why I stopped posting videos

[@KornerGFX]

Stay strong Nicki 💪🏽 We all fall into these moods that pull us away from who we really are. You have a dope support system & the Lord is always with us 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽 Facts

[@Nicki2Wild]

AMEN! Thank you Irvin! You have no idea how much I needed to see this! God is so good! I'm thankful for all the love and support from all of you all! 🙏❤️

[@KornerGFX]

iNickiGomez 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 That He is!

[@teejay6573]

I kno it was probably hard makeing this video but u did good much respect nicki sending nothing but positively n blessings ya way nicki i pray whatever u going thru u get thru it but its ok sumtimes u gotta stop take a deep breath n work on u ✊🏻✊🏻🙏🏻

[@mazmanyana]

Thank you for being yourself and sharing this! ♡

[@ConfidentlyZay]

You got this Nikki!!!! It’s definitely normal baby you’re not alone!!!!

[@ConfidentlyZay]

*Nicki

[@MobOnly]

High school - 145 age 25 - 225 Now at 32 - 150 It's just LIFE. You be back to where you want to be soon Like you said take control & stay discipline 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@Nicki2Wild]

Yup, I already know how life can be.... I know its normal, this is just my first time feeling certain feelings and I was struggling with managing it all. Nonetheless, I appreciate you watching and for showing the love and support! ❤️

[@MobOnly]

@@Nicki2Wild hope I didn't come off insensitive Casue I definitely feel where u coming from. & Your handling it better than me. I was crying in the middle of the floor trying to figure it out lol. I laugh at myself now but the struggle real. 1 day at a time & keep on keeping on 💪🏽

[@Nicki2Wild]

Oh no, you were good! lol I didn't come off as that at all to me! I definitely knew what you were saying... I know it's often a part of journey and many people go through similar struggles. I know there are worse things that I could be going through, so I'm blessed and thankful regardless. Just had to be real and transparent with yall though... can't make any real changes until you're honest with yourself first. 👍

[@MobOnly]

@@Nicki2Wild 💯💪🏽

[@MrEntertainmentKevin]

Dammit Nikki!!!!! You got my throat tight and shit😢😢😢 you’ll bounce back I know you will....you actually remembered me an my girl from 2017-2018 SneakerCONs.....do your thing girl everything will be aight!🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@MrEntertainmentKevin]

I’ve took a break from my channel too, I need to get back in the game I miss it....

[@freshboi6173]

WELCOME BACK!! 😁

[@gomezgomez3567]

GOMEZ STRONG 💪!!!

[@jaywhite8710]

It takes a lot of courage to speak on you downfalls I have a new found respect for you ! Keep pushing Nikki NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!! Stay blessed!!

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you Jay! I really appreciate you! ❤️

[@johnnyboyg]

Just do you and get yourself back up and be strong 💪🏼 and be bless and glad your back 🙏🏼

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you John!! ❤️

[@johnnyboyg]

Np don’t let anyone put you down and just love yourself and do what make you happy and always have your husband and god by your side okay

[@dadasgottem7213]

Girl we all go through it, don’t beat urself over about it...I’m just getting over a depression that lasted like 3 years...was in a bad relationship that made me insecure then I started gaining weight which made me more insecure and went natural all at the same damn time🤦🏾‍♀️ and I definitely lost myself...this fall I got a new job and started back in school and now all those bad feelings I felt about myself are gone for the most part (I still have bad days or maybe even a bad week) but manly I feel like myself again or a new version of me...so try your best not to give urself idle time to think about negative things, keep ur mind and ur body busy...but u got it nicki!!!

[@Nicki2Wild]

Yes, not beating myself up about it, but I definitely had to just be honest with myself and you guys about what's really been going on. I def know how depression can be.... prayer, self-care and having a great support system around you really helps! Keeping all of you guys in my prayers as well! I already know so many of you go through similar feelings. Sharing awareness and being open with one another is gonna help all of us get through it! ❤️ Thank you for always being so positive!

[@Whatzupryan]

Real talk Nicole. These are the best moments in life. When you realize you are strong enough to do anything. You are blessed beyond measure. You know that. Thank you for keeping it real with us. My wife and i love watching both of you on all channels and kind of figured something was up. Keep pushing and congrats on the recent weight loss.

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you for your positive words! You and your wife have always been so supportive to both Tony & I ! We both really appreciate you guys! The love you guys share in our comment sections really does help keep us going! We love you guys forreal! ❤️

[@ciaomelyy2759]

Do your thing Nicole! You got this 👏🏼💕

[@Astroboy_91x]

Awe this was so sad seeing you tear up like that . It had to of took alot to make this video and show the WORLD how you were truly feeling . Nicki , always remember that you are such a beautiful person inside and out . Weight dosent change that . As a person who used to be 165 pounds and is now 215 trust me ik how you feel . it can become depressing looking in that mirror and not seeing the person you once was . But guess what ? Alls it takes is a little dedication & motivation to lose that weight . Its not permanent . With a little change and will power you can be that person you once was . you can be a better version of what you once was . Remember your BEAUTIFUL . My guy Tony D is lucky to have such an amazing person by his side . Keep striving to be better . nothing can stop you . wipe those tears & smile , you got this :)

[@Amimi.30]

Just wanted to say keep your head up and know how many people watch and support you no matter what. My boyfriend Stephon and I watch yours and Tony’s videos ALL the time and Stephon always on Tony’s Xbox parties with him and I always tell him to ask Tony when he is gonna post more videos with you! Can’t wait to see more videos with you and hopefully Chunky😊

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you Amanda! I appreciate the love and support from you & Stephon! It was definitely my mood and energy levels that's been keeping me from being active on both channels. I can't allow that to control my life anymore. Tony and I plan on doing things differently this month... so hopefully we'll be putting out at least 10-15 videos on or channel this upcoming June! ❤️

[@thefitcubano]

You're real as hell for this. Been a personal trainer for several years. Worked with plenty of people who fight this realization. It's hard to admit to yourself snss I respect the hell out of you for being so honest with yourself and all of us! You got this.

[@TalksWithTJ]

Get them gains in girl! The balance of health all around while pursuing your creative drive is a struggle. Your self awarness will get you exactly where you want to be sis. Don't cry, just remember like Nike said "You make you. You make your body. You make your life. Make yourself". You got this! 🤛🏽🤛🏽

[@CellysSpace]

Real talk... You the greatest TJ. You too have endless support. 💯✊🏾

[@Nicki2Wild]

THANK YOU!!! I really appreciate the love and encouraging words! I just checked you out and I subscribed to you! You have great content! Very inspirational videos! Love it!! Keep it up!!

[@Darkredwood]

Me and my girl just started to try and lose weight together. Stick with your plan and you’ll get to where you wanna be. Salute.

[@CellysSpace]

Much respect to you Nicki, nothing can hold you back but yourself. Your content is always on point, and you got endless support. 💯😌

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you!! I appreciate the kind words!!

[@TheTyson35]

Glad your back and we do understand...now, shake back, take on what you wanna do because this is your channel and do what motivates you to do YOU!! Period..

[@nurse-oj3gm]

I needed to hear this i have been dealing with the same. Its nice to know im not alone. You are very encouraging.

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you!! I'm glad you shared that with me! Definitely praying for all of you guys as well! I know shit isn't always easy... but if I can help bring awareness, show the journey, and help others along the way then I know I'm on the right path! ❤️

[@rockk78]

There is definitely nothing wrong with taking a little time for yourself. You gotta take care of you first and foremost. You and Tony have great content that makes getting on KZbin worth it when we get notifications. Glad to hear that you are ok😀👍🏾 Bless you Nicki 🙏🏾

[@wwfattitudeerafan2724]

Nicki always stay strong & do you first👍🏽 God bless you both always🙏🏽

[@RikiP]

Just wanted to say: keep at it. Keep going to the gym. Most importantly, watch what you eat. It’s always hard to watch your weight when in a relationship. I feel your “pain” girl trust! Keep focusing your yourself mama! Thx for being open and sharing with us. You GOT THIS!!!!! You’re a Scorpio! Lol. 👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾

[@Nicki2Wild]

lmaooo yup, and scorpios don't play! 🤣✊ but thank you so much for the encouragement! I really appreciate it!

[@derryXDINES]

I totally understand how you're feeling! I went through something similar and gained over 85 pounds. The important part is you're catching yourself and moving ahead.

[@Nicki2Wild]

AMEN! Thank you for sharing! I'm glad that I am able to relate with so many of you! Definitely plan on sharing more with you guys! I won't hold back anymore!

[@MsDJDaze]

I just want to thank you for sharing your feelings & your journey with us. You made me cry with you. And like you said, we all go through it. You are not alone🙌🏽✊🏽

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you! I appreciate it! Let me tell you, it was not easy for me post this video but I'm happy to see so much support from you guys ! Love you all!

[@rainajordan4106]

We miss you

[@snkrhippie]

I feel you girl. Every winter I gain like 12lbs and every spring I’m here eating low carb/no carb, working out, etc. I’ve lost a good 11lbs so far and I have 3 more lbs to lose to get back to my summer goal weight but I fell off the wagon one weekend and it’s been hard to get back to it. It happens to all of us. But I completely understand not wanting to be on camera, cause since I gained weight, I don’t even like to take pictures anymore. Just cause I don’t feel happy with myself. We all go through it, you aren’t alone. I’m glad to hear you’re getting back to it tho! You can do it girl! Same as I can, I gotta get the rest of this weight off too cause I feel miserable, and I binge snack a lot, that’s my main problem.

[@jaymogul25]

Congrats on your 10lb loss that's great, I just want to say don't rush back too soon for the sake of youtube we will be here, focus on you, your family and every aspect of your health. The real fans have real love for you, can't wait to see you back and keep pushing forward 😉✌🏾

[@Nicki2Wild]

THANK YOU!! ❤️

[@Sneakertalklive]

Hold your head Dollface!! We luv you..

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you!!! I love yall too!

[@redfeathergotti313]

Girl don't sweat it you look great, but if your not comfortable in your skin than by all means do what you need to do. Warning from a older women who has been there, once you reach your mid 20s as a female your metabolism takes a dive and then in your 30s it does it again,add in having kids and your metabolism is dead completely. One you stop having kids and once you reach 40 you weight tappers off and you balance out. I'm 40 and from 25 to 35 I gained 35 to 40 pounds between having two daughters and just eating like I was still in my teens. I am 5 ft 1 just barely and went from 105 at 17 to 130 at 21-24, then from 25-35 I fluctuated up and down from 144 to 165. Currently I am at 135 to 140 and have been this weight for 2 solid years now. Honestly with me it was 95 percent what I ate and no matter how hard I went with exercise it didn't help untill I changed my food and eating habits. Girl don't cry you are beautiful and going through what every real woman goes through at your age without the aid of cosmetic surgeries and diet pills. Stay positive and be realistic, you may not ever go back to your high school size, but then again you may. Don't concentrate on the scale number to hard pay attention to how your clothes feel more. Remember you are beautiful inside and out.

[@Nicki2Wild]

Yes, I already know... that was one of the things I mentioned to Tony a few times as I was going through the emotions of everything these past couple of months.. I told him about my fears of working hard to get in shape now to only get back off track once we start having kids, etc. My whole family has the thick genes and they all typically are bigger after they've had children. Just want to break the generational curse of how I eat and learn how to properly incorporate a healthier lifestyle. Puerto Ricans and our culture DOES NOT encourage healthy eating and workout habits lol The most we do to stay active is Dance 😩😂 so it's def been a struggle trying to find a balance between how I was raised vs what's actually healthy. I know it's going to be challenging but I gotta make change if I want to see success in myself and even my channel. My physical health was taking a toll on my work ethic and mood which is NO BUENO ! Nonetheless, thank you so much for always being so encouraging! I always enjoy reading your comments! You have no idea how much your words helps both Tony and I to keep going! Although we have never met, we can tell that you are such a beautiful person and we look forward continue sharing our journey with you! Hopefully we'll be able to connect in real life sooner than later! ❤️ Thanks again for all the love!!!

[@redfeathergotti313]

@@Nicki2Wild aww that was the sweetest reply I have ever received. I would love to actually meet both of you in person one day. I truly wish nothing but wonderful things for you and Tony both, and I know that God will continue to bless both of you because you both are good hearted people.❤️❤️❤️💐💐💐💐💐

[@skirt993]

It takes a strong person to get in front of a camera and say how they really feel. But I know you’re going to get back on the grind and do you.

[@Tainomontana]

The weight you gained looks great on you 💯💯💯

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you ! I agree, I do like some of the weight gain and I don't want to lose too much (especially in the legs lol)... just wasn't into how my unhealthy lifestyle started to take a toll on my work ethic and mood. 😖 Can't allow that to continue anymore.

[@loinzoverwolvez6787]

I THINK YOU AND TONY LOOK GOOD TOGETHER

[@nunyakenta3481]

Hey Nicki WE ALL struggle in this life Mama that's what makes us humans. You're thick & luscious like me girl 😊 I love ANY content you post & I'm HERE for it 👍

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you!!! I really appreciate the love and encouragement! 😩❤️

[@henrymr83]

You look great now but you do what you want for yourself. Nicki you do what makes you feel n look good for yourself self love stay strong you got this

[@aaronmiller8742]

Keep ya head head up baby girl. Your beautiful inside and out. I know Tony is lucky to have you. I've watched the both of you grow alot in the past few years. Continue to stay positive. I'm proud of you both. Keep doing yo thang. GOD Bless

[@SneakerTherapy101]

Dope vid I know it took a lot of courage to make this vid #respect 💯

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thanks Rob! This was definitely a video I kept putting off for a while. Glad I finally shared.

[@josezepeda3146]

Glad to see you back nicki you got this 💪

[@brianeharmonjr]

Gotta get my shit together too. Get it!

[@victoriouscruz1264]

❤️❤️❤️🙏🏽

[@vee3476]

I’m sure I speak for many we appreciate the update. But from a more personal vibe you don’t have to feel obligated to share. I’m from a time that says not everything is for everyone so take ur time share what you want and don’t feel guilty for not wanting to put it all out here. When it’s all said and done your happiness and personal life matter more than KZbin. Keep focusing on u wish you many blessings on your journeys.

[@henny2063]

We love you just the way you are, you are so beautiful outside and in, and i feel you i need to pay attention to my health and what i eat.

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you ❤️❤️

[@BigGib39]

As a young women when your in love and comfortable you will gain weight. #FACTS

[@Nicki2Wild]

yup, I already know ! lol 😩#lestruggle

[@wavegodnyc2369]

We here for you mama !!!

[@oldlady4sure]

Glad ur back..... everything will be fine!!stay strong😁😁😁👍👍👍

[@Kingkickz23]

I like you for having great content and your beautiful and sweet. Im always happy to see you upload but if you need a break that's understandable.Keep up the good work😊

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you! I really appreciate your support ❤️I plan on posting more for you guys! Just had to be honest as to why I chose not be consistent.. thats all gonna change though.

[@jeffsylvain3105]

I can't wait to go threw the journey with you.

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you! I look forward to sharing with you guys! 😘

[@glennkirk5239]

Nice setup.. Congratulations to you and tone again...

[@jaymoreno6549]

Your definitely really beautiful and need no change at all. But it’s all about feeling better about yourself you got this!

[@cristiangonzalez6306]

I definitely feel you. Blessings to you.

[@BLin____]

You got this !! 💪🏽

[@alannabors]

Yea get yourself right 💯 at least you’re acknowledging it and doing something about it, good luck it gets easier the more consistent you are 💯

[@atl4life964]

I appreciate this video. Alot of people can relate. Thank you

[@bigdineroenrico4846]

The fans we all miss you !

[@girlhoney]

another fasting challenge please!!!

[@lornajean7286]

I feel u I'm 5 ft to and iam 175 I used to be 140 but after my kid my body is completely different and I don't feel like myself either... It's hard ... 😒 U got this tho 💯

[@LaniGully]

Stay up! Everything will go just fine

[@youngj00]

Good to see you back.

[@mg43p18]

Ima lose another 10lbs for you this week the Nicki challenge #lets get it🔥🔥🔥

[@shoegame7138]

One Day at a time... You'll be fine!

[@Leo-ln9rd]

Nicki you look great but its great to hear you on your journey to get back down to 130lbs 👍

[@jasona1546]

Dont get emotional. U look amazing! God bless to u and tony..much love!

[@scye777]

But you look good but if you aren’t satisfied just know we love you the way you are 😍❤️

[@Nicki2Wild]

Thank you for your kind words!! But yea, I just haven't been satisfied with how my physical health was affecting my mood and work ethic. Not trying to lose too much weight, but I do just want to at least get my energy levels and stamina back up. ❤️

[@BrandonBrown-315]

We All Need Brakes At Some Point In Our Life!

[@andrewstephenking3438]

Stay positive and blessed Love from London, England

[@k3nnyshantia]

Good luck on your Fitness Journey !!!!!!

[@JayMuggah88]

Whenever you live with your mate you tend to gain weight. It just comes with coupling lol. Plus tbh yall got just got a new house, dogs and the whole shebang, I can only imagine the stress. Keep grinding tho and working on freeing your mind and your space. Positive vibes good luck homie!

[@Nicki2Wild]

I already know... everyone I know who has moved in with their significant other has gone through the relationship weight gain... so I know its normal. lol Just hate how its effected my work ethic and moods. Can't see success unless you're honest with yourself and start making changes. Thank you so much for sharing and for the support! ❤️

[@RetroJuice89]

Keep ya head up. You look good. Tony D got a real one

[@MRFUKUALLUP]

Meh dont trip you look fine to me worry bout that shit when your like 30s thats when all hell breaks loose LOL

[@AICHRIS8436]

Aaww Nikki! You got this mami 🤙🏿

[@TreyWaylifeboy91]

Miss you nicki 😀

[@missmeyon]

👋🏽 Nikki!!!

[@mg43p18]

Yooooo Nicky I lost 8lbs since I last posted those 8lbs were for u the next 10lbs will be for me tony where my $2 lol 😂

[@mzu2787]

You need a break and time to do you. Much love from New Zealand.

[@flwtourdriven5107]

Keep up the good work, you look beautiful no matter how much you weigh.

[@giopaillan6170]

U look wonderful and beautiful way u are and i love all ur video but ur right u have to take brake

[@flwtourdriven5107]

Do I sense gym vlogs lol

[@Nicki2Wild]

jessssss.... I will be sharing that struggle as well lmao

[@danielalvarez1724]

No disrespect intended but you a bad mami skinny or thick Anyone who said different is crazy