluwaobiri5380]

Yes please! I would love to see a why you left LA video. You are gorgeous as always, God bless ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Coming soon! Will do 🤗

[@gloriamurugik]

So happy to see you and Chizi Duru get back on here❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you!! That’s my boo 🤗🤗

[@graceh7923]

Sheeeeeeeee back 💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽

[@Kiitanaxo]

💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾🥹🥹🥹

[@KadiON]

I am so happy to have you back, I missed you

[@Kiitanaxo]

Missed you too love 💕

[@mpumekuzwayo09]

Welcome back to our OG, our ultimate fave..... It's been too long sis, sending you lots of love and hugs ❤❤❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Awwww 🥹 thank you so much

[@marvinawilliamsmw]

OMG THE CROCHET QUEEN❤❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Hahahaha me????

[@Mustlovefaith]

LETTSS GOOO!!! MY GIRL IS BACK!

[@Kiitanaxo]

me?? 🥹🥹🥹 thank youuuu

[@Mustlovefaith]

@@Kiitanaxo Yes, absolutely☺️☺️☺️!!!

[@Opezzy.O]

Christmas came earlyyyy🥰🥰🥰

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you Opeezy my love 🤗🤗

[@AniyaT95]

Still beautiful as ever😍😍. We missed you girl 💜💜

[@monologueswithmimi439]

She didn't change a bit 😊

[@Kiitanaxo]

You’re so sweet 🥹 thank you my love

[@tabithathewholistic]

She livessssssssss!!🎉🎉

[@Kiitanaxo]

PRAISE THE LORDDDDDD

[@tabithathewholistic]

@@Kiitanaxo 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@Nizirehema98]

Missed you ❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Missed you moreee 🤗

[@Kay_Ngunja]

Welcome back, Kiitan! ❤Thanks for sharing! Would like that bubu please! 😍

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thanks Kay 🥹🥹 and Atarahavenue.co!

[@Kay_Ngunja]

@@Kiitanaxo ❤

[@fransayss]

House tour please if you’re okay with it. Or living room tour bc your style be styling!

[@Kiitanaxo]

Awww this means so much. I’m definitely going to do some home stuff and I’m so excited for where God is taking me 🤗

[@mine4532]

Girl! It’s the bubu for me❤️ please share

[@Kiitanaxo]

Say no more Atarahavenue.co!

[@FM-yk1yr]

🙏🏾

[@Kiitanaxo]

🤗🤗

[@shalomibk]

❤❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

🤗

[@janiceodhiambo6484]

We missed you ❤❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

Missed you more 🥹🤗

[@thetransformedone]

WE LOVE YOU, KIITANA! The Lord is your strength❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

AMEN!!!!!!! And yours too 🤗

[@teni6281]

We missed you out here

[@Kiitanaxo]

Awww I missed you guys 🥹

[@christine_muts]

Yes, please may you do a "why you left LA video."

[@Kiitanaxo]

Say no more 🤗

[@Asanwa2]

Finally lolol 🤗

[@Kiitanaxo]

Loool took me long enough Abi?

[@puckeruplemonadeco]

Im•Love•With•Your•Braids!!! Do tell....

[@Kiitanaxo]

Lagos o! There’s nothing like getting them done back home

[@anneshaadams]

Yea you literally abandoned us for instagram like 😂

[@Kiitanaxo]

Hahahahahha I’m back tho!!!!

[@purplefaith.]

It’s been a whileeee. Missed you🥹 Glad to have you back!

[@Kiitanaxo]

Sooooo long. Happy to be back 🤗🤗

[@TosTosTV1]

Welcome back!🎉

[@Kiitanaxo]

Thank you babe, I’m so happy to be here 🤗

[@MyLocksMyPlants]

❤❤

[@Kiitanaxo]

🥰🥰