it is one of those nights

[@worldhaspostrock]

Thanks a lot to everyone who shared their feelings. It became a beautiful place and thanks to your comments this is one of the few things that I'm proud of. I never thought millions of people would listen to it. 🎵 Follow our SPOTIFY playlist: t.ly/4PGLd

[@gholen]

We're here for you buddy. Always.

[@mayameeroo]

Thank you, you beautiful human!

[@duplicitoussimplicity7717]

Thank you

[@bellag4183]

❤

[@mataayer6300]

adorable person you are..

[@ruubiez]

do you ever just reach a point in your sadness, where you feel at peace? like nothing can hurt you more than you’ve already felt, it can’t get worse, so it has to get better. right?

[@Bells_Haven]

A sort of homeostasis. Like when you repeat one word so much it loses all meaning

[@thecheck968]

You were broken down into these pieces. Now it’s time to regroup, rebuild, stronger than before. It won’t be easy but deep down, everyone has the potential for change. You just have to make sure it’s a welcome one. Fight for it if you have to, there’s nothing in the world more worth fighting for than your soul.

[@Lawvish]

yes, yes i do

[@Jay-oc9xo]

But it can’t get better for some people. Like me

[@ruubiez]

Jaylynn Snider it can. i hope it can

[@leipzigergnom]

There is an emotion I have which I like to call "pleasantly depressed." I think you guys get it.

[@Manuel-ds5lr]

Pleasantly depressed uh? I like it ahah

[@xiomaraamvs6440]

I think I only feel that way when I'm scrolling down these comment sections, knowing I'm not going through this alone, It's a little feeling of belonging I miss in my real life

[@nathanwalsh6837]

Optimistic Nihilism?

[@jesstaymusic]

Melancholy

[@arturo9187]

@@nathanwalsh6837 Didn't you know? Nihilism is not only realistic, but also optimistic. It is ironic, I know. But irony is the true face of beliefs.

[@iamcrash5525]

Well The internet is usually one of the most toxic places. But this place. This small insignificant comment section. It's calm and peaceful. I love it.

[@SamA-gh3kq]

the Internet is a maelstrom of beauty and of hatred. Where you end up is up to you

[@mahmoodabdulbaqi824]

Chicken nuggets

[@shiroyasha7324]

@@SamA-gh3kq indeed.

[@KryptonKr]

SFF okay, I laughed at that. I don’t know why but I love chicken nuggets

[@arcanedreamer1640]

I like finding these places... there are more than you might think.

[@robertosokolnik25]

We're not people that want to be at parties, but that Friday night feeling of just being alone kills us sometimes. We want to be alone sometimes, but not to feel lonely

[@mayo3027]

​@@strawberry7upidk why introverts decide to push their pussy ass antisocial behaviour on everyone else

[@HiBye-lq1ju]

I want to be all alone on Friday evenings. Its like i have to restore my energy from the week

[@caramelgirl6962]

you can do both or all the fun things in life

[@GreenSmurf_]

I want to go to parties, it’s the fact that I just don’t get invited

[@korbi9043]

Man that made my whole body cringe Please don't ever speak again man

[@eggsalad414]

I snuck out a few years ago and met with my best friend. We ran away together and watched the stars for hours. It was freezing but I was high on adrenaline. We laughed together on the grass and told stories while looking at the stars. They looked so beautiful. She walked me home and neither of us got caught by our parents. I’ve loved that night and I think about it almost everyday it was so magical. We always said we’d sneak out again and go back to that park but we never did. It’s been two years since she died and I never went near that park until recently. I went in the dead of night and sat there looking at the same stars we did all those years ago. They were still there but she wasn’t. I guess I can only hope she was watching them with me. I can’t wait for the day we finally star gaze there again.

[@andreasdanek3433]

egg salad damn i was smiling so hard when i read it imagening how cool it would be, but then i read „she died two years ago“ and my smile shattered in shock. Wish you the best!

[@izzymartino6319]

My heart goes out to you, but you've healed. You've faced what's been causing your hurt. I have a best friend and I understand that pain. please keep living. You are beautiful inside and out. You deserve an amazing life and you arent alone. That shit made me cry, srsly. You are still loved 💞💝 Thx for commenting

[@ilikecoins9560]

Read paper towns

[@liquidtvafternoons5315]

She's there with you, in the fire of every star and every beat of your heart. She loves you, and the stars will ever remind you of that. Stars are similar to your friend, even in death will their light carry on.

[@NghtDtryr]

She's always there, watching the stars with you. You just have to feel her there. Imagine her smiling, happy face as you lay there on the grass. No matter what you go through, make that your happy place. She will ALWAYS be there, waiting to watch the stars with you again.

[@MWolfling]

My favorite word is the German word "sehnsucht". It refers to a specific kind of longing or yearning, something wistful and melancholic.

[@batfist6595]

Тоска

[@helix1499]

Yeah I am german and yeah you're right it's simply something you really want but somehow can't get then you feel this oof

[@valentin7541]

saved

[@Arcticc04]

I think in english its called 'Nostalgia'

[@Konstan21]

austrian person here. there's a quote about "Sehnsucht" that I completely love: "Die Sehnsucht scheint mir die einzige ehrliche Eigenschaft des Menschen." It means basically that Sehnsucht seems to be the only honest attribute of a human.

[@starryeyes4513]

Honestly, the way I would describe it is just, feeling disconnected, kinda like when you repeat a word so much it loses it’s meaning. You feel numb, like a speck floating in empty space, your thoughts suddenly become white sound that gets louder and louder and you’re cool with it, because at the same time, you feel in peace.

[@sockonthewall]

ana paulina gongora herrera you have described it better than I ever could

[@benjamin8454]

The price we pay for our modern way of living is the disconnect from our past, our nature, and meaning. Sometimes wondering if it is too high. A boat in an endless sea, drifting, waiting to return home. There are so many of us with a connection to something no one can put words to nowadays. Something so infinite, that it completely grounds you when you feel it. Some people dont feel it at all. The beauty of music helps you find it. We have to face all the problems that modernity brings to our lives and fight against it, dont let it overwhelm you. This artificial life is not who we are.

[@gengarsbutt]

@@benjamin8454 I agree with the point you conveyed very eloquently, but one thing baffles me in your line of thinking. If, as you said, we are connected to something greater than our artificial life then how come you say we need to "fight against" it. Wouldn't we just need to surrender ourselves to nature instead with no concern to modern life?

[@benjamin8454]

@@gengarsbutt Well yes, but that is quite the loaded question. One that a lot of people could write papers on. Surrendering to nature could be one way of fighting against some of the problems an overly modernized and meaninglessly redundant lifestyle can present. Myself personally, I can not say that I surrender to nature as a way to connect to the steccato and legato of the concrete jungle or feel some sort of "place in the universe". "Fighting against" like I was using it could be many things though, like staying true to ones heritage by connecting with ones past, listening to certain kinds of music that makes one feel a certain way, or anything that really breaks through and speaks to you.

[@noobiusmaximus6314]

I think it could be that process of repeating the word, but the word is your life. The same thing happens over and over and it suddenly loses meaning. Just like when you lose the meaning of a word, you don't lose it forever, once you recognise that the meaning is gone, you stop caring about that word and the meaning comes back. I guess that is like life. You will have moments where you think 'wait, what is going on? How did I get here?', but we know we have to not think about it like that because that is a miserable way to live (because we know it wont change in the end). Feeling disconnected from the modern world is a good thing because all our connections to it have no real meaning or value.

[@boywithukeofficial]

i remember putting this video on one night a few years ago, unhappy with the life i was living. it’s one of the reasons i decided to start releasing music publicly! thank you

[@worldhaspostrock]

This is a great honour for me. Thanks for your comment, it means a lot.

[@parksanderson8224]

BOYWITHUKE? Dang, hope I can say the same for myself one day.

[@EasiLeo]

Wow, that must feel like forever ago now

[@entertainment-uy8bp]

It really is one of those nights

[@qwxerrwskd2341]

5th comment before this blows up...

[@aegon7173]

We didn’t search for this. But we are glad we are here

[@arizuniga8388]

Underrated comment, although this applies to almost every comment.

[@fubuki5462]

Best decision ever that I clicked this

[@hazard1233]

U can speak for all of us man

[@naufalap]

same, I don't even usually listen to this type of music

[@user-dj5rd1px9w]

i searched it

[@kanaroh06]

It sucks when at the end of the day you wanna share everything that happened or you felt, but you have no one to talk to. What's the point of having everything you ever wanted if you don't have anyone to come home to and share your laughs and tears, your hardwork, your everything?

[@captainenrique8415]

Bro hell I wanna have all the nice things in life my own house and car and dream career......But what is it really worth without happiness and somone to really have at home to remind you what really makes you happy

[@TrueArcBaron]

You guys can have that. A connection that is. Maybe a friend or a girl.

[@osai5742]

I used to have someone to share with. They would listen, and i would listen back. But now i lost them and its just empty, yet full nights like these. Like im floating in nothing, and no one is there to see me anymore.

[@beaugeeting3501]

You could be in the presence and company of so many yet be the loneliest person in the room. With no one to talk to it feels that way

[@lewismccombe6231]

Write them down and make a cool af book

[@mikeykelsey2558]

Those nights when you want to cry but can’t, so you just exhale deeply and stare at the ceiling

[@meowza.plugger]

Exactly

[@carlyskanberg3272]

When you share a room with your sister so you can’t cry and you just gotta sit there like 🥺

[@gip5777]

@@carlyskanberg3272 same tho😔

[@carlyskanberg3272]

honestly i dont know anymore man 😔😔

[@ヨナス-o3i]

@@carlyskanberg3272 ay yo same shit gotta cry silently because of that

[@infinitemars]

I'm writing this here because this is one of those nights where I feel so very alone. I have no one else but myself to blame for this but it still hurts nonetheless. I am a 23 year old man who feels unwanted and unloved by the people and the world around him. I know I am a kind person and have a good heart and I wish people would see that. I've made mistakes just like everyone else out there but I am only human. I love and care for others deeply but that love has nowhere to go so it sits inside my heart and soul waiting. I feel like I am just a cog in a machine, a spec of dust in this expanse of darkness we call the universe. I crave human connection, I crave love, I am tired of being alone, and I hope someday I am wanted and loved by the people in my life. Seasonal depression is hitting hard but I don't want to end my life or give up I just want nothing more than to go back in time even if just a little and start over but I can't, none of us can, life goes on for all of us. I don't know if anyone feels the same way I do but I hope I can connect with at least one person wherever you reside in the world. I cry, I feel sad, I laugh, I smile, I breathe the same air, I look at the same stars, I wake up to the same sun and sleep to the same moon, I have dreams, I have goals, I want to be happy, I want to live a life that I'm proud of at the end of it all. I am just like any other human being on this planet we call home. I know this note will be here for as long as this video exists. I am just a stranger in some corner of the world to you all but I was here at this moment in time, I have a heart and a soul, I am real. I hope that in years from now I can come back to this note that I left here and be content with how I'm doing at that moment in time. This is just a part of my story, there's still a whole lot of pages to fill and a lot more memories to create. To the person reading this I just want to say I love you - a stranger that lives under the same sky

[@bruhhhhhh277]

I love you too stranger. I wish u good luck for the journey that lies ahead , for the beautiful chapters yet to be written. Love u deserve will surely find its find way to you . All you need is to keep going forward and accomplish all those goals in meantime. Discover yourself. Everything u truly deserve will come your way. Be sure to accept it with open arms. - a stranger under the same starry night

[@jjoaocostalima]

It will go away eventually... I promise ❤

[@elfrebel1604]

Know my friend, that you are not alone in your feelings. So many of us put on a bright smile for the people out there and then at the end of the day , come home to complete emptiness. Learn to love yourself dear, one day the right people will come along and share your life with you ❤️ . Love, ( a person truly wishing u everything).

[@tzc832]

You've got a friend here❤

[@anecdo2000]

I'm a 23 year old woman and I feel the same. Thank you for making me feel less alone

[@kitsune_spooky7918]

this is like nostalgia for a place youve never been to before

[@lucastardjopawiro3698]

This

[@volarearicelli9286]

p much

[@skiesquiggles7319]

Gods you're right

[@sexygolfball69]

kitsune_ spooky lets fine that place

[@emilyoliviag]

kitsune_ spooky reminds me of the word “hiraeth”. a feeling of homesickness for a home that never was.

[@MrBrightsideOfficial]

“how rare and beautiful it is that we even exist”

[@G.W.2]

I love that song

[@rosiewantssoup887]

That song makes me cry

[@ayanna7350]

First thing/song that came to my mind when I first saw the title :)

[@jenna5824]

brb gonna go cry

[@maikatideibaskapanaumrqlatupa]

what's the song?

[@pastamotel2523]

I was once with this girl named Katie about 5 years ago. She was blind and I absolutely loved her. She never saw me but could still love me for who I was as a person. That's the only thing she can go off of. I was her first and last boyfriend. She died in a surgery that was destined to fail. The last thing she ever told me was I was the most beautiful thing she ever heard, she said she loved me and if the surgery fails find someone else. Of course when she is telling me this I am crying my eyes out. I never wanted to let her go ever, but fate had other plans unfortunately. I am still looking for another lover.

[@thehighlightmonster1057]

Pasta Motel You’ll find someone else. Katie seemed special :)

[@pastamotel2523]

@@thehighlightmonster1057 Thank you and she was something truly special.

[@log_ic4164]

Pasta Motel My heart wrenched while reading this. Find someone else man, and treat her like you treated Katie.

[@aoe9857]

I'm just writing a comment because I want to receive updates from this thread

[@footsteps2179]

much love brother

[@samuelghoener]

I think what I miss the most is feeling safe. It seems the majority of the people here are posting inside of their late teens, at the teetering point of losing their youth and becoming adults. Let me tell you, do not let go of that feeling. Let it engulf you and never forget it. It won’t last forever. I’m laying in bed at nearly 28 years old next to my incredible girlfriend of 3yrs, happy and in love, yet haven’t been able to feel as safe and free and happy the way I did back then. You don’t realize the adults telling you that you’re living out the best years of your life are 350% correct until you wake up at the end of your fleeting 20s and see your parents getting old, your old friends getting married and having their own kids living their own lives, and you may be in just as good of a place but the fact is it’s SCARY if you slow down and look at it for a second. This life thing doesn’t stop until it does, and I just pray that by the time I get there I’m comfortable enough with my choices to be able to let it go and return to the void…not that I’ll have a choice. I’m rambling now, but be good to yourself because what you’re feeling now may never come again. Embrace it. All of the emotions and sensations and challenges and blessings of growing up. It’s a cold scary world out there. All of us in this comments section know this. We may never cross paths but I’ll be looking for each and every one of you in the warm smile shared with a stranger. Be good to yourselves. Be good to eachother. We’re all we’ve got. See you out there.

[@sobasicallyisuck7656]

A truly inspiring message and as a 16 year old this is how I have tried to live my life and appreciate everything that I have. Sometimes it's hard to remember how blessed I am but it's comments like this that tell me I'm not alone in feeling that way. It seems fated that I read this given the day I have had. Thank you

[@kylenelson4096]

Thank you

[@daxpace]

I can tell by your writing you have a deep heart. This world has a way of opening itself in unique ways to deep hearts. You’re not insignificant. I can’t say why. It’s a gut feeling.

[@brunorosi2233]

that's one of the most beautiful things i've read in my life. Thank you.

[@sobasicallyisuck7656]

​@@kylenelson4096and thank you for posting. Life is interesting. Not bad not good. Just interesting. I can't wait to find out how

[@Arcticc04]

"I can't wait to grow up" I used to tell myself.. "I want to be young again" I now tell myself.. Oh how things change..

[@pentakis3605]

😔

[@neveragain387]

Is it bad that im 14 and im already saying I want to be young again?

[@kin5033]

@@neveragain387 nope

[@tatia.5370]

For me it now “I don’t want to be here anymore”

[@Som_Guy]

in the end we're all disappointed.

[@samali6431]

Came here feeling disconnected from the world Didn’t realize I was connected to so many other people until I came here.

[@ethanmcfarland8240]

Humanity isn’t that bad Sure we have our flaws But in the end we have our positives too

[@Stephh99]

This is a beautiful comment

[@arizuniga8388]

If only we could meet all of these people in real life, then this would be even better.

[@ruthgenesis1203]

@@arizuniga8388 truly

[@mellow8407]

im in this weird mood where everything is going okay while falling apart at the same time

[@mhm77887]

omg same here.

[@makotoseto6376]

I call it my witching hour

[@geoffrey6000]

exactly.

[@hamadaearth]

growing pains

[@tommystone3331]

You're not alone my friend..

[@IronMan-x8f]

2 days ago, on my father's marriage to my step mother , I was sitting on the wall of bridge with my legs dangling outside. I had lost everything my friends, my father and I had lost my 1st position in my school......everyone looked disappointed in me. While sitting there I was thinking no one will care if I jump from here and die just as my older brother ,my only support person had jumped from here 3 years ago. But while I was thinking all that, a little girl came to me and asked " are you also going to jump like my father did and leave everyone here crying" those words brought me back to my senses and I was just lost in her sparking eyes, then she gave me a candy and said "it's my favourite candy if you don't jump from there I will give you another one" and pass me beautiful smile. She came like an angel to my life and made me realise that giving up is not the only solution to my problems, I can start everything again , it's not like my problems have disappeared but still I became a little more strong to face them.

[@manic_ikigai]

Hope you be able to see the light bro

[@Memories_broken_]

hang in there dude, everything's gonna be alright

[@contrabahn7133]

I can’t help but ponder of the 516k views, and how many people share the same feelings. How many struggles people face, some greater, some smaller. How many pushed through it, or those that didn’t make it. How it doesn’t matter who you are, where you are from, your skin color, your identity. We share the same emotions, however positive or negative. If you have taken the time to read this, I wish you well, We are all family here. We understand, and you don’t have to say anything. Just know that you can stay as long as you’d like, well all be here for you.

[@jkw5458]

Thank you...it means all too much.

[@sophiette4001]

Thank so much... i hope you're doing great❤

[@emilyoliviag]

Contrabahn this broke my heart to read, i can’t stop crying. i feel less alone now though

[@Sean-de8xo]

Anytime I feel alone I go down these rabbit holes of finding little pockets of the web where there is just idk this understanding and relate-able people struggling with the same thing I am. Lets you feel less alone and know that we all care for each other even though none of us have ever met besides some comment section on KZbin. Thanks for the kind words and wish you well

[@justaguywhosalive3202]

Thank you man... for the good words. Really helped me a lot of forgetting my crush...

[@hackptui]

This comment section is like a small bar in a forgotten town, a waypoint on a journey to somewhere, and you find yourself deep in conversation with someone you just met that lasts into the night. Wish I could hang out with all of you and hear your stories in person.

[@janmarhoul7087]

I feel that, I wish to hear them all too, including yours. A depart on the next part of the journey

[@philippkruger8140]

That's a beautiful analogy. You should try writing a story. It would make a great beginning to one.

[@bronix2862]

your comment made me tear up for some reason, but then again it's one of those night, after all

[@irsaali9272]

I hope you publish this

[@anthonyhernandez7799]

Me too, it's been a long road to tonight, but it's been worth it all. The good and bad, all lead me here. So I'd say it's all going good.

[@georgiaadelaide3937]

I want to give everyone in the comments a hug.

[@arizuniga8388]

Same. In fact, I would honestly love to meet these people in real life, and have a nice, relaxing, profound conversation with them. These people seem to be easy to get along with.

[@ASingerforGod]

@@arizuniga8388 Absolutely.

[@rebeccajones5546]

I want that hug :(

[@arizuniga8388]

@@rebeccajones5546 🤗

[@levig-man4103]

Back

[@themperorsomnium]

This feels like one of those life/internet checkpoints. A place to rest for just a moment. Respite from the storm.

[@Mountainlion25]

I just found my people. I am home.

[@humbleherald2163]

We’re all bound for it, friend. We’re all heading home. It shifts away under us while we sleep, but every morning we dust ourselves off and go after it again.

[@coriumdelany6914]

@@humbleherald2163... and yet, here we are again. Welcome Home.

[@moonpixie33]

welcome home :’)

[@mubashrasajid4093]

This makes me happy

[@S3BAS_ELITE]

We are home buddy, we are together now

[@bogtree100]

Even when you feel overwhelmed by all the toxic people around you, here we are, this little group of people from all around the world will hold you, you are not alone, in this place we all share similar thoughts, through this playlist, *we are not alone*

[@daoudhiboussi1392]

We are not indeed 😊

[@zeinm.7391]

Hugs ❤❤

[@valentinec8726]

love

[@musawarodho1397]

💔 bless you

[@desole2740]

love u

[@Divinepony]

It was mid-summer when my friend and I decided we wanted to go stargazing. Our other friends laughed at the idea of it - they thought it was childish. We had no idea where we were going, we were just driving away. We turned up the music up and watched as the roads got narrower, the street lights became dimmer, and everything became stiller. We parked at the side of a road and switched the car engine off. It was pitch dark and suddenly silent. The first step out the car was intimidating - almost as if something bad was bound to happen. But nothing happened; it was simply peaceful. In the far distance we could see the city light illuminating the sky. We lied down in the middle of the road, despite our instincts telling us otherwise. We looked up and just opened our eyes to see thousands of burning balls of fire flashing their beauty. I had never seen so many stars before. Dare I say, it was magical.

[@dr_nyt4041]

I can relate, all my friends thought it was a stupid idea but they still text me bout that trip to this day

[@ziphyperap3369]

That gotta be so cool and peaceful. I use to get out of home during nights especially when it rains, and sometimes, after everyone got home after a evening spent together with friends, I randomly feel sad and lonely. So I get in a random field so that I can get as far as possible from lights and then start watching the starry sky. It was at the start of september when a bunch of people asked me to get to some sort of evening party to eat together. After it we just started wandering around in the city. I live near the mountains, so we got to a castle on the side of a mountain, not too far from town. At some point me and a friend decided we wanted to get back down before the others so we started running in the dark. At some point he asked me to put on an old song we used to play at the start of summer 2017: Comptine d'un autrè ètè, Gioli Remix. It's really peaceful and restores your will to live. We decided we wanted to lie on the middle of the road the exact same way you did with your friend. Who would ever come on this mountain road that takes your nowhere at this time of the night? No one, we thought, so we were just waiting for the others to come with torches to see in the dark. After a while we had been waiting, we did see lights. They were only two, tho. And they were really bright. It was a car. I just screamed "HEY, GET UP YOU IDIOT, IT'S A CAR!" And when the car went away we just started laughing like idiots and we enjoyed every bit of it. I can say it was such a good time, for the short time it lasted.

[@caterpurrler6356]

I wish I could live in the light of the stars like you.

[@flowerslovers5793]

@@ziphyperap3369 oh god, I was panicking that the car hurt you. beautifully written though.

[@ziphyperap3369]

@@flowerslovers5793 hehe, thank you. I consider this a nice goal since english is not my main language. Imagine driving your car down a lonely road and seeing these two guys lying in front of you. You'd never trust darkness again. In fact, that driver took some seconds before driving away, while I was telling him that there was no one else on the road. It was kinda embarrassing, I must say. But it was worth the moment.

[@DepthStrider222]

It’s been one of those nights for 3 years straight

[@JP-wg7vw]

We're here for u man x keep living the fight

[@hazard1233]

Is it still? Don’t hesitate to ask for help

[@anjanakumari8528]

Going through same buddy straight 3 years now.. Hope everything will be great in the future all our wishes will come true... 🎉

[@Nick_308]

I almost laughed and cried at the same time reading this comment

[@Anwesha-s3d]

Since 2020 everything has been changed. Its just not the same anymore.

[@Reakted]

I like to call it „addictive melancholy“ because sometimes I don‘t really have a reason to be sad but I still have these melancholic (Not depressive) days which also gives me some kind of ..joy? Does it make sense? The reason why I call it „addictive“ is because I, at that moment, do not need to listen to my melancholic playlists (I have many different vibe playlists), but I still do it begause sometimes I want to be „sad“ or melancholic.

[@snaukka3862]

Reakted i know exactly what you mean. Im doing that right now

[@nine.b22]

I feel bad and yeah... joy at the same time. It's so hard to explain. This night is one of those night where you dream and you're both disconnect to the life but totally lucid.

[@ris1111]

ohmygod you put it into words

[@MisterAlex0708]

I completly understand you. Crazy how the Internet connects people with the same feelings :`)

[@goora1866]

Its one of the only times when ur allowed to feel ...not necessarily sad, just not happy either. Melancholy, i guess

[@morganrose5828]

„Melancholy is the happiness of being sad“ - Victor Hugo

[@john3520]

It’s when you get pleasure when you suffer. Let’s be honest.

[@definitelynotlucas732]

@@john3520 sooo s&m?

[@user-dc8kr5wk2j]

@@john3520 so melancholy = masochist?

[@moshetheking555]

@Silvio Berlusconi No. It is accepting the loneliness, and embracing it. Its when you realize being happy and sad are not opposites, but rather two emotions we can experience, both come with their own kind of beauty.

[@isaachepworth7066]

@@john3520 no brother, i believe its being at peace in moments of sadness and hurt

[@manjay8754]

I remember when I was younger this happened to me when my brother, his friend, and I were about to fall asleep in my brothers room late at night and I was sleeping by the window when I looked out. Everyone else fell asleep and it got quiet when I looked up to a whole set of summer stars and it was beautiful. I still remember how I felt in that moment and thought I was the only one who ever felt like that until now. It’s weird opening up like this for random people online but I hope someone reads this.

[@Mattyoftheboy]

Stars can be the weirdest thing to connect to. They dont speak but comfort so many people.

[@hazard1233]

This comment section is like a support group. It’s good to open up, it’s good to share if you wish to. And you’ll find at least someone can relate to you somehow

[@ultimatecorgi3392]

Wish granted. It's not that weird, honestly. :D

[@hazard1233]

Ultimate Corgi like a support group

[@andreasitarica469]

@@Mattyoftheboy Exactly. Like they are watching over you. It's an indescribable feeling.

[@yilangroenenboom1117]

I've intermittently come back to this comment section over the past few years and it's incredible to see it still growing with new people and stories alongside old ones that have been added on to. Now I've just graduated a couple days ago and it's been weird as I haven't felt much, but looking back thinking about the first few times I listened to this music I've changed a lot. Even if I don't know exactly how to feel I know I'm happier and no longer need to feel sad to find peace. It's easier to just smile. I was always afraid I wouldn't grow up properly, that i couldnt fix myself, but I think I have at least enough to not be afraid and believe in myself more and what I can become. It's funny how I'm scared of saying all this imagining someone I know might stumble across this, but as connected as I feel to the thousands in this comment section and the millions who have passed by this video, we are all floating separately amongst billions in our bubbled lives that will likely never touch which really makes this place all the more magical. To anyone who happens to make it through all this rambling just know that you're not alone and you're not hopeless. You can change your life and watch it unfold as the years go past as long as you focus on the moment and the people around you. There are so many moments yet to come and I know this isn't the last time I'll be here, so I hope I get to see the moments build over that time. Thank you

[@jahnavisachchidanand8768]

I’ve been in a “slump” lately. I want to: Cry Scream Run away But I also want to: Not do anything Stay where I am Keep going I don’t want to grow up but I want to keep moving forward. I feel conflicted and I have no idea what I’m doing. On one of these nights I feel dark and empty in the most peaceful way possible. It’s addictively melancholic.

[@34weaselsinatrenchcoat11]

Yes thank you for putting my feelings into words. I just feel so lost and I want something to happen, anything really, to break up the routine. Life has just been so repetitive lately. i want to be old enough to make my own decisions but I don't think I could handle that much responsibility. I want to just be content but I don't know how.

[@jahnavisachchidanand8768]

34 weasels in a trenchcoat Exactly. At least I know someone else feels like this. The little bit of reassurance feels good right now.

[@34weaselsinatrenchcoat11]

@@jahnavisachchidanand8768 same, I feel so lost but these comment sections make me feel it a little bit less because here, were all alone together. Hold on, friend, it'll get better someday, or at least something will happen

[@draykay4739]

I hope it does get better^^

[@jamesgodden7760]

I got goosebumps reading this. Hope ur doing well.

[@danielevans8910]

How did we get on this roof? I don’t know, but I like it up here.

[@Rose-xe4ct]

piper and jason vibes anyone?

[@andotus7637]

I will never forget this comment

[@Diogenes_Bowl]

The lone fiddler... a fiddler on the roof.

[@soccerplayer3412]

I’m so going to turn this into a drawing I love this comment

[@Heyitsgrey8]

*Me looks at the 78 years ago thing* Me: WTH?!

[@raffertygrantperry1999]

Damn. Really realising that there are loads of other people who have "one of those nights". Never actually felt so connected, confused and comforted in my life. Thanks guys

[@caro5320]

same here

[@TheTheode]

Those nights when you decide to walk the streets alone listening to music. Away from everyday life, but not asleep. Safe from the chatter if even for a moment.

[@KD-nw7rh]

@@TheTheode Streets aren't safe for someone to be wondering around listening to deep KZbin playlists... Please take care

[@TheTheode]

@@KD-nw7rh I've been doing it for years, I'm not too worried.

[@KD-nw7rh]

@@TheTheode Glad to hear. Happy travels friend

[@BeguilingIncubus-ow4gh]

My night was fine a few minutes ago, but listening to this while reading the comment section turns my night into one of those night.

[@evalv2284]

literally tho

[@RyanHarville]

There's a website dedicated to creating words with proper definitions to suit these things. It's called The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows. It's all online from what I know, and it's super cool.

[@oreos4843]

Wow I love that website ❤

[@J.RomeroLuna]

"Sonder" is my favorite word and I think it came out from that website.

[@RyanHarville]

@@oreos4843 its great

[@RyanHarville]

@@J.RomeroLuna Yep! He's the guy. He did a Ted Talk too.

[@ilikecoins9560]

Thank you

[@gulzaarbains7908]

This comment section is like a little town in a giant and dangerous world, none of us really live here, we just pass through and tell each other our stories. There's no judgment between us, just a silent understanding we all share as we sit around a fire. Eventually the time comes to move on, we adjust our backpacks, gather our things, say goodbye while hoping to meet again sometime and continue on with our adventure. Edit: Thanks for all the heartwarming comments, I come back here every once in a while and you never cease to put a smile on my face. Thank you.

[@xx_thelordandsaviour69_xx81]

That was possibly the most beautiful comment i have ever read...

[@lc5286]

@@xx_thelordandsaviour69_xx81 same

[@lc5286]

I'm sure one day I'll come back here, in this calm place, in weeks, months, maybe years. My backpack will be all dusty from the long journey, heavy on my back. My legs will be so tired, they have walked so much, brought me to so many places. My eyes will be tired too, they have seen so many things, so many different faces that melt in one cloudy figure, not all of them though, some will be clear in my memories. It will be night, the stars will be so bright and the moon so high in the sky. I'll be really tired, only inertia keeping me going. And Right when I'll feel i can't go any further I'll see it again. That familiar light, the place i once felt home for awhile, where i heard so many stories of people like me. I'll sit next to the fire, take my backpack off and listen to all the stories of other travellers like me, staring at the fire, feeling its relaxing wormth, feeling home. I'll wait there, listening to this playlist, till I'll decide to tell my story. When I will my backpack will be so much lighter i think and I'll be ready to get back up and go back to the adventure called life, hoping I'll come back here yet one more time. Till then, farewell

[@xx_thelordandsaviour69_xx81]

@@lc5286 ...and that was possibly the most beautiful reply i have ever read

[@gulzaarbains7908]

Silvio Berlusconi I don't know the nature of humans but based if the other comments most of the people here are going through a rough time so I just wanted to write something that might cheer somebody up

[@luckyasmr1374]

I had one of those nights a few days ago. I was sad. I was scared. I was worried. I didn’t know if it was going to end. I held on to hope though. I remembered the people I cared about. I remembered the things I loved and enjoyed doing. I held on to them. Then I went to bed and slept. I woke up the next day to a beautiful sunrise. I got through it. That means you will too. Take care.

[@nagysamuel2575]

Stay strong, and remember that your pain is shared through all of us too.

[@joobels2712]

cute sentiment and all but you'd have to be incredibly naive to think that just because you got through it, that means everyone will.

[@grimrae4703]

Thank you

[@noneya9035]

I'm glad you're still here. ❤️☀️

[@noneya9035]

@@nagysamuel2575 so true. It is a collective pain.

[@advurealmer5268]

It pains me to say that every time I come here, it's because I already completed a battle in my life - be it struggles, my career, people, and, mostly me. Every time I come here, I'm reminded that I am strong. I am safe. I am here, still. But I know that all I feel is emptiness. Not for what's ahead in my life but for the now. I don't take any of it for granted, and I never will. But I hope the person who's reading this knows that it's okay to fall, it's okay to cry, it's okay to shy away and hide. We just gotta get ready for the next battle for whatever life had prepared for us. Like the title says, it is one of those nights. You'll have many more, and so will I. But no matter how long it takes, we can always get back up. So please, stay. We're here for you, and so am I, random stranger. God bless. Love.

[@PriyankaPatel-if2yp]

I'm here for you too.

[@kaidanceleonhardt7334]

Do you ever just get to a point where all of this shit feels normal? Like when the lonely turns to sadness, sadness turns to numbness, the numbness turns to normal, and normal is “ok”?

[@lanckston]

been the case for a few years.

[@valtern1200]

@@shawnmendrek3544 im not gonna make you a stupid promise of you life being amazing. But i can say this. Life is suffering, you Will be the happiest person on earth one day and you will be the saddest. Its Just the way things are. I have been in absolute Madness, absolute misery in my mind. But i managed to turn stuff around and now a few years later things are okay, not great, not horrible. Enough to be glad to be alive.

[@DrShrek-bm5ve]

I sense that you are incredibly stressed, you are falling, sinking.

[@shroom9982]

I’ve been that way for a bit

[@angelamaro3480]

3 months and that numbness is turning to normal

[@JoslynFennekinCyr]

I never wanted to admit it aloud, but I know that outside forces are not the cause of who I am. I make my own choices. I make my own mistakes. I make my path. I recently started to get out of my "slump". I gained a whole twenty pounds over the last half-year, getting myself to just below my healthy 150lbs weight. I just turned twenty-one, and I have a plan. Over the next year, I aim to prepare myself for the challenges of adulthood. I have my options before me, and I choose my own path. If there's a river in my way, I will swim it. If there's a mountain blocking me, I will carve it. No matter the weather, I will prevail. And I know you will to. That girl you want to ask out? Take the shot. That interview for your dream job? You've got it. Don't waste your life. Live on and see you in the Roaring 20s. :)

[@meh3083]

Thank you. Life is so weird and confusing right now, but this helped me to remember to see the bigger picture. The Roaring 20s will become what they will be for us because of our actions and beliefs. I'll see you then, man. Til then.

[@n11ck]

Relentless Hunter My dude, I have to confess that I, aswell, am planning to start living life. I’m only 17 but soon enough I’ll turn 18. I know very well that I’ve only come this far thanks to outside forces. I just gotta start doing things on my own and completing them. Need to start turning my dreams into projects, all on my own. I’ll do it. Soon enough, I’ll do it, promise. Listening to this very calming music while reading comments like yours really bring out the philosopher inside me. Well, I’m gonna keep scrolling down the comment section now. I’ll casually look up to the night sky, catch some more shooting stars (since I live in a high altitude place it’s easy to see them from outside my balcony). I really needed to express myself a bit. Have a beautiful night/day, good sir!

[@meh3083]

@@n11ck i really appreciate this comment. i feel the same way, and you worded it really well lol. Good luck, my friend.

[@hereitgosagain12]

Outside forces are actually why you are the way you are. Your experiences, beliefs and understanding of the world is created by the world around, they're not gifted to you by some spiritual god. Your path has already been chosen for the most part. Our upbringing and privilege decides our fate. Your choice is in the world around you and whether you want to improve it so that others can live in a more fair world than the one you were raised in.

[@JoslynFennekinCyr]

hereitgosagain12 vro...

[@Jujuoak]

I really hope everyone who wants to stargaze gets the opportunity to. I live in the forest, 20 miles from one city and 60 miles from the next, so I’m lucky enough to see the stars each night, the whole Milky Way, and I wish I could just share that with everyone

[@zadejoh]

I don't stargaze enough ever since I left home and I miss it. Listening to this mix just brings back memories of sitting outside on a cool summers night and just watching the sky above. Admiring it's beauty, feeling awe at its incomprehensible vastness, knowing how incredibly lucky we are to allow the universe to view itself. An experience of a profound inner peace that I have not felt in a while since. I wonder if this is what our ancestors felt as they stared upwards. Not enough people seem to do it nowadays.

[@Jujuoak]

Zade Johnston there’s nothing quite like staring into deep space, it’s definitely a magical thing that you’ll always remember Hope you get to see them again soon 🌙

[@zadejoh]

@@Jujuoak thank you. I'm sorry for the paragraph, something about the late night, the music and your comment just made me want to say it. Enjoy your view 😊

[@alegria1813]

I live in a city, I can never see the stars yet I love them so much

[@alegria1813]

I'm happy when there's thunder tho, I'll stare at it

[@rowan.is.odd77]

I've seen so many heartfelt comments under these kind of videos. I know this will never be found, maybe not even seen, but I need to say it somewhere. For those sensitive to overdoses or self harm, now's the time to stop reading. I overdosed. I can't remember the month or year. I just know I did. Just some old muscle relaxers my mom had. I didn't want to die, but I was in the depths of self harm. I just wanted to get high, to get away for a while. So I took a shit ton of pills in a desperate attempt to stop thinking. I succeeded, in a way. I sure as hell wasn't thinking. For two or three days I was a zombie. Nodding off, sleeping constantly, barely able to walk. I can barely remember anything about those days off the top of my head. If I think about it, I can remember some things, but it's not enough to piece together a coherent line of events. I just remember being completely off. Like I was just going through the motions, tired and sad and trying not to fall asleep in class. The worst part is, not a single fucking soul noticed. Wait, let me correct myself. People noticed. They had to, there was no way they didn't. They just didn't care. The only ounce of concern or sympathy I got was a teacher asking if I had a headache. So I went through those days alone, vomiting into popcorn bags until there was nothing left but bile, nodding off at the dinner table, nodding off in the backseat. My friends were just frustrated with me because I wasn't paying attention or talking. I was in misery. Selfishly, so selfishly, I wish someone was there to hold my hair back. To tell me everything was going to be ok, to keep me home from school and in bed. There was no one like that, of course. The one person I told after the fact acted as if it was nothing, just told me to be careful who I told. No big deal. It was a big deal, to me. I still haven't told anyone, really. Not even my boyfriend knows. I don't know why this is still so big to me. It's over, it's done. I should be ok, but I'm not. I can still taste the vomit, can still feel how it felt to be so goddamn tired and confused. I just wish I'd had someone. I was a CHILD. Like 12 or 13! I didn't deserve to go through that alone. Thank whoever may read this for reading. -- Much love, Aspen

[@sobasicallyisuck7656]

I'm sorry I wasn't there. I know I don't know you but I wish I did so I could have told you then everything was going to be okay. I see this and hear you now. I wish you the best. You got this. I believe in you.

[@rowan.is.odd77]

@@sobasicallyisuck7656 Thank you. I'm doing much better now and have people who care about me. :)

[@sobasicallyisuck7656]

​​​​@@rowan.is.odd77I'm happy to hear it. Continue living your best life and let me tell you as someone who has been through some horrible stuff. The feeling goes away. It haunts you and haunts you but as long as you ignore it that feeling gets bored and leaves. And then you get to remember that life is a secred and beautiful thing.

[@PriyankaPatel-if2yp]

I'm sorry ,dear. You had to go through all of that all alone when the whole earth is filled with people. I don't really know what to say, I just wrote my comments and same as you I think no one will be able to find it as there are so many comments already. But dear, i found you here on this home of us I found you. I'm grateful that there exists a person like you about whom I'm know.

[@rowan.is.odd77]

@@PriyankaPatel-if2yp thank you so much🫂

[@soobieval]

I'm honestly so tired of being myself, there's a lot of things i want to do, places i want to visit, memories i want to create, live my dreams, even if they're stupid, i want to live my life at fullest. But i'm such a coward, sometimes i think there's no place for me

[@yourlocaldaydreamer2683]

There is always a place for you I promise

[@iraqiblbos8246]

Just never lose hope

[@Sarah_Kinz]

I don’t think you’re a coward if you were able to write all of this

[@deluxed9917]

The sole fact that you were able to write all of this has already made you so brave. Don’t let fear hold you back, ever. You got this❤️

[@alexx9058]

You're not alone...

[@nina-pb9pg]

i just want to stargaze alone with someone, and have deep conversations and look eachother in the eyes, yet im just too scared to even try getting there. i don't want to get hurt again

[@net3587]

I too desire this. Good luck and I hope that one day you’ll find what you seek and much more

[@lisavandieden1824]

i relate to this on such a real level man

[@nicechoicee]

Damn same. A connection that grows in an instant, where the only person you see is them. I want someone to spill my thoughts to without being seen as a weirdo or ignored for thinking differently. Everything's so similar that being different seems to be a defect.

[@Quazima115]

I desire this so much as well

[@KajetanK]

Oh, I desire this too.

[@michaelmerrills576]

It’s 2:15 am. I am here in the footsteps of those before me who I’ll never meet but who walk with me nevertheless. Thank you.

[@tanjiro7089]

🖤👐

[@マット無理]

Another weekend. Another night I see pictures of my friends that I have been talking to all week. They are going out having a good time. I’m not there, I wasn’t invited. Now I sit on my bed watch my show and go downstairs for food. I see my mom and my stepdad. I don’t think I like them. I realize I’m not hungry. Why did I come downstairs? I don’t know I pet my cat and go to my bed again. I’m sad. I go back downstairs. I say its for food but its an excuse I just want somebody to see that I’m alive this evening. I go to my sister’s room. Shes not there. I realize shes at a party with her friends as she always is. I go back in bed and find this video. I read a few comments one made me cry. It felt good I feel understood and not alone. I feel like expressing what I feel in a small little story. Hi this is me and I’m not alone just like you are not alone. Edit: thank you all so much for the kind messages i still read them everytime and they make me feel accepted. Update to my life if anyone was curious: I have distaced myself from my mother and I soon realized she was manipulating me in thinking ways I didn't want to think. I started to think more for myself and I was making my own decisions. After that I decided I wanted to take medication for my focussing problem. It is working to get my school grades back together and I'm regaining friends. We only hang out once every month, but because I also started streaming on twitch and get to talk to people there I don't really feel as lonely as I used to do. Still even after all that I keep this little story of me up, because whenever I feel down I read the comments and I feel a lot better again. If I can do it you can do it too! Be your own person.

[@sacredyveltal4688]

Cheers, bud. That means we're still human

[@マット無理]

@@sacredyveltal4688 and cheers to you. putting myself out there is really scary people like you give me confidence. thanks

[@sacredyveltal4688]

@@マット無理 You're welcome. I get it, the internet sometimes it is a very scary place but don't worry, there will be someone out there willing to make you feel better or at least listen to you. Don't ever feel scared of draining away your sorrows, we can understand each other and work things out. There are billions of us out there, you got yourself a wonderful universe, so never feel alone. If you have Discord I can recommend you a nice server with others just like you and me.

[@マット無理]

@@sacredyveltal4688 Yes I have discord and i would love to be apart of the server you are talking sbout. I probably won't talk much, but reading other peoples stories and advises will already make a big change.

[@sacredyveltal4688]

@@マット無理 here u go discordapp.com/invite/q93Thhc Oh, and don't worry about being not too active, sometimes is just fine being silent. Believe it or not, I'm one of them. (Here is my ID, btw Sacred Yveltal #5933 if you need anything, I got the same username as in YT)

[@germiaroseimercadillo3626]

Listening to this kind of music while reading this comment section is enough to keep someone going. I feel so intimate with all of you guys, it feels nice that somehow somewhere in this world there are people like me and you who feels the same way. Just a reminder that even though sometimes life doesn't make sense and you feel lost, just keep going. I wish I could hug you all.

[@healthyshop77]

*hugs* all around😊

[@Luciferms09]

Your words are a hug to some ous

[@pastamotel2523]

Sending all my hugs your way

[@bo0mpalo0mpa66]

"Excuse me but I have a package of hugs I need to deliver."

[@Sarah_Kinz]

This comment bout to make me cry, especially that second to last bit about keep on going 😢😭

[@Quantaniumlol]

I had to watch my grandfather die. He had always thought me great things and he knew I would be successful and he also believed in me and raised me when my parents didn’t. I was staying over at his and my grandmas place and I woke up to my grandma screaming. I walk out of the guest room and he’s on the floor. I was only 7 and I couldn’t tell what was happening but I know now he had a heart attack. I could only stand there and watch as the one who cared for me most was taken from this world. His funeral was the last time I cried. I can’t shed another tear. I live to be what he expected of me, I live to be like him. Death is not the opposite of life, it’s merely a part of it. Learning that helped me become who I am now. Rest in piece grandpa Gary, you may be gone but not forgotten.

[@the.seagull.35]

Man I'm sorry you had to see that. Death is terrible. eventually it takes everyone. Its just the way that it is. But to know he was your main caregiver, the one most like a father to you... that is really heartbreaking. I'm sorry. I can tell you with certainty, he loved you a lot. To the very end he loved you. 🤝 "A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling." Psalms 68:5 ❤

[@hazard1233]

I know how it feels to lose someone and live your life on the basis of honouring that person. Just don’t lose sight of yourself in the process. Reach out within this space or elsewhere. Don’t be afraid to ask for help

[@kingsaesthetic]

I’m sitting on the roof of an abandoned Papa Johns pizza house right now, in the middle of rural Mississippi, there’s a full moon out, and the wind is moving the clouds by fast, and it appears as if the moon is flickering, waving to me. To really show me that the universe is of an infinite scale, and that we’re all just specks of dust, drifting in the cosmic breeze of the abyss, I ponder why we exist, why we were Created. I come back to my senses and as I open this bottle of whiskey I brought with me, I feel as if I’m truly free, with nothing holding me back. I will stay here on top of this Papa Johns for a while, and I would like to say one thing to you, the phrase of a man I dearly love, “Better ingredients, better pizza”

[@maxhanson4361]

Papa Johns themed existentialism is exactly what I needed tonight. Thanks for the story internet stranger.

[@danielcangelosi3995]

I’m in Mississippi, what papa johns?

[@kingsaesthetic]

Daniel Cangelosi near Clinton, down to pull up?

[@danielcangelosi3995]

Stoic Patriot I live in Madison and I’ll be back Sunday

[@kingsaesthetic]

Daniel Cangelosi oh awesome, I go to Madison all the time for track meets

[@Den1seQu0ta]

Listening to this playlist, I just want to go outside, somewhere where there's no buildings just nature, put my headphones on with this playing, lay down, and just look up at the beautiful night. Even if there's no stars, just the clouds or just the clear night sky. Feel the wind, listen to the music and enjoy the moment.

[@maoneko]

I would definitely do it, but it's - 20C, cuz I live in freakin' Russia. These nights I want to go somewhere very very far or fall asleep and don't wake up, one of the two.

[@bluesord114]

You should go on a cruise ship. The ocean is the most beautiful place to do it. I wish I had this playlist with the beautiful dark night mixed with the endless sky and vast unknown ocean. Watching the waves crash into this huge ship that seemlessly kept moving forward. I'm telling you at night time just leaning over the railings and even being at the tallest part of the ship at night. I never felt so fucking alive. Come back to this comment one day. I hope you do it. May your dreams come true.

[@hravandil9993]

michael canal no no...a nice meadow, over a field and across the dirt road, over the little stone wall that's falling apart, through the small copse of trees and to the meadow with the oaken tree in one corner...just lie down in the meadow and listen to the nights sounds and look at the stars.

[@nathanhyman2889]

@@hravandil9993 few of those kinds of places exist.... I think this comment section is one of those places

[@mokl27]

I would love to do that too, but just don’t go out into the middle of nowhere, there may be no wi-fi, heh

[@perpetualsystems]

Is this what happiness is?... I have a home, I have a family, I have friends. Yet, deep inside, I feel empty. As if, my soul has left by body - Perhaps, I never had a soul in the first place. I might get a job. I might not. I might get married. I might not. I might get kids. I might not. I can feel the best feelings and experience the best experiences, but what does it matter? At the end of life, my memories won't be anything. At the end of time, nothing will be. The night wraps its hands around me, like a Reaper hearing a being's last words. My body yearns for sleep. Yet, my brain screams in agony. A million lives have been, just like mine. Sleep, work, eat. A mind feels directionless these principles are broken - We weren't created to think. Nothing has ever realized it exists, except we. But at the end of time, nothing will be. And nothing will have been. Our fate is sealed in the darkest corner of the Universe. My thoughts dissipate. Another day ends.

[@RiccardoL]

I really feel like my soul is going out of my body and it's observing the Earth from space knowing that humans will always be like that, but in the end there will just be an eternal silence

[@dddd-uk4vn]

What The.. The human soul is designed to need God, without Him there will always be that feeling of something missing, something just not there.

[@germiaroseimercadillo3626]

I feel the same way. Every night I have this void inside of me like I feel nothing and at the same time everything. I've been trying to make sense of what could possibly be the essence of life, what my purpose really is. I become wary and anxious because up to this time I don't know. Is finishing college enough then what? Is being married and having children eenough then what? What does it really mean to be happy.

[@Jomuerudoumandanberarumino]

thats when you know you’re missing someone

[@handohall3406]

@@dddd-uk4vn that might be true, but humans are becoming too smart to believe in something like a god. Its an old concept and just dosent hold up anymore.

[@bythemorningitllbegone]

when I was 15 I used to listen to this almost every night. I think I know every single comment in this video by heart - it's quite strange to say but looking back I think this is the first place I felt truly welcomed. every story you wrote, the music chosen by the creator. the sadness in the comments and the love in the replies. I remember leaving my comment here, it was the first time I'd opened up to someone like that, and I was pretty sure it would just end up as one of the countless comments I left online, but someone actually responded to me and listened my story, I felt seen. everyone is so so nice here. I love you all. I remember a comment that said "it's like being in a bar full of nice people". thank you for sitting here with me tonight.

[@itsbebe3695]

KZbin Recommendations really out did itself this time, it is exactly one of those nights. I'm laying in bed right now, and this is exactly what i needed.

[@jazzycashy]

Whenever I have one of those nights I always want to go outside and watch the stars but my parents lock all the doors and put alarms on them so I’m stuck inside

[@merceraeolymus]

I agree with you 1000%

[@imruimiguel]

lately this nights are frequent, ty youtube

[@sexygolfball69]

I’m honestly gonna ask my friend if he wants to go stargazing sometime

[@hntr5495]

@@sexygolfball69 sadly my friends arent that kind of people whenever im drunk i just look at the stars but they... they dont care what goes on around them. Perhaps they do and they try to not think about it...maybe that means that they are stronger than i am.

[@MariaZenina-c5o]

It was one of those nights. Walked out into my school's courtyard after showing new parents around the school. Warm air, 8 pm, June. The clouds were floating with no remorse of existence. The day was tiring. Exhausting. Draining. But when I walked out of the cold, menacing corridor into the fresh, still air, I felt the most content I have been in a while. Teenagers. Laughing, giggling, talking freely to their friends on benches. I walk up to my friends, who are all worry free. They are playing songs on the guitar and singing quietly. I join in. Dare I say it was the most peaceful I have ever been. It was quiet. Still. Yet lively. Something inside me clicked and I turned off. I became myself. For that hour. I became more myself than I have ever been. You could touch the sky. Feel the clouds. Everything was like in a Polaroid. Those ones that you see on Pinterest, just to realise that surely can never be you. But it was. For those moments it was me. It was us. And let me tell you. I was happy.

[@ajesusencounter8261]

Woahh that sounds like a peaceful school anime setting. I can imagine how pretty it must've been 😯

[@kianbright9823]

Kinda cringe bro

[@mahmoodabdulbaqi824]

@@ajesusencounter8261 anime gai

[@nob1501]

Мария З damn, you should be a writer or something cause that was hella creative

[@Lymphaofallcolours]

Underrated. I feel you, bro.

[@Stephh99]

A couple autumns ago, my friends and I got together to bake cookies. After putting them in the oven, we went out for a walk. There were five of us and the dog, walking down the street. It was early autumn, still hot and sticky, but with that weird chill that comes at night. I don’t think any of us looked at our phones. We walked to the park by the light of the moon, and when we got there, sat and talked, and played with the dog. Walking home, spread out across the road, unhurried and unworried about any cars, it was a beautiful feeling. Somebody played music, some sort of soft rock, echoing in the background as we talked and laughed. Just thinking about it makes me nostalgic, because I know that once we all go off to college, it’ll never be the same. We’ll go off to our own lives, and forget everything. Our memories, our inside jokes, eachother. And that’s heartbreaking to me.

[@graysonshepard1535]

You don't forget. Don't worry. :)

[@cringe_shattles69]

*gives hugs* it's ok, sometimes life doesn't go our way or turn out fine, and some people we knew may forget about us entirely, but that's ok, it's life. we just have to move on and learn from the past, and of course, cherish those memories.

[@thebestcomment192]

omg but did the cookies burn when tou went out for a walk

[@hamsterthegangster]

Bro, they never have to leave you. I moved away from my best friends at the end of high school, and I'd thought it would be the end for us aswell. Well 2 years later, we did end up drifting apart, and I never stopped thinking about the time we all spent together, and I look back on it with such fondness. Well a further 2 years later (4 years at this point), we all link up again online. Still sharing the same jokes, still telling the same stories, only with some new ones we've made on our own. It's never too late to reconnect with someone you lose touch with. And these moments you're experiencing, they may be some of the fondest you'll have. But you should be 100% present in those moment, and not be worried about drifting apart. Each waking moment is the time of your life.

[@Giac_of_all_trades]

Thats simply not true. Its the 21st century, the only thing that can keep yourself and your friends away, are your friends and yourself. The tools are there, and maybe it isnt the same, talking over a phone, but it gets the job done, and it doesnt let that so loved friendship die. I thought the same when i ended up highschool and most of my friends went to another city, but there is always someone there for you, and when you less expect it, theyll be back, maybe because of holidays, maybe because it didnt work out for them, but they wont just disappear. If you truly care about them, and they do about you, its not going to happen.

[@mrgerund3060]

A nice set of of stories in this comment section I love to read, they are beautiful yet sad. I'm not here because I feel sad, maybe my mindset towards philosophical attitude and being there for others who are in need is what made youtube decide I should be here. I would have to say though, summertime is such a moment for reminiscence which hits differently.

[@trent1d2d3d]

It's one of those nights. Your life doesn't seem to be going the way you wanted it to when you were a kid. That one person you were so sure was the one is long gone. You haven't talked to what little lingering highschool friends you have on your phone in a few weeks. You'd bug them, now, if you texted anyway. You're trying your best to smile and take it all in stride. You do your best to assure yourself that things will get better if you just wait a little longer. You do your best to convince yourself to push forward, even if it hurts. But, as you peer out into the star-speckled midnight sky and wonder if anything you do actually matters, you realize that you're a terrible liar. But, you do your best to smile anyway. Because smiling is all that we can do. You don't want to cry right now. Your family might hear you. You take another drag of a cigarette that's almost burned to the filter, and watch, unfocused, as the smoke disappears with the breeze. It's one of those nights.

[@captainanus8131]

And thus, the doomed is born

[@miri2183]

Catcher in the Rye

[@trent1d2d3d]

@@miri2183 Blueberry Pie

[@alegria1813]

Holy fuck

[@rafro98]

im in this post and i dont like it

[@PHNX_-oj3hk]

Tomorrow is my best friend's birthday. We were in a relationship but are currently on break because of some external and one or two internal issues. We're currently in high school and I don't have a job cause of school, so I went to the gas station and bought her a pack of m&ms since chocolate is her favorite candy. Everything in this story might seem like its fine, but yet I'm here, sad, tired, wanting to start over. She has always been the flirty type of girl, but the past two weeks once we went on break she has constantly been with this one guy and whenever we could be talking together she is always flirting with him instead or she is on her phone. These past few days have been horrible for me as I have been feeling heartbroken and alone, constantly feeling like I have lost her. Tomorrow is also the last day before exams and Christmas break, and since her parents don't allow her to date we won't see each other again till January. To whoever might read this in the future, and wonder what happened to us, or maybe you are feeling the same way I am, thank you for taking the time to read this random dude vent on the internet. You are awesome and I love you. Take care.

[@kristinalvarez5569]

I hope everything will be okay

[@number5582]

this is the exact reason im here man :/ this girl fucks with my mind so much she has no clue . she hardly give me attention , i always have to make the first move , she passes by and doesnt say hi , shes so petty and wont text me back for hours . i dont know what to do , i love her but i want to leave her for my own sake . i need help . what should i do ?

[@ItsMe-tj1mi]

Matthew Cervantes just keep on doing you man and if she keeps acting that way then you should move on and find someone better. It’ll take awhile to get over her if you do but trust me you can pull through. I’m in the same boat here✊

[@ellamarie5906]

i hope everything ends up good. it will be okay. please update when you’re back from break ❤️

[@aibmgt511]

Hope for the best and please update after break ends

[@michellegr7848]

wtf there’s so many people i can relate to omg please y’all be my friends

[@dyingeel2587]

Im down for more friends lol, how was your day?

[@ASWE15]

Why not hahaha

[@acezepeda8022]

Michelle GR I need friends

[@AnilSaulnier]

Sounds like fun! How you doin'?

[@luisarebelo6752]

@@acezepeda8022 heyyy

[@theneonwolf5162]

I’d like to think of myself as an optimistic person. I don’t feel sad from this more than I feel I can enjoy this time with myself. I hope everyone else can listen to this in a way that puts them at peace. :)

[@faith4693]

no one: me: visibly sad clorox ad: *violent bass boosted noise*

[@BedSheetzy]

Frantic Faith Its things like this nobody expects on these videos. yet here you are making the saddened chuckle. Thank you.

[@CarterHerrigstad]

Oh the mid roll ads

[@Creedio90]

original meme template WHERED YOU GET IT

[@Neon-ws8er]

Armiter Lets be honest, theres literally no more possible original templates possible in youtube comments

[@whattheshit4936]

you made this sadboi fuckin erupt with laughter LMAO

[@StressedDepressedAnxious]

I was once homeless in the winter and one of the best days of my life was spent with this older woman in her 50s, and 2 older men sitting on a bench outside of a laundry mat all day. It was cold but the sun peeked out, a random woman bought us subs for lunch(my fav) and we had enough coins for ginger ale in the laundry mat vending machine. We just sat and laughed about random things all day long. It was peaceful and for once I had nothing to worry about. Not family, not bills, not anything. We just laughed and laughed. I was 25. I’m 29 now in a different state, living in my own house with a successful career. She’s dead. I don’t know what happened to the two guys. I have everything to worry about. Is it strange to say I miss it? Not being homeless or poor exactly. Just the freedom, the laughter, the peace. It was the best day of my life

[@r.w4716]

It's not

[@kroniisfangs]

treasuring memories from hurtful times will always be okay, it's those little sparks that keeps us jumping from point a to point b in life, hope everything goes well with you.

[@stamatisvragas7720]

I used to be really stressed about life in general until I realised I could just hang every stress I have on god, he carries me anyways, why should I carry that stress too? I just trust him with all my heart and everything is going great, even in the pandemic time where income is really low

[@sleepforever8378]

Materialism has ruined my life

[@dianah4016]

I used to go out and have a smoke secretly at three a.m. a few years back, listening to music like this, crying, shaking, and begging to the stars to take me to another world where my life was meaningful, magical, interesting, painful in a different kind of way from... here. I remember waiting for an adventure to come, and at the same time locking myself in my house. I never knew secret places, or saw the city at night. I didn't even go to parties or tried alcohol until 22. I wanted lightning to hit me so that I would have a superpower, or to wake up one day with a new special magic awakening, or for anything to pull me out of the ordinary and into a world of discovery. I still feel like it sometimes. Like I belong some place else, and I was washed away in this pointless world accidentally. Like somewhere in the multiverse, the version of me who was supposed to be in this world, is terrified out of her mind, completely secluded from a reality where adventure comes daily, and trying times are just too much for her to handle, while I am here doing the same for different reasons. I'm 25 and waiting for my life to start. Everyone says it's a long time coming, but I just don't see my journey starting anytime soon. Edit: 5 months later. I hear you all, I see you all. I love that we're all together in drifting through life. Recently I've started to go out and look for adventures in this reality, and I'm very glad to say it works. I've presented my paintings in a gallery, as I dreamed when I was a kid, I've traveled to places I didn't know before, far from my hometown, I'm finding adventures, and adventures are finally welcoming me with open arms. If you read this and felt like you're also waiting for your life to start, this is your wake up call. This universe, this planet, this life, is already gargantuan. Life is waiting for you, out there, not in here.

[@KingLich451]

you gotta do it yourself, it just won't come knocking on the door. Believe me, it won't.

[@arthursoenarto6051]

heyy, u should try read ‘the defining decade’

[@knealiegamesYT]

Glad I’m not the only one who feels misplaced

[@operation6972]

Wow... :')

[@EremittV]

A harsh but possibly sobering truth: your life already has started. If you don’t feel like you’re in the place you’re supposed to be, the only way out of it is by doing it yourself. It’s tough, I know. I’m still struggling and afraid I won’t be able to do this for the rest of my life, but in a few years you might be surprised with how far you’ve come. And adventure is something you find. I used to go on an adventure almost every weekend. I would grab my moped and just drive as far as I could in a certain direction just to see what was there. I enjoyed the scenery and serenity of traveling alone. But the truth is, there’s nothing adventurous about it. A lot of other people were on the same road just to go to work, do groceries or that kind of stuff. It was an adventure for me because I surrendered myself to the unknown and appreciated all the little details I came across. Adventure is not something far away, it’s more of a mindset. Because the second I thought: I could be doing something productive, the adventure was over. Try making everyday things an adventure. Take a detour when leaving from work and explore other neighborhoods, go grocery shopping in a store you’ve never been to because it’s too far away, try new food, enjoy nature. The littlest things can be an adventure if you have an adventurous mindset

[@linkin5221]

When I was 10-11 I was on summer break. The weather was so nice and I wanted to just go out but had no real reason too. I also had horrible nightmares, causing me to drown in coffee or caffeine loaded drinks. It was one way I avoided those, but they never really gave me peace and caused me more harm than good. But I remember those nights, the ones where i’d stay up. I remember having my fairy lights on and sitting in bed, on my phone all night long while everyone slept. While the world slept. I remember I would open my window all the way and listen to the crickets and frogs (we have a pond in the back) I would look at the dark but yet light blue sky. Id see one or two stars. But it was so nice. I loved how quiet it was. How warm but yet cool the soft wind was. I loved how still everything was and how the animals outside came to life. I loved how the world was asleep but yet awake at the same time. I miss those nights. I loved them so much. I want them back. I wanna go back to those nights.

[@anniekriz3204]

To anyone here, in this comment section, who stumbled upon my comment, I truly and whole-heartedly hope that everything clears itself in your life, I hope that you find yourself and that you keep on growing and loving yourself along the way. I believe in you and I am sending love your way, If you are struggling in any way. I love you

[@marinadavies1917]

Ok so like I’m just gonna rain on the parade here so you should probably not even read this reply buuuut So I have a problem with these comments because like you don’t know us so how could you possibly hope that, that’s like saying I hope everyone’s lives gets better like yeah obviously. You don’t even know what to wish for

[@tristanevans1219]

Thanks. My best mate just left us, lost a battle against himself and he's with us no more. Not sure how I'm doing, not sure how I'll cope, but I appreciate it.

[@anniekriz3204]

@@marinadavies1917 well yeah, I know my comment won't really solve all the pain that someone is having, but at the time of me commenting this, I just thought to myself, that whenever I see such a comment I smile to myself and think about, how a person on the other side of the world wrote it, and sent some love to the world, hoping that peoples problems get better. I'm not saying that it will magically do something, but I really do hope that the problems anyone is going through will get better. I wrote it with a good intent, so I'm sorry if it rubbed you the wrong way.

[@anniekriz3204]

@@tristanevans1219 I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@SJunior2]

Annie Kriz I love comments like these don’t worry. It always makes me feel good. Thank you. Sending love back your way as well!

[@ach1llez]

I'm not sad or depressed, I was just looking over the comments and.. I hope you all are going to be okay. Love from Norway.

[@justjake5963]

Me neither. I empathize with people as far as to feel the exact same pain as them even though it never happened to me. But I can imagine these occurrences so vividly as to act like I’ve experienced them. It’s complicated

[@AstonishingPinata]

Same here. Hope everyone who posted something here life will get better

[@SPACECOWBOY705]

How does that feel? I feel so alone lol... Around everybody 😅

[@kimbo9351]

Takk broder, håper alt går bra med deg også

[@Ekdrink]

lmfao your pfp

[@dabo777]

one night, so many nights ago, i was chilling with a friend in a sofa. we were sooo high it felt it was the very last night of our lives... i then just wanted to play some music for the moment and this was what i first saw. we then just, idk bro, i really dont know how to describe it. the first fucking seconds of it got us both paralized. i then put my head on his shoulder and he put his head on mines, and we just, stay there, living the moment. i remember imagining so many scenarios while the music flowed... one of them i remember was like a cold sound, so white and silent, sigilous. the other one was yellow/green, warm, it was like a hug from long time no see. then the red flowers and the blood all at once... and then the last thing i remember before falling deeply asleep is me reading the title of the vid and repeting "do not forget the name, please, do not forget the name of the vid", but i sadly forgot... i really dont know how this was on a list in my recommendations now, and it sounded weird that it was a 30min vid long and couldnt just recall what was about, so i just clicked it... my god, the first notes, those goosebumbs, this is it, this is the vid, these are the songs from that night. i cant explain what im feeling right now. and if you are wondering, i am not longer friend of the person who i shared that moment with that night, so this is a gift for the heart mind body and soul. thank you for reading and pardon my english

[@thepriestunknown3999]

If you were logged into KZbin, you can check your video history.

[@anto5836]

hey, did you found it?

[@caspeepeepoopoo]

Yk when someone says bro unironically they’re a stoner

[@kodaofplanetearth]

If you really loved this song you should definitely check out Message to Bear’s other tracks. They’re an excellent band.

[@the_n_ecromancer]

Check history bro. 😂😅

[@awesomegj]

I normally try to come back to this video and leave a comment once a year to share my story, and also to see how far I've come, and how things have changed for me. But this time....this times a bit different... In the past I have shared my sorrows, and struggles with life and depression. But something I left out was on my main beacons of light to kept me pushing forwards, and fighting....and that was my dog.....Her name was Dolly....and today I had to put her down after 16 years...She was my first dog and I grew up with her....I knew this day would come, but I never wanted it too...I have been beaten and betrayed by people I thought were my friends. Been cheated on, and completely failed at romance. Even had to deal with the deaths of all of my grand parents at an early age....yet nothing, NOTHING has hurt this bad before. I can't even think about her without breaking down. And I can't help but feel I failed her...Now don't get me wrong, me and my family did everything we could to make her life happy and comfortable. But ik I could have done more, I could have done better....no I SHOULD have done better....and now....she's gone. Having her injected at the vet was probably the hardest thing I've ever done. She couldn't walk anymore, and could barely open her eyes, yet when they went to inject her she opened them.....I got to see the life fade from her eyes in real time....I can't even recall any memories of her without breaking down. To top it all off as well in an absolute cruel twist of fate, it's almost my birthday! Really goes to show life has a evil sense of humor... Especially when it felt like I was finally getting back on my feet after all these years. Finally seeing a therapist, opening up to my family about the struggles I've been facing, actually managing to get re accepted back into college and on a full ride no less. Now....now....it all feels so empty. In finally getting up to run and chase life, I left my aging and elderly dog behind. When I should have walked slowly, so I was there for her....But I wasn't, and looking back I can't help but be angry with myself. If only I knew how fleeting our time would be... I would have done so much differently. There's a lot more I wanna say but just can't anymore..... Rest in piece Dolly 08/27/2007 - 04/24/2024 I will never forget you. - G.J.

[@jeffreyrosenfeld7543]

I see there is a part of the society that still care for others and not selfish

[@shizofreninja]

Because there is a part of society that was hurt by someone selfish 😢

[@evawilliam6552]

Yes 💔

[@Echo126_]

Why did I read this as ‘...still care for others and not fish’ I was about to come down here and be like ‘what did fish ever do to you???’

[@aimerc617]

Hans - you made me laugh, thanks

[@Maxxon89]

Well hello Claude.

[@jvikingr5764]

it's amazing how a place full of sad and lonely people can be one of the most comforting and welcoming places.

[@drakeslaugh1495]

Well, sometimes the people who have been through the worst of it all are the ones who learn to be their greatest selves, my friend.

[@Klaus577]

Yes,but it's scary that all those sad people are everyone,the people who u talk to daily,the people u may judge,the people who u think are just basic or annoying or bullies cuz of the way they act But inside there is so much sadness to be unpacked..

[@pama-6987]

@@Klaus577 it is I agree, I makes me wonder how many people I’ve hurt without knowing, how many people I left scarred

[@egorsdeimos3523]

No one else knows pain like someone who has felt it

[@mikumikan7844]

Crazy how lonely people don't want to feel lonely.

[@joshuanugent7891]

Anyone else feel like a heavy weight is pressing against their chest

[@noxoir3350]

Yes 😔✊

[@gotworc]

that's called emotions

[@somethingelse9598]

Yep

[@imdehydrated-147]

always, it’s never ending.

[@bo0mpalo0mpa66]

Oh yeah. Heavier load this time around.

[@lyna2905]

You just know a comment section is good when you see many with likes over 1k. When I was little I used to get up in secret after bed to watch the stars and write my diary under moonlight. I lived in the city, but that didn't keep the moonlight from reaching me every time I dug under the curtains. I would walk on my tiptoes and navigate myself through aged wooden cabinets towards the window. Everything was so calm and glowy- you could see clouds casting a white halo around the moon when they flew past it. The light was so gentle and clear you could actually see what you're writing down on paper. I always kept a pen under my pillow and I would write about my wildest imaginations. No one was there to judge, besides the moon kindly holding a light for me and the stars blinking at me. I would finish an entry and wish to the moon for them to come true one day. I was a rather lonely child, but I didn't need much more company than that. Years later across half of the world and being mildly depressed, I still gaze at them. Thinking oh bright and wonderful beings in the sky, thank you for sheltering my childhood dreams before they were stripped away. The smell of aged wood and fresh bedroom sheets... the tiptoeing and the pen of dreams, and a me that stayed there forever.

[@deca0]

maybe you are stargazing maybe you just came back home from a late-night party, maybe your parents aren't home and you are about to go to sleep alone, maybe you are coming back from watching a movie at the theatre, maybe you've come back from a long vacation and the realization hits you that you have to go back to reality, maybe it's a Sunday before you have work or school the next day, maybe you have lost someone or something you have loved... this music describes the night that follows the events or situations that have just occurred....

[@winger.]

DecaMav nice man

[@KaloTheGolem]

Listening on a Sunday rn... Issa vibe

[@chromiyum6849]

People here are sharing their memories. I don't have any, yet I feel what they're feeling. I'm young and yet to create memories. I'll return to this comment section again some 10 years later. See you in the future my friend.

[@rverdict9013]

Cya then dude

[@AnprimGang]

See you then.

[@EdenIsBeaten]

See u in the future ((: i hope you'll say hi to me in that time cuz that would definitely make me cry ((:

[@dimassyifa]

this shit is hella dramatic

[@dukethotness]

Best of luck bro, make some great memories

[@ilikespaghetti4458]

Early 2020 vibes. I remember listening to this almost every night while I was in one of the worst living situations of my life. So much has happened since then, so much has changed. I've made friends, lost them, formed new interests, moved on from them, had highs and lows, learned new things about myself, about the world, grown up, and 4 years later it's another one of those nights. I returned to this video to listen again, and to say thank you to whoever made this video, it means a lot to me.

[@murfsmurf]

Same man, same

[@jollyroman6695]

I had something similar to that feeling just last week, It finally snowed this year, and I was spending it outside with my dog, We went to the edge of my yard, as the sun was going down and my dad was making his special dinner - gumbo. My dog looked alert and bolted into the woods, as I followed behind. I wandered through the woods looking for my dog, and I stumbled across a clear hill. I found her, and tried getting her to turn back home. As I did this, I went to the top of a hill, as I knew that was the way home. And as I watched the sun set with my childhood dog, I remembered a lot of old things Family that passed The joys and innocence of childhood Where I’ll go after high school And what will happen I then walked back home, and could smell that dinner was ready, I took my seat at the table I started to eat my bowl of gumbo, feeling nice in my cold belly. I just wanted to live in the moment, as I had most of my family there with me. I gave my dog some extra food because of the run we had. Dinner was nice, but dad had something to tell us. He was thinking of getting a new house and selling his current one, my childhood house. I was silent for the rest of the night. Another time I was with my grandpa, and we hiked to the top of a hill in fall, and I remember just looking over the hill and seeing all the orange trees swaying in the wind, feeling at peace with one of my favorite people Thanks for making this, and thank you for coming to my TED talk

[@plotwhist9364]

I normally don't reply to comments. God, I felt this so fucking hard though. I miss my childhood home more than anything and I wish I could go back to the blissful wonderland that was being young.

[@jollyroman6695]

plotwhist I don’t know why people call me childish like it’s an insult. I had the most fun as a child

[@dantewoa]

Creative Name where do you live that place seems awesome lol

[@jollyroman6695]

thomas kurian Southwest Missouri, my dad’s backyard is several acres of woods

[@pontythython1901]

my dog just died this reminds me of him, thanks I guess? Idk what to feel... I guess I won’t for now... that was a nice reminder of the good old days though.

[@Loltroll8]

This song can also portray that feeling when the sun is like an hour or two from setting and you’re not doing much except... waiting...

[@fernbreeze723]

That's exactly what I'm doing right now.

[@nicoleffion1563]

Loltroll842 0 I totally get u

[@grog7856]

i have to go home on like 3 different buses around the time the sun sets and this is exactly the feeling i feel when im waiting for the next one

[@bladea_boi5104]

I never understood a comment this much

[@dereckhuerta5007]

Get comfortable friend, you'll be here awhile

[@mrmuneeb4723]

Crap, I’m stuck! Help! Gimme a runaway link!

[@EllieSmith-if3yb]

Pull up a chair order a drink and forget buddy that's what we are made for

[@MetalMaster9960]

-Depression

[@nercon8719]

Every now and then it’s nice to forget enough to feel free

[@steventh3679]

i need a friend

[@liliambrus987]

I lost my kitty a month ago. He was my best friend. He came to me when I had the most challenging time in my life, suffering from significant anxiety and depression, failed several classes at uni and my mom was diagnosed with cancer. Then suddenly, he visited our garden, limping, with several scars over him and missing fur. We immediately rushed to him to give him food and water, that's how our friendship began. The kitty started to visit us every day, until the little visitor became a guest and a family member. It was incredible to see him open up and he became the friendliest, kindest and most loving cat I ever had. During that time of my life, I developed health anxiety, panic attacks that sent me to hospital thinking it was heart attack, and quit uni due to mental health reasons and to take care of my mom in case her illness become more dangerous. In the meantime, the tumor turned out to be benign fortunately, but my panic attacks didn't went away and he was my only source of support. Every time I couldn't breathe and thought I was gonna die, my boy just jumped in my bed and I stroked his fur gently for hours, until somebody from my family came home. He comforted me when I was anxious, never bit or claw me and always slept next to my bed. His name was Frici. Over time, he wasn't Frici the cat, just simply Frici, although I used to call him other silly names like goodest boy, and when I called him like that, he just lifted his head proudly as if he understood. It clearly meant something for him. He was with me during the most important parts of my life, when I got my first job and started taking up painting and drawing again. When we stayed up till midnight and he was in my room during winter, I used to listen to this playlist while sculpting and Frici would just lay on his blanket he claimed and watch over me with his gentle eyes. He died in my arms, nearly a year after we adopted him. After he died, I just lost my sense of reality, as if I couldn't believe that happened. A week ago, he was fine and now he is dead... I still couldn't let him go, and I don't think I ever will. When I came home after being away for a week, I still saw his little white hair everywhere and just broke down crying like a baby. It hurts. Knowing he is not at the door, but still hoping he is waiting for me, even through it is impossible, I feel so lost and broken. To think back, he was the only thing keeping me alive, taking care of him gave me such a comfort and motivation to continue on I never thought could exist. Hell I want to go so hard back in time telling him I love him and just pet him again. We have been through so much shit together, and I just don't know what to do without him. I miss you Frici. You are the best boy.

[@corvim688]

Hiiii liliam he is not eaiting for you because he is with you, its so strange yet amazing to see your comment because i had this EXACT situation with my kitty, i had panick atacks, anxiety and all of that and he were there all the time, when he passed i just felt... lost till i were making my Food and his collar it started to make the noise of a bell, even when it was stored and when I went to see it I could hear his meow, i were terrible that day but in that day i knew that didnt have gone, that he were still there at my side and Will allways be, your kitty is with you now and will allways be, rooting for EVERY lottle step in your life and making you company,purring by your side so happy, you allready defeated all of that Hard things and honestly i cried reading your story because of how AMAZING AND INCREDIBLE YOU ARE, your kitty is SO SO PROUD OF THE PERSON YOU ARE and will allways be, he Will allways feel the Love you feel, because he is at your side❤❤❤❤

[@AlexanderTheReasonablyGreat1]

Surely there won't ever be a replacement for such a special feline friend. It's a touching story how your lifes got intertwined :) But do you think you could get a new cat, to start a new chapter and a new friendship?

[@LordlessSword]

Losing your best cat is the hardest. I will never ever forget the love that I got from a cat that I adopted a couple of years back. In my hard times he always came up to me and rubbed on my leg. He was always there with me watching shows or me playing a game. Cherishing those memories from start to finish have kept going. I will treat my pets the same way that cat treated me. Mainly because he wasn't just any cat, but my boy.

[@CreepyHominem]

I... I can't read it whole. It's so sad.

[@deadkitty794]

It's weird how sometimes our depression can make us feel peaceful ..

[@trueman9138]

Ye, sometimes..

[@Jc1979profe]

Yeah, its a rare peace

[@Sofia-tk7lb]

a comfortable sadness...

[@lenalee5516]

Especially after crying, i feel great

[@detectivemakotodate2032]

Oof

[@man3358]

I remember visiting the ocean once, standing alone on the pier, gazing up at the stars. The moon hung just above the ocean, the stars bright, the night sky reflecting off the waves, dancing in a blurry image of the sky, the gentle sound of crashing waves and the soft, October breeze blowing in my hair. It was so pretty, and I felt alone, but not sad. The beautiful image felt like it was mine and mine alone to enjoy, and I felt greatful for whatever had created something so beautiful, and for the gift of being able to experience it. That was a special night.

[@sierra111]

thats it

[@midnightcity4691]

"How rare, and beautiful it is to even exists" -sleeping at last, Saturn

[@rebeccajones5546]

That was beautiful.

[@aquartzy5418]

@@midnightcity4691 ayee I love that song

[@matthewmatthew4804]

@@midnightcity4691 "I tried to write it down , But I could never find a pen" so powerful. I wish i could write down everything

[@Strong_the_Panda]

Almost 6 years ago i lost my best friend to suicide. When I first meet her i was young (4th grade) and didn't understand her troubles to well. She was born from a drug dealers in a gang. Her mom was in jail and her dad would rape her and beat her. When i meet her she lived with her G-ma. I was introduced to her through someone im only aquantinces today. We talked through kik and I remember staying up til 3 am every night we talked. The nights went from everyday to every other day to once a week. But the moments I'll remember. When she told me her story one night I didn't know what to think but I didnt want to be an asshole so I kept talking to her. Her last message was the week i got out of school for the summer(after 5th grade). I couldn't read all of it except for the fact she said I love you. 3 days later my friend told me the news. I was pissed and angry. 3 years pass and I get my first gf. She went through a suicidal phase and I didnt know what to do. I was scared, and didnt want to lose her. The realitionship lasted longer than any middle school realitionship should've and it went to lust, no love. After a misson trip with my uncles church i knew i had to end it, so i did. I was scared she was going to do it too but she didn't. I still have classes with her today and we are good friends. All the women in my life i love are suicidal/depressed. I'm always scared and it puts pressure on me but i get use to it. About 2 years ago i went through a nasty break up. Got cheated on. I had those thoughts for a moment myself and had one of these nights and relized how to help others with depression and suicide. Theres nothing anyone can do, except be there for each other. Tell them you love them and if they need to talk, talk to them. It will be uncomfertable but the only cure to emotional distress is each other. The only way to feel satisfaction is to help another soul out. Love each other, its cheesy and corney but its the truth. If you don't think you're loved I got news for you. "You ain't somebody til somebody loves you. And thats me I love you."-Jesus (Really Mr. New Vegas but same thing) Get some sleep lad. It's late and you got a big day tomorrow.

[@ledfloyd1054]

Yaakovv Thank you

[@bridgerleavitt5852]

I'd give you the comment award for the video man. 👏

[@jonas47317]

Thank you ❤️

[@jonathankleven6514]

Thank you so much for sharing, and i hope you have a fantastic life!

[@Scheiib]

Thank you

[@Luca-2222]

Last year I get to know this beautiful girl. We had exactly the same interests and the same view on so many things … we just matched. I can still clearly remember the first time I saw her. After that we spent more time together and every time it was something special. Spending time with her was so good it felt like I was dreaming. For me it was something very special because I never had good friends or a girlfriend. And maybe because of that I catched really strong feelings for her. For the first time I had someone I could talk to about everything. I wanted to tell her about my feelings but I was too afraid that this might ruin our friendship, so I didn‘t say anything. Now she has another Boyfriend and we haven’t talked to each other in 7 months. The time I spent with her was the best of my life. To me it feels like a heartbreaking breakup even though she was never mine. And now I’m all alone again. Thank you very much if you read all this. Felt like I finally got someone to talk to about it ❤️ (And sorry for my English)

[@the.seagull.35]

man I'm sorry. I can really relate to you and your situation, in many ways. It actually took me back to some heartbreak of my own. You're not alone. 🤝 I may not know you but in my eyes we are brothers in this.

[@Luca-2222]

@@the.seagull.35 Thank you, really appreciate that 🫶🏻

[@mrjiddly565]

You have some great English. Thank you for sharing.

[@umbeowulf]

Good lord, as i was reading your story i was feeling like looking at a mirror. Some year ago i lived trough a very similar situation. I say to myself that i recovered, but the more i think about it, the more i feel like i continue to suffer the effects from this event. From that moment my life was not the same anymore. I hope for all you to found happiness, brothers.

[@maximwijnen3059]

Since people are telling their stories, here's mine.. I'm 25 and never had a girlfriend, figured I was too ugly and awkward for it or something... I made my peace with being alone forever until one day at work a beautiful girl became my colleague. Not even entertaining the thought of me having a chance I didn't even try to flirt or something, that was until she started flirting with me. At first I couldn't believe it, who in their right mind would be interested in me? I was overjoyed and started talking more and more with her. We shared a lot of interests and she was a real chill person. After a while we went for some drinks one night and the evening was awesome. We talked and talked and we both really liked eachother, she touched my arm and I told her how cute she was when trying to act tough. At the end of the evening we were walking together to my bike, where she looked to me, I don't know if it was my lack of experience of awkwardness.. but I didnt kiss her but I know I should have. We went to the movies a week later but she wasn't as close anymore and nothing important happened that evening. She invited me to watch a movie at her house, but when I tried to sit closer to her she said she didn't like to be touched/to touch others so I saw that as a rejection. Then, a few weeks later we were walking when she said we were just friends and my heart just cracked, all my hopes gone. After that she still texted me a lot and we talked a lot at work but it was not the same and now she doesn't even text anymore, I asked her to go out for some ice cream so I could tell her in private how I felt since I never actually said it but she said she was busy. She makes me happy just looking at her but at the same time it hurts me knowing that we won't be together even though I had a chance but I blew it. I just hope the loneliness just numbs away again like it did for me most of my life.

[@Christian-je7fj]

Damn bro... I really felt that.

[@780418barsa]

Move on.

[@ifrazali3052]

I saw a girl I thought likes me falling in love with someone else

[@prateekgawarle9644]

That tough budy

[@skye7358]

I’m genuinely sorry, I’m only 15 but I did a similar thing to a boy as the girl in your story did to you. I felt awful because he told me he liked me about a week after I realized I didn’t like him like that. But he is worthy of love, and so are you.

[@larissabeatty3515]

The photo is nostalgic, the music too. I can't believe I'm here on this earth, I can't believe I wasted so much time feeling sad. I wish I could just feel that happiness again

[@rebeccajones5546]

Same here. :(

[@donaldfack7652]

Where is this photo from? It is so nostalgic for some reason it make me feel special tell me pls

[@tiatomlinson6749]

5 months of feeling this way, i completely get you

[@HeartOfJupiter]

I spent the majority of my teenage years wishing I was dead, and even almost went through with ending it a few times. I'm so glad I didn't. I can never get that time back, but we can use the time we have now to do what makes us happy. Even if everything seems dark, there's always a light. Keep walking, keep breathing, keep living, and one day you will find it. It's faint, but I can see my light now -- Stay strong.

[@Trash-mouth]

After twelve years in and out of treatment, numerous medications, hiding away and wanting to die, I finally found a program that is working for me. The fog is lifting, the darkness is fading, the tools are working. Don't give up. Keep trying. Do what ever you need to do to get yourself to a good place. You can't go back to where you were, but that doesn't mean you can't find happiness again ❤

[@ephemera2384]

To everyone is this sea of comments, you matter, and I believe in you. I understand that sometimes everything around you seems to crumble. I understand that sometimes it hurts to breathe. I understand that sometimes it feels like everything it weighing down on you. I understand that sometimes you are overwhelmed by the bumps and cracks in this broken road. I want you to know that you are never alone in your struggles, and that there will always be someone cheering you on. These problems we experience are only temporary, and whether it be tomorrow, a week from now, or even in a month, you will feel the sunshine again. You woke up today for a reason, and that reason is life. You are meant to be here, and you have so much purpose. Never stop pushing forwards, don't waste a single moment of life, because it is precious, and preciously ephemeral. To you, the individual who has read this, you are loved. I believe in you, never stop fighting. - a stranger, and a friend

[@grzk]

I've never had something like this bring me soo close to tears before.

[@pechi22]

Even if I don't know you and I probably never gonna to, you helped me a lot. Thank you very much

[@ephemera2384]

GRZ K things will get better. Much love. 💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@ephemera2384]

Pechi22 I’m so glad I did, and whomever you may be, I wish you a long and healthy life filled with happiness and prosperity. You’ll find your way, just hang in there and keep smiling. Much love :) 💕

[@Huh-exploosion]

After a sunny day it will rain again

[@poenixien6014]

I don't know what to say or write in this place, but after reading the comments here, it reminded me of a memory, though my story might not be as interesting as others It was just a normal day, I've gotten up and goes to school, and came back home tired, so I decided to take a small nap. Everything is going normal past these, until I went to sleep in the night. I had a nightmare, which I could still remember and feel vividly. In that nightmare, I was waiting for a bus in an intersection of a city, I ran towards the bust stop hoping to catch the bus, but I was a bit late. So I just waited in the bus stop, after a while, I noticed a little girl walking towards me from the other side of the road. It was a little strange for her to be walking alone without supervision. She came up to me and said she wanted to play with me, I accepted, might as well do something while I was waiting for the bus, I said to myself. The game she propose to me was a hide and seek, but not a normal hide and seek, I was asked to search for her doll which she hides away, not her. She also said, if I don't find it when the timer ran out, I would get a punishment. I think lightly of the punishment, thinking it was something normal. The first few game were easy enough, but after a while, it gets extremely tough. I was barely able to find the doll, until I can't find it at all. She came up to me and said that it was time for punishment. To my surprise, I was brought to my knees and forced to kneel in front of her. A scythe comes from above me, sitting below my neck. "Don't worry, I'll make this quick." That was the last word I heard from her, that soft and reassuring voice haunt me as that scythe cuts off my neck. The sensation of not being able to breathe, not feeling any parts of my body as things fade to black. I woke up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night, not knowing what to do, I just sat there staring blankly. It still haunts me to this date, that feeling is not fake, it's genuine, and I feek traumatized by it. This is the first time I've tell the story, and it's to a lot of stranger online. Weird isn't it? That's the only thing I can share, for you who reads my story till the end, thank you. I hope whatever you're going through, you can get pass it. It's okay to give up, it's okay to cry, because it's a sign that we're human. I've already feel my emotion ran out, I can't shed a single tear when I lost my grandma 2 days ago. I just felt empty. So to everyone out there, cherish your emotion. It's what makes us human

[@the.seagull.35]

Sorry to hear about your grandma ☹ and that dream sounds so intense. If it's still troubling you, you should talk to somebody about it 👍 and always pray. Jesus loves you.

[@Lezzite]

Wierd dream but sorry for your loss

[@rianaflores7368]

"It is a terrible thing to learn as a child that one is a being separate from the world, that no one and no thing hurts along with one's burned tongues and skinned knees, that one's aches and pains are all one’s own. Even more terrible, as we grow old, to learn that no person, no matter how beloved, can ever truly understand us. Our own selves make us most unhappy, and that's why we're so anxious to lose them, don't you think?" Donna Tartt, The Secret History

[@hazard1233]

Riana Flores my ex gf gave me that book. I still have yet to read it. I can see now I need to as that statement is far too true. We are all truly alone aren’t we?

[@rianaflores7368]

@@hazard1233 Hello! How are you? Have you read the book yet? And if so, what can you say about it? Sorry for the very late reply! And yes, i think no matter how much we are surrounded by people, we find ourselves still alone.

[@hazard1233]

Riana Flores lol it’s okay that it’s late, I reorganized my room and only just found it recently, I plan to get back to reading it (I barely started it tbh) as soon as I’m done with my newest school project. I did, however, like what I read so far

[@skyeparker1333]

This comment section is the closest thing to a hug I've experienced in weeks. Thank you all. I love you.

[@socracle2774]

And we love you back

[@Owlleap]

Love you too! :)

[@user-og6hz4wo5x]

Take a hug ... *Hugs*.. I don't even remember when I last hugged someone... Not the casual hug that u give ur friends ( even that was in like half year back maybe ).. but a really good hug that makes u feel warm inside. Give u comfort.. sometimes I crave so much for some comfort that just a hug could provide.. I .. I really wish I could hug someone.. I guess I am just depressed now... *Sigh*.

[@Sarah_Kinz]

Debojit Debnath I’m here for you man *hugs* it’ll be aight we gotta keep holding on until we can get those hugs more often.

[@tonitoliyepthomi4735]

Love you too

[@mari-rh4ug]

me: [trying to be comfy and calm] youtube ads: P R I N G L E S

[@Owlleap]

Same, but except it was T A X E S.

[@TheLampie]

In these situations u basically remember the product in a negative way, since it disturbed you.

[@chloedianne-orchid5434]

for me it was G R A M M A R L Y

[@meowza.plugger]

For me it was S C O O B Y D O O M O V I E

[@anxiousinsomniac9648]

*laughs in youtube premium

[@agravemisunderstanding9668]

One time i was on a 10 hr bike ride to the coast with a friend i hardly knew, we were 1 hr away from our destination and it was getting dark, we stopped to rest against an old peice of wall by the road surrounded by corn feilds and streams, a lot of people say dark grey cloudy skies are ugly, but that slightly foggy, slightly purple and very cloudy dusk was genuinely beautiful. Somehow that completely insignificant, liminal moment is one of the highlights of my life. Nothing and no one in the city where i live rlly matches up

[@LorenzoGollia]

This is just a gentle reminder: sometimes things need to fall apart before they can fall into place. Good luck out there.

[@quaord3738]

That's surprisingly a little comforting

[@LorenzoGollia]

@@quaord3738 I'm glad you found comfort in it. I've had to remind myself of this fact often.

[@VulcanRedux]

were in this together my friend ;')

[@user-2Hteyasizyc]

Your message has good intentions but from my life experience things just fall apart more with time and it seems my existence is being this monolithic isolated person stuck in a loop of despair. I have lived a ton of experiences. Lost my brother which is so massively painful. Blah blah blah. I have found a lot in life but i spend more time searching more than finding and when you do find it doesnt last. I hate woe is me types- but this is reality here. I dont just sit and rot. I dont live life on the bleachers speculating like a lot do, Im not a defeatist (hate that mentality) and yet still Im alone. ANd yes i can attract people but the world has changed massively in the past 15 years. "oh its just meant to be " Is a cop out. So im just meant to be alone and keep trying? Whats the definition of insanity again?

[@LorenzoGollia]

Hey @Dystopia, sorry to hear that things have been going crappy for a while, but you sound like someone with quite a resilient spirit! I hope that something long lasting finds you, but if not, perhaps you can find life in knowing that you've handled everything that's come your way and you can probably handle anything that's still to come

[@arcane_ironic]

*The hard part is on one of these nights, you want to have someone to talk to about how you're feeling, and just reminisce on the events of the day, but there's no one there for you to talk to and you're left with no one to love you in the moment except yourself. This feeling of loneliness leaves me sad, knowing that I am the only one who understands what I'm feeling in the moment.* I made the above comment last year, but as I've grown and changed as a person, I still get the same "one of those nights" feeling every now and then. It made me realize that maybe no matter where you are in life, no matter who you are as a person, you still might end up experiencing this feeling from time to time. I still have yet to find a word for the feeling you get on "one of those nights", and I can imagine that a lot of you feel the same way. In the end, maybe it doesn't even matter that we don't have a word for these nights, anyway. After all, we're just here to reminisce with ourselves. And so, in the light of that, I want to say that I am glad to have shared this moment with whoever might be reading this right now. I don't know you, hell, maybe I do, but for this short period of time, our minds have connected through this video. We're both feeling that same sense of the unexplained "one of those nights" together, and I'm glad to have that. I'm glad you're here experiencing it too, and I hope to see you again next time. To whoever might be reading this, just know that tomorrow will treat you well. Farewell and good luck. I'll see you next time, friend.

[@mr_typewriter]

I understand this feeling completely.. yeah you've got friends and yes they care about you.. but that feeling of wanting to get texted first or actually have someone miss you is gut wrenching.. you just wish somebody could care about you as much as you do about then.. and when they don't, you realise you've got to look after yourself.. put yourself first and always make sure you're number 1 for you.. that's why it's so hard but also so easy to let people in to all the complicated parts about you.. you're afraid you'll share too much and they won't understand and if they did understand, would they care enough to stick around.. Thank you for this moment I got to share with you across the internet and actions the world to wherever you might be.. And to whoever else feels this as well, you know you're not alone.. we're all there together, in some strange and wonderful way :)

[@arcane_ironic]

@@mr_typewriter :)

[@VonRibbitt]

Melancholy, thats the feeling, thats the word to describe this

[@youngcrewtv8220]

Im the same. I feel you bud.

[@evytin9705]

i know a place where you can talk and with the right group of people they will listen, relate and share their own thoughts but never say anything negative. i have witnessed this sense of safety and freedom to talk about whatever is going on and not get criticized or talked down. It is a wonderful experience and its a game called vrchat, kinda like discord but more open and more social. though there are toxic people there will always be light at the end of the tunnel.

[@stingyfromlazytown8612]

Imagine It’s 2:02am, 50 degrees outside with a cool wind blowing in and out of your open window. Imagine that it’s a pastel blue, rural beach house with white, wooden window panes and a door with an old, wobbly handle. You set no alarm, no reminder, nothing. Your body just felt a strange feeling that compelled it to wake up. You look out the window, close your eyes and take it all in. Shortly after, you open them and see something sitting in the sand… it looks so human yet it’s not. It has a cooler filled with who knows what, but it doesn’t concern you. It’s knees are set at a 45 degree angle with its long arms wrapping around each leg where the tips of the fingers meet at the middle. It’s head is facing down towards the soft, smooth sand. You want to go to it, but you know if you jump you could get hurt. However, at this moment in time, nothing is worrying you. Everything is okay. You sit on the windowsill and slip out, landing on the ground with no injuries and with no pain. The unidentifiable figure slowly stands up, raises it’s head and walks to the ocean. However, as it steps into the water its foot does not fall through. It instead continues walking as normal, as if it never left the sand it started from. You step on your dock, about 40 feet long with rotten wood and worn-down ropes from boats that used to dock there, and you start walking out towards the figure you saw. When you look out, you see that it has already moved about a mile off the coast in the 30 seconds you took to get to your dock. You swore it was walking so slowly, only about 2 miles per hour, but it didn’t care what humans thought was impossible. It just did it. You walk on the creaking wooden boards and you keep walking. It feels like it’s been hours of walking on a dock that should only have taken 30 seconds to walk across. You get to the edge, exhausted, and pass out. You don’t know how long you’ve been asleep for, but when you wake up the figure is sitting to the left with a fishing pole. It doesn’t move it’s head to look at you and for all you know it hadn’t even noticed you, but you feel safe. You go to sleep in a state of bliss, while you forget everything that had just happened and you wake up in your bed. When you look at the clock on the wall it says it’s still 2:02am. Why would you be up now? You gently tip-toe all the way to your window and you see a strange figure… maybe you should check it out?

[@henrireuter6835]

Wow

[@danielcangelosi3995]

Bruh this is good

[@sean5623]

I don’t get it :/ someone please explain the ending

[@stingyfromlazytown8612]

• Sean • - This story is supposed to never end, as in when the adventure ends you wake up and forget everything and do it again infinitely until the end of time itself

[@sean5623]

Stingy From lazytown ohhh cool it’s a great story btw 🤗

[@LRGS]

A shot in the dark. That's what this is to me. Mum getting diagnosed with cancer hit me like a damn truck and in that moment all the past anger and arguments we had flew out the goddamn window, I just didn't care anymore. I stopped caring about our petty little arguments and I just tell her how much I love her now. I just hope that somehow, she pulls through. If it doesnt, then by the power of every single fibre of my being do I pray that I can make her proud, be the man she thinks I am. Not the sad sack of shit I am but the one she believes she raised and cared for. I know he's there somewhere. I know it's just a stupid trauma dump but I genuinely feel safe here. I feel free from everything. I don't find myself thinking about anything. Not the what ifs when it comes to the people that have came and went, not the stupid arguments that could have been solved with talking, none of it feels like it could get me. So truly, from the bottom of my heart. Thank you, to all of you. For sharing your stories, your advice, your tears and your laughter. -LS

[@boxy1011]

The universe bends to the will of no one life is unfair and unforgiving but the strongest of men acknowledge that,smile and carry on😇 That is what you will and must be brotha it’s all just shots in the dark,Trust that there will be light forever and always.

[@firetails6518]

I truly wish your mother gets better, even if it's to the point where she can't, I hope by some miracle she absolutely will get better. it's good to see you trying to be a better person, it never hurts to be better from yesterday. Everything is gonna be fine friend. I truly believe that your mum will get better. Best of luck with everything that goes on in your life friend, it's gonna be alright no matter what happens. Just try to spend time with your mum as much as you can.

[@samiisage9491]

I was diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression due to trauma from my childhood. Recently, everything has been coming back and my whole world has been flipped upside down. Tonight was one of those nights where I felt like ending it. But I stumbled upon this playlist, and the comment section. And my night changed into a different definition of "one of those nights". In a good way. Whoever posted this, I would like to say thank you. You saved me.

[@ebrumVids]

I had a shit childhood too,well still but i just try to talk to people and open up it makes me feel like im not alone in this shit situation,its nice and i kinda feel happy knowing im not alone.

[@TaliyahGraceWiles]

same here

[@timmytoms__]

You're doing good samii. I appreciate this thoughts- your braveness to opens up. May your comment will saves someone else, too.

[@JayleeParker]

i struggled with depression for many years. i still feel depressed sometimes, but life is a lot better! and that is something i never thought i’d say. there is hope. there is no secret of how to cure depression. it is simply a habit of changing your mindset slowly. in the morning when you wake up, instead of thinking “today is already horrible,” “i want to go back to bed,” “i want to die,” etc., force yourself (and i mean FORCE yourself) to think only positive things like “today is already a good day,” “i am excited for today,” “i want to do so many things today,” etc. basically have an incredibly optimistic conversation with yourself in the morning. like you are talking to a child. not in an over exaggerated way, but in a reassuring way. it’s not easy at first because depression makes it so you only ever want to think negatively about everything, but overtime it becomes routine. you start to believe your thoughts. some people call it ‘the law of attraction.’ it may not work for everyone for different reasons, but i encourage anyone reading this to give it a try. but regardless of your mindset, your feelings are valid always. if you ever need someone to talk to, my instagram is @jaylee.parker. anyone who reads this can message me at any time. i don’t care how old this comment is. i will always be someone you can talk to.

[@srez5664]

If you had been diagnosed then you have help, you will be ok soon, I'm fucked right now too.

[@patrickjasper3446]

The best and worst. You feel untouchable while also incredibly vulnerable. You keep working through the pain but never quite feel right. It’s comforting to know you aren’t alone.

[@izzymartino6319]

True, and u arent alone. No one here is. We're all hurting, but it's strangely comforting to know u arent hurting on your own. Life can be shitty, but we're all heading somewhere, and there's light in the darkest of places. 😊💞 You deserve a beautiful day!! Happy holidays btw fam