Will we get them in?

Preparations begin for lambing 2024...
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[@nigellong3275]

I still get waves. I’m 78 and lost my mum 36 years ago and my dad 42 years ago. You always have them in your heart.

[@danjdclark]

I can only say what's been said. You are an extraordinary strong young woman. I always think that there is an amount of grief that has to come out of a person. If you don't let it out in dribs and drabs it will all come out in one go (messy). If talking to us helps you, then it's the right thing for you. I'm 54 year old hairy arsed big bloke. Who cries when a song comes on that my grandad used to sing. Bless him he's been gone 23 years and I miss him every day. I love the sound of everyone munching. 🐑

[@tonyblakemore8250]

Never ever apologise for being upset and struggling, we love you for who you are and if you didn’t care so much it wouldn’t hurt so much. Sending you all our thoughts. ❤

[@kevinlance1813]

Cheers mate well said

[@fionacoburn5007]

Love your account & how you keep it real. As you say, do it for mum. Cant wait to watch lambing. Sending hugs & strength.🐑🐏❤❤.xxx

[@davegavin7914]

Your mum is with you constantly your part of her and your dad don’t ever apologise for caring and hurting , your heart is aching your work helps and your in our prayers 🙏🏻🥰🇬🇧

[@shanecroke7682]

Great video as always don't ever apologise for what your going through or feeling. We all understand. Your mum was very organised. Great sun set. Can't wait to see your lambing set up in the next few weeks. Chin up even tho it's so hard

[@chasthechippie]

You are a brave girl....keep going and that was a lovely smile at the end...

[@andrewellison1203]

Love you video never give up what you are doing love you are absolutely a credit ❤to the family industry

[@majoreyeswater60]

Good to see u back,and please don’t apologise for the emotions your going through,we wouldn’t expect anything else,looking forward to seeing the new lambs being born

[@robertsndral7376]

You are lucky that you are missing your mother so hard , it just shows that your mother was a fantastic person for you and and the people around . And you love her with all of your hart ❤ Sorry for you all !! From Norway 🐑🐂🇳🇴

[@philiplaycock8944]

I know how you feel Nicola and there is absolutely no need to apologise regarding your feelings. You are an open honest and caring person, showing your emotions which are seesawing is testament to your upbringing by your parents! Your mum is looking down on you and beaming with pride that she brought up a lovely daughter. Keep opening up with your emotions knowing your mum is close by - Oh and keep smiling- !! Take care and keep walking and talking. Listening to you is humbling and inspiring!😊

[@mefrfiter]

You don't have to apologize for grieving. It takes time, different for everyone. Unlike others a farmer can't take time off to from the job and has to push through for the animals.

[@aidanelliott6228]

You have nothing to apologize for I was 17 when I lost my dad I’m now 57 and remember exactly what you are going through. We farmed the farm together.dad died suddenly.I was left to get on with it Aidan Donegal Ireland 👍

[@johnmeade4999]

U are doing great i only started watching ur channel around when ur mam passed. Its a big blow when u loose ur parent mine died 10 and 4 yrs ago

[@nicolaoconnell3237]

Hey beautiful please don’t apologise for being emotional and being human. I know what loss feels like and so I get it. Keep being you and if you need to cry scream shout then do it because that’s healthy for you to do so instead of holding it all in.

[@stanfishwick2008]

Nicolas you will have emotions, do not apologise, be strong like your mam was, MaM will always be with you, the pain always be with you, your Mam wouldn't like you to feel the pain you are now, God be with you and your family x

[@markphilpott9531]

Hi Nicola from cork Ireland love the channel I really feel for you in this difficult time I lost them both years ago you seen like an amazing woman and really strong only advice kick scream roar cry but just remember what she would want for ye all great things Il say a prayer for ye all tonight take care 👍

[@philiplaycock8944]

Thoroughly enjoyed the video and understanding your challenges and logistics!😊

[@finbarreburn5112]

Having lost my older brother (62yrs) to cancer last year (March '23) I feel your pain 😢

[@perkirkegaardlemming720]

It is affecting to see and understand you suffer so much over your mother, for you so unexpectedly passed away. I think of your incredible bond of love. I've seen her jump and do things with her arms, probably it was her way of showing you, that she loved you and wanted you to remember her as a bubbly loving mother. Maybe she knew what was coming. Her passing and your missing. Everything you have learned from her and her as a conductor of the orchestra, so that you remember her with joy and inspiration. You mention her as organized. Perhaps the facts were to guide you in the direction of recording and organizing your sheep farming, her way, until you find your own way. It is fantastic to see your videos and especially about your relationship and love. Believe me, it is not a matter of course between parents and children. You have gold in your videos and in that mind. Consider her facts an encouragement. Here I am, we are having fun, I see you and I love you. Hugs to you, wishing you strength and vitality to cope with your strengths and abilities, inspired by the facts

[@stephenross1581]

Love watching you guys, such hard working genuine people, keep your chin up, time is a great healer ❤️❤️

[@casto-]

Hi, just found your channel while have breakfast 😆. We’ve spent most of winter with flooded fields and it’s definitely getting boring now! Sorry to hear about your mum😔 looks like I’ve some catching up to do with past vids. Have a good one😊

[@declanconway2903]

Great video again bad storms in Ireland too but we didn’t lose power. Just take one day at a time and remember the good times

[@thomasmccarthy3665]

U have my condolences reaĺly sorry for such a loss also have a lot on young shoulders hope it gets better best wishes

[@michaelosullivan7916]

Dont apologise for expressing your grieve, its so soon.I after your loss.you have so much courage to come on here and tell the whole world about your dear Mom

[@davidgilliland2658]

You're a great girl 👧 Nickola.Dont be sorry for anything. You miss your Ma but she is watching over everyone. Keep going for your Ma. Hope to see the lambing time soon. XXXXXXXXX

[@antonyfarming]

Good vid 👍 i lost my mum in 2010 and there's still things that i think she would have be doing make's me sad it's very early days for you and its hard get Davey to give you a big hug from me 🤗glad the storm didn't get you Take care stay safe 🙏

[@aidanelliott6228]

It’s very important you talk 👍👍👍

[@briandolan8584]

I really am so sorry for your loss but i guess keeping busy helps some but i think every day has it's reminders so must be hard at times

[@AlanChalmers-lc2un]

Keep your chin up,it will get better. The videos are great never lose your passion it’s who you are.

[@davidgilliland2658]

You have a great shed for your sheep.

[@user-kp8yv4gf9w]

No need to say sorry. And be careful! Says someone whos forever hurting himself! Hopefully the weather will be kinder to us for a while

[@andrewwebb2691]

Can understand gettin upset hun i still think about my mum

[@tomotoole7241]

Lucky you didn't break your leg you would be in right state with sheep lambing had similar experience lately rubbed Vicks Vapour rub on it right in 2 days * Great sheep hips on them like Belgium blues

[@NanaPea]

Nicola, your mom saw you get engaged, you are still hurting and I pray peace of Jesus to envelop Dave and you

[@williamwright8286]

Much ❤

[@vitaliykramarenko8131]

👍💪🙏

[@tanveermayo4075]

Nice video ❤ I am Pakistan

[@lady_w_joanna]

Absolutely no need to apologise. It's a very tough time for you, your family & friends

[@user-id1by7kb9d]

Love you

[@davidgilliland2658]

I didn't like to ask but i take it your Ma passed Suddenly. It leaves it harder xx

[@aidanelliott6228]

👍👍👍👍👍👍🐑🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@kathygahan6892]

[@jonathans1955]

I went to stay and work for 8 years on my cousin's farm when his dad died suddenly, leaving him to run a 250 acre arable farm and 110 sow breeding unit. He was only 21. 😢 It's good to see those sheep in, and it's good to see you smile. 🥲❤