Worship Is Your Spiritual Weapon | Vlad Savchuk Worship

[@RedeemedoftheLord]

Thank you for this wonderful message. I lost my beautiful baby boy two days after his birth. I still don't know how to describe that pain and the feelings that followed. Anger, rage, bitterness, jealousy, and all evil that had laid silent sprung up like a raging fire. I cried most nights. My pride had been hurt, "it couldn't have been me to lose my baby" A year into it all, I watched a sermon of a humble pastor (John Mulinde) about his encounter with God and how God exposed his inner sin (for he assumed he was right in his eyes, so did I). I realised that was me in all the ways. That night I went to prayer, and unmasked myself before God, I asked Him to come and do the radical cleansing. By morning I had a different form of peace, that that I had not experienced in a very long time. On my son's anniversary, I didn't cry, yet had cried most nights! My focus now is on Jesus, and the word and teachings of people like you...who are not sugar coating the gospel but teaching salvation, repentance, and deliverance. My posture is now of worship (am still learning) and truly God is upholding me. I don't have an answer for my loss, but I have the peace of knowing that He cares about me. My character is better, and all other wrong emotions are gone. Hallelujah God bless you all.