Wish that you were here - [JIKOOK Angst AU]

[@gcf_tokyo]

※Ok guys, my ineloquent ass tried her best to put into words what I wanted to express with this video, hope you can cringe yourself through it if you want to know what it's about: ~ sad music on ~ Life knew no mercy. Jimin had been hospitalized with a difficult disease making him distancing himself from everyone he knew, even his family. About a year later, Jungkook was brought to the hospital after being involved in a car accident where he lost both of his parents, leaving him emotionally numb. It was then, when they were both at their weakest, that Jimin and Jungkook ran into each other in that alley of the hospital. (0:44 - 0:47 / 0:49 - 0:51) Jungkook didn't quite understand what drove him wanting to get closer to that boy who would only keep pushing him away. "We all need something watching over us. Be it the falcons, the clouds or the crows." No one grasped how Jungkook managed to find a way through Jimin's carefully built up wall, but he did and Jimin's mental condition was slowly getting better. When Jungkook was released from the hospital, he would come and visit Jimin as often as he could. As time went on he found out that Jimin loved being close to the sea and this is where Jungkook would bring him often, either alone or with friends (0:32 - 0:44 / 1:03 - 1:15 / 2:34 - 2:43). "And I never minded being on my own. Then something broke in me and I wanted to go home. To be where you are." And Jungkook knew by then, he had found a new home with Jimin. And so did Jimin, yet none of them was courageous enough to take a step closer to the other. "But even closer to you, you seem so very far." (1:16 - 1:22) Wherever they went, a constant sadness kept accompanying Jimin that would just never leave and Jungkook sensed it. The day Jungkook drove to the hospital wanting to finally confess his feelings to Jimin, was the day Jimin drowned himself in the bath tub. "And then the sea swept in and left us all speechless. Speechless.." (3:19 - 3:32) Jungkook had yet lost another loved one he could never forget about. Jimin was gone. But Jungkook still felt his presence wherever he went and kept wanting to remember him, no matter how much it hurt. "And if I stay home, I don't know- There'll be so much that I'll have to let go. You're disappearing all the time. But I still see you in the light. For you, the shadows fight. And it's beautiful but there's that tug in the sight. I must stop time traveling, you're always on my mind." (1:40 - 2:34) He wasn't emotionally able to take part at Jimin's funeral (3:34 - 3:43) but kept returning to the sea where they always hung out, wishing Jimin could be there beside him. Jungkook couldn’t help but dream about him, yet ending up waking up from a nightmare that recalled this dreadful day and the darkness that had constantly devoured Jimin from within. "I've tried to leave it all behind me. But I woke up and there they were beside me." Jungkook tried his best not to blame himself but there were beside him every day. The constant feelings of guilt of not having realized Jimin was in such a dark place, not having been able to help him and never having conveyed his true feelings kept eating him up from inside. (0:21 - 0:31) "Oh there it is again, sitting on my chest. Makes it hard to catch my breath. I scramble for the light to change."(0:47 - 0:52) What Jungkook didn't know was that Jimin was still here, not on earth but at an eternal place under the sea beyond the living. From there he tried reaching out to Jungkook wanting to tell him how sorry he was for leaving but he finally felt at peace and missed him just as much. "And now I'm reaching out with every note I sing. And I hope it gets to you on some pacific wind. Wraps itself around you and whispers in your ear. Tells you that I miss you and I wish that you were here." (1:23 - 1:40) When Jungkook was alone in his room and stared at a painting Jimin gave him, he realized that it was actually a painting of himself. Jimin had drawn Jungkook without ever having told him. He then noticed a note that had dropped out from behind the painting with the words "I wish that you were here". It was Jimin's handwriting. (2:46 - 3:18 / 6:39 - 6:41) "And I don't believe it but I guess it's true. Some feelings, they can travel too." Now Jungkook was trying to reach out for Jimin and followed the lights that surrounded him. He needed to see him again and tell him everything he couldn't. The lights led him into a magical space where Jimin suddenly appeared in front of him. It all felt like a dream so he stepped forward and reached out his hand. (4:04 - 4:07 // 4:15 - 4:42) When Jungkook had entered that space, he wasn't part of the living anymore. He had been hit by a car seeming to have fallen into a trance and was on his way to the eternal place under the sea where Jimin was. (4:53 - 5:15) And this is where Jungkook was finally able to truly reach Jimin. (6:42 - end) UFF. Thank you so much if you made it through. wow. It's hard to put any exact timepoints of the video in this description as this is all a big time mashup jumping between memories from the past, present and the eternal place under the sea. (under the seaa~🎵 *can't help having Disney's Arielle music in my head 😂*) If you want to know what certain clips meant, just ask me

[@judas3707]

サブリナ I love it soooo much. This is so beautiful I’m crying

[@ddaengbts4631]

this is the best thing ever. you got so much talent bro💯💜

[@ppond-w8f]

You are talented as hell... thanks again.. love it so much

[@gcf_tokyo]

@@ppond-w8f thank YOU for watching 😭😭😭💕

[@ppond-w8f]

@@gcf_tokyo my pleasure dear

[@schmasters2909]

like honestly: your editing skills are so amazing you could probably edit two carrots falling in love with each other and I‘d still get emotional.

[@gcf_tokyo]

😂😂😂😂 you might have just planted an idea in my head 🥕❤️🥕 *inception music starts playing* Thank you so much love ❤︎❤︎❤︎

[@Shivahoang]

haha totally agreed

[@natalie8665]

i dont even usually watch au videos but i MUST tell you that you are so good at editing this stuff please keep it up and pursuing it no matter in what form or manner or subject matter!!!

[@gcf_tokyo]

Awww.. like..thank you so so so so so so so so much..? 😭😭😭 You really made my day with this comment... I'm really enjoying doing edits like these, so to get such kind of comments really motivates me even further..thank you so much, you are too sweet ❤️

[@liligarher7493]

Wow!!! Maravillosos videos tienes en tu canal!!... Felicidades eres un crack de la edición!!✨🙌🏻...mereces más apoyo 🥺 Pd: I love Jikook🥰

[@mayasoccer1869]

I’ve never cried so much for a video, this was a masterpiece 😭😭💜

[@dn1436]

The way l cried! Gosh l can’t hold my tears yet 🤧 you made art

[@calicovmin]

Your editing is absolutely amazing!! The best I've seen when it comes to Jikook videos 💜You nice, keep going 😂😄

[@gcf_tokyo]

Aww thank you so much T____T I still make a lot of mistakes but I try to get a little bit better with every video 💜💜

[@jaypark801]

Madre mía, que esto merece un premio,súper guay felicidades, excelente edición.

[@gcf_tokyo]

Awww, muchas gracias! ❤❤❤

[@bangtanbbe8031]

Definitely not cringey lol...in fact your editing is the nuts mate,truly lit. As I'm a total Jikooker ill be waiting in anticipation for another one soon...maybe not quite as traumatic as this one mind you lmao...keep up the good work 🤘👊

[@gcf_tokyo]

Oh oh.. I think you might need to skip my next AU video then😂 It's maaaybe not as traumatic as this one, but still a bit...eeeh.. well you could say hardcore 😂 but I'm intending to do more soft and funny ones as well ^-^ thank you so much for your comment tho...! I'll give my best ^_^

[@bangtanbbe8031]

@@gcf_tokyo Oh I can do hardcore,x rated and funny lmao...just not 2 much death with these 2 🤣🤣🤣🤣. I'll prepare myself then 🤪Oh got me intrigued now lol. Be fab anyway. 👌

[@jikook-younowisuwu8557]

Senti como si ubieran tenido un monton de vidas pero al final siempre terminan juntos eso fue lo que senti porque es asi..😍💞💖💕💓

[@judas3707]

Your edit gets me every time.

[@valerie_larsen]

это потрясающе!!! не могу перестать плакать.. песня чудесная, и то, как вы это смонтировали... волшебно! спасибо

[@gcf_tokyo]

Спасибо большое! 😭😭💙💙

[@hei7214]

Your edits are always so beautiful!! I love this💕💕

[@gcf_tokyo]

Thank you so much sweetheart

[@hei7214]

@@gcf_tokyo you're so welcome💛

[@paodoblas765]

Wow esto esta excesivamente increíble 😱 lo amo 💕

[@paulacostasilva1783]

Melhor edit que eu já vi na vida

[@failst1973]

Ok, amé la edición del minuto 3:20

[@Zischtanne]

This is so M A G I C A L ! 💙💙💙

[@paulagarcia5822]

YAS QUEEN, THAT WAS AMAZING AGAIN!!!🤩🤩🤩🤩

[@daleoffutt8271]

Why am I so emotional watching this? I am crying. This is painful to watch. With what's going on right now with Jikook, this is very appropriate.

[@daffazeta]

hi your videos so amazing. i love this so much. thank you💜

[@snehachand4638]

Can I say it's a masterpiece 😂 Damn I love it💜💜💜💜

[@rogeriavirginiabatistafeit5271]

Amei esse vídio. E essa música combinou com eles .a letra é muito linda 👏👏👏👏

[@yeeroy]

You make beautiful edits!! I had no idea that my 3 fav jikook vids I had saved were all from you!! Impeccable editing and A++ song choice. I just can't help myself from rewatching them over and over :)

[@gcf_tokyo]

Oh my, that's such a sweet comment, thank you so much 😭❤️️ I'm so happy that you like my AU videos as well~ I do them sometimes as I want to experiment with and improve my editing 🙈

[@sandrazalazar8260]

Son increíbles tus ediciones, OMG!!!!!

[@미미-d9o]

It's the best video I've ever seen.I wonder why there is no update.I'd appreciate it if you could make a new video.

[@HopeCC23]

Great work of edition, make me feel emptyness.. 💔💘💔💘

[@bloodsweatjikook.7012]

i don't exist anymore it was so sweet and sad Im drowning in my freaking tears😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@mayasoccer1869]

Same 😭😭😭😭

[@lynntucker4783]

Wow...what a video...deep

[@kokz43]

You are so creative I swear to god ...goosebumps!!!

[@gcf_tokyo]

afjdfjda thank you sO much

[@kokz43]

@@gcf_tokyo please don't stop ! I'll always be here to check your updates !

[@gcf_tokyo]

@@kokz43 Thank you love, that means a lot to me 😭💙

[@julissaguartasaca8572]

Esto es tan I N C R E I B L E 💜*SO P E R F E C T*💜

[@sirleialvesfelismino56]

Lindo vídeo ficou perfeito amei

[@vegaartt9591]

Omg..perfect!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺💖💖

[@purplep7536]

Amo JIKOOK 🤗💘💘🤗

[@lariana1130]

I was craving this it’s so beautiful 😍💜

[@raniathawale6380]

Amazing your editing and story 😘😘😘😘I love this OMG mi crying like stupid so emotional story😭😭🤧🤧😭😭 ohhh my heartu........... Thank you so much💜 your nice keep going 👍 love ya 😚 💜

[@gabyxz5847]

It's perfect

[@Natalia_555]

Это потрясающе, до слез. Браво Вам!!!!

[@mariarosas1586]

Tus videos son increíbles , sigue adelante tienes mucho talento...😊

[@Lulu123w]

Okay this is freaking beautiful😭😭💕 I love you and your videos❤

[@gcf_tokyo]

jimingucci thank you sooooo much ❤️❤️ that is too sweet..🥺🥺 (also so sorry for my rather late reply >

[@ppond-w8f]

I love all your contents dear..u really need more attention..💜💜

[@gcf_tokyo]

Aww thank you so much sweetie 😭💕 but it's totally alright for me... I never even imagined to get over 1k views on any of my videos as I started out with 0 followers and just did my first video for fun.. wasn't even sure whether I should upload it at all 😂 but I'm really having a lot of fun with editing now and I couldn't be happier that other people seem to enjoy my edits as well 😊 I will continue to give my best 💪 thank YOU so much again for your comments 💕💕

[@ppond-w8f]

@@gcf_tokyo you are a nice person.. Keep going.. love you 💜

[@judas3707]

I’m here!!!! I love you!!!!

[@gcf_tokyo]

You're the cutest!!! 💕😭💕 Thank you so much!

[@РозалияУметбаева-д6ъ]

Прекрасная работа!Просто ошеломительно красиво❤️ Спасибо 🙏 за красоту ❤️💜

[@washii4331]

Omg u should be in movies!!

[@gcf_tokyo]

aww you're too nice...>___< I'd have to work a lot harder for that but thank you

[@TokioAndYou]

It's so beautiful

[@mini13km66]

this is pure art kdjsks keep going!💪🏻

[@gabyxz5847]

We got a genius here , just beautiful

[@gcf_tokyo]

ghfshj thank you so much 🥺💙

[@Angela-ie5dk]

Oh my God 💔😭admin you are a genius💜💜💜

[@gcf_tokyo]

Aww thank you T___T you make my day jenyanik hahaha thank you for your comments 💜💜💜💜

[@oceanicd8976]

This is amazinggg 💜💜💜💜

[@minxxjmn2053]

Epic

[@ktaktik2414]

Me encantó 🧡💜🧡💜

[@urmomaiki]

Mayhaps I cried ...

[@e.r9603]

I'm crying like a stupid

[@clary4820]

wow...

[@olivia_real94]

😍😍😍😍❤❤❤❤💜💜💜💜💜

[@djbunny9605]

You're videos are really something make my heart goes crazy 😣eh! I wanna ask are you write ff's on wattpad?

[@gcf_tokyo]

Aww thank you so much!! ♥♥ Unfortunately not (>_

[@djbunny9605]

Oooo! Hehe ok

[@moonchildmichi]

😯😍😭

[@celiavazvaz685]

TRISTE MUITO 😢😢😢😢

[@Love13906]

Omg 💔

[@vedhasrimanohar3251]

Could you please make vminkook 😞

[@gcf_tokyo]

my next one will be vminkook again I think :) but I unfortunately have to work on a really stressful project right now 😭 I'll try to get it done in-between..!

[@revokka4497]

Очень жаль, но мне не понравилась песня. Вообще не понравилась(((( Видеоряд как всегда в заоблачных высотах. Спасибо за моих любимцев.

[@gcf_tokyo]

Мне очень жаль, что вам не понравилась песня. (>__

[@revokka4497]

@@gcf_tokyo Лирика хороша, но исполнение ее неприятное. Голос не приятный. Какой-нибудь кавер, возможно лучше было бы слышно. Спасибо, что стараетесь. Очень люблю ваши работы.

[@gcf_tokyo]

@@revokka4497 Я полностью понимаю, что вы имеете в виду. Ее голос может быть очень громким и агрессивным, Но я все еще люблю ее голос так сильно. Эта песня вдохновила меня на создание этого видео.✨ Но спасибо за ваш честный комментарий и поддержку! Извините еще раз, и я надеюсь, что вам больше понравится следующее видео. 😊😊