writing songs isnt fun anymore

i wanna write a happy song
one that you can sing along to
and not have to worry about me
but writing songs isn’t fun anymore
cause everyone’s better than me
i’m lying on the floor again
still can’t cry
though i want to cry
and i’m tired of unrequited love
cause you seem so tired of my love
and i know it’s all my fault
for wanting more
sometimes i get pretty mad
when you just can’t relax
cause what’s the rush
did i push you too much this time
i hate when i say stupid shit
i wake up just to regret throwing a fit
at nothing
maybe it’s nothing because i told you
i say i’m not my diagnosis
but i make it hard for you to believe
and i know it’s all my fault
for wanting more

[@shadesofpurp1e2]

your voice is so comforting

[@snailer]

Love your songs! 💛💛

[@adijsosbsodn]

thank you :)

[@psychometryy]

once again, another beautiful and relatable song, you are a fucking genius istg, hope some day you get the recognition you deserve💕

[@lpspurpleswirls2902]

I love your voice

[@rosycollared]

i love you big brother

[@rosycollared]

i love you very much