Why This American Muslim Converted to Christianity Then Came Back to Islam

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@Yahyamourad_ 2 ай бұрын

Left Islam for 13 years, explored Atheism, Agnostism, Spirituality, Science, Psychedelics, Modern Healing, Dharma and Zen, Shamanism and Plant Medicine, then after Ayahuasca and Mushrooms ceremonies, Hamdulillah something happened and my journey to Islam deepened and took the Shahadah again in Ramadan 2023!

@JoBlogz 2 ай бұрын

what happened?

@Yahyamourad_ 2 ай бұрын

@JoBlogz During the deprograming and the re-teachings of the Ayahuasca, many strange and extraordinary shifts started to happen in reality. Signs all around, Heightened awareness, and revelations. As I entered in mushroom ceremonies with certain friends who also did the Ayahuasca ceremony, we were able to be invoked in that Ayahuasca realm, a certain resonance that we can duplicate through collective sounds to create and hold that space to receive more learnings. Suddenly the spirit of Ayahuasca tells me a correction needs to happen because something slipped in that ceremony and that's why there was a ln audio recording, to revisit and re-watch if any distortion happened, then it told me, we pick the purest vessel to work through, someone without a personal agenda, and it chose me. Gave me instructions for the next ceremony to happen in Lebanon, and that I am to work distantly. There was something clear to me at that time, the existence of spirits and a creator, so I did a private ceremony alone with the intention of knowing who God is and how to get close to him. I hold my shamanic drum and let my breath guide and invoke, suddenly I begin to utter deep mangolian throat singing saying Si Ta Na Ho, which felt like it was saying Satan I am Here, and it was so powerful, the sounds, the way the space intensified. And then the spirit left my body, and I invoked it again just to be sure. Same thing happened, and it remained and told me in a goaty voice "you've grown" and started to walk on my four towards the chimney fire, here immediately something within said I seek refuge in Allah from Satan! Later that night when it wore off, I went to shower and let the Qur’an Surat Bakara play in the ceremony room. Needed something with no music, just sound. The next week, I recalled a Sufi friend who was in that Ayahuasca ceremony and told him to suggest me some sufi books. Meanwhile I was also finishing a book titled "The way of the shaman" which was saying that i wasn't possessed but just like we want to experience spiritual realm, spiritual realm wants to experience material realm. So that goaty movements and voice was a goat spirit wanting to give me knowledge and powers and to allow it to act as it wants. So between making sure what that is, I explored more in ceremonies and weird things happened, straws showed up for me to chew on it like a goat and basically I felt I was Transforming into a goat possessing me. One day, I took a shower, had a candle turned on,windows closed, door closed. Decided to see what happens if I utter that Si Ta Na Ho, and as I did, immediately the candle turns off. I knew it was satanic at that moment and not animal spirit exchange. Began to read the Qur’an for months l, putting all my past experiences and knowledge against whatever the Qur’an was to present, and it didnt contradict, only enhances, filtered, and offered powerful foundations to purify more and protect that heart more. The second Ayahuasca was to happen a month after I entered Islam, telepathy happened, even some of the friends attendants said they saw me there in spirit throwing the alter, someone had also bitten a friend who came to my house after two days to show me the bite on his back and it had a mark that was clearly "allah" in Arabic. The shaman wife when stared at my spirit said loudly Diablo, while the shaman man recognized the divinity and simply bowed. It was insanely transformative that experience and I understood later that the spirit of Ayahuasca despite its sacred teachings and healing, it tries to play God. I knew that when I felt myself saying immediately لا شريك له, meaning Allah have no companions or an equal to him. This is a long stort made very short of only a fractal of these 13 years.

@rahilyas254 2 ай бұрын

MashaAllah ❤

@me78723 2 ай бұрын

In Sha Allah , you stay on the deen.

@alaa-eldin_hamdan 2 ай бұрын

Masha’Allah brother

@aaliyahastur541 2 ай бұрын

I left Islam became atheist one year and then came back to Islam alhamdulillahi.

@AwraqAlmohajer 2 ай бұрын

You could have stayed in your atheism. A man who changes twice his religion and principles can never be trusted.

@TheAnsariPodcast 2 ай бұрын

@@AwraqAlmohajer i disagree. It shows her sincerity in seeking the truth even if it is against her own self. Both decisions were made in pursuit of truth. What’s my evidence? Allah guided her.

@AwraqAlmohajer 2 ай бұрын

@TheAnsariPodcast I am not a Shaykh nor have I any business in KZbin, and I will never trust any man who changes his religion twice, TWO TIMES.

@FaizaNoreen-k9l 2 ай бұрын

Me too I became atheist evolutionist then learn philosophy

@FaizaNoreen-k9l 2 ай бұрын

Me too I became atheist evolutionist then learn philosophy become true Muslim just love my maker

@candicecole19 2 ай бұрын

Dua of Prophet Adam (as) 🤍 Quran 7:23 “Our Lord, we have wronged ourselves, and if You do not forgive us and have mercy upon us, we will surely be among the losers.”

@Ingrid-wf4cl 2 ай бұрын

Why God has to forgive when they wronged themselves ?

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

Accept Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and saviour before its too late. Salvation of souls is found only in the Lord Jesus Christ and not in any other gods. The problem comes after life. Imagine finding out Jesus Christ is the Lord and you had rejected when you were alive and there is no more chance to accept and hell is waiting to swallow you

@jussfati 2 ай бұрын

This was a compelling listen. Thanks for sharing your story and May Allah continue to guide us all, Ameen!

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@Texas_Love 2 ай бұрын

Thank you to all three gentlemen in the video, this was informative and beneficial

@jamalmohamed7773 2 ай бұрын

During 9/11, Islam made me stronger. I didn’t care what other nationalities thought of my family and I. Having faith in Allah cures everything!!!!

@supersleepymedic Ай бұрын

Absolutely

@noorsaadeh 2 ай бұрын

His coach calling him 'terorist boy'! Insha Allah he could lose his job today.

@twofain5719 2 ай бұрын

That was long ago who knows where that person is, but as Muslims we should not stoop low to do what they do to us. Just make dua that Allah may guide the coach and who knows maybe he has been guided and you are potentially wishing worst for a Muslim brother. Islam did not come to curse the people to damnation it came to save them. The Prophet had been ridiculed for calling his people towards the truth and they harmed him in many ways, and Allah emphasised the prophets insistance on saving his people: "But [Prophet] are you going to worry yourself to death over them if they do not believe in this message?" (Quran 18:6).

@DivineLove247 Ай бұрын

How can any sane Muslim who understands what being a God is,.. Accept a Human as a GOD?

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@justj8565 Ай бұрын

@tl3482 - imagine believing that Jesus is the lord and finding out that he is not. He is a human being and God sent him as a Prophet to teach you about God, recognise that he created you and every single thing in this world and to submit to him and only worship him alone!

@_zaaphiel Ай бұрын

@@tl3482 Christianity is glorified Hinduism 😂

@MohaKaarshe 2 ай бұрын

Alhamdulillahi !!

@AnwarKarimi-tc1xg Ай бұрын

We need more video's bro. Keep them coming!

@deeptruthss 2 ай бұрын

may Allah guide the coach and all the teachers of our kids who have hatred or misconceptions of Islam.

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@Geber.2424 Ай бұрын

I hate when people say that just because you are born muslim you will stay muslim all your life like if paradise was a lottery when in truth , Allah is the most just and every one will be tried according to their level of faith. I myself was close to leaving islam when i was in high school cause I couldnt understand some things that Allah made haram but i always believed in Allah

@Remy-t9m 2 ай бұрын

I get these ex-Muslims becoming atheists because they want to worship their shaitan desires. But how do they jump into believing the trinity and the Bible.

@yasminea7149 Ай бұрын

Bc the ppl leaving Islam don't actually know much about Islam. They think Islam is all about rules and deprivations while Christianity is all about love and kindness and you can do whatever you want and still go to heaven. That is how Christianity is marketed.

@squreshi8413 Ай бұрын

@@yasminea7149very very very true. It’s super hard for a Muslim raised in small town America. Because there are good people who follow rules who are Christian too. And if you are fed, anti-Muslim propaganda, you start to believe that they have something that we don’t have. If you spend your whole life being the weirdo, a lot of people get tired of it, and will want to convert to something just to be accepted by all the people

@نشاطسلطانانصاری Ай бұрын

They don't believe in anything... They follow and worship their desires as there are no restrictions in Christianity.

@AnnGarcia-z8c Ай бұрын

For me, it was because of divorce and trauma. When a soul suffers sometimes it can stray and a perspective can be skewed or distorted. I accepted Christianity because of the suffering and sacrifice of Christ. What I struggled with was the Trinity. There is only one God Allah, and Muhammad is his messenger. I returned and now can start to heal.

@Remy-t9m Ай бұрын

@@AnnGarcia-z8c Alhamdullilah

@knobl3506 2 ай бұрын

2:52 I relate to the bullying that’s how I copped laughed it off or played into it.

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@MJ-dh6zx Ай бұрын

Gotta tap into your pashtun blood and put people in their place, not exceeding the limits of course

@bancapatola1292 2 ай бұрын

For people who don't know Islam, you need to know that Islam is a religion for all humans because the Prophet Muhammad Shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam was a prophet sent to all humans (see the Holy Qur'an Surah 7 Al A'raf verse 158) . Allah has announced the arrival of the Prophet Muhammad shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam to all the prophets and messengers that Allah sent. And Allah has taken the testimony of the Prophets and apostles to support and help the messenger who came to confirm what Allah had revealed to them (see the Holy Qur'an Surah 3 Ali Imran verses 81-86). Prophet Muhammad shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam has been reported to Prophet Musa alaihi salam in the Torah and Prophet Isa bin Maryam alaihi wa sallam in the Gospel (See the Holy Qur'an Surah 7 Al A'raf verses 155-157). Prophet Muhammad Shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam was sent as a mercy to all nature (see the Holy Qur'an Surah 21 Anbiya verse 107). The Qur'an is a light for all mankind (see the Holy Qur'an Surah 3 Ali 'Imran verse 138).

@cocoalfaridah5831 Ай бұрын

Islam is a religion of Arab only

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@bancapatola1292 Ай бұрын

@@tl3482 You need to look at and review your Bible. Your understanding is contrary to the message brought by the Prophet Isa (in Greek: Ιησούς read: Iisoús; in English: Jesus) 'alaihi sallam. Jesus declared himself as a messenger of God, not as God or as God who came to the world to atone for the sins of his people. During his lifetime, the Prophet Isa 'alaihi Sallam (Jesus) announced that the Prophet Muhammad shollallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam would come after he left. So belief in Allah during the time of Prophet Isa 'alaihi Sallam (Jesus) was to have faith in Allah and believe in Prophet Isa 'alaihi Sallam (Jesus) as Allah's apostle and believe in the coming of Prophet Muhammad sallallaahu 'alaihi wa sallam. With the sending of the Prophet Muhammad Shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam, then salvation in life in this world and in the afterlife is belief in Allah, belief in the Prophet Muhammad Shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam as the Prophet and messenger of Allah, and belief that the Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam is the prophet and messenger of Allah.

@bancapatola1292 Ай бұрын

@@tl3482 In order to clarify the meaning of the path of salvation, it is better to look back at the history of Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam and the teachings brought by Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam: First: The word Isa from the name of Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam in Greek is written as Ιησούς read Iisoús from Greek is included in the English dialect as Jesus. Second, at the time of Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam as a baby, he had spoken to the Jews when his mother Mrs. Maryam was asked how her mother could have a child without being married that he was a prophet and messenger of Allah, who was taught about books and wisdom. Third, Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam taught the Jews that the highest law is to believe in Allah as the only God. and he declared himself as a prophet and messenger of Allah, and a prophet will come who is the spirit of truth, who will come after he left whose name is Ahmad or Muhammad. The miracles he performed, such as raising the dead, healing the paralyzed, lepers and blind, were done by Allah's permission, not because of his own abilities. So the way to salvation in the era of the Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam (Jesus) was by believing in Allah and the teachings brought by Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam and believing in Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam as the Prophet and messenger of Allah and the teachings he brought. So among the teachings of the Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam is to make Allah the only God, or that there is no other God besides Allah, and that he (Jesus) is the Prophet and apostle of Allah (not Allah), and a prophet will come after he is gone. Therefore, the way to salvation during the lifetime of Prophet Isa 'alaihi sallam (before the coming of Prophet Muhammad Shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam) was to believe in the teachings of Prophet Isa 'alaihi wa sallam which were still pure and believe in the coming of Prophet Muhammad Shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam. After the arrival of Prophet Muhammad Shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam, the path to salvation was to believe in Allah and believe in Prophet Muhammad Shollallahu 'alaihi wa sallam as the Prophet and Messenger of Allah.

@RequiescatInPace 16 күн бұрын

This is why Parents' being knowledgeable of their religion is so important. You can absolutely derail your kids lives.

@axch2983 Ай бұрын

the only way to be truly genuine, is to become truly Muslim.

@LangitIbarraII 2 ай бұрын

We never felt in southeast asia the pain and challenges the Western Muslims went through. Ya Allah punish the people who made life difficult for the Ummah all over the world 🤲😭

@cocoalfaridah5831 Ай бұрын

Allah is powerless!

@mohdhafiz9955 Ай бұрын

@@cocoalfaridah5831if your are a Christian, remember that your god died on the cross by the romans

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@cocoalfaridah5831 Ай бұрын

@ every one go where he belongs

@SD-hr2dm 29 күн бұрын

@@tl3482 God is the only savior. Jesus can't help you or anyone for that matter to enter heaven. Jesus was creation. Stope the ignorance, you're hurting him with your words.

@mairamyousra1048 2 ай бұрын

Alhamdllh mon frère Allah t'a choisir alors remercie Lee car t'a eux la chance dû monde

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@Davkal-h5n 2 ай бұрын

Alhamdulilah, another form of Dawah from Xx Muslims. This is going to hurt Christians big time. Every time they think it’s ok something happens and they are more hurt

@cocoalfaridah5831 Ай бұрын

😅😅😅 we don’t care a bit! Every one , go where he belong ! That is what you don’t know about the god of the Bible you’re free to accept it or rejecting your free to be hostile. Or go away. It is all in the Bible. !! Everybody go away belong

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@OttomanWarriorWoman 2 ай бұрын

No I'm sorry, you need to stop trying to garner sympathy and say people were afraid to outwardly Islamic. My generation grew up in the racist 80s in England where everyday after Mosque the racusts would set their dogs on us. It made us stronger Muslims and proud to be Muslim.

@youcantsitwithme1152 2 ай бұрын

The US, especially culture in Texas is very different don’t talk about things you don’t know especially since you guys were lucky to have a tight knit community

@oumibnaan26sh87 2 ай бұрын

In the USA and especially in Texas you can drive for 3 hours and not a single mosque or muslim in sight.

@yassir2824 2 ай бұрын

@@youcantsitwithme1152I grew up in Colorado with no Muslims for 20 miles. I grew up with the terrorist insults and anything else you can imagine. I didn't whine and leave Islam because of it

@youcantsitwithme1152 2 ай бұрын

@@yassir2824I never said said leaving Islam was justified but I do think it’s not fair to compare experiences within the UK Muslim community to what some Muslim Americans go through, especially since it seems like this guy was completely ignorant of what Islam was while he was growing up

@axch2983 Ай бұрын

@@yassir2824 your experience is unique to you. this person's experience might make him a better Muslim. thank Allah for the good in you, pray to remove the bad, in you and others. i thank Allah for my experience, but no one can relate to it so plz dont judge me. my faith just grew stronger thanks to those trials despite the useless wandering or due to it. only Allah knows.

@user-io4jg8x 2 ай бұрын

🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸💔 Free Palestine I am from Palestine, Gaza City. My entire family was martyred because of the war. I ask you to participate in the channel, which is my only source of livelihood for me and my children.🤲 May God reward you with all the best ❤❤😢😢😢

@user-wv7rh9bl5i Ай бұрын

What’s the name of the guy?

@jehdmahdi5959 6 күн бұрын

This guy got a strong message for the sufis blind following muslims..your ignorance doesnt represent True islamic teachings!

@shioabhussain899 2 ай бұрын

Don't belittle the Hair mubarek to the Prophet pbuh. Hazrat Khalid Bin Waleed had in his turban in battles

@Jmanblack22 2 ай бұрын

Bro, this is borderline shirk.

@sasasaa12234 2 ай бұрын

Fax

@sasasaa12234 2 ай бұрын

@@Jmanblack22honouring the prophets possessions isn’t shirk r u okay ?

@reflect7868 2 ай бұрын

Everything is shirk??? Learn to respect the Prophet pbuh. Showing love and respect is not shirk!! The companions showed the Prophet so much love and respect. They would not even let the droplets of water from his wudu fall on the floor!! And they are held in the highest esteem. No-one is worshipping the hair, they are respecting and showing love for the Prophet p.b.u.h. Learn to show respect!! 'shirk-police' disgusting, empty ppl.

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@laylawebb6655 Ай бұрын

Where's Roots?

@Adam001-fp8es 2 ай бұрын

Bro did you disable the like on your channel or is youtube?

@lonelytraveler541 2 ай бұрын

The like is working on my side

@Adam001-fp8es 2 ай бұрын

@lonelytraveler541 Does the number of likes appear?

@NotSoBryt 2 ай бұрын

@@Adam001-fp8es no

@AT-yj8gl 2 ай бұрын

yeah he's afraid

@revertedrf978 2 ай бұрын

@@AT-yj8gl it's not important brother

@LADHA-z1l 2 ай бұрын

Look how nicely they are drinking fruit juice. That's a living example.That's the way it is.

@AT-yj8gl 2 ай бұрын

what if it's sharab

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@alaa-eldin_hamdan 2 ай бұрын

I don’t understand why would any Muslim go to Texas if they have a choice?

@deedeee6271 2 ай бұрын

We have a great community in Dallas area, mashaAllah. You should visit.

@ericpowell4350 Ай бұрын

have you been to Texan to say something so ridiculous?

@alaa-eldin_hamdan Ай бұрын

⁠@@ericpowell4350yes, I’ve been to Amarillo only and thank goodness I didn’t go anywhere else in the state.

@squreshi8413 Ай бұрын

Now there are stronger more open, Muslim communities in the big cities of Texas that anywhere in the whole country. Never judge what you don’t know.

@ericpowell4350 Ай бұрын

@@alaa-eldin_hamdan Amarillo is the armpit of Texas. Saying that makes you look really ignorant. There are vibrant Muslim communities in all the major cities.

@zone7permaculture587 2 ай бұрын

Free Palestine 🇵🇸

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

If Palestine accept the Lord Jesus Christ as their Lord and saviour they will be liberated and raised by God

@Jay-s8x7f Ай бұрын

Is Jesus the son of God ? Which the God is Allah Akhbar ?

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@justj8565 Ай бұрын

Jesus is a Prophet sent by God (Allah in Arabic). Came to tell people about Allah's existence and to submit to his will and worship him alone. Just like all the other Prophets sent before him. He is not a Lord and should not pray to him nor worship him!

@Jay-s8x7f Ай бұрын

@@justj8565 hi. So who are you supposed to worship !

@Biker-y3t 2 ай бұрын

Cultural Muslims

@reflect7868 2 ай бұрын

@no1ba577 2 ай бұрын

You do know that anyone who claims to have the hair of the prophet is 100% lying, and number 2 did the sahbi do this "hair respect thing you claim after he died saw" no, so that is innovation at best and shirk at the worst

@cocoalfaridah5831 Ай бұрын

@@no1ba577 Shahadah is shirk

@pinoyako2295 Ай бұрын

True Islam is Iran, Qur'an 9:111!

@tl3482 Ай бұрын

@demonicavenger6987 15 күн бұрын

Sure, sure, Paulian

@ireneuszkida8831 2 ай бұрын

By acknowledging Jesus as a prophet but denying his divinity, Islam created a middle-ground that felt safe and reasonable to many people. It was the perfect deception, close enough to truth to be believable, but far enough to prevent salvation. […] Islam borrows from Judaism and Christianity [...]. Satan isn't creative, he just distorts existing truth. The requirements for ritual washing, the dietary laws, the modified versions of biblical stories, all were designed to make Islam seem familiar enough to convert Jews and Christians, while leading them away from true salvation. Source: „I died and saw the punishment. This is what happened to muslims”; kzbin.info/www/bejne/hXfapYahq5pgjqs

@Mae-px1fl 2 ай бұрын

Just go and THINK. Use the brain you were given. Three in one makes NO SENSE!! Also look at how the Quran was revealed. Think, think, think…

@Pomegranate_David 2 ай бұрын

Irene please actually read the Quran and then get back to us. Muslims are monotheists because that is the eternal truth and attributing partners to God is the unforgivable sin that leads to Hell guaranteed. Satan is actually working to get humans to commit this sin all the time. It comes in many forms too and not just the obvious one of Christ being God in human flesh and also His son. That really makes no sense to any person. Paul created the fake Christian religion and God will punish him very harshly on Judgement Day.

@cocoalfaridah5831 Ай бұрын

@@Mae-px1fl Mohammed is not a prophet he cannot be

@najahfits9619 Ай бұрын

The KZbin clip is a lie.

@ireneuszkida8831 Ай бұрын

@@najahfits9619 The clip needs to be looked at with a distance, but the quotation I provided fron it is to the point. Muslims have been deprived of salvation, which is only through Jesus Christ. There is no other way. You will see that in the yaum ul-qiyamati. You have no excuse now, because you have heard of it.