“Why Not Me?” A betrayal playlist

[@mercePotter]

My bestfriend knew i had a crush on a guy and started dating him on purpose..

[@lookst4rx]

whaaa-?? what in a world are we living in :(

[@pollypoliana4909]

That’s not a friend...

[@انجلاكا]

1. calm down 2.find someone they like... 3. date them 4. revenge is served.

[@Gravitiyum]

Thats huge bitchy move ever...

[@XENYX3]

That’s not a damn friend. That’s an idiot.

[@nanako_ooo]

"haven't i given enough" this one hits different

[@User-sugercane-lover]

i have a crush on my best friend, let's call her Fiona, we know each other for 2-3 years now. i have another best friend, let's call her Zoey. so, me and Zoey know each other for only one year. she's one of those mean girl type and I'm more of a stupid but fun to be around girl. one day, we were talking and joke around like what a normal best friend would do. then she suddenly ask me do i have a crush and who is it (I'm a lesbian but haven't told anyone about this yet) we know each other, we trust each other (or at least i do at that time) so i told her that I'm a lesbian and that i have a crush on Fiona (The look on her face is obvious that she expect me to be straight) and i also told her not to tell anyone, she did agreed and even promise to keep her mouth shut. a few day later, i saw her talking to Fiona (She doesn't really like Fiona because she's not one of those judgmental girl) i was surprise but also glad that the two finally talk with each other and maybe we could be best friends, but then i heard Zoey telling Fiona that i have a crush on her (Fiona is straight btw) i was mad and pull Zoey aside to confront her but she just act casual about it then start insulting me and bodyshaming me (I was a bit overweight) i was heartbroken and angry, then we got into a huge argument after that. we didn't talk for months then she apologizes to me and i honestly felt so stupid to forgive her. i don't have many friend at that time. Zoey didn't change, in fact, she told everyone about my sexuality and everyone started to team up with Zoey and insult me, bodyshaming me and call me names. eventually, i told all the teachers and even the principle about Zoey's behavior (I also told my family and they were so pissed off that they went to the school and convince the principle to call Zoey's parent and told them to come to school. her parent apologize to me and made Zoey and all the bullies who bullied me to apologize or they'll get kick out, they all got suspended afterward and i change school. i heard from Fiona that Zoey's parent took her phone away and become stricter to her)

[@RayneDraws]

How you tolerated all that behaviour is truly beyond me. I will burn the world to get even with anyone, and I’ve always been that way,,, No one was willing to mess in the middle of that.

[@veryspookyperson]

I'm glad u stayed strong through that I would like to say that I will be here for u if u ever need to vent and if not just know I support u as a person (from a fellow lesbian)

[@LaGirlsola]

Quien te manda a tener un Crush en una hetero, no sea weona

[@curtiuseucomentario6203]

This story is very sad. If I may ask, how old are you?

[@nachgeben]

Never tell someone something that you're not willing to allow anyone to know. I know that's difficult, because you want to be able to share things with people and you want to trust them, but unfortunately, ESPECIALLY as someone as young as you are, you need to cling to that. Having been heavily bullied as a kid and preteen (not for being a lesbian, just for existing), it taught me this well. I began to run tests. I would give information to someone that wasn't true, and just see what they would do with it. 9 times out of 10, it ended up with a lot more people than them. It doesn't stop when you become an adult, either. Be careful who share your secrets to, and make sure that you're okay if that secret gets out. Even if you'd prefer it to be secret still, obviously, make sure you are braced and accept that it could very well end up passed around, and react accordingly. I hope you get along well now, kiddo.

[@jessicateixeira4633]

If your loved one betrayed/replaced you, this is for you: Unfortunately it will hurt A LOT, specially if they replaced you for someone that brings up all your insecurities. For me she was older, blonde, already a doctor (I'm a med student), it felt like hell. But eventually you will notice that if your loved one actually cared, they wouldn't put you through this situation.The truth is that usually they don't care about you or the other one, they care about theirselves and what it's more fitting for them. Someone who actually loves you will never make you feel the necessity of proving your self value, they are just narcissists. It will become even more clearer when you start seing other people in your own time, you will see that there are plenty of other humans that are willing to recognize the wonderful being you are. It may feel like you will never get through it, but you 100% will, I'm rooting for you.

[@detectiveemilio3416]

thank you. I needed that. I appreciate you you wonderful human being :)

[@maicfasfq3]

obrigado, ler isso me ajuda a ter mais lucidez sobre tudo o que aconteceu...

[@Whatthegayle]

0:00 - Washing Machine Heart by Mitski 2:07 - Rolling in the Deep by Adele 5:53 - Kingdom Fall by Claire Wyndham 9:19 - Dynasty by MIIA 12:59 - Gilded Lily by Cults 16:28 - Vampire Empire by Big Thief 19:29 - All I Wanted by Paramore 22:55 - Back to Black by Amy Winehouse

[@chapeu4446]

Poderia fixar

[@Zahra-tt7cw]

Tysm

[@nanako_ooo]

why didn't you print this comment ?

[@JellynRie]

the first song is hitting it.

[@zekkay]

My best friend decided to tell me he never liked me in the first place after knowing I loved him for 3 years. He has a new crush and said "I never felt this close to anyone before."

[@yakuinfiprfgamer7025]

cruel reality with cruel humans

[@dishsoapqz]

@@yakuinfiprfgamer7025 cruel? are you dumb? the guys cruel because he didnt like @zekkay? and thats also @zekkay 's fault for not confessing to the guy when she first liked him

[@slowlydi3ing]

When you know that you never have a chance with them. I tried. I honestly tried. I tried so hard. But what did I get? An insult. A reality punch to the gut. Why was I so stupid? I knew he was way out of my league. Yet I still tried, I tried and tried. Getting closer and closer, until he asked for help. I asked with what, and he said asking out my best friend...So I helped him...and watched as he drifted away, with her, the perfect pretty princess...sometimes I wish I wasn't born the way I was just for him to notice me...sometimes I wish I hadn't fallen so hard from grace for him...why did he have to rip my heart out? Threw me out once he knew that I wasn't of use to him. Got to her. No need for me anymore.

[@rheasplaylistz]

You should never deserve this, that guy sounds like a real jerk. I mean, actually consider others feelings once in a while, right?💕

[@dishsoapqz]

maybe u shouldn't talk so much and people would like you more

[@rheasplaylistz]

@@dishsoapqz dude wtf

[@dolcecamomille3397]

I feel like my family turned their backs on me, this video just came out for the occasion lol

[@karaiiii_]

why didn’t they consider me that once, what did i do that they didn’t like

[@Heem143]

Reminds me of Secretive Plotter's dialogue "Why is it him but not me?"

[@okmentalhammer]

had no idea my music taste was a revenge playlist all along lamooo

[@xcid570]

babe, thank u 4 adding the timestamps. nice playlist btw, been listening to this for days now.

[@MahitoTampura-wu3gu]

Here before it goes viral

[@ms.xia_]

the first song is already hitting me🥹👊

[@LalinSt1]

My "friend" left me all alone for a man. And she said, "Are you jealous of me? Dont you want my happiness?" "No, I'm not. We have an exam. We have to study this year. I'm just worried about you." I said. She didnt care about my opinions. And I stopped being friends with her. She apologized but I didnt forgive her.

[@DecoySammy]

What is it that I've done that wasn't enough..? I've been helping you in every way possible. Yet you all still decided to beat the shit out of me.. WHY.

[@blacksky4717]

I tried so hard to get into my dream university, that was literally the only thing I wanted but I couldn't get in. It took me alot of courage to want something for me and work for it for it to result into this. I feel completely betrayed by life.

[@annajuliapanizzi4493]

Best playlist ever. Started listening while reading an article and now i'm having an existencial crisis

[@user-jq2xz6rv7w]

when i realized that my friends were just using me for money and always copying my answers

[@lyon_studios3466]

my parents divorced when i was 3 years old lead to my father abusive behavior, i grow up with my mom's family side that hated me because i look like my dad, and whenever i see a happy dad with his son i feel goosebumps on my skin, and whenever a older guy try to talk to me i cant help but sense my father manipulative aura around all of them

[@Sasuke_001]

same at "i grow up with my mom's family side that hated me" The solution is to ignore them, and if you live with them (it happened to me but now it end), well, it's a big problem, but it's okay. Stay in your room and invite your friends and play (if u have no friends i can be yours) :)

[@Infinite_Mortis]

GRIIIFIIITTH

[@Rox_mothonpaws]

the perfect timing rn

[@toño_phony]

My story isn't about heartbreak from a love or a crush or even a soulmate, just a friend, but he was someone i trusted more than i trusted myself, i was silly to do that, put faith in friends so much more than they had earned, i trusted him, he broke that trust, he hurt me, but i got over it, i had the worst year of my life, even with my other friends and school try to cheer me up, even with the trips, i got to go on, even with all the fun i had, it all had what he did to me in the backdrop, he was all i could think about when my thoughts were unoccupied, he was the eyes i viewed myself through, the physical representative of my weakness, but i got through that shitty year long half year, i graduated and suddenly the fear was gone, i got into my dream school and the tears dried completely, so close to gone, but they're back, im 2 week from moving in for classes and we're right back on that sidewalk, im just as afraid again, just as broken, i thought i was done writing long paragraphs at night in tears, why cant i be done, why hasnt he let go, why has one event marked me so deeply, i promise ive been through worse, why does 15 seconds of pain seem to last a lifetime, i want him to let go, i want to feel okay again, i was starting to feel okay again, so why are the tears back

[@LilaCerullos]

I miss her, she always hated me and i miss her like a fucking dog.

[@KlairePopovich]

OMG THIS IS THIS THE MOST PERFECT PLAYLIST

[@Sasuke_001]

i agree with u

[@atsushiboyyy2939]

I've had feelings for my best friend for around three years now. He rejected me two years ago but we stayed friends and I honestly wanted to move on. A year ago he broke up with his then-girlfriend and started being more touchy with me. He hugged me sometimes during naps, let me sit on his lap while he hugged me from behind, held my hand out in public, put his head on my lap, caressed my leg when we sat next to each other. I didn't know where I stand with him. I didn't know if he liked me and for a while I didn't mind. While I have feelings for him I don't really want a relationship. Still, I like him more than I've ever liked anyone else. Maybe it was because he gave me the attention I needed at the wrong time, touched me when I craved it so much. I wanted to be loved so much and he made me delude myself into believing that he might. And now, after a whole year of affectionate touches and treating me like he might like me back, it kind of stopped. He seems annoyed by me sometimes, doesn't touch me as much unless I initiate it and I found out he has made a profile on a dating app recently. I didn't want a relationship, I knew both of us couldn't really work. But I still feel so upset about it. A whole years of whatever that was and suddenly he stops and leaves me with nothing but my unwanted feelings. A part of me hates him for it but I mostly feel hurt and upset. I made the decision to move on. Like truly move on. I don't want to feel like this anymore even if it damages our friendship.

[@ninfadelcarmengomezporter2977]

read this make my cry so much, im sorry for you 💔

[@Sasuke_001]

get a boyfriend and Surprise him it will work :)

[@MariannaHernandez-y6z]

There’s this guy, let’s name Jake for the purpose of the story for what I’m about to share, that I developed a huge crush on after a couple of times we hooked up. That’s all it was between us at first, just a hookup; no strings attached. But for whatever reason, his dorky personality is what doomed me to fall for him. I stalk him on instagram and found out some things about him such as being a saxophonist, a toy photographer, and a huge fan of splatoon! That made me fall for him harder. Not only was he such a flirt and a tease, but a nerd too at that. My type are nerds btw. But it makes me so sad and irritated bc I know he only wanted to keep things casual. We both agreed on that at first. But damn, is he such a cutie

[@fishnote6366]

washing machine heart will always have a special place in my heart

[@dan9147]

knew someone met them by chance, really lovable and sweet person told me anything and everything i needed to hear and wanted to hear made me felt so alive, so happy, and they were my light. really.... then it all came down, it was a lie, they had a boyfriend the entire time and I hadn't know a thing... they left me in a heartbeat when he came back half a year later she comes back, and i keep my distance, but i fall, so slowly but absolutely into their sweet love. The day they told me to tell them I loved them, was the exact day before they so readily went back to the boyfriend who found out about it. infront of me. I was there comforting her the entire time while she cried, all the while she was emailing how she loved him so dearly, infront of me. Haha.

[@Bojackhorsemansdaughter]

Just in time lmao 💀

[@eviltteoki]

story time

[@agent3swife]

hope youre alright

[@Hooligan1970]

when i was 11 i met a girl, we'll call her Lisa, and we became fast friends. well she's one of those judgemental bitches and started picking on me and telling me she was the only reason i had other friends. keep in mind i considered her to be my best friend at the time because of this. Well, we get to ages 16 (me) and 18 (Lisa) and i finally had enough, blcoked her, and cried for a couple of weeks because when i told her how i felt she started calling me names. Fast forward to a year later, i reach out to try and smooth things over and be the better person, explain why i blocked her and how she made me feel for all those years. What does she do? calls me the bully, tells me i'm why she almost unalived herself even though i talked her down from the metaphorical ledge and was always there for her when she was sad or angry or hurt. but the one time i said i was depressed and wanted to unalive myself she disregarded me and told her boyfriend of the time to threaten to r@p3 me and then laughed when i told her about it. long story short, i'm now happily without her in my life with a supportive boyfriend i plan on marrying and a handful of real friends completely unrelated to her.

[@omii7832]

I'm the type to fall inlove with someone, didn't tell them, and would get hurt when they date someone...dumb af

[@I.L.N.R]

this is amazing

[@Bonelesssssss]

the square video screams old youtube, I had to doublecheck the date XD

[@Julesss._.]

I fucking hate that she knows I love her, and she still treats me like I deserve less than nothing. She treats me like I'm some ugly creature, like I don't deserve her touch, or compliments. She says I'm stupid and she would rather kill herself, than kiss me. I fucking hate that she is my best friend and she knows, I love her..

[@kiraalbesc]

I don't know if this is betrayal or manipulation, but as a young teen, I struggled for friends, I moved constantly because I could never fit in. I did have one friend, I fell too quickly for her, I was happy to have a friend, she constantly mocked me in front of groups, then she'd go to hit me and punch me. I believed it was all normal, she did this for months, constantly mocking while beating me up, teachers never picked up on what was going on, students found it amusing. I told my adult cousin about as he noticed, I had a busted lip, he was concerned and explained this isn't what friends should do. When I came back to school, I became hesitant but I had no one else, she tried to choke me this time. I claimed I needed to go to the toilet and I fled to my home group teacher. She got suspended for two days instead of the whole week because she did crocodile tears and stated "she never said anything so I didn't know I was hurting her". She's out of my life, she moved into the city

[@kiersanchez9638]

I have a friend lets call her Heather as a nickname, me and heather has been friends for a few months and later became best friends/close friends, we would always call everyday and we used to talk to each other everyday, she even added me on discord servers and i would join but later we would argue all the time because she keeps taking screenshots of my face without my permission and she would send them to me and laugh at me for looking weird and ugly even though i didnt see anything wrong with it until i started becoming insecure of the way i looked, I told her to stop taking screenshots of me and she promised that she wouldnt send it to anyone, but sooner or later i find out she would send it to her boyfriend and they'd mke fun of me and she even sent it to the server once and i confronted her and screamed at her telling her all of her mistakes and reasons why she's a bad friend and a evil person who'd stoop so low, she'd send stolen ugly pics of me and send them to random people but she doesnt even show her face, atleast i still had the confidence to show my natural self unlike her who hides herself in the other side of the screen just hating on the way people looks, she photoshops her pictures and its obvious, she'd wear makeup whenever i tell her im adding her to a gc full of new friends i met and she'd turn their backs at me and the worst thing she has ever done is blame me for everything even after i was always a good friend to her and i was always there when she felt sad and whenever she cried abt her ex or family problem, I was the one who fixed her relationship when it was falling apart and all i get in return is a solid betrayal

[@suibian28]

the perfect playlist.

[@remix_hades6951]

Nice taste in music, and it vibes

[@TheBloodyGreenMistress]

Alone...

[@pancakesdeavena7095]

My girl best friend was dating to my boy best friend, lets put them Julia and Simon, but when I told her about other guy that I liked she started trying to hit on that guy when she was already the girlfriend of Simon, eventually I got fed up and for months I treated her terribly and took avenge by slowly letting her alone making all of our friends(that were the only ones she had because I was the one that introduced them to her) stop talking to her, I was so angry I even stopped talking to her and Simon even though Simon did nothing.

[@tofu81]

If i was really a real guy everything would be easier and she would notice me

[@RIRI-bd7iy]

When you already had enough pain, you'll become numb. No one will stay. No one cares.

[@ninfadelcarmengomezporter2977]

Hi, the playlist is so beatiful, i got a question, what portrait you used for the video??

[@Capricorn_wya]

im so tired.

[@Lavendercorn24]

**Chuuya saved this playlist**

[@FemaleSoukoku__]

I do not know if I should laugh or cry 🤔

[@Lavendercorn24]

@@FemaleSoukoku__ I want you to cry 😋😈 CRY!(I love your videos btw)

[@Xkittzt]

17.05 its time to ask my friend.

[@MakeYoureDayBetter]

why not me🥺

[@trafalgarlaura]

Please where did you get the pic from? I cannot find it and it's so adorable°~°

[@the.real.alex.kralie]

my ex sa’d me 5 months after i got sa’d for the first time. they knew.

[@olivermcgarrity7124]

damn

[@karolynavazquez2553]

He said he wasn't looking for a relationship but still said that he loved me. Meets another girl, hides it for months. He says that it wasn't serious, just sex, "I only love you," he says. The other woman leaves him, and he tells me he wants to get her back... "I don't want to ruin our friendship with a relationship," he tells me. But still ask for casual sexting. I tell him I'm meeting other guys, and he gets mad at me. But he wants me to be okay with him trying to fix his situationship with that other girl. I tell him everything is fine, let him do whatever he wants. I stopped caring, I'm just waiting for him to just forget about me.

[@Infinite_Mortis]

What is that thumbnail art? It looks familiar

[@samwinchesterscurse]

I believe it's based of of biblical lucifer before/during the fall

[@aicMadSeason]

Found but can’t have my twin flame.

[@sh0Nah]

Ah yes.Starting whit mitski.What is going on whit my life? My eyes can't cry anymore.I feel nothing.Im looking at myself.And I'm asking.What i become?

[@lonely_july1]

{THE CONSTELLATION SECRETIVE PLOTTER ADDED THIS TO HIS PLAYLIST}

[@AOT_suicidalmaniac]

i got the reference! omniscient reader!

[@unkolawdio]

Who is me?....oh,I forgot,,,I'll never know

[@dishsoapqz]

LOL LMFOAOO its giving "..heh..it was my fault."

[@volkov5822]

Where's the photo from? It's haunting (/pos).

[@PoseidonLobb]

so i have a friend that like's me and she told her friend and that friend told me so i just ignored it but rumors started going around and my friend got angry at her friend at telling the secret so i started dating my friend were happy together but one thing i forgot that i beat up my now Gf's ex-friend

[@huynguyenkhang5131]

Picture?

[@helloworld-sl2lw]

Wow

[@Pearlziiez]

my ex girlfriend left me because she said i deserve someone better then her and saying that she want her life to be by her on...after i knew the truth..she secretly got into relationship with her new friend that she told she wont fallen in love with....she told me to kill myself n cut myself after that.(i'm a girl.)

[@raijin4722]

1:30

[@mr.caythue]

link picture ? pls

[@alishuuwu]

🖤

[@RenyaRem]

💖💖

[@raijin4722]

10:10

[@MoriMushrooms]

Had a crush on my abusive manipulative best friend, and they leveraged the fact they were suicidal constantly and then viciously bullied me to the point of self-harm at fucking twelve/thirteen till the day I moved states 🥲👍 Turns out im AroAce and just had a hard time differentiating between platonic best friend feelings and crushes...

[@jessesucks-xc8yn]

rad

[@raijin4722]

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